Who Are You, Really?🧅🤯 Pick a Card🔮 In-Depth Timeless Tarot Reading

Поділитися
Вставка
  • Опубліковано 19 чер 2024
  • Hi friends!! I hope ur ready for some reading & (tbh way too much) rambling 🤠 (I promise to tone it down lol) Thank you sm for being here & for letting me read for you! Remember that you have free will and nothing is ever set in stone💗 I hope these messages bring you clarity and peace! Xoxo
    🕯️Candle of the Month:🪄The Star (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF)
    www.angelicmagic888.com/produ...
    www.etsy.com/listing/15993741...
    🕐Timestamps🕓
    Intro: 0:00
    Reading Breakdown: 0:18
    Pile Selection: 3:31
    Make a Wish + Mini Reading: 5:08
    Pile 1 (Ze Tarot): 12:01
    Pile 2 (Weird Cat): 1:15:39
    Pile 3 (Dream Visions): 2:27:48
    Pile 4 (Trippin’ Waite): 3:46:14
    👻Follow Me👻:
    Instagram: / worldofeso
    💎Wild Muse Oracle, The Pastel Journey Tarot, Crystals, Jewelry💎: beau-life.com/esotarot (Use code ESOTAROT for 10% off!)
    👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/eso...
    Go to my sponsor: trykeen.com/esotarot to get your first 5 minute reading for $1
    💸Leave me a tip💸
    PayPal: xesotarotx@gmail.com
    Cashapp: $palehag
    Disclaimer: you are absolutely not required to donate anything ever!! However, if the reading touched you and you want to leave a tip I’m keeping that option open :) I am grateful for anything but please never feel like you have to!!
    🔮Book a Reading🔮
    I don’t currently offer personals readings, but I’ll update if that ever changes!
    Decks Used:
    Ze Tarot
    The Weird Cat Tarot
    The Dream Visions Tarot
    Trippin’ Waite Tarot
    8th House Tarot
    The Hide Tarot
    www.danfrancis.co.uk/
    Animal Spirit Oracle
    Chakra Wisdom Oracle
    Soul Space Oracle
    Butterfly Affirmations Oracle
    👀About Me👀
    Madison, 25
    Tropical: Aries ☀️ Virgo 🌙 Libra ⬆️
    Sidereal: Pisces☀️ Leo 🌙 Virgo ⬆️
    Life Path 11, INFP
  • Розваги

КОМЕНТАРІ • 1,6 тис.

  • @EsoTarot
    @EsoTarot  5 місяців тому +322

    Do not praise me for how long this vid is lmfao it is only 5hrs because I can’t keep my big mouth shut 🫣 you may wanna skip this one if you don’t like my rants! Thank you for being here, beautiful soul 🫂💗
    🕯️Candle of the Month:🪄The Star (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF)
    www.angelicmagic888.com/product/eso-tarot-star-crystal-soy-candle/467?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=false&category_id=3
    www.etsy.com/listing/1599374176/eso-tarot-star-crystal-candle-with?click_key=ec0387e54b284eae5d55235854c5214fd8652a9b%3A1599374176&click_sum=7dc112e5&ref=shop_home_feat_2
    🕐Timestamps🕓
    Intro: 0:00
    Reading Breakdown: 0:18
    Pile Selection: 3:31
    Make a Wish + Mini Reading: 5:08
    Pile 1 (Ze Tarot): 12:01
    Pile 2 (Weird Cat): 1:15:39
    Pile 3 (Dream Visions): 2:27:48
    Pile 4 (Trippin’ Waite): 3:46:14

    • @moodie3096
      @moodie3096 5 місяців тому +7

      Hello Eso, just wondering, do you do personal readings? 🥹

    • @magellenic
      @magellenic 5 місяців тому +9

      I like your rants 😅❤

    • @peachesandpoets
      @peachesandpoets 5 місяців тому +6

      Rant away, doll!

    • @chericarroll5122
      @chericarroll5122 5 місяців тому +4

      I love your ranting ,, the voices ya do YOU ARE FREAKING ADORABLE !!!

    • @winkyfacehehe
      @winkyfacehehe 5 місяців тому +2

      I love your rants!

  • @nori7529
    @nori7529 5 місяців тому +339

    “Onions have layers, ogres have layers” is the first thing that came to mind when I saw the title, Shrek is love and so are you Eso💚

    • @magellenic
      @magellenic 5 місяців тому +18

      Um I went to a Shrek Rave this weekend and ngl it was partly cuz of Eso. I’m like, gotta get shrektacular!

    • @VelvetKatOfficial
      @VelvetKatOfficial 5 місяців тому +6

      😄I live by that quote

    • @CherryCupcakePie
      @CherryCupcakePie 5 місяців тому +8

      Shrek is love, shrek is life ❤

    • @miaduana
      @miaduana 5 місяців тому +5

      My favorite saying!

    • @michsmbjon
      @michsmbjon 5 місяців тому +1

      Shrek ❤️

  • @yanalarise
    @yanalarise 5 місяців тому +269

    Pile 3 and you just made me cry like a baby. I haven’t heard such a genuine “I’m proud of you “ in sooo long. Appreciate you so much for that. I needed it more than you know ❤

    • @deeptimanohar7843
      @deeptimanohar7843 5 місяців тому +3

      Me too, made me tear up❤

    • @Sweetamber222
      @Sweetamber222 5 місяців тому +5

      Sameee! She cried like she tapped into all the suffering I overcame in life. 🥹❤

    • @dianaali8408
      @dianaali8408 5 місяців тому +5

      I don't know you but I'm proud of you too 🥹

    • @ElliottFall
      @ElliottFall 5 місяців тому +1

      ME TOO HAHA

    • @suzanalepanovic2627
      @suzanalepanovic2627 5 місяців тому +1

      Me too, thank you so much dear Eso ♥

  • @BathroomJams
    @BathroomJams 5 місяців тому +39

    Pile 3 here. It resonated with me so much!! I beat an addiction to alcohol in 2023 (over 100 days sober now). I went from being incredibly depressed, not taking care of myself & hating myself to being my own best friend. I have a lot to be proud of & it feels SO good!! :) Thanks for the reading. I don't know why pile 3 always calls to me, but it's always a reading I can resonate with. Thanks for what you do!! :)
    ADDED: Also, I love that you highlighted the mental self-development work. I've put a lot of hard work into creating a more positive mindset & it has changed my life for the better. I definitely have a more positive outlook on life

  • @amberaardenburg
    @amberaardenburg 5 місяців тому +64

    Man I've never laughed and cried so much during a reading. This was pure pick a card therapy (pile 2) even with the booger analogy (which I loved btw haha). I love how much love, humor and just your authentic light you put into all of your readings. I'm also a reader so I understand the effort and energy it takes to do that. So thank you so much for what you do. I truly feel so seen, relieved and thankful for this video. Just wanted you to know that 💕 love ya

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  5 місяців тому +10

      Wow, thank you so much!!! This is beyond generous💗 It's always so lovely when fellow readers validate my exhaustion hahaha sending love right back!

  • @leCupcakex3
    @leCupcakex3 5 місяців тому +57

    Pile 3 squad, here. 👋
    I haven't finished listening yet, but I just need to pause a moment to say thank you!
    For the last several months, I have been working on a number of things in myself and one of those has to do with religious trauma. While I originally just wanted to learn more about that religion and unpack that, it ended up leading me down a rabbit hole of learning more about cults and other exploitative spiritual practices. That Twin Flames Universe cult was just one that I ended up hearing of and I watched the documentary.
    I was very big on the idea of twin flames, etc. at one time. All I will say is that it didn't go so well for me, but it led me on a journey and I've grown since then.
    But I want to thank you because there's a dark shadow side to spirituality that no one ever talks about. Twin flames and some of the beliefs people have around that are just one of those things. I'm not saying they aren't real, or that all spirituality is bad. Not at all, especially as a spiritual person, myself. But there are always different sides of things. While there's a lot of good things that help people, there's also a lot of bad and it's important to be aware and discerning so that you don't hurt yourself or allow anyone else to.
    I'm proud of you for being brave enough to speak to these kinds of things, even when, ESPECIALLY when you're afraid of people getting upset about it. Because it NEEDS to be said and by more people in this community.
    As people committed to a path of self awareness, empowerment, and growth, it's so important to be able to look at and acknowledge the dark sides to things. Not just within our own unconscious, but also in outside people, organizations, etc, who have impact and influence in our lives. It can be scary, but on the other side is clarity and freedom.
    Much love and solidarity and may you continue to be a source that speaks to truth, even when it's not comfortable. ❤❤❤

    • @leCupcakex3
      @leCupcakex3 5 місяців тому +3

      @@l.m2190 I tend to agree at this point in my life. I worded things the way I did, however, because the fact is I don't know everything. I haven't experienced or learned all there is to know in life. For all I know, I'm wrong and I don't want to diminish someone else's experience, especially if they are experiencing some kind of healthy version of "Twin Flames". I have no idea what that would be, but you never know. For now, I prefer to believe in the importance of our own autonomy and that no relationship should infringe on that. Nor make you feel in anyway responsible for some aspect of learning, growth, development, etc, that should fall under the purview of individual autonomy and responsibility on behalf of another person.

  • @petalchi7851
    @petalchi7851 5 місяців тому +40

    Pile 3 was everything I needed to hear. I've been going through it. This means so much. "So who are you? On a soul level you are an explorer, of life, and of wisdom, and of love-and a warrior for those things. And... Earth is really lucky to have you." Thank you Eso ❤

  • @ar19158
    @ar19158 5 місяців тому +21

    Pile 2: this reading made me cry, also the way you were calling people who hurt us "boogers" just made me laugh and think of what an empathetic person you are. Your readings always resonate, even the mini reading was so accurate because I have been seeing the 5 of pentacles a lot lately. Much love for the deep and insightful reading, Eso🤍

  • @hoangphuc1323
    @hoangphuc1323 5 місяців тому +15

    I'm in pile 3 and when I heard you cry and say how proud you were of me, I understood it with all my heart and burst into tears. I keep saying thank you for saying that. Esco thank you very much for the love I have tonight 💗

  • @nyanpup7740
    @nyanpup7740 5 місяців тому +12

    Intro squad: pile 1:
    I love my ability to empathize with everyone I meet and be kind no matter what. I never think of anyone as a monster or unable to come back from dark places.

  • @AMC0909
    @AMC0909 5 місяців тому +29

    Chose group 3, and as a recovering alcoholic/addict coming up on my 1 year anniversary on Saturday your reading really impacted me. When you cried, I cried. I’ve been working so freaking hard on myself, especially over the last 6 months. Thank you for the acknowledgment and confirmation I am on the right path. Oh, and I’m Libra sun, Virgo rising, and Capricorn moon. Sending you so much love and gratitude. 💜💜💜

    • @AMC0909
      @AMC0909 5 місяців тому +1

      @@EllaBella-76 yes!!!! We can do this! I am so happy for you and your recovery! 💜💙💜

    • @annemarie33333
      @annemarie33333 5 місяців тому +1

      Another pile 3 here and I just want to say congratulations 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️ I’m so proud of you and want to just send you so much love and peace.

    • @AMC0909
      @AMC0909 5 місяців тому

      @@annemarie33333 thank you so much!!!! 💜💜💜💜

    • @tashamendoliaakablondediab6920
      @tashamendoliaakablondediab6920 2 місяці тому

      Pile 3 and I just made it 2 years in January... Keep going, it's gets even better

  • @TheLionessGoddess
    @TheLionessGoddess 5 місяців тому +22

    Pile 4 here! You are just always so amazingly accurate. I’m a Leo who works in hospitality management for my day job, but passionately pursuing my music career at 32 as my dream job. You are so kind to share these beautiful messages with us! Thank you!😭💛✨

  • @julissagarcia404
    @julissagarcia404 5 місяців тому +12

    Pile 3 and I rarely ever comment on any videos. All I can say is wow. I’m not even done listening to the reading, but…I’m a Cap rising, and Libra sun and moon, so the elemental energy all resonated. When you said “Every Saint has a past and every sinner has a future,” it brought back memories of one of my favorite shirts, which listed that quote. I 100% was meant to listen to this reading. Thank you so much ❤️

  • @raphaeliasoulaki2926
    @raphaeliasoulaki2926 5 місяців тому +51

    I chose pile 3. When you said you're proud of us I started crying, I needed to hear it from someone, sometimes the work we do isn't visible to others or the results from our work take time to show up and it can get discouraging, thank you for everything you do and I hope you get all the support and recognition you deserve and need ❤

    • @dariazhempalukh
      @dariazhempalukh 5 місяців тому +4

      So true! I have been working on my psychological stability and for that I had to leave a job offer behind and lay low. But for people outside, especially my family it feels like I’m rotting and being lazy.
      I’m glad that there are signs for me out there, that I’m still loved and respected and that I’m doing great. It resonates with what I find within. Big thanks to everyone who help these signs come to surface, like ESO.

    • @raphaeliasoulaki2926
      @raphaeliasoulaki2926 5 місяців тому

      @@dariazhempalukh I'm proud of you, it must have been be difficult to make that decision. Do what's best for your health first, I hope you heal from whatever was hurting you and flourish

  • @in.di.go.
    @in.di.go. 5 місяців тому +55

    (pile 2) Words can’t express how grateful I am that you decided to do this reading right at this moment, so I can only hope that my soul carries my joy to you. I prayed and you answered with a warm hug. Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you. I love you, never stop listening to yourself you beautiful angel

    • @ritaamor283
      @ritaamor283 5 місяців тому +1

      I feel the same. ❤

    • @emmajackson916
      @emmajackson916 5 місяців тому +1

      Me as well ❤

    • @aja363
      @aja363 5 місяців тому +1

      Eso has so profoundly & beautifully articulated !! Like the adage, "It takes one to know one."💜🌟

  • @Notfearjustexcitement
    @Notfearjustexcitement 5 місяців тому +13

    ESO!! Pile 3: I just saw this after a long hiatus from my healing journey, as you picked up on energetically. But this reading resonated with me so much!! When you said “you are the light”, it reminded me of when I was a kid and I used to notice that street lights would go out and turn back on as I would walk by them (a phenomenon that still happens to this day from time to time). My dad used to tell me “it’s because you are the light”. I cried so hard when you reiterated his words. I’m not even halfway through my reading but I just felt called to tell you just how much you speak to my soul in this one

  • @rileydunbar6681
    @rileydunbar6681 5 місяців тому +17

    Pile 3 this was incredibly accurate I have never felt so seen on a deep level. Thank you so much eso, I wrote in my daily gratitude journal how grateful I am for your content. Also you said that we would be friends in real life if we met in person and that is so true… in fact best friends. I always think that when I listen to you that we would just be two peas in a pod, we are in the astral realm ❤ Love you and appreciate you 😊

  • @savannahreina4426
    @savannahreina4426 5 місяців тому +16

    Pile 4 is so accurate, I literally have deleted instagram and Facebook because it's really draining energetically and I am trying to reconcile how my purpose aligns with the larger world around me and there's so much!! Ugh I'm struggling but trying to heal. Thank you so much for this reading and you!! You help me so much and make me feel seen and less alone in this world!

  • @manifestingmaren
    @manifestingmaren 5 місяців тому +44

    My goodness 🤯 pile 4
    This felt like a personal personal reading like I can’t even tell you girl. I lost count of how many things resonated and were spot on down to the tiniest details! You’re beyond gifted ❤ thank you! 🪄💗🫂

    • @sophiemarrett
      @sophiemarrett 5 місяців тому +7

      Same, pile 4 too. Seems like we’re on the same boat! From one ball of light to another, follow your joy and may you realise the wonder all around you.

    • @Missfit75
      @Missfit75 5 місяців тому +7

      Same here ladies! Never dull your sunshine for someone else's darkness!

    • @Kez_lefee
      @Kez_lefee 4 місяці тому +6

      same here - lets go make waves for the greater good!

    • @adeleleese1348
      @adeleleese1348 4 місяці тому

      Me too, hearing this breakdown of who I am has been both liberating and empowering. Hello to all you fellow "divine agitators", let's all "swing our energetic dicks around" (that made me laugh so much) 🤣🤣🤣 ❤ x

  • @marylcoaching
    @marylcoaching 5 місяців тому +18

    Pile 3 ✨💜 Thank you for everything that you said. It makes me feel more human listening to you because we are so similar in the way we talk and express ourselves 🌟 not everyone can handle that shine but they can go chase shadows if they so choose!

  • @cheriewilliams7306
    @cheriewilliams7306 5 місяців тому +25

    Pile #1 here. This is, hands down, one of the most on-point and accurate readings I've ever had the pleasure of listening to. Really amazing! Thank you so much for sharing your gifts with us. 💜

  • @s4moor369
    @s4moor369 5 місяців тому +42

    Pile 1- Eso, I’m speechless. There was so much said that resonated that I can’t even begin to list the specifics. This is 100% what I needed to hear right now, and I’m so incredibly thankful for your time, as always. Also, I read the description and I think the message you gave to me needs to be reflected to you: your “rambling” is part of your light and is what separates you from other readers and in my opinion, what makes you so great. Please continue to do readings in the ways you feel are most natural; the messages you receive are sent to YOU for a reason and that reason is because you deliver them in such a beautiful, authentic way. The Universe chose YOU. And you are so incredibly special and appreciated.

    • @nikkimac8759
      @nikkimac8759 5 місяців тому +1

      “……Cosplay as a sapling….” Love it Eso!✨😊

  • @dnd1313
    @dnd1313 5 місяців тому +11

    Pile 3 ❤
    In regards to Twins/soulmates: I feel all those special connections are there to teach you a soul lesson(s). Some stay for life, some are there for a while, some are intense and there for the short term to shake you up and wake you up.
    I had one soulmate that was there with me for 20+ years and we helped each other to grow up, and then one super intense soulmate (1 year) that was a whirlwind but helped each other break out of the monotony, and forced us to face each other's shadows. Now, I am in a soulmate connection that brings both of us so much peace and pleasure, and although there are soul lessons still to be learned, we help each other through it with compassion, kindness and unconditional love. ❤️
    Thanks for your reading and honesty. You are wonderful 😊

  • @nosywitchtarot
    @nosywitchtarot 5 місяців тому +8

    honestly, i have never listened to a reading of yours that DIDN’T resonate, but this one particularly found me at just the right time🥺🩷 I’m usually just a little lurker but oh my, pile 2 hit home and got me in my FEELINGS over here. Also, can I just say that I adore the way you express yourself whether it’s via ‘incessant boogers’ or otherwise 😂you articulate yourself beautifully in a way that is so clear and relatable so never feel like you have to dim that to avoid hurting feelings! If you feel called to deliver the message in a certain way it’s because we need to hear it.. and honestly, if I’m going to get roasted by anyone, I’m happy for it to be you..because I know it comes from a place of love and authenticity!! i won’t waffle on for too much longer but i just wanted to comment on how very accurate this was, how very gifted you are and how very lucky we are as a collective to have you in whatever capacity ✨💕 after struggling with people’s perceptions/opinions throughout my life and not feeling able to put myself out there due to confidence issues/potential rejection (chiron in leo in the 7th house btw as you did mention you were curious👀) i’m finally getting the courage to put my own tarot channel out there in the hopes that it will help even one person the way you help countless people🥰 thank you so much for sharing this message from a long time fan xo

  • @cyclesofstrength
    @cyclesofstrength 5 місяців тому +10

    I love the way you talk to us. You don't need to apologize! I laugh so much and your words give so much growth and healing to me. Keep being yourself, it is medicine to others

  • @eliza2256
    @eliza2256 5 місяців тому +14

    Pile 1 was so accurate for me ❤ I have always felt the need to make myself smaller so that others that were more insecure at the time could be comfortable. Delt with alot of rejection from the past and it took a hit on my self esteem and confidence but I didn’t let it break me. I’m blessed for the things life has taught me and at the time when I was at my lowest I would ask why me instead of going through the motions, trying to think logically why things were happening to me but not feeling my way through the pain but now it made sense and although I’m not fully healed I’m proud of how far I have came. It’s crazy how the people that tried to take advantage or make you feel like you weren’t worthy get to see you at your best and it can be frightening because I’m like you said I’ve always had this power in me I just minimized myself for the comfort of others. I will continue to pray, journal and do the things needed to keep me in a positive headspace

  • @MissJoy16
    @MissJoy16 5 місяців тому +30

    Pile 3 and I echo the sentiments others have shared. I laughed out loud multiple times in reaction to how much parts resonated (e.g. I am a DID system and parts of the first level had us laughing, and when we were saving it to our "watch again" playlist, you mentioned that "you're the type of person that will (re-do?) things multiple times in order to squeeze out all the lessons you can" 😂).
    Thank you so much!

  • @xBianca14x
    @xBianca14x 5 місяців тому +9

    Hi Madison, Pile 3 here! Girl your messages are absolutely immaculate. Got me crying on my drive home and everything 💛 I love you very much and thank you for sharing your gift with us 🥹

  • @strawberrylove5684
    @strawberrylove5684 4 місяці тому +2

    Pile 4. “You may give a lot, out of fear that you’re not enough.” Eso just has this way of saying what we didn’t even know we needed to hear.

  • @brittbotkins3376
    @brittbotkins3376 5 місяців тому +59

    Pile 2 was so spot on, I appreciate all your love and support it’s so genuine 🥺 sometimes people are stinky boogers and I know I need to separate their energy from infiltrating mine! Also, it’s funny you mentioned cool cats because I’ve been saying it a lot recently and actually changed my wifi name to Cool-Cats-Only 😭😎 lol love you Eso, thank you for your love and guidance always 💕

  • @zoeandrews7422
    @zoeandrews7422 5 місяців тому +24

    Pile 2 ! Thank you so much for this reading Eso !
    Please please please dont be so hard on yourself for your own anger and your rants ! Ive been learning to appreciate and understand where my emotions come from, and I genuinely appreciate you being angry out of protection for loving and kind individuals as well as any injustice people face. Your anger and ranting is an expression of your own kindness, just as you were channeling in the video :) I hope you learn to appreciate its own place within you.
    Again, thank you so much for the reading ! I hope you have a wonderful day. You've been so essential in my healing journey and connecting to myself and I hope you get everything you're meant to receive including happiness

  • @PrecursorDan91
    @PrecursorDan91 5 місяців тому +9

    I asked spirit which pile to go with and they told me 2 and I was just pleasantly surprised by not only the reading but how you are such a kind soul yourself and I feel like you should have more encouragement for yourself too. The analogy of calling people who are rather unsavoury boogers really made me laugh. Thank you for your in depth readings, sometimes hearing words of encouragement like these are just what I need. It restores my faith in humanity when I hear people like you speak and you speak with alot of wisdom.
    Sending lot's of light and love to you, you're amazing and I'm glad I found your channel.

  • @marissabranch840
    @marissabranch840 5 місяців тому +8

    Pile 3, you hit so many of my personal traits and struggles with self control and esteem. I've definitely been told good and bad things regarding my exuberance 😅 and, yes, I wear color to shout good vibes into this crazy realm we live in. Found the most wonderful person and definitely focused on our angel influenced bond. Thank you for telling me the words I need to hear. I was crying when you started crying ❤ I'm a Libra. You're on point with the air sign references. Wonderful reading ❤🎉❤ mental masochism, OMG! Soon true 😮

    • @marissabranch840
      @marissabranch840 5 місяців тому +1

      I meant, sooooo true, not, soon true lol 😆

  • @Lana2sweet1
    @Lana2sweet1 5 місяців тому +9

    Pile #1: @EsoTarot we were beat (my sisters and I) and had to bend to the will of our abusers. To come out of that is a miracle from God. Everyday is a blessing and I’m grateful for freedom and renewed life. Dimming light to survive really happens to many children. I’m a testimony that we have the willpower to survive. May God bless you and thank you for what you do ❤.

  • @alieninhumanoidform
    @alieninhumanoidform 5 місяців тому +29

    Thank you for reading for the pile 4s. It was a relief to hear that our excessive giving is not even that crucial to what makes us special. The whole reading felt so inspired. Thank you so much for this and all the work you do for us ❤️

  • @kristina9079
    @kristina9079 5 місяців тому +4

    Wow, pile 1. I completely resonate with this reading too. Thank you!
    Yes, I do have a deep connection with trees. I've always loved being in the forest (it was a safe and comfortable place as a child). Some years ago I did an intensive energy healing session with an energy healer. For about 2 weeks before the session, trees started showing themselves to me. All were intensely beautiful and loving, some even playful. Anywho, during the session I *experienced* a vision of myself as an infant being tenderly attended to by a large family grove of trees who lifted me up as far as their branches would reach to lovingly present me to the sun and welcome me into the world. It was a time of incredible healing and magic.
    For a couple months now I've been in intentional retreat to do further inner healing, including inner child. It's a more expansive healing journey of allowing myself to open to whatever wants care and expression. I live alone, so my poor singing (when that energy shows up) isn't a bother to anyone but my precious dogs, and they don't seem to mind. They're so sweet that they do seem to mind when I cry though. I feel like this retreat will bring a lot of growth and movement into more of the truth of myself in powerful ways. That is my intention ~ to go into the depths and return more fully embodied and alive with gifts to share.
    Yes, it has been so exhausting to hold myself, my light down. I've always longed to be normal, and tried so hard to correct myself to that standard only to bury myself further. Now I see how meaningless that standard is, it's soul crushing, and I'm determined to rise and embrace my true self and rediscover magic.

    • @Jazzyjamjam
      @Jazzyjamjam 3 місяці тому +1

      This was so beautifully explained

  • @suzanasyayavuzz
    @suzanasyayavuzz 5 місяців тому +6

    Hi Eso! pile 3 here! your readings are always incredibly incisive but I geniunely had to stop this reading and take a break because i was overwhelmed by how spot on it was! that has never happened to me before and i feel almost as if i was staring into the sun! you truly have this incredible gift thank you so much for doing what you do!

  • @hereforhaiku
    @hereforhaiku 5 місяців тому +5

    I cried 🥹 pile 4 made me feel so seen and loved. Thank you 💗

  • @atpeaceinwater9422
    @atpeaceinwater9422 5 місяців тому +17

    Pile 3. Really resonated. Thank you for sharing your gift.

    • @lucybensien
      @lucybensien 5 місяців тому

      In pile 3, always 😂❤

  • @ThePeoplesSpirit
    @ThePeoplesSpirit 3 місяці тому +1

    “But I’m not your mama” had me laughing out loud- through the tears. What a sweet moment.. felt very much like my guides were giving me a hug and rerouting my perspective. I’m very hard on my self & they’re always reminding me how far I’ve come. Thx for being the vessel for these messages 🤍 What a gift

  • @mlkennedy67111
    @mlkennedy67111 5 місяців тому +5

    Let's have coffee! It's not easy being pile 4. Thanks for the insight on some deep, dark struggles as of late. I do know that I have Big D spiritual energy... I've unintentionally allowed the outside world to punch me in the nuts.
    Def needed this pep talk.
    Thank you, lovely and unabashed Eso!!! Stay true, my friend. 😘❤️

  • @levelupmusic9383
    @levelupmusic9383 5 місяців тому +15

    Pile 2 made me cry. Your readings always make me cry in the best ways. Thank you ESO! We love you so much!! ❤

  • @carluislongart
    @carluislongart 5 місяців тому +8

    "It's not a betrayal to others to choose yourself. It's a betrayal to yourself to be less of yourself, or keep yourself in environments where you're not accepted and supported in all that you are". That really got me. Thanks for your beautiful words ❤

  • @jessdoal
    @jessdoal 5 місяців тому +1

    time to time i’ll search up tarot readings when i feel i need them and before i do i always forget how accurate and touching yours are. i’ve cried to your readings a few times and it’s always so therapeutic. you say the things i need to hear truly means a lot that you take the time to make these videos. thank you ❤

  • @alice-qo3ye
    @alice-qo3ye 5 місяців тому +4

    Pile 3 hit so sooo close to home! I can't believe how many times I had chills running down b/c of how you perfectly described me and my life, then just taking that moment of feeling soft after you told every pile how you're proud of them for growing.
    You've given me reminders of the things that I try hard to do & remember, especially with joy and compassion. Not only that, but you channeling unabashedly what you're saying, despite the criticisms, gives me the strength to speak. You're absolutely amazing Eso!
    Thank you so much for this reading 💖💙

  • @rayannbish
    @rayannbish 5 місяців тому +26

    Pile 3 here! Always so hype whenever I see that you've posted Eso! Your readings are always so enlightening and helpful when I'm going through it or just needing some insight!Thanks! Oh almost forgot! I love how loyal I am to those I love.

  • @littleflowertarot
    @littleflowertarot 5 місяців тому +13

    Group 2- still listening, so grateful for this reflection. I'm too exhausted right now to scale out and you did it for me ❤❤❤😊

  • @user-kf2dd4zc4w
    @user-kf2dd4zc4w 5 місяців тому +1

    i love your videos. the pile i picked resinated so much and you said so many things i needed to hear where i almost cried. thank you for being authentic and kind and genuine and someone i can watch for comfort thank you!

  • @sharonhuston343
    @sharonhuston343 5 місяців тому +5

    Pile 3 😁 Thank you for your message I felt that deeply. 💜🙏 You are so sweet, thank you for sharing yourself with the collective ✨️

  • @fashionistapm
    @fashionistapm 5 місяців тому +27

    I am part of group 1. This is THE BEST reading I have ever had. You really brought a lot forward to me & I will keep this video saved so I can go back to it whenever I start to doubt myself. Thank you so much!

  • @TheMeowProject
    @TheMeowProject 5 місяців тому +12

    Pile 3. Thank you for your kind words. I've been really hard on myself and felt like I haven't been doing any healing, so hearing you say how proud you are made me reframe my mindset.

  • @charisluvangadio6075
    @charisluvangadio6075 3 місяці тому +1

    I took pile 4 and Im not even exaggerting when I say that this reading helped start a whole alchemical process in my right now that is going to change my life. Your gift is insane, thank you! 🎉

  • @godsplan4leo620
    @godsplan4leo620 5 місяців тому +5

    Eso , I was pile 3. I am very grateful for all you said, and every expresive of you that my heart needed to really hear and open myself very deeply. Thank you! God bless you!!!😘🙏

  • @jasmintorres2043
    @jasmintorres2043 5 місяців тому +11

    Pile 4 💗 tysm for all that you do! You said everything I needed to hear.. Sending you love and peace.

  • @LurzleJurzle666
    @LurzleJurzle666 5 місяців тому +25

    Pile 2: I sincerely have so much love for you, Eso. Even when you unintentionally Rick Roll me 😂 But seriously, your enthusiasm and sincerity are so so endearing. Never stop being you (I.e. a person that would apologize for saying that some people act like boogers 😂).

  • @lovelysolstar
    @lovelysolstar 5 місяців тому +1

    Pile 3, THANK YOU. Everything was super spot on, you are truly amazing

  • @bluegirl555
    @bluegirl555 Місяць тому +1

    I just need to say I have NEVER felt understood by anyone on this entire earth until I clicked on this video. Pile 4 ❤️💗❤️💗 this was something I genuinely needed to help me out with where I’m at right now and it’s just such a beautiful thing to have someone see you on such a deep level and they’re miles and miles away. Thank you for this✊🏽❤️

  • @spicyramen3356
    @spicyramen3356 5 місяців тому +16

    I’ve been struggling a lot lately with feeling like I exist for the sake of others and not myself and have no sense of individuality. This could not be more perfectly timed. Hope every month of 2024 is better for you than the last, Eso!

  • @BeautyQueen-6
    @BeautyQueen-6 5 місяців тому +1

    Pile 2 here. Thank you so much eso 🤍 your sweet words and this reading came right on time. I’ve watched it over the course of 2 days in 2 parts and each part resonated as the day went on. I woke up in different energy yesterday and today so it was just beautiful to know it resonates through & through!!✨ bless you beautiful soul💕

  • @Roseyday
    @Roseyday 5 місяців тому +2

    Your readings are incredible. You are so gifted and a truly special person. Your readings have helped me in really difficult confusing times - and always shed light onto my life and help clear my mind and feel at peace and like things make sense. Thank you for doing what you do xx

  • @ceci.8
    @ceci.8 5 місяців тому +6

    eso youre so sweet im pile 3 and I literally started crying with you thank you so much babe it means a lot youre my og pick a card person I love you

  • @kaikai9652
    @kaikai9652 5 місяців тому +14

    Pile 2 here. You were spot on and you made me feel so warm and appreciated!

  • @jest133
    @jest133 5 місяців тому +4

    Pile 2: Thank you...I really needed to hear this today. I'm not even going through it right now but I'm so used to dealing with shitty situations and boogers that I feel like I am. I tend to neglect myself quite often so hearing your words today helped remind me to give the same love that I give out to the world to myself. Thanks again!

  • @gardenearthling
    @gardenearthling 5 місяців тому +1

    Pile 3: balling my eyes with you, thank you eso for EVERYTHING you do, I been watching you for years now and EVERYTIME I watch and connect with your videos and page is so healing and impactful, your soul is beautiful and inspiring. I wouldn’t be on this ripple of life without the impact of yours(:

  • @flyhigh232
    @flyhigh232 5 місяців тому +15

    #1 That was an amazing and beautiful reading. Thank you for your loving words and your support ❤

  • @DemFoam
    @DemFoam 5 місяців тому +4

    Waited all day to see this reading! And have been literally talking to close ones about this very thing! All day, and recently. In the "messy middle" right now and needed so very much to hear the breakdown in this way! It was such a special message that really couldn't have been brought to light by anyone else. This reading is the reason I dive, running to this channel when the notification hits! Thank you so much, Eso. I continue to stay grateful for your skills, energy, and gifts you bring to this world. ❤❤✨️✨️
    Pile 1's, we rock!!!
    *getting in the pool*

  • @amps830
    @amps830 5 місяців тому

    Pile 2. YES!! Thank you SO SO very much for this absolutely wonderful energy. I generally adore your readings and your style as a standard. But this one in particular has crossed my path at such a perfect time in my journey. A spiritual hug is what it feels like listening to. ❤

  • @morbs1732
    @morbs1732 5 місяців тому +1

    OKAY SO. Pile 2. A few days back I felt called to watch the older video you made on this topic, and since then (and for a while now) I've come to a lot of realizations about my life and my role in it. Then this one comes, and it's like the universe writing down everything I've realized and putting it in one neat video to really REALLY drill it into my head. I needed it. So thank you, a lot. 💕

  • @nirvanarios5461
    @nirvanarios5461 5 місяців тому +3

    I really do love these readings and rants. They remind me of me, oh here some lyrics, tangent, reel it in...back on track. I have such a fun time watching your readings! Lots of love and thank you!

  • @semilogoadeoye1571
    @semilogoadeoye1571 5 місяців тому +6

    I am pile 1 and I am terrified at how accurate your reading for me is.
    And I am so intensely grateful for this!

  • @mirandacampisano9912
    @mirandacampisano9912 5 місяців тому

    Pile 1 here. I have so often loved and been nourished by
    your readings. This one rang so true so many times in so many specific ways and I just want to thank you for seeing me and thank you for sharing your wonderful energy as I walk this path. So much love to you.

  • @luvrgirl679
    @luvrgirl679 5 місяців тому +4

    Miss Eso GIRL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🫶🏻🤍 You have no idea how much you’ve helped me develop into a more authentic version of myself. I always feel so happy, guided, and reassured with these readings and you’ve played such a big part in my growth. Words can’t express how much I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU. ONE DAY I WILL GET RICHER AND WILL DONATE MOST OF MY LIFE SAVINGS TO YOU CAUSE GIRL YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU’VE HELPED ME. Thank you so much for everything. ❤ Continue doing you

  • @tarabradford2550
    @tarabradford2550 5 місяців тому +3

    Pile 2 thanks eso I needed to here that and remind myself that I'm very unique and authentic and my kindness shouldn't be taken for my weaknesses or for granted.. you are amazing ❤️ 💖 💕

  • @sagewood122
    @sagewood122 5 місяців тому +10

    Thank you ESO, just Love your readings and the Beautiful gift you carry. I am pile 2 and it made me cry as I listened. You put into words how I feel, and I wish people could be like this naturally 🥰. You’re the Best and I look forward to your posts. Wish you Love Light and Blessings and that “All your Dreams come true!!! ❤

  • @sadieburch2815
    @sadieburch2815 5 місяців тому +1

    Pile 3 here, and Madison I just wanted to let you know that I started watching your readings when I was 14 during the pandemic and very like sad isolated internet kid core and it was your videos that opened me up to a lot of spirituality and healing, and encouraged me to do the healing that I've done. I'm 18 now and I'm way more at peace than I used to be and accepting of myself than I used to be, so like thank you. In the video you said that you were proud of all of us watching and like you've seriously been such a big part of this journey, thank you thank you thank you. I wouldn't have it any other way

  • @vichellemixon3003
    @vichellemixon3003 5 місяців тому +3

    Thank you. ❤ Your readings are always so great. I chose Pile 3. You have no idea how powerful this messages was for me. Your acknowledgment of all the efforts to grow was so sweet. I have been working to accept and allow all of me to be shared. Being neurodivergent and not knowing my whole life I picked up a lot of messages to mask and squash all my fabulous joyful ways. I’m not too much! I’m just not for everyone and that’s ok. It’s been liberating to step fully into my own magic without having to keep the best of me to myself. Joy is my natural state, my flow, the gift given when I am present. ❤

  • @citrine_111
    @citrine_111 5 місяців тому +3

    Everyone gather our eso posted :)
    Thank youu eso❤

  • @lextoombs676
    @lextoombs676 5 місяців тому +4

    eso, you eternally get me. I had pile 3, and you spoke on contradictions, but funnily both things are true. You and Kino are my two favorite readers, just for how great and detailed you are. You always resonate 😊

  • @caniplsskateintoyourarms
    @caniplsskateintoyourarms 5 місяців тому

    started crying again & again during the reading. it touched me on such a deep level & I’m so grateful I love u sm madison!

  • @jennifersango6735
    @jennifersango6735 4 місяці тому

    Thank YOU! I vibe with you so much. Your “abrasiveness” is raw, & spunky, & so fun & appreciated. And the many layers of me felt seen & validated by your channelings. 🙏🏼✨

  • @honestflow
    @honestflow 5 місяців тому +5

    Pile 3✨ The reading highly resonated! THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL SOUL! 🙏🏼💞
    As soon as you mentioned the surface level persona being a “contradiction” I immediately chuckled and was like, “Yep… this is def my pile!” 😅 I am both unassuming and intimidating to people (depends on the environment they meet me in). ☯️
    Sending you infinite love and abundant blessings Eso/Maddie! This world is a much better place because of generous souls like you! 🌈🌈🌈✨✨✨🍀🍀🍀

  • @Mushus_dad
    @Mushus_dad 5 місяців тому +3

    Pile 3. Eso, I literally started crying 5 seconds before you did. You’re the person that helped me get access that ace of cups in my heart. This reading basically broke the 4th wall. Thank you thank you!!!! Amazing

  • @HaleysComet33
    @HaleysComet33 5 місяців тому

    Pile #3: I have never felt so connected to a tarot reading in all my life. Thank you for all that you did here. 🙏🏾

  • @grassdoor59
    @grassdoor59 5 місяців тому

    Pile 2 🥲 thank you for this reading. It feels good to be acknowledged in such an in depth way. Thank you for the understanding and guidance!!!! ❤

  • @j.r.1030
    @j.r.1030 5 місяців тому +3

    (Pile3) thank you for all the positivity and affirmations in this reading. Really needed to hear those today. 😊

  • @kimchispamela_
    @kimchispamela_ 5 місяців тому +4

    pile 3, I just feel like i am everything, I can’t be fit in a box but thank you so much for the reading. I am proud of myself too.🥹🤍

  • @sierrarene504
    @sierrarene504 5 місяців тому +2

    Pile 3 has me feeling so seen! 🎯 This honestly felt like an extremely personal reading, and it was definitely needed. Divine synchronicity. Much love and infinite blessings to you, Eso 🩵

  • @Sage-iy7yi
    @Sage-iy7yi 3 місяці тому

    Pile 3 … whew 😮‍💨 girl you have me in tears. Thank you so much. 🧡

  • @obsiddian1431
    @obsiddian1431 5 місяців тому +6

    Eso I’m so sorry, I don’t mean to be annoying because I already commented but I just have to tell you that you’ve seriously brought me to tears just because I felt like you SEE me, and we haven’t met. You’ve spoken on things in my soul which makes sense bc that’s the point of the reading but to hear it from someone I’ve never met is such a testimony to the realness of energies, the universe and how connected we all are. I loveeeeeeee you so much eso, human to human.
    ~ pile 2 and 3

  • @michelehenne2477
    @michelehenne2477 5 місяців тому +3

    Pile 3, spot on. I have no person, there are only myself and the heathens (my 3 cats). Thank you for a great reading. I hope you have a beautiful day. 💜💜💜

  • @celticfairytarot
    @celticfairytarot 5 місяців тому

    Pile 3 this was the most magically accurate reading I’ve ever watched 🥰 thank you Madison! 🫶🏻

  • @cherahsBroll
    @cherahsBroll 4 місяці тому +1

    One of the hardest readings I’ve ever gotten. Yet the most important reading as well. Thank you. And don’t shy away from hurting our feelings or making us uncomfortable. We need it.

  • @maraeliza9793
    @maraeliza9793 5 місяців тому +11

    pile 3 really hit home!
    I have been really resonating with your readings this past year. Thank you for putting the time and energy into making this content, it really makes a difference.

  • @samantharose6445
    @samantharose6445 5 місяців тому +3

    I love the fact I can learn anything quickly, should I want to 😅 Pile 1, Pluto in Scorpio in the 1st house. ❤
    I love your readings. You have been my teacher for the last two years as I have been learning how to read tarot. I hope you have a beautiful week!

  • @Lee-eo2by
    @Lee-eo2by 5 місяців тому

    I love watching you shuffle! You're so graceful

  • @vanessaprincesssa
    @vanessaprincesssa 5 місяців тому

    Intro squad AND Notification sqaud over here! Love you, Eso! I love how special you are! You told us to write 1 thing that we love about ourselves - I love the way in which creativity comes to me, the way it flows through me. I love the way in which I express art. That is something that held me together in my darkest moments!

  • @andromedaihs4249
    @andromedaihs4249 5 місяців тому +4

    4:40:35I LOVE THIS! ❤❤“Its not keeping people out permanently its forging space to stay centered so that you can interact with others in a more empowered way!” Thank you eso for being the queen that always knows what i need to hear. YOU are such a beautiful light in this world pls keeping doing what ur doing!!!! 🥺🙏✨

  • @chericarroll5122
    @chericarroll5122 5 місяців тому +3

    Pile 3 again ,, sorry bout the crying BUT seem kinda fair you make me cry too and ya make me laugh so guess we are even 😁 But I just really appreciate all the kind things you say so many of your readings touch my heart & bring me hope SO again THANK YOU !!!

  • @wendyvann6121
    @wendyvann6121 5 місяців тому

    I love you. So much. Your humor and silliness mixed in with your divine wisdom and honest care and encouragement is an amazing gift for anyone to get to experience. You and all you are and all you do makes such a positive light it just leaves me in awe with a fun smile of pure joy.

  • @georgepyros2840
    @georgepyros2840 5 місяців тому

    Gosh pile 3 this is making me so emotional, you’re great!!