Our Final Good Byes (a dark academia playlist)

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    Our Final Good Byes (a dark academia playlist)
    ♪♫.ılılıll|̲̅̅●̲̅̅|̲̅̅=̲̅̅|̲̅̅●̲̅̅|llılılı.♫♪
    Time Stamps:
    0:00 - 2:02 Toshifumi Hinata - Reflections
    2:02 - 4:27 Esther Abrami No.2 Remember Her
    4:28 - 6:55 Jake 25.17 What Falling in Love Feels Like
    6:55 - 10:20 Arcade - Duncan Laurence (Piano)
    10:20 - 15:31 Merry-Go-Round
    15:31 - 30:17 Stuff we did (Married Life)
    ♪♫.ılılıll|̲̅̅●̲̅̅|̲̅̅=̲̅̅|̲̅̅●̲̅̅|llılılı.♫♪

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  • @Ivoryyy14
    @Ivoryyy14  3 роки тому +1117

    If you guys have any playlist ideas, feel free to leave a comment! I hope everyone is staying safe and enjoys this play list. :)

    • @isabellatrofimenko8067
      @isabellatrofimenko8067 3 роки тому +16

      Can u make a light academia playlist?

    • @Ivoryyy14
      @Ivoryyy14  3 роки тому +14

      @@isabellatrofimenko8067 Ofc!

    • @r3o1229
      @r3o1229 3 роки тому +57

      Your running to save the love of your life but it's too late

    • @Ivoryyy14
      @Ivoryyy14  3 роки тому +18

      @@r3o1229 Thats a great idea! Do I have permission to use this idea, I will ofc give you credit. :))

    • @r3o1229
      @r3o1229 3 роки тому +6

      @@Ivoryyy14 yesss of course

  • @eurdyxye870
    @eurdyxye870 3 роки тому +4826

    Why do we need wattpad when there's a comment section full of stories?

    • @nevaehlogan9674
      @nevaehlogan9674 3 роки тому +51

      Cause Wattpad has everything

    • @wajdaljwary1276
      @wajdaljwary1276 3 роки тому +11

      Exactly!!

    • @brittneyr5846
      @brittneyr5846 3 роки тому +18

      There so many beautiful stories I wanna cry-

    • @lunagabriella5162
      @lunagabriella5162 3 роки тому +2

      @@nevaehlogan9674 what is that?

    • @nevaehlogan9674
      @nevaehlogan9674 3 роки тому +8

      @@lunagabriella5162 it’s a source of power where all these books are you can read or write it’s a heaven and hell

  • @kateparker1245
    @kateparker1245 3 роки тому +2552

    I usually write stories when I see playlists like these in my recommended, but for some reason I can only see one line when I listen to this playlist. A man whispers into a woman’s ear as he holds her close, and she’s crying into the curve of his neck:
    “In another life, we’ll have forever.”

    • @Janbijamwall
      @Janbijamwall 3 роки тому +132

      This one line here "in another life, we'll have forever" Made me feel tremendous amount of pain....

    • @khaoulaqanit6338
      @khaoulaqanit6338 3 роки тому +54

      this comment hits me like a train. I am trembling...

    • @alejnaiseini843
      @alejnaiseini843 3 роки тому +22

      Well this one last line made me cry

    • @lydjoy3385
      @lydjoy3385 3 роки тому +28

      I'm not trying to cry during my study session, come on now

    • @enhasophia
      @enhasophia 3 роки тому +30

      I’m crying. I’m crying from 6 words. I’m crying because this sounds familiar to me yet no one has ever said that to me. I’m crying 😭

  • @anjanetterichardson73
    @anjanetterichardson73 3 роки тому +2816

    why is everyone under here excellent writers

    • @nektariakontovounisiou5964
      @nektariakontovounisiou5964 3 роки тому +27

      that is actually something i'd like to know because here i stand utterly talentless but i try haaaaaaaaard

    • @Opus566
      @Opus566 3 роки тому +3

      Ikr

    • @Opus566
      @Opus566 3 роки тому +4

      @•Ruby Lillian Potter• omggg I have never met anyone else named Rania before this is actually so cool👁👄👁

    • @luisgandarilla3832
      @luisgandarilla3832 3 роки тому +3

      I know , so much tallent

    • @emeleyafadliyeva6607
      @emeleyafadliyeva6607 3 роки тому +5

      I SWEAR I AM WRITING A STORY RIGHT NOW- AHHH ILY

  • @MegaKilljoy14
    @MegaKilljoy14 3 роки тому +3280

    Married life has my crying uncontrollably over here

  • @dani-nm1dn
    @dani-nm1dn 3 роки тому +392

    not me reading all of the 50 comments in 5 minutes

  • @addy.miller8435
    @addy.miller8435 3 роки тому +1279

    After dancing with her ghost, I realized our final goodbye was never said.
    Why do I still love her?
    -based on a true story

    • @dazaisdickhair6969
      @dazaisdickhair6969 3 роки тому +6

      Really ??

    • @addy.miller8435
      @addy.miller8435 3 роки тому +3

      @@dazaisdickhair6969 yeah

    • @carlasola5972
      @carlasola5972 3 роки тому +17

      This reminds me of the criminal minds episode where Maeve died

    • @flamingaish
      @flamingaish 3 роки тому +11

      The last line...

    • @addy.miller8435
      @addy.miller8435 3 роки тому +3

      @@flamingaish witch one? Why do I still love her? Or based on a true story m

  • @nataliam031
    @nataliam031 3 роки тому +577

    not me crying even tho im single af 🥲

  • @amorammaria3239
    @amorammaria3239 3 роки тому +5293

    "I love you, but I'm not going to die for you," you declared just before he spin you on the ball hall.
    "I know," he replied and even though he was smiling, you could tell that there were hidden feelings there.
    For a moment you feel bad for being so selfish and think that you would like to be like the heroine of a novel, willing to die for the one you love. But you want to live.
    He seems to realize your fear and caresses your cheeks fondly.
    "Shh. No bad thoughts at our last dance."
    He pulls you closer, so close that it hurts. But you want to feel this pain. You want to make sure you have as much of it as possible in your last few minutes.
    The masked crowd gathers in a perfect circle, watching your passionate funeral dance, waiting to know in the end who will come out alive. A sacrifice needs to be made tonight to calm hell and it doesn't matter whether the blood spilled is yours or the prince's.
    "Don't look at them, just look at me", the prince gently pulls your chin.
    Facing his eyes tightens your heart. You don't want to face it. You don't want to face what you need to do. Then you close your eyelids and join your lips to his one last time. His tongue intertwines yours, the heat of his body against yours, his hands caressing your hair full of love. The bittersweet flavor of the kiss lasts until the last note of the song and when silence takes over the room, you draw your dagger, ready to fight for your life.
    "I'm sorry for being selfish and not dying for you," you say and notice that some tears are streaming down your cheeks.
    "Don't worry, I'm more selfish than you are," he replies.
    The prince smiles again. That smile that you know hides something. This is driving you crazy. What is he hiding? What is his plan to survive?
    He draws a dagger and you wait for the first attack. But instead of hitting you, he sticks the blade in his own stomach. He fall to his knees on the floor and blood begins to stain his clothes.
    "What?!?!" you throw yourself on the floor beside him, without understanding what is happening.
    "I'm sorry for being selfish," he says and gives you one last hug.
    Blood runs out of the corner of your lips.
    "But you died for me," you argue confused.
    "Worse than dying, is having to live knowing that the only person I loved, died to save me. I hope you can live with that burden."
    Somethings are worst than death.
    (Sorry my poor english. I'm brazillian LOL)
    (btw, i'm putting some of my short stories in my channel with some video edit, i will be really happy if you guys take a look

    • @redyuu2433
      @redyuu2433 3 роки тому +138

      omg! this end!

    • @nayelizaraua9657
      @nayelizaraua9657 3 роки тому +240

      omg i cried that was so sad cause he died for her and she didnt die for him

    • @itsmedeeeeeeeeee23
      @itsmedeeeeeeeeee23 3 роки тому +91

      This made me cry 😭 What an ending ❤️

    • @luielymadriz3781
      @luielymadriz3781 3 роки тому +55

      That badass! Oh my, a shotgun hurts less.

    • @ellamoyers4487
      @ellamoyers4487 3 роки тому +37

      That was beautiful😥

  • @jalyn_bell0453
    @jalyn_bell0453 3 роки тому +2589

    So like before you go down and read the pov’s I Recommend reading in a British accent

    • @single_use_planet_
      @single_use_planet_ 3 роки тому +144

      bold of you to assume I don't already do that lol

    • @Onyx08
      @Onyx08 3 роки тому +75

      by "British" do you mean English, because reading these in a Scottish or Irish accent hits very different

    • @zulemaandviolet2824
      @zulemaandviolet2824 3 роки тому +66

      As a British person even I try and talk more British when reading them😂

    • @naomijosebashvili233
      @naomijosebashvili233 3 роки тому +23

      lmao i don’t need to change anything i’m from london🤪

    • @zulemaandviolet2824
      @zulemaandviolet2824 3 роки тому +4

      @@naomijosebashvili233 same😂

  • @thegreatreddragon999
    @thegreatreddragon999 3 роки тому +3423

    POV:
    "Don't turn your back on me!" You cried; the words came harsh, painful. Your breaths are unevent; You felt tired, helpless, hopeless, your legs were trembling with fury, with inexplicable feelings. You couldn't run, you couldn't follow him, as he walked away, under the rain, across the street.
    You thought your last words were going to be on the deathbed, holding each other's hands, thinking: We're maybe going to be separated now, but we'll meet in the afterlife. You thought, there are no goodbyes between you both.
    But here you are, the 'goodbye' slapped you sorely. He didn't wait for you to argue, to cry, or to realize; he just walked away.
    "You hear me! Don't you dare!" You cried again, this time even loudly; tears escaped from your eyes, like a stream, like the rain.
    But he kept walking, till he dissolved between those gray fug. He said it, he said 'goodbye'... your final goodbye.
    Edit: Thank you guys for 1.5k likes, I'm flattered💙

    • @larakaraks7533
      @larakaraks7533 3 роки тому +92

      ı'm sueing if you don't turn this into a book omggggg

    • @thegreatreddragon999
      @thegreatreddragon999 3 роки тому +18

      @@larakaraks7533 maybe one day😉

    • @anniemiller9
      @anniemiller9 3 роки тому +20

      @@thegreatreddragon999 tell me one day when that book comes out 😁

    • @kamyia15
      @kamyia15 3 роки тому +32

      omg this was so deep turn it onto a wattpad story or something

    • @lavinaalag
      @lavinaalag 3 роки тому +13

      if you ever make this into a wattpad story or something please tell me

  • @hannahkb0284
    @hannahkb0284 3 роки тому +920

    the five dislikes are people who can’t write like these amazing people in the comments 😌🤚

    • @ellescorner2824
      @ellescorner2824 3 роки тому +5

      there's 28 of them now HAHA

    • @killua9713
      @killua9713 3 роки тому +5

      @@ellescorner2824 jealous people

    • @ellescorner2824
      @ellescorner2824 3 роки тому +3

      @@killua9713 exactly😃

    • @qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm3093
      @qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm3093 3 роки тому

      Or people who can't take sad endings

    • @renzo6490
      @renzo6490 2 роки тому

      You don’t know why they “disliked” .
      Can’t you just enjoy what pleases you without condemning those who don’t share your feelings?

  • @ilyfaye_2884
    @ilyfaye_2884 3 роки тому +644

    "My darling, death cannot separate us. We will meet again, I promise you. In 10, or maybe in 1000 years.The point is we will meet again someday! We will have our first kiss again, we will have our first dance again, we will have a second chance to do all our firsts! So don't cry about me being gone, think about when we'll meet again! You are my one and only, my always and forever. Goodbye."
    pls idk what this is 😰

    • @alex-8146
      @alex-8146 3 роки тому +5

      •-• danm that's incredible

    • @alleajariettemadarieta8892
      @alleajariettemadarieta8892 3 роки тому +15

      why did a comment made me cry

    • @gdfrisina5065
      @gdfrisina5065 3 роки тому +9

      ok wow. not me imagining a couple that gets reincarnated and each time, they have to find each other again to satisfy their souls and the universe, and when they die, one says this to the other, implying that they'll meet in heaven, but instead they are reborn to be lovers once again, having an unknowing journey each time

    • @hay9093
      @hay9093 3 роки тому +2

      im crying

    • @edvelymartinez1221
      @edvelymartinez1221 3 роки тому +1

      Wait did klaus say this ? Sound like something he’d say.

  • @yasmelyhern.4775
    @yasmelyhern.4775 3 роки тому +397

    "Dear
    The feeling of your hand in mine, your smile lit up on the moon, and the flowers in your hair, are the only thing that prevents me from losing my sanity. Maybe this letter will get to you, or maybe it won't. But either way, I can promise you that your memory is still in my heart, sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night hoping to find you by my side. I feel a void not seeing you there. Are you still reminding me of me? Am I still on your mind? I remember your last words "as long as I am alive in your mind and you in mine, distance will become alien to reality" those words keep making me feel butterflies all over my body. It's been years since our last meeting, but despite that, I hope to stay in your mind just like you in mine.
    Always yours, "

  • @Deyanira_8012
    @Deyanira_8012 3 роки тому +86

    POV : You are looking for the interesting stories in the comment section.

  • @aitanakmm1493
    @aitanakmm1493 3 роки тому +848

    POV:
    "Are you leaving me?" I asked him with tears that slowly collected on the lower eyelid of my eyes.
    "Oh dear" his voice began to crack "There is nothing in this world that I yearn for more than to stay with you" he caressed the fine skin of my cheeks "But, you know I can't stay".
    "Darling" I said, holding on to him as if our future together depended on the intensity with which I held him "Please" I said while wailing in despair "Just hold me".
    "Shall we dance one last time?" he asked, as he held out his hand to me.
    My mouth curved into a weak smile "Of course love" He took my waist in his arms, and we slowly began to dance to the beat of a song that was not playing but in our minds.
    "My love" I felt his breath caressing my ear "I promise to find you in the next life" I turned to see him, to find the despair expressed on his face, his features shouting melancholy in its true form "I promise to spend the rest of eternity loving you" A tear spilled out of his eye, and that shattered me.
    "And I promise to wait for you, no matter how long it takes" I answered.
    "This is our first and last goodbye" He said as he held my head in his hands making my forehead rest on his, his gaze told me that he never wanted to leave me, but we had no choice, I went over every inch of his face in my mind so that I would be sure to recognize him right away when he came back to me.
    "Goodbye Edward" I squeezed my eyes, releasing the tears I attempted to suppress.
    "Goodbye Adelia, my one and only love" he kissed me with the intensity of the promise he had made a few moments earlier, and I was making sure I remembered the taste of his kisses. Till' we meet again love...

    • @a1e3za
      @a1e3za 3 роки тому +36

      brb sobbing

    • @maisie2838
      @maisie2838 3 роки тому +33

      im not crying you are

    • @midnightcoffee762
      @midnightcoffee762 3 роки тому +21

      Wow, Married life came up while I was reading at damn it hit different 😭👏👏

    • @ellescorner2824
      @ellescorner2824 3 роки тому +18

      The guys name totally ruined my sobbing!

    • @alejnaiseini843
      @alejnaiseini843 3 роки тому +7

      Currently sobbing

  • @gianna-the-lesbian9651
    @gianna-the-lesbian9651 3 роки тому +1240

    Okay, this is a long one.
    “What do you want?” he asked, scowling. Your throat seemed to close up at his words. You were too late; the damage had been done. You looked into his eyes, those cold, beautiful eyes. “Nothing,” you replied. “Nothing at all.”
    The memory of him burned in your brain, and apparently the one of yours didn’t exist in his. You were back to what you were before that lonely December night: a stranger.
    Then one night turned things around.
    “I can’t remember anything.” he finally spoke. After 5 minutes of silence, he finally said what he invited you over for. “I can’t remember anything from this year. And you...” he pointed at you. “You have something to do with it.” You let out a gasp.
    “I didn’t do anything with it.” You looked down at the ground, avoiding his stare. “But I know what happened.” Then you felt something grab your shoulders, and shake you.
    “WHAT. HAPPENED.” Looking up, you once again saw his eyes. They were cold, beautiful, and tear-filled eyes. He must really be in pain, to not remember anything. His brain must feel... empty. Your eyes watered at this thought, but you blinked the tears away. He let go of you, collapsing to the ground. You could hear his muffled sobs.
    “I’m sorry.” You told him, kneeling down and holding his hand. “The truth could hurt you.” His head stayed hung down. You breathed in, trying not to cry.
    Then he put his head on your shoulder. It felt... so comforting. It brought you back to those winter days at the park, when the two of you would chase each other until one got too tired. You missed him... so much.
    “We used to go out!” You yelled, before sobbing with him. He stopped. You felt his eyes glued on you. “What.”
    “We used- to go out. You and I spent the winter alone together. We... It was the greatest time of my life. It was... it went on during the spring, as well. We would spend most of our time at the gazebo in the park. But our...parents found out about this, and... well...” you let out another sob, before continuing. “They took you away to some fucking brainwashing thing. Next time I saw you, you didn’t know me. You didn’t know. But I knew. I knew everything.”
    You turned to him. “And now you know as well. And now...” you turned to the wall. “We’re both screwed, and...” you turned to him. He was wide-eyed, looking into space. He was just still. You felt the tears come back. You took a deep breath, and stood up. “And we can’t ever see each other again.”
    As you made your way to the door, someone hugged you.
    ~~~
    There wasn’t a hole in his brain. There was a bandaid. The memories weren’t gone, but they were hidden deeply. No matter how hard he tried to remember, there was nothing. He felt so lost. What was wrong with him? Why couldn’t he remember anything? Why couldn’t he talk about what he did during the winter? What. Was. Wrong. With. His. Brain.
    These thoughts were persistent, haunting his every move. At times, he wouldn’t be able to sleep for days. Then, he thought of the one memory he still had. Some stranger running to his arms and thanking God he was okay, and that _they_ didn’t do anything. That’s it. That person was the answer.
    “I can’t remember anything.” You told them. “I can’t remember anything from this year. And you...” you pointed at them. “You have something to do with it.”
    After that confession, his world seemed to turn into nothing close to a reality. How could he not remember something that someone else had remembered so vividly? How could he not remember being with them?
    But the more they spoke, the more pain he could feel in his brain. Teeny, tiny clips of them... kissing him, hugging him, hanging out with him. How... how was this happening?
    You turned to them. They were already heading to the door.
    You stood up, and without thinking, you put your arms around them.
    And everything came back like a flood.
    ~~~
    The funeral was tomorrow. You almost couldn’t go. But he was also at fault for your parents’ death, so you took a deep breath, and went alongside him, trying your best not to smile.

    • @aleenak9476
      @aleenak9476 3 роки тому +16

      amazing work!

    • @kun-rt3ky
      @kun-rt3ky 3 роки тому +76

      but your first half of the story -- happened exactly in my REAL life like:
      April 2020, I suffered from my head injury and its after effects for a long time. Yes, I couldn't remember anything from 2019 only in bits and pieces i did.
      😂i was not in a relationships or smth but there was this guy(classmate)who used to kind of used to take care of me back in 2019... I had not forgotten him completely, only knew that he was just a friend
      idk one day on October 2020 i was just thinking and I couldn't tell what it is but I remembered him , he was there...
      Its the Jan 2021 , and even now I'm still recovering but you know what? I remember him but I don't know how to approach to him and tell him that I remember him like its almost half a year and will he ever forgive me for making the memories of two persons, only one person to remember them?

    • @aleenak9476
      @aleenak9476 3 роки тому +8

      @@kun-rt3ky omg i hope you r better now

    • @kun-rt3ky
      @kun-rt3ky 3 роки тому +9

      @@aleenak9476 yes I'm at least in a lot better condition compared to the first few months like the whole world was just so stressful

    • @aleenak9476
      @aleenak9476 3 роки тому +5

      @@kun-rt3ky i so agree with you...i am so happy you are better now

  • @niko-yo2dp
    @niko-yo2dp 3 роки тому +407

    8:20 i remember the song that goes like "i got addicted to a losing game" i swear i jumped when i noticed its similar

    • @Ivoryyy14
      @Ivoryyy14  3 роки тому +56

      Its that song, (arcade) its just an instrumental version! :))

    • @rowanhassan6142
      @rowanhassan6142 3 роки тому +17

      Oh my goodness me too

    • @niko-yo2dp
      @niko-yo2dp 3 роки тому +3

      @@Ivoryyy14 ohhhh! makes sense! i thought it was some other that sounds similar!

    • @katerinabbb7
      @katerinabbb7 3 роки тому

      omg, same

    • @panizsalehi1968
      @panizsalehi1968 3 роки тому +2

      YESSSS i came to comments to see if i was the only one noticing or ...

  • @bellyvelly
    @bellyvelly 3 роки тому +89

    listening to this while reading the POVs and stories in the comments hits so different..

  • @mintz1440
    @mintz1440 3 роки тому +544

    Lies,
    as beautiful as the starry skies,
    as false as a moment's desires,
    and the same as a wishful dream,
    once a flicker of hope,
    now but a mountain of lost truths.
    Please,
    I begged and pleaded,
    grasping that familiar hand,
    now so coarse and worn,
    but once was so strong.
    Don't,
    I repeat so brokenly,
    so despairingly that even the heavens mourn,
    for what once was and what never will be.
    Love,
    he told me and shifted ever so slight.
    Don't cry,
    he said and looked into my weeping soul.
    We'll meet each other again,
    Me and you.
    Together like always he said
    as he drew on his final breath,
    Breaking one piece into a half,
    leaving the other one in the past.
    Alone and lost.

  • @allisoninwonderland4637
    @allisoninwonderland4637 3 роки тому +261

    This is a long one
    POV:
    You stood in the rain, your hair soaking wet, fist clenched into a ball. You could hear the sound of raindrops plummeting to the ground. You were waiting for him. He isn’t coming, you thought. You had been standing in the rain for 30 minutes now. Had he not gotten your letter? Or did he just simply not want to see you? Giving up on hope, you slowly started to turn around. “Hey!” A voice called. You abruptly turned around, sending a jolt up your neck. A shadow emerged from the fog. It was him. His footsteps pattered in the puddles of rain. You watched as he slowly made his way to you. His trench coat flying in the wind. “Why?” You asked. His smile faded. “You were the one who wanted to meet me?” He said, his face slowly shaping into an expression of displeasure. You missed the warm smile on his face. The way he looked at you with those eyes, surrounded in a field of blossoming flowers. You snapped out of your daydream, that man was gone now. In front of you stood a completely different person, a stranger. “Why her? Was I just not good enough for you?” He remained silent. How pathetic, not bothering to face the mess he had left behind. “Answer me!” You flinched at your own words. It left your mouth harsher than you had intended. Your legs started trembling from fury. The two of you stood there for a good minute or two. All the memories started rolling back in. You first met when you were just children. It was snowing, the snowflakes fluttering down. Oh, how you wished to be that free again. You were running away from the marketer you had just stolen bread from. All of a sudden, you tripped over a rock and flew to the ground. The marketer came up behind you, grabbed the bread from your little hands in one swift movement, and kicked you in the stomach. Hopeless, you laid there in the snow. You became colder, but couldn't move a muscle. Your eyes started to close. The world around you becoming blurry. Just as your eyes started closing for the last time, a hand came down to help you up. Your eyes opened, and right there in front of you, there he stood. You two grew up on the streets together, having the happiest moments and the most tragic memories all shared. It then started to bloom into something more. It was obvious that you both had feelings for each other, but you both were too shy to admit it. One day, you manned up and decided to say something. You had told him to meet you on the rooftop of a building under the starlights at precisely 9:00 PM. You waited, and waited, and waited. He never came. You went looking for him and searched for hours. Tired, you slumped down onto a park bench. He had ghosted you. Tired and miserable, you looked around to make sure nobody was around. If they saw you trying to sleep in the park, they would kick you out. Over at the corner of the park, two figures stood. They were holding hands and sharing a kiss. You came for someone, and that someone you found. There he was, kissing another woman. And tomorrow, that woman will become his bride. Snapping back to reality, he started turning around. He dragged his feet in the rain. “Don’t you dare, come back!” You yelled at him. “I know you can hear me, turn around and face me!” Tears were streaming down your cheeks now. “Please, come back. I beg you!” But no matter how much you pleaded, no matter how much you screamed, he won’t be coming back. Your legs wouldn’t move, you couldn’t chase after him. His figure slowly faded in with the fog. “Please...” You choked up. And with that one word, you had your last glimpse of him and he was gone. You thought that your final words would be when you were 80, holding each other’s hands. It had come sooner than expected. You were now just standing alone, lonelier than ever before. Your head sunk. Here it was, your final goodbyes. Knowing that he wasn’t coming back, you got into your car. Your tears were streaming down your cheeks like a river. Your hair was tangled. You were soaked. You banged your head again the steering wheel, making the horn honk. You let out a big sob. Oh, you sobbed and sobbed. You sobbed until your eyes barely started bleeding. You took one final glimpse in the mirror looking at your hometown. Sweet old home. You drove away, regretting everything. You pressed down on the gas hard. The car sped down the road. You were going much over the speed limit. You could at least finally get away from your troubles. And in a blink, a car suddenly rammed into your side and you fell into a restless sleep forever. This was the end.
    Have a quote to finish it off:
    “I heard a poem and it made me think of you.
    That poem ended, and it made me think of you too.”

  • @romanc.49
    @romanc.49 3 роки тому +152

    I was typing something for a story I'm working on and as soon as the married life track came on, I paused and just stared at the screen in shock.

    • @notafaetrap7627
      @notafaetrap7627 3 роки тому +5

      I was reading all of the comments about Married Life, not knowing what it was, so I was doing just what you were and reacted just the same when I realized I knew the song.

    • @deankiryuin9709
      @deankiryuin9709 3 роки тому

      Same man

    • @sara-uj2cq
      @sara-uj2cq 3 роки тому

      same girl same timing

  • @afr1naaa
    @afr1naaa 3 роки тому +583

    it was 3 am and I'm sobbing like an idiot because of arcade lmao

    • @dariaazarova7236
      @dariaazarova7236 3 роки тому +8

      have been sobbing since 2019 :')

    • @yourcoffee777
      @yourcoffee777 3 роки тому +1

      Its okay 😂😅

    • @mawganmillie3028
      @mawganmillie3028 3 роки тому +8

      ‘I got addicted to a losing game’ like bro no need to remind me-

    • @locolette5214
      @locolette5214 3 роки тому +1

      Tmr is the last day of my exam, and I suppose to be excited for celebrating it. But now I’m crying as I think about him again...

    • @ad1t1_s
      @ad1t1_s 3 роки тому +1

      Ayeee is that a Louis Partridge fan I see???

  • @user-bt8kj7ms1p
    @user-bt8kj7ms1p 3 роки тому +481

    POV:
    It's a rainy day, you and your husband/wife are in your car, fighting again. You have been married for one year now. Somehow someone of you always starts an argument. As you are fighting with him and screaming at him: "Why can't we just stop fighting for once!? I miss the old times where we talked about every little problem. Now you are so distant and-" "I cheated on you" he/she interrupts you. You look at him/her with tears in your eyes. You know you should look at the street, but you can't. He/she tries to tell you something, but you are stuck in your thoughts. You hear nothing, you see that his/her mouth is moving and he/she starts to panic. You scream at her/him. "How could you!?" and then everything went black.
    Next thing you know is, you wake up in a hospital room. You see your parents and your husband. Your husband is in a wheel chair. He/she broke his/her legs, but he/she is crying. You look over to your parents, they are crying too. You ask them: "Mom, dad, (name of husband/wife), why are you crying? What happened?" They don't seem to hear you. You look around and then you see it. Your body lying in the white bed. And every memory comes back. As you were fighting with your husband/wife, you heard a loud noise. and everything went black. You realize some other car crashed you and apparently it crashed in the side, where you were sitting. You see that it broke most of your bones. One doctor comes in your room, They look at your parents and your wife/husband. As he is telling your parents that you are in a coma and you are likely to stay forever in one. You start crying and screaming: "I AM HERE. WHY CAN'T YOU SEE ME!?" Suddenly everything gets dizzy and then everything is black again. You hear a beeping noise and then you wake up.
    You are full of sweat. You look around and realist it was all a bad dream. You look to your side and see that it's empty. You are running to the kitchen, where your husband/wife is, cooking food. You immediately hug him/her tight. They are laughing and asking you: "Why do you hug me, babe?" "I had a bad dream, you cheated and then we got in a car accident and I was in a coma." you start crying and say "I couldn't even say goodbye to you. My last words were How could you" He/she puts the food away and hugs you closer. He/she asks: "Is it because of the arguments we had? I know we have a rough time right now, but I would never cheat on you." " You won't leave me without a goodbye, would you?" you look in his/hers eyes and he/she just smiles at you, wipes your tears away and says: "I wouldn't, I promise."
    (I am going to stop here, I hope you like it and I am sorry if I wrote some things not right. English is not my first language)
    (Edit: So guys if you liked this story you can check out my wattpad:
    Fl61
    @SloveKityhey
    I write stories like this and tell more about myself and my thoughts behind this story, so if you like to know that, check my wattpad out. Thank you for this many likes ♥)

    • @me_8104
      @me_8104 3 роки тому +23

      Wow I can say this is one of my favourites pov, so please never stop writing cause you have talent
      Ps: English is not my first language either
      mine is Spanish, and yours?

    • @user-bt8kj7ms1p
      @user-bt8kj7ms1p 3 роки тому +13

      @@me_8104 Oh thank you. I really like to write but I don't know where to write. I get inspired from music like this, so I sometimes comment some Povs. I am from Germany. Thank you for your support. ♥

    • @nylanabanana2279
      @nylanabanana2279 3 роки тому +6

      Im cryingggg this 😭😭😭 ilove your story i hope i can read more of your story ❤❤❤

    • @honeycunzz7066
      @honeycunzz7066 3 роки тому +5

      bro damn THIS SO GOOD 😭✋

    • @user-bt8kj7ms1p
      @user-bt8kj7ms1p 3 роки тому +1

      @@honeycunzz7066 Check out my wattpad. This story is in "stories with meanings" there is two other stories

  • @brdjils
    @brdjils 3 роки тому +348

    You smiled.
    You waved.
    And then,
    You were gone.
    Gone from my grasps.
    Gone from my sight.
    Gone from this world.
    Lost in my memories.
    Goodbye.
    You smiled.
    You waved.
    And then,
    You were gone.

    • @rosei.7433
      @rosei.7433 2 роки тому +1

      THIS IS - PERFECTTTTT

  • @myriam2178
    @myriam2178 3 роки тому +198

    *playlist starts*
    me: *sobbing* i am subscribing. this is heavenly

    • @aphnisfallon2746
      @aphnisfallon2746 3 роки тому

      Hahaha same

    • @mileykey4832
      @mileykey4832 3 роки тому

      reflections by toshifumi hinata gives me fucking memories of me in XVIII century dancing with some arrogant, inteligent, handsome boy and teasing each other while dancing... omg I want to fall in love

  • @atishijain17
    @atishijain17 3 роки тому +11

    comment sections under these types of playlists are the places where everyone's hidden talents come out

  • @celesteleftheria
    @celesteleftheria 3 роки тому +92

    "if staying here will only hurt the both of us, then, i'll leave. if leaving means that you'll be happier, if leaving means that you'll have the best of your life, then, i'll leave you. my love will continuously flow for you, forever. i'll send you all my love and thoughts from afar. even if you will end up hating me, even if you will end up thinking that i was to blame, it's alright. maybe, in another life, we would work out, and we'll have a date in the cafe you promised to bring me to, with our daughter, happily drinking the vanilla smoothie she loves so much. but, in this world, the only outcome of us is a sad ending. so, here it is. this is my final goodbye. goodbye, my love."
    - i will always love you, even if it means i'll be drowning in sadness.

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому

      I want to love someone just like this ❤️

  • @myriam2178
    @myriam2178 3 роки тому +251

    His figure dissolved into the fog, leaving you alone with no way back to both home and happiness.
    "Don't you dare leave me!" you cried. the words barely audible.
    You thought you would never see the day he leaves you. You believed every word he said. Every time he whispered to you, telling you he loves you. that he would never leave you. He made it seem so real. He promised you that you would be together until the end of your lives, and even then, you would meet in the afterlife.
    "Come back, don't you dare. Show yourself. Don't do this!" you shrieked, dropping to your knees. the tears streaming down your face, freezing in the pinching cold. his footsteps were fresh in the crisp white snow.
    "Why, why did he do this?" you utter, "Why is this happening?" grasping at your chest, your lungs scratching at your chest for air.
    the surrounding trees closed in on you. the one word you concluded you would never hear crashed onto you. it crushed you. Every last shred of your happiness left with him into the fog. He was gone, and you lost yourself.
    You jolted up in bed, gasping for air. Your heart beating so fast as if it were trying to escape your chest. You weren't in the forest anymore, you were at home and beside you he lay, sleeping peacefully.

    • @laurelmaiden
      @laurelmaiden 3 роки тому +6

      omg this made me cry, so beautifully written

    • @myriam2178
      @myriam2178 3 роки тому +2

      @@laurelmaiden why thank you(:

    • @elenithebrownie
      @elenithebrownie 3 роки тому +1

      I cried... thanks ❤️❤️ it was beautiful

    • @rylann_reads
      @rylann_reads 3 роки тому +6

      Finally one with a happy ending 😭

  • @rachael9486
    @rachael9486 3 роки тому +19

    i told the moon about you
    i didn’t know who you where
    but i knew that she did
    and i knew that she could bring us together
    and she did.
    but i wondered why you left me
    and then i remembered just one thing
    i forgot to ask her to keep us together.

  • @natalief6389
    @natalief6389 3 роки тому +85

    It's time. You don't want to leave but you must. If they find you with him, they'll kill both of you. He doesn't know you are leaving, and you want to keep it that way. He can't know that they are after her, he'll want to come to and the risk is far to great.
    "What's on your mind? I can tell you are hiding something from me." He says to you, a curious look in his eyes. His eyes. How they sparkle in the moonlight. Like two bottomless pits that you could fall into and never want to crawl out of.
    "Nothing. It's nothing. I am hiding nothing." You say back. He doesn't believe you. He looks at you with a pained expression. An expression that you hate seeing, especially if it's the last you'll see of him.
    "Fine, I just..." You debate whether to tell him the truth. "I love you so much. I want you to know that and never forget that. And I hate to have to do this, but I must leave. Some people are after me, and if they find you with me, they'll kill us both. And I can't live with myself knowing you died because of me."
    "You aren't going anywhere without me. I can't live knowing you're not there next to me. Maybe if you hide, they won't find you here. And you can stay?" The hopefulness in his eyes is what kills you. You know that if you stay, they'll find you both here quicker then if you were gone. But you don't want to ruin that ounce of hope. And maybe, just maybe, if you say you'll stay, you can sneak out before he notices you're gone.
    "Alright, I'll stay. But I won't hide yet. I want to spend all night with you just in case." You hate lying to him, but it's the right thing to do. You'd rather risk having a broken heart then having him die. He'll find another to love anyway, and forget you even exist.
    After he has gone to sleep, you decide to leave. You quietly open the window, and sneak out. Then you start to run. You run until your lungs can't take it anymore, then you decide to look back. You see through the open window, his face peaking out. Looking for you, crying. You can't help but feel pain, and hurt. So you drop to your knees and cry too. You cry until it seems you have created a river. You look back at his house, whisper "I love you." And then continue running.
    You wake up only to find you pillow sopping wet. Another dream. Another nightmare. Another night of crying. Another night of seeing him. You wish it were real. But it can't be real. He didn't survive that night. They got to him and didn't get to you. They never wanted to kill you. They wanted to kill him, so that you live with the guilt, and the sadness, and the brokenness. Thankfully, you always woke up before you saw the whole house burn to a crisp, with him inside, and his ear piercing screams killing you inside and out. That was you're final goodbye. It wasn't like the movies where you kiss each other and hold each other until it's time, no. You're final goodbye, was watching your one true love burn to a crisp. But it's still nice to dream of what could have been. It's still nice to believe, that the last part never happened. You still imagine him there with you, and you still see his ghost walking around sometimes. And you wonder what life could have been if he was still with you.

  • @beeboobaa9351
    @beeboobaa9351 3 роки тому +120

    The whole playlist is a story line...
    From young kids. Friends to lovers. Teenagers going through a rough time. Getting married, living their life. Old age, looking back at the fun memories they had with their significant other.
    With the Merry Go Round I imagine them (the person and their s/o) dancing in a ball room. I believe it’s their marriage. They start off with a lot of people in the ball room. They kept dancing their way outside. Now dancing in a beautiful garden. Leading their way to a beautiful abandoned ball room. All covered up in very old paintings, ivy spread all over the walls. Chandeliers and broken glass glistening from the moon light. By the end of the song they’re both in the middle of the ballroom looking at each other, both madly in love with each other. “I found the one” they both spoke to themselves.
    For the Married life I imagine one of the partners. (One passed away ;-; ) They’re old now. They go back to the ballroom they had their wedding. They walk around and look all around. Having all the fun and special memories with their s/o. Smiling and slowly tearing up. They walk outside to the garden. Happy and special memories. They walk to the abandoned ballroom. They walk into the middle and pretend their s/o is in front for them and start dancing like they did on their wedding day. By the end of the song they just stand there peacefully leaving a flower in the middle of the abandoned ballroom. “I found the one.” They said out loud.

    • @gemini4052
      @gemini4052 3 роки тому

      This deserves more likes wow that is such smart thinking

  • @ghostberry69
    @ghostberry69 3 роки тому +57

    Married life gets me every time🥲😭

  • @ellescorner2824
    @ellescorner2824 3 роки тому +119

    POV:
    "Darling, dance with me." he said with that ever so handsome smile you loved. He offered his hands and you took it, feeling the warmth between your intertwined hands.
    You giggled as he pulled you to him and twirled you around. He pulled you into a tight embrace as he whispered in your ear "I love you." and those words were ever so lovely, full of passion and feeling, that sent shivers down your spine.
    "I love you too." the both of you danced in the middle of the ballroom, not caring about all that stared at them. The people watched in awe at the new King and Queen.
    He whispered sweet promises into your ears as you had your first dance as a married couple, the new King and queen. "From this day on, until death do us part will I forever love you, and cherish you." he repeated his weddings vows.
    "And I shall follow you not long after, for I will be yours and you mine." they continued doing so until the music was abruptly stopped as a woman suddenly screamed.
    "Blood!" and that shout broke the both of you out of your reverie. You glanced around as the people were panicking and it took you a moment to realize that he was no longer moving.
    You moved away from him and there you saw blood seeping from his stomach, then there he crumpled to the ground.
    A piercing scream rung throughout the room, it was yours as you crumpled next to your beloved husband.
    "Stefan! Darling, please don't go!" you held his stomach trying to apply pressure but he grabbed your hand and said this,
    "Do not cry my love, your tears are ruining your beauty." he held the side of her face with one bloodied hand. "I'm so sorry, but it seems our forever has been short." he started to cough up blood.
    You held his hand in yours, "You promised me! Don't leave me please!"
    "D not fret, we will see each other soon and I will wait for you until then--I--I love you..." was his last words as he drew his last breath and his hand fell away from your face.
    "Nooo! I love you! Please!" but it was too late, he was gone.
    As you held his lifeless body on the floor, chaos was happening but only one stood still and watching...a man full of tears in his eyes whispering without a sound a single word, none other than "Goodbye."

  • @gohdayum5508
    @gohdayum5508 3 роки тому +23

    I don't know why but when "Merry-go-round" started playing I just imagined Howl and Sophie elegantly dancing-

  • @willowchen670
    @willowchen670 3 роки тому +41

    the bakery boy…
    you walk by the bakery, hoping to catch a glimpse of the blonde bakery boy
    the rain has started to pour, and the glass separating you from him is blurred by the droplets of rain now gliding down like a pen writing on paper
    you check your pocket watch, you’re late for the ball, but you’re still determined to catch a glimpse of the bakery boy, the one whom you’ve made eye contact with for years, whether it was after school, or after your pianoforte lessons, you always took the long route, just so you could get a glimpse of the bakery boy
    you stand outside of the bakery shop, ignoring the view of colorful macaroons and croissant, your eyes yearning for the sight of the bakery boy
    you hear a door open from the back, the sound of joyful children wearing their rain boots splashing wet puddles accompany the steady rhythm of the pattering rain
    the bakery boy steps out, and looks over the children, all the macaroons, until his gaze meets yours
    you’re frozen, you didn’t wish to be seen, for your mother would be outraged if her daughter, a princess, was snooping around the city at night, but you’re one to defy rules
    you didn’t care, because as long as you got to see the bakery boy every sacred tuesday of the week, your happiness was fulfilled
    but now that you’ve made eye contact with the blonde bakery boy, you can’t help but envision a series of events following the simple gesture of smiling at him.
    and you did
    so did he
    and the rest, one may say, is history.

  • @samschmidt8772
    @samschmidt8772 3 роки тому +82

    This is very good and the only reason I didn't cry during Married Life was because I was trying to draw roses and was fulled with unquenchable rage

    • @ferb3643
      @ferb3643 3 роки тому +2

      I think I'm just a sociopath lol

  • @abbybill1368
    @abbybill1368 3 роки тому +191

    I held onto him for dear life as we swayed to the music, the feeling of him leaving already entering in.
    "Cassia." No. Don't speak.
    "Mhm?" I croaked out, my voice wavering.
    "Promise me this- just this."
    "What?" I took my head off his broad shoulders and waited with bated breath.
    "If I don't come back-"
    "You will. I know you will," I said with tears in my eyes.
    He smiled but not the one I'm used to- the one that doesn't reach his eyes.
    "If I don't, please don't dwell on me for too long." My heart slowed, then escalated quick in less than a second.
    "No. No! You don't understand. I love no one but you. I can't love anyone else," I said, tears spilling off my cheeks.
    "You don't know that," He whispered with a sparkling glint in his eyes, cupping my face.
    But I do.

  • @chryssasagopoulou5015
    @chryssasagopoulou5015 3 роки тому +48

    the fact I wanna write a story so bad but my English literally aren't in that level

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому +1

      It's ok just give it a try it doesn't need to be perfect 🥰😊.....I know you can do it ✨✨

  • @umafourman9464
    @umafourman9464 3 роки тому +67

    She smiled, that smile that melted him away no matter how many times he's seen it. Her piercing green eyes locking into his dark ones for the last time.
    Her eyes were filled with tears of pain, a deep, deathly pain that made him want to run to her and have her in his arms until she was yet again happy, because that happiness was what he felt his only purpose in this life was, but he couldn't and they both regrettably knew that.
    "When shall I see you again?" She asked, her voice unstable as she tried to ease the sobs that would emerge any second now.
    "You'll see me in your dreams, darling." He replied smoothly, tears falling down his handsome face as he turned around and left exiting the ball room, his features fading into the mesmerizing sunset, as she fell unto the floor in regret and agony wishing that he'd stay. He'd stay and hold her one last time...

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому +1

      I am speechless 🥺🥺🥺✨

  • @yogirlisha3327
    @yogirlisha3327 3 роки тому +317

    POV this ones a long one
    I sit on the field of flowers sobbing away, thinking of all the good times we shared, that slowly ended. The time we got chased in the village, while I had my hood up not to be dared to be caught. If I were caught my mother would have killed me. Why me, a princess hanging and running with a village boy that lives off of bread and theft for a living? This was my first time stealing, and I know mother taught me better, and not just that. I didn't need to steal. I had all the food and supplies in the world, how selfish of me. We were running from the police, with the stolen apple in my hand and the other held on to yours. You gripped it strongly and guided me through out the village, because clueless and high class me never learnt the ways, and streets of the village. I never imagined myself in 15 years to be running with a poor boy dressed in rags and dirt to be this cute, from the police. You took me to your secret hide out. It was a slim crack in the castle walls. But big enough for me to fit through. He showed me his little bedroom , that had room for only 1. Him being the gentlemen he is allowed me to lay on it, while he sat on the ground laying on the wall, in his bedroom.
    Or when the time you took me to the train station, and let me experience riding a train for the first time. The train was big and painted a deep burgundy colour. In the inside was wool seats a fern green colour. The train was nearly empty. The other passengers consisted of, an old married couple, a mother with her child, and a young lady sitting a lone, wearing a grey hat looking outside the window. Seeming to admire the flowers and the plants in the plant shop in front of the train.
    The train ride was amazing. You took me to see your birth place. The place where you grew up in until u were 9. The place where your parents were killed. The place you wouldn't show to anyone else, except for me.
    I felt special.
    And the other moment, where you took me to this gorgeous field- the field I'm sitting on right now. The field where you planned to spend the rest of your life with me. The field where you gave me your first kiss. It was amazing. We spent the rest of the hour looking at the sunset. My head laying on your broad shoulders. They were always so cold even when you would where the thickest wool coats. Our hands laced together, while our legs briefly bumped into each other here and there. But every time they did, my stomach would fill with butterflies. I hated how I would always react to your touch. I hate the feeling of being in love. I hate it. Because something always has to go wrong.
    Before you left the field of daisies, it was night time. You handed me this crumpled note, with flushed cheeks. Trying to smooth it out on your thigh. It was honestly so adorable. Once you tried your best to smoothed it out, knowing the state it was in was the best it would get you handed it to me. Before I could say anything you ran away. You ran away out of fear and embarrassment, that I would think it was stupid or dumb.
    But I honestly didn't.
    After reading the note I couldn't help but laugh with a tear rolling down my cheek. Not out of mockery or sadness. Out of joy. It was the first time I ever felt the feeling of being loved.
    That's when I knew I was in love.
    Life was perfect for me. We would meet up in secret. We would always come to this field. I would always request my maids to get me the finest clothing for young men. Even though they were suspicious, they still did my request. I trusted my maids. They were special to me. I know they wouldn't tell Mother or father. The following day, I gave it to him as a present.
    He cried.
    He cried. That's how I knew my life was complete.
    Until Mother and Father figured out about him. I will never forgive them. I never got to say goodbye. I never got to give him a kiss. I never got to hold him in my arms and tell him it was alright.
    I hate love. I hate it, because you brought me to believe in it.
    May you rest in peace.

  • @migueloharasleftboob
    @migueloharasleftboob 3 роки тому +184

    i just read a heartbreaking fanfiction where the mc dies due to cancer and his boyfriend is crying and now this pops up. haha. very funny youtube. very funny. **sobs**

    • @mang2183
      @mang2183 3 роки тому +2

      Don’t be shy, pass the name fellow stay👀

    • @saramemon7386
      @saramemon7386 3 роки тому +3

      hoping this cold blue water...?

    • @imane4713
      @imane4713 3 роки тому +2

      @@saramemon7386 i was thinking the same omg

    • @daisys7255
      @daisys7255 3 роки тому

      same it's prolly htcbw only that fic killed me

  • @zhayara22
    @zhayara22 3 роки тому +81

    Pov: You're standing at the garden, mesmerized by the flowers when your husband hugs you from behind.
    "What are you looking at?" he asks before giving you a quick peck in the cheeks.
    "I'm looking at the magnificent flowers" you said then turn yourself facing to him. You analyzed every feature of his face when you felt a little dizzy.
    "You know what's also magnificent? This life I have with you" he said, slowly swaying. You ignored the dizziness and answered him with a smile.
    "I agree.. I feel like everything's perfect. And that I couldn't wish for more" it's true. You felt content with the life you have now.
    Content.
    Your eyes started to get blurry. You looked at your hands that is slowly fading. Losing balance, your husband catches you then worriedly asks if you're okay.
    "Oh no... I think it's time" you said while tears roll down your face. How can you forget.. All of this is just a wonderful dream.
    As realization hits him, the tears in his eyes started falling. You both are aware in what's about to happen.
    Your hearing started to fade, as well as your body. The only thing you heard was the last words of your beloved.
    "Don't worry my love, I will find you. And when I do, I'll make you fall in love with me and make you my wife again and again. We'll have a family and I'll plant your favorite flowers in the most magnificent garden. So this is not good bye and just wait for me my love"
    Before disappearing in his arms.

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому

      I am crying why is this so heart touching love ❤️❤️❤️🥺

    • @Rats49
      @Rats49 2 роки тому +1

      This was beautiful. I can’t believe it only has 32 likes (as of now) it needs more! 😭🥰

  • @6yber964
    @6yber964 3 роки тому +32

    "So this is how it feels like to be loved?" she questioned him while they stare at the night sky. "I think so, most definitely." He replies with a soft smile. "Though you know that this will end eventually. I am only worthy for the time being" She says in a tone that makes his heartache. "Therefore I am as well." He says turning to face her beautiful face, The moonlight directly shining on that delicate soft lips of hers he wishes that was on his. The clock struck midnight. She knew what was about to happen. He knew he'd have to let go again. They both look at each other with nothing but love and pain. "Guess this is goodbye?" He said, she heard the sadness in his voice. "See you again" They both parted their ways. She disappeared once again and he was always there to watch. Now waiting for another night of her ghost coming back, he can't let himself go with the grief of his loved one leaving him forever. So he made himself delusional, that she's alive. She's still with him. in his very own head.

  • @i_dontknowaskme_later2593
    @i_dontknowaskme_later2593 3 роки тому +29

    Loving you is a losing game....

  • @aya5139
    @aya5139 3 роки тому +21

    “ _My love, promise me one thing._ “
    She heard gun shots behind her along with the countless vehicles screeching as they stopped and made an encounter with the boy.
    She didn’t look back. But she wanted to, so badly.
    She continued to run, her lungs on fire and begging for rest, tears streaming down her face-his face popped into her head one last time.
    “ _If you ever find yourself having to decide between you and me..._ ”
    Eventually, the noise behind her began fading as she continued to blindly rush through the forest. Branches clawed at her skin and bushes threatened to knock her over, yet she kept going, replaying his last words to her over and over in a desperate attempt to keep going.
    “ _...I want you to pick yourself._ ”
    “ _I love you._ ”
    “ _Please do not forget._ ”

  • @aude2252
    @aude2252 3 роки тому +11

    POV : He's telling you he was in love with you too, but you didn't have the guts to tell him back then, nothing happened. And now he's changed, nothing will ever happen. And you still love him...

  • @malesendra3907
    @malesendra3907 3 роки тому +17

    stuff we did always gets me , it just feels so nostalgic, sad and romantic at the same

  • @mariamp2353
    @mariamp2353 3 роки тому +33

    "Thankyou" he whispered softy, lips brushing my jaw his breath warm against the bitter cold of the night.
    "For what", she murmured.
    "For making me feel loved, and wanted." His lips travelled towards her mouth as gentle as a butterfly's wings. She held his shoulders and stared into his coal black eyes deep and honest, "and most of all, for making me feel alive."
    As if he had forever, he captured her lips in a last, gentle kiss. The words he wanted to stay so badly on the tip of his tongue but never making it past his lips.
    He breaks away, tears shinning in his eyes like the starlight they were under.
    "In another life." he breathed and walked away the darkness encompassing him.

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому

      Why you had to break my heart like this ....this is really AMAZING ✨❤️

  • @hannahfenzl5682
    @hannahfenzl5682 3 роки тому +53

    *Stuff we did starts playing* Me: sobs

  • @jaida728
    @jaida728 3 роки тому +26

    They thought it would last forever. In the dark, in the day. In the sun, in the rain. You could call them friends. You could call them something else. Stone halls and dark rooms. Midnight lit by moonlight.
    The end came too soon. Tears, and the pain. The kind that never goes away. He was alone when the snow came. Standing over a shallow grave.
    Ive never made one of these but I just got the feeling to, lovely playlist :’)

  • @barbchristian9152
    @barbchristian9152 3 роки тому +45

    “you are the most selfish man I have ever met.” She spat out as she walked away from him.
    “You do not get to walk away from me!” He shouted back at her grabbing her arm tightly holding her hostage. “Our last goodbyes are on our deathbeds not like this. Not while we’re still young” he said with a cold gaze. All she could see was anger and hate.
    With a sigh she tore her arm away from his grip. She hated this. Hated the fighting. Hated the endless arguments which would end with a violent touch that would later end with a meaningless apology.
    She felt empty.
    “I wish I knew who you were.” She said as she gave him a glare filled with anger and regret “You are not the man I fell in love with.” She looked up at him, his eyes filled with anger mixed with sorrow
    “I wish I had never known you. I wish we had never met. I wish I had stayed at home in my bed on that day we had met. I regret loving you.” She stated her voice filled with pain and hurt. She saw the pain in his eyes as she said this, but it was quickly replaced with faux amusement.
    He let out an amused chuckled that seemed forced, his eyes welled up with tears. He directed his gaze somewhere- anywhere from her lingering gaze that had held pain.
    He felt regret, shame, sorrow...guilt. And instead of apologizing for the hurt he has caused her. He made his last eye contact with her, his eyes showing no emotion, and stated his last farewell.
    “Leave. I don’t need you. Find someone who loves you more than I ever had.”

    • @ray1538
      @ray1538 2 роки тому +3

      I really loved this....im sorry im soo late...but this is sooo good💞✨✨

    • @epiphanyy146
      @epiphanyy146 Рік тому +1

      *"if he truly loves you, he wouldn't allow you to take him back. He would make the decision to leave you himself so he knows for a fact that he can never hurt you again. That's the kind of love a woman deserves."*

  • @friendlystoryphantom2043
    @friendlystoryphantom2043 3 роки тому +35

    (Here's my contribution, inspired by real events, you can just put it next to the other amazing writers in the comment section)
    I loved her. The first time I realized it was when my heart screamed it, made my ribs rattle, as we sat next to each other at Lunch.
    The second time I realized it was when she had left for the Holidays, to be with her family, while I wandered the halls of my school. I wondered if her parents would approve of our relationship and felt that same rattling in my rib cage, when I missed her.
    The third time, I screamed it from the Rooftop of the school, a few of the girls from our school were walking below and heard me. She heard me.
    The fourth and final time was when I whispered it to her, as she revealed that she didn't feel the same.
    The fifth and final time was after I had seen her with someone, who I hoped would take her to the moon. If they didn't, so help me!
    I loved and I loved, until she couldn't, until I couldn't. That's life, I suppose. The Sun still shines, the world still spins, and we move on. Perhaps not to better or worse things, but something, and that's enough for me at the very least.

  • @yahlikarsh3345
    @yahlikarsh3345 3 роки тому +21

    (TW: suicide)
    You tiptoed through that giant old abandoned castle, turning every corner and entering every room. Suddenly, the memories came flooding back. Your first kiss, first laugh, first dance.
    The first time you declared your love.
    You entered the ballroom while hearing the ghosts of tapping feet turning and gliding on the ballroom floor.
    Tears streaming down your face, you fell down to your knees in sorrow.
    The agonizing pain beating in your chest while you hugged your cold, bare legs.
    You missed him. The memories, the good and bad. The warmth he brought to your life.
    You missed it all.
    "Nothing could help me now," you said to yourself while trying to find a way out of the misery.
    Tomorrow is a new day. Maybe I shouldn't be in it, you thought
    And so, you climbed. Up the stairs to the balcony of the ballroom. The railing, that had never meant a thing, was now the only thing that kept you away from a new tomorrow. Somewhere else.
    Grasping the railing tightly, you felt a cool breeze whispering down your neck.
    "Why?" you cried.
    Letting out all the unexplainable feelings that built up inside of you.
    "Why me?" you said during which you bawled out the sadness stored up in your heart.
    "A new tomorrow" you whispered, ready to make everything just a memory
    No more future, as tomorrow would be new just without you.
    You stepped up on to the railing, ready to let go.
    The pain, the heartbreak, the guilt, and the agony were about to leave.
    All at once.
    "Nothing could stop me now" a voice echoed through your head.
    You spread out your arms, feeling the sharp breeze cutting through you like knives.
    "I can do this" your quivering voice mumbled bravely.
    "No one needs me so why should I stay?" Your lip trembled as you looked for a reason to get down from the railing.
    And so, the last breath entered your lungs as a single tear trickled down your cheek.

  • @lizsouthorn1797
    @lizsouthorn1797 3 роки тому +6

    "Nature’s first green is gold,
    Her hardest hue to hold.
    Her early leaf’s a flower;
    But only so an hour.
    Then leaf subsides to leaf.
    So Eden sank to grief,
    So dawn goes down to day.
    Nothing gold can stay."
    -Robert Frost
    this just feels right to leave here

  • @daisy-bt7nq
    @daisy-bt7nq 3 роки тому +7

    "it's such a shame. we had so little time... but I'll gladly live through it again. i would. even if it meant that i'd be with you just for a moment"

  • @maryclaireminmin3515
    @maryclaireminmin3515 3 роки тому +3

    "Thank you for the memories, We will see each other again and again and.........again."

  • @sk.potter03
    @sk.potter03 3 роки тому +121

    Heart got broken in October. This was the result of a breakdown.
    God how i want to hate you.
    I want to dispise you.
    I want to block you and erase our memories.
    I want to take back my tears and time wasted.
    I want to loathe your very existance and I want to never say your name
    As if it were the most foul curse in the world
    As if it were poison dripping from my voice.
    I want to leave everything behind
    But in the moment it simply isnt a choice.
    You see,
    To erase our memories
    Is to wake up with months in a blur
    Amnesia to plague my mind with no explination.
    To take back my tears is to give away the strength i have built myself with them.
    And to say your name with such venom and hate
    Is to ruin a name I once repeated in my head at night as i was once so hopelessly in love.
    So i would love to hate you
    Just as much as i hate to love you.

    • @migueloharasleftboob
      @migueloharasleftboob 3 роки тому +5

      mate, are you okay

    • @sk.potter03
      @sk.potter03 3 роки тому +1

      @@migueloharasleftboob Nope. Also i love your pfp 👀 kpop fan?

    • @adela699
      @adela699 3 роки тому +2

      this is so good, damn...

    • @sk.potter03
      @sk.potter03 3 роки тому +4

      @@adela699 im ngl im really insecure with my poetry because im scared people will think im trying to be an edgy attention whore or that im trying too hard and it isnt like that so thank you 😭😭

    • @adela699
      @adela699 3 роки тому +3

      @@sk.potter03 wait fr? I literally loved that poem. I think you should do what makes u happy and inspired, I mean fuck what others think (especially at something so individual, such as poetry) damn, I just think your comment/poem is criminally underrated 😫✋😔

  • @mariaavila932
    @mariaavila932 3 роки тому +8

    "so this is where is ends, where it started" says the brave prince as he is on the ledge of where he once danced with his princess the same one who is pointing his own sword towards him as they're both out of breath from the days of battle. "you look as beautiful as the day we dance here together" he said as the princess pressed the sword against his chest. a tear rolls down her cheek passing through her new scar. "please don't make this harder than it is prince". "i love you" he says she screams as she pierces through him ending the war between kingdoms. she holds his lifeless body and sobs. "i love you too my prince"

  • @laceeradmall3597
    @laceeradmall3597 3 роки тому +11

    “Even a single goodbye wouldn’t be enough to separate us, my love.”
    I love this playlist. Please make more like this I love it so much!

  • @samirakhouri
    @samirakhouri 3 роки тому +14

    POV: It is the day of your weeding and a seer plays this set of instrumental music for you and your lover for you two to know how everything is going to be for the rest of your love story...

  • @rachelcasey6172
    @rachelcasey6172 3 роки тому +8

    this + art history notes slaps so hard

  • @kirea4143
    @kirea4143 3 роки тому +20

    “What’s done is done, blossom.” The prince whispered, squeezing her hand as he twirled her around on the dance floor. Ophelia’s eyes burned, shamefully avoiding any eye contact.
    “I’m sorry.” She murmured.
    His lips formed a sad smile. He pulled her close to him and caressed her hair. Though everyone else was moving and dancing mindlessly, he held her still in the very center of the room without a care. It wouldn’t matter anymore very soon.
    “It’s not your fault. Don’t be sad, alright? Don’t cry. I want to at least know I made you happy during our time together. It would be horrible to know that the last thing I did was make you cry.” He pressed his forehead to hers and took a deep breath.
    “Can you do that for me, darling?”
    The girl nodded hesitantly. Bringing his hands up to her face, he showed his first tiniest hints of sadness.
    “Thank you.”
    “I’ll miss you.” She finally spoke up, eyes glistening with tears. The prince put on a brave face.
    “I wish we had more time together.” Looking back down, she added. He stayed silent, afraid he wouldn’t be able to put on this act any longer. All he wanted was for her to at least think he died without regrets, willingly, and courageously. He could admit that he was probably as terrified as she was - if not more so - but he loved her too much as to show it.
    “I wish we could have had our last dance properly. Is it too late now?” Ophelia finished. Her chest felt like it weighed a tonne.
    “Don’t you worry now, I won’t be long.”
    “What?..”
    He shook his head.
    Plastering a smile back on his lips, his grasp returned to her hands.
    “In another life, dearest.” With a kiss to her forehead, he slowly loosened her grip. Her eyes widened as he let go and finally began to walk away.
    She wasn’t ready.
    Her yells and cries were locked up in her throat as hands were clasped over her mouth and arms grabbed her limbs to hold her in place. She couldn’t even keep her final promise to him. She couldn’t even pretend to be happy.
    The prince turned away immediately. He knew he wouldn’t be able to handle her reaction. Her muffled screams for him tore him apart inside. He just hoped that what his final words to her were were right.
    It was only when the doors were finally closing that he heard what she had to say.
    “Goodbye, love!”
    He hadn’t even ended it off with ‘goodbye’.

    • @adahig7566
      @adahig7566 3 роки тому

      wow thats really good-

  • @blurfan
    @blurfan 2 роки тому +6

    Sometimes I forget.
    I forget how my fingers used to dance through their hair on cold winter nights.
    I forget the way they’d giggle as I pressed a light, tender kiss to their forehead.
    I forget the way they’d dance with me in the rain, it pummelling hard against our backs as we continued to waltz.
    I forget how we laid amongst the dirt, broken strands of wheat fluttering across our faces in the wind.
    I forget sitting in our tree, legs dangling carelessly from the edge as we smiled and chattered.
    I forget hushed 'love you's and a thousand words of affection going completely unsaid.
    But the one thing I can never forget is their dimming smile.
    Their dimming smile as they faded away, as I reached desperately to tangle my fingers in that hair, kiss that forehead, sway with that body, hold those hands. The weak, empty smile finally fell flat as they disappeared from view, the sunlight cutting through where they should've been like a thousand bullets.
    Sometimes I forget that it was all a dream.

  • @annabaerg3776
    @annabaerg3776 3 роки тому +24

    “What an ending”

  • @sallylemon5835
    @sallylemon5835 3 роки тому +8

    Dancing with him who only by now you could finally feel safe with and nothing could ever come in between you and him anymore. Time never past at this moment... not even a flaw in each every steps and seconds..too perfect that you see this is the eternal..
    He embraced you tight.. took out a knife, and stabbed you on the back.
    The time stops.
    He rested you in his arms, looked into your eyes and told _"I'm sorry, I had never loved you..."_

  • @kaitlynjohnson5602
    @kaitlynjohnson5602 3 роки тому +23

    POV
    He holds me, his arm wrapped around my waist and our fingers interlocked.
    “Closer.” He whispers in my ear. I can only manage to nod and obey. Murmurs spread all around the ballroom.
    We dare to love.
    “My mother will have your head.” I state, knowing this may be our last dance. Our last embrace. Our last touch.
    He only laughs, bittersweet. The sound resonates through me. “Oh, I know,” his face falls. “But I won’t let her have yours.” I get impossibly closer.
    Out of all the goodbyes we’ve shared, this is the most difficult. This is the final one. Our last goodbye.
    I rest my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. If I hadn’t rejected the crown... If I were Queen, he would be safe.
    “Hey,” he pulls back to cup my face, wiping away a tear with his thumb. “It’ll be okay, Princess. I promise.”
    It’s not fair. Why does he have to die so that I may live?

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому +1

      This is perfection 😍💗....love this ✨✨

    • @limitless_lagging
      @limitless_lagging 2 роки тому +1

      ugh yessssss its amazinng!!!!! do you have wattpad?!?!?!?!? this should defo be a story

    • @kaitlynjohnson5602
      @kaitlynjohnson5602 2 роки тому

      @@limitless_lagging ahhh no i dont, unfortunately.. tysm for the compliment tho ((:

  • @imaginationfox0453
    @imaginationfox0453 3 роки тому +34

    WHY DOES THE MERRY GO ROUND ARRANGEMENT MAKE ME CRY?! I WAS JUST MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS AND SUDDENLY TEARS LEAK OUT AND ALL I WANNA DO NOW IS CURL UP ON THE FLOOR AND SOB
    UPDATE: MARRIED LIFE PLAYED AND NOW IM SOBBING GOOD JOB

  • @bonne1762
    @bonne1762 3 роки тому +31

    _"This may be the last time the world will ever see a love like ours, a life like ours. We were both disasters, you and I. We were a tragedy writing itself! Oh, but at least we were lovely. Never again will we dance like this, so let us make it last, my love. Enough to fill our hearts until the next life we meet."_

    • @thenamesclaire4363
      @thenamesclaire4363 3 роки тому

      I see you everywhere-

    • @bonne1762
      @bonne1762 3 роки тому +1

      @@thenamesclaire4363 I've seen you in passing as well! This is the first time we've chosen to interact like this and I applaud your bravery in reaching out to me first. As the fates would have it, we have similar interests, my friend. Unfortunately, in doing so, this may not be the last time you see me.

  • @user-kw9mv8lg5b
    @user-kw9mv8lg5b 3 роки тому +15

    there's an amazing book called AFTERLIFE, and it really fits this aesthetic, there's romance and a dark past( its a dark, fantasy romance genre book)
    There's a girl with a really dark past, and she has visions. One day when she glances up and catches his eyes she doesn't forget him, but neither can he.
    He's not human and no, he's not a werewolf or vampire, he's something else...
    This author is an amazing writer who can make you laugh or cry and her descriptions are breathtaking.
    I really recommend reading this book. :)
    just give it a go,
    it really grows on you and the sexual tension is akfjsoefjsoifasfsf.
    so yeah ;)
    Afterlife by Stephanie Hudson.

  • @hannah2126
    @hannah2126 3 роки тому +12

    “i love you” i shouted at his back and he finally turned to look into my eyes “ so please. don’t get on that damn boat” i finished and he walked up close to me
    “you love me?” he asks and i nod
    “i love you so much that i wish i didn’t” and he smiled. that have smirk of a smile that made me fall to me knees. he pulled me against his chest and kissed the top of my head.
    “countess arabella collins my love for you consumes me.” he whispers into my hair. he pulls me chin up so he can look me in my eyes.
    and after he’s got his fill of looking at me he turns on his heel and gets in the boat. i stand stunned watching as the boat leaves the harbor. he left me

  • @sophyboloto4685
    @sophyboloto4685 3 роки тому +21

    if i ever wanted to die old, i want to die with my lover our last moments, in our home dying in our sleep, our whole life flashing within us and peacefully rest somewhere

  • @irmakakgun1997
    @irmakakgun1997 3 роки тому +16

    If I could rewind time I would but you taught me that time doesn't exist. You said to me one time that past and future were invented to make the present easier to live but I realise know that it makes it only more complicated. As long as I carry you in my heart, as long as our bed sheets smell like you, as long as your writings are still on your notebooks you are still with me in the present.

  • @greeksandmagic8289
    @greeksandmagic8289 3 роки тому +29

    His fingers threaded through mine, his eyes as bright as ever in the dim light. We moved with synchrony, as if we were nothing but one... One supernatural entity, of love.
    I gazed into his eyes, and he gazed into mine. The feeling magical, one of bewitchment.
    Light slowly fell through the high windows, casting thin lines of it on our faces, chasing away the dark.
    'One last dance...' He whispered, his lips barely moving.
    'One last dance, with you...' I finished, my voice quieter than ever.
    It was one last dance, just one, and that was all we needed.
    *I'm sorry it's short, I'm doing homework. I do hope you enjoyed!*

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому

      It's really nice I loved it dear 🥰💕......... awesome work💗💗🥺👏🏻

    • @greeksandmagic8289
      @greeksandmagic8289 2 роки тому +1

      @@Anniemarie20 Thank you so much!

  • @sylverdynasty3896
    @sylverdynasty3896 3 роки тому +48

    It's just that... This type of music hits a part of me that I didn't even knew I had. Describes an emotion I didn't even knew I couldn't explain. It touches the depths of my soul and leaves me floating in a unfamiliar familiar void, drowned in wonders and questions. Makes me genuinely believe, that I have found myself...
    or at least...
    Part of me.
    A part I didn't imagined I was so desperately and vigorously searching... Scanning for it like a forgotten child trying to go back home.
    Thank you.
    Part of me thanks you.
    May you live in peace for you deserve it!
    -by me🖤n

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому

      True I know love ✨❤️🌼

  • @caylieallen2761
    @caylieallen2761 3 роки тому +8

    "Just... just focus on the music, okay? See how peaceful it is?"
    His weary eyes traveled to the ceiling and narrowed as he focused on listening, his face contorted into a wince. After a few seconds, he simply shook his head as well as he could and turned back to me. His dark coffee eyes caught the dim light from the broken chandelier and shone like amber, dancing with the flames of what tonight was meant to have looked like. I choked back a sob as he squeezed his weak hand around mine.
    "You're my peaceful," he whispered.

  • @anikayarrakonda2808
    @anikayarrakonda2808 3 роки тому +76

    & the taste of his lips
    was sensational.
    it was blood, tears,
    and cold sweat. it was
    pain, dying, and knowing
    that i would be alone
    for the rest of my life
    without him. that i
    could never love anybody
    else. that dancing in
    my dangerously torn
    ballgown, coated with
    dirt and blood, was going
    to end in the matter of
    a few seconds. that you
    were going to leave me.
    even in the afterlife
    i would never see you
    again. because this world
    had different plans for me.

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому

      AMAZING work dear keep it up 👏🏻👏🏻✨❤️

  • @kajakaja372
    @kajakaja372 3 роки тому +7

    When I heard Reflections from Hinata I knew it's a great playlist.

  • @CadynMeadow
    @CadynMeadow 3 роки тому +75

    as he struck his stomach with his own dagger he fell back.
    she caught him before he could fully
    strike the ground.
    “that was my idea you fool’’ her vision blurred with tears, she wiped her eyes and saw him dripping with dark red blood
    “don’t you dare look at me with those tearful eyes love. this was my choice’’ he said before choking on his own blood
    it was a fight to the death between 2 rival kingdoms. a love never meant to be.
    she tried to hold back. she knew they could both never walk out of this room together. tears held back, she slowly kissed him one last time. blood staining her own lips. “another lifetime, okay?’’
    as he went cold she sat there caressing his head. people were watching the fearful heartbreaking fight. she looked to her father, the king.
    “happy now?’’
    she’d say to him before taking the dagger out of him and stabbing herself between the chest. falling to the ground, their blood mixing on the cold marble floors
    everyone circled them both in a panic
    her,him,their unborn child. had already gone in an eternal slumber.

  • @Chi-nx6ul
    @Chi-nx6ul 3 роки тому +16

    This is literally one of the best playlist I've ever seen.

  • @phiea444
    @phiea444 3 роки тому +15

    “Why must you dance with me beloved prince, but not with the woman of your most desired dreams?”
    The prince pulls me close as we lock eyes twirling round and round in synchronisation to the classical music which filled the ball room and echoed off the beautifully painted walls.
    “Why ask such question my dear,” whispers the prince into your right ear.
    “You are the woman of my dreams, you always have been and always will be, my darling, my one true love, you always will be till the day I die and all the days after.”
    I smile in disbelief as the prince grips my hip with his right hand and his left running through my wavy hair. The music picks up as rich men and woman dance. The prince takes his hand from my head and gently places it on the other side of my waist, pulling me in slightly more as we sway side to side in the ball room.
    “Oh tis the day I have dreamt of all my life, the day where I get to prance around with my one true love without a care in the world. Without a single negative thought, without a worry or a doubt. But only a sense of pure love.”
    The prince looks at me and a warm feeling rushes through my body. He pulls me even closer and softly grabbed both sides of my neck. He kisses me and it feels as though my heart collided with his. Oh this love! This true love I feel! Tis as extraordinary as anything I have ever felt before! Oh this love! This sweet love! For I can feel it running though my veins! Oh this true love to last would be a wonder. The prince pulls away and his cheeks go red with passion
    “My beloved woman, oh my one true love, you are everything I have ever wanted and more. I feel like the luckiest man to ever live and I will be the luckiest man to die only if you are by my side. Tis the night I shall make you mine, tis the night I shall call you my own. We are young and irresponsible, but would we really let anything or anyone get between us dear?”
    Says the prince.
    And that is all I remember, we left and I never saw him again, I let him enter my heart but he left not long after, never to be seen again. Oh my one true love, I beg for you to wander back and find me once more. Oh my true love...

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому

      Why why ......the plot twist tho I thought it's going to be a happy ending ❤️🥺👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 WONDERFUL WRITING THO

  • @blxuberrie1799
    @blxuberrie1799 3 роки тому +24

    I have loved
    Never In my life have I loved another so deeply it consumed my every being, and never once have I been loved so dearly that he held on to me as tight as the air he breathes and yet caressed as delicately as egg shells as not to break the love we have. But I will tell you something, I do love as dearly as that, not a person, my love lies in a big room with painted ceilings, pianos, snow storms and rain, beautiful music that feeds the soul, and the soul that breathes it in so deeply and quickly as if it’s never been fed a day in its existence, I fell in love with a place, a feeling, a food, a colour I fell in love with life and I will be the first to tell you it’s all you shall ever need to be content in this ever growing wonder we have been gifted. It’s a gift, all of it.

  • @evagelinakafetzi3039
    @evagelinakafetzi3039 3 роки тому +10

    "Isn't it cold up here?" He said while walking towards her on the balcony. She was there,gazing at the stars while the winter breeze swung softly her long black hair.
    "Nah,it is actually pretty nice.So quiet and calming.What are you doing here though?" She asked while looking at his direction with sparkling eyes.It was such if the stars reflected on her eyes.
    "You suddenly left from the ball and I got worried,you know?" His voice was soft but his eyes couldn't lie.He wanted to say more but held back.
    "You are asking as if you don't know me,James.I never could stand all these fake people.With these smiles that disgust me.Anyways.Do you need something else?" She stopped looking at him.Her eyes went up to the sky once again.She is always so pretty,the man thought for a brief moment before continuing his talk.
    "Valeri- I mean princess Valerie,the truth is that I- He stopped his sentence midway.Like he suddenly noticed that her sparkling blue eyes were looking at him directly in his heart and couldn't keep hiding it.
    "James?" She said in a worried voice.Only if she knew how much he loved when she called his name.
    "I am leaving from the country.This will probably be the last time of us meeting like this."He tried to sound composed but his voice cracked.He hoped that she hadn't noticed.
    "What do you mean you are leaving,where are you going?" Suddenly she shouted.Valerie,the girl who was well known for her serious attitude,shouted like that.
    "I am going to change.And...become better."
    "What do you mean become better,how did it even come to this?" She seemed mad by her tone,but in fact it was more like she was hurt.
    "You know Princess...I always,always loved you.You,your childlike smile,your passion about dancing.Every little thing.
    She was taken of guard.
    "...why...why are you saying that only now?And why are you leaving?Why are you leaving me? She almost cried,but the tears would not fall.He went closed and gently touched her cheek.
    "Will you...will you wait for me?"He whispered before kissing her.Valerie looked him in the eyes.She couldn't understand what was happening but she didn't care.
    "Of course I will.And promise me,we will dance again some day.
    "I promise."He said while gently smiling.
    It was only them and the stars.It was their moment.

  • @selmaefendi8512
    @selmaefendi8512 3 роки тому +4

    why does this playlist makes me cry, I can't control it, it happens every time, its like a feeling of sadness overtakes me

  • @mairin365
    @mairin365 3 роки тому +153

    here is a pov cause i thought why not
    i dried the last of my tears as we said goodbye, not knowing when we will meet again. i went back inside to the now-empty apartment and all the memories came back.
    the dances we had
    the laughter we shared
    the tears we shed
    the parties we held
    the fights we had
    the smiles
    the long nights and the early mornings
    the stories we made up while looking at the stars
    the past 5 years of our lives here, just gone
    as i walked around i felt a sense of ease, a sense of a new beginning. we didn't want it to end like this, it just did. i walked into our old bedroom and looked at the doodle they left for me. it was a small flower mid-bloom. i smiled as i remembered when they drew it the night before. the night before we found out, the night before we knew we had to say goodbye. i heard footsteps behind me and was now faced with my mother.
    "it gets better," she whispered as she held me close. "it always does." i smiled up at her. "besides, you two will meet again in another life." as she walked away i looked out on the balcony one last time.
    "till we meet again," i whispered and walked out of the apartment and into my car. i started the car and drove away to my new beginning.

  • @olivialittle2280
    @olivialittle2280 3 роки тому +16

    I recommend reading whilst listening to married life
    You watch as they crumple to the floor, their body sinking further and further away from you. You run as fast as your legs can carry you and watch as their scarlet blood turn your hands into a murderer's. You believed your hands were in some way. Without you they wouldn't be here. That was the problem with falling for a villain without a mask to hide behind, the hero hiding behind a mask would do anything to destroy them. The hero would destroy anyone brave enough to speak up.
    You scream, inconsolable as the one person you love more than anything is slipping through your fingers. This couldn't be it, you weren't ready. You couldn't bear to turn and see the one who had taken the final shot, the hero that you only saw as the villain.
    You see your love watching you as you frantically scream, doing anything to stop the bleeding.
    "Hey. Hey stop." they say softly and hold your hand. You feel your body slump in exhaustion and the tears slow for a moment. You press heads together and you see the most beautiful painting your love made. Each brushstroke making it all the more beautiful. Everytime they held your hand, touched your cheek, the shining light in the depths of their eyes, spinning in a home all for yourself, endless nights of stargazing, soft kisses in the rain, passionate talks and talks of sweet nothings, slow dancing to your favourite songs, hand squeezing on a long walk, wiping tears from eachother's faces, genuine smiles and laughing until your ribs hurt over the silliest of things. All of it making the most wonderful piece of art you've ever known. No art piece in the world could make you feel all you did with them. The most ethereal love.
    "I love you so much." they say to you, with tears in their eyes.
    You wipe them away as you had done before.
    " I love you too, more than you could ever know." you smile at them, choking on tears.
    "I'll wait for you. For however long it takes. Forever and ever." you heard their last raspy breath and you couldn't help but cry out. No one had came to save them, all they knew was a villain and all you knew was love. You knew their words were true, you held them close to your heart.

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому

      MAGNIFICENT ✨😊🥰👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

  • @octoberrhaintodd5125
    @octoberrhaintodd5125 3 роки тому +50

    “Are you alright?” Pansy questioned as they twirled under the moon light.
    “Of course I’m alright why wouldn’t I be?” Achilles said with her hands on pansy’s waist.
    “We are dancing in the middle of a war... I was just wondering if you were okay”
    “I’m alright..” A shimmer of light shown down on her face, the small tears falling down her cheeks and onto her dress as she danced with her lover.
    They weren’t supposed to be together seeing how they were both girls and if caught they would be sent to a mental hospital or a church.
    None of that seemed to matter as the waltzed before the spells and curses that hit many other students.
    “I can’t imagine a world apart from you darling... but you should’ve stayed in the dungeons with the other Slytherins pansy” Achilles cried as she twirled her lover.
    “I couldn’t see you leave without me... I know you want to jump... so I’m jumping with you”
    “You mustn’t! You have to stay alive, marry, have children, name one after me, tell my brother Draco I love him one last time, tell my mother it’s alright and tell my father to take a break once in a while” her breath getting heavy as she worried.
    “No... love you must let me jump with you... your brother will be perfectly fine, he will marry a beautiful girl and have gorgeous children. Your mother and father will die peacefully knowing you were with your lover...”
    “That’s not how this is going to work” Achilles swore as a spell went right behind Pansy making her stumble into Achilles arms.
    “I love you... This is goodbye” Achilles placed her hands on Pansy’s face kissing her passionately on the lips.
    Not breaking for a moment as tears fell down Pansy’s cheek....
    Pulling away Achilles took a step back..falling through the air from the astronomy tower, feeling the wind in her fingertips as she breathed slowly, hearing nothing but soft music....
    Then nothing.
    “No!! No!” Pansy’s screams echoed as she pushed away from the edge and back against the wall, her breath breaking before her screams of pain.
    “AHHHHHHHH!!!!!” She screamed, feeling anger and dread in her body.... her screams loud enough for the whole school to hear, making people freeze in the cold despair of the shrieks.
    “Pansy! Pansy are you hurt?!” Draco rushed kneeling beside her with his hands on her cheeks.
    “She’s dead! She’s dead Draco....” she cried out leaning her face into his hands being greeted by the comfort.
    “Who is dead?!” He begged her for answers.
    “Achilles Draco... Achilles....” She mumbled as she watched Draco break for the first time.
    Tears fell silently down his face as his grip loosened in his body, he made no noise as he sat silently next to pansy.
    _______________________________________
    Dreadful cries coming from many as they surrounded her body.
    To many gone.
    Draco rocked back and forth with his head in his knees, crying and praying that he die along with her as others crowd around him and his sister who lay lifeless on the concrete ground.
    “Draco... ahh!” A gasping yell left ginnys mouth as she glanced from Draco to Achilles.
    Pansy kneeled beside Achilles pushing back the fly away hairs on her face.
    “Dear heavens... Miss Parkinson step away from the body please.... Miss Parkinson!?!” Professor McGonagall begged trying to pull her away.
    “She’s gone...”
    𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝐴𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑠...
    𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒, 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢.
    𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒.
    𝐷𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑛𝑜𝑤...
    𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎 𝑑𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟, ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝐴𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑎 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑙𝑒 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒.
    𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢.
    𝐴𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑎𝑦.
    𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡 𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑒 𝑖𝑡.
    𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑑.
    𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒.
    𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑑.
    𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢
    𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒𝑙𝑦,
    𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟. 𝑃𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑦 𝑃𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑜𝑛

    • @aisvour5635
      @aisvour5635 3 роки тому +1

      This is so good I cried reading this.. do you happen to have a wattpad?

    • @triiilamejol8604
      @triiilamejol8604 3 роки тому

      im sobbing thanks

  • @hannahkb0284
    @hannahkb0284 3 роки тому +39

    tears streamed down her face. she didn’t want to leave him. he was her love, her life, her entire being and soul. but she had to. he had been gone. it was too late to fix what was broken in her.
    “don’t you understand? you died. and when you were gone my only longing was to see you one last time. to tell you how you found me broken and put me back together. my only thoughts were you. when I closed my eyes I saw you, your lifeless body on the stone cold ground that day. I craved you, for you to hold me one last time, kiss me one last time, tell me you loved me one last time. and all I knew was that those wishes would never come true, my craving never be fulfilled.”
    “but I’m here now! why isn’t that good enough?”
    “don’t you see? when you died, so did I. I was a girl, young and in love. and she died that day. she is gone now, and in her place is just a woman who lost her soulmate. don’t you get it? you may be back, however that is possible after all these years, but that girl is not. and I wish for her as much as you, but I’m afraid she will never return. It is simply impossible.”
    “but why? it wasn’t my choice to leave you then! you have a choice now that I never did darling, and you are making the wrong choice? why do you choose to leave, to walk away?”
    “I- I’m sorry. I truly am. I am so sorry my love. It seems our story is over. This is our final goodbye.”
    Tears clouded her vision as she walked away. She knew this was right, but why did something right hurt so much?
    My Wattpad is @tatelangdonscoochie ! follow me for writing like this, I follow back!

    • @soumyashetye6525
      @soumyashetye6525 3 роки тому +2

      This reminds me of the movie Castaway with Tom Hanks in it. It's beautiful

    • @fatimahmalik7854
      @fatimahmalik7854 3 роки тому +1

      girl im adding yuuuu

    • @hannahkb0284
      @hannahkb0284 3 роки тому

      @@fatimahmalik7854 omg thank you so much!

  • @mochi_cat8253
    @mochi_cat8253 3 роки тому +3

    I told her i would not die for her but that i did truly love her. She looked at me and asked why. I told her that I didn’t want to leave her alone and that i didn’t want her to leave me either. I told her that we should live for each other and love one another until our last days. And that is what we did. Until we died together. Until our very last goodbyes. And then once more, in the afterlife.
    💠

  • @PrincessSaturn
    @PrincessSaturn 3 роки тому +16

    (not a writer but I tried)
    I layed in bed, a 15th century lady dying of the pneumonic plague. I had lived in the back woods of a small kingdom and had books for company. Content with the books, my singing and the small kingdoms weather. I was at peace. Then I met him.
    He approached me one day and he talked to me. A sarcastic, playful, protective guard in a red uniform named Samuel. We were in love and together for 2 and a half years. Then I recently got the plague.
    I couldn't see but heard him sobbing. "Please stay with me! I love you! Please wake up! You didn't deserve this! Come back please. Open your eyes. Stay with me! Don't leave me! I love you! Please open your eyes!" I heard him begging. I was passing on. 'I'm sorry. In our next life, I will find you. I'm sorry, my beloved Samuel' I thought, before death took me. A tear rolled down my cheek as I left my love, the only person who didn't leave me.
    (did I do ok?)

    • @Anniemarie20
      @Anniemarie20 2 роки тому

      Yes 🥰🥰 really amazing ☺️☺️ I love with this you can do it keep it up

    • @PrincessSaturn
      @PrincessSaturn 2 роки тому

      @@Anniemarie20 Thank you lol

    • @ray1538
      @ray1538 2 роки тому +2

      Im late im sorry...but u did greatt💞💞✨

    • @cikitawatinabila3490
      @cikitawatinabila3490 2 роки тому

      You did it well.

  • @crybabyyourbaby2182
    @crybabyyourbaby2182 3 роки тому +11

    Crazy how there are only artists in this comment section 🥺

  • @eggsaresuperior2599
    @eggsaresuperior2599 3 роки тому +6

    "I'll miss you dad" you sobbed over his dead body, "I never got to tell you how much i loved you, I didn't mean to, I really didn't want to hurt you, I was so stupid, I never got to tell you how much i enjoyed the few years of my life that i had with you, how much you meant to me, how much we both despised mother together, yet i chose her, dad, please just give me another chance, please come back, for me, just once" you knew he wouldn't come back but you weren't ready to believe that the one who loved you most was now gone, like the trees outside, you were left, without nuturing.

  • @imgoingtohell9356
    @imgoingtohell9356 3 роки тому +9

    I was writing a school paper but then Married life started playing. so now I'm here.

  • @juliabarretto66
    @juliabarretto66 3 роки тому +4

    "Is this a goodbye?"
    You didn't answer it. It was already too hard to just hold your tears. "I don't wanna say it."
    "So, don't say it. I heard it's bad luck to say it anyway."
    "Will I meet you again?"
    "Sure. People always said that the sun and the moon can't ever meet. From Earth's perspective, they are condemned to be apart, one at the day and the other at the night. But, if you check from outside, from the stars' view, they are closer than we could ever imagine."

    • @rk9585
      @rk9585 3 роки тому +1

      shut up that is so good

    • @juliabarretto66
      @juliabarretto66 3 роки тому

      @@rk9585 I’ll cry 🥺🥺. Thanks 🥰🥰

  • @ghostgirliz_4106
    @ghostgirliz_4106 3 роки тому +8

    pov:
    "why didn't you tell me? after everything we've been through. why didn't you tell me?".
    "i'm sorry it has to end like this, you're my best friend. I love you".
    you cry falling to your knees "no! you cant just say that then leave me here alone".
    he looks into your eyes one last time and holds your chin up while tears stream down your face.
    "goodbye Emily". you watch him walk out into a mist not knowing what's to come next.

  • @todayillbelizzie3756
    @todayillbelizzie3756 3 роки тому +6

    We were losing the war.
    You’d tried to fight the battle by yourself, but you’d lost. So you’d tried fighting this one with your friends. We were supposed to win; that’s how all the stories go, right? The good guys win?
    No. One by one, your friends step to there deaths, falling to their ends.
    And you realize.
    You’d been the bad guys all along.

  • @brian-hg2go
    @brian-hg2go 3 роки тому +4

    I listen to this every day

  • @alyssa6910
    @alyssa6910 3 роки тому +10

    I really should not have listened to this during the last part of Clockwork Prince bc it literally brung me to tears for and hours 😫

  • @my_youtubechannel1717
    @my_youtubechannel1717 3 роки тому +56

    Ur so underrated! I love your playlists

    • @Ivoryyy14
      @Ivoryyy14  3 роки тому +1

      thank you so much love!

  • @maellechaibi5394
    @maellechaibi5394 3 роки тому +2

    I just spent my day reading these captivating writings while listening to this beautiful playlist :) this comment section clearly passed the vibe