it feels so nice to have somebody that can talk about how they felt and how they wanted everything to change. i have not started t yet and you talking about those negative feelings in the past tense makes me feel hopeful and like i can relate to somebody
I like, very informational! The music midway through made it quite lighthearted, like an early morning breakfast commercial meets a y2k tv show yk? But to see the journey you've gone through is inspiring, and motivating to never give up and create the reality that you want. Which you did, the love, and confident you exude is awesome to see!
thank you! i think sometimes "doing stuff for yourself" gets a bad wrap, that it would be selfish. isn't the opposite selfish? because then you're doing the thing just to do it, creating an untrue image of yourself for others, and yourself. and that is nothing more than something to look at, something for you to look at to feel a certain way or avoid feeling a certain way. being nice, helping others: what place is it coming from? is it without ulterior motive? i think one way is sustainable, one is not.
@@viggo100 Yeah being selfless and selfish has their dualities but I defiently think both are needed in life to function. You can't live for others, something I strive to work on as I have people pleasing tendencies
@@viggo100 There can be a healthy duality, but if it's in spite, or hatred, or greed "doing it for myself" gets a little morphed. I think "doing it for myself" because I have to for my own good. Well, is..good yk?
This seems crazy to me what you're doing to your body. Of course, I'm not you, so I have no idea what you're going through. I can only pray you are making the right choice. I hope you will be happy with the results.
I trained for nine years before I ever touched my first bottle of Testosterone E. I put on thirty-two lbs. in just six weeks. I was 5ft 10 in at 215 and blew up 247 lbs. six lbs. being water weight. I can not believe youngsters use gear at such a young age. Hollywood, and Society; (now youtube ) has put so much stress on young men and women to be perfect: there is no such thing as perfect. I would have done some of the same things these youngsters are doing. From body image to buying mouthpieces to chew on to make you look more chiseled. This is out of hand. Beauty is scarce: most have bought their beauty. And men aren't far behind. All are vanity.
Hi! No, okay maybe a misunderstanding. I'm transgender, that's why I'm on testosterone. I'll make it clearer on the title. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and I totally agree. The image of perfect is causing so much stress and pain to a large portion of people.
@@viggo100 Hey man, I probably got here for the same reasons he did, I'm into enhanced bodybuilding. You 100% pass for a cis man which makes it really confusing. Hope you're doing well.
:) the way you talk feels like a big hug on the internet. weird is good. looking forward to the journey.
hahah, that's so nice! thanks
thank you so much for these videos. they really help me through my self-discovery journey and, maybe, future transition
thank you! good luck, and i hope you can find peace while you're figuring out some of this stuff😊
it feels so nice to have somebody that can talk about how they felt and how they wanted everything to change. i have not started t yet and you talking about those negative feelings in the past tense makes me feel hopeful and like i can relate to somebody
yeah it truly just completely sucks being trans when you're stuck
and thanks, really appreciate it
I like, very informational! The music midway through made it quite lighthearted, like an early morning breakfast commercial meets a y2k tv show yk?
But to see the journey you've gone through is inspiring, and motivating to never give up and create the reality that you want. Which you did, the love, and confident you exude is awesome to see!
thank you!
i think sometimes "doing stuff for yourself" gets a bad wrap, that it would be selfish.
isn't the opposite selfish? because then you're doing the thing just to do it, creating an untrue image of yourself for others, and yourself. and that is nothing more than something to look at, something for you to look at to feel a certain way or avoid feeling a certain way.
being nice, helping others: what place is it coming from? is it without ulterior motive? i think one way is sustainable, one is not.
no, i take it back. like... actual selfish actions. they are always coming from a "doing it for myself" place
@@viggo100 Yeah being selfless and selfish has their dualities but I defiently think both are needed in life to function. You can't live for others, something I strive to work on as I have people pleasing tendencies
@@viggo100 There can be a healthy duality, but if it's in spite, or hatred, or greed "doing it for myself" gets a little morphed. I think "doing it for myself" because I have to for my own good. Well, is..good yk?
@@viggo100 maybe it's a feeling more than logistics yk?
You're becoming a handsome young man. Welcome to the rest of your life❤.
Very inspiring! How tall are you?
thanks :D about 185cm/6,1 inches
Thank You For This
This seems crazy to me what you're doing to your body. Of course, I'm not you, so I have no idea what you're going through. I can only pray you are making the right choice. I hope you will be happy with the results.
I really liked your video :)) but i have a question, Did your height change?
thank you! :D
no, it typically never does: feet, hands, length. bc bone structure
that 7 min vunerable vid though, me with toosan lol
hhahaha thought about that while editing and made me laugh
Pretty guy
:D
I trained for nine years before I ever touched my first bottle of Testosterone E. I put on thirty-two lbs. in just six weeks. I was 5ft 10 in at 215 and blew up 247 lbs. six lbs. being water weight. I can not believe youngsters use gear at such a young age. Hollywood, and Society; (now youtube ) has put so much stress on young men and women to be perfect: there is no such thing as perfect. I would have done some of the same things these youngsters are doing. From body image to buying mouthpieces to chew on to make you look more chiseled. This is out of hand. Beauty is scarce: most have bought their beauty. And men aren't far behind. All are vanity.
Hi! No, okay maybe a misunderstanding. I'm transgender, that's why I'm on testosterone. I'll make it clearer on the title.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and I totally agree. The image of perfect is causing so much stress and pain to a large portion of people.
I think it’s a trainy dude I don’t think he was taking it to build muscle I thought the same thing at first though hahahaha
@@viggo100 Hey man, I probably got here for the same reasons he did, I'm into enhanced bodybuilding. You 100% pass for a cis man which makes it really confusing. Hope you're doing well.
Here is the best excuse to keep your shirt on, NO. That's it.
hahhaa yes, no is a great word xD