What brought me to the video is being that mother. I was humming to my 3 week old and remembered this viral song and so I turned it on and now me and him both are relaxed and calm.
This isnt a girl thats harmonizing with her fan. This is a girl who reminded me who i am, what life means to me and how i realized i wasnt a mistake. She changed my whole life..♥️
I had a dream my mother killed herself. It felt so real, so, so real. I had to check if she was still here, I cried like a baby when I saw she was. I don't know what'd I'd do without my mom, and I don't like to think about life without her.
This makes me wanna cry but it also calms me down…Like my legs start to feel numb and I’m about to cry but I could fall asleep to this in a minute. HOWWWWW😭😭😭😭
“It’s just a girl harmonizing with her fan?” Yes it is but, it’s also the feeling when you realize your mother will never love you as much as she used to because you’ve changed. You’re not normal anymore. You’re weird. Too different for her to love now. You wish you could change it back but you never can.. you miss the comfort of her humming to you as a child. This is why we have this audio..
"It's just a girl harmonizing with her fan". Yes, it is... but it's also the feeling I got when I realized I am not a kid anymore, and never will be again. It's the sound of my grieving, almost as if someone or something precious died, except no one and nothing did. However, it feels although my inner child has passed, and I am left with what I am now. This is me and my life is now, and nothing is the same, never will be. It's my longing for childish innocence and freedom, the ability to play outside all day, to climb trees and tie braids in the grass or make mud pies, my only true worry being the bees in the bush a few feet away from me or if my friend is home today, or wondering if dinner will be done soon. No bills, no responsibilities, no wondering if I'm going to eat that day, no weight crushing me day by day, no fear of the eventual inevitable. Just... a child. A child that is no more, leaving an adult, a new slave to an unfair society and a cruel life. I never should have rushed into being an adult. I want to go home. I miss it.
hope the both sides of ur pillow r cold hope u sleep peacefully everynight knowing u re one of the greates people of all time hope u get the love u deserve thank u for thissss 💟🙏🙏🙏🙏
"its just a girl harmonizing with her fan" So close! It's actually the winter of 2016, curled against my dog, Maru, as I stare up at the ceiling, the fireplace in the background as I stroke Maru's fur. He was the best dog I could've hoped for. I miss you bud.
I still caress and pat myself to sleep bcs I miss my father so much even though he's still here. I wish I could tell him all the heartaches that are still haunting me since I was a child.
sometimes i wish i could just go to sleep and wake up in my mothers arms getting as she hums this to me. back when nothing mattered other than being loved and taken care of by her
currently sat here crying bc i thought abt my mum, shes at my grandpas house right now, i just saw a comment abt that dream one and now im crying smmm :*(
i miss my girl, one of my rabbits passed away today, i had to bury her myself and it was painful, i hope shes better in heaven now. (to all of those venting, remember you are loved.)
I woke up with this as a distant memory, and thankfully I remembered what it was, otherwise I think I would have cried. I left home because my mother was being mentally and emotionally abusive to me, but despite what she did, all I want is to cuddle up to her as she sings me asleep like when I was little, like when I was her little angel instead of the family disgrace.
"Its just a girl humming with a fan/microwave" No, this was the melody i heard when i saw neglected animals in someone's backyard. Cold, hungry, desperate for the safety and love from the person they trusted.
Dont worry someday it’ll all be alright you might have some enemies but more people will love you more than hate you. Im sure they’re proud and happy you came this far.
Such a...strange sound. Makes you feel something you never felt before and you don't know if it should hurt or heal. Maybe it does both. Maybe it's just me.
and it reminds me that I won't have him forever, he's suicidal and I'm bad at helping people, so I'm gonna cherish him while he's here, I love him so much.
@@Retrospectal Hey. Don’t know if anything’s changed or if your assumption was correct, but I just wanted to check in. I’m just a stranger but I truly hope everything is okay.
I had to put my dog down today, I had to walk out of the vet without her. I already miss her. I spent my whole life with her, and the other half I won’t be with her anymore.
am i the only one who finds this totally comforting and not at all sad or tragic? well, maybe a little melancholy, but it has the same vibe for me as unreleased hypno from little nightmares 2
You dont have trauma or maybe this doesnt trigger memories of it, which is ok. Im the opposite tho i think its very yearning/mournful. It makes my heart ache.
To me, it illustrates how you sing along at the droning of life, and feel the sadness of the world around you, yet there is an undertone of hope. It feels like grabbing at straws, knowing that your path is the only one you couldve ever chosen, even if it destroys you.
@@fishmilk0 I'm glad you look at it differently though. The hum of a woman is comforting. idk i feel like you can feel the weight of her emotions, yet the expression is solely routine as a means to connect with what's around her. Anyways im rambling, Im glad we have the internet for niche things like a random girl humming and we can all relate in some way
@@amandamuncy2731while watching the video, 1) tap on the screen as if you wanted to pause the video and look at the upper right corner for the gear icon 2) tap the gear icon and look for Additional Settings 3) tap loop video to on .
this melody makes me feel at ease, but it also makes my heart ache, it reminds me of a mother humming to her child
described perfectly
Exactly, it’s the sound i imagined into my head when i was little. Imagining that my mom cared
Just thinking of that brought tears to my eyes. It’s such a beautiful audio🎀
@@Pyr0mant1cMed1c i know, i hope that everyone that reads this heals someday, know that you're loved 🫶
What brought me to the video is being that mother. I was humming to my 3 week old and remembered this viral song and so I turned it on and now me and him both are relaxed and calm.
My mom shouted at me earlier, my heart ached so much. When I listened to this, my heart felt warm again
been there 🩵 i’m sorry love, i’m glad you found some peace with this 🥲🩵
I'm crying so hard that my shirt is wet and cold. This patched a hole in my heart, which I didn't know was there.
This isnt a girl thats harmonizing with her fan. This is a girl who reminded me who i am, what life means to me and how i realized i wasnt a mistake. She changed my whole life..♥️
reminds me of my mom...and i wish she was here...
It makes me feel so sad and longing for something.
I had a dream my mother killed herself. It felt so real, so, so real. I had to check if she was still here, I cried like a baby when I saw she was. I don't know what'd I'd do without my mom, and I don't like to think about life without her.
This makes me wanna cry but it also calms me down…Like my legs start to feel numb and I’m about to cry but I could fall asleep to this in a minute. HOWWWWW😭😭😭😭
“It’s just a girl harmonizing with her fan?”
Yes it is but, it’s also the feeling when you realize your mother will never love you as much as she used to because you’ve changed. You’re not normal anymore. You’re weird. Too different for her to love now. You wish you could change it back but you never can.. you miss the comfort of her humming to you as a child. This is why we have this audio..
"It's just a girl harmonizing with her fan".
Yes, it is... but it's also the feeling I got when I realized I am not a kid anymore, and never will be again. It's the sound of my grieving, almost as if someone or something precious died, except no one and nothing did. However, it feels although my inner child has passed, and I am left with what I am now. This is me and my life is now, and nothing is the same, never will be. It's my longing for childish innocence and freedom, the ability to play outside all day, to climb trees and tie braids in the grass or make mud pies, my only true worry being the bees in the bush a few feet away from me or if my friend is home today, or wondering if dinner will be done soon. No bills, no responsibilities, no wondering if I'm going to eat that day, no weight crushing me day by day, no fear of the eventual inevitable.
Just... a child. A child that is no more, leaving an adult, a new slave to an unfair society and a cruel life.
I never should have rushed into being an adult.
I want to go home.
I miss it.
this reminds me of my late nephew..❤ i remember how i used to hum for him to sleep. i miss my baby boy so much 🥹.
I’m abt to start my period and I started crying when I read this
omg i’m so sorry!! grief is not easy but you’re strong, love u ❤️
Thank you so much for this bestie😭😭
This calms me down so I sit in my room and listen to this^^
I'm in pain and I keep humming this to relieve it. Although there's the original but I'm glad you made a extended loop of it, Thank you💖
hope the both sides of ur pillow r cold hope u sleep peacefully everynight knowing u re one of the greates people of all time hope u get the love u deserve thank u for thissss 💟🙏🙏🙏🙏
ilysm ur so very welcome 🩵🩵
I'm so glad someone made a yt video for this tysm
yass!! i was looking for this too and knew others had to be searching for it 🥲🥲
"its just a girl harmonizing with her fan"
So close! It's actually the winter of 2016, curled against my dog, Maru, as I stare up at the ceiling, the fireplace in the background as I stroke Maru's fur. He was the best dog I could've hoped for. I miss you bud.
I still caress and pat myself to sleep bcs I miss my father so much even though he's still here. I wish I could tell him all the heartaches that are still haunting me since I was a child.
sometimes i wish i could just go to sleep and wake up in my mothers arms getting as she hums this to me. back when nothing mattered other than being loved and taken care of by her
I remember how my mom used to sing like this when I'm a still baby... and now all I hear every night her arguments towards us.
Thank youuuuu I’ve been looking for this for a monthhh😭🫶🏻
i get the tingles listening to this and i dont know why it makes me feel sad and happy at the same time
I need this on a thirty minute loop
currently sat here crying bc i thought abt my mum, shes at my grandpas house right now, i just saw a comment abt that dream one and now im crying smmm :*(
please comment to this 6 months from now and ask me if my heart is still hurting
I know it’s just been one month, but how ya holding up? :]
@@Aki_Th3_Silly somewhat better i guess, hoping to see better days! thank you for asking
this trend is so sad... everytime i cry....❤
i miss my girl, one of my rabbits passed away today, i had to bury her myself and it was painful, i hope shes better in heaven now. (to all of those venting, remember you are loved.)
I woke up with this as a distant memory, and thankfully I remembered what it was, otherwise I think I would have cried.
I left home because my mother was being mentally and emotionally abusive to me, but despite what she did, all I want is to cuddle up to her as she sings me asleep like when I was little, like when I was her little angel instead of the family disgrace.
This feels unreal, especially with my own fan. It feels like she's here singing to me
"Its just a girl humming with a fan/microwave"
No, this was the melody i heard when i saw neglected animals in someone's backyard. Cold, hungry, desperate for the safety and love from the person they trusted.
IIysm thanks for this 😭
It's a toothbrush she was humming with btw, an electric toothbrush And btw thx for this vid
I listened to this while I was looking at the sunset, I started crying I was by myself
Dont worry someday it’ll all be alright you might have some enemies but more people will love you more than hate you. Im sure they’re proud and happy you came this far.
This is the epitome of art comforting the disturbed.
i love this !!
Such a...strange sound. Makes you feel something you never felt before and you don't know if it should hurt or heal. Maybe it does both. Maybe it's just me.
cried to this tbh
Tight hugs for all of you who feels sad just like me
its hard realizing you never meant anything to someone you thought would give up the entire world for you.
This reminds me of my very young mother singing to me when I was a child. Those days are long gone now.
this reminds me of my bf, it makes me feel safe, cause it reminds me of him.
and it reminds me that I won't have him forever, he's suicidal and I'm bad at helping people, so I'm gonna cherish him while he's here, I love him so much.
@@Retrospectal Hey. Don’t know if anything’s changed or if your assumption was correct, but I just wanted to check in. I’m just a stranger but I truly hope everything is okay.
@@illuminAxel_Productions He's been getting a bit better now.
Thanks for the check in. Me and him are coming up on 9 months dating!
@@Retrospectal Thats great!! Awesome to hear. All the best :)
X would make such a good song out of this audio
Listening to this while i watch my dad and my brother playing badminton together after my dad yelled at me.. wish i was his favourite
This majes me feel like shes still here..LLLH❤
This is what it sounds like when your mother starts saying 'Suck it up.' instead of comforting you when you get hurt.🫤
Thank you for this comment.
Tyyyyyy!!!
i miss my mom so much.
This is what it felt like when he fooled me for a second time and all I could do was compare my self to the one he left with after.
im so glad i found this
This kinda reminds me of my trauma when i was 6yo.
oh i’m so sorry 🙁 i def can relate, this song seems to have bittersweet reactions. ily 🩵
I had to put my dog down today, I had to walk out of the vet without her. I already miss her. I spent my whole life with her, and the other half I won’t be with her anymore.
So it’s not a real song?!!
no.
it's a masterpiece.
Do you think you can make a longer loop? Like maybe an hour or sum. I’d totally sleep to this
Or 8hrs
you can loop this on the app musi or on laptop youtube!
@@laciebluetyyyy
can you do a 1 hour version?
I fall asleep to this
this isn't a girl harmonising with her fan... its the sound of will solace after every apollo kid but him and 2 others died..
am i the only one who finds this totally comforting and not at all sad or tragic? well, maybe a little melancholy, but it has the same vibe for me as unreleased hypno from little nightmares 2
You dont have trauma or maybe this doesnt trigger memories of it, which is ok. Im the opposite tho i think its very yearning/mournful. It makes my heart ache.
To me, it illustrates how you sing along at the droning of life, and feel the sadness of the world around you, yet there is an undertone of hope. It feels like grabbing at straws, knowing that your path is the only one you couldve ever chosen, even if it destroys you.
@@lukeroar9347 i feel the same way but not for this song for some reason? the feeling only lasts for a good few seconds. its very painful though haha
@@lukeroar9347 wow! thats deep. thats a very interesting way of looking at it. :)
@@fishmilk0 I'm glad you look at it differently though. The hum of a woman is comforting. idk i feel like you can feel the weight of her emotions, yet the expression is solely routine as a means to connect with what's around her. Anyways im rambling, Im glad we have the internet for niche things like a random girl humming and we can all relate in some way
me harmonizing with my rose
RIP Caesar
It reminds me of the live action Halo reach trailer
i miss when my mom would put me to sleep...
...
Kinda scary🥲
Ilysm for this..pls 1 hour version..❤❤❤
u can loop on youtube laptop or on musi !!!!
@@lacieblue sadly it won't let me loop it
@@amandamuncy2731which app? try musi if youtube isn’t working
@@amandamuncy2731while watching the video, 1) tap on the screen as if you wanted to pause the video and look at the upper right corner for the gear icon 2) tap the gear icon and look for Additional Settings 3) tap loop video to on .
So this is not a version of halo deliver hope theme dude the digging I did just to type in the simple title 💀🤣 well occupied me 🤷🏽♂️