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Pile 3. I am working both on my freedom of choice and that of other people's. I don't want to be controlled and forced to live in a way that doesn't resonate with my energy.As well I want others to be free. I need space and often I retreat from others because I want people to breathe as freely as they can. My attitude, nevertheless, is often perceived as driven by a fear of commitment, but my deepest inclination is to be free to fly like a bird and taste the magic of life.
pile2. I still have the ability to contact the earthbound spirits and help them cross over,Thank you!I worked in 20yrs as medium/healing(.Got a burn out).I` cleaned up` old warfields of attached spirits.I am reiki master since 1993.
I’ve been Married to a victim narcissi for 31 years and have now split. Due to him never letting down his walls I did try and control the relationship because it felt so out of control. I have since let go and let God as they say and boy what a difference !!! My life is beautiful carefree and I truly feel alive for the first time other than when I was a little kid❤
Pile 3. Thank you for this message. It actually helps a lot. I've struggled all my life with control and manipulation from others. I just want to be free and live as I am, but since I was a child that people told me that I was wrong in being as I am. And I believed in them. After dealing with the shadow and karma of my family, I found a sense of finnally being free. I understood that most of the issues that I was dealing are not my own, but instead were acquired by my strong empathy. It was like I was healing all the geracional karma. I can feel other people feelings as my own. It took me a while to understand that and to accept that I can read other people as an open book,, because every time that I confronted people with the things that I saw in them, they said that I was crazy or that I was making up things in my mind. Now, I am building a strong sense of believing in who I really am, whithout the interference of others. I get the feeling that people get attached to me, because I work as catalyst that brings their shadow to light, through love. So, my main struggle at this time, is to deal with that attachement, because I feel people in my energetic field, and sometimes I don't know if I am receiving their feelings or if they are mine.
Pile 1. I cannot possibly fully express my gratitude. This explains experiences in my life/dreams and why they provoked such a traumatic response. I have lived that life in this lifetime. Truly. However, I will continue to choose love and break those ancestral curses. Thank you so much!!
Pile 2, I have a gift of premonition that has been passed down from my mother's side. Have always been interested in the mystic; shamanic qualities are definitely resonant with me. So interesting, thank you.
Pile 1 - well that was uhhh that was a roller-coaster... i cried a lot and when you explained what happened with my person, then said "I'm sorry" a damn burst and I started balling... I hope i can find my person and be happy in this life, I feel like my soul wants to apologize as well.. Everything else explains a lot of why I am currently the way I am, trying hard to go into the light and be happy. It's very hard for me, it's nice to know where it comes from and not just being "lazy" or "depressed". I just fought so damn hard before that now I'm just absolutely exhausted, but still feel the need to get somewhere just to get some semblance of relax.
For pile 1; i did what i need to do in order to survive. And i like to thank you finally i learned why I always felt that i need go to top in order to survive all in my life. ❤
pile 1 : Damn I felt it and I knew it. Not much to say I think my life right now is similar to that one but I always fight for what I believe is true and I always have a compassion to those who are broken and made wrong choices. I believe in the possibility of the light in darkness that's why I am always drawn to those kind of people. And for the great loss and lesson, I always have a longing for someone and feel sorry I never knew why and never wanted to accept. I hope I can meet him/her again and makes things different this time :) and in my family, love was never important there was only logic and hard work so I rejected a lot of things and fought for my own beliefs. I tried to act in a way that I wasn't and I hated every part of it. And I fear very few things and one of them is repts. I think, for all this time I had a very good reason to it hahah. Thank you for this great reading
The Dorian card is really cool. I had not seen Dorian’s depicted that way before. But I have felt “spiritual” tentacles coming out of my head. I have seen the tenticles in meditations before.
Pile 1. Im writing a fantasy book with different inteligent species. One of them are a conqueror species that launch an invasion, and in their way to the final destination, they conquer other smaller civilizations. On of these, is a tribe of mer-beings (kinda mermaids). They are elusive and live in a marsh, which makes a direct attack difficult. The soldiers build a camp and they stay for months. The mermaids begin to reveal themselves to the soldiers. The leader of the army eventually falls in love with one of them. This lecture made me think of that story, and i saw how it continued. I saw his generals betraying him, becasue they believed their leader was betraying them. The rest fits with what you said. He loses his love, his people, but doesnt die yet. It resonated deeply with pain ive been carrying, and dont quite understand where it comes from. Thank you
that blew my mind. thank you. it sounds like you're writing as a way to process what happened, even if you were not consciously aware of it, that is incredible. ❤️
This is the first time I’ve ever subscribed to a UA-cam channel. I love the depths of your readings. You inspire me. I am pile 3. And all my past relationships have been met with abuse (physically and emotionally). But this will not deter me. I have faith that I will find the one before leaving this place. ❤
#3: have Waking Visions of Sirius. Control and being controlled… yes…hummm, Tapping! reiki… Thank you🤗🙏🏼💙Many connections with Merkabas, Old Soul, Lightworker, Healer.
Wow…I’m kinda speechless. I had commented previously on one of your videos about abandonment issues and Lo and behold in pile 3, you said that I’m most likely carrying some shadow energy from that off-earth place. I’m simply stunned. Your readings are always impeccable but this one ….this one was simply extraordinary. So, thank you so much for the reading. Sending hugs your way (if you want)🥺❤️🫂
I just read your other comment and I immediately thought you might pick this pile. That would be one example how these patterns can carry over many lifetimes, experiencing similar trauma until we're ready to process it. One thing I wanted to say on the other comment is that while I will do a Reiki healing for the past live wounds, it will not be a full healing session for one specific lifetime. For this, I need to set up the session individually and send Reiki specifically to that one lifetime. ❤️
Pile 3. I call myself a Priest of the Void. It took a lot of Shadow Work to feel comfortable enough to take the title. Darkness is not to be taken lightly and harnessed the right way, it can be your best ally.
pile 3 as well. I’ve been connecting a lot with the Void. Black Hole energy , dark matter helps fuel portals and the feminine womb is connected to the Infinite Void.
Pile#3 I Love listening to past life readings. When I hear repeated messages I know they are meant for me. This reading seemed to bring together all the information I've collected- Wisdom Keeper here 😉 and I am humbled to share that I have been working through transcending control in ALL my relationships from both sides. When I became a mom I began to recognize this behavior in myself and have been working very hard to "loosen my grip" on the people & things I Love. I thank you dearly for bringing through these messages and am looking forward to tuning in to learn more about you my friend. ✌️ & ❤
Hello! First I want to say that I love the aesthetics of this reading, its so minimalistic and beautiful! 🦚 Second, thanks for the out of the box and unconventional vibe, I love how they turned out to be extraterrestrial past lives and how you could dive deep into this subject! 🪐 Last but not least, Id love to know more about your own past lives indeed!! Please do this video!! 💖✨
I think in terms of control what I have experienced in this life time is being alone. Not fitting in and not want to conform in order to be welcomed into a group. So I have felt I have had to do everything myself. And now I am realizing I don’t have to do everything I can receive and allow spiritual entities to give to me and humans too. When I didn’t conform and when ai was shunned I held that position. Now I am releasing that position and vibrating to love, which allow me to live myself and my differences and allows me to live and accept the differences of others even if it is just a mask of conformity they are wearing. This in turns allows me to receive love and acceptance from them. In many ways. My reaction to feeling shunned was resentment and evening doing things alone I found I had to conform to certain laws and ways to get by and I felt resentment with this too. When I understood people are conforming like this because it’s simply what they have been taught to do and taught mostly with fear tactics then I no longer felt resentment towards them. This has been a lifetime of learning. I have loved people for as long as I can remember but still misdirected my resentment when it became personal. Or even collective. So I had to really look at why these tactics of control and fear exist. I’m still not sure why they exist except renments of what you mentioned about certain annunaki creating a race to work for them and using these tactics to control them. Kind of like monkey see monkey do. Anyway, forgiving people because this is simply what they have learned and what has been programmed into them. And vibrating with a signature of love, meaning loving people and circumstances and seeing the “good” in them usually brings out the “good” in them and they return love to me. I saw this when I was the only kid in class respecting and being kind towards the teacher. The teacher was then very kind towards me. Same thing with grumpy, old people. Being kind to them led them to be kind towards me and I didn’t experience their “mean, grumpy side”. Other people claimed to experience. I’m sure this is not the whole truth because it is just too big to unpack here. But thanks for the invitation to explore it.
Pile 3 I am definitely on the asserting side but it is not now and never has been intentional. This resonated with me very deeply and provided insight into questions I’ve always had about myself. Thank you 💛✨
Pile 1, this is not the 1st time i discovered I have energetic ancestry with this timeline of reptilians. I always play this theme of being the 1st to awaken from the programming and being the ground shaker of the time.. the one who ‘walks against the grain for contrast’. I also reincarnated in many different star systems that have lighter consciousness. I had been all around the galaxy.. and I had also played the part of the persecuted race later down the line. The main theme of my lifetimes may it be earthbound or starbound is ‘first agent of change’ on both sides of the party. I also found out from my QHHT past life regression that I prefer living my life climbing ranks from the ground up so that I could experience all life perspectives and teach people different ways to live life and different levels of consciousness. It may be hard at 1st to accept this but I immediately had the understanding that all roles lead to one goal and that is going back home to source albeit in different pathways, and to be where I am energetically now.. I would have to go through being an oppressor and reptilian. It is all part of the process of expansion. As for the lost love, my wound has always been abandonment. And what played out from billions of years ago has played out also in this lifetime. I was separated with no contact with the only person I had met in this lifetime that i felt unconditional love. This person has the only energy signature that activated this part of me that I had forgotten. The unconditional love that no human can even understand. Upon meeting and unwillingly separating with him, due to life circumstance, and not by our own choices..it activated a lot of my memories and abilities.. and parts of my dna that are dormant. It basically repeated that theme of activation and reconnection to my real self thru my heart portal. And yes my current theme in this life is.. ground breaker also. I only come to Earth on main energetic turning points or shifts to assist people in their expansion and progress because it is my specialty due to my lifetimes on other star systems. Also, this is my last lifetime in this 3rd dimension. So it is only fitting to close the cycle with the same theme I started it with. Only, I am doing it better now.
@@Infiniteuniverse0000 Yes by letting go :) Separation is many things, it is graduating from your cycle and energy not aligning at the now. By letting go, it will align again in the perfect time. How quickly you manifest depends on how aligned you are to your true self without fear and how the other people are aligned to theirs. :)
left over emotions from that time re: pile 2 makes sense to me now regarding the deep sadness - now I understand why certain things are triggers, as there are similar things going on these days. Wow, interesting and grateful for further insights.
I see that we had “energetic signatures” that were strong and others could choose “or elect” to vibrate with that energy. So unlike a king which everyone had to follow and obey you could choose to “be like” or “follow” a certain signature. Much like on earth. On earth we don’t have to elect leaders we can choose to find energetic signatures and align with that energy. Such as peace and love. And it becomes more prevalent. And easier for others to also align with.
Pile 3. Fascinating and I do understand what the reading was giving. And yes I do know that I manipulated relationships on a subtle level. Romantic and plutonic. ❤
Thank you so much! I was drawn to pile number two. I definitely felt like there were some strong *dings * in there for me! I so appreciate hearing this message during this time of my life as I am completing my death Doula certification. I was absolutely concerned about having people attach themselves to me during the death process. So wonderful to have some validation for a fear that sees completely invalid.🙏🏻
W🤩w! Such an interesting reading (pile 3). This gave me such valuable info about myself and many aha moments. Yes, I have definately been struggling with control in relationships (in many ways). Thank you for this reading 🙏🏻 so looking forward to hear about your previous lifes 🥰
Pile3, it’s an interesting reading. I could already guess the king part other than that….i did recognise I had a pattern of wanting to keep friendships and relationships in my life that necessarily doesn’t align with me, I moved from a place of lack rather than love. I have been seeing my own patterns addressing the wound and letting people and relationships go that don’t serve me in my highest purpose….theres this lesson in allowing things to fall, allowing things to happen , allowing myself to be and allowing others people to choose their free will as well. It’s very interesting read for me. 😮👾😌
Adjusting energy to help bring it out of the dark so it can n heal according to what is needed is very much what I am doijng at the moment and I resonate deeply with Sirius energy. This is a fascinating reading, especially about carrying some energy forward - thank you for the help with the meditation etc I will certainly look into it. Thank you.
Pile 2! - Okay, I couldn't believe what I was hearing while listening to this video. I got inspired enough to do my own past life tarot reading for the first time yesterday. The message i got from my spirit team after I pulled the cards was that it was actually about my origin life. I read the cards intuitively and interpreted it as: a male human warrior who knew they possessed mystical abilities, having to do with something about him dying and coming back to life, somehow related to a conflict or war. Learned a lot of love, but felt a lot of sorrow his whole life. It seemed like later I had a daughter that got killed by enemies, and I ended up ending my life to end the suffering i lived with. I thought the mystical soldier part was weird at first, i had to ask more questions about it. That's where the death and resurrection thing came up. I even searched to see when cpr became a thing in war because of it! But I ended up coming to search for first life readings on UA-cam out of curiosity, and out of doubting my own reading and automatic writing skills! 😂 And the parallels seem too coincidental here. I've even said that I feel like I'm meant to be a medium in this lifetime, but part of me is too scared to let it through (which sounds like a contradiction!) Your reading feels like it filled in a lot of the blanks I had. It actually sounds like a mix of my reading, combined with a show I've been creating for years, which blew me away! Like it's unconsciously a past life memory! I was always too nervous about diving into past lives on my own, like I wouldn't trust or like what I saw. So your reading gave me a whole new confirmation to explore. And so much motivation!! Thank you so much for this!! 🌌🌠🙌
Pile 2 thank yoj so much. I do help people go over. Tjis life i would like to do readings but i normally back out. I feel frightened. Very interesting Xxx
Pile 3 - This is what I do when I go outside at night ~ I look at Sirius and I can't break away, because I know I have ties to Sirius and I miss it. All the things you described, I am interested in and know about and I tell my BF about how some stars are merkabas. I think I also have Lyran roots and these two places tie together for me. Very fascinating reading, thank you!
Pile 2: OMG!!! Wow!!!! No-ones gonna believe what I'm about to say. I'm going through the exact same trauma except of course that it's not a real hierarchy, but the whole dinamics underneath the surface is the same. I have been depressed and paranoid trying to figure out who I can trust and most people has left because of the toxic work environment and I couldn't seem to find the courage to actually speak my mind or leave because of circumstances and confusing messages that kept coming to me that I shouldn't be running away, but be brave and how I would be miserable If i don't stand up and do something, anything. So I stayed and have been busy figuring out why people are so scared and found out that this woman has a lot of power and everything just gets swept under the rug, and people are being victimized in a devious hard to pin point ways if she finds out you're against her. Sounds like a horror movie from those times, but all that has been said in the cards is true and just playing out again under different circumstances. I am trying to make things better and being an empath and untrained in these sort of things these energies are sooo sooo traumatizing that it sometimes forces me to isolate as much as humanly possible. Now I understand why I felt this deep fear of doing the wrong thing and kept on sarcastically referring in our secret discussions to her as the queen (sounds freaky now and kind of wow.). Now i understand where the queen idea came from and the feelings of helplessness, Why the feelings of guilt and worthlessness overtook me. Why I couldn't find the strength and power I could so deeply feel was there. Thank you so much for this reading. I now know that the reason things were so intense asif my head could be chopped off at any time was because I was re- living my past and I'm not in that sort of danger in this lifetime. Yet, it truly felt like it, but I seem to feel lighter now. Although I have always been helping, protecting and guiding people with my intuition as best I can there was always this feeling that there's more and I could do more and be more for those that need me, but as I now know i buried that something and that's also why I never wanted to read about or touch the topic about past lives - I believed it should be left alone and when I prayed for guidance in my lost state and saw this channel I got the power from somewhere to actually face a fear and listen. Wow, still shaken. The truth does set you free and I'm ready to get my power back. Thank you, thank you........!!! 🙏 🤗 💕 🌈 🌞 🌻
#3. YES! Off planet life…Wisdom Keeper/healer…I knew I am a Star-seed…from Syrios A, that came up in this reading. I would imagine it is difficult when you are trying to read off-planet lifetimes. ❤
Pile 3... Woah. It's interesting that both music and shadow work came up since I feel like music is my biggest calling in this life, and yet what I'm most drawn to both in listening and singing is stuff like progressive/technical death metal which already feel like shadow work by definition, like finding the hidden beauty in darkness and whatnot 😅 The love / addiction thing is also interesting since I guess I've struggled a bit with some kind of the flip side to something like this? Like an aimless longing for love and some addictive behaviors to cope... As for the question about control, I guess it's also a bit reversed, as a dad I sometimes feel too permissive but maybe I just have trouble setting healthy boundaries 🤷♂️
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Pile 3 sounds like the fine tuners of evolution when things are going wrong. We tweek aspects of life that need to go or stay for the greater good. We balance between worlds to keep life just. This was an eye opening read. Ty!
Pile 1 here. Gone through whatever. In time (in our eternity) all beings become mellower, smarter, more intuitive. What and how you are doing depends on the soul interest, your current DNA (wiring) and how many experiences you have so far. All souls are eternal and move from one ET civilisation to another during eons of time. Here in the Earth Experiment we’re all equal wherever we come from. How we behave at this moment in our life depends on how many Earth lives and earlier soul experiences we have got so far. Who is an old soul here now on Earth was a young soul on Earth at some other time. We enter at different times and leave at different times. Who hasn’t experienced the real shit doesn’t know what high or low vibration is. Those who dream to be airy fairies don’t know what actually light-working and high vibration means. It’s all our choice to dare to go through all kind of experiences (not only the nice ones, and not only as “a victim” in the bad ones). Life is exciting and we have the chance to be part of something that others across the Universe don’t dare. Cheers, folks.
Pile - number 3 - my husband always says to me I have to have control or be in control especially when it comes to finances so that is something to ponder & do reki on as I feel I don't but maybe on a another level I do- thank you
Pile 3 here 😥🤩😇 thankyou so much for this reading, I'll be doing the EFT tapping, I really have trouble letting go and letting source in, I've been in survival mode / control mode not sure if these are the same sort of experiences for a very long time, I'm looking forward to booking with you , so much appreciation to you beautiful soul for all help 💟🙏😇
Great reading. I’ve been working on this for a while and it makes 100% understanding. I was number two. Yes and I was told that I was a queen in a past life and when I looked up this woman it was spot on same personality the people in my family causing problems. Yes and they work in government now some of them. Thank you
Wow.. this was pretty steep but resonated instantly. P3 here with the honest recognition of clinginess out of the fear of losing the person - this was such an eye opener and also very inspirational for me to keep working on this theme. Trusting that was meant to stay is coming when I let it flowing freely.. the sentence You read twice was key indeed. Thank You from the Heart 💜🌟
pile 3 wooowww fascinatingg. well i am in a twinflame connection so during the period before separation i do think i was desperate n controlling a bit trying to get an emotionally unavailable person to talk to me 😂but after a long time of getting triggered i finally realized properly (nearing end of last year) that i was looking for validation of feeling lovable. yeaa
I picked pile 2. I already had a reading years ago, which said that I lived in Germany during the years of the war, and had involvement on some level, with the nazi party. Your reading adds more confirmation to that previous reading.
I had this running in the background working on something, so i heard all the piles. How many chose 1 and don't want to admit it? We've all been everything after all. I can oddly relate to all of these, but I've been around a while. I've spent most of my lives off this planet.
P2 & P3. Bith rang true and also ignited my next soul purpose [ Kundalini/Tantric/Sacred Sexuality practice to expand my Healing abilities] thank you soo much 💓
Hi, pile #3 🙋🏻♀️. I don't recall past lives, but i think i got a good understanding of the sensual energy and of the sexual one. To me the sensual energy gives people the sensacion of been accepted and is so easy that by turning it in to the sexual one, you can get people to be willing to compromise them selves. I understand that what you said is probably the reason why I am having to deal with this. 😢 understanding is good. Thank you ❤.
Got totally mesmerized by your hands . 😮 You and I have the same hand shape with the nails shaped the same and the most fascinating is that we use them the same way. With the pinkie so often seperated from the other theee when we want to emphasize something. Never thought of that before. Now I will go listen to my pile. I am certain it will be intriguing.
Pile 3... Woah. It's interesting that both music and shadow work came up since I feel like music is my biggest calling in this life, and yet what I'm most drawn to both in listening and singing is stuff like progressive/technical death metal which already feel like shadow work by definition, like finding the hidden beauty in darkness and whatnot 😅 The love / addiction thing is also interesting since I guess I've struggled a bit with some kind of the flip side to something like this? Like an aimless longing for love and some addictive behaviors to cope... As for the question about control, It's interesting... As a dad I might be a bit too permissive, but I may have struggled a bit with how some of my significant other's limits relate to my own 🤔
Chose pile three, even in this lifetime I am integrating my shadow at a grand level, it is a fine line and the thread represents this perfectly. Amazing to see the flow and the way this energy intuitively flows in the now. I also have been able to just gaze at the sky and most of the time my eyes fall upon Orion's Belt, spot on! Many of the traits to the Sirian A beings are a direct reading on my interests throughout life. The shadow being related to sexual energy is incredible, as my interests in highly suggestive and provocative imagery is very high, to the point of utilizing it within my workouts and imagining such ideas to fuel me during highly intense physical routines. It ends up being a great thing, as it is a consistent source of energy to better myself, rather than to hurt anyone. I did have a pet lizard when I was young, a Chinese water dragon I picked out myself. Perhaps the energy I am clinging onto is the extreme exercise, out of fear that certain groups will have more strength than me, very survival based. As stated it relates to the sexual energy and is [Root]ed in the lower chakras. THANK YOU!
Pile 3 I remember being in the USSR it was absolute hell I cry and have this feeling of torture in my heart I can’t describe the glomminess and absolute dread of waking up
Pile 3: Very informative, take from it if I realy care about people I should not translate this into responsibilities but better to give up on them entirely, that's when positive things begin taking you by surprize! The connection between sulphur and the devil somehow keeps puzzeling me: ballance and boundaries are probably the answer... Oh I don't know! ❤
Pile #2 omg you are amazing, I got chills listening to this reading, something in me felt this so deeply it shook me to my core. I had a dream that I was in communication with a reptilian and you were right! there are different levels of them who had ranking. I was under the command of one of them. There was many different looking reptilian and the most vicious ones were bigger 8-9 ft tall with a green like hue, mine was about 8 ft tall but with a blue like hue. He seemed to be syphoning my energy especially when I was in pain and taking it to the bigger green ones, it seems that was his job and that’s one of the ways they feed. I couldn’t see my own human form but assumed I wasn’t one of them, because they feed off of other species not their own. If I was one of them I held very little power. Yes they are destroyers of worlds. Often people talked about the green hue reptilians, what I saw was they’re many different ones with reddish brown and blue hues. Funny I remember not fearing him and I didn’t understand at the time. Now your reading explains why I was so familiar with them. In the past I have been around them for centuries. In many lifetimes, all what you said made absolute sense. I now live as a pure white light in the 5D and very powerful, my soul knows and have learned unconditional love considering my journey started in a dark place. I have mastered many things in my previous lifetimes and my soul has evolved immensely. I faced a lot of challenges and overcame them all and now I’m here to help raise the vibration and aid GAIA. I have completely transformed and in a more loving warrior mode. Thank you so much you are one of the rarest readers I have ever come across, keep it up , some people need to hear and know our past to try to understand why we are the way we are. Thank you once again beautiful flower 🌷 ❤love from across the pond💯💕🇬🇧🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Pile 3? I feel I need to go deeper? A lot of what you said resonated, relationships for me are hard, because as you stated I see what others do not and feel. This makes me so misunderstood, because all I want is for everyone to feel the love that is in my heart and soul. As for my love life, I've been blessed to have found a genuine soul who is pure of heart. This reading left me wanting to know more.
Numver 3 wow no wonder im so irritated when people are so fear based. I try to teach them to create a non fear based thinking... ok so from a teenager til i was 34 i was very attached, jealous so i would try amd control things plus im a scorpio Sun, Venus, mercury and Jupiter, also they would would be very controlling but in a different way. I started to buckle down a do a deep dive shadow work on myself which in turn changed things within myself totally. And i started to love myself. Got myself out of depression which i think i was only depressed because i needed to remember what' my king role was so to say. I started letting go.. loving all of me.. being perfectly fine being alone in solitude.. i awaken more gifts within,,, more knowledge and visions came.
Stack 2. I do want to reach into those psychic gifts. I don't remember much, but I do have those negative feelings like regret, depression, sadness. It's crazy.
Also number 3 i actually had this dream where in the dream i woke up in a library so to wqy and i wqlked over to the book tha was very talk with a skeleton on it with red arua type sots on certain parts of tye skeleton. I mean it was a hugh book.. i woke up thinking that was like the akashic records library
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Is it possible for someone to have been through all three? Thank you so much for your compassion!💛
Yes. Trust yourself. If all three resonate with you and feel familiar, you've had these experiences. @@dani323
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Pile 3. I am working both on my freedom of choice and that of other people's. I don't want to be controlled and forced to live in a way that doesn't resonate with my energy.As well I want others to be free. I need space and often I retreat from others because I want people to breathe as freely as they can. My attitude, nevertheless, is often perceived as driven by a fear of commitment, but my deepest inclination is to be free to fly like a bird and taste the magic of life.
same～
pile2. I still have the ability to contact the earthbound spirits and help them cross over,Thank you!I worked in 20yrs as medium/healing(.Got a burn out).I` cleaned up` old warfields of attached spirits.I am reiki master since 1993.
thank you for sharing this with me, that is incredible! And thank you for doing that work, I know it's not an easy job to work in this field at all ❤️
I'm same also only 4 years in I'm at burn out now ,I feel I'm coming through though any advice welcome, sometimes I feel Ive gone crazy
O have that ability too!
I’ve been
Married to a victim narcissi for 31 years and have now split. Due to him never letting down his walls I did try and control the relationship because it felt so out of control. I have since let go and let God as they say and boy what a difference !!! My life is beautiful carefree and I truly feel alive for the first time other than when I was a little kid❤
Listening to pile 2 and just kept feeling like it was in France, probably The French Revolution.
Pile 3. Thank you for this message. It actually helps a lot. I've struggled all my life with control and manipulation from others. I just want to be free and live as I am, but since I was a child that people told me that I was wrong in being as I am. And I believed in them. After dealing with the shadow and karma of my family, I found a sense of finnally being free. I understood that most of the issues that I was dealing are not my own, but instead were acquired by my strong empathy. It was like I was healing all the geracional karma. I can feel other people feelings as my own. It took me a while to understand that and to accept that I can read other people as an open book,, because every time that I confronted people with the things that I saw in them, they said that I was crazy or that I was making up things in my mind. Now, I am building a strong sense of believing in who I really am, whithout the interference of others. I get the feeling that people get attached to me, because I work as catalyst that brings their shadow to light, through love. So, my main struggle at this time, is to deal with that attachement, because I feel people in my energetic field, and sometimes I don't know if I am receiving their feelings or if they are mine.
Pile 1.
I cannot possibly fully express my gratitude. This explains experiences in my life/dreams and why they provoked such a traumatic response. I have lived that life in this lifetime. Truly. However, I will continue to choose love and break those ancestral curses.
Thank you so much!!
Pile 2, I have a gift of premonition that has been passed down from my mother's side. Have always been interested in the mystic; shamanic qualities are definitely resonant with me. So interesting, thank you.
Pile 1 - well that was uhhh that was a roller-coaster... i cried a lot and when you explained what happened with my person, then said "I'm sorry" a damn burst and I started balling... I hope i can find my person and be happy in this life, I feel like my soul wants to apologize as well.. Everything else explains a lot of why I am currently the way I am, trying hard to go into the light and be happy. It's very hard for me, it's nice to know where it comes from and not just being "lazy" or "depressed". I just fought so damn hard before that now I'm just absolutely exhausted, but still feel the need to get somewhere just to get some semblance of relax.
For pile 1; i did what i need to do in order to survive. And i like to thank you finally i learned why I always felt that i need go to top in order to survive all in my life. ❤
pile 1 : Damn I felt it and I knew it. Not much to say I think my life right now is similar to that one but I always fight for what I believe is true and I always have a compassion to those who are broken and made wrong choices. I believe in the possibility of the light in darkness that's why I am always drawn to those kind of people. And for the great loss and lesson, I always have a longing for someone and feel sorry I never knew why and never wanted to accept. I hope I can meet him/her again and makes things different this time :) and in my family, love was never important there was only logic and hard work so I rejected a lot of things and fought for my own beliefs. I tried to act in a way that I wasn't and I hated every part of it. And I fear very few things and one of them is repts. I think, for all this time I had a very good reason to it hahah. Thank you for this great reading
The Dorian card is really cool. I had not seen Dorian’s depicted that way before. But I have felt “spiritual” tentacles coming out of my head. I have seen the tenticles in meditations before.
Pile 1. Im writing a fantasy book with different inteligent species. One of them are a conqueror species that launch an invasion, and in their way to the final destination, they conquer other smaller civilizations. On of these, is a tribe of mer-beings (kinda mermaids). They are elusive and live in a marsh, which makes a direct attack difficult. The soldiers build a camp and they stay for months. The mermaids begin to reveal themselves to the soldiers. The leader of the army eventually falls in love with one of them.
This lecture made me think of that story, and i saw how it continued. I saw his generals betraying him, becasue they believed their leader was betraying them. The rest fits with what you said. He loses his love, his people, but doesnt die yet. It resonated deeply with pain ive been carrying, and dont quite understand where it comes from. Thank you
that blew my mind. thank you. it sounds like you're writing as a way to process what happened, even if you were not consciously aware of it, that is incredible. ❤️
Pile 2! Reminds me of the Queen of hearts were she says “off with their heads!
This is the first time I’ve ever subscribed to a UA-cam channel. I love the depths of your readings. You inspire me. I am pile 3. And all my past relationships have been met with abuse (physically and emotionally). But this will not deter me. I have faith that I will find the one before leaving this place. ❤
wow, thank you ❤️ Having faith that someone will match your good energy is so important, keep it up ❤️
#3 Thank you for a very interesting reading. Sirius/Sirians. was right on, I love music and love to sing.
pile 2. i resonated so much with this. it was incredible and appreciate this so much. i’m going to focus on integrating this 💞
#3: have Waking Visions of Sirius. Control and being controlled… yes…hummm, Tapping! reiki… Thank you🤗🙏🏼💙Many connections with Merkabas, Old Soul, Lightworker, Healer.
oh my your setup is BEAUTIFUL, you have such an eye for aesthetics and beauty!!
Agree 💯💎💃🏻
Wow…I’m kinda speechless. I had commented previously on one of your videos about abandonment issues and Lo and behold in pile 3, you said that I’m most likely carrying some shadow energy from that off-earth place. I’m simply stunned. Your readings are always impeccable but this one ….this one was simply extraordinary. So, thank you so much for the reading. Sending hugs your way (if you want)🥺❤️🫂
I just read your other comment and I immediately thought you might pick this pile. That would be one example how these patterns can carry over many lifetimes, experiencing similar trauma until we're ready to process it. One thing I wanted to say on the other comment is that while I will do a Reiki healing for the past live wounds, it will not be a full healing session for one specific lifetime. For this, I need to set up the session individually and send Reiki specifically to that one lifetime. ❤️
@@the.dark.alchemist I’ll be purchasing that personal tarot reading from you as soon as I’m able to 😭 might as well get the reiki healing with it❤️
Pile 3. I call myself a Priest of the Void. It took a lot of Shadow Work to feel comfortable enough to take the title. Darkness is not to be taken lightly and harnessed the right way, it can be your best ally.
🤝 fellow pile 3
I share similar feelings and appreciate your stance and share 🙌🏾 here 🙏🏽 thank you
pile 3 as well. I’ve been connecting a lot with the Void. Black Hole energy , dark matter helps fuel portals and the feminine womb is connected to the Infinite Void.
Pile#3 I Love listening to past life readings. When I hear repeated messages I know they are meant for me. This reading seemed to bring together all the information I've collected- Wisdom Keeper here 😉 and I am humbled to share that I have been working through transcending control in ALL my relationships from both sides. When I became a mom I began to recognize this behavior in myself and have been working very hard to "loosen my grip" on the people & things I Love. I thank you dearly for bringing through these messages and am looking forward to tuning in to learn more about you my friend. ✌️ & ❤
Hello! First I want to say that I love the aesthetics of this reading, its so minimalistic and beautiful! 🦚 Second, thanks for the out of the box and unconventional vibe, I love how they turned out to be extraterrestrial past lives and how you could dive deep into this subject! 🪐 Last but not least, Id love to know more about your own past lives indeed!! Please do this video!! 💖✨
Love your table decoration. The peacock ! Pile1
thank you 🥰
I think in terms of control what I have experienced in this life time is being alone. Not fitting in and not want to conform in order to be welcomed into a group. So I have felt I have had to do everything myself. And now I am realizing I don’t have to do everything I can receive and allow spiritual entities to give to me and humans too. When I didn’t conform and when ai was shunned I held that position. Now I am releasing that position and vibrating to love, which allow me to live myself and my differences and allows me to live and accept the differences of others even if it is just a mask of conformity they are wearing. This in turns allows me to receive love and acceptance from them. In many ways.
My reaction to feeling shunned was resentment and evening doing things alone I found I had to conform to certain laws and ways to get by and I felt resentment with this too. When I understood people are conforming like this because it’s simply what they have been taught to do and taught mostly with fear tactics then I no longer felt resentment towards them.
This has been a lifetime of learning. I have loved people for as long as I can remember but still misdirected my resentment when it became personal. Or even collective.
So I had to really look at why these tactics of control and fear exist. I’m still not sure why they exist except renments of what you mentioned about certain annunaki creating a race to work for them and using these tactics to control them.
Kind of like monkey see monkey do. Anyway, forgiving people because this is simply what they have learned and what has been programmed into them. And vibrating with a signature of love, meaning loving people and circumstances and seeing the “good” in them usually brings out the “good” in them and they return love to me. I saw this when I was the only kid in class respecting and being kind towards the teacher. The teacher was then very kind towards me. Same thing with grumpy, old people. Being kind to them led them to be kind towards me and I didn’t experience their “mean, grumpy side”. Other people claimed to experience.
I’m sure this is not the whole truth because it is just too big to unpack here. But thanks for the invitation to explore it.
Pile 3 I am definitely on the asserting side but it is not now and never has been intentional. This resonated with me very deeply and provided insight into questions I’ve always had about myself. Thank you 💛✨
Pile 1, this is not the 1st time i discovered I have energetic ancestry with this timeline of reptilians. I always play this theme of being the 1st to awaken from the programming and being the ground shaker of the time.. the one who ‘walks against the grain for contrast’. I also reincarnated in many different star systems that have lighter consciousness. I had been all around the galaxy.. and I had also played the part of the persecuted race later down the line. The main theme of my lifetimes may it be earthbound or starbound is ‘first agent of change’ on both sides of the party. I also found out from my QHHT past life regression that I prefer living my life climbing ranks from the ground up so that I could experience all life perspectives and teach people different ways to live life and different levels of consciousness. It may be hard at 1st to accept this but I immediately had the understanding that all roles lead to one goal and that is going back home to source albeit in different pathways, and to be where I am energetically now.. I would have to go through being an oppressor and reptilian. It is all part of the process of expansion.
As for the lost love, my wound has always been abandonment. And what played out from billions of years ago has played out also in this lifetime. I was separated with no contact with the only person I had met in this lifetime that i felt unconditional love. This person has the only energy signature that activated this part of me that I had forgotten. The unconditional love that no human can even understand. Upon meeting and unwillingly separating with him, due to life circumstance, and not by our own choices..it activated a lot of my memories and abilities.. and parts of my dna that are dormant. It basically repeated that theme of activation and reconnection to my real self thru my heart portal. And yes my current theme in this life is.. ground breaker also. I only come to Earth on main energetic turning points or shifts to assist people in their expansion and progress because it is my specialty due to my lifetimes on other star systems. Also, this is my last lifetime in this 3rd dimension. So it is only fitting to close the cycle with the same theme I started it with. Only, I am doing it better now.
Separation is a decision, you can manifest anyone back ❤
@@Infiniteuniverse0000 Yes by letting go :) Separation is many things, it is graduating from your cycle and energy not aligning at the now. By letting go, it will align again in the perfect time. How quickly you manifest depends on how aligned you are to your true self without fear and how the other people are aligned to theirs. :)
left over emotions from that time re: pile 2 makes sense to me now regarding the deep sadness - now I understand why certain things are triggers, as there are similar things going on these days. Wow, interesting and grateful for further insights.
I see that we had “energetic signatures” that were strong and others could choose “or elect” to vibrate with that energy. So unlike a king which everyone had to follow and obey you could choose to “be like” or “follow” a certain signature. Much like on earth. On earth we don’t have to elect leaders we can choose to find energetic signatures and align with that energy. Such as peace and love. And it becomes more prevalent. And easier for others to also align with.
Pile 3. Fascinating and I do understand what the reading was giving. And yes I do know that I manipulated relationships on a subtle level. Romantic and plutonic. ❤
Thank you so much!
I was drawn to pile number two. I definitely felt like there were some strong *dings * in there for me! I so appreciate hearing this message during this time of my life as I am completing my death Doula certification. I was absolutely concerned about having people attach themselves to me during the death process. So wonderful to have some validation for a fear that sees completely invalid.🙏🏻
W🤩w! Such an interesting reading (pile 3). This gave me such valuable info about myself and many aha moments. Yes, I have definately been struggling with control in relationships (in many ways). Thank you for this reading 🙏🏻 so looking forward to hear about your previous lifes 🥰
Please do more like this!!! I love that you speak and specify about nonhuman lives versus earthly ones and i love past life messages ! Thank you!
I resonate with pile number three mainly and number two! Your gift is amazing and so very beautiful!!! ❤❤❤
Pile3, it’s an interesting reading. I could already guess the king part other than that….i did recognise I had a pattern of wanting to keep friendships and relationships in my life that necessarily doesn’t align with me, I moved from a place of lack rather than love. I have been seeing my own patterns addressing the wound and letting people and relationships go that don’t serve me in my highest purpose….theres this lesson in allowing things to fall, allowing things to happen , allowing myself to be and allowing others people to choose their free will as well. It’s very interesting read for me. 😮👾😌
Adjusting energy to help bring it out of the dark so it can n heal according to what is needed is very much what I am doijng at the moment and I resonate deeply with Sirius energy. This is a fascinating reading, especially about carrying some energy forward - thank you for the help with the meditation etc I will certainly look into it. Thank you.
Pile 2, thank you. I love your vibe
im pile 3 and yes contrpl in relationships has been a problem.
Pile 2! - Okay, I couldn't believe what I was hearing while listening to this video. I got inspired enough to do my own past life tarot reading for the first time yesterday. The message i got from my spirit team after I pulled the cards was that it was actually about my origin life. I read the cards intuitively and interpreted it as: a male human warrior who knew they possessed mystical abilities, having to do with something about him dying and coming back to life, somehow related to a conflict or war. Learned a lot of love, but felt a lot of sorrow his whole life. It seemed like later I had a daughter that got killed by enemies, and I ended up ending my life to end the suffering i lived with.
I thought the mystical soldier part was weird at first, i had to ask more questions about it. That's where the death and resurrection thing came up. I even searched to see when cpr became a thing in war because of it! But I ended up coming to search for first life readings on UA-cam out of curiosity, and out of doubting my own reading and automatic writing skills! 😂 And the parallels seem too coincidental here. I've even said that I feel like I'm meant to be a medium in this lifetime, but part of me is too scared to let it through (which sounds like a contradiction!) Your reading feels like it filled in a lot of the blanks I had. It actually sounds like a mix of my reading, combined with a show I've been creating for years, which blew me away! Like it's unconsciously a past life memory!
I was always too nervous about diving into past lives on my own, like I wouldn't trust or like what I saw. So your reading gave me a whole new confirmation to explore. And so much motivation!! Thank you so much for this!! 🌌🌠🙌
Pile 2 I will definitely contact you to dig further ... as it is relevant. Thank you for this reading and all your readings.
I'm looking forward to hearing from you and I'm sending you a hug ❤️
Pile2 Resonated very deeply with me. Thank you.
Pile 2 thank yoj so much. I do help people go over. Tjis life i would like to do readings but i normally back out. I feel frightened. Very interesting
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Pile 1 blow away 🤯
Pile 3- yes! Resonates. Control issues with relationships
Thank you ❤ I saw another level of depth I was asking for❤ would love more readings of this kind❤
Pile 3 - This is what I do when I go outside at night ~ I look at Sirius and I can't break away, because I know I have ties to Sirius and I miss it. All the things you described, I am interested in and know about and I tell my BF about how some stars are merkabas. I think I also have Lyran roots and these two places tie together for me. Very fascinating reading, thank you!
Pile 2: OMG!!! Wow!!!! No-ones gonna believe what I'm about to say. I'm going through the exact same trauma except of course that it's not a real hierarchy, but the whole dinamics underneath the surface is the same. I have been depressed and paranoid trying to figure out who I can trust and most people has left because of the toxic work environment and I couldn't seem to find the courage to actually speak my mind or leave because of circumstances and confusing messages that kept coming to me that I shouldn't be running away, but be brave and how I would be miserable If i don't stand up and do something, anything. So I stayed and have been busy figuring out why people are so scared and found out that this woman has a lot of power and everything just gets swept under the rug, and people are being victimized in a devious hard to pin point ways if she finds out you're against her. Sounds like a horror movie from those times, but all that has been said in the cards is true and just playing out again under different circumstances. I am trying to make things better and being an empath and untrained in these sort of things these energies are sooo sooo traumatizing that it sometimes forces me to isolate as much as humanly possible. Now I understand why I felt this deep fear of doing the wrong thing and kept on sarcastically referring in our secret discussions to her as the queen (sounds freaky now and kind of wow.). Now i understand where the queen idea came from and the feelings of helplessness, Why the feelings of guilt and worthlessness overtook me. Why I couldn't find the strength and power I could so deeply feel was there. Thank you so much for this reading. I now know that the reason things were so intense asif my head could be chopped off at any time was because I was re- living my past and I'm not in that sort of danger in this lifetime. Yet, it truly felt like it, but I seem to feel lighter now. Although I have always been helping, protecting and guiding people with my intuition as best I can there was always this feeling that there's more and I could do more and be more for those that need me, but as I now know i buried that something and that's also why I never wanted to read about or touch the topic about past lives - I believed it should be left alone and when I prayed for guidance in my lost state and saw this channel I got the power from somewhere to actually face a fear and listen. Wow, still shaken. The truth does set you free and I'm ready to get my power back. Thank you, thank you........!!! 🙏 🤗 💕 🌈 🌞 🌻
#3. YES! Off planet life…Wisdom Keeper/healer…I knew I am a Star-seed…from Syrios A, that came up in this reading.
I would imagine it is difficult when you are trying to read off-planet lifetimes. ❤
Pile 3... Woah. It's interesting that both music and shadow work came up since I feel like music is my biggest calling in this life, and yet what I'm most drawn to both in listening and singing is stuff like progressive/technical death metal which already feel like shadow work by definition, like finding the hidden beauty in darkness and whatnot 😅
The love / addiction thing is also interesting since I guess I've struggled a bit with some kind of the flip side to something like this? Like an aimless longing for love and some addictive behaviors to cope...
As for the question about control, I guess it's also a bit reversed, as a dad I sometimes feel too permissive but maybe I just have trouble setting healthy boundaries 🤷♂️
I Know Exactly Wat U R Explaining!….I Have Had Weirdest Encounters From All Sorts Of Spirits!..Ever,..Since, I Was 4yrs Old!😮❤
Thank God 4 Auzzie!..Them Ghosts Have Stopped Haunting ME!..Since, Living In Auzzie!..All The Weird Stuff Happened In NZ From The Age Of 4 yrs Old!..I Could Say More!….But, People Will Really Believe Me 2 Be Nutz! lol❤
Pile 3 sounds like the fine tuners of evolution when things are going wrong. We tweek aspects of life that need to go or stay for the greater good. We balance between worlds to keep life just. This was an eye opening read. Ty!
3 I also feel that the also represent earth, air, water and fire as well
Thank you for the reading, I was pile 3. I've just finished my karmic cycle and this really explained why I've gone through that karma.
Pile 1 here. Gone through whatever. In time (in our eternity) all beings become mellower, smarter, more intuitive. What and how you are doing depends on the soul interest, your current DNA (wiring) and how many experiences you have so far. All souls are eternal and move from one ET civilisation to another during eons of time. Here in the Earth Experiment we’re all equal wherever we come from. How we behave at this moment in our life depends on how many Earth lives and earlier soul experiences we have got so far. Who is an old soul here now on Earth was a young soul on Earth at some other time. We enter at different times and leave at different times. Who hasn’t experienced the real shit doesn’t know what high or low vibration is. Those who dream to be airy fairies don’t know what actually light-working and high vibration means. It’s all our choice to dare to go through all kind of experiences (not only the nice ones, and not only as “a victim” in the bad ones). Life is exciting and we have the chance to be part of something that others across the Universe don’t dare. Cheers, folks.
Pile 1 reminds me of Avatar ❤
Pile - number 3 - my husband always says to me I have to have control or be in control especially when it comes to finances so that is something to ponder & do reki on as I feel I don't but maybe on a another level I do- thank you
Pile 3 here 😥🤩😇 thankyou so much for this reading, I'll be doing the EFT tapping, I really have trouble letting go and letting source in, I've been in survival mode / control mode not sure if these are the same sort of experiences for a very long time, I'm looking forward to booking with you , so much appreciation to you beautiful soul for all help 💟🙏😇
Great reading. I’ve been working on this for a while and it makes 100% understanding. I was number two. Yes and I was told that I was a queen in a past life and when I looked up this woman it was spot on same personality the people in my family causing problems. Yes and they work in government now some of them. Thank you
Pile 3 absolutely resonates. Thank you
Wow reading pile 3, resonating thank you also for readig 1 wich felft tough yes
Thank you beautiful. Blessings ❤
Thank you ...❤❤pile #3 is so spot on for me now I know why I am the way I Am...ALL MY LIFE..I NEVER GOT TO GROW IN MY OWN SOUL
thank you for sharing this with me, I am sending you a big hug ❤
Wow.. this was pretty steep but resonated instantly. P3 here with the honest recognition of clinginess out of the fear of losing the person - this was such an eye opener and also very inspirational for me to keep working on this theme. Trusting that was meant to stay is coming when I let it flowing freely.. the sentence You read twice was key indeed. Thank You from the Heart 💜🌟
Thank you so much 💓 thank you thank you thank you 🙏💜🌌
#3-both ways in this life
pile 3 wooowww fascinatingg. well i am in a twinflame connection so during the period before separation i do think i was desperate n controlling a bit trying to get an emotionally unavailable person to talk to me 😂but after a long time of getting triggered i finally realized properly (nearing end of last year) that i was looking for validation of feeling lovable. yeaa
that IS fascinating, thank you for sharing this with me ❤️
Pile3.. Surprised so resonance n its correct..
I picked pile 2. I already had a reading years ago, which said that I lived in Germany during the years of the war, and had involvement on some level, with the nazi party. Your reading adds more confirmation to that previous reading.
I had this running in the background working on something, so i heard all the piles.
How many chose 1 and don't want to admit it? We've all been everything after all. I can oddly relate to all of these, but I've been around a while.
I've spent most of my lives off this planet.
Wow! I was curious an clicked your video. All I can say…everything weirdly resonates with pile 3.
P2 & P3. Bith rang true and also ignited my next soul purpose [ Kundalini/Tantric/Sacred Sexuality practice to expand my Healing abilities] thank you soo much 💓
Clear Quartz is the master healer
Hi, pile #3 🙋🏻♀️. I don't recall past lives, but i think i got a good understanding of the sensual energy and of the sexual one. To me the sensual energy gives people the sensacion of been accepted and is so easy that by turning it in to the sexual one, you can get people to be willing to compromise them selves. I understand that what you said is probably the reason why I am having to deal with this. 😢 understanding is good. Thank you ❤.
I love that you take time for breathing in the beginning❤️
Got totally mesmerized by your hands . 😮 You and I have the same hand shape with the nails shaped the same and the most fascinating is that we use them the same way. With the pinkie so often seperated from the other theee when we want to emphasize something. Never thought of that before. Now I will go listen to my pile. I am certain it will be intriguing.
Pile 3... Woah. It's interesting that both music and shadow work came up since I feel like music is my biggest calling in this life, and yet what I'm most drawn to both in listening and singing is stuff like progressive/technical death metal which already feel like shadow work by definition, like finding the hidden beauty in darkness and whatnot 😅
The love / addiction thing is also interesting since I guess I've struggled a bit with some kind of the flip side to something like this? Like an aimless longing for love and some addictive behaviors to cope...
As for the question about control, It's interesting... As a dad I might be a bit too permissive, but I may have struggled a bit with how some of my significant other's limits relate to my own 🤔
Chose pile three, even in this lifetime I am integrating my shadow at a grand level, it is a fine line and the thread represents this perfectly. Amazing to see the flow and the way this energy intuitively flows in the now. I also have been able to just gaze at the sky and most of the time my eyes fall upon Orion's Belt, spot on! Many of the traits to the Sirian A beings are a direct reading on my interests throughout life.
The shadow being related to sexual energy is incredible, as my interests in highly suggestive and provocative imagery is very high, to the point of utilizing it within my workouts and imagining such ideas to fuel me during highly intense physical routines. It ends up being a great thing, as it is a consistent source of energy to better myself, rather than to hurt anyone.
I did have a pet lizard when I was young, a Chinese water dragon I picked out myself.
Perhaps the energy I am clinging onto is the extreme exercise, out of fear that certain groups will have more strength than me, very survival based. As stated it relates to the sexual energy and is [Root]ed in the lower chakras. THANK YOU!
Pile 2 Please!❤
Pile 3 I remember being in the USSR it was absolute hell I cry and have this feeling of torture in my heart I can’t describe the glomminess and absolute dread of waking up
Love your visuals and aesthetics! They caught my eyes!
Pile 3: Very informative, take from it if I realy care about people I should not translate this into responsibilities but better to give up on them entirely, that's when positive things begin taking you by surprize! The connection between sulphur and the devil somehow keeps puzzeling me: ballance and boundaries are probably the answer... Oh I don't know! ❤
Pile #2 omg you are amazing, I got chills listening to this reading, something in me felt this so deeply it shook me to my core. I had a dream that I was in communication with a reptilian and you were right! there are different levels of them who had ranking. I was under the command of one of them. There was many different looking reptilian and the most vicious ones were bigger 8-9 ft tall with a green like hue, mine was about 8 ft tall but with a blue like hue. He seemed to be syphoning my energy especially when I was in pain and taking it to the bigger green ones, it seems that was his job and that’s one of the ways they feed. I couldn’t see my own human form but assumed I wasn’t one of them, because they feed off of other species not their own. If I was one of them I held very little power. Yes they are destroyers of worlds. Often people talked about the green hue reptilians, what I saw was they’re many different ones with reddish brown and blue hues. Funny I remember not fearing him and I didn’t understand at the time. Now your reading explains why I was so familiar with them. In the past I have been around them for centuries. In many lifetimes, all what you said made absolute sense. I now live as a pure white light in the 5D and very powerful, my soul knows and have learned unconditional love considering my journey started in a dark place. I have mastered many things in my previous lifetimes and my soul has evolved immensely. I faced a lot of challenges and overcame them all and now I’m here to help raise the vibration and aid GAIA. I have completely transformed and in a more loving warrior mode.
Thank you so much you are one of the rarest readers I have ever come across, keep it up , some people need to hear and know our past to try to understand why we are the way we are.
Thank you once again beautiful flower 🌷 ❤love from across the pond💯💕🇬🇧🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Pile 3? I feel I need to go deeper? A lot of what you said resonated, relationships for me are hard, because as you stated I see what others do not and feel. This makes me so misunderstood, because all I want is for everyone to feel the love that is in my heart and soul. As for my love life, I've been blessed to have found a genuine soul who is pure of heart. This reading left me wanting to know more.
You are AMAZING!!!
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First drawn to crystal 1 then also to 2
Listening to pile 1 and 3 💫🤍💜🌸🙏😇
Pile 3 the last word channeled was diplomacy
thank you! ❤️
Radhe Radhe ❤ thank you ❤
Pile 2 thank you 🙏
Numver 3 wow no wonder im so irritated when people are so fear based. I try to teach them to create a non fear based thinking... ok so from a teenager til i was 34 i was very attached, jealous so i would try amd control things plus im a scorpio Sun, Venus, mercury and Jupiter, also they would would be very controlling but in a different way. I started to buckle down a do a deep dive shadow work on myself which in turn changed things within myself totally. And i started to love myself. Got myself out of depression which i think i was only depressed because i needed to remember what' my king role was so to say. I started letting go.. loving all of me.. being perfectly fine being alone in solitude.. i awaken more gifts within,,, more knowledge and visions came.
Stack 2. I do want to reach into those psychic gifts. I don't remember much, but I do have those negative feelings like regret, depression, sadness. It's crazy.
I was #222 to like this video on 2/22😁 and I picked #2.
that is a lot of synchronicity coming your way 😃❤️
For pile number three I think it’s called the council or at least that’s closer to what it is called in the human tongue instead of being a King
I was drawn to pile 3. But was told pile 2. So I will listen to both.
Thank you Sister ❤
Sulphur is the stone of the human spirit
Pile 3. I have a weird thing about 4 I can't explain. Indigo type 3
Pile 2 - Thank you so much 🙏💖 this explains a lot. I am out of work currently but would like to clear this asap 🌠🌹🕊🌹🌠xx
Thankyou for your time 🪬
Also number 3 i actually had this dream where in the dream i woke up in a library so to wqy and i wqlked over to the book tha was very talk with a skeleton on it with red arua type sots on certain parts of tye skeleton. I mean it was a hugh book.. i woke up thinking that was like the akashic records library
light it up 🌩