My mother's last words to me
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- Опубліковано 18 вер 2024
- This was pretty hard for me to do on camera. But I wanted to do it for you guys. I want to be as open as possible and make you guys feel like you are really apart of my life. Thanks to those of you that watched the whole video, I know it was long and videos like this may be a bit awkward to watch. You all rock.
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Thank you so much for sharing this Ryan. We all Love you, but you know that already. Your mom would be even more proud if she saw how awesome you are today.
You're trying to get publicity
+Mary Stoiana So.. I'm trying to gain publicity by telling ryan that his mom would be very proud of him?
Okay.
+Mary Stoiana that's so rude of you to say
+Mary Stoiana yeah I know, I hate when people do that, I swear to you I bet when I check this channel you will see emojis in the thumbnails.
+Moe Othman hahahaha your response to that ^
Who ever disliked this doesnt know wha t its like to lose someone.
Yeah
Thats so true 27 peaple
Still don't know what its like to lose someone and I liked it. I fear for that day though
+ihy 2ky yeh same
ihy 2ky some thing or any one
The strongest thing a person can do is to turn to others when he/she needs to. I have a lot of respect for you, Ryan. Know that we will always be here for you; we may never be able to meet you, but know that we've got your back every step of the way.
+NerdEnthusiast I agree more than a thousand percent! What sweet and awesome words
Fuck off
+Starkiller 44570 it's going to happen
Everyone will hate you for being so negative
+Starkiller 44570 no we won't fuck off you know you people don't have any self respect and you have your own personal problems and I guess there bad but people like us we go through things that you or anyone ain't ever understand so you fuck off and think about how you would feel if someone told you to fuck off and you've gone through those things you prick!!!!
+Starkiller 44570 Get the fuck out of here u negative bitch
I cried because I used to treat my mom bad when I was young but now I treat my mom a lot better. My moms mom was 62 when her mom died and some nights see cries. I'll hug her and tell I'm so sorry. I've lost a lot in my life. Yes I'm still a kid and I still have a lot of things to loose. So I'm so sorry.
Sorry I ment to put she cries...
+Drew W L
lose* sorry it was driving me insane.
that's beautiful
I teared up. Your mom sounded like the best ever
Ikr
😢
:(
I'm crying.
My favorite memory would have to be with my brother that passed away three years ago while serving overseas. I remember when I was 15 I had my first heart break and I just remember coming home crying and him seeing me and grabbing his keys off the kitchen counter and he told me to get in the truck and we just drove until I had let everything out and we ended up 9 hours away from home at this lake and I remember is sitting in front of the lake and him saying "I know it's hard now but just remember that it's gonna get better and we can do this everyday if we have to. Life hits you hard sometimes but you just gotta pick yourself up and move on." And he grabbed me and pulled me closer to him and hugged me and kissed my forehead until I fell asleep and I remember right before I completely fell asleep I heard him say "besides who needs a boyfriend when you have me" and now every time I'm upset about something I remember that night and everything seems to get better
I don't even know what to say too you but I felt I needed to say something. Your brother was military and he gave the ultimate sacrifice and that is so sad.I don't know his name but I will never forget Shelby Brookes' brother. He sounds like he was a brother a lot of us wish we had. Your memory made me cry as much as Ryan's did. I'm glad you have such a wonderful memory and it still helps you today.
That was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. I'm so sorry for your loss. God bless.
Sounds like your brother was a grate brother. He still is alive in your heart
+Kaidec0910 Wait how do you know her brothers in the militay!?
QUACK QUACK QUACK!
I'm so sorry i have two brothers in the army an mp and a tanker i don't get to see one of the because all of my brothers and sister has different dads I know how much you miss him I'm so sorry let god be with you
I lost my dad two years ago at the age of 16 to cancer too. I have a lot of respect for you being able to talk about something very hard. Your mom is definately watching down on you and supporting you!! Much love man!!
Respect fam
+Christian Demuth respect
I'm sorry for ur lost
Stay strong
Thank you everyone!!
My last words with my mom were, I love you. She suddenly past of a rare cancer when I was nine... Miss her ❤️
I'm so sorry! 😭😭
KKBaby03 thanks :)
DoubleK0711 No prob.
I'm so sorry to hear that😭 I don't know what I would do if that happened to me😭 ❤️❤️❤️
My mother passed away from breast cancer when I was nine also
God Bless you Ryan we all love you
agreed
yes ryan thank you for staying strong.
Thank you for telling this. Im 13 and on my 12th birthday my mom was diagnosed with stage 3 brest cancer. I thought somehow it was for somthing I did and i was being punished. My mother was cleared about a week after before Christmas and a day or so after her birthday. And if anyone reading this is going through this, have hope, and know if they do pass, its to a better place, thanks for reading.
god bless man
I'm genuinely sorry to hear that, but hopefully you're having a good life.🙏🏼
❤️❤️
@Justin-ztd I disagree.
I'm at minute Six right now as I'm typing this and I am so proud and love this video so much! I'm so sorry for your loss and am so happy you were able to share these memories with us.
+Tate Lovett Now I'm writing this at the end and once again I am so proud. I'm so sorry the book couldn't be complete, I bet she was so proud of you and still are watching you from heaven.
Ryan, I have been with you on this channel for a good number of years now, and I have watched the videos where you talk to us about your mother. I can tell that you love her so much, and she really seemed like a wonderful woman. Videos like these make me realise how much I love my own mother and father whom I am so fortunate to still have in my life. I hope that you know that we are here to support you and we will always be here to listen to you in times of happiness and in times of need.
So, as you requested, my favourite childhood memory. I actually turned 18 today so I guess it's quite a big turning point in my life. My favourite childhood memory is just the time that I spent growing up in the Netherlands with all of my friends and family; I will always be grateful for those moments :)
Stay Average my friend :)
+Laxsan K well first happy 18th birthday to health happiness and prosperity and 2nd that's a cool memory :)
Happy Birthday! Today is my bday as well :p but not 18... 23 :(
Haha thank you Carrie! and also thanks Caila as well as a happy birthday to you :D!!! Hey don't be sad; we share our birthday with Beyoncé :D!
Thanks and yeah that's true :P she's pretty awesome
+Laxsan K Happy birthday Virgo buddy! My 24th birthday was wednesday!
I just cried through this whole video. My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer my senior year of high school and I remember how scared I was of losing her. She is finally in remission now and I feel almost guilty that people like you don't get to continue that relationship like I do. I'm so sorry Ryan, thank you for sharing this with us. I'm positive your mom is so proud of you and I hope you can find peace in knowing she's in a better place now.
Thats awful i cant imagine what i would be going through my head if that happened to someone i love ps ur kinda cute 😊
I know it hard
You are very lucky to still have your mother. My mother passed away from breast cancer 3 years ago.
+Ana and Rosy I'm so sorry to hear that. I hate cancer so much and it breaks my heart even though I don't know who you are, that's how strong it is.
😇😊 Its awesome how people can be so supportive for others in time of need, people are amazing. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise😉
i lost my mom to breast cancer too (i know how it feels) my ladt words to her wer "ill see you after shool, i promise" she couldnt soeak anymore over the medication, but when i got home, she had already passed away. i still feel horrible for breaking that promise. :(
English sucks
I'm so sorry, that made me sadder than the video 😭
Aw I'm so sorry I can't imagine what it would be like if I lost my mom. Stay strong🙏🏼❤️
+DopeDoughnut F*CK OFF!
nR Hydz lol no
There isn't a more genuine person in the world than you man. I respect you for all that you have done and been through.
You showed true strength and courage in this video, and to share this with us, well, that was nothing short of incredible and beautiful.
This is one of the most heartfelt videos on youtube.. I couldn't help but cry, and I haven't cried to this extent since my grandfather passed away, as he was my idol. A person that always cared for me and was one of the most positive of people.
He sadly grew weak each and every day after having fallen over.. And it pains me whenever I think of that..
Not that I don't deserve to have suffered, but that he didn't deserve to part so early..
The worst part for me was not having the opportunity of going to his funeral, since I was living in island of Madeira (Portugal) and the funeral was back in my place of birth Nottingham (England)..
Having never met my other grandfather, since he died at the hands of cancer before I was born, I always felt an emptiness and questioned how he was like.. Things I have spoken to my grandmother about, which are still sensitive to her..
I will always treasure them in my heart, they will always have that special place.
Thank you for this moment.
Thank you for the laughs and the positive impact you've had on each and every one of my days. Thank you for everything.
Stay strong and stay positive. (Trying hard not to steal your outro..)
You rock too.
+António Correia
this is rlly sweet, and im sorry for your loss.
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Kawaii.Wifey Really do appreciate it.. Everyone reaches a point in their life when they have a loss that hurts immensely, but it's all about thinking that the person is in a better place, not suffering, and that one day you'll join them there..
It truely makes you appreciate everything in life..
And I've got to stay positive for myself, him and my whole family.
As in the words of my mum: "Life is hard, but it keeps on going"
Thanks again, and all the best to you!
oWish - You're doing the right thing.. Spreading the "Love"
All the best to you and all of those you adore!
António Correia you POP rock too get it
She'd be so proud of you.
Everyone should take advantage of the time with their mother. My mother is still alive, but we've never gotten along. We never had a relationship where she would read me to sleep or sing me to sleep or take me places. We were low on money, so she would be at work all night, and then she'd sleep or cook during the day. I appreciate the things that she was able to do, but we still just don't get along and most of the time it feels like I'm living with a stranger rather than a mother. She's home a lot more often now, and we're better off with money, but she's still so distant from me. I guess the point if this is please pay attention to your mother. If she wants to go shopping with you or go to the movies with you, go with her, because some people, whether they're in Ryan's situation or my situation, don't get those chances.
Bravo 👏👏👏👏 (not in a mean way)
+Jeff21Triple Lol that'd be fucked up if you meant that in a rude way.
I feel you on this. crazy how much I relate to this
wow thank you for making this really personal video. I just lost one of my best friends to cancer days ago and it is really hard for me but I'm starting to realize everthing happens for a reason and sooner or later death will unfortunately cometo all of us. Sadly he was only 23 years old and one of the funniest and friendliest people that I have ever met. Anyways thanks for sharing this with us
+chantal perez my deepest condolences :'( stay strong
Ryan, the book ends because that's where you start writing YOUR story
😱😨😰 This comment gave me hope
EVERY ONE LOVE YOUR MOM
Thank you so much for sharing this for us, you're so blessed and strong, much love for being this open 😌 Thanks brother.
My dad died in a car accident, my mom struggles everyday to pay our bills, I hope I make him proud and make my mom proud 😊🙌🏽 I'm so sorry 😭😢😢😢
wow! Poignant and sobering video. My mum and Dad both died of cancer, kudos for putting yourself out there, takes guts.
Wow, I am a 24 year old guy and this video made me tear up. I cry not only at the video, but because I realize that nobody in my family has died since I was 4 and back then I was too young to understand. I am inexperienced with death and being autistic with a history of severe depression and anxiety, I fear a death in the family would likely result in me losing my sanity or something. Anyway, my favourite memory as a kid was the first time I went to a bonfire, I live in Northern Ireland and they happen every year, so the first time I saw one I was in awe, such a huge fire, despite the meaning behind it being unknown to me at the time. Thank you for making awesome videos Ryan. :D
My grandma is the one who taught me to cook. She used to let me throw whatever I wanted into a pot and just go with it. One summer, she and I made a dish everyday out of a cookbook until we finished the whole thing. We would sit and laugh and she'd tell me stories about her life and how my mom was as a kid. I learned everything about food from her and she's the biggest reason I fell in love with cooking and decided to go to culinary school. She passed away about 5 years ago and I still get very emotional whenever I talk about her. Knowing she's the reason I discovered my dream is the sorta thing you can never repay someone for. She was truly and angel and I'm positive your mother was too. Loved the video. x
This was really beautiful Ryan. I'm honoured that you wanted to share something so special and intimate with us.
I lost my dog almost two months ago and when i was a little I was so excited to get her
+Amber Hilton I'm so sorry for your loss :(
thanks
thanks
My grandpa passed away recently in July. He was 95 years old and he lived an amazing life. Every year I would send him my school picture. He set them up in order from kindergarten to 7th grade. When we visited him, we'd always bring him donuts, candy, soda, a whole bunch of sweet stuff. Sometimes he's forget he had it and it would sit in his room for months.. He would always ask about my siblings and I. He always asked "What grade is Julie in?" (Me). Everything he would talk to my mom or me. He would ask how volleyball and equestrian is and he was always so engaged in conversations. He went to church every Sunday up until he was about 87. He prayed every day. He has so many crosses and religious statues in his room and it was so amazing. He gives us all signs that he is here, protecting us. He was the first person very close to me who I lost. I love him so much ❤️😭
I know exactly what you are going through. I also lost my grandpa in July, the 27th to be exact and it's been hard to realize that you just can't call him or go over whenever you want to see him anymore. But just in certain things I do he makes it clear that he is there watching over and protecting us. Stay strong! ❤️
My Nan is like this, she's ill to
first 2 minutes and in already crying
Same
+Blue_Stitch so am i
Yep me too
yep
+YIGY YIG yep
my memory as a child is being able to play hockey every day after school. Thank you Ryan!!
Favorite memory as a kid was riding this old, squeaky rocking horse for hours on end while watch Disney movies and Selena and I'd sing as loud as I could to every song I knew
You are literally the strongest guy ever...... Thank you for trusting me.....us so much you inspire me to be a better person and to stay average :)
This blog was very heartfelt. BTW I love when you hang out with Jesse and Jenna.
Same
It's okay to cry Ryan. You don't have to hide the tears. I can't say I know what it's like because I don't. But I do understand what it's like to lose someone so close to you to cancer. Nothing compares to losing your mom, but I lost my best friend to cancer. It was tough. We are here for you Ryan
I cried, my dad died when I was 6. Life is hard, always love everyone that's in your life. It's worth it.
"Things go away very quickly and the only bright spot in that is that your memories will always be there" that hit me like a ton of bricks it's so sad how watching this is what took for me to realize that I should take advantage of the fact that my mom is still here I don't think I could live without my mom being here. I love how genuine you are Ryan you aren't afraid to say that you are scared and that is something incredible
I lost my older sister less than a month after I graduated high school. It was to a heart condition that we didn't even know she had... It's been almost a year and a half and I haven't been able to bring myself to read the letter she put in my card again.
Stay strong!! Xxx
Man this was tough to watch but thank you. I lost my own Mom to breast cancer at the age of 15. It was the single most worst experience of my life, watching her suffer and then pass on.
May favorite memory of my Mom would be our yearly Summer trips to Ocean City NJ. Every July we spent 4 weeks renting the same house for 7 years and then buying a house of our own. She lit up down there. It was obviously her favorite place in the world and to this day, I can't go back there.
I am so sorry man, that's really though. But I feel for u
my favorite memory of my grandpa is...as we were leaving my grandparents house up in Minnesota (I live in Texas) we said bye and as we were driving away he and my grandma were standing in the driveway and I saw that they were holding up their hands saying "I love you" in sign language (my little sister is deaf). That was the last time I saw him before he past away from a rare cancer, my mom and dad never told me that he wasn't doing well so I never got to formally say goodbye...I uh, also lost a classmate who although I never really talked to her, I still somehow feel the emptiness of her chair behind mine...
I've never really talked to anyone about this and I finally just released this feeling. thank you for reading this and I hope you make the most out of your time with the people around you as you never know what can happen.
When I was in 8th grade I lost my mom to cancer too. It is the worst thing ever to of happen, yet it's such a humbling experience. This hit close to home for me. She never did a book since she couldn't write towards the end, but she did leave voice memos. Praying for you dude.
I know this is super super late, but..watching these videos of his...are breaking down my wall of security..I have tried to do this Dr so Long, I tried taking to my friends. then resorted to the internet. Ryan. thank you so much. I needed this. and your mom would be proud of all you do for all your viewers. thank you.
I haven't lost my mom or a close family member yet thank the lord, but I did loose my best friend to a suicide going on 6 months ago.... So man I feel you 100% with writing things down, because I only have a few pictures of him and I, which is my biggest regret.
If u unlike this video u don't have a heart
+rhea bhardwaj true that
Maybe they disliked the feels? Or cancer? Idk.
+xCANNEDRAGEx if they disliked the feels they should not watch it
+xCANNEDRAGEx he said if you don't want to watch then you can leave if you dont want to feel emotional
My best friend died in an accident one year ago today and this makes me think of him
I'm sorry my friend also was killed last year, he got shot
I don't know if you'll see this but if you stumble across this be reassured your Mom was an amazing person. She was definitely the outgoing one and she hit the head on the nail with the wrestling, the lake, and the holes as deep as you were tall. We were definitely like a family and we miss your Mom too. I'm glad I was able to know her for as long as I was able to. Even after you all left the campground the idea of you all being our neighbor stuck around.
Idk how you kept the tears back while filming this. I'm balling.
God Bless you Ryan 💕
Ryan ,
Thank you so much for this video . When I was young , I too lost my mother. I can't even explain the hole it's created in my life . Nobody I knew growing up dealt with the same . I always felt like I was missing out on something , everyone had their mother except me . And many kids bullied me over the fact that my mother passed . I'm a freshman in high school and I've recently stopped talking to one of my closest friends for bulling my over my mom . This video truly made me feel so much better. I can not thank you enough . You give me someone to relate to , I feel like I'm not alone . I know this may sound dumb but , thank you . Thank you . Thank you . I love you .
+Elaina Good to move on with life. If you don't move on with life than you can't live life.
wow I LOVE when ads ruin a video that is sentimental REALLY FUCKING LOVE IT
Same
I feel it
Yeah, I know, but he’s gotta make his money too
I really enjoyed this brotha! Great video! Your mom sounded like an amazing person!
I just learned my Grammy passed away 20 minutes ago. When I turned on UA-cam on my TV this was the first video on my feed. So I clicked on it. It’s provided me so much comfort. Thank you Ryan. My favorite memory of my Grammy was actually recently. She had end stages dementia and COVID but before she had COVID I went to see her with my Grampy and she recognized me and her whole face lit up. I still have pics from that visit. I love that’s my last day mags of her in my mind. 💜
You're sooo amazing for this💜 my mom died as well, last year when I was 15, it was and still is the hardest thing I've ever had to go through.😓
Thank You for sharing this with us ((hugs))
My grandma used to take me and my sister and the neighbourhood kids to the little garden down the street. She spoke no english so the other kids never understood her. It was cute and funny. She used too sit on the big rock and knit or just watch us play... when i pass by that place from time to time I smile and think of her. She passed away when I was around 8 years old I am 23 now and I don't remember much but the memories and pictures I have are everything to me. I still cry sometimes and miss her.
I am so so proud of you for making this beautiful yet heartbreaking video. Your mom was, is and always will be a wonderful woman.
And Ryan, you are so much more than average ❤️
My gramma passed in October and I could not stop crying she had every Cancer and Lukimia. She fought for 9 years for me. I'm now 14 but I love my gramma and I hope she's happy and pain free:) love you guys:) stay Adverage my friends
I'm so proud, I don't know how you can make this video without crying. She's so proud of you Ryan
Your book was so moving , I will be trying to find one for my son . Your blog was wonderful. You had one very loving Mom. That's a gift you will treasure, even if she could not finish it . I wish I had one from my mom .
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Thank you for doing this video. I lost my mom 3 years ago to lung cancer. She passed away 6 weeks after she was diagnosed. I miss her so much.
You are incredibly strong for making this video. Memories are a brilliant thing and I'd like to thank you for sharing some of you and your mother's with us. I wish you and your family all the happiness in the world. Stay strong.x
My simplest, most favorite memory of my mother is just her hugging me. I won't ever forget that feeling, and not a day goes by that I don't wish I could feel that once more.
I'm a new comer to your channel and have only watched a few of your videos. However, this one is my absolute favorite. You showed such strength heading blindly into something so emotional and allowing your fan base to experience that with you. You're a great human being for putting this out there to help others.
My favorite memory as a kid is simple. Summer days especially a weekend, it was nice waking up to my moms gentle touch as she woke me, I could smell breakfast cooking. Music would be on and as I came out I would see my parents either helping each other or dancing. We would all eat as a family, enjoying each other's company. My dad worked a lot so it was rare when we we're all together for a meal. We would spend time in the pool together, playing games, and just being together. Sometimes other family members would be there or friends. But summer days like that are my favorite memories.
Sounds like you had a very happy childhood and a really great family. :)
I came across Ryan's channel by coincidence and wasn't familiar with it at all but I really enjoy his videos. He has a very genuine way of expressing himself and tries to help others see the positive side of things.
I'm so sorry Ryan. you are such a sweet, funny and wonderful guy! I'm sure you're mom is so proud of you! may she rest in peace and always shine on you and your family!
Wow Ryan. I only recently subscribed to your channel, but I've been binge-watching all of your videos over the past few days. I clicked on this video out of curiosity because everything else on this channel is so upbeat. I couldn't stop watching. Your emotions were so sincere and I can understand where you were coming from. One of my best friends' moms passed away recently from a rare cancer and it's so surreal without her here. You're very brave.
Seeing Ryan this way made me cry and makes me love him even more because he shared this with all of us and it's so wierd because he's always laughing and smiling 😰
#weloveyouryan
Thank you so much for sharing. It was beautiful! I recently lost my grandmother to lung cancer and my favorite thing about her is how she always listened to whatever I had to say no matter how boring or obnoxious it was. Also she was a great back scratcher and card player :)
Man, I have your mother in my thoughts!!! God bless 😃
you made me cry when he started to talk about the notes she left
if ur reading this go hug ur parents and say u love them 💖💖
Tomorrow ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
I had to stop at 6:38 because I was balling because I was thinking about one of my loved ones that died two years ago. It was so sudden and it was very scary because I was only 12 years old. I knew a lot about death at a very young age because at my church I would serve almost every funeral. I was also scared because although we are not sure but we think what caused her death was cancer but she didn't want to do anything about it. I remember the what I said to my sister when she asked what I wanted to do about going to dance "she would have wanted me to go" and I was just balling I mean rn I am still crying. I was so close to her and I remember not seeing my dad for a couple days because it was his mom and she died on his birthday day. I can't begin to imagine how you felt Ryan. I mean I closed myself off for a long time and I still find it hard to talk about it and for you to post this video just shows how strong you are and may God be would and bless you.
I'm so sorry! But you don't look older then 12 just saying
I'm so sorry, no one can compare to a mother and to have that taken from you at such a young age breaks me. Please if anyone is watching this please go to your mother right now and apologize for anything you've done bad to disappoint her and give her a hug. And tell her you love her. Thank you, and good bye
sleeping in my grand mothers arms and feeling safe..this is my best childhood memory
My great grandma's cancer has been killing her for about two years. Even when she's getting better, she struggles to stay out of the hospital.
I hope she gets better.
Thank you so much for sharing this Ryan
10K Likes, 11 dislikes? Wow...thats huge gap. Faith in humanity somewhat restored?
+gforthfire take what u can get
+Maanav Kapur this video isn't about getting this video is about us supporting him because this was hard for him.....he probably doesn't even care if he gets likes...I know I wouldn't care.
I remember I was in fifth grade.. I lost all my friends that day. My parents fought that day. My sibilings were angry and frustrated that day. I went out to get some fresh air at night. I went to this park.. Beside my house. I say there for hours.. Just looking. Looking at people passing by.. Or sitting with each other... Some people my age all with their friends. They all had 1 things in common. They were happy. They all smiled. They were so happy... That it made me happy. I found myself smiling for hours.. Forgetting about my day. I was happy that everyone was happy. This is my favourite memory, because till this day... I am alone. My parents fight. My sibilings are always frustrated and don't have time for me. And yet when I see how happy people are, I still smile. I'm still happy. And it will always be that way.
Sorry for the amount of mistakes in this. I'm too lazy to point them out, but I assure u, they are just typos. It's not the end of the world haha
I'm probably in the worst state of my life right now. Seeing this video makes me cry but also means that I'm not alone. Thank you Ryan, we love you i hope you do too. I'm legit crying right now
When I was a kid my dad worked out of town a lot, so when he was home he would make it a point to not only spend time with us all together but each of me and my siblings individually. So once a month on a Saturday we'd go to water and ice for blue raspberry shaved ice and pineapple ice cream. Then to the sports shops next door and sneakily get baseball card without my mom knowing, because that was our thing, baseball cards, Wheaties boxes, and comic books. Well one day he decided lets do this on a Sunday instead, little did we know our water an ice was closed, so we drove around town and 3 cities over looking for a water and ice for about an hour and a half. I said it's okay Daddy I just like spending time with you and he said nope it's not okay, we will drive until I run out of gas, just so I can see that stained blue smile. We ended up 45 minute from home at an open water and ice. Even though this is a sort of reoccurring memory, this is my favorite version of our days out together. I lost my papa 10 years ago, and having been barely 12 at the time, most of my memories are starting to fleet and get a little hazy, but that's one I'll never forget. Thank you for being so open and personal.
I know it's relly hard I lost my sister when I was 7 she was 91 lost her in car accident 😢😢😢😢
Ur sister was 91?
No 19
I am sorry
RIP
She was 91 or 19
Whos the heartless person who dislike this :(
I couldn't make it through this video without crying, my favourite memory as a kid was going to my local park with my family and my grandad pushing me on the swings, it's silly but I miss days like that when life was carefree and I had my grandad, sadly I lost him when he lost his battle with cancer when I was 9, thank you for sharing this video with us I'm sure it wasn't easy, I love you❤️
My favorite memory is with my dad. All of my memories with him make me smile. He passed away when I was 11 from cancer also. He passed away quickly like your mom. I'm so sorry for your loss. It never gets easier. They are always on your Mind. I'm glad you got this off your chest. Talking about it makes you feel better about the situation. Thank you for sharing this Ryan..
Did this Make anyone els cry ?
Me...
I lost my grandmother due to stage 4 pancreas cancer and she died in the early morning on my 20th birthday
awwwww I'm so sorry 😨😢
my mom didn't have any last words.. she was sleeping (she had Wilson's disease and I guess she was under a machine)
died when I was 7
everyone has last words unless they were never able to speak
The her last words were i love you guys ! And goodbye
O thats nice
I lost my mom when I was 16 and I would give anything to have some notes of closure from her. Thank you for sharing these words from your mom and allowing us to be part of your life in this way. I return to this video on the anniversary of her passing each year, and I feel a sense of calm by hearing about your experience and your closure. Thank you for being so kind and genuine. Your mom sounds like such an amazing woman, and she raised an amazing son.
This made me cry a lot. Didn't know it would resonate so deeply to be honest. Thank you for sharing your mother's memories with us.
Who the fuck disliked this...
maybe it's unfinished because it's for you to finish
why don't you finish it in the memory of your mom
This was just beautiful...
but also sad...
its nearly mothers day... 5th of May 2016... so do something nice not just for your mother, but to everyone...
...sorry for your loss
I don't know if anyone else did this, but I just closed my eyes and listened. I pictured every word you said and it made a beautiful memory in my mind that will be with me forever. Thank you for sharing and I encourage everyone else to just listen to the video. No distractions, no noises, just Ryan's voice. It's breathtaking
Running to hug my grandfather whenever we'd visit when I was 2. He passed away shortly after when I was 3.
I have plenty of pleasant memories from my childhood, but the fondest times I remember are of my dad taking care of me when I became disabled. He has handled it with such grace and humility and has been my rock and my best friend for life. No one will ever compare to him.
Also, my favorite childhood memory; playing at our local play ground. My mom, my dad, and my sister. We went there every Saturday. I remember always running around and climbing all over everything! Good times!!
This is such an amazing and heart felt video. I recently lost a family member who was very dear to my heart, when they were in the hospital they wrote me a letter and I treasure it more than anything in the world. This video is incredibly touching and moving even to us who never knew your mother. Thankyou for sharing this moment with us.
I did not really have a good Childhood memory, but the thing I do remember is my little dog Duke he helped me when I was younger he was my buddy, he loved to play with his toy ball, that was his favorite toy. He helped me block out all the negative in my life at the time He was my second dog I had ever know. When I first got him he would play with my cat angel, like play wrestle she would go along with it to, Duke was such a good dog, I remember when he would get so protective over me like if I ha the blanket over my head he would try to pull it off, or if I was crying he would comfort me with his love. He was my best friend. He ended up getting hit by a car when I was 12 years old, I just remember feeling so hurt, like I had lost someone who meant so much to me. I loved him, he was the best thing I had in my childhood.
Title of this took my breath away as I was merely linked here from a BFvsGF video to supposedly another challenge on your page. Ironically, my mom is dying. We got word from the hospital they didn't think she would make it through the night. She's unconscious hanging in the balance and I'm Devastated. I was only watching videos trying to distract myself #IHATECANCER
my favourite memories so far, are going to the the Dominican Republic with my two siblings and my parents in January, 2015 and getting my dog. she's helped me cope with depression, anxiety and self harm. she's a little angel and i thank God for her every day.
I just lost my grandmother. And my favorite memory with her was watching her ready for a dance she loved to dance. Mexican music was her thang when time came around she would get dolled up! I love her and miss her so much. Coming across this video really helped me
my mother had breast cancer and I was very young. she is a survivor but after hearing this and what he had to say makes you appreciate what you have even more then ever.
This is beautiful. I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you for such an inspiring message. My favorite memory as a kid...I remember doing cartwheels and climbing on my friends swing set and monkey bars at night...i laid on top of the monkey bars looking up at the stars and laughing with my friends. The pure innocence and simplicity of that makes me happy. it's clear you mother loved you so very much. i'm sorry she was taken from you too soon but I appreciate and I'm sure she is so proud of the fact that you use that experience to grow, be a better person, and pass that on to others to enjoy their lives. Thank you xo
Thank you for making this video, it made me think of my grandmother, especially since her death anniversary is coming up. One of my favourite childhood memories is of visiting the UK (I live in Singapore) in the summer and crawling around and searching for the perfect blade of grass with my grandmother in her garden to compliment the little daisy and buttercup bouquet I put together. It may not sound very exciting, but it's a special memory of my grandmother, one that always makes me smile :)