Ngl suicide has been going through my head a ton lately and music like this is what powers me to keep going, just hoping I can somehow overcome everything wrong in life right now
I'm not gonna say that I know how you feel but for the people who ever see this if sad mad depressed anxious anything listen to music about it talk about joke about for me in my life my whole family had bad anger issues as kids and my entire life I've laughed and joked about death and everything I talk about is violence and I feel that the only reason I'm dead or in jail is cause of that I know I'm good and it not ok to hurt people in any way on purpose but for some people it natural and enjoyable and I'm thank full I found a weakness in my thought and other to stop anything from happening to others or them self's all I'm saying is it's ok to be fucked up and if you feel the urge to do something bad or selfish instead of showing it with actions use words and the words of others for everyone has something pent up in side and you got to let it out some way and a little at a time is better then all at once.
People say suicide is selfish but how sad is it that other humans can make another human make them feel like the only escape is to never breathe speak laugh cry or live. This world is sad how people are forced to resort to suicide
Listen it has put me and my family through so much losing my 12 year old son to suicide It hurts every second of the day Please there are people that will listen such as samaritans and I'm not trained but if you need to talk here my email adamhayley87@gmail.com
I can agree with you people nowadays think that it makes them cool to push people and make fun of them, like me and others who have been through depression or have anxiety about going anywhere or doing anything out in public and I have been a victim for years and it was a struggle
POV: youre reading through all the comments as the music plays in the background, seeing these sad storys abt ppl who r struggling, and wishing you could help them...
I know I'm three years late and idk if your still active, its my 5th day out of jail after doing a 10 month long Jose in the worst max security jail in northwest Louisiana for a crime I didn't commit, months of heartache, betrayal, pain, our family broke apart, and I was shown a world I wish I could erase, I went in as a people person who loved everyone and cared for others, very religious. I came out as not trusting others, hating police and law officials, shy, not very out going, my confidence is low, out in the world I was very popular in school and everyone loved me, now I will never look at them the same. So, what I'm trying to get at is yes I'm reading peoples stories while posting my own, and no I don't wish I could help them... No one helped me but my closest CLOSEST ones. These people online don't care about you bud, they might act like it a post it, but if they can't help themselves how can they help others. These same people complain how bad there phone battery life is while I was facing a capital charge, indicted by a grand jury and was facing what held life. These same adults cry because there friend ignores them while I never got to see mine ever again after he got 40 years for a double homicide. just be safe bro..don't trust people and look out for yourself first, maybe that's why were depressed
@@damonbeats6770 I can... understand that, and I'm so fucking sorry for your situation... shits fucked up, we really need to improve our justice system because sometimes it can be straight up shit. And, while not all police officers are corrupt, there are so many who are and we need to improve fucking everything. But you're wrong too. I do care, and while one person isn't that much, I don't think I'm the only one. Even if you don't believe me, I want to help people. You got dealt a really, really, really shit hand and that sucks. But really, I'll be here for you if you need to talk to someone. If you were in a maximum security prison, you know some shit now, so it would just be stupid for me to betray you anyways. Unfortunately though, some of these people online, are the only people that care. Often times, I have to correct the people that label my music tastes as a genre. It's a community. A community of broken people trying to heal together. We need to help each other. Let's put it this way... A soldier in the military just got shot, and doesn't know how to perform basic medical practices. Does he need his brother in arms to help him out, even if that other soldier is also shot? Yes. They have to help each other. So we need to help each other heal. Please man, let us help you too. This isn't a therapy session, this is real people, sharing advise on how to overcome the world's shit. aperson_85761 is my discord. If you're still struggling then please, reach out and I'll get back in touch with you as soon as I possibly can. That's a promise.
Ok, but we typed in, "I don't wanna be here, I just wanna go." Didn't we ? Edit: Oh my god, I'm trying to remember to stay active but the last time I checked, I had 250. Now I have 363. 🖤 Keep your head up guys! 😊
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation,YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen From someone that cares about you
This song is super relatable in this point in my life when nothing seems to go right and you can never catch a break to be happy really put a lot of thoughts in your head
I get so sad that I just don’t eat my mom ask whats wrong and I talk but she just don’t understand and she will never understand, no one will ever understand 😖
*Society always tells you to get help when you're suicidal but when you try to reach out, They tell you "It will be okay, It gets better." It just seems so generic to me at this point.* *I got diagnosed with severe depression at the age of 15 and it's horrible.* *Almost every day I have suicidal thoughts.* *Sometimes there are voices in my head telling me to just end it all.* *I'm losing hope so quick..*
I'm not going to fake or anything. But, just try the best you can to live your life and enjoy yourself because you matter. I don't know who you are but I'm pretty sure that there is many people that love you. If you go too soon, you'll never get those chances to enjoy the rest of your life. I know that it might be a little hard to enjoy your life because of your depression. But, you have to take chances and try! ;3 Keep your head up. Remember that you're amazing and you can help yourself by enjoying your life.
exactly, they've never really been a help. the whole "it gets better" is meaningless when you can't give us a reason. like our brains aren't going to be like "everything sucks. wait it gets better? my depression is gone. thank you you helped so much ! :)" like no. your not really caring phrase doesn't help anything. i'm not sure why they can't grasp that concept. but i feel your pain 🥺💔
Dw im just the same i cba for anyhting not even life depressed and tired every moment of the day this ent worth it tho life is bs nobody asked for this and they expect us to agree w them and say life is a good thing when it emotionally breaks u 😔😥
How are you man? I hope your doing, I know it’s cliche and everyone says it buys it’s a battle so many go threw and that it will end eventually but, I hope you’ll be able to over come it and keep seeing a tomorrow.
yo man, you still here? you better be, you better not have committed, I thought about it for a couple years, nobody ever helped, lost my brother to an overdose due to depression, you gotta stay with me man.
Im a broken kid. All i remember in my past is a shattered painfull memories. 2 siblings, im the youngest. At age of 5, i remember my grandma put a cold towel on my head while asking for my mom. At age of 6,i remember walking 5km to school. Alone, with no breakfast, no money not even an umbrella when its raining. Im wearing a plastic bag to keep my books safe from geting wet, running all i can from wild dogs. Eating wild fruits to fill my empty tummy. At age of 7, i suppose im smart ambitious yet they called me stupid and my painting was trown away. Made of used paper and pencils. Im so upset one time when my friend come to play over, my mom get mad and hit me so bad that i still remember i cried out loud until i lost my voice for 1 week. Im barely walking. Its so painfull to remember it again. The rest of the family member just watch and making fun of me after that. At age of 8, i try to run from home for the 1st time after had a fight with my brother. I jump from my grandpa house, 2 storey. They pick on me. Hit me as they wish. Always being hit and slap is totally a brutal ways to treat a kid. Being left alone at age 9, Making decission is all in my hand, i prepared my own meal. I even walk miles looking for my parents hideout drunk with friends, 3 in the morning, walk thru forest and darkness. Without anyone to accompany me. it's borneo im talking about. I live near the highest mountain. Imagine that place. 2001. Age of 10 I wanted to be a normal kids, wanna have what kids supposed to have, want to have junk food, books, nice dress, nice colour pencils all i get is abusive parents not only that im being bullied by aunties and uncle's. Hitting me and throwing me as they toys. I steal from my grandma cuz i really want it badly, imagine how heart broken i am, not even have a single toys in my hand or even a candy in my mouth. Well im trying to live my life here in time, i try to end it for the 1st time. I wish i had die that day. As now i couldn't even look for another day to live. At the age of 11, im smart i never studies cuz its never be a priorities not to me not to my parents, i never had a extra books to even learn more, i still got good result still they called me being studpid. At age of 12, big exam im one of the best students, my mom never congrats me. All family saying im a shamefull to family as i dont get straight A. I was merely being accepted as a human being yet im so amaze with me i stayed strong with me all by myself. Funny when to think back, i know what depression is back then, i know what it feels like, i understand darkness more than any adults can. Im 12 years old. No internet, no books to refer too, no friends, still i manage to pull myself to stay alive, keep motivate myself or maybe im too afraid of dying alone. We live in the rural area, u are rich when u have nokia310, very rich. At age of 13 to 15 I was the leader of my class, im smart without taking the lesson at school seriously. Im top at my class. Again, my days are not as beautiful as u are, its always the same, either i walk to school on a rainy days or having only RM1 to school or not having a breakfast its still the same. Im a shame to my family. I even try again to kill my self at age of 14...... I have a lot to share, but it ring the darkness inside my mind that i could die today so im gonna stop here. Let the rest of my history being kept inside the box. I have a lot to share because at this point i totally have no one to talk too. Im still the same, even worst. This is not only a words. This is a help signal. Even calling the doctors won't help me out. They will say "oh this is normal". Nothing is normal for me. Either for u who felt the same way i did or have the kind of journey i did. We understand the darkness to well that other people who have been raise right don't understand it at all. No matter how much you've study about this nothing beat experience.
i’m proud of all of you. you’ve been through so much and you’re here to this day. it’s so beautiful seeing how many people have been pushing through life and it’s biggest struggles. you’ve won a war, believe me or not. i’m so happy just to see all of you. keep pushing through because you’re strong. smile at least twice a day and make sure you eat
Bro I’m quarantine this hits different with so many people having problems and taking their lives this is what they all are thinking and I think we need to help those small and large to help prevent suicide in these rough times.
Dude or dudette, you will be missed. I'm sure there's at least a few people that care about you. I thought the same thing 2 days ago when I was struggling to fight for my life. It turns out more people cared than I know, otherwise they would have watched me die. I'm not sure how old you are but you're too young to go.
This is probably lost in the comments somewhere but listen here You're a beautiful person with a beautiful heart o might not know you but I can tell you have a great future ahead of you If you've ever been broken or rejected just know it's not the end there's more people out there waiting to meet you Hey you have a great personality and youre a wonderful person If you don't feel loved just know you are if it doesn't seem like it it's cause they're not showing it a lot If you have suicidal thoughts just know you were put on earth for a reason and you're gonna stay on earth till life choses when you die you serve a purpose I love you all❤️
I've never felt anything similar but when he said, "I don't wanna be here I just wanna die, always been sad it'll never be alright." Related to that so much.
I'm take my time to comment this for anyone that needs it, you're here for a reason, look back at your past and see what made you who you are today. You fought battles no one can imagine, and you are still here fighting them with the strongest of your efforts, ik its not easy, Ik you wanna give up, Ik you wanna let go, but you're loved and Cherished by many, even by people you dont know, you make a difference by just existing for that someone, you make that someone smile and you dont even know it. I just want whoever that read this to keep on fighting and to never give up on yourself and most importantly to the people that care for you. My blessings are for you 😌
I’m here rn cuz of my schizophrenia… everyone tells me how good I’m doing lately and that kills me… cuz yea sure it looks like I’m doing good but I’m just falling apart..
As a 19 yr old…. I always struggled with depression for years. I never have remembered when the last time I was actually happy. I’ve tried everything too… I’ve tried so many different therapists and they all couldn’t handle how bad I thought. I’m embarrassed of my own emotions and no one understands. My mom doesn’t get how my ptsd works and what’s a trigger to me. Being fired from jobs cause my mental health is so bad makes me feel like shit. I’ve tried to make my mom happy and it destroyed me. I’m in a program to talk to a therapist for free for three months and idk… a part of me hopes that she’s able to save me from the hell im in every damn day and night, but the other part is just like what’s the point… if I say anything wrong I might scare her away too. I always hid my emotions and it sucked; my mom always thought I was broken cause I never cried in front of her or anything. Doesn’t mean I don’t cry in front of people doesn’t mean I don’t hurt… I just hurt in silence. That hurt is probably gonna kill me and if it does all I hope is I wish my therapist knew how sorry I am. I never wanted this hurt and I’d never wish this pain on anyone… from all the times I was bullied and assaulted in school and laughed at by teachers from getting bullied… I wish they all actually helped… my friend died by suicide and I still blame myself for his death, it’s been years and I just wonder if he felt the same way we all did and he just couldn’t anymore… anyways sorry for the vent… I’m just trying to not die today and I can’t handle suicide hotlines anymore.
I hope all of you going through hard times know that you got this and I'm here for any of you that need someone to talk to, keep your head up you got this 👑❤️
Are you still alive. Please 😔 I want to let you know if you go. Than it does not help hang on Do not go, it will hurt me 😢 please respond to this. We can talk. Whatever time just please respond. please 😞
I was having suicidal toughts since I was 12 then one day. I did it and yeah I'm still alive and I'm glad for that. Life changed a lot I learned to appreciate things and now I'm living my best life and trying to save people who are the same as me
I've been stuck in my thoughts for while, I'm not much for speaking out in public, I've been going through alot as of lately, I've second guessed myself to much for mostly my relationships, just felt like no one wants to listen to me
To whoever needs to hear this today... You are strong, beautiful and have the purest soul. You deserve everything in life that is good. And never let anyone bring you down. People who left you when you needed them the most are not worth fighting for. They left for a reason. You’re so much better without them. You’re a good person. Smile as much as you can. And don’t forget it’s ok to be sad. You can’t be happy all the time. Everyone gets sad sometimes, but you won’t be sad forever. Good things come to good people. Keep reaching for the stars. You’ll get what you’re reaching for. I promise. 💕
i had this in my liked songs at the beginning of quarantine. it’s been awhile and im just happy to know that i no longer feel the way I used to. songs still slaps tho. im just happy i don’t relate to the song anymore:’)
We all may have typed the same thing to get here and discover these comments of people with problems and such.. but we all came here to find a song that describes ourselves... No Matter what, Fight till the End... and when you're tired let someone else do it for you..
I've actually been struggling a lot recently I found this a few months ago and finding it again at the point I'm in my life I couldn't relate to any song better than this one
If your reading this, Hi my name is Luke and I just want to let you know that you are worth living for. And I’m gonna be honest, I’m a 13 year old kid and I have no Idea what it feels like to be in this stage of mind but I get, you wanna die, you want all the pain to go away, but trust me, suicide doesn’t in the pain it is passes it on to someone else. So if you can hold on fight for a little longer so promise it will be worth it.
i feel like my purpose is to be depressed because no matter what i do there’s no change , i get happy and then something comes along and ruins it all. i have so much and i still am not happy , i got a dog for emotional support and still i feel the same. i feel empty and like i have nobody who understands me except my boyfriend , he’s the reason i’m living right now and he’s the reason i keep my head up or at least try to .☹️ I just want to be happy but i have so much pressure on me
Life is hard lately, songs like this help me keep going, working out until I can’t feel anything also helps, these things help me not feel anything and that’s what I’ve wanted, but suicide sounds allot better because then I won’t ever have to feel anything or disappoint anyone
thanks so much for the post and all the comments, love y'all so much
SEON Official are you okay or are these just lyrics
@@AliyaNekole I am doing better today, I wrote this song during a very very low point in my life that i was struggling to get through
@Cruz Munoz nah man I just don't post anything on my channel yet
Yo, you good man?
Also do you have any other music? I'd listen to that shit for sure.
I’m at where these lyrics are
addicted to this rn
Gold Coast Music did we ask😕 no
Liking your own comment lmao
Same
Rx clan also subscribe to chez bro shutup you play roshit
Gold Coast Music
Love the song because I do not have a grendmother
Dean Lewis: Be Alright
Seon:Never be alright
That’s what I head like 2 minutes ago 😂
its tru tho
I love that ur pic is yungblud!!! He's amazing and u love him and his music!!!💙
Yuuup
I just thought if that
Ngl suicide has been going through my head a ton lately and music like this is what powers me to keep going, just hoping I can somehow overcome everything wrong in life right now
Brayden Short I love you bro
Stay strong bro people love you and will miss you
I'm not gonna say that I know how you feel but for the people who ever see this if sad mad depressed anxious anything listen to music about it talk about joke about for me in my life my whole family had bad anger issues as kids and my entire life I've laughed and joked about death and everything I talk about is violence and I feel that the only reason I'm dead or in jail is cause of that I know I'm good and it not ok to hurt people in any way on purpose but for some people it natural and enjoyable and I'm thank full I found a weakness in my thought and other to stop anything from happening to others or them self's all I'm saying is it's ok to be fucked up and if you feel the urge to do something bad or selfish instead of showing it with actions use words and the words of others for everyone has something pent up in side and you got to let it out some way and a little at a time is better then all at once.
I hope your alright bro, all
Love to you ❤️
Brayden Short keep your head up King
People say suicide is selfish but how sad is it that other humans can make another human make them feel like the only escape is to never breathe speak laugh cry or live. This world is sad how people are forced to resort to suicide
Yeah, this world is horrible
Listen it has put me and my family through so much losing my 12 year old son to suicide
It hurts every second of the day
Please there are people that will listen such as samaritans and I'm not trained but if you need to talk here my email adamhayley87@gmail.com
I can agree with you people nowadays think that it makes them cool to push people and make fun of them, like me and others who have been through depression or have anxiety about going anywhere or doing anything out in public and I have been a victim for years and it was a struggle
I’m included I tried to years ago and still try to run in a river and drown myself but I can’t 💔just to escape
Anyone got adhd like me 😔
This song describes how I feel every single day
ong
Same
same brother
Sane😅
you feeling better now man ??
Bro I don’t know why I feel like this. I have a good family, a good life but I just feel like shit
👻bellac967 IK how you feel that's just life RN
Sam3😔
Sounds about right brother
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EXACTLY HOW I FEEL OMG
these lyrics smacked me right across the face ... jesus christ.
Same...its a good song
Same
Liv same
Stay strong. ❤️
Liv 😐👋😢
Makes me sad to see so many sad and lost souls out here.. hope we all become whatever we want to be, we'll make it 💪
I just want to become loved for once
exactlyyyyy
@@broken_demon-xi7583 I love you brother
We are all just tryna make it man S*** aint easy but you just gotta do what you gotta be able to do is all.
big facts💯😭😭😭😭
POV: youre reading through all the comments as the music plays in the background, seeing these sad storys abt ppl who r struggling, and wishing you could help them...
Ikr
Depression make you smile front of ppl because you don’t want them to see your weak and you just want a shoulder to cry on …..😢😢😢😢
When a person smiles everyday there a reason behind that smiles😣😣😣😣😣
I know I'm three years late and idk if your still active, its my 5th day out of jail after doing a 10 month long Jose in the worst max security jail in northwest Louisiana for a crime I didn't commit, months of heartache, betrayal, pain, our family broke apart, and I was shown a world I wish I could erase, I went in as a people person who loved everyone and cared for others, very religious. I came out as not trusting others, hating police and law officials, shy, not very out going, my confidence is low, out in the world I was very popular in school and everyone loved me, now I will never look at them the same. So, what I'm trying to get at is yes I'm reading peoples stories while posting my own, and no I don't wish I could help them... No one helped me but my closest CLOSEST ones. These people online don't care about you bud, they might act like it a post it, but if they can't help themselves how can they help others. These same people complain how bad there phone battery life is while I was facing a capital charge, indicted by a grand jury and was facing what held life. These same adults cry because there friend ignores them while I never got to see mine ever again after he got 40 years for a double homicide. just be safe bro..don't trust people and look out for yourself first, maybe that's why were depressed
@@damonbeats6770 I can... understand that, and I'm so fucking sorry for your situation... shits fucked up, we really need to improve our justice system because sometimes it can be straight up shit. And, while not all police officers are corrupt, there are so many who are and we need to improve fucking everything. But you're wrong too. I do care, and while one person isn't that much, I don't think I'm the only one. Even if you don't believe me, I want to help people. You got dealt a really, really, really shit hand and that sucks. But really, I'll be here for you if you need to talk to someone. If you were in a maximum security prison, you know some shit now, so it would just be stupid for me to betray you anyways. Unfortunately though, some of these people online, are the only people that care. Often times, I have to correct the people that label my music tastes as a genre. It's a community. A community of broken people trying to heal together. We need to help each other. Let's put it this way... A soldier in the military just got shot, and doesn't know how to perform basic medical practices. Does he need his brother in arms to help him out, even if that other soldier is also shot? Yes. They have to help each other. So we need to help each other heal. Please man, let us help you too. This isn't a therapy session, this is real people, sharing advise on how to overcome the world's shit. aperson_85761 is my discord. If you're still struggling then please, reach out and I'll get back in touch with you as soon as I possibly can. That's a promise.
had to share this heart-wrenching track from the very talented seon
I relate I'm so close to the end of life 🔚 me
Ok, but we typed in, "I don't wanna be here, I just wanna go." Didn't we ?
Edit: Oh my god, I'm trying to remember to stay active but the last time I checked, I had 250. Now I have 363. 🖤
Keep your head up guys! 😊
Yh so true
Yep
It was somehow on my recommend page
True
I was lowkey just exploring
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation,YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
From someone that cares about you
Thank you
@@lorievans2918
100 reasons. Huh when I was a bit younger I couldn't find one. Thanks for the motivation
Still not convincing me
you don’t even know me...
This song is super relatable in this point in my life when nothing seems to go right and you can never catch a break to be happy really put a lot of thoughts in your head
who else gets so sad and you just feel it in your stomach and you can’t eat
I’ve felt that for the past two days and my parents ask what’s wrong and I just brush it off and say I’m fine but I’m still hurting😔💔
I get so sad that I just don’t eat my mom ask whats wrong and I talk but she just don’t understand and she will never understand, no one will ever understand 😖
Everyday man
Me
Right on the spot man, this feels
F feels alone
I insecure
N never happy
E empty
bro, i need serious help, it’s so hard
@@brandongreen5724 what's hard 😐
BLOODY WOLF GANG YT me
@@FallRust noooooo
BLOODY WOLF GANG YT yessss
*Society always tells you to get help when you're suicidal but when you try to reach out, They tell you "It will be okay, It gets better." It just seems so generic to me at this point.* *I got diagnosed with severe depression at the age of 15 and it's horrible.* *Almost every day I have suicidal thoughts.* *Sometimes there are voices in my head telling me to just end it all.* *I'm losing hope so quick..*
I'm not going to fake or anything. But, just try the best you can to live your life and enjoy yourself because you matter. I don't know who you are but I'm pretty sure that there is many people that love you. If you go too soon, you'll never get those chances to enjoy the rest of your life. I know that it might be a little hard to enjoy your life because of your depression. But, you have to take chances and try! ;3 Keep your head up. Remember that you're amazing and you can help yourself by enjoying your life.
exactly, they've never really been a help. the whole "it gets better" is meaningless when you can't give us a reason. like our brains aren't going to be like "everything sucks. wait it gets better? my depression is gone. thank you you helped so much ! :)" like no. your not really caring phrase doesn't help anything. i'm not sure why they can't grasp that concept. but i feel your pain 🥺💔
@@liv1499 *Thank you so much! Everyone around me just doesn't get the fact that I'm not ok. Everyone just seems so fake.*
Dw im just the same i cba for anyhting not even life depressed and tired every moment of the day this ent worth it tho life is bs nobody asked for this and they expect us to agree w them and say life is a good thing when it emotionally breaks u 😔😥
Dont end it all i know i just spoken to u but ill miss u
If you feeling pain rn just know those idiots don’t understand the shit you went through
Heal at your own pace
I'm not healing tho
@@ascs8132 add my snapchat if you need help with anything you don't know me but I'll listen. Marcussehi2020
This hits hard I’m 40 and been suffering from depression for years & just discovered this song,Thank you 🙏🏻
How are you man? I hope your doing, I know it’s cliche and everyone says it buys it’s a battle so many go threw and that it will end eventually but, I hope you’ll be able to over come it and keep seeing a tomorrow.
yo man, you still here? you better be, you better not have committed, I thought about it for a couple years, nobody ever helped, lost my brother to an overdose due to depression, you gotta stay with me man.
When you feel torn apart this song hits hard and really plays with you
hits harder if u in the same situation.
Driving at night at 80-90 and windows down playing this hits HARD
Felt that!👀😫
Slow down
fr
This hits hard while driving
Just olayed it in a thunderstorm while driving and man it rips at your heart
It’s one of these night boys😔💔
We're not all the same💔 I'm sorry
Same here bro
Smile on my face, but they can't tell that it's a lie. Cover for the sorrow that I'm feeling deep inside...
Jesus loves you!
what can i do to help
Fire
bruh@@mrjarock1234
do you support gay?@@mrjarock1234
This is the song ive been looking for all this while, i havent heard it before but after looking at the lyrics i can say that this song can define me
the words. the vocals, the effects. everything. it hits hard asf.
This song is exactly how I feel right now
Same
Same
what can i do to help?
Same
Same
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It doesn't work lol
Im a broken kid.
All i remember in my past is a shattered painfull memories.
2 siblings, im the youngest.
At age of 5, i remember my grandma put a cold towel on my head while asking for my mom.
At age of 6,i remember walking 5km to school. Alone, with no breakfast, no money not even an umbrella when its raining. Im wearing a plastic bag to keep my books safe from geting wet, running all i can from wild dogs. Eating wild fruits to fill my empty tummy.
At age of 7, i suppose im smart ambitious yet they called me stupid and my painting was trown away. Made of used paper and pencils. Im so upset one time when my friend come to play over, my mom get mad and hit me so bad that i still remember i cried out loud until i lost my voice for 1 week. Im barely walking. Its so painfull to remember it again. The rest of the family member just watch and making fun of me after that.
At age of 8, i try to run from home for the 1st time after had a fight with my brother. I jump from my grandpa house, 2 storey. They pick on me. Hit me as they wish. Always being hit and slap is totally a brutal ways to treat a kid.
Being left alone at age 9,
Making decission is all in my hand, i prepared my own meal. I even walk miles looking for my parents hideout drunk with friends, 3 in the morning, walk thru forest and darkness. Without anyone to accompany me. it's borneo im talking about. I live near the highest mountain. Imagine that place. 2001.
Age of 10 I wanted to be a normal kids, wanna have what kids supposed to have, want to have junk food, books, nice dress, nice colour pencils all i get is abusive parents not only that im being bullied by aunties and uncle's. Hitting me and throwing me as they toys. I steal from my grandma cuz i really want it badly, imagine how heart broken i am, not even have a single toys in my hand or even a candy in my mouth. Well im trying to live my life here in time, i try to end it for the 1st time. I wish i had die that day. As now i couldn't even look for another day to live.
At the age of 11, im smart i never studies cuz its never be a priorities not to me not to my parents, i never had a extra books to even learn more, i still got good result still they called me being studpid.
At age of 12, big exam im one of the best students, my mom never congrats me. All family saying im a shamefull to family as i dont get straight A. I was merely being accepted as a human being yet im so amaze with me i stayed strong with me all by myself.
Funny when to think back, i know what depression is back then, i know what it feels like, i understand darkness more than any adults can. Im 12 years old. No internet, no books to refer too, no friends, still i manage to pull myself to stay alive, keep motivate myself or maybe im too afraid of dying alone. We live in the rural area, u are rich when u have nokia310, very rich.
At age of 13 to 15
I was the leader of my class, im smart without taking the lesson at school seriously. Im top at my class. Again, my days are not as beautiful as u are, its always the same, either i walk to school on a rainy days or having only RM1 to school or not having a breakfast its still the same. Im a shame to my family. I even try again to kill my self at age of 14......
I have a lot to share, but it ring the darkness inside my mind that i could die today so im gonna stop here. Let the rest of my history being kept inside the box. I have a lot to share because at this point i totally have no one to talk too. Im still the same, even worst. This is not only a words. This is a help signal. Even calling the doctors won't help me out. They will say "oh this is normal". Nothing is normal for me. Either for u who felt the same way i did or have the kind of journey i did. We understand the darkness to well that other people who have been raise right don't understand it at all. No matter how much you've study about this nothing beat experience.
Peeka James wow. I just took time to read this. It got to me, I'm am so sorry that all that has happened.
I feel you x
Im a girl im high school with size 13 nikes men's size 13 nikes
@@dare_crazy_kid5664 Hey
Dare_ Crazy_Kid really?? 😂
“I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad it’ll never be alright”
Hit me hard 😞
aaand you're 13
supp kiddo, you've done your homework or should I check you?
Frfr 😩😭
@@Minionul stfu
@@laurenhowerton3973 stfu
i’m proud of all of you. you’ve been through so much and you’re here to this day. it’s so beautiful seeing how many people have been pushing through life and it’s biggest struggles. you’ve won a war, believe me or not. i’m so happy just to see all of you. keep pushing through because you’re strong. smile at least twice a day and make sure you eat
I always have to fake a smile and I only smile once a day because we all try and have a good day I wish you luck
Honestly I cry to this song because I can relate so much 💔
I dont
I dont cry but
Damn u okay?
I don't have words to describe this song 🔥 🖤
Fire asff 🔥. Also deep.
This song hits different when your sad😢
You can FEEL the song and emotions through the screen. Thank God for this song.
First time I listened to this song, now I can’t stop replaying the song 🔥
There always that one person that can make all the pain go away rn it's music
RAAAAAAAAAAH Motivator
Why dose this song explain my life like wtf😔💔😭
Jason Ash same
Fax
Same
❤️
I’how are you doing now?
Bro I’m quarantine this hits different with so many people having problems and taking their lives this is what they all are thinking and I think we need to help those small and large to help prevent suicide in these rough times.
This song hits too close to home but I can't stop listening to it on repeat..
That’s the truth
I honestly listen to this on replay I relate and I love the beat and the lyrics
Show some love to this song guys❤️🔥🔥🔥
❤️❤️❤️
This song really hit me hard, because this is how iv been feeling lately
Hey I know I am a stranger but if you want to talk i will listen. By the way you are amazing
Dude I’m laying here lifeless already. No one will care when I go
I will 😉☺️
Same
Dude or dudette, you will be missed. I'm sure there's at least a few people that care about you. I thought the same thing 2 days ago when I was struggling to fight for my life. It turns out more people cared than I know, otherwise they would have watched me die. I'm not sure how old you are but you're too young to go.
dude i will care if u go so pls stay
👻bellac967
Hits different when you relate to it in every way
to the person reading this: you are so perfect, you don’t need that person who broke you, you’re so much better than that.
Thanks
Yeah but those people, were my uncle, my dad, my step mom, people I trusted, loved, and cared for. I'm done :/ my time has come to end here.
Online friends, less talk >>> gaining feelings for a person
Thanks.💔🥺
Thanks Man S*** hurted me so bad even though I gave us a 2nd chance...
This is probably lost in the comments somewhere but listen here
You're a beautiful person with a beautiful heart o might not know you but I can tell you have a great future ahead of you
If you've ever been broken or rejected just know it's not the end there's more people out there waiting to meet you
Hey you have a great personality and youre a wonderful person
If you don't feel loved just know you are if it doesn't seem like it it's cause they're not showing it a lot
If you have suicidal thoughts just know you were put on earth for a reason and you're gonna stay on earth till life choses when you die you serve a purpose
I love you all❤️
Mhmmm
I was gonna end it now but this comment just saved me thank u so much
Just got cheated on... she was my everything for 3 years can’t stand to think about it mom lost her job Bc of a guy hopefully we make it
I hope the best for you 💚💚
I’m sorry g. 👑 here’s ur crown
Hey bruh keep yo head up
I've never felt anything similar but when he said, "I don't wanna be here I just wanna die, always been sad it'll never be alright." Related to that so much.
I am literally so addicted to this! this is all I listen to now
“please come and save me these are not just lyrics I’m really not playing” that hit me.
This is my 1000th time listening to this song
It’s mine50000time
its trash
@@George-jj2tp :D ok no one asked tho and everyone has their own opinions
I'm take my time to comment this for anyone that needs it, you're here for a reason, look back at your past and see what made you who you are today. You fought battles no one can imagine, and you are still here fighting them with the strongest of your efforts, ik its not easy, Ik you wanna give up, Ik you wanna let go, but you're loved and Cherished by many, even by people you dont know, you make a difference by just existing for that someone, you make that someone smile and you dont even know it. I just want whoever that read this to keep on fighting and to never give up on yourself and most importantly to the people that care for you. My blessings are for you 😌
Thank you I needed this
This song is so good bro 😭
Love this song it’s so good. Anyone going through troubled times you will make it, i assure you
Anyone else here because of depression?
Yeah I am it’s really getting to me I’m prolly end soon anyway
Kinda
@@bobweeter8443Hello.. are u ok ?
Yeah
I’m here rn cuz of my schizophrenia… everyone tells me how good I’m doing lately and that kills me… cuz yea sure it looks like I’m doing good but I’m just falling apart..
“I don’t wanna be here I just want to go want to leave my family and everybody that I know” hit me so hard
This song makes me feel depressed I'm crushing inside😭😭
Same here I feel you💔😔
As a 19 yr old…. I always struggled with depression for years. I never have remembered when the last time I was actually happy. I’ve tried everything too… I’ve tried so many different therapists and they all couldn’t handle how bad I thought. I’m embarrassed of my own emotions and no one understands. My mom doesn’t get how my ptsd works and what’s a trigger to me. Being fired from jobs cause my mental health is so bad makes me feel like shit. I’ve tried to make my mom happy and it destroyed me. I’m in a program to talk to a therapist for free for three months and idk… a part of me hopes that she’s able to save me from the hell im in every damn day and night, but the other part is just like what’s the point… if I say anything wrong I might scare her away too. I always hid my emotions and it sucked; my mom always thought I was broken cause I never cried in front of her or anything. Doesn’t mean I don’t cry in front of people doesn’t mean I don’t hurt… I just hurt in silence. That hurt is probably gonna kill me and if it does all I hope is I wish my therapist knew how sorry I am. I never wanted this hurt and I’d never wish this pain on anyone… from all the times I was bullied and assaulted in school and laughed at by teachers from getting bullied… I wish they all actually helped… my friend died by suicide and I still blame myself for his death, it’s been years and I just wonder if he felt the same way we all did and he just couldn’t anymore… anyways sorry for the vent… I’m just trying to not die today and I can’t handle suicide hotlines anymore.
I hope all of you going through hard times know that you got this and I'm here for any of you that need someone to talk to, keep your head up you got this 👑❤️
I am going through so much and I don't know how much more I can take
@@jasminerhodes7303 same. I hope you’re still fighting. The good parts of life is so beautiful. Even if it is few and far between.
Dam its hits hard whne you can relate it this keep your heads high Kings and Queens
felt this way for years. but no one knows. no one will ever know. until i'm gone.
Bdbd
Are you still alive. Please 😔 I want to let you know if you go. Than it does not help hang on Do not go, it will hurt me 😢 please respond to this. We can talk. Whatever time just please respond. please 😞
Please.. Respond
If this blows up I can say I'm og
there you go bud
This is so good wtf.
Bro I have been trying to look for this song all day and I finally found it amazing song
I was having suicidal toughts since I was 12 then one day. I did it and yeah I'm still alive and I'm glad for that. Life changed a lot I learned to appreciate things and now I'm living my best life and trying to save people who are the same as me
I saw this on my recomended and i was already in my feels so i clicked on it expecting nothing but this song hit deep.
7 year old: listens to moonlight
“omg i’m so depressed”
true depressed people:
Facts
Me rn 😔
I'm 11, barely anyone takes me seriously when I tell them how I feel because of my age
@@kierawaite6721 same ಥ‿ಥ
Anyone can be depressed.. no matter how old
If anyone is reading this ily❤️
This is underrated
yo this song is a whole vibe and it hits harder when you start losing everything🥲
My son felt this way he died 😔 he couldn't live in this world he wanted this song on his cremation I am so sad 😢
This speaks my life
Why did I just find this song now😭I wish I found it when it first came out😫
This is cold,, much love, eyes wide open. Brings hope
U are so underrated u should be the most rated
I've been stuck in my thoughts for while, I'm not much for speaking out in public, I've been going through alot as of lately, I've second guessed myself to much for mostly my relationships, just felt like no one wants to listen to me
When your happy you enjoy the music but when your sad you understand it 💔
To whoever needs to hear this today...
You are strong, beautiful and have the purest soul. You deserve everything in life that is good. And never let anyone bring you down. People who left you when you needed them the most are not worth fighting for. They left for a reason. You’re so much better without them. You’re a good person. Smile as much as you can. And don’t forget it’s ok to be sad. You can’t be happy all the time. Everyone gets sad sometimes, but you won’t be sad forever. Good things come to good people. Keep reaching for the stars. You’ll get what you’re reaching for. I promise. 💕
:) thank u so much same gos for u
i had this in my liked songs at the beginning of quarantine. it’s been awhile and im just happy to know that i no longer feel the way I used to. songs still slaps tho. im just happy i don’t relate to the song anymore:’)
I don't know why but I have listened to this song for 7 hours straight. I guess I am addicted now.
I LOVE IT SO MUCHH
This explains my life
We all may have typed the same thing to get here and discover these comments of people with problems and such.. but we all came here to find a song that describes ourselves... No Matter what, Fight till the End... and when you're tired let someone else do it for you..
I hope everyone including me, gets a good life, is successful and makes it past 20. 🖤
I've actually been struggling a lot recently I found this a few months ago and finding it again at the point I'm in my life I couldn't relate to any song better than this one
If your reading this, Hi my name is Luke and I just want to let you know that you are worth living for. And I’m gonna be honest, I’m a 13 year old kid and I have no Idea what it feels like to be in this stage of mind but I get, you wanna die, you want all the pain to go away, but trust me, suicide doesn’t in the pain it is passes it on to someone else. So if you can hold on fight for a little longer so promise it will be worth it.
Thank you so much Luke
For 13 years old your words are inspiring
Vlad S1 Thank you!
Shay Willow No problem!
AMOS:bellac967
Got my heart broken last night I was crying forever and this song is just facts.
Sorry for you.. Even tho its 1 month later
@@vlad2mty no worries, it happens.
@@hannahm.488 hey man
I don't wanna be here, I just wanna go
Wanna leave my family, everybody that I know
Suicidal thoughts, will they miss me when I go?
This song really helped me show my mom how I feel everyday
I felt this
"Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me handing out guns but nobody tried to blow me I don't wanna be here I just wanna go" that hit hard
this made me re-evaluate my life ;( great upload!
thank you :)
i feel like my purpose is to be depressed because no matter what i do there’s no change , i get happy and then something comes along and ruins it all. i have so much and i still am not happy , i got a dog for emotional support and still i feel the same. i feel empty and like i have nobody who understands me except my boyfriend , he’s the reason i’m living right now and he’s the reason i keep my head up or at least try to .☹️ I just want to be happy but i have so much pressure on me
Feel u, be strong
Life is hard lately, songs like this help me keep going, working out until I can’t feel anything also helps, these things help me not feel anything and that’s what I’ve wanted, but suicide sounds allot better because then I won’t ever have to feel anything or disappoint anyone
THIS IS A VIBE
This song hits different when your depressed/crying
This whole song literally describes my whole life 😔
What did your heavy sniper get stolen from you
Idk
i'm big addicted to this
this fr my fav song now.
This song will never get old 🥺