When you lose a loved one....

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  • @Lawsonomy1
    @Lawsonomy1 2 дні тому +493

    Problem is he no longer works as a horror figure for me. He looks creepy, but when I look at him I just remember all the wonderful things he has said and I'm filled with love. I want to join a cult worshiping The Veiled Seraphim. I want to live his truth.

    • @GreysonAuctor
      @GreysonAuctor 2 дні тому +32

      Agree, I legit saw this and said "ah yes your chracter... hes mine now.." and put him in my immersive daydreaming lol

    • @CaseyA456.7
      @CaseyA456.7 2 дні тому +9

      I wanna worship him too!

    • @DeathnoteBB
      @DeathnoteBB 2 дні тому +13

      Bill Wurtz: You could make a religion out of this

    • @kkonation8979
      @kkonation8979 2 дні тому +3

      It exists.

    • @Magrail1982
      @Magrail1982 2 дні тому +12

      Calling another "God" is...to deny one's own divinity. I feel more that this entity is more a Great Rabbai...meaning teacher, not religious leader. May we all learn its lessons...take what is helpful and leave the rest to be absorbed by another.

  • @Animalistic001
    @Animalistic001 2 дні тому +86

    "You're not just grieving them, you're becoming them." Hits harder than anything else. 😢 I miss my parents and my sister!

    • @wintering_bg5805
      @wintering_bg5805 2 дні тому

      😂😂

    • @wintering_bg5805
      @wintering_bg5805 2 дні тому

      i understand

    • @CleanLogo
      @CleanLogo День тому

      Damn, my body just got full body chills with tears.

    • @RobbieDMusic
      @RobbieDMusic День тому +1

      This line hit me the hardest. I've been writing these down and recording them as solid snake as he's a character that I grew up with so his voice is kinda soothing to me. Your videos really help me see things a little more clearly. I will admit that they draw out tears but that's just the way emotions and feelings work. That's the best part of being human is the ability to feel for someone else. Thank you for providing us with these videos. Thank you for helping so many people through tough times.

  • @Literally_renny
    @Literally_renny 3 дні тому +266

    These videos are so comforting in such an odd way. Especially since I saw this right as I was thinking of my dad’s death.

    • @Mc.Baldiee
      @Mc.Baldiee  3 дні тому +68

      I lost my father when I was young. I'm not the devil I'm just a soul who loves to comfort. I'm truly sorry for your loss.

    • @swet98_playz26
      @swet98_playz26 2 дні тому +10

      what a tragic past bro,are you doing good recently ?​@@Mc.Baldiee

    • @Mc.Baldiee
      @Mc.Baldiee  2 дні тому +19

      @swet98_playz26 Yes my friend thank you 🌹

    • @cdswild
      @cdswild 2 дні тому +5

      I lost my father recently too, this made me feel better. Thank you @Mc. Baldiee

    • @swet98_playz26
      @swet98_playz26 2 дні тому +3

      @@Mc.Baldiee BTW happy new year

  • @BrotherInGod777official
    @BrotherInGod777official 2 дні тому +128

    The idea of someone who looks creepy but says the most moving things is awesome, amazing work as always ❤

  • @Tanishq-o6z
    @Tanishq-o6z 2 дні тому +121

    The most painful feeling in the world is when you lose someone you loved by betrayal when you remembered them so deeply but they act like you merely existed

    • @A-RED-1
      @A-RED-1 2 дні тому +1

      Yes yes this is exactly true

    • @sharathk8510
      @sharathk8510 2 дні тому

      I'm with you brother, every joy and every love was mine along

    • @Lunaspapa
      @Lunaspapa 2 дні тому +6

      This…except I’m the betrayer. I see her now, and my guilt is so deep and painful, I’m living in hell. And she is still here, but drifting…Everything I do to try and fix it, I only break it further because I’m still filled with the ugly things that made me betray her in the first place.

    • @forrestfyre7846
      @forrestfyre7846 2 дні тому +1

      @@Lunaspapa I’m so sorry.
      If you can afford it, might I recommend therapy? It can’t hurt, and it might actually be able to help you figure out what and how you need to change about yourself to make things better.

  • @faultyinterface
    @faultyinterface 2 дні тому +18

    Damn this hits hard!
    "Listen.... you aren't meant to move on. Whoever told you that has never known the gravity of love."

  • @Godyeater
    @Godyeater 2 дні тому +7

    As a man once said, art is meant to disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed.

  • @Winter_Lantern_Frenzy
    @Winter_Lantern_Frenzy 3 дні тому +90

    Your video on loss was like staring into the hollow heart of a storm, raw, relentless, and strangely transformative. The idea of grief as absorption, as osmosis of the soul, is both haunting and comforting. It’s not an ending, but a metamorphosis, a blending of essence until the boundaries blur. Your statement "Like sugar dissolved in water", they’re everywhere and nowhere, altering your very core. To carry someone within you, to be their echo and their home, is a kind of immortality, a quiet, bittersweet alchemy that turns pain into a testament of love. Your words linger, like the ghost of a song only half-remembered, reminding us that loss doesn’t empty us; it fills us in ways we’re not ready to understand.🌹

  • @PanduhCJ
    @PanduhCJ 3 дні тому +54

    These videos make me feel oddly warm, i like it

  • @RobbieDMusic
    @RobbieDMusic День тому +6

    This one really hit home with me as a person that's been through much loss. I hope these messages connect to everyone else the way they did with me.

  • @lsyr9e592
    @lsyr9e592 2 дні тому +13

    “That’s the shape they left behind”
    “Reshaping itself into something new”
    “They’re learning how to be part of you”
    “And it’s a messy process”
    “You’re not just grieving them”
    “Your becoming them”
    “Piece by piece”
    😭🔥🖤💯

  • @justyouraveragehumanbeing7411
    @justyouraveragehumanbeing7411 2 дні тому +26

    that's how i interpret it too. The soul goes on to another plane of existence, but all the thing that have been shared during life are still here, part of the living. It's like leaving your family to go live in another country, but giving them some gifts before going

  • @wintering_bg5805
    @wintering_bg5805 2 дні тому +6

    The defination of"Never judge a book by it's cover", Extraordinary man... Extraordinary

  • @jasminebaldwin7615
    @jasminebaldwin7615 2 дні тому +19

    Just found this channel like, last night, then this video comes on. My mother passed away almost 6 months ago of an overdose, and I'm still struggling with it. This is a very peaceful and poetic way of looking at the passing of a loved one, expressed in a surreal and evocative manner. Thank you for your art, I'm crying

  • @AtlasClancy
    @AtlasClancy 3 дні тому +24

    I lost both of my grandparents this past year. One of them I got really close with. So I really needed to hear this. Thank you.

    • @Mc.Baldiee
      @Mc.Baldiee  2 дні тому +3

      @@AtlasClancy I'm sorry for your loss my friend 🌹

    • @saptamdutta
      @saptamdutta 2 дні тому +1

      @@Mc.Baldiee what's the name of the background music???

    • @Mc.Baldiee
      @Mc.Baldiee  2 дні тому +2

      @saptamdutta It is a remix of Hide CS01 by Dorian Concept. I have it posted on my channel called Rest here, Weary traveler.

  • @LUCaS-e9i2q
    @LUCaS-e9i2q 7 годин тому +1

    Thank you for making this videos, theyve truly helped me and youve told me things i needed to hear.
    Dont stop making them and your writing is truly fascinating.

  • @ElizabethMaureira-bw5ey
    @ElizabethMaureira-bw5ey 2 години тому

    This is when being scary isn't that bad, it's calming

  • @q-675
    @q-675 2 дні тому +3

    The person behind this channel, you’re a very good person.
    I wish i could receive such comfort from a source that isn’t hollow and almost meaningless.
    I’m feeling the emptiness in my chest again. Good that some people don’t

  • @Stopitpls
    @Stopitpls 2 дні тому +3

    This fella is going to be a renowned artist one day. This is one of the most profound pieces on loss and love I’ve ever experienced. Thank you.

  • @arkapravabhattacharyya3739
    @arkapravabhattacharyya3739 2 дні тому +5

    It's comforting to know that even in loss, they don't truly leave, they just keep living inside you.

  • @kaylynnanson6231
    @kaylynnanson6231 2 дні тому +7

    My grandmother was one of the most tender, beautiful, and fiercely loving people I have ever known. 10 years later, I still miss her.
    Synchronicity brought me here, and I'm thankful. Thank you for sharing peace and consolation with us who are still grieving. ❤

  • @ahmedhajie8083
    @ahmedhajie8083 2 дні тому +4

    I lost my father last year and I've never felt grief like that in my entire life, your words give me peace and solace. It's like path forward not trying to push it down and hope I forget like I have done countless times before but embrace what was so that I can truly be ❤

    • @Mc.Baldiee
      @Mc.Baldiee  2 дні тому +1

      @@ahmedhajie8083 I'm truly sorry for your loss 🌹

  • @nannue
    @nannue 2 дні тому +5

    Holy cow, tackle such delicate and griefing subject through your touches allows me to feel much more. Thanks, this came at the right time.

  • @AminatortheHuman
    @AminatortheHuman 2 дні тому

    "the way they loved you so fiercely it carved holes in the fabric of time" ... words have never hit me so hard. he died two years ago, and i still feel his love like i last saw him a minute ago.

  • @bassman3492
    @bassman3492 2 дні тому +4

    Your words are helping me cope with my father's death. You have no idea how much this video means to me. Thank you.

  • @thatoneguyskyo7
    @thatoneguyskyo7 3 дні тому +14

    hurts the most when they're still alive.

    • @TheUnforgiven38
      @TheUnforgiven38 2 дні тому +1

      Looking at them everyday wishing for things to go back to the perfect days.

    • @Sadeness99
      @Sadeness99 2 дні тому +1

      you mean if they're very old?

  • @skunk155
    @skunk155 День тому

    This video came at just the right time, putting it like that... I might just actually be able to grieve and live with those I've lost

  • @Tyrant-v1x
    @Tyrant-v1x 2 дні тому +5

    This kind of things, makes me feel comfy.

  • @Sephira_Rose
    @Sephira_Rose 2 дні тому +2

    Thank you, was just thinking of losing you Bonnie, the only friend who came into my life and didn’t judge me or abuse me and you healed me, when I just thought I lost you, in the short two years you saved my life- you were “ Gone “ now I know, you’re not gone, the memories, you changed me and showed me that healing possible. I love you always, for you- happy new years. 🎉

  • @joneybaloney
    @joneybaloney 2 дні тому +2

    I lost my father (owner of this acc) last year on December 21st due to him having a seizure in a grocery store (and many other health issues)
    For 2 months I didnt feel like i was anywhere, I just felt like everything was washing away from me slowly. Couldnt enjoy the same things i did because all it did was remind me of him. Singing, listening to music, playing video games, talking or watching movies, it ruined it all for me.
    I truly did feel like i lost the only person who understood me for who I was and by god did it feel like my heart was ripped out. I cried and yelled that it wasnt fair, it wasnt fair for him to be gone so soon and so young.
    Present day is a different story, I may still grieve and cry over the loss of him but that doesnt mean i cant live on

  • @jaysonklein6018
    @jaysonklein6018 2 дні тому

    You have no idea how badly I needed to hear this, after losing my uncle and my mom. They'll always be a part of me, and I'll know that notion with pride.

  • @TheREALSIXTY6
    @TheREALSIXTY6 2 дні тому +2

    After losing my
    Mom to stage 4 cancer this year I discovered this channel.
    The amount of weeping i do is unreal..
    Sometimes i often forget im still capable of tears

    • @sharathk8510
      @sharathk8510 2 дні тому

      I Hope you find comfort

    • @Mc.Baldiee
      @Mc.Baldiee  2 дні тому +1

      May you find peace and comfort 🌹

  • @JuniorJunior-vy9kv
    @JuniorJunior-vy9kv 2 дні тому

    For as terrifying as it looks at first, this is one of the most beautiful feelings I have felt in a while, a stranger that may look threatening, being so relatable, so relaxed, understanding, truthful and kind. Is truly the definition of angels looking non pleasant to scare away the evil, but on the inside being so much more beautiful than anything else.
    He just cares unconditionally, even tho he does not look appealing but showing its true colors while sharing genuine kindness. And that feels more comforting than someone being fake showing a pretty face to hide disinterest.
    This content is great, please keep making videos like this ❤

  • @Hankthestank04
    @Hankthestank04 2 дні тому +5

    Comforting horror is strangely peaceful

  • @milanaanonym8512
    @milanaanonym8512 2 дні тому +1

    You can't even imagine what an unexpected blessing you are with these videos!
    And that for all of you viewers!
    I was in a really dark place mentally, in the painful need for some assistance. Your video(s) came as my rescue. The messages in your videos are magical. It is like a spell. A good one. One that saves all of us that are deeply destroyed inside. They flick us together.
    We come together to attentively listen. Word by word. All combined, nourish us with wisdom and love.
    We are blessed because of you. Thank you so much for your effort!
    Please never stop making these. I love you all! We will survive and eventually live in peace and harmony some day! We are all able to heal and we will❤️

  • @Psychosis-Topic
    @Psychosis-Topic 2 дні тому

    I don't know what's creepier the figure or the way he perfectly explains exactly how I feel in every single video I'm really glad I found your channel every video gives me the strength to keep going

  • @ohara_sloth4554
    @ohara_sloth4554 2 дні тому

    This reminds me of her, Nuestra Señora Santisima Muerte, she's gentle and caring. Always there for you and guiding you no matter how things get. Thank you for this and thank you mother death for everything you've done for me and my family. ❤
    Happy new year, everybody.

  • @rensadu8200
    @rensadu8200 2 дні тому +2

    I'm experiencing a lot of preemptive grieving lately due to my grandmother's declining health.
    When people die, I tell their loved ones that it's sucks and there's no time limit on grief. That they'll live on through them.
    It's comforting, if not sadly so, to hear those types of words assure me that what will inevitably happen will hurt, and perhaps hurt forever; but that she will always exist inside of me. The shape she will leave behind, it'll be there even after she's gone. And I'll continue to love that shape and that shape will continue to love me.

  • @parzivalthestormtrooper5017
    @parzivalthestormtrooper5017 День тому

    Thank you for this. I lost my best friend just over two months ago and your videos have been helping me process and think about things from new perspectives that I’d never considered before. I really think you’re doing something great

  • @Heryrui
    @Heryrui 2 дні тому

    This is so comforting after my father’s recent passing.. thank you for all the wonderful stories ❤

  • @alexanderhenderson4065
    @alexanderhenderson4065 2 дні тому

    My family cat passed on the 26th of December.
    This video came out a day later.
    Oh how these words soothe the pain.
    Thank you for these words, and the reminder.

  • @Natshrvck
    @Natshrvck 11 годин тому

    My mother passed away two weeks ago and I found confort in your words. Thank you

  • @GageIGuess176
    @GageIGuess176 2 дні тому

    Smart words from a smart man, don't ever think you're alone.

  • @DerekGray2.0
    @DerekGray2.0 2 дні тому +3

    This is literally peak therapy for me. These videos were both comforting and motivating.

  • @NIKOLA72044
    @NIKOLA72044 15 годин тому

    They live within you, as long as you breathe they are alive.

  • @Pipsqueaks98
    @Pipsqueaks98 День тому

    These videos are so beautiful in a way I can’t describe. Please don’t stop uploading

  • @Nebulababyy
    @Nebulababyy 2 дні тому +1

    My dad passed away over 15 years ago and I still struggle with his loss like it just happened. I really needed this. Thank you.

  • @MoonBeast5
    @MoonBeast5 2 дні тому

    This is actually very comforting. I lost my grandfather a couple of weeks ago and have been having a hard time dealing with it. I'm not particularly religious, but this is a... helpful perspective. Thank you.

  • @tylerrandolph6193
    @tylerrandolph6193 11 годин тому

    We have learned that the soul actually has weight. Some 11 oz. Which is absolutely incredible. Energy can't be destroyed. Only redistributed. I felt this every time someone I've known has died. They really do become a part of you.

  • @Thejjofficial
    @Thejjofficial 2 дні тому +4

    I lost my Lovely Mother this October. I feel heartbroken completely broken from inside I love her so much but it’s hard right now and I’m ,don’t know …. But thank you your words feels like a hug!
    My mom is not here for New year but HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE we all got this little by little!❤

  • @lapis6288
    @lapis6288 2 дні тому +1

    I love this idea of death being seen as a returning to the whole. It reminds me of a story I read a while back, it talked about death as a returning back to the world in which you came from. When you compare sugar dissolving in water, it triggers the same idea as the book. This view on death feels so much more comfy, compared to the way modernity treats death normally. Thank you for the reminder :)

  • @gilbertv1433
    @gilbertv1433 2 дні тому

    Great video! This reminded me of one of my favorite poems by Mary Elizabeth Frye:
    Do not stand at my grave and weep
    I am not there. I do not sleep.
    I am a thousand winds that blow.
    I am the diamond glints on snow.
    I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
    I am the gentle autumn rain.
    When you awaken in the morning's hush
    I am the swift uplifting rush
    Of quiet birds in circled flight.
    I am the soft stars that shine at night.
    Do not stand at my grave and cry;
    I am not there. I did not die.

    • @Mc.Baldiee
      @Mc.Baldiee  2 дні тому +1

      That is one of my favorites too 🌹

  • @saltbandit6768
    @saltbandit6768 2 дні тому

    "You dont have to let go. You just have to keep living."

  • @dustincaleb8419
    @dustincaleb8419 2 дні тому +1

    This is somewhat unnerving , and yet the words he spoke was so beautiful where there can be a place of comfort.

  • @Rivr_Shen
    @Rivr_Shen 2 дні тому

    these videos feel like a force of nature reminding you that no matter how painful it is, it’s not personal.

  • @naughtyhieroglyph669
    @naughtyhieroglyph669 2 дні тому +4

    I imagine this as a high level summon, who when summoned in a plight or a boss battle just starts talking about important spiritual issues as it is just decimating enemies or fighting the finial boss with you.

    • @BlumpkinSpiceLatte
      @BlumpkinSpiceLatte 2 дні тому +1

      I get the feeling the final boss was inside us all along 🤔

  • @aidenmillar1537
    @aidenmillar1537 2 дні тому

    my mum passed in 2023 and my grandad just last year, this video has helped me greatly and i thank you for your loving, caring efforts

  • @Mas-cm6cy
    @Mas-cm6cy 2 дні тому

    I only just found you. And you are quite the anomaly. You make yourself look like a monster, and the first words we see are often uncertain and disturbing. Yet, you do the exact opposite, you comfort, you give genuine advice. While i may not understand. I appreciate it

  • @graysonrodriguez3075
    @graysonrodriguez3075 8 годин тому

    Thank you for posting this. It makes me feel a little better. My mom has terminal bone cancer and my heart is broken. But i have to be ok, for her and for me.

  • @KingHaruWolfs_Infinitverse
    @KingHaruWolfs_Infinitverse 2 дні тому

    Dude, it's incredible that you upload this 1 week later after I lost a friend. Thanks...

  • @MadMan14141
    @MadMan14141 2 дні тому

    This video is the 5th one I've seen and started to get into and this one made me feel "different" in a sort of way. It made me feel a sense of confort and reassurance. This video gave me a soft reminder of how i was during the death of my Grandfather couple years ago and how I was so distraught with the entire event. I later learned he was never truly gone and a sense that he is still with me and watching over me till today and protecting me in a way and for that is truly comforting.

  • @kingmalu39
    @kingmalu39 2 дні тому

    my grandpa has passed away 2 months ago he was 84. He was a father figure to me. needed this video thank you so much.

  • @NikkosGrace
    @NikkosGrace 3 дні тому +7

    Such a great comfort from a sinister looking guy. I'll probably come back to this video if I end up losing someone.

    • @user-4xislb
      @user-4xislb 2 дні тому

      why "sinister looking guy"? How do you know much he sinned based on his apperance?

  • @Michelo17
    @Michelo17 2 дні тому +1

    I really needed to see this...many loved ones of mine passed away this year.

  • @Mr.WonderJames
    @Mr.WonderJames 2 дні тому

    Reminds me of my friend Lydia who died of cancer some years ago. This is comforting to me; to be reminded of her again. Thank you. She helped me become the person I want to be 💕

  • @waffensuperninja
    @waffensuperninja 2 дні тому +1

    this is a tough time for me as i just lost my dad this time last year. thank you for the comfort.

  • @Wonderful_Wakey_Weird_Wizard
    @Wonderful_Wakey_Weird_Wizard 2 дні тому +1

    You posted this on the perfect day. Today makes the 1 year anniversary of my father's passing. I needed this today. Thank you.

  • @elipierce7596
    @elipierce7596 2 дні тому

    Normally analog horror is meant to be frightening. Your art style conveys a certain feeling of nostalgia. Like I've met him before, held my hand out, "Take my hand everything will be okay."

  • @fivestarmichelin_
    @fivestarmichelin_ 2 дні тому +3

    The Veiled Seraph is such a guardian angel material.

  • @LXTTR-X
    @LXTTR-X 2 дні тому

    One of the best channels on UA-cam thank you please keep this up same beat same voice this is timeless extremely powerful

  • @asatimmons95
    @asatimmons95 2 дні тому

    Every single one of your videos hurt me in such a haunting yet comforting way. I just want to say thank you. this video in particular helped a lot.

  • @matthew4215
    @matthew4215 2 дні тому +1

    that's a perfect way to end this here now, thank you so much veiled seraph.

  • @maddrayven7606
    @maddrayven7606 3 дні тому +1

    That was painfully beautiful and I loved it

  • @Bentennyson1000_0
    @Bentennyson1000_0 2 дні тому

    This is soo comforting i mean never stope whoever you are 💖❤️

  • @korkronwarlord
    @korkronwarlord 2 дні тому

    Its almost as if you know when we need you. I lost a parent this summer and been struggling with the grief ever since. Now at the end of the year, I try to find the strenght to end this year. Once again, your words brings much needed support.

  • @justagirlwithautism4960
    @justagirlwithautism4960 2 дні тому +1

    I lost a good friend of mine to cancer a few months ago. I had a dream about him last night, that he was alive and well. The first video i saw when i opened youtube after i woke up was this. I think this video will help me heal.

  • @scurra-z9y
    @scurra-z9y 2 дні тому

    I lost my older sister due to her own actions. Much pain was inflicted upon me for years. Her death hangs over my every move and it will never leave. The feeling of her will never pass and the hate that I have. This video eases me to a degree because I am trying to believe to what you are saying. It helps me a little. And I thank you.

  • @Moonlight-x5z
    @Moonlight-x5z 2 дні тому

    Thankyou. I miss my Mother and father and brother. Now i know they are still here learning to be apart of me as i live.

  • @HalaMadrid0226
    @HalaMadrid0226 2 дні тому

    I miss my best friend/lover so much. Thank you for uploading this

  • @r0d_mp
    @r0d_mp День тому

    I lost my mom almost a year ago, soon to be the anniversary. And I have to say, this funny-looking video has no right to be this accurate. I will never stop grieving, but that's because she has become part of me. Thank you, funny horror men, I haven't seen a video this cathartic in a long time.

  • @dustincaleb8419
    @dustincaleb8419 2 дні тому

    This video can never get old even after listening it ten times

  • @TheDeviant420
    @TheDeviant420 2 дні тому

    These are beautiful. Please don’t ever stop making these.☺️

  • @jameschambers2512
    @jameschambers2512 2 дні тому

    This is John wicks guardian angel doing exactly what he would want which is helping everyone find their own peace of mind, unwavering will, and control of the body.

  • @anonymouselixiir
    @anonymouselixiir 2 дні тому

    Got some bad medical news regarding my dad recently, this helps a lot. Thank you🙏

  • @meowli4887
    @meowli4887 2 дні тому +1

    As much i wanna share these videos.
    they have much more impact when you just come across it randomly in your day.
    I hope it spreads more

  • @poulet5966
    @poulet5966 2 дні тому +1

    thank you my grandma just died

  • @lexyinspace
    @lexyinspace 2 дні тому

    These videos keep coming at exactly the time I need them. The funeral was yesterday.

  • @Lilguest0
    @Lilguest0 11 годин тому

    Beauty just like treasure we all must sacrifice something for greatness brother

  • @private.6463
    @private.6463 2 дні тому

    I'm not sure if you'll see this, Mc.Baldiee, but these videos are genuinely so great. The being's voice and the aesthetic both bring such a nice sense of comfort to me (and I'm sure to plenty other people too).

  • @SKLeonidas01
    @SKLeonidas01 2 дні тому

    Damn, in my opinion this is the best video ive seen amid this channel. Oddly comforting too..

  • @mr.nobody1013
    @mr.nobody1013 2 дні тому

    Friedrich Nietzsche said 'All great things must first wear terrifying and monstrous masks in order to inscribe themselves on the hearts of humanity.' Definitely feel that quote with your videos. Also smiling seraphim has a nice ring to it.

  • @SoupSpicoous-i4l
    @SoupSpicoous-i4l 13 годин тому

    This sounds like those villians that care for you but have to do what they do

  • @tobixx_
    @tobixx_ 2 дні тому

    My grandma in the last few years of her life had struggled with Alzheimer's, she didn't remember who I was and when she finally did pass I was broken. I never really got pass it though, but I feel like this gave me some much-needed closure and a new way to think of her passing

  • @SpellFlare
    @SpellFlare День тому

    Thank you... Thank you... I miss so much my mother but now... I can be at rest.

  • @IceLikeD
    @IceLikeD 2 дні тому

    As someone who lost their grandma this year, she was like a mother to me, i felt that from the first moment, i felt that she wants to live through me and she keeps living through me, she left me a part of her soul to fill this void and never feel like she is no longer with us.. I also went through a breakup but damn this doesn't get near the void that grandma has left and i'm filling up slowly.

    • @IceLikeD
      @IceLikeD 2 дні тому

      @Mc.Baldiee I hope you know and cherish how many lives you have been uplifting with your videos, keep up the great work, you are needed by many.

  • @riptidesatyr7736
    @riptidesatyr7736 2 дні тому +1

    Im really grateful for this because I just last my Grandpa a few days ago. I visited my Grandparents on Friday December 13th, it was the only day our schedules would line up.
    My Papaw joked about us showing up then and said how it must be I sign he wouldn’t make to Christmas with us. I don’t know how he always joked around like that, you know?
    I remember when he first started to show signs of troubled breathing, decades of smoking can do that to you, and he still joked about even after being diagnosed.
    Even when he had a ventilator and had to start taking all these pills, he still joked about him being the first person in our family to die. He said that he was one step closer to Hell since his stomach always wanted to hack up a gateway to the place now.
    But when we were leaving my grandparent’s house, we were saying our goodbyes, and I wanted to talk to him last. He hugs me, kisses me, tells me he loves me, then for a long moment he just held my hand and looked up at me.
    He didn’t smile at me then.
    I think he knew I knew that we wouldn’t see each other again. I tried to visit him more often, but they lived a lot farther than our other family members.
    I feel like that was an excuse now. Like I was somehow too afraid to see him again and I couldn’t live with the image of him not standing up running around with my little brother and sister and joking the whole night away.
    Maybe I should have been there more, maybe I should have hugged him longer. He knew that he was going to be the first person in our family to go but it didn’t make that challenge of not crying in front of him any harder.
    But he held my hand and held it for a long time before nodding and saying that “You did enough to make me proud when I first saw you.”
    My grandfather always supported me. When I came out as bisexual, when I tried out for acting- even when I didn’t want to be bothered by my other family members- he was there.
    He had a laugh that was so shrill and haggard that it made my ears hurt from listening to it. But he never got that chance when he was ventilated. All that time smiling and he never got the time to laugh.
    I think I’m going to miss his laugh the most.
    My grandfather never had kids of his own, he showed him in my life when my biological grandfather kicked the bucket before I was even born. He treated me well, kept me safe, made me feel loved- that’s all I could ask for.
    You know that scene in Avatar when Saka says he can’t remember his own mother’s face? That’s me with my biological grandfather. So to have both of them gone is a strange thing.
    I had the luxury of telling him goodbye, lucky enough to be the grandchild worthy enough of respect.
    I don’t know why I’m writing this truth be told. I just think I find writing therapeutic, it helps gather my thoughts and whatnot. Sorry for potentially forcing you all to read this.
    Have a goodnight guys and a Happy New Year. Keep the ones you hold dear in your hearts, you never know when they’ll be gone.

  • @TheNerdyMark
    @TheNerdyMark День тому

    she left quite the imprint on my soul that it still calls out to her... after all this time... it still yearns for her...

  • @echi-sama1844
    @echi-sama1844 2 дні тому +1

    UA-cam just randomly recommended me your videos and I'm so gladly surprised

  • @MmmJonathan
    @MmmJonathan 2 дні тому

    Straight to my favorites folder. Thank you for this.

  • @TheSoliloquyMan
    @TheSoliloquyMan День тому

    This came at the best possible time for me. I've been in a dark place all day/night (working 3rd).
    17 years ago on January 1st, my best friend died in a comatose state, in agonizing pain, from a single-car accident.
    I've struggled with his loss for years because, for me, he was my only friend and he got me through the hardest of times.
    I live if only to carry on his legacy. He was an only child of two other generations of only childs. His father passed away in a drunken car wreck not but a year after him. His grandparents followed suit in less violence, but from cancers and illness within 3 years. His mother remains, but is infertile from an operation and has no others. Even his dog died a week after his passing.
    It is a sad, and gruesome (given the other incidents of his family), thing that he left and history will never know his bloodline or remember any of them. But still, I carry the memory. The only one spared from the fallout from the time of his wake to now.
    Thanks for putting this out here when you did. I needed to hear that he's part of me and will always be with me as was described. That darkness was all consuming until I mindlessly scrolled through your videos for a minute and decided on this one.