Yes of course. The term beauty is subjective if it’s like, someone’s opinion about another person’s looks (it’s all mostly by preference). I was referring more in comparing myself to conventional beauty standards (not very beneficial).
Hope whatever you choose, will leave a positive impact 🙏 also please do make longer videos and talk about whatever, I do enjoy playing somthing in the background while I do stuff, and I often times enjoy yt videos more than podcasts. Also sorry for maybe comming off rude for asking, but will you make more Roblox avatars/roblox memes in your style? I’m down to commission one just wondering
Thanks for the feedback! And it’s not rude to ask at all. Yes I will be doing some more Roblox stuff on my ig (im trying to figure out how to balance drawing and work) I’m planning to make a seperate channel for art only, and maybe a gaming channel too!
To be honest, i don’t like to brag but I have gotten called beautiful and pretty by strangers and people I know both in real life and online. I’ve been hit on, cat called and asked out. I’ve rejected these advances. I don’t feel like I’m beautiful, I just feel like I’m mediocre looking. And I’ve always felt lonely, I don’t have many close friends nor do I have anything going on in my life as of right now. I’ve struggled with depression and mental health issues and it’s frustrating that I still struggle with intimacy and friendships. But it’s contradicting that I love to be alone. Just not the feeling of loneliness. Sorry for the rant.
me too girl me too except only old people say I'm pretty lol. I feel like since I love being alone so much but I feel lonely and don't really know how to make people like me or form friendships I should just accept that I will be alone forever and be fine with it. It sounds gloomy but that's the best conclusion I could come up with.
I find that people who have been extremely conventionally attractive ever since they were born don't find their beauty any extraordinary. It's just like a part of their average life, like how we become used to having two legs or 10 fingers, coming from someone who has a brother who has been praised for his looks by literally everyone, even random strangers, growing up and till this day lmao. Maybe it's different bc he's a guy but like if you were to ask him what he thinks ab how he looks, he will just say I don't really care about the way I look for be super indifferent to it. Which is so interesting but makes sense bc growing up, whether it would be a grocery store, an amusement park, a restaurant, we would have strangers just coming up to him or my parents and tell him he's really good looking, he should be a model etc to the point I think he just genuinely doesn't seem to think being praised for physical looks is anything flattering, nor does he care about his looks. It's an interesting perspective to have I think being the sibling to someone like that
got this on my recommendations right when i was beating myself up with thoughts of why wasnt i born beautiful and why is my nose fat and this and that, even tho i'm aware of everything like everyone has their own beauty there's so much i could do in life. but it just eats me up. like why is my mom so beautiful and then there's me. I have gotten compliments from people that i am pretty but it's mostly from girls. of course i don't disregard it, it feels amazing to get compliments from girls. but as a girl attracted to guys, i often question myself "am i not pretty enough to get loved by a guy? will no guy will ever find me beautiful?" especially after my exes have treated me as just a girl they could call their gf to show they had someone who liked them, and never made me feel actually loved and gaslighted me into thinking i am actually worthless and hate the way i looked even more. it felt as if i didn't look like a girl to them, like they were never attracted to me. and no one has told me they apppreciate and like me.. for me, which makes me think " am i the problem? is it my personality? did i hurt someone without realising? am i annoying? am i too stupid? am i unapproachable? is it my dry skin? is it my bulbous slightly falt and broad nose bridged nose? what do i do to make someone love me? how can i stop these thoughts even tho ik i should focus on myself and situations and good times come over time.. but it's hard.. it's just so hard i cant stop my train of thoughts its like a fkn bullet train someone just stop it.. just stop.. when will it end? its such a waste of time and energy.. perhaps one day.. one moment.. it'll all be something to laugh at.. right? it's fine.. it's fine. thanks for this video Carl, i watched your video whilst typing this. feels good to get something off my chest because in no freaking way i can talk about this to anyone. i'd sound stupid asf
you get me so well. LIKE this is EXACTLY what i was talking about. The only piece i can say is that just keep working on yourself. You may not think you’re beautiful but you are unique. You will ALWAYS be different from the next person. And if you don’t really have a specific person youre trying to get, but you just want someone to love you, focus on having self love/self confidence. It has happened to me and to other people that i know, but there are just some angels out there that really don’t care about looks. They care about the persons personality, and what they do, and how they laugh. Keep your head up. Don’t let your looks hold you back from ever becoming your best self
@@Carlishungry Thank you for replying Carl! Glad to know there are people out there who get me 😭😭 I wish you all the best and hope your videos do well and help all the beautiful souls out there 🐑💖
i understand how you feel :(( im struggling with this too but im trying to incorporate into my mind that not everyone will find me beautiful and i cant force anyone to find me beautiful. i hope you will feel pretty and find comfort in how you look
like i used to be bullied in middle school for my looks but i had a glow up and now like people call me beautiful and stuff and i think i look pretty good and like a lot of ppl are more nice to me and stuff it’s kinda weird but like i know how pretty privilege works
i know. the title surprised me. i thought to myself, “just look in the mirror”. i wish people who think of themselevs as ugly could see themselves through everyone else’s eyes.
i feel like theres pros and cons in being beautiful and not being beautiful if your beautiful people only see you, they don't hear you. aka they only want you for your physical looks. if your not as beautiful people hear you, but they may not find you as attractive. personally, no clue if im beautiful or not, sure i get asked out. but in american culture i've heard from boys that they go for girls that they think they can get, like mid, or they lower their standards because they think everyone wants the pretty girls so they have no chance. so if thats true then im getting hit on because im mid, but yes then theres always the case of the people who do hit on you because they think "wow they're really pretty" so i have no clue. (also i have facial dysmorphia so that doesnt help) i really agree with you on the "shoot for the moon and you'll land among the stars" that statement feels like your just settling for me, like "oh if you dont get who you want you'll get the second best choice so be happy" is sorta how i hear it. even if this is applied in any other situation, im still not gonna be happy because, yeah, i didn't get what i wanted, i didn't want a star i wanted the moon (tonight, we steal, the moon!!) i agree with you on so much omg, make more of these yap sessions please i enjoyed this thoroughly haha
OH MY GOSH I HAD A DREAM THAT WAS SIMILAR TO THAT!! I don't usually dream about my crushes and stuff but I recently had a dream about this guy who I've never talked to before but I see in the hallways all the time and had two classes with freshman year. And for awhile I never thought much about him I just thought yeah he's attractive so what, but then one night I had a dream about him.... We were in my geometry class and I was sitting down waiting for the teacher to come in the classroom and he sat down next to me (which was weird because he sat in the front of the classroom and I sat in the back) so I sat there for a second and looked over at him, and then he random started talking to me about a math problem. Then at the end of class he asked if he could walk with me to my next class and I was like yeah I don't see why not, so when we were walking he started telling me that he had a crush on me for awhile and I kinda just kept walking and didn't say anything, then when we got to my class he kissed me. When I woke up in my dream I saw him in the morning at school eating breakfast at his normal table and I walked over there to talk to him about the kiss and he just smiled at me. But the craziest thing was a week later my sister started becoming friends with my crush and asked him about me, and he said that he remembers that we had classes together AND HE SEES ME IN THE HALLWAY ALL THE TIME (which was kinda strange because I didn't think he even noticed me) and my sister tried to say something bad about me (that I looked like her just with a bigger forehead)🙄 AND HE DEFENDED ME. He said that I do look a little bit like her but I don't have a big forehead and even since then he's been looking at me A LOT in the halls and smiling at me. They say if you dream in color it will come true, so if you dreamed in color be prepared.
ive watched the whole video. for reasons of being afraid of attention, i wont exactly reveal my face. im a little aware that the picture may get viral somewhere and id have to deal with all it. if you dont like reading, youd get bored really quick, just a heads up. im beautiful, ive pretty much always have been. people have always acted a certain way around me since i was a child, and when i was a child, before much of the bs that followed later on, i was supposedly very likeable. even now with me acting up and doing stupid shit to spend my teen years, people still act that same way around me, and many more. ive always thought when i looked in the mirror that maybe im attractive or something, ive never thought of myself as how attractive i actually was till i began seeing the pattern i just described through my life. despite it, im still a wreck. ive just discovered im developing schizophrenia, i have family issues, and a whole load of shit i wont get into. in summary, i feel nothing. this face i have doesnt do anything, and if it did, i wouldnt percieve my life as fulfilling alas.
I just wanted to preface this by saying that I'm a junior in high school and I'm like you. I don't define myself as beautiful or attractive in any aspect, and I can say that I have grown confident over the years, being in high school and that has a lot to do with my friends. But not just my friends, it's also been a big thanks to myself. I guess playing sports and finding new hobbies like makeup or finding my fashion sense. But as I was growing up I never thought of myself as beautiful, or even right now I still have trouble feeling confident in my own skin, living a day-to-day life. I'm that friend that never gets approached by any guys, hell, I have trouble finding guys who even think of me in a romantic way. I'm also a serial crusher. By your terms, I love having somebody to "crush" on. But you said that if they like you back, you usually stop reciprocating. You like having someone you can look at! And I totally totally agree with that 100%. But I can say that there's been this one dude who I've liked since freshman year and tbh my feelings haven't diminished not one bit. Until what happened recently, which I found out that he was courting somebody & that he was planning on asking her out. At homecoming. But what made it worse was that I knew that she reciprocated his feelings and that she was just waiting for him to ask her. Homecoming has not happened yet at my school. But so far every day I see them they've been together and just seem overall happy. And I wish I had that for myself, but I wish them the best. I guess I don't even have an answer to the title of this video at all, because I don't think of myself as beautiful at all. However, many people have tried to express to me that they thought that I was beautiful but it was never once in a romantic way. Most of the time it was my friends, and to be honest I find it hard to believe it's true if it's not coming from somebody who thinks of me in a romantic way, because otherwise, it doesn't matter. Lastly, I just want to say sorry for this long ass yap session. I suggest you put this shit into a text-to-speech generator and just let it play and listen to it! But I am thinking of making a UA-cam channel myself on this account and having content just like this. It's just me yapping and going on and on about a certain subject. So I can't say that I feel like I will probably subscribe to you & be a constant follower of your uploads. You seem like an interesting guy and you relate to a lot of the subjects that I think about on a daily, because we quite literally have the same mind but in different bodies and you seem around my age so we could probably relate to each other, just be on the lookout for me i guess!!
I read the title and saw your face and thought you would be answering the question, not asking it… and seriously I hope you don’t get anything done like that. 10/10 already. I do wish you luck. Saw My ID is Gangnam Beauty… I wasn’t a huge fan but I did very much like seeing the beautiful male characters!
@@Carlishungry My pleasure… you’re so beautiful the way you are. I think you would make a lot of guys want to spoil and worship you and a lot of girls wish you were loving them. Well whatever you do, I hope it makes you happy, but damn, nature has already worked a masterpiece in you.
your video was the background for me whilst doing biology notes. i love how soothing your voice is. continue to yap and overshare. we love seeing that :]
Omg tell me about it bro 🙄 like my whole life beauty always been my test. It’s so hard to have the right genetics, like cmon I’m so tired of having life on easy mode. “Edit: this is sarcastic, Btw this is not to dismiss the guys talk, I do guaninely think beauty sometimes could also be struggle for some”
instant subscribe. Didnt think a yap session would be so entertaining. totally true about the multiple crushes, the MAIN crush and then the person who makes you sad and frustrated.
Most attractive is when your the healthiest AND happiest. Look at Alain Delon the most attractive man in film, even when he was a delinquent, drop out, druggie, and homeless he had grown women throwing themselves at him at just 15 BEFORE he even inter the film industry. By late 30s his beauty faded (smoking/genes) and people compared him to his face to his past, then by 50s he want self death but his country didnt want him to as hes an "icon", he recently passed away yet still only his looks where legendary that even his children cant live up too.
When I saw the title of the video, I legit thought it was you who was going to be answering what it's like being beautiful! Also I really related to what you said at 7:35 about how just with one little tweak you would be unstoppable, I think about this all the time bc I'm always like "oh if i got this surgery so my eyes are symmetrical i would pull anyone i want". so its nice to find others that feel the same way, thanks for making this vid bro
I was randomly recommended this video and I feel like I really needed this. Looking forward to listening to more philosophical rants from you in the future.
I’ve actually met some people who are unhappy even if they look conventionally attractive. I’ve also met people who dont really try to fit in the beauty standards but are the most enthusiastic and happiest people out there! Its hard to decide the contents of a book by its cover
beauty is associated with demeanour. although i think theres contemporary beauty where you'll get random attention from strange men on the street, and there's beauty where people will fall in love with who you are. beauty is so much about confidence and demeanour and who you are. looks on the outside arent about it. and the spirit is hard to fake so who u are, let it shine :) the right ppl will come... though im super scared to confess to anybody.
Your video is so relatable. I saw my crush this afternoon with his bunch of friends and the thought that "if I was a little different something might have happened between us" came in my mind. I followed him on Insta but he has like 50k followers and maybe didn't even notice me lol Haha I don't even know why I am laughing.
When I saw the title I thought you were gonna like answer that question 😭 but honestly real because literally all my friends are so beautiful and got so many boys chasing them and I’m just there in the corner just staring at them winning at life basically.
oh my god same. it feels like i’m just sitting in the background bc they’re always hit on or romantically pursued.. and it’s like.. what about me? why can’t i have that?
Well there’s the stares, quite scary because the moment it ‘stops’ I start to feel like maybe I’m not beautiful again and I start to look for someone who would stare just to confirm it. I’m trying to stop that as it’s unhealthy. Also the getting asked out atleast once a week. The part about losing interest when people start liking you back is so true for me 😭 I read somewhere that it’s because you’re attracted to the idea of love and not the person themself so once they show interest you lose interest. Might also have to do with ADHD apparently.
you are so real. i was drawing whilst listening to this and when u said the stuff abt wanting ur vids to be something ppl can have in the background it was like breaking the fourth wall. also you are beautiful!
only a few minutes in but this video makes me so happy 😭😭 im trans (ftm) so i always knew what it was like when a girl had a crush, but i always wondered what it was like when guys get crushes- do they get all giddy and excited and rant to their friends in the same way ? do they give code games and get excited over the smallest interactions ? do they imagine their crushes being in an edit ?? lol
i finished the video and yes i did cry a bit more at the end 😭🙏 this video really was an echo chamber of my own thoughts like hello when did you break into my room and film me having one of my philosophical "maybe love isnt meant for me" talks
I never really comment on videos that much but I wanna tell you that this video made me feel seen in many ways. In a way where there's someone like you that's so similar to me and likes to yap about philosophical topics like I do. In a way where I look in the depth of dreams and realize how they are just reality but in a filtered way. In a way where I'm tryna get my points across but not being able to use the specic words to accurately describe it. In a way where I've gotten compliments about how I look but I just... don't feel so? It's really silly. Whenever I tell anyone I feel ugly they tell me, "oh no, you're gorgeous! you're pretty! many people wanne be like you!" which just makes me feel like I shouldn't feel the way I do. It makes me feel that i should embrace the beauty in me that i can still not find. we're all pretty in some way, and you're pretty mentally an physically. I'd like to tell my self I'm pretty in a way where if someone speaks to me I'd get them. And i wouldn't be as mean as trying ro cheer you up. Everyone has the right to feel the way they do, cheering you up is useless. But I just wanna tell you that I find you really pretty and entertaining. we're deep talk yap besties now😍
chances are chances and you take them!! nothing is set in stone, give it a shot. if it doesnt work youll never know until you try, follow her and see where it goes from there. rooting for you! i think as long as you remain sincere like you are now you will always remain beautiful. p.s need you in my yapper rotation
Nooo… I’m a logical person. There’s some factors I didn’t say which ultimately decides my chances down to 4 decimal points (0.0001%) thabk yop for adding me in the yap rotation.
I’ve moved on. What i said on the last part about how i was definitely fantasizing about this guitar that didn’t exist rather than the one that was actually there. Guitar is still a crush. But no longer something I’m willing to chase…
No because im literally 1 to 1 the same😭 especially with the fact that i love chasing but asoon as they show interest that excitement just drops and i dont care about them anymore😭🙏
Found this on my reccs and I’m glad I did. Makes me want to hear more talk sessions from you. Like, 6:01 , 8:04 to 8:19 and 9:01 to 9:16 these are some actually pretty deep thoughts damn.. Anyway, imma head over to watch your channel and stick around for a while
I’m so glad this video found you well 😸😸! My deep thoughts are trying to scrape the remains of my empty head. thank you for staying ! I’m sorry if I’ll be the future cause of braincell loss…
nah how many tt accounts do you have?? istg this random bmf account was talking about a face rev if you followed them on insta and they sent me your picture?? was that you?
Idk I feel like a lot of ppl are beautiful in their own way. But like objectively attractive? Idk gang. It like depends on the day I be feelin fugly
@@LiaLoading yess completely agree attractiveness varies because what some people might find pretty others might find ugly and viceversa
Yes of course. The term beauty is subjective if it’s like, someone’s opinion about another person’s looks (it’s all mostly by preference). I was referring more in comparing myself to conventional beauty standards (not very beneficial).
@@pongish2326 beauty is generally subjective at least for men it has been studied
top tier bazinga yap sessions
Hope whatever you choose, will leave a positive impact 🙏 also please do make longer videos and talk about whatever, I do enjoy playing somthing in the background while I do stuff, and I often times enjoy yt videos more than podcasts. Also sorry for maybe comming off rude for asking, but will you make more Roblox avatars/roblox memes in your style? I’m down to commission one just wondering
Thanks for the feedback! And it’s not rude to ask at all. Yes I will be doing some more Roblox stuff on my ig (im trying to figure out how to balance drawing and work) I’m planning to make a seperate channel for art only, and maybe a gaming channel too!
Heeeelll yeah 🔥
I wouldnt know 😞 but im a #1 bazinga fan!!!
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Idk man, ask someone who's got experience with their looks
Well why am i watching a kid's videos?
I am 22
@@Carlishungry LMAO
@@Carlishungry ur like 16
I did enjoy this yap session ngl, it came on my suggested and I kinda understood what you mean
i dont even understand what i saidZ
To be honest, i don’t like to brag but I have gotten called beautiful and pretty by strangers and people I know both in real life and online. I’ve been hit on, cat called and asked out. I’ve rejected these advances.
I don’t feel like I’m beautiful, I just feel like I’m mediocre looking. And I’ve always felt lonely, I don’t have many close friends nor do I have anything going on in my life as of right now. I’ve struggled with depression and mental health issues and it’s frustrating that I still struggle with intimacy and friendships.
But it’s contradicting that I love to be alone. Just not the feeling of loneliness.
Sorry for the rant.
I get you 100%. Of being complimented by the way you look, but feeling mediocre and not attractive what so ever here and there.
me too girl me too except only old people say I'm pretty lol. I feel like since I love being alone so much but I feel lonely and don't really know how to make people like me or form friendships I should just accept that I will be alone forever and be fine with it. It sounds gloomy but that's the best conclusion I could come up with.
I find that people who have been extremely conventionally attractive ever since they were born don't find their beauty any extraordinary. It's just like a part of their average life, like how we become used to having two legs or 10 fingers, coming from someone who has a brother who has been praised for his looks by literally everyone, even random strangers, growing up and till this day lmao. Maybe it's different bc he's a guy but like if you were to ask him what he thinks ab how he looks, he will just say I don't really care about the way I look for be super indifferent to it. Which is so interesting but makes sense bc growing up, whether it would be a grocery store, an amusement park, a restaurant, we would have strangers just coming up to him or my parents and tell him he's really good looking, he should be a model etc to the point I think he just genuinely doesn't seem to think being praised for physical looks is anything flattering, nor does he care about his looks. It's an interesting perspective to have I think being the sibling to someone like that
Absolutely. It applies to a more general topic actually - the things people don’t have are put into light rather than the things they don’t.
the way the first nickname that came to mind for ur friend was “Alzheimer’s” 😭😭
yt blessed me w this
got this on my recommendations right when i was beating myself up with thoughts of why wasnt i born beautiful and why is my nose fat and this and that, even tho i'm aware of everything like everyone has their own beauty there's so much i could do in life. but it just eats me up. like why is my mom so beautiful and then there's me. I have gotten compliments from people that i am pretty but it's mostly from girls. of course i don't disregard it, it feels amazing to get compliments from girls. but as a girl attracted to guys, i often question myself "am i not pretty enough to get loved by a guy? will no guy will ever find me beautiful?" especially after my exes have treated me as just a girl they could call their gf to show they had someone who liked them, and never made me feel actually loved and gaslighted me into thinking i am actually worthless and hate the way i looked even more. it felt as if i didn't look like a girl to them, like they were never attracted to me. and no one has told me they apppreciate and like me.. for me, which makes me think " am i the problem? is it my personality? did i hurt someone without realising? am i annoying? am i too stupid? am i unapproachable? is it my dry skin? is it my bulbous slightly falt and broad nose bridged nose? what do i do to make someone love me? how can i stop these thoughts even tho ik i should focus on myself and situations and good times come over time.. but it's hard.. it's just so hard i cant stop my train of thoughts its like a fkn bullet train someone just stop it.. just stop.. when will it end? its such a waste of time and energy.. perhaps one day.. one moment.. it'll all be something to laugh at.. right? it's fine.. it's fine. thanks for this video Carl, i watched your video whilst typing this. feels good to get something off my chest because in no freaking way i can talk about this to anyone. i'd sound stupid asf
you get me so well. LIKE this is EXACTLY what i was talking about. The only piece i can say is that just keep working on yourself. You may not think you’re beautiful but you are unique. You will ALWAYS be different from the next person. And if you don’t really have a specific person youre trying to get, but you just want someone to love you, focus on having self love/self confidence. It has happened to me and to other people that i know, but there are just some angels out there that really don’t care about looks. They care about the persons personality, and what they do, and how they laugh. Keep your head up. Don’t let your looks hold you back from ever becoming your best self
@@Carlishungry Thank you for replying Carl! Glad to know there are people out there who get me 😭😭 I wish you all the best and hope your videos do well and help all the beautiful souls out there 🐑💖
i understand how you feel :(( im struggling with this too but im trying to incorporate into my mind that not everyone will find me beautiful and i cant force anyone to find me beautiful. i hope you will feel pretty and find comfort in how you look
i personally think you are very handsome but i get that people tend to think of themselves as less attractive than they actually are to other people
i hate when people who are objectively pretty be making these videos
Thank you, but from my own perspective, i don’t think similarly
like i used to be bullied in middle school for my looks but i had a glow up and now like people call me beautiful and stuff and i think i look pretty good and like a lot of ppl are more nice to me and stuff it’s kinda weird but like i know how pretty privilege works
Yep… once I turn 18 and have money saved up..
Me in elementary school and part of middle school too bruh
Same here
When they say im pretty
I just respond with a Blank "Ok"😅
this felt like a facetime with one of my friends HAH loved it
Exactly what i hoped for! 😹
You are so beautiful and handsome. I could listen listen to you speak forever.
i know. the title surprised me. i thought to myself, “just look in the mirror”. i wish people who think of themselevs as ugly could see themselves through everyone else’s eyes.
Man, WDYM. I genuinely couldn't focus on the video because of how good you lookk 😔👆
i feel like theres pros and cons in being beautiful and not being beautiful
if your beautiful people only see you, they don't hear you. aka they only want you for your physical looks. if your not as beautiful people hear you, but they may not find you as attractive.
personally, no clue if im beautiful or not, sure i get asked out. but in american culture i've heard from boys that they go for girls that they think they can get, like mid, or they lower their standards because they think everyone wants the pretty girls so they have no chance. so if thats true then im getting hit on because im mid, but yes then theres always the case of the people who do hit on you because they think "wow they're really pretty" so i have no clue.
(also i have facial dysmorphia so that doesnt help)
i really agree with you on the "shoot for the moon and you'll land among the stars" that statement feels like your just settling for me, like "oh if you dont get who you want you'll get the second best choice so be happy" is sorta how i hear it. even if this is applied in any other situation, im still not gonna be happy because, yeah, i didn't get what i wanted, i didn't want a star i wanted the moon (tonight, we steal, the moon!!) i agree with you on so much omg, make more of these yap sessions please i enjoyed this thoroughly haha
OH MY GOSH I HAD A DREAM THAT WAS SIMILAR TO THAT!! I don't usually dream about my crushes and stuff but I recently had a dream about this guy who I've never talked to before but I see in the hallways all the time and had two classes with freshman year. And for awhile I never thought much about him I just thought yeah he's attractive so what, but then one night I had a dream about him.... We were in my geometry class and I was sitting down waiting for the teacher to come in the classroom and he sat down next to me (which was weird because he sat in the front of the classroom and I sat in the back) so I sat there for a second and looked over at him, and then he random started talking to me about a math problem. Then at the end of class he asked if he could walk with me to my next class and I was like yeah I don't see why not, so when we were walking he started telling me that he had a crush on me for awhile and I kinda just kept walking and didn't say anything, then when we got to my class he kissed me. When I woke up in my dream I saw him in the morning at school eating breakfast at his normal table and I walked over there to talk to him about the kiss and he just smiled at me. But the craziest thing was a week later my sister started becoming friends with my crush and asked him about me, and he said that he remembers that we had classes together AND HE SEES ME IN THE HALLWAY ALL THE TIME (which was kinda strange because I didn't think he even noticed me) and my sister tried to say something bad about me (that I looked like her just with a bigger forehead)🙄 AND HE DEFENDED ME. He said that I do look a little bit like her but I don't have a big forehead and even since then he's been looking at me A LOT in the halls and smiling at me.
They say if you dream in color it will come true, so if you dreamed in color be prepared.
You are CRAZY to have talked about a dream like that to a stranger. Crazy is good. Good luck to you
😭 nah cause you should be answering ts ur very handsome 🙏 wish i could answer but i cant ☠
THANK you.. but i dont know if i can call myself that (in MY own standards) just yet
idc if i fail my exam tmrw but i will manifest for you and guitar to work out even though you're a random stranger on the internet
Please dont fail ur exam 😭.. guitar and I can’t.. go together
@@Carlishungry NAURRRR😭😭 why must you break my heart like that
ive watched the whole video. for reasons of being afraid of attention, i wont exactly reveal my face. im a little aware that the picture may get viral somewhere and id have to deal with all it. if you dont like reading, youd get bored really quick, just a heads up.
im beautiful, ive pretty much always have been. people have always acted a certain way around me since i was a child, and when i was a child, before much of the bs that followed later on, i was supposedly very likeable. even now with me acting up and doing stupid shit to spend my teen years, people still act that same way around me, and many more. ive always thought when i looked in the mirror that maybe im attractive or something, ive never thought of myself as how attractive i actually was till i began seeing the pattern i just described through my life.
despite it, im still a wreck. ive just discovered im developing schizophrenia, i have family issues, and a whole load of shit i wont get into. in summary, i feel nothing. this face i have doesnt do anything, and if it did, i wouldnt percieve my life as fulfilling alas.
I wish the best of luck to you. it’s absolutely true that beauty doesn’t solve everything
I just wanted to preface this by saying that I'm a junior in high school and I'm like you. I don't define myself as beautiful or attractive in any aspect, and I can say that I have grown confident over the years, being in high school and that has a lot to do with my friends. But not just my friends, it's also been a big thanks to myself. I guess playing sports and finding new hobbies like makeup or finding my fashion sense. But as I was growing up I never thought of myself as beautiful, or even right now I still have trouble feeling confident in my own skin, living a day-to-day life. I'm that friend that never gets approached by any guys, hell, I have trouble finding guys who even think of me in a romantic way. I'm also a serial crusher. By your terms, I love having somebody to "crush" on. But you said that if they like you back, you usually stop reciprocating. You like having someone you can look at!
And I totally totally agree with that 100%. But I can say that there's been this one dude who I've liked since freshman year and tbh my feelings haven't diminished not one bit. Until what happened recently, which I found out that he was courting somebody & that he was planning on asking her out. At homecoming. But what made it worse was that I knew that she reciprocated his feelings and that she was just waiting for him to ask her. Homecoming has not happened yet at my school. But so far every day I see them they've been together and just seem overall happy. And I wish I had that for myself, but I wish them the best.
I guess I don't even have an answer to the title of this video at all, because I don't think of myself as beautiful at all. However, many people have tried to express to me that they thought that I was beautiful but it was never once in a romantic way. Most of the time it was my friends, and to be honest I find it hard to believe it's true if it's not coming from somebody who thinks of me in a romantic way, because otherwise, it doesn't matter.
Lastly, I just want to say sorry for this long ass yap session. I suggest you put this shit into a text-to-speech generator and just let it play and listen to it! But I am thinking of making a UA-cam channel myself on this account and having content just like this. It's just me yapping and going on and on about a certain subject. So I can't say that I feel like I will probably subscribe to you & be a constant follower of your uploads. You seem like an interesting guy and you relate to a lot of the subjects that I think about on a daily, because we quite literally have the same mind but in different bodies and you seem around my age so we could probably relate to each other, just be on the lookout for me i guess!!
Thank you for stopping by! I’m glad i have another someone that can relate to me. And good luck on your UA-cam channel!
Don't die keep yapping
thid is inspiring
bruh i thought u were going yo answer the question
MB i dont think im on that level yet..
This might sound weird but your voice is so soothing lol and you’re quite good looking yourself!
idk why but i rlly like this video i love the random thoughts it brings me comfort somehow
I’m happy that this silly little video brought positivity to you. Thank you for coming 😸
i could ask you the same question
Wrong person..
You're so real for this.
I read the title and saw your face and thought you would be answering the question, not asking it… and seriously I hope you don’t get anything done like that. 10/10 already. I do wish you luck. Saw My ID is Gangnam Beauty… I wasn’t a huge fan but I did very much like seeing the beautiful male characters!
thank you so much 😭 it means a lot. And I’ll see… if i ever get anything done..
@@Carlishungry My pleasure… you’re so beautiful the way you are. I think you would make a lot of guys want to spoil and worship you and a lot of girls wish you were loving them. Well whatever you do, I hope it makes you happy, but damn, nature has already worked a masterpiece in you.
@@Dokushin1989OKAY RIZZLER 🔥 (in all honesty, your words immeasurably moved me, thank you and enjoy your day)
@@Carlishungry Hah ❤️ Well I’m glad because I just spoke the truth as I see it - you also enjoy your day :)
it's giving yapping with your bestie on a sleepover and I LOVE that !!!
your video was the background for me whilst doing biology notes. i love how soothing your voice is. continue to yap and overshare. we love seeing that :]
TY this is exactly what i intend my videos to be! Good luck on your bio
Omg tell me about it bro 🙄 like my whole life beauty always been my test. It’s so hard to have the right genetics, like cmon I’m so tired of having life on easy mode.
“Edit: this is sarcastic, Btw this is not to dismiss the guys talk, I do guaninely think beauty sometimes could also be struggle for some”
Oh you might’ve misinterpreted the video, I’m not the one answering the question, I’m the one asking it 😸
i love yappers
instant subscribe. Didnt think a yap session would be so entertaining. totally true about the multiple crushes, the MAIN crush and then the person who makes you sad and frustrated.
Most attractive is when your the healthiest AND happiest. Look at Alain Delon the most attractive man in film, even when he was a delinquent, drop out, druggie, and homeless he had grown women throwing themselves at him at just 15 BEFORE he even inter the film industry. By late 30s his beauty faded (smoking/genes) and people compared him to his face to his past, then by 50s he want self death but his country didnt want him to as hes an "icon", he recently passed away yet still only his looks where legendary that even his children cant live up too.
True! But sometimes it’s not enough for .. the beauty standards…. Noo…
When I saw the title of the video, I legit thought it was you who was going to be answering what it's like being beautiful!
Also I really related to what you said at 7:35 about how just with one little tweak you would be unstoppable, I think about this all the time bc I'm always like "oh if i got this surgery so my eyes are symmetrical i would pull anyone i want". so its nice to find others that feel the same way, thanks for making this vid bro
I was randomly recommended this video and I feel like I really needed this. Looking forward to listening to more philosophical rants from you in the future.
LMAO THIS WAS PHILOSOPHICAL?
@@Carlishungry YUP😆 you're a typa guy I'd genuinely wanna befriend and have a good convo with as well
Good looking people love themselves the most as far as I know.
I’ve actually met some people who are unhappy even if they look conventionally attractive. I’ve also met people who dont really try to fit in the beauty standards but are the most enthusiastic and happiest people out there! Its hard to decide the contents of a book by its cover
beauty is associated with demeanour. although i think theres contemporary beauty where you'll get random attention from strange men on the street, and there's beauty where people will fall in love with who you are. beauty is so much about confidence and demeanour and who you are. looks on the outside arent about it. and the spirit is hard to fake so who u are, let it shine :) the right ppl will come...
though im super scared to confess to anybody.
Your video is so relatable. I saw my crush this afternoon with his bunch of friends and the thought that "if I was a little different something might have happened between us" came in my mind. I followed him on Insta but he has like 50k followers and maybe didn't even notice me lol Haha I don't even know why I am laughing.
stay strong 😿
When I saw the title I thought you were gonna like answer that question 😭 but honestly real because literally all my friends are so beautiful and got so many boys chasing them and I’m just there in the corner just staring at them winning at life basically.
oh my god same. it feels like i’m just sitting in the background bc they’re always hit on or romantically pursued.. and it’s like.. what about me? why can’t i have that?
@@luvtwin fr, but I’m glad I have someone I can relate to :)
HOLY SHITTT i had a similar dream today about an old crush and just saw this on my recommendation page
Well there’s the stares, quite scary because the moment it ‘stops’ I start to feel like maybe I’m not beautiful again and I start to look for someone who would stare just to confirm it. I’m trying to stop that as it’s unhealthy.
Also the getting asked out atleast once a week.
The part about losing interest when people start liking you back is so true for me 😭
I read somewhere that it’s because you’re attracted to the idea of love and not the person themself so once they show interest you lose interest.
Might also have to do with ADHD apparently.
1:35 this video is already way too real.
okay but you're genuinely beautiful
I hope guitar ends up liking you and your dream comes true.🙏
This is funny because I was playing guitar as I listened to this and he started saying “I hope you can listen to this while you do something”
6:06 this made me subscribe to ur channel 😭
you are so real. i was drawing whilst listening to this and when u said the stuff abt wanting ur vids to be something ppl can have in the background it was like breaking the fourth wall. also you are beautiful!
I’m so glad the video is being viewed how I intended it to. And thank you 😭😭
only a few minutes in but this video makes me so happy 😭😭
im trans (ftm) so i always knew what it was like when a girl had a crush, but i always wondered what it was like when guys get crushes- do they get all giddy and excited and rant to their friends in the same way ? do they give code games and get excited over the smallest interactions ? do they imagine their crushes being in an edit ?? lol
i finished the video and yes i did cry a bit more at the end 😭🙏 this video really was an echo chamber of my own thoughts like hello when did you break into my room and film me having one of my philosophical "maybe love isnt meant for me" talks
meow
I never really comment on videos that much but I wanna tell you that this video made me feel seen in many ways. In a way where there's someone like you that's so similar to me and likes to yap about philosophical topics like I do. In a way where I look in the depth of dreams and realize how they are just reality but in a filtered way. In a way where I'm tryna get my points across but not being able to use the specic words to accurately describe it. In a way where I've gotten compliments about how I look but I just... don't feel so? It's really silly. Whenever I tell anyone I feel ugly they tell me, "oh no, you're gorgeous! you're pretty! many people wanne be like you!" which just makes me feel like I shouldn't feel the way I do. It makes me feel that i should embrace the beauty in me that i can still not find. we're all pretty in some way, and you're pretty mentally an physically. I'd like to tell my self I'm pretty in a way where if someone speaks to me I'd get them. And i wouldn't be as mean as trying ro cheer you up. Everyone has the right to feel the way they do, cheering you up is useless. But I just wanna tell you that I find you really pretty and entertaining. we're deep talk yap besties now😍
thank you for staying in this Ted talk 😸😻
this man is literally my type. is anyone w me.
😸😸
chances are chances and you take them!! nothing is set in stone, give it a shot. if it doesnt work youll never know until you try, follow her and see where it goes from there. rooting for you! i think as long as you remain sincere like you are now you will always remain beautiful. p.s need you in my yapper rotation
Nooo… I’m a logical person. There’s some factors I didn’t say which ultimately decides my chances down to 4 decimal points (0.0001%) thabk yop for adding me in the yap rotation.
FOLLOW GUITAR AND SPILL THE TEA COMEON
I’ve moved on. What i said on the last part about how i was definitely fantasizing about this guitar that didn’t exist rather than the one that was actually there. Guitar is still a crush. But no longer something I’m willing to chase…
hi
Hi
perfect for listening while doing my makeup lmao
No because im literally 1 to 1 the same😭 especially with the fact that i love chasing but asoon as they show interest that excitement just drops and i dont care about them anymore😭🙏
It’s tiring out here
Nah why is this the exact situation I'm going through rn.. the timing !!
Stay strong soldier…
Found this on my reccs and I’m glad I did. Makes me want to hear more talk sessions from you.
Like, 6:01 , 8:04 to 8:19 and 9:01 to 9:16 these are some actually pretty deep thoughts damn..
Anyway, imma head over to watch your channel and stick around for a while
I’m so glad this video found you well 😸😸! My deep thoughts are trying to scrape the remains of my empty head. thank you for staying ! I’m sorry if I’ll be the future cause of braincell loss…
@@Carlishungry I think this helped bring back some of my braincells imo lol
Bruhh we are in same situation 🤡🤡
Best of luck soldier.
nah how many tt accounts do you have?? istg this random bmf account was talking about a face rev if you followed them on insta and they sent me your picture?? was that you?
@@danaobeidallah-fw9zp I’ve never done anything of the sort 😭 do you have some sort of screenshot? You can reach out to me on my insta @cl.lgv
@@danaobeidallah-fw9zp I think i have like 2 that reveals my face