MISCARRIAGE AT 6 WEEKS | IVF FET #2 // Infertility & Gestational Surrogacy Journey
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- Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
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MISCARRIAGE AT 6 WEEKS | IVF FET #2 // Infertility & Gestational Surrogacy Journey
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So sad to share this update of yet another devastating loss.
Thank you for your continued thoughts and prayers - we really appreciate your amazing kindness.
xo
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OUR TTC BACKGROUND:
~ Married - May 2013
~ Conceived naturally after a couple months trying, ended in missed miscarriage at 9w4d - Oct 2014
~ D&C
~ Laparoscopy surgery after 1 unsuccessful year of TTC following first miscarriage - Nov 2015
~ Surgery revealed blocked tubes due to infection following D&C
~ Conceived naturally prior to starting IVF, ended in another missed miscarriage at 7w6d- Feb 2016
~ Another D&C
~ Conceived naturally again prior to starting IVF, ended in chemical pregnancy- March 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #1 - April 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 0 embryos frozen
~ IVF egg retrieval #2 - June 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 1 embryo frozen
~ Conceived naturally, slow rising HCG & ended in blighted ovum - Sept 2016
~ Yet another D&C
~ FET #1, never happened as our 1 frozen embryo didn't survive the thawing process - Dec 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #3 - May 2017
~ FET #2- September 2017 - Heartbreaking BFN with PGS normal embryo...
~ Another Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy surgery - November 2017.... TUBES NO LONGER BLOCKED!
~ DQ Alpha gene partial match - unexplained infertility FINALLY explained! = alloimmune implantation dysfunction
~ IVF egg retrieval #4 - June 2019 - total fertlization failure
~ IVF egg retrieval #5 - September 2019 - 2 PGS normal embryos frozen
~ Gestational surrogacy process started - Nov 2019
~ Gestational surrogacy application hearing to get approval - March 2020
~ FET preparation with gestational surrogate - March 2020
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #1 with PGS tested embryo - April 2020 - chemical pregnancy
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #2 with PGS tested embryo - August 2020
After 7 pregnancy losses, 11 surgeries, (including egg collections), & 6 long years of receiving constant bad news, we are so ready to finally hold our longed for rainbow baby in our arms!
I don’t even know what to write to be honest, is just too too sad 😢
Same,
Agreed
Same, I just pray
I just found your channel...I'm having my 8th miscarriage today, and I just want to say thank you for sharing your story with us. It makes me feel less alone. It shows me that we can still have hope because you do...that marriage can survive the most heartbreaking of journeys...❤️❤️
I’m so sorry for your devastating loss... my heart is with you. Sending you so much love. You are definitely not alone ♥️
How is it going, Siel, so far?
I'm so devastated for you both. The emotional cost has been high but also the financial cost causes so much stress. My husband had cancer at a very young age and had to have radiation destroying our chances of having a second baby. When our daughter was eight we decided to go down the road of donor sperm and five months later I fell pregnant. We now have another beautiful daughter who is the apple of my husband's eye. If you start a new GO FUND ME I will donate. IVF is so expensive and I really feel for you both. Please say thank you to Liv who is such a great friend. xxx
This is so heartbreaking, I am so sorry that you all have to go through this. We just went through our first IVF round after 9 years of trying and it didn't go as expected, to put it simply this journey can really suck! Sending so much love to you all ❤️
My heart is just so full of sorrow. You are so strong and I am inspired by you all. Is it not enough the pain you have all been through?!??! Why is it so unfair. As a woman who is also suffering with infertility I can honestly understand how you feel. I know without a doubt you will be a mother and Tim a father.❤
I am so sorry,my heart breaks for you😢 praying for you all....may God’s love carry you ♥️
I’m so sorry! 💕 We’ve been trying for almost 5 years now. Just saving up to do another round of ivf after 3 pgs tested didn’t work. One was a miscarriage but then 2 bfns. Don’t give up!
Tears and heartbroken for you. 💔 I'm so very sorry... There are no words. I hoped and prayed this would be your rainbow baby. Will continue to pray until the day you hold your precious baby in your arms. ❤️
I am so sorry Celeste. I've watched your journey from the start. As someone who has worked in an ivf centre for 6 years i found it interesting to see the journey through the eyes of a patient. I think everyone finally thought that this was it! I hope you get a chance to use your last 2 embryos and that just because they aren't tested or a lower grade you don't.
Maybe all along the ones you have never thought about using is meant to be your take home baby.
I totally understand though that you have to think through all the steps ahead and it's also cost factored and will also depend if your friend is willing to go through another transfer. Take time and take care of yourself. X
You and Tim continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I am so very sorry. Words cannot express how much I wanted this baby to be in your arms. We may not understand God’s plans but he has the perfect baby for you. Keep the faith sweetheart!❤️
Start another go fund me when you are ready . So many of us here would love to support you both . After a break you may find the strength to start again . It's truly cruel .
Her orginal one is still open. I just donated.
@@Scl45689 I seen that I'm going to donate now also!!!!
Yes pls I would love to support this x
I'm going to donate too 💕
Oh you’re all so so beautiful! 😭💕
My dearest Celeste, my heart is with you. I pray for you all the time. I will forever support you
I am so incredibly sorry that you are going through this ♥️ I really really hope that one day you can have your little baby in your arms ♥️
Wow, my jaw is on the ground after reading a couple of comments. Celeste would be the last UA-camr I would ever imagine being trolled.
Please, if you are about to comment anything other than love and compassion then keep it to yourself. I’m sure Tim and Celeste don’t need your unsolicited advice right now even if you are meaning to be helpful.. it’s not! So keep it to yourself.
Thank you, beautiful. ♥️ Some people just can’t help themselves...
So sorry for your loss Celeste, your in our thoughts and prayers, praying for your miracle baby to be here soon! Stay strong xo 💕
As human beings surrounded with love we take strength from positivity. Never forget that we can succeed. We are sent trials and sadness because only greatness will come. God bless x
Me too,I've got a miscariage at 6 weeks.I can understand your pain.I'm so sorry.I prayed a lot for you waiting a good news.A big hug.
I know no words can make you feel better at the moment, I'm just so so so sorry. It's easy to say never give up... I wish you all the best 💔💔💔
Sending so much love to you and Tim. I so wish I could take your pain away. You’re journey has been such a roller coaster and you deserve so much to catch a break. Continuing to pray you’ll be blessed soon with your little one 💗
You do have to survive grief but you choose to continue to share your journey, to comfort others, to inspire others. Your channel has been so important in my own journey. I am so truly sorry to hear this news. My heart goes out to you and tim.
sending soo much love your way!! Ive followed your journey for so long.. Im soo sorry. 7yrs here so I know your pain. My heart goes out to you guys!!
I cant find any words to say other than I am so so very sorry. There are truly no words. I'll never give up hope for you 💗🙏
So sorry for your loss. Sending lots of prayers. Hope you get that miracle baby some day!
This is not fair. This sucks, and you do not deserve this. I am so sorry honey. Your sad eyes make me cry. Please don't give up. You are a mommy. You will have a baby in your arms. Praying for you and your husband. ❤
So so sorry for your loss Celeste and Tim, I cannot begin to imagine how you guys feel. Keep staying strong. Prayers that you will get your happy ending very very soon 🙏 ❤
I'm crying so much 😭 my heart is breaking 💔 all I wanna do is hug you xxxxx
Oh Celeste! I have no words. I can’t tell you how sorry I am. I thought for sure this was the one! I know there’s never a guarantee. I just really want this for you. Your friend Liv was so kind and selfless for offering her body. Maybe you can take some time off and try once more with Liv. She seems the type of person who will go above and beyond for people she cares about. Please extend my sympathies to her as well. I’ve suffered one and it’s hard 16 years later. I have been blessed with a 16 and almost 15 year old, but my loss is still there. It gets better, but it never leaves you. Maybe you can do something to remember your babies. Maybe that’ll help. Release 8 balloons for your 8 babies. Good luck sweetie. Take care of yourself and Tim and I look forward to your next video.
Im so sorry for your loss Celeste 💔 Take a break from this roller coaster but don't ever give up hope. It may seem like nothing goes right but your baby will come one day. Stay away from pregnancy tests unless liv or you misses 2 weeks after a scheduled period. You deserve hapiness and nothing but the best 💫
I don't even know what to say. I clicked on this video so fast. I"m so so so sorry for your loss. I remember your other video and you were so hopeful and so happy. Praying for you guys.
My heart is with you both....I am praying for your wish to come true and that you are holding your beautiful baby in your arms. God bless you both. With much love, Sara
My heart ...I can’t believe this. 😰 I’m so sorry.
I have no words and im sorry is not enough 🙁❤
hi, you did amazing to hold it together through that video. so much heartbreak. much love from the uk 🇬🇧 ❤
Celeste, no words can express how/what I feel for you. I know that this journey is lonely, I'm on it too, but know that you are not alone for we are all with you. Everyday, you are one day closer to meeting your baby x
I’m so sorry Tim and Celeste ❤️. My heart is aching for you.
I don't have any words but know your in my prayers x
I have no words Celeste🥺 Wrapping you and Tim with so much love and strength through the rest of what is left to come hun. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Still holding you prayer that you will have your baby❤️
I have faith you will have your rainbow baby! There’s a rainbow of hope at the end of every storm! God will bless you and your husband and the blessing will be worth the time and heartache. Hugs and prayers from California
gut wrenchingly sad. When I was testing for pregnancy. I said out loud "if it can only be one yes,give it to celeste" I really hoped it would stick for you. *hugs*
This is the video I know you never wanted to make and we hoped you never experienced again. I hope that Liv is keeping as well as possible - your friendship certainly shines through and this pain will not define the future. Your journey has been so poignant throughout and you have touched so many lives and all we want is for you to hold your child now. You are a mother Celeste. And we will continually hope that your child will be in your arms soon. All my love.
I am so sorry for your loss, nothing anyone can say will make it feel any better. Sending lots of love to you and yours xxx
My heart is broken for you all.
Its strange my friend who went through surragacy had 4 embryos 3 were tested and deemed 'perfect' one they almost threw away because it took so long to start growing and wasn't good enough to be tested so it was the last resort so to speak...i say this to hopefully help you to just keep the faith! that little slow growing untested embryo was carried by surrogate to full term and is now the most perfect 2 year old little boy.
Keeping faith for your rainbow 😘
My heart aches for you, all the "sorry's" in the world will never be enough. All I can say is I am right there with you at this moment in time. I am currently experiencing my third miscarriage this year, the physical & mental pain is unimaginable.
Our Rainbow's will, come one day. 🌈 👼
Sending all my love & prayers to you all at this time all the way from North Yorkshire, England.
I’m so sorry 😔 Sending love to you, too ♥️
I am so sorry for your pain. It took my husband and I 17 years and we now have a beautiful boy. Never lose hope! 🥰
I'm so very sorry. It must be so incredibly frustrating to keep getting bad news... I know that feeling all too well. Thinking of you and praying for a miracle for your last two embryos.
Came across your pregnancy test from 3 yrs ago that was negative decided to check in to see whats going on hoping you've had some luck. Sad to see this. My friend is going through the same thing.
I am so sorry to hear this sad news. As going through second ivf cycle myself, I cant imagine what you going through. I pray for you guys and hope the two remaining embryos will be your precious miracle baby.
As someone going through a similar journey, this just broke my heart. I have been following you for a few years now and I have been so desperate for you to get good news. Although I want to say you still have two embryos left, I know you already know that and I know from experience that with all the loss you have suffered, looking at those two remaining embryos at this point is all the more terrifying. People telling you not to give up hope can sometimes oddly be more upsetting when you want them to understand that they arent telling you anything you dont know and you want them to understand that you havent given up hope, of course you havent, but you need them to understand that hope doesnt override just how overwhelmingly scary this is when what you really thought was your best chance didnt work and your heart hurts because everything feels like quicksand and the future is a terrifying unknown. I know that pushing forward isnt a choice, its something that is fundamentally the core of you. You have to be a mother, you just have to be. But I have to believe that it will happen for you. I have to believe that. I hear so many stories of miracle babies that happened literally on the last roll of the dice and I just have to believe that one or both or these two remaining embabies will be the one you get to hold in your arms. I dont know why we are put through this pain and I dont know why do many obstacles are thrown at us and why they keep coming . But I wont give up believing that you will have you baby. I know you havent given up hope and I know that your heart hurts so much right now. But I will still pray for you and I will continue to believe that it will happen for you, come what may xxx
I shed tears for you both. I know how bad you want this. It’s ok to be mad and angry. You have been through so much. One day that baby will be worth it all. I admire your strength
😥😥 I seriously thought this was it I'm devastated don't give up I'm sure you will get your rainbow baby and you deserve it more then anything ♥️♥️ 🌈🌈
So sorry, but please don’t lose your hope , keep trying if possible. We got our miracle baby after 11 years of trying .
I'm so sorry Celeste and Tim!
I’m so sorry for your loss. Your journey has been a difficult one. I have faith that you will have a baby in your arms one day soon. All of this pain will be worth it xxx
I had high hopes for so long through my fertility treatments and after 5 years I was feeling the same I was feeling hopeless and after 5 years I fell pregnant through IVF and was so happy then miscarried at 6 weeks and all hope was gone , I also had only 2 eggs left untested and lesser grade and 2 of them is my now 5 week old boy and I know how hard the unknown is I hope for you so much to get what you deserve a , Thankyou for sharing your story ! Sending strength , hold onto that hope !
I know giving advise is not what you need now and I don’t want to be the person to give online advise in times like this. Here is my thought- what i would do in this situation (we’ve been going through this too for over 6 years)- of course each situation is very unique. I think i would give this another go with Liv- transfer both embryos you have left. A big bold desperate transfer! Obviously that’s only if she agrees, if it’s doc approved etc but just go in with all you have left! I know giving advise is easy and could be annoying. I just want this for you so much!
SO MUCH LOVE TO YOU AND TIM! I can't even begin to understand the grief this must bring to you both. SO MUCH LOVE TO. And prayers and all the things. Just so much love. My heart is so broken for you guys.
I’m so very sorry, iv followed you guys for so long and I do honestly see you with your rainbow baby in the future. Sending you so much love and strength and prayers from the uk ❤️ xxx
Heart broken for you all! Hugs and still praying for your baby...................
I am so sorry. Sending hugs and strength, and lots of.luck for what path you take in the future. Do not give up hope. Hope is all we have to cling to, and it is what will keep you going through this rough patch. I have been going through a tough time relating to something. No it is not infertility related, but it's kind of like hoping for the tables to turn the right way round for me after a long time. I continue to believe that my bad luck has to change someday, and the dark cloud will lift and go away. It will do for you too I believe. I believe you will make such a lovely mum one day so keep hoping. You are in my prayers. Xxxx
My heart , love & prayers go out to you all. I know how difficult this is. Please don't loose hope. Stay ad positive as you can. God will answer your prayers. Sending hugs from Florida. Praying so hard for you. Thank you for the update.
I'm so sorry. I'm praying for you and Tim. I pray you and Tim will be blessed with your baby soon.
I'm so sorry. Truly heartbreaking. Love and prayers sent to you all. 💛
Oh, guys 😢 so so sorry to hear the news. Sending you millions hugs!!
Love and hugs❤❤ So sorry for all you have been through!
I’m so sorry Celeste and Tim💖
I am so sorry for your hurting heart.
Sending big big big hugs to you and your families 💕 I pray for the day you finally become a mother and hold your baby in your arms. Through grit WILL come a pearl ❤️
Omg this is so heartbreaking I can't even watch without crying just so so sorry xx
Heartbreaking, very sorry for your loss after such a heart felt journey. Back in the day we didn’t do a pregnancy test until a few days after the period was due, I think now days woman test so early I wonder if this causes extra heart break when things weren’t strong enough to continue. It’s an impossible time and I hope and pray for you both. Keep saying when you or your lovely friend become pregnant, it’s all about WHEN never IF. 💗🍼💗
I’m so sorry for your loss. Praying so hard for your family.
I agree with you.. we can not end up with empty arms after all the pain... I fell your pain.. sending you love Celeste
I am so, so sorry... Sending hugs.❤️
I’m so sorry. I hope you get some answers at your clinic hugs and prayers.
May our good God grant your heart desires for his glory. Amen
Best of luck precious ✨🙏🏼
I’m heart broken for you both never give up
it’s so incredibly unfair, this journey you’ve been on. I am so sorry for all you’ve been through. I hope you’ve got some answers, or at least some good theories. It can’t be coincidence anymore, that these little embryos won’t stay. Always thinking of you and praying for peace for you! One day things will turn around
Celeste I’m so sorry this happened to you guys, my heart goes out to you. However you decide to move forward in your journey I wish you all the best ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
My heart hurts for you. I can see the pain in your eyes. Prayers for you and your surrogate.
I’m so sorry , I really do hope that one day you get the baby you so desperately want 😘
I'm so sorry, there are no words. ❤️
So sorry dear. I'll pray for you. Take a break and try again for last time. If you decide to try again, dont be involved in the process too much. Just follow the doc's advice and leave everything on them. Just don't analyse the process too much.
I am very sorry Celeste and Tim 😢😔. Your guys are strong and resilience. Your guys have gone so far and don’t give up.
Perhaps consider an alternative way to be a mom? Love your guys. ❤️
I know it’s been a painful journey but please don’t think it’s all for nothing. It’s a hell of a lot to go through as a couple and a lot to expect from each other. How much is enough suffering to go through? When will you decide as a couple to stop and live your lives accepting this ? I’m guessing you may have done a video but you could venture in adoption if you really want your own or fostering. Do the world good. Hope you can make a healthy decision between yourself and your husband.
I saw the update on Instagram and was crying and so sad!
@PhilandAlex can you help these beautiful souls? Love and hugs ❤️
Nooo !!! I’m crying frfr I’m crying 😢 I’m so sorry I know cannot change how your feeling right now but know you have 1,000s of people supporting and thinking of you. Have you thought of using a Donor egg ?? I know that is a difficult decision to make but maybe something to just speak to your provider about. Virtual hugs from North Carolina US
Monique Slatton Yes. I think donor egg is the best choice for them now.
I don’t know how you don’t bawl during these videos.
Trust me, there’s been plenty of crying... think I’m all cried out for a bit.
You gonna be a momma someday, the best a baby could wish for
I am so so sorry for your loss 💔
The best is yet to come. I’m so sorry! I love that you’re not giving up. You are strong and you will get your beautiful baby.
Like am so angry on your behalf. Its frustrating to be going through one💔💔 heart break to another for years . Am so so sorry and pray your get your miracle soon 🙏🙏🙏
I'm so sorry about your little miracle 😔
Thank you for sharing your journey! I'm hoping to start this journey this year after two stillbirths... New Zealand seems to have the same process as Australia
Sending love and strength your way 😢
Mama I’m so so deeply sorry. 🥺🤍
Im so sorry for ur loss 😔
dont test, sometimes testing can hurt the egg, also transfer two , good luck
Oghhhhhhh liv. I HATE THIS! Lots of love from south africa. ❤️
Sending you so much love 💖
Hi beautiful sending hugs hugs and prayers from Johnston Rhode island USA