Kion - Dead inside

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Lyrics:
fuck arounnd with me and your ass will get wet up
fuck around and see i dont fold under pressure
i cant help but feel like i lost myself
tell me why i feel like someone else
feeling like my head just wont stop spinning
lifes fucked up and i cant stop grinning
fuck my life
i hate it
dead inside
i cant take it
im losing
all my patience
why is it
complicated
stuck in my head
idk what to do
stuck in this hell
i cant forget you
ill take my life for a moment
ill take my life for this moment
look at your face and its glowing
look in your eyes and i notice
everyone else goes blind when they open
feeling like im cursed i feel hopeless
should i even be alive idk yet
im crippled by anxiety
this life is traumatizing me
scars on my chest and my arms
scream at night when i wake up
I have bad dreams and i hate them
fuck my life
i hate it
dead inside
i cant take it
im losing
all my patience
why is it
complicated
stuck in my head
idk what to do
stuck in this hell
i cant forget you
i hate my life i cant take it
i need to go through some changes
trying so hard to be patient
back and forwarth i keep pacing
im starting to feel like im crazy
im starting to feel like you hate me
trying not to feel like im jaded
trying not to feel like im wasting
agh
fuck my life
i hate it
dead inside
i cant take it
im losing
all my patience
why is it
complicated
stuck in my head
idk what to do
stuck in this hell
i cant forget you
say you hate me im no better
knife to ur neck it makes you quiver
screaming my name it makes me jitter
i know you love me girl its whatever
my chest is empty it feels vacant
got me feeling like a vagrant
i need something for the ailment