Definitely not the same, but this helps me with my writers block when working on a script for my videos. something about it just makes writing easier for me.
Im nothing, man. That's how i feel. Miserable. Incomplete. Ugly. Hopeless. Stupid. Damn, i 30 years old and feel so fucking bad in every way possible. I could blame my severe depression and high anxiety... but i've been felling like that since ever. I feel like i ain't even got a chance to live all my life. Fuck! My heart, soul and spirit are truly broken. Just rock bottom, dude. My mental health has gone years ago. Since then i only existed. And no, this is not "self-pity" or whatever; im just talking how i feel. Maybe only my death can heal myself for good.
I’ve felt this way for such a long time. You can’t keep hating yourself as it only weighs you down and traps you in that mindset. All I can say is find some good in the little things. Understand that in all reality we have no control of anything. So stop trying to control your surroundings and just allow things to be, good or bad. Once you learn to except things the way they are, things that can be changed become easier to do so with.
Hang in there fella.Embrace nature.Stay a while and watch the birds and the wind in the trees.Spend sometime alone in the quiet away from people.I hope itll help even just a little bit to soothe your troublesome soul.
It gets better. I struggled (and still do) with manic depression for all of my teenage years, constantly fighting for just one reason to not end it all. I attempted multiple times, but in the end, I made it out. Years later, I’m still here. I’d be lying to you if I told you it’s always gonna be good; I still have plenty of hard days. But when I think about all of the beautiful things I would have never seen, I’m so grateful to still be alive. I promise you, there are people who love you and reasons for you to stick around.
I hope you know how beautiful and healing this track is. 🖤 blessings to you and yours.
If I woke up in Silent Hill tomorrow, that wouldn’t be so bad.
rest well tonight man, rest assured that we go to Silent Hill in our sleep, is just that we don't remember when we came back.
Same I know every corner every street every building the keys to progression and the answers to all the riddles,the only place I do
My ideal permanent residency.
me either.... 🥺😇
hope that happens after i die
Everything that I feel about silent hill ambience music is peaceful feeling.........
Never played Silent Hill, but this ambience is helping me study rn, I think I'll come back here, for a while :)
Definitely not the same, but this helps me with my writers block when working on a script for my videos. something about it just makes writing easier for me.
Silent Hill. A nice place to be.
In my restless dreams i see that town silent hill
My mind lives within the thick Silent Hill 1 atmosphere
"My thoughts are clouded.." Yet, I possess a profound clarity, as my perception is not obscured but rather delves into the depths of my soul.
Im nothing, man. That's how i feel. Miserable. Incomplete. Ugly. Hopeless. Stupid. Damn, i 30 years old and feel so fucking bad in every way possible. I could blame my severe depression and high anxiety... but i've been felling like that since ever. I feel like i ain't even got a chance to live all my life. Fuck! My heart, soul and spirit are truly broken. Just rock bottom, dude. My mental health has gone years ago. Since then i only existed. And no, this is not "self-pity" or whatever; im just talking how i feel. Maybe only my death can heal myself for good.
I’ve felt this way for such a long time. You can’t keep hating yourself as it only weighs you down and traps you in that mindset. All I can say is find some good in the little things. Understand that in all reality we have no control of anything. So stop trying to control your surroundings and just allow things to be, good or bad. Once you learn to except things the way they are, things that can be changed become easier to do so with.
just do it man, world - is one big trash can, i feel u
Hang in there fella.Embrace nature.Stay a while and watch the birds and the wind in the trees.Spend sometime alone in the quiet away from people.I hope itll help even just a little bit to soothe your troublesome soul.
🎉
gracias
Have you seen a little girl? Short brown hair, my daughter.
I feel low-poly, incomplete...
This might be my last summer alive, wish me luck on october 8th 2024.
Why, what’s happening October 8th?
It gets better. I struggled (and still do) with manic depression for all of my teenage years, constantly fighting for just one reason to not end it all. I attempted multiple times, but in the end, I made it out. Years later, I’m still here. I’d be lying to you if I told you it’s always gonna be good; I still have plenty of hard days. But when I think about all of the beautiful things I would have never seen, I’m so grateful to still be alive. I promise you, there are people who love you and reasons for you to stick around.
I prayed for you. There are spots in your life who are so awesome. You need to find happiness in the small things in life. ☀️
godspeed.
Please don't hurt yourself. I'm suicidal too, but, it can get better. trust me.
i love u
thoughts of her are all i care to think about but i won't even allow myself to do this so i sit in a silent state
you are not alone bro
is he waiting for that delivery of a blow up Maria doll?
I better go inside and fix myself a cup of sugar, free, hot cocoa, and curl up with a good book.
Stucked in the Matrix of NEETug 🥲
❤😂😮😢