Heres the lyrics luvs 🫶 Typical of me to go and ruin the party Everybody says they love me, but I'm still brokenhearted They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a macabre Barbie (I love you) My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11 So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression I hate that I'm so Self-deprecating More comfortable in bad situations Sucker for a little devastation And this always happens Panic attacks in paradise Piña coladas, I'm terrified I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright I'm havin' the best time of my life Panic attacks in paradise Hyperventilating under candy skies Tellin' myself that this is fine I'm havin' the best time of my life It's a big joke Ha ha, I love laughin' It's a big hoax Your self-help happy 'Cause I'm okay I'm pure propane On an open flame Watch me blow up My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11 So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression I hate that I'm so Self-deprecating More comfortable in bad situations Sucker for a little devastation And this always happens Panic attacks in paradise Piña coladas, I'm terrified I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright I'm havin' the best time of my life Panic attacks in paradise Hyperventilating under candy skies Tellin' myself that this is fine I'm havin' the best time of my life
i want to cry my eyes out while listening to this song
Amazing❤️
amoooo 💕💕
but why did they put zendaya...?
@ykss yeah...the actor who plays her is zendaya
@ykss tried to, but my parents saw the very beginning of the first episode and didn't want me to watch it bc of the "nudity" and "sexual" scenes :(
i put rue from euphoria because she suffers from anxiety and panic attacks , i believe this song suits her
@@hearts4him961 ah....ykw fuck my parents i'm watching that damn show >:D
Heres the lyrics luvs 🫶
Typical of me to go and ruin the party
Everybody says they love me, but I'm still brokenhearted
They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a macabre Barbie (I love you)
My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him
I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I'm so
Self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright
I'm havin' the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Tellin' myself that this is fine
I'm havin' the best time of my life
It's a big joke
Ha ha, I love laughin'
It's a big hoax
Your self-help happy
'Cause I'm okay
I'm pure propane
On an open flame
Watch me blow up
My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him
I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I'm so
Self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright
I'm havin' the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Tellin' myself that this is fine
I'm havin' the best time of my life