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@Ryan Leone, I’ve never heard anyone else ever say that about weed use and going up at the clinic. They told me the same shit for testing positive for weed…..
I'm dealing with methadone issues and want to come off of it but I'm traumatized by done withdrawals from a previous detox.. I'm on 110mg a day for the past 3 years and haven't tapered down due to fearing the withdrawals. Would Kratom even be effective with my tolerance? Or at least ease the kick down any?
My granddaughter went off Methodone 4 years ago, she said the worst part was depression, she said she would just lay in bed and cry, but she made it, and I'm so proud of her, she said she was sick of being sick, she does take zoloff, she says life is great now and can deal with the ups and downs of life, ps she was on herion for 10 years
I’m surprised he has time to upload. With all the heroin and nodding off he does. Father of 2 zonked out on his own interviews. Grow up dude! Your 35 smacked out on heroin sucking on Hollywood’s pole. But hey, daddy will take care of everything. Smh
@@kanyeeast7784 I love when hating ass trolls come to someone’s channel, they obviously watch, to talk shit for attention. Go to “YOUR Daddy” and ask him why he didn’t give you enough attention.
Yoooo if only this dude knew I’m barely hanging on. I’m 4 yrs clean but I wanna quit fighting. & I do not laugh anymore because I’m in such a deep depression! But! For some reason this shit cracks me up. Relatable af. Dudes pretty much saving my life by telling these funny/war stories 😭
Hell yeah I remember that documentary. Now that I have been on Methadone for the past 7 years I am starting to feel like those guys lol. No Xanax bars for me, but Methadone like any opioids/opiates numbs you up completely. I do remember mixing Xanax before with my dose and it literally is insane. Like the post-rush feeling of a good shot of real dope.
Methadone with no benzos or other drugs as a equalizer,!!!???. I couldn't do without it period. What's the point of methadone with no additional poison? Methadone is hands down the worst habit. Liquid handcuffs
That’s the truth about Methodone. It’s a lot of work and meetings and counseling ever week and a lock box for ur take homes, but they will take ur take homes away for the littlest thing. It’s so dam hard to get off . Liquid handcuffs.
@@robertmirabilio5356 courtesy dosing is what those of us that were actually going to the clinic called it because that's how the clinics themselves referred to it. Never heard of guest dosing
It's all so fucked up and unfair for everyone unfortunately. I feel like Ryan connected with so many was because of his demons with mental health plus addiction. I know personally, being dual diagnosed sucks ass. It's TOUGH to beat that beast of a duo. Addiction and mental illness are hard enough on their own. Combine them and life becomes a whirlwind. RIP Ryan.
Sorry but methadone is much safer than the fentanyl analogs out there on the streets. If you have been on opiates for more than 5 to ten years I would say methadone is probably a better option. Just my opinion. It is not a first option or second option it is the final option if you have tried everything else and can't stay clean.
If you can't stay clean off other stuff you won't ever be able to stop methadone. Enjoy you lifetime subscription. Also cant go places without arranging something it is very frustrating
@@austinwitte311 Don't know his whole story just what he puts in his vids. All I'm sayin is Kensington is wild and you should come check it out. You wouldn't believe your eyes.
As someone who grew up in Norcal and lived in LA for a number of years I got to say, Northerners nicknames usually check out, like "Solid" or "Wedo" looks like a white boy or "Flaco" like dude is skinny as fuck but when it comes to South siders it's like "Smiley" dude never smiles, in fact frowns all the time or "Joker" dude never jokes and is probably the least funny dude I ever met. Doesn't even know any jokes on top of that.
for me methadone has been the way lesser of 2 evils...has allowed me to get my life together for an extended period of time & has also prolly saved me from OD'ing the times i have relapsed. I've been on it of and on for many years. I used to always be trying to get off...now I've just kind of accepted that I'm cool with being on it. But to each their own
I was a methadrone for almost a decade and I used to do the same thing about wanting to get off "someday" and being really tired of going to the clinic. I did microinduction and switched to Suboxone strips. It was a very easy change and now I don't even go to the clinic. I just see my doctor once a month. Suboxone has been great for me. I don't feel as numbed out and fatigued. I feel free.
Thats one reason I had to choose recovery. I was doing really large , thick shots and ran out of places to use . Ive collapse the biggest veins /arteries and using because so stressful, painful and time consuming.... Sliver lining ... Definitely made it not worth it. Also the sickness comes on so hard and fast on high dosage. It got ridiculous. So blessed to be in recovery. I dont know how I survived addiction.
You can get courtesy doses for days or weeks if needed. They’d probably start questioning anything more than a few weeks. They don’t mind the extra $15 dollars a day I’m sure
exactly think they will do a month then you got to got back to you clinic for a day n then you can come back for another 30 used to have to do that when I lived in another city n my state n hated takehomes n was to lazy to switch clinics drove like 200 miles every month to go back to my old clinic for a day just to not transfer smh
Its totally possible. You build up a tolerance. My ex and I were doing 1 +g shots multiple times a day. If you have a large quantity....why not? That's addiction. .1 is never enough. Your body adapts and the WD come hard and fast once your on that high of dosage. Its so hard to get back down. You become fully dependent on that large amount. It was horrible. My veins are destroyed from the thickness. One reason I started to seek recovery was simply because my body couldn't handle it. I ran out of places to use. Its extremely sick but thats excalty what this disease does to you.
not to sound like an Ahole but what has this got to do with you being in jail kicking methodone. that's what this was supposed to be about.. now its Christmas time with your family??? also did you realize you did the same episode 9 twice. like you actually recorded it twice. there are 2 different videos labeled ep 9 but different vids and its almost exact episode to a T
Man speak louder. I try to listen on way to work and have it cranked all the way and still can't hear most of the time. This is majority of videos not sure if anyone else has same problem
His addiction is not Kratom. He's admitted on Patreon each time he relapses, this video is from almost a year ago and he admitted he was on, it was never kratom causing his behavior.
Absolutely. Go to East Hastings in Vancouver and it makes tenderloin and Kensington seem tame. Benzo dope in west coast Canada, is a gnarly fkn beast. They do 3 shifts per day, to scoop up the bodies. It's foul
Ryan really sounded like he had a bad experience at his methadone clinic... I went to a shitty one at Pierce County Health Department in Tacoma on Pacific Ave and 38th.. So I know what he is talking about.. But Ryan would still be alive most likely if he just stayed on methadone.. He reminds me of a lot of my friends that needed to maintain for life... Sad. Lost another one of the good ones.... Remember this man Ryan Leone dead at 37 bc he was against methadone for opiate addiction... also sounded like he was against AA which I also get... I have lived the half-way house life too... But just keep this in mind when it comes to your recovery path... I have 3 dead friends that also stopped taking methadone too early.
THANK YOU! And many listening would Pass on Methadone just hearing this story. I almost did. The. I said F it. My life is so much better. I don’t touch anything else. My life is back. 🙏🏼
Hey brother how are you doing? Long time since I've seen you on any social media 😂 but then again I've been going through pure hell w/3 of my family members passing away since Jan. 25, 2021. And I was watching your videos religiously from day one until you admitted to lying to all of your fans about being dirty and that was a hard pill for some of us to swallow when I personally was wanting to get clean because of your story. And I still haven't been able to get clean. But I was a late starter raised my children and never did any kind of hard drugs in my life till they where all grown up. And I was 44 yrs old b4 I tried heroin for the first time. And it was because of Dr. Prescribed pain killers and getting sick from doing to much and running out. And I would do anything to get clean b4 I die. Cause I'm ready to pull my own plug because I'm tired of this. So if you have any advice on how I can get help because my insurance will not pay for rehab and I have never have been able to get the help I need. So any help from anyone would be greatly appreciated my friend. And glad to see you back on you tube. Thanks brother 👊
I’m from Massachusetts & as you know we only have white or brown powder. I got to the point where I stopped cooking it and just put it in a cooker with water.
I live in Southern California, back when I quit in 2014 it was 99% tar or “gunpowder” tar which is just really fresh, dehydrated tar which starts as a powder but ends as tar as moisture hits it. But every once in awhile some real ECP would come around at 2x normal price. But man oh man was it EUPHORIC. I never knew heroin could be so mentally euphoric before trying real powder. Tar is more physically euphoric whereas powder felt more mentally euphoric. Nowadays even in Southern California everything is all fent powder, fake M30 fent pills, and tar with fent in it.
The 100 block of East Hastings is fkn GNARLY 💯 I'd have to say that tenderloin might've been bad then, but they're not doing benzo dope now, like Hastings. It makes Kensington in Philly seem tame. Just walking through the area in the summer, there were 6 bodies. 911 flat out said "they'll send someone when they can and just do a mass pick up". Like wtf?!? Dead bodies just laying under bridges and overpasses. It's so fkd. Benzo dope is another beast. I'm so glad I'm clean 🙏🙌
Damn, this guy had absolutely no chance of staying clean. Who could, when all he did every day was talk about using drugs. Ive been there, and eventually you have to just find new things. It’s kinda like growing up and putting away your toys when you are a kid I guess. Methadone does work for people, but those people are done with their old life and ready to move on, and they take it responsibly. If he had just decided to stay on the methadone and not continue to do heroin he might have been ok. After you do that for years, then and only then, when you have another life and a support system, can you come off the methadone or Suboxone. And some people never do, and so what, if they are doing what they are supposed to it’s no different than any chronic disease. But a lot of addicts try to convince themselves that methadone is the worst thing in the world, and they are the ones that go back to using. Opiate addiction is different than most other drugs and most of us can’t stay clean the feast of our lives. We are just starting to understand this stuff now and the way that it changes your brain chemistry is very real.
Damn that's crazy I live in a 3rd world country Mexico 😒 also seen the kensington videos of addcits yeah,,,,,,,,,,,y'all don't know what's a 3rd world country not even close brother but I get the analogy
Go to East Hastings in Vancouver. Cops do 2 shifts per day, scooping up bodies, that went out on benzo dope. They don't speak, can stand up, let alone walk. Most are just kneeled over tbh. Yeah, you have the tent city in the parks, but very few people will even attempt to go to Hastings.
@@MrMaxyieldthanks. Yeah I'm not 100% clean but working full time and finishing rehab while on subs is "clean" enough for me right now. Plan is to not be on anything in a couple months. I'm down to 6mg from 16.
@@badgermetal not trying to give you shit, just wasn't clear on your original comment. Opiate addiction is a lifelong fight. I'm getting motivated and working on myself as well. Being honest with ourselves is the only way to heal and kick this things ass.
@@MrMaxyield totally read your first comment like you were sober and wondering if I was truly clean like you 🤣 that lifestyle stole 10 years of my life and I thought I was never going to do it. It took me awhile to realize it's possible and thats what helped me. Simply believing I could do it.
But then again the doc that ran the clinic got busted flying in 6 keys of blow to our local airport and it was in his plea deal to run a fed funded clinic
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Kicken fetenyl right now your videos actaully help in a wierd way man thanks..
Best wishes bud
@Ryan Leone, I’ve never heard anyone else ever say that about weed use and going up at the clinic. They told me the same shit for testing positive for weed…..
I'm dealing with methadone issues and want to come off of it but I'm traumatized by done withdrawals from a previous detox.. I'm on 110mg a day for the past 3 years and haven't tapered down due to fearing the withdrawals. Would Kratom even be effective with my tolerance? Or at least ease the kick down any?
Is the fight with birdman HAPPENING?!?!?.
My granddaughter went off Methodone 4 years ago, she said the worst part was depression, she said she would just lay in bed and cry, but she made it, and I'm so proud of her, she said she was sick of being sick, she does take zoloff, she says life is great now and can deal with the ups and downs of life, ps she was on herion for 10 years
I hope she’s doing good and stays clean
RIP RYAN 🙏
You Left this world way to young. I pray for your family
You're so missed dude ❤️ As a True Romance aficionado, this was my fave story. Hope you found Jenni and Paul 🕊
Story starts around 14:10
Thanks! Super annoying hear about his gay escapades and his other nasty shinanagins
Sup Ryan! Thanks for all the uploads lately! Palabra
I’m surprised he has time to upload. With all the heroin and nodding off he does. Father of 2 zonked out on his own interviews. Grow up dude! Your 35 smacked out on heroin sucking on Hollywood’s pole. But hey, daddy will take care of everything. Smh
@@kanyeeast7784 I love when hating ass trolls come to someone’s channel, they obviously watch, to talk shit for attention. Go to “YOUR Daddy” and ask him why he didn’t give you enough attention.
Yoooo if only this dude knew I’m barely hanging on. I’m 4 yrs clean but I wanna quit fighting. & I do not laugh anymore because I’m in such a deep depression! But! For some reason this shit cracks me up. Relatable af. Dudes pretty much saving my life by telling these funny/war stories 😭
7th day without opiates :-) leavin rehab tomorrow for the residential treatment program
greetings from germany
Good effort Bro! What was your old habbit?
Congrats ! You will get more and more grateful the better you feel
One day at a time bro I know it's a stupid saying but it true u only have to be sober today say that everyday
@@jasonatkin4566 he said opiates
@@jasonatkin4566 pills and heroine at first, then the doctor gave me 800mg morphine as substitution. in rehab i tapered off with methadone
Those guys in methadonia were zombied out because they were eating xanax bars with their doses.....in addition to there astronomical doses🙂
Hell yeah I remember that documentary. Now that I have been on Methadone for the past 7 years I am starting to feel like those guys lol. No Xanax bars for me, but Methadone like any opioids/opiates numbs you up completely. I do remember mixing Xanax before with my dose and it literally is insane. Like the post-rush feeling of a good shot of real dope.
@@thesunbehindthesun1574 definitely right bro I know exactly what you mean
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Facts
Methadone with no benzos or other drugs as a equalizer,!!!???. I couldn't do without it period. What's the point of methadone with no additional poison? Methadone is hands down the worst habit. Liquid handcuffs
Ya i stick to subs man they saved my life and don't make me feel high❤
I have 6 months clean from 130 mg methadone and fetnayl on top of that in massive amounts Feels good man. Good luck
Congrats. 3 months off 120mg and alot of fett and alcohol for me.
Need dem kidneys bruv
Good for you guys
Best way to kick methadone is to start back up on Black for a week or so then kick Black, way easier. Congrats on the clean time.
@@Soft-Shell yeah completely fucked my liver up my liver enzymes are super high and I'm only 24. Methadone and alcoholism together is a disaster
who gets strung out on kratom? wtf
It's an addictive Opiate. It's hippy codine basically
240mg of methadone is brutal
That’s the truth about Methodone. It’s a lot of work and meetings and counseling ever week and a lock box for ur take homes, but they will take ur take homes away for the littlest thing. It’s so dam hard to get off . Liquid handcuffs.
Love from. NewJersey
Dosing at another clinic, we call it “Guest Dosing”
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Courtesy dose
@@robertmirabilio5356 courtesy dosing is what those of us that were actually going to the clinic called it because that's how the clinics themselves referred to it. Never heard of guest dosing
Courtesy dosing in some strange city while traveling was always a sketchy dice roll.
So much for sobriety
It's all so fucked up and unfair for everyone unfortunately. I feel like Ryan connected with so many was because of his demons with mental health plus addiction. I know personally, being dual diagnosed sucks ass. It's TOUGH to beat that beast of a duo. Addiction and mental illness are hard enough on their own. Combine them and life becomes a whirlwind. RIP Ryan.
Sorry but methadone is much safer than the fentanyl analogs out there on the streets. If you have been on opiates for more than 5 to ten years I would say methadone is probably a better option. Just my opinion. It is not a first option or second option it is the final option if you have tried everything else and can't stay clean.
If you can't stay clean off other stuff you won't ever be able to stop methadone. Enjoy you lifetime subscription. Also cant go places without arranging something it is very frustrating
Thank you! It’s much safer than almost everything on the streets. Just don’t do other drugs!!
Nothin compares to Kensington bro. Thats a real concrete jungle.
He literally says 10x tenderloin is the craziest but ok
@@austinwitte311 Yeah he coulda said it 100 times. That shit dont mean its true.
Ok Joe dirt maybe u should start telling his story since u got the inside info
@@austinwitte311 Don't know his whole story just what he puts in his vids. All I'm sayin is Kensington is wild and you should come check it out. You wouldn't believe your eyes.
Agreed. Kensington is definitely far worse than anywhere out there.
Hey brother, love your content, it definitely hits close to home on a lot of stuff. May I ask how big your kratom habit was?
Where can I get the Paul project narcan?
You can’t because they don’t exist.
@@kanyeeast7784 go to his website that’s where you sign up
Aaron his website you can sign up for it
Great video love the work you put in
It's hard to hear him talk about his blotter art being worth more if he were to go ...
Great story bro, you were in the zone with this one. Funny af
Right lol
True Romance was 1 of the best movies n also very Underrated. A- list cast.
Not Tarantinos first tho
My boy putting out, mom is proud!!
*IS THE FIGHT WITH BIRDMAN HAPPENING?!?!?!*
That pinkie thing made me laugh harder than iv ever laughed at one of these lollll
As a Mexican guy that loves chicano culture, Its always HILARIOUS to hear the funny ass nicknames Ryan makes up for the Southsiders lmao
As someone who grew up in Norcal and lived in LA for a number of years I got to say, Northerners nicknames usually check out, like "Solid" or "Wedo" looks like a white boy or "Flaco" like dude is skinny as fuck but when it comes to South siders it's like "Smiley" dude never smiles, in fact frowns all the time or "Joker" dude never jokes and is probably the least funny dude I ever met. Doesn't even know any jokes on top of that.
Baby criminal 😂
for me methadone has been the way lesser of 2 evils...has allowed me to get my life together for an extended period of time & has also prolly saved me from OD'ing the times i have relapsed. I've been on it of and on for many years. I used to always be trying to get off...now I've just kind of accepted that I'm cool with being on it. But to each their own
I was a methadrone for almost a decade and I used to do the same thing about wanting to get off "someday" and being really tired of going to the clinic. I did microinduction and switched to Suboxone strips. It was a very easy change and now I don't even go to the clinic. I just see my doctor once a month. Suboxone has been great for me. I don't feel as numbed out and fatigued. I feel free.
Agreed. I hate how it’s vilified and the fact that it’s being insinuated that street drugs are better?
Been on numerous 21 day detoxes and up to 5 years on maintenance over 28 years of heroin use. Waste of time for a majority of addicts.
another director? so is that 3 now? or is this the same new guy from a month or so ago?
Shooting 11g a day seems insane how did you veins even work still
Thats one reason I had to choose recovery. I was doing really large , thick shots and ran out of places to use . Ive collapse the biggest veins /arteries and using because so stressful, painful and time consuming....
Sliver lining ... Definitely made it not worth it. Also the sickness comes on so hard and fast on high dosage. It got ridiculous.
So blessed to be in recovery. I dont know how I survived addiction.
TY for keeping US low level you tubers with content , god knows we need it 💫☮️💫
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Methadonia was a hardcore doc
You can get courtesy doses for days or weeks if needed. They’d probably start questioning anything more than a few weeks. They don’t mind the extra $15 dollars a day I’m sure
exactly think they will do a month then you got to got back to you clinic for a day n then you can come back for another 30 used to have to do that when I lived in another city n my state n hated takehomes n was to lazy to switch clinics drove like 200 miles every month to go back to my old clinic for a day just to not transfer smh
Leone....put a darn cover on those outlets in the ceiling.
11 grams a day? I find that very hard to believe.
Its totally possible. You build up a tolerance. My ex and I were doing 1 +g shots multiple times a day. If you have a large quantity....why not? That's addiction. .1 is never enough. Your body adapts and the WD come hard and fast once your on that high of dosage. Its so hard to get back down. You become fully dependent on that large amount. It was horrible. My veins are destroyed from the thickness. One reason I started to seek recovery was simply because my body couldn't handle it. I ran out of places to use. Its extremely sick but thats excalty what this disease does to you.
I was doing between 4-6 grams of straight fent powder so I wouldn’t do it
@@dlogan3004 shooting it? No way 💯 Not even snorting it. Smoking maybe, but you're wasting 50% if not more
R.I.P Ryan Leone. hard core heroin addiction is sooooooo sad. makes people utterly pathetic. horrible..
See you on the other side, Brother.
- Palabra
not to sound like an Ahole but what has this got to do with you being in jail kicking methodone. that's what this was supposed to be about.. now its Christmas time with your family???
also did you realize you did the same episode 9 twice. like you actually recorded it twice. there are 2 different videos labeled ep 9 but different vids and its almost exact episode to a T
Boy smoocher been killing it lately!
At 58:50 it's called civic center...not market place
Lmfao !
Call me old Fashioned 😂😂😂
Dude why does it jump from 9 to 11?? I feel like I'm missing a video!
10 was a mess and it was everything in 8
@@christopher11x sounds like good old Leone.
I'm almost 40 I legit get a little excited over new socks, yeah I party.
Heck yeah I get super excited bro
Welcome to the Safari inn in beautiful Burbank California
Man speak louder. I try to listen on way to work and have it cranked all the way and still can't hear most of the time. This is majority of videos not sure if anyone else has same problem
I found the other person that is actually addicted to Kratom. 😆
His addiction is not Kratom. He's admitted on Patreon each time he relapses, this video is from almost a year ago and he admitted he was on, it was never kratom causing his behavior.
And you found another one right here. OPMS for 5 years straight....send help
@@comptche3972 His UA-cam vids are a year old? By old I mean like backlogged or whatever
Thinking about switching to kratom better than 300mg of oxy
Time to invest in a microphone . Hard to hear
the patients in that "Methadonia" doc were also using Benzo's big time
Yup
I'm qnd methadone and benzosdiazapam
So I'm on methadone after a 19 year pain pill and h addiction and I'm Also on benzos but you gotta be careful with it
Absolutely. Go to East Hastings in Vancouver and it makes tenderloin and Kensington seem tame. Benzo dope in west coast Canada, is a gnarly fkn beast. They do 3 shifts per day, to scoop up the bodies. It's foul
Ryan really sounded like he had a bad experience at his methadone clinic... I went to a shitty one at Pierce County Health Department in Tacoma on Pacific Ave and 38th.. So I know what he is talking about.. But Ryan would still be alive most likely if he just stayed on methadone.. He reminds me of a lot of my friends that needed to maintain for life... Sad. Lost another one of the good ones.... Remember this man Ryan Leone dead at 37 bc he was against methadone for opiate addiction... also sounded like he was against AA which I also get... I have lived the half-way house life too... But just keep this in mind when it comes to your recovery path... I have 3 dead friends that also stopped taking methadone too early.
A month shy of 37, sadly
THANK YOU! And many listening would
Pass on Methadone just hearing this story. I almost did. The. I said F it. My life is so much better. I don’t touch anything else. My life is back. 🙏🏼
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Who is the artist on the paintings ?
Sinister Monopoly
Damn we were right, its obvious when ur using something Ryan. Its very noticeable, especially by addicts/former addicts. Just eat eddys & vape.
Mike Ryan's not using I cN tell I'm a ex h attic and yku can't be awake and do thre vid
@@mrjokergenralandthe4horsem255 lol you were wrong
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I need suboxzon. ....RIP Ryan
Hey brother how are you doing? Long time since I've seen you on any social media 😂 but then again I've been going through pure hell w/3 of my family members passing away since Jan. 25, 2021. And I was watching your videos religiously from day one until you admitted to lying to all of your fans about being dirty and that was a hard pill for some of us to swallow when I personally was wanting to get clean because of your story.
And I still haven't been able to get clean. But I was a late starter raised my children and never did any kind of hard drugs in my life till they where all grown up. And I was 44 yrs old b4 I tried heroin for the first time. And it was because of Dr. Prescribed pain killers and getting sick from doing to much and running out. And I would do anything to get clean b4 I die. Cause I'm ready to pull my own plug because I'm tired of this. So if you have any advice on how I can get help because my insurance will not pay for rehab and I have never have been able to get the help I need. So any help from anyone would be greatly appreciated my friend. And glad to see you back on you tube. Thanks brother 👊
Suboxone did wonders for me.. have you tried it?
@@th-rv1wr
No not sure where i would even ask for that at. And thank you so much for your advice
Best advice is suboxone my man, it will help you regain your life.
You can get it on the street or from doctors. Tell a doctor about your addiction
go see a methadone dr,he will help you getting on.methadone or Suboxone.im 6 years clean because methadone gave me the chance to be a normal person.gl
It’s scary how crazy similar our stories are bro. Much love homie
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How are these not monetized 🤣🤣🤣
When I was 7 bahhahajha 👿
U can guest dose all wk if ur on vacation at the beach or something just gotta pay cash
You just do it for me cous lmao
I’m from Massachusetts & as you know we only have white or brown powder. I got to the point where I stopped cooking it and just put it in a cooker with water.
I live in Southern California, back when I quit in 2014 it was 99% tar or “gunpowder” tar which is just really fresh, dehydrated tar which starts as a powder but ends as tar as moisture hits it. But every once in awhile some real ECP would come around at 2x normal price. But man oh man was it EUPHORIC. I never knew heroin could be so mentally euphoric before trying real powder. Tar is more physically euphoric whereas powder felt more mentally euphoric. Nowadays even in Southern California everything is all fent powder, fake M30 fent pills, and tar with fent in it.
I've never cooked a shot in my life. Just water and powdee
@@thesunbehindthesun1574 yeah those m30s got a hold on me right now..
What do you mean you put it in a cooker? Like a hot water heater for cup of noodles?
What do you mean you put it in a cooker? Like a hot water heater for cup of noodles?
What happened to the shaky Jake being sick story u went off on a methadone clinic 🤔
The Downtown East Side in Vancouver sounds just like SF tenderloin haha fuck I'm glad I'm not there anymore
The 100 block of East Hastings is fkn GNARLY 💯 I'd have to say that tenderloin might've been bad then, but they're not doing benzo dope now, like Hastings. It makes Kensington in Philly seem tame. Just walking through the area in the summer, there were 6 bodies. 911 flat out said "they'll send someone when they can and just do a mass pick up". Like wtf?!? Dead bodies just laying under bridges and overpasses. It's so fkd. Benzo dope is another beast. I'm so glad I'm clean 🙏🙌
Your doing God's work brother
Just get back on Methadone dude.
Love Shakey Jake!!!
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Damn, this guy had absolutely no chance of staying clean. Who could, when all he did every day was talk about using drugs. Ive been there, and eventually you have to just find new things. It’s kinda like growing up and putting away your toys when you are a kid I guess. Methadone does work for people, but those people are done with their old life and ready to move on, and they take it responsibly. If he had just decided to stay on the methadone and not continue to do heroin he might have been ok. After you do that for years, then and only then, when you have another life and a support system, can you come off the methadone or Suboxone. And some people never do, and so what, if they are doing what they are supposed to it’s no different than any chronic disease. But a lot of addicts try to convince themselves that methadone is the worst thing in the world, and they are the ones that go back to using. Opiate addiction is different than most other drugs and most of us can’t stay clean the feast of our lives. We are just starting to understand this stuff now and the way that it changes your brain chemistry is very real.
Some people don't want to be clean and have made peace with that fact.
Agreed. 👍🏼
I seen a story on law and order that I think was this lot lizard story... I'll try and figure out the episode
It does keep you better. I’m confused so heroin and street drugs are better?
Therapeutic dose they call it lol
U have not been to north philly Kensington if u think there is anywhere worse lol it’s a third world country lol
Damn that's crazy I live in a 3rd world country Mexico 😒 also seen the kensington videos of addcits yeah,,,,,,,,,,,y'all don't know what's a 3rd world country not even close brother but I get the analogy
@@Mel-nm2gi lol I hear ya
Go to East Hastings in Vancouver. Cops do 2 shifts per day, scooping up bodies, that went out on benzo dope. They don't speak, can stand up, let alone walk. Most are just kneeled over tbh. Yeah, you have the tent city in the parks, but very few people will even attempt to go to Hastings.
Not gonna lie, I did a shit load of kratom before I ever got into the heavy stuff. Clean 6 months now. Tapering subs.
Congrats but are you clean or are you on subs...???
@@MrMaxyieldthanks. Yeah I'm not 100% clean but working full time and finishing rehab while on subs is "clean" enough for me right now. Plan is to not be on anything in a couple months. I'm down to 6mg from 16.
@@badgermetal not trying to give you shit, just wasn't clear on your original comment.
Opiate addiction is a lifelong fight.
I'm getting motivated and working on myself as well. Being honest with ourselves is the only way to heal and kick this things ass.
@@badgermetal proud of you brother. You got this and YOU WILL FUCKING WIN...!!!
@@MrMaxyield totally read your first comment like you were sober and wondering if I was truly clean like you 🤣 that lifestyle stole 10 years of my life and I thought I was never going to do it. It took me awhile to realize it's possible and thats what helped me. Simply believing I could do it.
Long Live Leone!!!
Damn on a roll my nigga
Not anymore the lock box can be anything with a locking mechanism
they used to let us brown paper bags
Lol in Alabama I’ve literally just put 10 vials in my pocket lol
But then again the doc that ran the clinic got busted flying in 6 keys of blow to our local airport and it was in his plea deal to run a fed funded clinic
It’s in and out
Happy birthday Ryan ,let's all bum rush him and give him his birthday beating ,team leone
Vinegar and barbecue sauce i always though.?
It’s papa criminal sir
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Palabra homie
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Oh wow ok l,This is hilarious? Your logic here is not on point at all
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Bakaaaa
Kratom is just as bad as anything else imo
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