My grandfather was very ill, we went to the doctor to treat him, and after a few months there were signs of recovery, we were very happy, and then I went to university in another country,my mom and brother moved there, and my dad stayed with him. And suddenly today I found out that he had passed away, we were close in childhood, but over time we became a little distant, and I never had time to talk to him😭💔 And I want to say,that you appreciate the time you spend with your loved ones, because we never know, what will happen tomorrow💫 And now listening to this beautiful masterpiece, I miss my grandfather so much😞💞
May God give u power to face this phase of time I know it hard to live without someone whom u loved do much I can understand ur pain .bcz I lost my mom too .when I was 10 yrs old she was died by an accident,take care if u need any type of help as a friend bro I m here for u take care bro ,love from stranger❤
It's shocking how this comment section is so empty. Yet, this is so soothing and I'm so glad I came across this. Needed something like this while I am studying for a huge test tomorrow. Thank you for publishing this.
no one understands my pain it's so sad trying to heal on my own and fighting at the same time whoever is reading this you are not alone keep moving forward
A Human's main duty is to understand others feelings. We should be called empathic beings rather than intelligent ones. I understand ur pain. Atleast pain is the one thing that is common and unchanged.
I ones dreamt that I died on a high mountain in a snowstorm just because my "friends" left me alone there and I didn't find the way back to the valley... This song gives me that one feeling, good work💔😔
gonna use this for my school video project for background music!! (we make a poem, voiceover it during the video, and make like a video of us being depressed but overcoming our fears)
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черное зеркало, вижу пред собой, подскажи как пройдет день мой, я как не свой, хочу убежать домой. подскажи мне, подскажи, что не такой со мной.. не могу понять я.. я устал себя менять, хватить меня ломать, хватит меня менять.. я сижу, на месте ровно, на зеркало гляжу, иду на улицу ту, какую.. не знаю ответа, хватит нам этого.. я слышу поезда, я лечу куда-куда мне не встать, раньше тебя, куда куда несет меня.. я устал, не меняй меня.. я устал, хочу убежать.. там где меня никто не найдет, ах.. я не нужен никому, мнение сложилось обо мне.. не легко. хватит, хватит.. постоянно произношу это слово, и в зеркало гляжу.. я не выношу, не выношу
This song is better than your ex gf, you are better. It's time, God has got plans for ya. Don't give up, because you're thinking a little bit too much. There is always a time when you decide to leave that thought and it won't matter anymore. Patience 💕
Thought I found a way Thought I found a way out (Found) But you never go away (Never go away) So I guess I gotta stay now [Pre-Chorus: Billie Eilish & Khalid] Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear [Chorus: Billie Eilish with Khalid] Isn't it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home [Verse 2: Khalid with Billie Eilish] Walking out of time Looking for a better place (Looking for a better place) Something's on my mind Always in my head space [Pre-Chorus: Billie Eilish & Khalid] But I know someday I'll make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear [Chorus: Billie Eilish with Khalid] Isn't it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home [Outro: Khalid, Billie Eilish, Khalid & Billie Eilish] Woah, yeah Yeah, ah Woah, woah Hello, welcome home
No one can understand what i'm living theses times, just keep smiling, making jokes, making them lafts but my heart inside is crying, it's not a love pain no, no heart broken, but just tired of all this, i can find no point on working hard even though i want, it's like a game where the creators already cheated everything, figthing but it only results in no succes, no one to talk to, just keeping on now cuz of the figths my father took his child, and i don't want to leave him alone in this shitty world.., To anyone listening to this, if you're crying without understanding why.. there's is something wrong, fix it... if you're don't have any reasons to cry and you having a great life, think of what is essential and important for you, don't let them go, do everything to keep them nexr to you and make them happy, always remember it's when there are gone that you realize how important they were. And for the others.. i don't know what to tell you guys, i'm looking for the answer to... Fairwell maybe. Ottawa/Ontario 20 May 2024, everyone is celebrating, why not me too.. dunno...🚶🚶 I wish you the best everybody, your are special that's what they say, dunno but believe it. I'm done
Its all my fault. They hate me. Its all my fault. They hate me. Its all my fault. They hate me. Its all my fault. They hate me. Its all my fault They don't love me. Its all my fault. They don't love me. Its all my fault. They don't love me. Its all my fault. They don't love me. Its all my fault. They don't love me. Its all my fault. They hate me. They never liked me. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. I'm the fool. It's 4:00am. Only 2 hours left. Until I can st@b myself to d3ath. I have 2 hours left. To say. Goodbye. To the people. Who. I. Loved. But they all still hurt me. They won't even cry. They will be so good without me. They will have the most amazing life. Without me. But I can't tell my ex That I will be gone If I tell him He will go after me But I don't want that I want him to live happy life Without me I will just say "Don't hurt yourself" Or "Don't do anything bad to yourself." I will try For him To promise That. ☹️+🎧=🙂 👩🏽+❌=👩🏼👦🏻👨🏻🦱👵🏼😁 👩🏽+🔪=💀✅✅ 👩🏼 made me feel left out, told others shjt about me, betrayed me. 👩🏻 lied too much, hurt me, left me alone drowning, punched me. 👨🏻 left me with my mum, brother, without warning, loved me the most. 👩🏻🦱 never loved me, just abandoned me alone in room, @bused me, hurt me. 👦🏽 cheated on me, told shjt about me, hurt me, used me, never loved me. 👵🏼 loved me, tried to k!ll me, @bused me. They All Hate Me I Am 1001% Sure. There's no Way back. 4:13am I want to d!e faster. Idc what they'll do. I loved them. Bye World
And that's why this world is messed up everyone's committing $u1c1d3 no one even cares about you till you're dead no one remembers you till you're fucking not there. I'm really sorry i know you're not here but rest in peace sweetheart you're in a better place you escaped this world finally you got the peace you wanted! Many people can't make it many people are trying and this is the result.
Wow that cut deep, i'm sorry to hear what happend to you and even i'm a stranger i wish for to not die, you seem to be a very good person, the world need's more people like you, maybe îs a stresing or weird to hear this from a stranger that you never see, (or read), but again this mest up world need's a lot of good pleople like you, amaizing people like ( i'm sorry that i talk to you like this but i don't know your name), don't Male the number of good pleople in this world smaller, someone out the îs chearing for you, good day's will come, If you can't wait for them just got and find them. Sorry that I'm meddling in your business, i hope you geg better
Yerterday i just saw her picture with his new boyfriend,,, damn man she was telling me that she love me and couldn’t live without me for 9 fkn years and then she choosed him💔🥀
Why are people allowed to say they are disappointed in me? But why can't I... I also have a heart, I can feel disappointed, please sit down for a moment and listen to my story
Skin a bone Read this story The day you suside your mother cry and call your father to came home Your sis got mantel when she saw your dead body The day after you suside everyone missing you and you missed those days that you spend your time with friends family 👪 The after your suside some people was abused you for this but some was broken 💔 inside but not shearing The day after suside . You missed your teacher. The day after your suside your father's cry cry cry because when he saw his son not in room not sofa not in bathroom he remember the voice the you say to your dad please give Taval Fake smil ☺ of your mother and father Ohh God If you thought like this is the time you can change your life that s only time remember this note it can change your life 💬💬
Burda Türk var mıdır bilmiyorum. İçimi dökmek istiyorum. Oldukça büyüdüm... 12 yaşındayım. Beni hâlâ küçük sanıyorlar ama değilim. Herşeyin farkındayım. Herşeyi anlayabiliyorum. Sanırım buraya mutsuz olmak için gelmişim. Ailemi doğru düzgün sevemiyorum. Çünkü beni anlamıyorlar. Bana benzemiyorlar. Benim gibi düşünmüyorlar. Sadece ailem de değil, çevremdeki tüm insanlar. Hayatımdaki tüm insanlar. Arkadaşım yok. Çevremde doğru düzgün sevebildiğim tek bir insan yok. Aslında çevremde olmasa bile dünyada bir tane var... Evet, sadece bir tane. Ama o da olmuyor. Kendisi benden çok uzakta yaşıyor. Telefondan görebiliyorum onu. Sadece telefondan görebiliyorum... Kendisi herkesin çok sevdiği bir ünlü. Belki tanırsınız, o ünlünün ismi Mete Kayagil. Koskoca dünyada yüzümü ve kalbimi güldürebilen tek kişi. Aslında hem güldürüyor, hem de ağlatıyor. Nasıl mı ağlatıyor? Onu göremiyorum diye geceleri yorganı üstüme çekip ağlıyorum. Bir de onu başkalarından kıskanıyorum. Tabi onu seven bir sürü kişi var, kıskançlığımdan ağladığım da oluyor... Öz abim gibi. Rüyalarımda görüyorum onu. Keşke gerçek olsa diyorum rüyalarıma... Hele bir tanesi o kadar güzel ki. Çiçekli böcekli rengarenk bir yerdeyiz. Elimden tutup koşturuyor beni etrafta. Rüya olduğunu anlamıyorum, dalıp gidiyorum. Ama uyandığımda bunun sadece rüya olduğu için ağlamamıştım... Zaten olmayacağını biliyordum çünkü. Keşke onu görebilsem... Hayatımın anlamı olan kişiyi, koskoca dünyada sevebildiğim tek kişiyi görebilsem. Eğer onu gerçekte göremeden, kokusunu alamadan seviyorsam bu gerçek sevgidir. Etrafımda beni ağlatan, bana bağıran, beni anlamayan insanlar varken onun uzakta olması çok üzücü... Sevmediğim kişiler bana yakın, sevdiğim kişi benden çok uzak. Ne garip...
This is creating an emotion that doesn't exist.
💞💜
@@SADHOURSX :)
Let's find a name for it
It does, just dormant
Melancholic freedom
My grandfather was very ill, we went to the doctor to treat him, and after a few months there were signs of recovery, we were very happy, and then I went to university in another country,my mom and brother moved there, and my dad stayed with him. And suddenly today I found out that he had passed away, we were close in childhood, but over time we became a little distant, and I never had time to talk to him😭💔
And I want to say,that you appreciate the time you spend with your loved ones, because we never know, what will happen tomorrow💫
And now listening to this beautiful masterpiece, I miss my grandfather so much😞💞
I am suffering almost the same.
May God give u power to face this phase of time I know it hard to live without someone whom u loved do much I can understand ur pain .bcz I lost my mom too .when I was 10 yrs old she was died by an accident,take care if u need any type of help as a friend bro I m here for u take care bro ,love from stranger❤
My mind is completely filled with this song and I can't stop my eyes from filling with tears.
Crying feels good. The real problem is that tears do not flow from your eyes when you want to cry.
@@bikarbonat Definitely
@@bikarbonatfr I feel like trying to force it out
Imagine sitting next to a lake dark rainy day and litening to this masterpiece💔🌊
3:37 ❤️😭
It hits
Spine chilling :')
2:12 🥹♥️
ikr!! literally sang along with it
if you ever feel like giving up, don’t worry its just a phase
Everything will be better.
😊
Thats so legit.
it feels something strange…something…that there’s no words to describe but I love it so much.
yes fr.
It's shocking how this comment section is so empty. Yet, this is so soothing and I'm so glad I came across this.
Needed something like this while I am studying for a huge test tomorrow. Thank you for publishing this.
Thank you so much for your love ! ❤
@@SADHOURSX No problem at all! :)
@@suzuenhamid9920 I bet you did amazing
@@ffi2251 I appreciate the kind words, but I wish it was true. Thank you kindly though! Eitherway, I’m grateful for the life that is given. 💗
0:06
0:47
2:04
3:16
This violin parts ahhh❤️🩹
3:37
2:15 😭😭❤
This song is what suicidal thoughts are and that hits really hard for me 💔
real
Never related to a comment more
fact
I hope you are fine . Keep strong
I hope you are doing well Lunar. I wish we can just erase all the pain. ❤
no one understands my pain it's so sad trying to heal on my own and fighting at the same time whoever is reading this you are not alone keep moving forward
no one understands anyone's pain
A Human's main duty is to understand others feelings. We should be called empathic beings rather than intelligent ones. I understand ur pain. Atleast pain is the one thing that is common and unchanged.
I'm so lonely my friend, I can't trust anyone @@anishaditya4400
it’s a masterpiece💔🥺
sometimes i find underrated videos like this, with empty comment sections to be the best. thank you so much for this ❤️
I listen this when he ignores me 🥀 but to day I missed him so much
Kimler nelerin farkında değil ama
You don't know me, but I hope you're doing alright. 🤍
@@metr0nebula1 it's so easy to make someone smile. May god bless you dear thanks a lot
I ones dreamt that I died on a high mountain in a snowstorm just because my "friends" left me alone there and I didn't find the way back to the valley... This song gives me that one feeling, good work💔😔
amazing
2:30am
feels amazing
I have a feeling that I can't explain how I feel
This is making me shiver and reminds me of elegent fantasy creatures
Let’s thank our pillows who cleaned our tears when no one was there for us.
How could something sound so painful yet so beautiful at the same time??
gonna use this for my school video project for background music!! (we make a poem, voiceover it during the video, and make like a video of us being depressed but overcoming our fears)
keep fighting keep movin' keep rollin', cuz the only way to make it is by stand up and see yourself in strong passion.
Tomorrow is my last ever day of schooling nd this song makes the feel to feel more harder 😩🤧💔
4.08 mins remembering my worst in life and started crying 😭 because of me
2:15 🧡🧡
Oh God💔 the emotions I'm feeling at this very moment 😢 oh God please help me oh lord 😔😢
Just wow🥺
Im not okay
It's okay to not to be okay :)
But... I hope you'll be fine soon♥
Me neither
Yes u r okay
What we know about beautiful pain…That making you patient and sad at once.
thank you, I have been looking for this one
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i just wanna my old self back. that it but i know that is impossible to be. everyday i shown my smile even deeply i crying.
This feels like you having pain but still smiling
You creat an emotion an history i feel like alone thown by people and i cry run and sream like i m searching for something
i'm crying.
Beautiful.
You do great job 👍💯, and I love it🤗
Music is taking me into another realm
2:15 reminds me of the school shooting happened to Serbia... 😢
That's what I was about to say.
Give me a kind of peace... thank you
That is Life " 🙃
This makes me feel as the world is ending in front of my eyes 🙂
2:10 is what you're looking for...
❤❤
черное зеркало, вижу пред собой, подскажи как пройдет день мой, я как не свой, хочу убежать домой. подскажи мне, подскажи, что не такой со мной.. не могу понять я..
я устал себя менять, хватить меня ломать, хватит меня менять..
я сижу, на месте ровно, на зеркало гляжу, иду на улицу ту, какую.. не знаю ответа, хватит нам этого..
я слышу поезда, я лечу куда-куда
мне не встать, раньше тебя, куда куда несет меня..
я устал, не меняй меня.. я устал, хочу убежать..
там где меня никто не найдет, ах.. я не нужен никому,
мнение сложилось обо мне.. не легко. хватит, хватит.. постоянно произношу это слово, и в зеркало гляжу.. я не выношу, не выношу
Wish I can tell my ex girlfriend to comeback I hear this instrumental I get so sad 😭😔
This song is better than your ex gf, you are better. It's time, God has got plans for ya. Don't give up, because you're thinking a little bit too much.
There is always a time when you decide to leave that thought and it won't matter anymore. Patience 💕
@@sho-kun8939 thanks bro you are right i cant give up im do better this time god bless you my guy
2:13😫😫😫😭😭😭
Nice
3:38
Thought I found a way
Thought I found a way out (Found)
But you never go away (Never go away)
So I guess I gotta stay now
[Pre-Chorus: Billie Eilish & Khalid]
Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear
[Chorus: Billie Eilish with Khalid]
Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
[Verse 2: Khalid with Billie Eilish]
Walking out of time
Looking for a better place (Looking for a better place)
Something's on my mind
Always in my head space
[Pre-Chorus: Billie Eilish & Khalid]
But I know someday I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear
[Chorus: Billie Eilish with Khalid]
Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
[Outro: Khalid, Billie Eilish, Khalid & Billie Eilish]
Woah, yeah
Yeah, ah
Woah, woah
Hello, welcome home
yes
Some thing attended to be small cause they are big
No one can understand what i'm living theses times, just keep smiling, making jokes, making them lafts but my heart inside is crying, it's not a love pain no, no heart broken, but just tired of all this, i can find no point on working hard even though i want, it's like a game where the creators already cheated everything, figthing but it only results in no succes, no one to talk to, just keeping on now cuz of the figths my father took his child, and i don't want to leave him alone in this shitty world..,
To anyone listening to this, if you're crying without understanding why.. there's is something wrong, fix it... if you're don't have any reasons to cry and you having a great life, think of what is essential and important for you, don't let them go, do everything to keep them nexr to you and make them happy, always remember it's when there are gone that you realize how important they were.
And for the others.. i don't know what to tell you guys, i'm looking for the answer to...
Fairwell maybe. Ottawa/Ontario 20 May 2024, everyone is celebrating, why not me too.. dunno...🚶🚶 I wish you the best everybody, your are special that's what they say, dunno but believe it. I'm done
when you listen this song you feel like world doesnot exist
2:10
Ronaldoo,ronaldoo,ronaaldo😖😖💔
Yep 🥺😢❤
I wanna cry, but for some reason, this song is making me unable to...
Quiero dejar de confiar...
Depression made me discover this song.
Iloveyuo so much Billie ❤
i feel so bad 💔
Its all my fault.
They hate me.
Its all my fault.
They hate me.
Its all my fault.
They hate me.
Its all my fault.
They hate me.
Its all my fault
They don't love me.
Its all my fault.
They don't love me.
Its all my fault.
They don't love me.
Its all my fault.
They don't love me.
Its all my fault.
They don't love me.
Its all my fault.
They hate me.
They never liked me.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
I'm the fool.
It's 4:00am.
Only 2 hours left.
Until I can st@b myself to d3ath.
I have 2 hours left.
To say.
Goodbye.
To the people.
Who.
I.
Loved.
But they all still hurt me.
They won't even cry.
They will be so good without me.
They will have the most amazing life.
Without me.
But
I can't tell my ex
That I will be gone
If I tell him
He will go after me
But I don't want that
I want him to live happy life
Without me
I will just say
"Don't hurt yourself"
Or
"Don't do anything bad to yourself."
I will try
For him
To promise
That.
☹️+🎧=🙂
👩🏽+❌=👩🏼👦🏻👨🏻🦱👵🏼😁
👩🏽+🔪=💀✅✅
👩🏼 made me feel left out, told others shjt about me, betrayed me.
👩🏻 lied too much, hurt me, left me alone drowning, punched me.
👨🏻 left me with my mum, brother, without warning, loved me the most.
👩🏻🦱 never loved me, just abandoned me alone in room, @bused me, hurt me.
👦🏽 cheated on me, told shjt about me, hurt me, used me, never loved me.
👵🏼 loved me, tried to k!ll me, @bused me.
They
All
Hate
Me
I
Am
1001%
Sure.
There's no
Way back.
4:13am
I want to d!e faster.
Idc what they'll do.
I loved them.
Bye World
And that's why this world is messed up everyone's committing $u1c1d3 no one even cares about you till you're dead no one remembers you till you're fucking not there. I'm really sorry i know you're not here but rest in peace sweetheart you're in a better place you escaped this world finally you got the peace you wanted! Many people can't make it many people are trying and this is the result.
Wow that cut deep, i'm sorry to hear what happend to you and even i'm a stranger i wish for to not die, you seem to be a very good person, the world need's more people like you, maybe îs a stresing or weird to hear this from a stranger that you never see, (or read), but again this mest up world need's a lot of good pleople like you, amaizing people like ( i'm sorry that i talk to you like this but i don't know your name), don't Male the number of good pleople in this world smaller, someone out the îs chearing for you, good day's will come, If you can't wait for them just got and find them. Sorry that I'm meddling in your business, i hope you geg better
Don't blame yourself for everyting that happends and you are not a fool, you just think like this, be a little more possitive even If its hard
Can I use this for Instagram reel ?
Oh God
Yerterday i just saw her picture with his new boyfriend,,, damn man she was telling me that she love me and couldn’t live without me for 9 fkn years and then she choosed him💔🥀
This song makes feel connected w God
Why are people allowed to say they are disappointed in me? But why can't I... I also have a heart, I can feel disappointed, please sit down for a moment and listen to my story
💔💔💔
Lo aprendere de una forma u otra...
Spirit of the North vibes (the red part where the Fox dies)
2:12 ✨❤️
Joraal the darkin aegis..
Skin a bone
Read this story
The day you suside your mother cry and call your father to came home
Your sis got mantel when she saw your dead body
The day after you suside everyone missing you and you missed those days that you spend your time with friends family 👪
The after your suside some people was abused you for this but some was broken 💔 inside but not shearing
The day after suside . You missed your teacher.
The day after your suside your father's cry cry cry because when he saw his son not in room not sofa not in bathroom he remember the voice the you say to your dad please give Taval
Fake smil ☺ of your mother and father
Ohh God
If you thought like this is the time you can change your life that s only time remember this note it can change your life 💬💬
Kalbim Kırık
🖤🖤
better days are coming you guys
Esto nunca debio pasar...
Why the fuck this makes me cry when nothing happened 😂
What was it made for 😢
❤
1:47
Download link please 🙂🌱🖤
3:13 En iyi yer burası...
2:14
Quiero dejar.. todo
Muerte en todo mi ser...
Será utilizada para um teatro kakakaka
Pk Kai 😭😭😭😭😭 vous jouez avec mon coeur 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I've listened to a lot of input, please this time give me a chance to lean in, tell me why I shouldn't let it all out
🚬💔
whos the guy in the photo
maybe marcus from ginny and georgia
💔😊♥️😤😊
Please add remix
00:45
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
😢
2024
3:05
this song without the lyrics is better then experiens by ludovico Einaudi
Go back life ):
0:00-0:25 loop please
Burda Türk var mıdır bilmiyorum. İçimi dökmek istiyorum. Oldukça büyüdüm... 12 yaşındayım. Beni hâlâ küçük sanıyorlar ama değilim. Herşeyin farkındayım. Herşeyi anlayabiliyorum. Sanırım buraya mutsuz olmak için gelmişim. Ailemi doğru düzgün sevemiyorum. Çünkü beni anlamıyorlar. Bana benzemiyorlar. Benim gibi düşünmüyorlar. Sadece ailem de değil, çevremdeki tüm insanlar. Hayatımdaki tüm insanlar. Arkadaşım yok. Çevremde doğru düzgün sevebildiğim tek bir insan yok. Aslında çevremde olmasa bile dünyada bir tane var... Evet, sadece bir tane. Ama o da olmuyor. Kendisi benden çok uzakta yaşıyor. Telefondan görebiliyorum onu. Sadece telefondan görebiliyorum... Kendisi herkesin çok sevdiği bir ünlü. Belki tanırsınız, o ünlünün ismi Mete Kayagil. Koskoca dünyada yüzümü ve kalbimi güldürebilen tek kişi. Aslında hem güldürüyor, hem de ağlatıyor. Nasıl mı ağlatıyor? Onu göremiyorum diye geceleri yorganı üstüme çekip ağlıyorum. Bir de onu başkalarından kıskanıyorum. Tabi onu seven bir sürü kişi var, kıskançlığımdan ağladığım da oluyor... Öz abim gibi. Rüyalarımda görüyorum onu. Keşke gerçek olsa diyorum rüyalarıma... Hele bir tanesi o kadar güzel ki. Çiçekli böcekli rengarenk bir yerdeyiz. Elimden tutup koşturuyor beni etrafta. Rüya olduğunu anlamıyorum, dalıp gidiyorum. Ama uyandığımda bunun sadece rüya olduğu için ağlamamıştım... Zaten olmayacağını biliyordum çünkü. Keşke onu görebilsem... Hayatımın anlamı olan kişiyi, koskoca dünyada sevebildiğim tek kişiyi görebilsem. Eğer onu gerçekte göremeden, kokusunu alamadan seviyorsam bu gerçek sevgidir. Etrafımda beni ağlatan, bana bağıran, beni anlamayan insanlar varken onun uzakta olması çok üzücü... Sevmediğim kişiler bana yakın, sevdiğim kişi benden çok uzak. Ne garip...