My only kid, my son, was only 17y.o. when he and his buddy went to one of these chem-sex parties. They were still in high school, but he had come out to me when he was 15y.o., he felt safe because I am gay myself. He called me late that night really upset, scared and confused. I couldn't quite understand him, but, he was telling me that he'd been held down while a line of older men took turns on him. He said he'd be home soon. Then his phone hung up. I waited up all night, freaking out about my Junior and if he was okay. I received a call later that morning from the police that my boy had died from an accidental meth overdose that night. Most everyone was gone from the party except for his friend and a couple others who were still high as kites. They thought he was passed out asleep. Instead, they left my kid dead and naked on one of the many mattresses there. I later decided to go to one of these parties to try to understand what they were really all about. I was horrified knowing what my son experienced... I had no control. I miss him so much, it has destroyed me. But I'm slowly getting better. These chem-sex parties are way out of control.
I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot even begin to imagine how much pain this must have caused you. "Destroyed" seems completely understandable. I am happy though that you are slowly finding some way to heal from this trauma. I hope your healing continues. Again, sorry for your loss.
I regret partying so much when I was young, meth has destroyed the lives of a few people I know - It's not a scene you want to be involved with honestly.
I don't use drugs but looking in on this from the outside I wonder how much the rise in use of hard core drugs for the purpose of enhancing sexual pleasure can be attributed to the down grading of poppers and the subsequent .lesser kick
Im working in gay club, and what I saw till now is actually bunch of spoiled kids that had not that much problems in life - they are out to family and friends, without big problems in life and they are learned that they are moms princesses. Egocentric morons that think they can do whatever they want. I do not feel pitty for them because they HAD opportunities in life, and they decide to have bareback sex, using drugs and making their lives shit. Sadly, some 50% of people that I know are like this, and that is mainstream trend, not some underground thing with small effects on LGBT general population.
My only kid, my son, was only 17y.o. when he and his buddy went to one of these chem-sex parties. They were still in high school, but he had come out to me when he was 15y.o., he felt safe because I am gay myself. He called me late that night really upset, scared and confused. I couldn't quite understand him, but, he was telling me that he'd been held down while a line of older men took turns on him. He said he'd be home soon. Then his phone hung up. I waited up all night, freaking out about my Junior and if he was okay. I received a call later that morning from the police that my boy had died from an accidental meth overdose that night. Most everyone was gone from the party except for his friend and a couple others who were still high as kites. They thought he was passed out asleep. Instead, they left my kid dead and naked on one of the many mattresses there. I later decided to go to one of these parties to try to understand what they were really all about. I was horrified knowing what my son experienced... I had no control. I miss him so much, it has destroyed me. But I'm slowly getting better. These chem-sex parties are way out of control.
I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot even begin to imagine how much pain this must have caused you. "Destroyed" seems completely understandable. I am happy though that you are slowly finding some way to heal from this trauma. I hope your healing continues. Again, sorry for your loss.
It’s really heartbreaking to hear this…. My condolences to you, I hope he is in a better place now having his happier life there. 🫂
@@worldisajokehe is in hell
You suck as a father allowing you son to even attend this sick kind of activity 😊
This pos is hiv positive and he is out screwing multiple people with chem sex? Stupid ass
I never get to party when I am young , now I am old and regrets feel like dead before I die .
So u regret not having chemsex? I think u dodged a bullet there, my friend…
I regret partying so much when I was young, meth has destroyed the lives of a few people I know - It's not a scene you want to be involved with honestly.
@@bibleburner That lifestyle killed my only kid.
I don't use drugs but looking in on this from the outside I wonder how much the rise in use of hard core drugs for the purpose of enhancing sexual pleasure can be attributed to the down grading of poppers and the subsequent .lesser kick
Im working in gay club, and what I saw till now is actually bunch of spoiled kids that had not that much problems in life - they are out to family and friends, without big problems in life and they are learned that they are moms princesses. Egocentric morons that think they can do whatever they want. I do not feel pitty for them because they HAD opportunities in life, and they decide to have bareback sex, using drugs and making their lives shit. Sadly, some 50% of people that I know are like this, and that is mainstream trend, not some underground thing with small effects on LGBT general population.
i understand the exitment but being that promiscuous is ridiculous
I love the kate bush -Never for Ever tat
Seriously
UK and US same
How easy is it to get an invite to these parties, at age 49? Asking for a friend ;)
LMFAO
lol , I want to know too
Repent now
@@icytimboslyce7939 Impossible.
attention seekers
brepare yer angus