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  • @Himmel23
    @Himmel23 6 місяців тому +9535

    I never expected it would be like this when i grew up. I was promised so much as a kid, none of it mattered.

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 6 місяців тому +291

      create the reality you want through hard work and force of will

    • @transformersrevenge9
      @transformersrevenge9 6 місяців тому +160

      I agree. It was all a lie.

    • @justsomedudeidunnoman5421
      @justsomedudeidunnoman5421 6 місяців тому +69

      Hey man, I don't know if this matters to you and I don't know what your circumstances are, but I feel what you're saying and I hope things start turning out better for you.

    • @THECHAOSEMPEROR
      @THECHAOSEMPEROR 6 місяців тому +145

      @@mlongpre100 Yeah that`s bullshit, hardwork and sheer will force will not pay for inflated prices on rent and food especially when the minimum wage has`nt increased for years to match inflation.

    • @Broncos8818
      @Broncos8818 6 місяців тому +6

      14 and deep

  • @AshrunMod
    @AshrunMod 6 місяців тому +5744

    "Surviving ain't living, brother."

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 6 місяців тому +21

      yes it is

    • @StuffedBearSus
      @StuffedBearSus 6 місяців тому +109

      @@mlongpre100nah it isn’t

    • @Razgris
      @Razgris 6 місяців тому +6

      ​@@StuffedBearSus What about dem australians i've heard so much about

    • @kaiiheenjik1668
      @kaiiheenjik1668 5 місяців тому

      In this economy the only choice you have is survival.

    • @X-tR3j
      @X-tR3j 5 місяців тому +28

      ​@@mlongpre100 you dont get it. Look into this more deep.

  • @SMT_NVS
    @SMT_NVS 4 місяці тому +3018

    "Too afraid to die but too tired to live."

    • @AMexicanTacoMuncher
      @AMexicanTacoMuncher 4 місяці тому +1

      Slide 8

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 4 місяці тому +19

      too legit to quit !

    • @SMT_NVS
      @SMT_NVS 4 місяці тому +4

      @@mlongpre100 True.

    • @luisacunha8375
      @luisacunha8375 4 місяці тому +8

      Afraid to survive and be even more fukd up then the last time i tried, i dont know if i should keep on going and try to solve this shit or just end it and pass my pain to others, but i feel like if i were not here would be less of a problem for me and others it just dont feel right i just wish i could give my life to somebody who really want to be here

    • @bshiesty_9917
      @bshiesty_9917 4 місяці тому +16

      @@AMexicanTacoMuncherthis why suicide is such a problem bruh, the internet makes a joke out of mfs going thru shit and not only has it perpetuated a huge stigma of getting help but it also does the opposite of bringing awareness to suicide

  • @G23417
    @G23417 5 місяців тому +5292

    “I don’t want to die, not really. I just want a restart button”

    • @pinkpanther0001
      @pinkpanther0001 5 місяців тому +14

      😢

    • @KyleFrameEdit
      @KyleFrameEdit 5 місяців тому +81

      I want my second chance too

    • @Clevelandbrowns27
      @Clevelandbrowns27 5 місяців тому +60

      yea sometimes it just feels like u messed up and u just want to make things better

    • @Ninjazcole
      @Ninjazcole 5 місяців тому +19

      Yeah agreed, but unfortunately that's how we learn and adapt

    • @assass7012
      @assass7012 5 місяців тому

      This is how I feel. I pretty much died 3 years ago. Since then I can't keep a job, I haven't worked in 2 years. I can't get myself out of this depression paralysis state. I'm pretty sure I'm so desperate to cling onto something that I've bordered on delusion. I have a document on my phone mapping out how I wished my life could have gone, it's like a hundred pages long, and I've started comforting myself by saying when I finally succeed at ending it, maybe I'll get lucky and get to live the life I feel I was owed. Because none of us deserve the external struggle we're forced through. I didn't do anything to deserve the pains in life I can't control. So it's nice to maladaptively daydream the life I wished I could have and lie to myself that I'll eventually get it despite external forces making it impossible, all while my family berates me calling me a lazy piece of shit, selfish loser. I don't even interact with them. I keep to myself, I stay out of their way and I help when they ask me to. But they only ever call me a lazy loser and make me feel so much worse. They act as it they understand depression but they literally tell me getting a job or just getting up and making my bed will fix it. It won't. I've had a job, I made my bed. Those things didn't suddenly cure my suicidal ideation or make my regrets disappear. They think depression is just short term sadness and an excuse to watch TV. I can't even pay attention to my own life anymore, my own self. Every second I'm living through the same regrets on repeat like an endless looping footage reel in my brain. I dissociate and space out and what feels like 5 minutes of internal suffering, regret and embarrassment ended up being 5 hours straight and it went by like that. They act like they understand and act like they're willing to understand, but any time I try to explain, they just yell at me and talk down to me. I'm just a loser piece of shit, they have all the answers, and the second I get a dead-end job, every bad thing that's ever happened to me will suddenly disappear according to them, even though the last 2 times I had a job, none of that went away. Life for me is torture. I never got a normal childhood, and all the people with great lives just tell you "its in the past just move on" but the past directly effects the now, and whether you realize it consciously, or it's subconscious, the past absolutely positively directs your future as well, even if you directly try to push against that. So how can I not be disappointed in my past? How can I live a normal adult life when I had a peculiar and depressing childhood? Even "successful" people with shitty childhoods still end up somewhat unhappy and it effects the rest of their lives. Look at Charles Dickens- one of the most famous and accomplished authors in world history. He grew up with an abusive, absent alcoholic father, and spent half his childhood in an orphanage. What are basically *all* of his books about? Kids being abused by their guardians and ending up in boarding schools and/or orphanages. How did he treat his children and wife? Supposedly like complete shit. It's not nature vs nurture vs environment. It's all 3. Your environment determines what you seek for, your nurturement determines how you seek it, and your nature determines how you emotionally respond to such events. I'm fucking alone, and hurting, and completely unaware of and lacking answers. And instead of getting attempts for answer, I get bullied by my own family. I've been in such a spiral that I've lost 80lbs, gained 120lbs, and then lost 65lbs all in the last 3.5 years. I don't know what to do. Or at least that's what's easier to say, but whats in my head is that I *do* know what to do, and it's the only genuine answer to all of this, all other answers are DNE, the only real answer is just to end it and pray that there is a God that will give me that rest button without half of the bad things I've been faced with that are uncontrollable. But that's delusion. So the only real answer is just to accept fate, accept oblivion, or hope God forgives me. Either outcome is better than continuing on in "life".

  • @Nothingleftforus666
    @Nothingleftforus666 Місяць тому +263

    People think that depression is sadness and tears but it just feels numb most of the time

    • @hyperion.8732
      @hyperion.8732 Місяць тому +5

      Dude, you're so true

    • @Nothingleftforus666
      @Nothingleftforus666 Місяць тому

      @@hyperion.8732 like once I tried to open up to a good friend but they just said “you don’t look sad”

    • @ahteshamstages
      @ahteshamstages 19 днів тому +2

      Bro you are one of those rare guyz realizing the same

    • @Black-xp5ow
      @Black-xp5ow 13 днів тому

      i feel nothing

    • @Nothingleftforus666
      @Nothingleftforus666 11 днів тому

      @@Black-xp5ow exactly. Nothing

  • @kizyyy-r1
    @kizyyy-r1 5 місяців тому +449

    shit gets real when there’s a warning before a video

  • @paulrojas2109
    @paulrojas2109 Рік тому +4632

    Sometimes we all want to let go

    • @AgastyaSingh-w7s
      @AgastyaSingh-w7s 6 місяців тому +93

      But we won't give up

    • @paulrojas2109
      @paulrojas2109 6 місяців тому +34

      That’s right

    • @adarshg2729
      @adarshg2729 6 місяців тому +26

      Let go of things that you can't actually control and you'll be happy.

    • @VanderLinde.
      @VanderLinde. 6 місяців тому +11

      tyler durden

    • @frog6054
      @frog6054 6 місяців тому

      ​@@adarshg2729
      The things that make me unhappy are the things that are out of my control.

  • @Stillasleep53
    @Stillasleep53 4 місяці тому +1022

    People get depressed when they realise that it doesn’t get better. It Never Gets Better.

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 4 місяці тому +16

      you have seen reality ! congratulations !

    • @John-ls1mn
      @John-ls1mn 4 місяці тому +27

      Your so right when you begin to realize it never ends and it's all about money people don't care no really cared not even family then you see it was all a waste of time and bs

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 4 місяці тому +9

      doesn't make you depressed if you accept things the way they are

    • @SMT_NVS
      @SMT_NVS 4 місяці тому +19

      It does get better. You just need patience and trust the process. Based on my own (and others') experience.

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 4 місяці тому +7

      @@SMT_NVS what process

  • @ClashmanTV948
    @ClashmanTV948 5 місяців тому +802

    When I was younger I used to smile

    • @John-ls1mn
      @John-ls1mn 4 місяці тому +4

      Your so right now it's like f ne

    • @Jan-lq1ki
      @Jan-lq1ki 4 місяці тому +1

      What's the matter bro

    • @John-ls1mn
      @John-ls1mn 4 місяці тому +5

      @@Jan-lq1ki I f up my life I'm 32 in debt working. Shity job going no wher e

    • @JourneytoWINover_PORN
      @JourneytoWINover_PORN 4 місяці тому

      I dont even have a job
      So shity job is better then jobless.stay humble brother

    • @John-ls1mn
      @John-ls1mn 3 місяці тому

      @SteliosStylianou-vd9in I'm in debt, have no career or good job l, I'm 32 going to be 33, I'm over everything, and my family f them,

  • @FatherMcKenzie66
    @FatherMcKenzie66 4 місяці тому +308

    A man’s own mind can be his worst enemy

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 4 місяці тому +8

      your mind lies to you constantly

    • @Floriahere
      @Floriahere 3 місяці тому +1

      Mine is. I am a burden on my own heart

    • @_Siloam_
      @_Siloam_ 3 місяці тому

      @@Floriahere Believe in Jesus and He can help you with this 😊

    • @ommehetre1278
      @ommehetre1278 Місяць тому +1

      A man's mind can be his best friend.

    • @Skgaming-zd5el
      @Skgaming-zd5el 10 днів тому

      Most dumb comment​@@ommehetre1278

  • @kurokit5005
    @kurokit5005 6 місяців тому +900

    the only thing really holding me back is knowing the pain i’ll cause to those around me. thats it. i’m not even alive currently because i want to live, but for the sale of others. it doesn’t feel like i’m living at all if that makes sense. i have no direction in this life. i just stumble my way through it tired and alone

    • @bagingospringo4396
      @bagingospringo4396 6 місяців тому +8

      So...like out of spite?

    • @natashabrooks4188
      @natashabrooks4188 6 місяців тому +3

      💯

    • @atakisenoname9006
      @atakisenoname9006 6 місяців тому +13

      Same here... I don't even know why.

    • @Bornstellar071
      @Bornstellar071 6 місяців тому +10

      Just remember that there are people doing terrible things out there and you have to try and find them and stop them. Even if you don't think you're capable of really living there are things you can do with the life that you've been given. Keep your eyes up bro 💪

    • @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm
      @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm 6 місяців тому +5

      Don't Feel Alone!! I Think a Lot of People Live This Way!! Live One day at a Time!! My Friend likes to Pretend Everyday is her last Day!! She likes to have some fun and she likes to do good things for people or for little animals!! 🤷🙋🌻💜🙏

  • @CaptainCoov
    @CaptainCoov 4 місяці тому +1206

    You know your cooked when it’s on your recommends list
    YO STOP BLOWING UP MY PHONE HOLY SHIT DUDE

    • @KommanderEd
      @KommanderEd 4 місяці тому +11

      It was, what does this mean…

    • @CaptainCoov
      @CaptainCoov 4 місяці тому +33

      @@KommanderEd the content you consume it means something you watched it means your depressed

    • @360_epic7
      @360_epic7 4 місяці тому +11

      Yea and everytime i express my feeling my parents beat my ass lol

    • @RichardMiller-q8c
      @RichardMiller-q8c 4 місяці тому +14

      ​@@360_epic7that isnt normal, i wish you the best. We are all human and this is apart of it

    • @360_epic7
      @360_epic7 4 місяці тому

      @@RichardMiller-q8c thanks man, life is hard but i hope everything gets better for us

  • @nolan8420
    @nolan8420 4 місяці тому +63

    "don't kill yourself. that shit kills you"
    -Yoda

  • @MrLockeSocke
    @MrLockeSocke 6 місяців тому +377

    That movie really hit home. If anyone ever asks how depression looks just show them this movie. If they went through it they will understand.

    • @waffle-guy-i9h
      @waffle-guy-i9h 6 місяців тому +15

      Whats the movie called?

    • @TheNek1
      @TheNek1 6 місяців тому +10

      Ye, whats the name of this film?

    • @rsm389
      @rsm389 5 місяців тому +41

      Film: Manchester by the sea

    • @myfarts
      @myfarts 5 місяців тому

      ​@@rsm389ofc hes british

    • @littlegeekchess
      @littlegeekchess 5 місяців тому

      @@rsm389thanks

  • @mustoku1184
    @mustoku1184 6 місяців тому +78

    When i was younger i never expected this loneliness .

  • @Sylvarith
    @Sylvarith 9 місяців тому +225

    Molchat doma really taking off

  • @donprovolone1425
    @donprovolone1425 6 місяців тому +224

    I wish I even had supportive people in my life. Dude's lucky.

    • @UncannyLiving
      @UncannyLiving 6 місяців тому +22

      Sometimes we dont realize how much support we have, our depression makes us think they hate us but in reality they love us. But it doesnt matter , nothing but our selves can rid us of this feeling, either overcome or end it all, the ladder looks promising and less painful and agonizing everyday we wake up and I wish it was over. Worked so hard in life only to fall victim to my own mind, for what? For nothing? Fucking hell

    • @donprovolone1425
      @donprovolone1425 6 місяців тому

      @@UncannyLiving I believe in you, homedawg. You aren't alone! ❤️❤️

    • @finger5748
      @finger5748 6 місяців тому

      ​@@UncannyLiving i feel the same way brother

    • @TiredAsl
      @TiredAsl 5 місяців тому +4

      Hold this L buddy

    • @pinkpanther0001
      @pinkpanther0001 5 місяців тому +3

      Come on bro man. Be your own Supporter

  • @gasparm2195
    @gasparm2195 6 місяців тому +1677

    Worry only about what's under your control. Nothing else.
    Quit scrolling and be active phisically or mentally. Inactivity generates depression.
    Wash yourself, bursh your teeth. Smeel good. Put on clothes that you like and accomplish something in your day even if it's the smallest thing. These will boost your self-esteem and confidence.
    Laugh, eat healthier, go walking or jogging, receive sun and talk to people.
    Stop overthinking and be shameless. Don't allow yourself to care about what other people will say.
    Appreciate the things you have and ignore those you don't.
    Do things that are greater than yourself. The best example is helping other people.
    Everyone can beat depression. You have the power.
    I believe in you. In all of you.

    • @gasparm2195
      @gasparm2195 6 місяців тому +60

      By the way, these are things you MUST remember throughout the day, all your days.
      Write all of these down and keep remembering them frequently.
      Have no problem sharing your problems.
      If you'd like to, we could chat, but by all means, don't keep things for yourself

    • @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453
      @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453 6 місяців тому

      @@gasparm2195none of the advice you gave helped me through depression. The only person that helped me was God.
      And I only trust him to believe in me.

    • @graysonplayer10
      @graysonplayer10 6 місяців тому

      Poetry, this is just empty, vain poetry. You want to do good but it's just puny virtue signaling.
      You don't want depression? Set yourself a goal and accomplish it. You won't be having no depressive thoughts when you chase that goal let me tell you.
      Depression surges when you don't have a goal. When you just live the days with no idea of what to do of it, where to head. When you finish high school you end up finishing your basic goal of finishing high school, and then you need to set yourself another goal.
      Because if you don't, you get depression.
      Set a goal, and get it the best way possible. And once you got to that goal, make another one and keep going until you die.
      To not have goals is to play a game with no way of winning. Like playing tetris with no bricks or playing pacman with no ghosts, and no dots either.
      And you're a human. Do you even know how much every animal on earth envies the privilege you got from just being human?

    • @drewgreen7303
      @drewgreen7303 6 місяців тому +23

      U right man , We all can achieve greatness

    • @Dreamzoner
      @Dreamzoner 6 місяців тому

      ​@@gasparm2195your a real one i wish nothing but the best for you bud 💯💜

  • @nobodyofimportance3922
    @nobodyofimportance3922 4 місяці тому +54

    The worst part of my "mental health journey" was the realisation that I was made sick by the environment I have to live in, and regardless of what medications I took, what therapies I tried, how much i meditated, my diet, reducing screen time, exercising, everything I did, it was futile because my environment would just make me sick again. What humanity really needs to be happy is actually really simple, all we need really (outside of physical needs, shelter, food, etc) is purpose and connection. Not mindfulness, not stoicism, not this or that drug or treatment or therapy or what have you, if we have no meaning in life and we feel completely and utterly alone, there's nothing you can do except numb yourself or escape to a place that will give you purpose and community. We need to acknowledge that depression doesn't just occur in a vacuum, in isolated individuals whose brains are 'broken' in some. It occurs as a social and societal phenomenon, so if we ever want to meaningfully address depression, we need to change our society

    • @mowgli766
      @mowgli766 3 місяці тому +1

      Your username describes your pain and situation. I am tired of this hate as well. I would like to have a conversation with you for my personel healing brother.

    • @ayushking_01
      @ayushking_01 Місяць тому +3

      Irrespective of our individual self sometimes the problem is really our surrounding
      Where the problem exist
      We try to solve them but it's out of our control we can't do much better to them
      So if i suggest try to go away from that place

    • @rubbish9231
      @rubbish9231 12 днів тому

      Which is bullshit. Just take some beer 🍺 .

  • @morii-v6g
    @morii-v6g 21 день тому +15

    Depression isn’t just normal sadness, it’s like you’re stuck in a well, unable to get out, no matter what you do or how hard you try.
    It gets even worse with derealization, now take the being stuck in a well thing, and make it all seem like one big dream.
    Nothing feels good, and nothing feels real.

    • @mast3rchief536
      @mast3rchief536 18 днів тому

      Can’t believe have has the biggest spike in motivation after a heartbreak to start the year, hit the gym all year and now I’ve been hit with arthritis all over my body so now I’m derailed in pain. The physical battle combined with the mental one is crippling

  • @Decap-bs4fc
    @Decap-bs4fc 6 місяців тому +722

    Man time really flies but god is still with me

    • @willbaker8505
      @willbaker8505 6 місяців тому +34

      Fucking based

    • @DrdrGames
      @DrdrGames 6 місяців тому +41

      Christ is the only one who never lets you down

    • @GodisGreat.8942
      @GodisGreat.8942 6 місяців тому +11

      It’s amazing how we give god credit for the little happiness we get and call his name when death is near. Amazing to me how it makes no difference in the world to have faith, makes one think that god does not have a heart like we do. He’s just an entity that we worship not knowing why even though I do believe that we just need something better us to follow and respect like an omnipotent figure… or just parent.

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 6 місяців тому +14

      I have an imaginary friend too, his name is harvey, he's a 6 foot tall white rabbit

    • @fuckUkraineAndIsraelFromRussia
      @fuckUkraineAndIsraelFromRussia 6 місяців тому

      ​@@mlongpre100vah

  • @KingHeroKinnie
    @KingHeroKinnie 4 місяці тому +32

    The thing is depression isn’t just a phase or a feeling, it’s a situation, it’s not all in the head.

    • @AlexBen-v7y
      @AlexBen-v7y 3 місяці тому +2

      My friend, you are not correct. It's DEFINITELY not the situation.
      If you are in a depressive situation, that's something else. If you actually have depression, that's a completely different thing. It's definitely in the head, unfortunately.

  • @iDloper
    @iDloper 5 місяців тому +72

    For anyone who wants the song it’s called Molchat doma - sudna

    • @Sharknark56
      @Sharknark56 3 місяці тому +3

      thank you

    • @iDloper
      @iDloper 3 місяці тому +3

      @@Sharknark56 no worries bro

    • @AhmedMostafa-ir2bl
      @AhmedMostafa-ir2bl 2 місяці тому +2

      What is the movie name ?

    • @dsagfdgf
      @dsagfdgf Місяць тому +1

      manchester by the sea

    • @zynavix
      @zynavix Місяць тому

      erm actually it's "sudnO"
      it means "the vessel" by the way, but something different in the song's context (because of "enameled vessel"), i don't really know what
      that's the neat part about being the russian, you just know the second hardest language in the world by default let's go

  • @theperfectburger9892
    @theperfectburger9892 4 місяці тому +102

    I don’t want to die, I want to try again.

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 4 місяці тому +8

      you already did infinite times, just have no memory of it

    • @vincentxu4709
      @vincentxu4709 3 місяці тому +1

      @@ataaronoHeaven is way to be revived

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 3 місяці тому

      @@vincentxu4709 Hell is too

    • @Ultra_SSJ_Rose
      @Ultra_SSJ_Rose 3 місяці тому

      God can give you a new beginning he is the way the truth and the life

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 3 місяці тому

      @@Ultra_SSJ_Rose did god hire you for his advertisement agency or something?

  • @Kal-El207
    @Kal-El207 6 місяців тому +123

    Manchester By The Sea. Great film.

    • @CardFromSKP
      @CardFromSKP 4 місяці тому +3

      Nah it's not great
      It's the best film about a man

    • @spyguy6933
      @spyguy6933 4 місяці тому +8

      what living in manchester does to a mf

    • @CardFromSKP
      @CardFromSKP 4 місяці тому

      @@spyguy6933 You have to watch it to understand.

    • @CardFromSKP
      @CardFromSKP 3 місяці тому

      @@spyguy6933 not funny 💀

    • @Delta007YT
      @Delta007YT 3 місяці тому +3

      @@spyguy6933actually, the film is not set in Manchester - England. It is set in an American town called Manchester-by-the-sea

  • @Riketi
    @Riketi 6 місяців тому +466

    "Caer esta permitido, levantarse es una obligación"

    • @joaquindandru7315
      @joaquindandru7315 6 місяців тому +4

      Esa frase deja de ser bonita si ya caiste demasiado.
      Pero mantengo la esperanza en mi mismo y poder sentirme feliz conmigo mismo y conseguír más amigos. Total que ya estoy acá, mucho no puedo hacer.

    • @campeãodomundo2137
      @campeãodomundo2137 5 місяців тому +1

      You can't make me do anything

    • @Riketi
      @Riketi 5 місяців тому +4

      @@campeãodomundo2137 Keep your head up, my friend, finish watching the movie before leaving the theater.

    • @captain_whiteice
      @captain_whiteice 5 місяців тому

      @@campeãodomundo2137then you are weak

    • @d0u796
      @d0u796 5 місяців тому

      Quien sos vs para decir o obligar a hacer? O solo copiaste xq te parecía una frase "piola"?

  • @ktefccre
    @ktefccre 6 місяців тому +215

    In this cruel world, they have robbed us of our freedom: enslaved by our jobs, robbed of our health, deprived of our chance for love.
    Sometimes, it feels like the only real choice we have left is our exit 😢
    The future appears so bleak and hopeless.

    • @iletyouwin561
      @iletyouwin561 6 місяців тому +12

      With that attitude "THEY" sure have

    • @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm
      @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm 6 місяців тому +1

      I Know Exactly What You Mean!! That Why We Feel like 💩 Sometimes!! I Understand!! I Get it!!

    • @U-PN-BI-IBW
      @U-PN-BI-IBW 6 місяців тому +6

      mhm, bc life outside of civilization is so free and clear of obligation and work… womp womp

    • @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm
      @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm 6 місяців тому +2

      @@U-PN-BI-IBW YOU Know Exactly What He Means!! 😠😠😠

    • @U-PN-BI-IBW
      @U-PN-BI-IBW 6 місяців тому +5

      @@LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm yeah and he’s being a silly billy

  • @Brassyman32
    @Brassyman32 4 місяці тому +47

    Most of us here are broken not depressed, depression is a mindset, being broken is a wound that can never be healed. Once ur broken you don't smile, talk, or laugh. U just become silent, u become a whole new man, a broken man.

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 4 місяці тому +14

      you just made that up on the spot

    • @DARKMADNESS666
      @DARKMADNESS666 3 місяці тому +4

      ​@@ataaronomost likely.

    • @alex-sm6zh
      @alex-sm6zh Місяць тому

      “Depression is a mindset”? What the hell are you yapping about? Do you like making fun of people who have a serious mental disorder?

    • @infinitepower1449
      @infinitepower1449 8 днів тому

      I also made up my comment on the spot

  • @ChristianDrane-ex6fi
    @ChristianDrane-ex6fi Місяць тому +7

    The way he pulled the trigger without a second thought

  • @pepperoni__5
    @pepperoni__5 26 днів тому +8

    I've decided to watch that movie bc I've seen many clips like those. And what a great movie!! Made me tear up and cry a lot. I wish sometimes I didn't have depression at all, but God's know I will win!! Whoever reads this, be safe out there!!

  • @erdenebatjugder3050
    @erdenebatjugder3050 5 місяців тому +38

    In the darkest times light can appear at any moment so don’t cut your life short just wait and let the road take you. A wise man.

  • @HandsomeYoungSir
    @HandsomeYoungSir Місяць тому +69

    0:17 brave asf, I would’ve done that too

    • @rachell-n2y
      @rachell-n2y Місяць тому +13

      Dont do it bro.. Ur existance matter and your family loves you ❤

    • @HandsomeYoungSir
      @HandsomeYoungSir Місяць тому +3

      @@rachell-n2y thanks

    • @EvanzAirspace
      @EvanzAirspace 23 дні тому +5

      @@rachell-n2yno they don’t

    • @DarkGundam-nr2cb
      @DarkGundam-nr2cb 22 дні тому

      ​@EvanzAirspace screw you, dude.

    • @crisvilas6460
      @crisvilas6460 22 дні тому +1

      If you do it make sure you wear a cool costume 💯

  • @arandomuser3098
    @arandomuser3098 6 місяців тому +16

    I have been so kind, so supportive so ready to be there when they needed it, i was a tool to them

    • @drecaine646
      @drecaine646 6 місяців тому +3

      Been there too, helped a bit to remind myself really I didn’t do anything wrong there that’s on them. Won’t fix it but it is the truth, don’t go puttin’ someone else’s blame and wrong doing on yourself because you were lied to. You won’t forget how to see through this kinda shit after you know, won’t be a second time.

    • @arandomuser3098
      @arandomuser3098 6 місяців тому

      @@drecaine646 thank you, brother!
      They will one day see how wrong they were to use me, they will one day crawl back only for me to use them as a road tile like they used me.

  • @jakechaos1009
    @jakechaos1009 23 дні тому +4

    We can all agree on what it feels like this shows us how bad society has gotten where so many men go through same things but are alone

  • @sheenampandeyvlog
    @sheenampandeyvlog 3 місяці тому +8

    “Dying is easy soldier, living is harder”

  • @Denji-xc3cy
    @Denji-xc3cy 8 місяців тому +213

    You, you , yes, you , hang in there bud , it'll be alright💖

  • @hoangbop
    @hoangbop 6 місяців тому +22

    feel this every single day

  • @iopoebk
    @iopoebk 4 місяці тому +37

    I do want to die, to disappear, to be nothing, to feel no pain, no joy either, I want not to be

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 4 місяці тому

      you are half way there

    • @squidwardfromua
      @squidwardfromua 4 місяці тому +13

      "Sleep is good, death is better, but, of course, the best thing would have never been born at all" - Heinrich Heine

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 4 місяці тому +1

      just despawn

    • @Pain-r7b
      @Pain-r7b 4 місяці тому +1

      Shiv is the answer.!
      Believe me

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 4 місяці тому

      @@Pain-r7b You mean worst answer

  • @flynneugene2675
    @flynneugene2675 4 місяці тому +61

    0:04 it was never fixed in the first place

  • @einie1047
    @einie1047 4 місяці тому +3

    “Life isn’t worth living because of the things you’ve accomplished but because of the things you’ve survived”

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 4 місяці тому +1

      listen to the voice that wants to die, you can make excuses to shut it up but it will come back if you don't listen

  • @sielsm3743
    @sielsm3743 6 місяців тому +13

    I can’t believe i thought life was bad when i was younger. If i could talk to my younger self id say enjoy where you are now because it’s about to get worse than you would’ve ever imagined.

  • @nandagopalmylvaganan7406
    @nandagopalmylvaganan7406 5 місяців тому +15

    one of the worst things in the world is poverty and loneliness

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 3 місяці тому +4

      that's 2 things

    • @Persianking00
      @Persianking00 Місяць тому +2

      Poverty is the starter of more pains such as depression, mental disorders etc. Only Tough ones can survive and become great. Majority on the other hand will be destroyed. This is a sad fact about the world

  • @RiverCosine-wv3ry
    @RiverCosine-wv3ry 6 місяців тому +254

    When I was younger, I'd always being depressed and lonely was cool. Until I found its not and it hurts..
    Edit: I'm not lonely anymore :D

    • @bayareasportsfan04
      @bayareasportsfan04 6 місяців тому +6

      Congrats

    • @gavlanthedwarf7544
      @gavlanthedwarf7544 6 місяців тому +4

      The good ending

    • @torquetheprisoner
      @torquetheprisoner 6 місяців тому

      pam and her five sister treating you right i hope🤞

    • @jacktimefilms5824
      @jacktimefilms5824 6 місяців тому

      You will be soon.

    • @Focus2.46
      @Focus2.46 6 місяців тому +1

      Glorified through social media as being different and “quirky” 🤷‍♂️ ironic seeing as a vast majority suffer from it

  • @VijayKumar_Boss
    @VijayKumar_Boss 6 місяців тому +11

    I'd recommend this to someone who is as depressed to the core and being lonely most of the times. Please take a walk for at least one hour before taking any major decision and have a full meal though its hard to have at this time. Though the problem might not get solved immediately yet we should try to ease the pain in some way.

  • @Xswz8
    @Xswz8 4 місяці тому +5

    one of the greatest movies I've ever watched

    • @chubbs2783
      @chubbs2783 4 місяці тому

      Movie name?

    • @Xswz8
      @Xswz8 4 місяці тому

      @@chubbs2783 Manchester by the sea

    • @hichigotv
      @hichigotv 3 місяці тому +1

      ​@@chubbs2783Manchester by the sea

  • @コンドル男栗山
    @コンドル男栗山 3 місяці тому +9

    The film depicts a world in which there is nothing but punishment, but the little smile he shows saves the audience's hearts.

    • @Kmarks_
      @Kmarks_ Місяць тому

      Name of the series ?

  • @subhagatachowdhury5039
    @subhagatachowdhury5039 5 місяців тому +8

    Thank god I got out of that slump... Brothers please dont give up. I know it can be hard at times, and tbvh i still suffer a bit from anxiety and overthinking makes it worse but i am at least doing better than i was doing a few months ago. Please dont give up on yourselves. Not for the world but for your own self. Don't do anything drastic... YOU are needed in this world❤

  • @arminiuscherusci4410
    @arminiuscherusci4410 6 місяців тому +38

    I feel good actually. Since Covid I immensely suffered from panic attacks and heart rhythm issues, which prevented me from nearly all kind of enjoyable activities, however, now since a few months I have this under control and these attacks don’t dictate my life anymore. Although I’m a lot on my own and I still have problems socially connecting to others, but I’m so happy man, it’s unbelievable.
    When you are truly at the bottom, and you can’t even walk around the block or have s3x without having a bpm of 170 combined with a panic attack, you really appreciate a normal life, even if it’s a lonely normal life. Just be glad that you are alive guys and make the best of it.

    • @YoungStoic45
      @YoungStoic45 5 місяців тому

      I hope you didn't get the jab.

    • @adamg574
      @adamg574 5 місяців тому

      covid was a hell of a time for me. I didn’t get vaccinated but it was the sickest I’d ever been and I didn’t feel right for a month. I’m grateful I didn’t have lingering effects. The turnaround for me was when I started taking nattoserra.

    • @arminiuscherusci4410
      @arminiuscherusci4410 5 місяців тому

      @@julianwarren__stopped taking benzodiazepines and all kind of other drugs, started going out as much as possible, being active and meet people. But I still suffer from them time to time with an elevated heart rate for hours. You need good psychotherapy and a stabile social environment to manage the anxiety

    • @arminiuscherusci4410
      @arminiuscherusci4410 5 місяців тому

      @@YoungStoic45no, thanks to my trainer back then who said it wouldn’t be mandatory for my job

  • @majormaya
    @majormaya 10 днів тому

    This is an amazing video. Great song choice

  • @regularyoutubename
    @regularyoutubename 4 дні тому

    “Ignorance is bliss” starts sounding like a warning more than a quote.
    The one thing keeping people alive is not knowing how awful the world truly is.

  • @JdDoesEditz
    @JdDoesEditz 5 місяців тому +3

    “ Although you might be going through something, the bravest thing that you can do is love yourself.” - A Wise Man

  • @poptartz3544
    @poptartz3544 5 місяців тому +4

    The worst thing about it is knowing that you don’t really want to end your life..deep down you know the only thing you want, is to end your pain and suffering.

  • @bayareasportsfan04
    @bayareasportsfan04 6 місяців тому +25

    I've never attempted suicide, but sometimes I'll think about what would happen if I did go through with it. And then I think about how my parents would react, and how heartbroken they'd be. I guess what I'm trying to say here is, is that yeah life sucks, but I just gotta soldier through

  • @yeslolyo
    @yeslolyo Місяць тому

    For the people who needs to hear this, you're doing well. We're here for you. You got this.

  • @thefourthguy1506
    @thefourthguy1506 Місяць тому +2

    I wish everyone here gets the help they need. Everyone needs something to live for.

  • @IAmBetterThanIWasYesterday
    @IAmBetterThanIWasYesterday 6 місяців тому +13

    One of the best lead performances in film in the past 24 years it’s a shame the actor is a real life c word.

    • @tofoo1
      @tofoo1 5 місяців тому

      C Word?

    • @IAmBetterThanIWasYesterday
      @IAmBetterThanIWasYesterday 5 місяців тому

      @@tofoo1 you can’t deduce what I mean?

    • @tofoo1
      @tofoo1 5 місяців тому +1

      @@IAmBetterThanIWasYesterday no cause idk what the guy did in real life

    • @IAmBetterThanIWasYesterday
      @IAmBetterThanIWasYesterday 5 місяців тому +1

      @@tofoo1 some allegations about misconduct against women

  • @Coolkruger1212
    @Coolkruger1212 3 місяці тому +5

    I miss it when l living with my grand parents
    Happy days ❤️ R.I.P granny😔💔

    • @Eliassaad-yc4fp
      @Eliassaad-yc4fp 3 місяці тому

      I know how it feels

    • @predwards8941
      @predwards8941 3 місяці тому

      My grandmother passed away a few months ago….she was the most amazing women I have ever know. She got real sick during Covid and I thought I was going to loose her then but I was so blessed to have over a year more with her. I feel for you in this time of pain but I hope you have peace in the future ❤️

    • @Coolkruger1212
      @Coolkruger1212 3 місяці тому

      @@predwards8941 danm MHSRIP bro 🙏
      We gotta stay strong g
      Grandparents are the best people on this world ❤️

  • @yulb.allwright
    @yulb.allwright 6 місяців тому +5

    Great edit! 👏 🥲

  • @peeyushmandoria5236
    @peeyushmandoria5236 3 місяці тому +1

    love this thing make more like this love you man

  • @SimSwapHero
    @SimSwapHero Місяць тому

    We need more videos like this to open up our minds.

  • @MC_DOOM44
    @MC_DOOM44 6 місяців тому +58

    To all those who are depressed pls do not be afraid to reach out to someone and talk about it you guys are not alone for Jesus is with you and if your thinking of doing it don’t it’s not worth it and I know this message will not instantly heal you but I just wanna say to all you guys are who is struggling with depression that everything will get better have a blessed day 🙏🏼🙏🏼 and always keep your head up❤❤

    • @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453
      @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453 6 місяців тому +4

      I’d never do it, cause I know exactly where I’d go if I did

    • @ГришаДубосос
      @ГришаДубосос 6 місяців тому +2

      “Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!..” No offends, dude, but why should I worry about some Jewish dude, if he loves me or not. This dude must be cruel if he like to see how millions op people die becomes of wars, hunger and etc, so why should people do not be afraid if Jesus with them

    • @drecaine646
      @drecaine646 6 місяців тому +2

      Nice to see a genuine, heartfelt support comment that wasn’t riddled with “just don’t let things depress you” and the like.

    • @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453
      @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453 6 місяців тому +2

      @@ГришаДубосос ah yes, the classic argument of “if God exist why bad thing happen!!!” Wow, what an original perspective! No theologian has ever thought of an answer to this question before! As for what you said earlier, which despite saying “no offense” was completely contrasted with your callous comment, the reason you should care is because he died for you and you owe your life to him. Jesus was flayed down to the bone so YOU could have salvation. He endured unimaginable torment so YOU could reconcile with God. How could you not be grateful? How could you be so insulting to the greatest man in the world? You baffle me.

    • @ГришаДубосос
      @ГришаДубосос 6 місяців тому +2

      @@lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453 I have never asked him to die for me. And why did you say that I offended him? Did he said to you that he was upset by my comment?

  • @bigempty777
    @bigempty777 5 місяців тому +4

    This is life, constantly being balanced between too alive and too dead inside

  • @DFR55921
    @DFR55921 6 місяців тому +6

    "There's Nothing There."😔

  • @niteporter
    @niteporter Місяць тому

    Absolutely one of my favorite movies ever. The scene between him and Michelle Williams. Stunning, heart breaking and beautiful.

  • @mrsonu6162
    @mrsonu6162 3 місяці тому +1

    Fuck the depression Great Edit Bro and you gave justice to Manchester By the sea👏

  • @Dab0cmt
    @Dab0cmt 4 місяці тому +16

    Not me looking at my hunting guns while watching this in my garage

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono 4 місяці тому

      what are you hunting?

    • @Dab0cmt
      @Dab0cmt 4 місяці тому +1

      @ataarono i shoot down birds and go deer hunting in my locas woods out here In Connecticut

    • @winterblommetjie
      @winterblommetjie Місяць тому

      Hi are you okay

    • @ataarono
      @ataarono Місяць тому +1

      @@winterblommetjie No, he is a hunter

    • @e.m.9590
      @e.m.9590 26 днів тому

      Hello fellow new englander 😅

  • @goodpufferfishBD
    @goodpufferfishBD 4 місяці тому +3

    This gave me a choice of "why living when you can lose it all"

  • @yqhlr
    @yqhlr 6 місяців тому +3

    i come from a hispanic household, majority of the world views my kind as the “hardest workers” but honestly i can’t bare to spend another minute here. believe me, i am grateful for my family and my siblings and what friends i have. but there’s this saying that parents give when you need encouragement or need to work harder which is “echale ganas”. i hated hearing those words because i gave life EVERYTHING that i had. i am clinically depressed and have tried and tried to overlook it and find things that make me happy. but those are only distractions from what’s infront of me. i’m just tired

  • @smithersoneil290
    @smithersoneil290 Місяць тому +1

    this movie was incredible

  • @silentkiller9837
    @silentkiller9837 3 місяці тому +2

    This movie broke my heart

    • @TheScaryGod
      @TheScaryGod 3 місяці тому

      I hope when I watch it I will get the same feeling.

  • @transformersrevenge9
    @transformersrevenge9 6 місяців тому +7

    Every day the voices tell me to end it all, so I can get a bit of peace and quiet. And every day I live my life in hedonistic ways, to get even a bit of enjoyment out of it. But should things get worse, I don't think I could go on.

  • @adamadam358
    @adamadam358 6 місяців тому +8

    Don't give up please. Life can be better, just give it a chance.

    • @AnujTiwari-cc3kb
      @AnujTiwari-cc3kb 5 місяців тому +4

      Fuck it.

    • @ConnecticutDevourer
      @ConnecticutDevourer 3 місяці тому

      Nah

    • @e-zombie
      @e-zombie Місяць тому

      Now now, death is the only real gift we get in our lives, death is only fearsome if watched in third person, death only frees you from consciousness which is arguably the worst thing in this world

    • @kirku8114
      @kirku8114 Місяць тому

      Nah, fuck that bro. Btw if you see this message I already passed

    • @adamadam358
      @adamadam358 Місяць тому

      @@kirku8114 hope you're doing fine. Please keep fighting bro.

  • @altarhantecir1482
    @altarhantecir1482 Рік тому +23

    fascinating

  • @dolphie69
    @dolphie69 3 місяці тому +1

    The Affleck brothers performance is always a masterclass

  • @Wulthrad
    @Wulthrad Місяць тому

    It seems due to my persona (specifically persona 3) obsession that started this month that depression vids like this are popping into my recommendations

  • @AlexV.13
    @AlexV.13 3 місяці тому +7

    I just wanna wake up

    • @mhukvevo117
      @mhukvevo117 3 місяці тому

      Pro everything will be ok ......... just believe in god and your self i know soo many things may be you will thing i am crazy ........... the most important thing is love it was all the time love
      A girl love us a friend love us a parents love us a community love us but world is dark ......
      I wish we would forgive but if we didn't we will have a chance to Revenge from everyone in a matter of 3 years 💖💔

    • @mhukvevo117
      @mhukvevo117 3 місяці тому

      I love pro you whare all time loved ❤

  • @casimir_stonewallRP
    @casimir_stonewallRP 5 місяців тому +6

    Truly losing people you care about who's the hardest thing to go through. but there will always be people that understand and will be there for you. We are never truly alone I say this if you need to hear this you matter.

    • @Jakepearl13
      @Jakepearl13 3 місяці тому

      Thank you so much

    • @casimir_stonewallRP
      @casimir_stonewallRP 3 місяці тому

      @@Jakepearl13 you don't need to thank me but everything will be okay I know it will

  • @LaveniaRavouvou-yz8sr
    @LaveniaRavouvou-yz8sr 6 місяців тому +10

    "Come to me all weary and heavy laden , l will give you rest" JESUS

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 5 місяців тому

      and make sure my priests have a lot of kids to diddle

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 5 місяців тому

      I want to feel jesus inside me ! come into me jesus fill me with your love !

    • @CrunchyFinn
      @CrunchyFinn 4 місяці тому +1

      ​@@mlongpre100 Pause

    • @HughJanus-x2k
      @HughJanus-x2k Місяць тому

      W bible verse

  • @TheDogBark27
    @TheDogBark27 4 місяці тому +1

    ‘I don’t wanna die I just wanna get relief’ -NF

  • @RyanNathen
    @RyanNathen 3 дні тому

    The fact that the song is about Suicide and depression makes this even more depressing

  • @FaviGamingWF
    @FaviGamingWF 5 місяців тому +4

    Crazy man, I’m 16…and I never thought I’d be this alone and suffering in silence…in the night. I don’t like crying. But there is a moment once a year where I breakdown in alone or in silence. Once I do I’m good for another 12 months

  • @Daily_boomshakalaka2007
    @Daily_boomshakalaka2007 4 місяці тому +4

    For everyone on here watching this video
    This has helped me more then a lot of things to be happy. What I did was listen to jimmy buffet. He is just a happy dude, island themed, and it just gives you happiness. Hoped this helped!

  • @kikidoy
    @kikidoy 5 місяців тому +14

    We all don't wanna die we just want our problem to go away

    • @squidwardfromua
      @squidwardfromua 4 місяці тому +1

      Talk for yourself

    • @kikidoy
      @kikidoy 4 місяці тому

      @@squidwardfromua ok☠️

    • @blackhawk_1317
      @blackhawk_1317 4 місяці тому

      @@squidwardfromuaI’m gonna tickle u

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 4 місяці тому

      wishing it away won't cut it .

    • @kikidoy
      @kikidoy 4 місяці тому +1

      @@mlongpre100 real

  • @Adamz.fingerboards
    @Adamz.fingerboards 9 днів тому

    "Life suck, sometime, when dying, it sucks but when living, it also sucks."

  • @TheRealAltomon
    @TheRealAltomon 3 місяці тому

    “There’s always bad times, but they’ll always wake you up to the good stuff you weren’t paying attention to”
    -Robin Williams

  • @joseigo2024
    @joseigo2024 6 місяців тому +5

    Cant take it anymore

    • @flynnaussie1271
      @flynnaussie1271 6 місяців тому +5

      Hang in there brother

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 6 місяців тому +2

      I say this every morning , then laugh cause I said it all before

  • @Bluegamer897
    @Bluegamer897 16 днів тому +4

    I feel like this

  • @abdulnourr-Habibi
    @abdulnourr-Habibi 4 місяці тому +3

    This is a sick vid what movie

  • @willslick6837
    @willslick6837 4 місяці тому +1

    you wont let me live, you wont let me die - Superman

  • @stevenpro4851
    @stevenpro4851 4 місяці тому +1

    "The more you try to get away from your past, the more clinging you will feel to it."

  • @Caseohsbellyrolllint
    @Caseohsbellyrolllint 6 місяців тому +4

    I’ve never said this to anyone but. To everyone here. I’m 15 and Depressed, I have no emotion in me, feel hopeless, just pain, done bad things, sinned so much, and have had suicidal thoughts. If you’re reading this I want you to keep going. there’s always gonna be bad days. You have to have bad days to have good days. You can never feel good forever. But know matter What your going through. There’s Always Light at the end of the tunnel. Keep your head up💙

    • @kaylatapley2094
      @kaylatapley2094 6 місяців тому +1

      "It's not the first step, or the last step that's the hardest. It's the next step." Just focus on your next step. It will get easier. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow. The thing is, you have to do it every day. Keep moving forward. I love you.

    • @orca1557
      @orca1557 6 місяців тому

      I don’t mean to sound rude bit it’s somewhat funny for a 15 yr old to be giving advice on depression. Some people have been in the hole for longer than you have existed, not that I want to discredit your experiences, it sucks either way. Give it another decade to two and see if your the same person then. I’m still pretty young myself, nearly 25 now, and I can somewhat relate to what you’re saying. I too feel like I am a sinner and I am to blame for all of my own misfortune. I’ve been feeling pretty numb lately, almost sociopathic really. My mother just had to get on oxygen, idk why but I don’t really care. Maybe I’ve been unconsciously preparing myself for this for a while; she’s brought up her mortality a handful of times in the last couple of years, but I can hardly withstand such heavy conversations. I think at some point I started seeing life as inconsequential in order to cope with feeling of helplessness. I’ve been trying to convince myself that there is merit in working towards goals, but there is a logical part of my mind that knows I am just sand on a beach.

    • @Caseohsbellyrolllint
      @Caseohsbellyrolllint 6 місяців тому

      ⁠​⁠@@orca1557Yes I understand. Even though I’m 15 years of age, i am not actually giving advice on depression. I’m simply telling people that coming from a person who has Suicidal thoughts, depression, etc, that know matter what they are going through, to keep there head up and they will make it even if they don’t believe it’s true. I can relate to how you talked about your mother being on oxygen aswell. My mom has been on oxygen for some time because of her terrible lungs from all of the things she’s allergic to. I don’t really understand how if I Was giving depression advice to people that would be funny? I guess Younger people with bad depression doesn’t matter as much and they can’t speak on it.

    • @Caseohsbellyrolllint
      @Caseohsbellyrolllint 6 місяців тому

      @@kaylatapley2094Thank you. 💙

    • @orca1557
      @orca1557 6 місяців тому

      @@Caseohsbellyrolllint sorry man, I was a few beers in and ranting. Best of luck in your future endeavors.

  • @thatonecatwiththetophat
    @thatonecatwiththetophat 4 місяці тому +8

    I hope you all feel better and know that you are loved, even if it's just some random stranger telling you that
    We could be good friends I bet
    But you're not alone
    I know how it feels too and I hate it

  • @fulturk4306
    @fulturk4306 6 місяців тому +4

    I still remember my 8th grade in middle school, I was in such a deepressing state, I still recall the dreadfull feeling of drowing in sorrow, it was odd how much I enjoyed the feeling, it was like a drug and I longed for it.
    Eventually I just sucked it up and realized how close I was to letting go, now im 17 and hitting 18 and honestly sometimes when things dont go well the feeling comes back, not as strong but it makes want to just listen to music and lay in bed for hours. Im hoping that the military will allow me to just forget all of it and turn me into a different person because im still the same kid I was when I was 15 and I dont want to let my mom down again like I did back then.

    • @sphinx2077
      @sphinx2077 4 місяці тому

      Don't go into the military dude it's gonna make it so much worse. I'm saying this bc i have my best interest in you. There's a reason why veterans struggle so much post deployment. I wanna ask you though, do you feel like you have any purpose in life? Perhaps this lack of purpose/meaning could be contributing to your feelings

    • @fulturk4306
      @fulturk4306 4 місяці тому

      @@sphinx2077 I'm afraid it's a little late for that, but yes I agree that the lack of purpose highly contributed to my depression along side a heavy break up and abuse.
      I have always liked the idea of joining the armed forces, and now that I really don't have anything else I want to do, the military seems like the perfect option for me, I am not depressed at the moment or at least not as badly as before so I'm thinking clearly, and this is the only option I have and I don't mind it.

    • @ZenAdept42
      @ZenAdept42 Місяць тому

      @@fulturk4306Firstly, you ok bud? Secondly, the military can provide experience, brotherhood and purpose. But as the person above said, please be careful after deployment. I hope there are resources you can access if needs be?

    • @ZenAdept42
      @ZenAdept42 Місяць тому

      @@fulturk4306also I get how you feel. I work in retail atm and I have no drive or purpose. It just feels like the same shit again and again but I don’t feel good for anything else, especially with the depression, autism and ocd. I hope I’m not making it about me, just wanted to let you know I do relate.
      All the best to you.

  • @zhnwn
    @zhnwn 5 місяців тому +2

    Guys,be strong mentally, cause this is the key

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 4 місяці тому +1

      guys be strong physically cause this is the key

    • @zhnwn
      @zhnwn 4 місяці тому +1

      @@mlongpre100 you know the quote healthy mind in a healthy body,this is the reason I am saying this

  • @fordie_thegreatest13
    @fordie_thegreatest13 17 днів тому +1

    Remember this for all of you, life isn't just about depression, this video talks about a young man who suffers depression unfortunately, but all of you, are gifted by god, the gift of having a life, a body, a soul, there are many people out there suffering much worse fates than one can think, do not fall into the devil's tricks, i love you all very much, even if i don't know you, I COUNT ON YOU, and don't let yourself down! ❤❤

  • @MunawarNiyas-w6v
    @MunawarNiyas-w6v 11 днів тому +2

    DONT WORRY GOD IS WITH YOU.

  • @LeonardoSilva-un7hh
    @LeonardoSilva-un7hh Місяць тому +3

    You don't want to die, you just want to end this pain. Believe and surrender to Jesus.

  • @xavier6956
    @xavier6956 3 місяці тому

    One of the most beautiful movies i can relate to

  • @Ep4368
    @Ep4368 27 днів тому +2

    Imagine how many tears we all had to hold back. All of those uncried tears would cause Noah's flood.

  • @verspin
    @verspin 5 місяців тому +216

    0:18 Skill issue

    • @SweeTeasGarbageDump
      @SweeTeasGarbageDump 4 місяці тому +22

      Lil bro forgot the safety was on ☠️☠️ L+Skill issue
      But actually that scene was misery 😢

    • @ButchersNailsEnjoyer
      @ButchersNailsEnjoyer 4 місяці тому +7

      I think it’s a glock too which doesn’t even have a safety switch 😂. They pretty much have a double trigger you have to pull for a round to come out

    • @filipsajdok9817
      @filipsajdok9817 Місяць тому

      Glock's don't have safety​@@SweeTeasGarbageDump

    • @DMLJ-p8x
      @DMLJ-p8x Місяць тому +1

      Holy shit

    • @yahtadi5152
      @yahtadi5152 Місяць тому +1

      Lmao