A great vlog for a Sunday watch! Making me feel very excited for my first ever BE event at Moreton on the 17th too! Fingers crossed for the rain to give us all a break so it can run!
Don't be so hard on yourself!! Grieve is a hard one to deal with, give yourself some time. Really looking forward to the other training video's and again the global amateur tour!!
Confession time, haven't watched the last couple of videos cuz they've been over an hour and I just haven't had the time, hate not watching one all the way through, sorry but such is life but good to see a catch up, I'm missing Em too but happy for her and Chris 😁 hope Rob's doing well 🥰❤️
I totally understand. I work from.home on our farm in very West Wales. A long way from family and friends. Does get lonely, which is one reason why we are moving
Tina it was so lovely to catch up with you on this vlog. I love the come along with me vlogs. Also understand you have a life and can only do them when it works for you. Oh my goodness how incredibly beautiful is poppy!!! So grown up and such a pretty girlie. I just got my very first air up and I'm obsessed!!! To the point I have to keep going to the loo to pee!! 🤣❤
Grief can last for a long time and can come in waves. we can have the good days alongside the difficult feelings and that's really natural. Don't worry if you are still feeling a bit "off" at the moment.
Hello Tina Dear, I thought that was a lovely sweet video and I enjoyed a lot. Keep working and training Banksy hard. I can’t wait to see you at Badminton. Take care. Your fan and friend Jane.❤️🧑🏻🦰❤️🐴
Just keep doing what you do Tina. I totally understand how many so isolated at home is depressing when you're a people person. Struggling with the same thing. I am always in awe of all your adventures but I often wonder how you manage because I need consistency to feel motivated and make progress. That means I need a pretty consistent routine, exciting adventures are fun but its hard for me to get back into the boring daily life. Im not so great at switching modes. If that makes sense.
Aweee your missing your bestie Tina. I wondered where Emily was. You will feel better once you’ve had a workout I always do. You’ve had a lot grief lately and it catches up with us in different ways. We’ve had a lot of grief too and same as you just had another and she was far too young too.😢😢😢. keep smiling sweetheart you always bounce back.tfs🏇🤗🤗
Awwwwww Tina... I'm so sorry about your funk... I think a lot of us are feeling grief and just discombulated right now. I'm always thankful when you honestly share your struggles with us! Thank you for letting us share your day with you! I love these vlogs as much as the training ones!!! 💗😘
definitely nice to see a shorter and more chilled video! not that we don't enjoy the longer training videos. but it's a lot to watch back to back to back.
Was a great vlog and glad to listen and be supportive of what and how you operate within the “horsey” part of your life. We all enjoy both the training vlogs and the relaxed day in the life clods too. Hope all continues to go well in the short and long term showing life of you and the wonderful Banksey! Best to you both.
I just wanted to reach out and give you a hug when you were talking about feeling lonely and feeling a bit emosh 🥺🥺 you’re so brave for sharing how you feel cause it’s not easy and not everybody wants to share the hard days! Keep being you & keep making you’re vlogs 💗 xx
Grief has no time scales, so it's totally normal to still be feeling sad and or emotional. It was lovely to see a normal everyday vlog, so just do what you can or feel like. So glad his lordship is fit again and his hoof is ok. Xxx
Hope you are ok! This is a hard time of year in the winter months….grief comes in waves as well- hope you are ok ❤ And these are my favourite vlogs, nice and relatable and fun to see your beautiful little farm and home and daily life routines are my favourite vlogs. I don’t compete so it is fun to see all the events but popping these day at home vlogs on while I do my barn chores are a fun little hangout 😊 take care of yourself Tina! And love to see little Dinks
I love the chatty vlogs. I also feel you on the feeling lonely thing. I also keep my horses at home and it is lonelier than boarding at a busy yard and when it's not full-on show season it's harder to connect with horsey friends. As for my goals with mine, I do combined driving and have my seasoned Connemara I want to keep chipping away at preliminary level with him and I have a new mini Shetland 3 y/o I am going to start ground driving and long reining and maybe hitch by the end of the year. Driving the little ones is so fun, they are little pocket rockets! I am also bringing home my 3rd tomorrow, a Icelandic Horse colt. He is 8 mos so this year our goals are just to get to know each other.
Thanks T. Always good to see you and having a catch up. I’m glad it wasn’t anything seriously wrong with Banksy. Don’t forget he’s usually a little off after having his jabs, if he starts feeling poorly again. Thanks xxx
Omg Tina, I loved this vloggy vlog vlog!! Definitely missed seeing u as just u!! Love all yr vlogs as u know but the relaxed ones are my fav!! Keep yr chin up hun, Em will be back soon, and u keep those gym sessions to yourself if u want to, we don't have to see everything!! What we do see I for one am very grateful for and that I get to see and be part of yr life in a very minor way!! Love ya loads!! ❤️❤️
so proud of you Tina for pushing through even though it's been a tough year. you def inspire me to keep kicking on with the ponies even when things are a bit rough!
I really love this type of vlogs! I do love the training etc ones too but these chatty ones are my favourite. Thank you so much for taking the time to do these and all your other ones too.
Lovely to see ya back and been just you. But hey listen lady. Don't apologise for been you. A difficult year or not, never apologise for been oneself. Be stronger
Chin up Tina, it’s pretty crappy this time of year, spring is coming. I hated working from home and glad to be back in the office now, it is super lonely. Our first event… hoping to do the lovely Waverton 90 with Cotswold Cup, cannot afford BE 😂
It shocked me how much the horse membership, rider membership and entry was….. don’t remember having them all come at once before🙈if it wasn’t for Badminton needing me to be a full member I don’t think I’d be renewing CC sounds far more appealing!!xx
Also, after seeing the rest of the vlog. Don’t apologise for doing what you need to prioritise 💜 You come first over any job and your followers will always be here for you when you’re ready. Good luck for the first event of the season with Banksy! 😄
Love this style vlog Tina🙌 My goals this year are to get my self produced ex racer to our first ever show and MAYBE even just one xc round under our belt🤩 I’ve also started our UA-cam channel so my goal is to stay consistent on here too🧡🥰
Aww bless dear old Sam sam still bumbling around 🥰 My elderly dog had a stroke and sadly had to be put to sleep so it always makes me emotional seeing old dogs now 🥲
I love your videos no matter what you’re doing ❤😊 you remind me of me and we need to remember to think about ourselfs instead of everyone sometimes. Keep doing what your doing 😊 x
I just wanted to say I’m approaching the 1 year anniversary of losing my mum and the grief is very much still there it’s with me every day you always miss the person you’ve lost. He will be watching over you and Banksy and I’ve loved your vlog it’s nice to just have a chatty 1/2 a day in the life vlog with you 💕
I often dream of a scenario that you have( horsey at home, work from home, not to be tainted by the ugly in the world). I do get where your coming from as I was a stay at home mom for 13 years before I ventured out of the house to work. It can be very hard/and as well feel lonely ( not that we dislike our lives at all, but sometimes just need a little something to spark the life back up in us) Love your vlogs and your cheery personality, when I’m feeling a big not like myself, these vlogs help to put in a better frame of mind. No need to apologize as we all go through times like this, and it’s nice having people who can lift you up. Glad Banksy is doing well, looking forward to more vlogs☺️
Cannot wait to be there, watching you come through those finals flags at badminton! We’re here for the highs and lows, I hope you have a great first event of the year ❤
T, do you not need a Negative Coggins test if you are going to any show in the UK? Even at the Grassroots level? Here in Canada, it is a must!! Best Regards from a Retired Paramedic and Horse Trainer in Ontario, Canada, Jenn 💖 🇨🇦
Spring and sun will be here soon and you will feel better, I promise. I wouldn’t be comfortable videoing in a public gym either. I don’t even like others doing it near me. I’m hot sweaty and not remotely glamorous. Things will perk up when Emily gets back. I enjoyed the hacks of you and Susie the last time Emily was away.
Well done Tina, you're vlogs are showing that you are only human. You mentioned grief, don't forget it takes a long time to process loss and you should never beat yourself up for having a low day. Well done for entering the first event of 2024! Onwards xxx
I can definitely relate to the lonely feeling from having work/activities at home! Sometimes I have to find things to do to get me out in the world and I always feel better for it
Good job on the vlog, seemed like it was a tougher one to make! Still lovely to hear you chat away and fill the silence that I have in the evenings when I am away for work :)
My goal for 2024 is to teach my horse to canter under saddle after a life of trot racing where he would’ve been punished for cantering 😢 He’s so perfect, and willing to learn so I think it’ll be ok 🥰 We are doing our first online dressage in April too which I’m excited for 🎉 One day I’d love to try an event, but he needs to learn how to jump also 😂
A stable spring clean and makeover would be AMAZING break then down into parts and stretch them out. Less pressure slower pace. Take us shopping for horsey supplies or try on hauls for more outfits. I always love your hand bags and shoes 🥰 I've been watching your videos for so so long since blue chip and still so enthralled with all your videos. Thank you for keeping on going. Take breaks when you need. Life is more important.
Ahhh, Tina, I've felt so very sorry for you the past few months. You've just been hit with such sad news after sad news. Obviously, we all know little bits of what's happened, but it's so sad to see someone so down that we can only comment to via vlogs to tell them just how brilliant you are doing considering everything that's happened of late... And you seem so sad in this vlog too for again, not so nice and very sad reasons. Life can be very cruel and heartbreaking sometimes, but just take each day as it comes. That's s all we can do. You are still grieving, and no one's grief is the same! It's a very personal journey, and it definitely affects everyone differently. All you can do is try your best, but don't be putting yourself under any pressure to feel or act a certain way if you're just not feeling it. I just want to say well done for picking up the camera to start vlogging every day life again it really can't be easy doing that. Just so you know, you're doing amazing! You are valued! I believe you can do it! Believe in yourself! Most importantly... YOU'VE GOT THIS! Sending love and hugs your way 🤗 ❤️
It's good to see a normal days activities. There is so much that goes on in general terms, to get to compete at what ever level. I would say you are still very much grieving. There's no shame in that and how it makes you feel. Having lost both parents and both inlaws, in a space of 18 months, I can relate to how sudden feelings of emotion and loneliness appear. Always good to see your smiling face and, of course, handsome Banksy. ❤
T, please don't apologise for anything. You need to concentrate on you, your family and pets more than anything. So glad to see an old school vloggy vlog vlog from you :)
There is no timeline on grief T, it will come in waves. Please allow yourself to feel what you feel as and when they arrive. I didn't afford myself this courtesy and I am only just beginning to process the grief 2 years later. Do what you feel you can and be kind to yourself. Sending my love and strength ❤
Don't ever apologise for feeling every day pressure, it's far better to have a talk to anonymous faces and feel better, you do a super job in keeping us entertained, also we don't need to see you in the gym if you are uncomfortable about it, you need to keep some fun for you and your friends 😂 xx
My goals for this year is to complete a double hip surgury, get fit again and buy myself a new Icelandic horse!!! 😅😅 Then prepare for next years show season......
I love these types of vlogs. Just horsey day to day care. It’s relaxing ☺️
I look forward to seeing your vlogs and how open you are about everyday life events. Love watching your day-to-day adventures .
A great vlog for a Sunday watch! Making me feel very excited for my first ever BE event at Moreton on the 17th too! Fingers crossed for the rain to give us all a break so it can run!
Don't be so hard on yourself!! Grieve is a hard one to deal with, give yourself some time.
Really looking forward to the other training video's and again the global amateur tour!!
Thank you xx
Confession time, haven't watched the last couple of videos cuz they've been over an hour and I just haven't had the time, hate not watching one all the way through, sorry but such is life but good to see a catch up, I'm missing Em too but happy for her and Chris 😁 hope Rob's doing well 🥰❤️
Thank you hopefully you can catch up soon, appreciate the support cx
@@LifeontheLeftRein TY sweetie and go a little easy on you but crack on!! 🥰
Love all your vlogs, riding and chatty. ❤
Its nice to see day in the life of. You are human like the rest of us. Thanks for sharing your vlog.
I love these chatty vlogs Tina! 🤩
Glad you like them! Thanks for watching xx
The puppy has grown.
So big isn’t she!!
Love you and stay strong. ❤❤
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It's one of my favourite vlogs so lovely of you to make it.
Loved this! I'm aiming for Oxtalls as my first BE!!
I love watching your vlogs. Nice to see Banksy is well.
Love this type of vlog! A chatty casual vlog to have while we do our own jobs and go through our days, Thanks!
Glad you enjoyed it! Thanks for being here xx
❤I really injoyed this wee vlog ❤, ur amazing Tina ❤
Hey tina love these vlogs nice to see a day in the life,its true to you love banksy x love you both ❤x
I totally understand. I work from.home on our farm in very West Wales. A long way from family and friends. Does get lonely, which is one reason why we are moving
Bless you good luck with your move xx
I love your channel Tina!! Your videos are so entertaining! I hope Sir Banksy is okay! ❤❤
Good to see you all I enjoy you chatting away you are human and your last year has been so hard and here you are thank you for being you
Thanks Paula xx
Tina it was so lovely to catch up with you on this vlog. I love the come along with me vlogs. Also understand you have a life and can only do them when it works for you.
Oh my goodness how incredibly beautiful is poppy!!! So grown up and such a pretty girlie.
I just got my very first air up and I'm obsessed!!! To the point I have to keep going to the loo to pee!! 🤣❤
I love watching your videos and I can't wait to see you. You and banks competing again❤❤❤❤❤
You can vent anytime you want to Tina. I'll always be here to listen and hear you ❤
I love these chatty vlogs!! It’s nice to have a catch up
Thank you lovely appreciate the support xx
We love you. And I think this was the most fun video you’ve done in a while. Loved seeing you happy and doing your free form planning😁
Thank you that means a lot x
I love the day to day vlogs Tina! I'm hoping to take my ex racer to his first ever ODE this year 😮 xxx
I live 2 miles from Moreton so I will try come and watch and support you!
i love these vlogs so much , reminds everyone that you are still human and an amazing person
Thank you lovely xx
I would watch anything you post Tina! We love you!! Xx
You’re kind xx
Grief can last for a long time and can come in waves. we can have the good days alongside the difficult feelings and that's really natural. Don't worry if you are still feeling a bit "off" at the moment.
I got accetped on the tour but finances just wont allow it, hopefully another time. 😊
That’s a shame but hopefully one day 🤞
I ❤love watching your ‘normal’ daily routines with your ponies!
Hello Tina Dear,
I thought that was a lovely sweet video and I enjoyed a lot. Keep working and training Banksy hard. I can’t wait to see you at Badminton. Take care.
Your fan and friend Jane.❤️🧑🏻🦰❤️🐴
Love the chatty VLOGs and the venting! Sometimes it´s needed and feels real.
It definitely helped xx
Just keep doing what you do Tina. I totally understand how many so isolated at home is depressing when you're a people person. Struggling with the same thing. I am always in awe of all your adventures but I often wonder how you manage because I need consistency to feel motivated and make progress. That means I need a pretty consistent routine, exciting adventures are fun but its hard for me to get back into the boring daily life. Im not so great at switching modes. If that makes sense.
Thank goodness banks is OK was worried when I read the title 💙really enjoyed just having a chilled catch up with you
Thank you yea so relieved although he had a tiny bit of mud fever just appeared now too so praying it doesn’t get any worse
Good luck T. Your showjumping with Cameron recently looked immense, he’s looking so bold and careful ❗️ 💗
He’s feeling fabulous atm xx
Aweee your missing your bestie Tina. I wondered where Emily was. You will feel better once you’ve had a workout I always do. You’ve had a lot grief lately and it catches up with us in different ways. We’ve had a lot of grief too and same as you just had another and she was far too young too.😢😢😢. keep smiling sweetheart you always bounce back.tfs🏇🤗🤗
Awwwwww Tina... I'm so sorry about your funk... I think a lot of us are feeling grief and just discombulated right now. I'm always thankful when you honestly share your struggles with us! Thank you for letting us share your day with you! I love these vlogs as much as the training ones!!! 💗😘
Love vlogs like these ❤
Love your chilled vlog its so refreshing sometimes to see the reality of owning horses so thank you, hope you have a great week. xx
I enjoyed your chat and don't apologise for anything. 💜
Thanks lovely xx
definitely nice to see a shorter and more chilled video! not that we don't enjoy the longer training videos. but it's a lot to watch back to back to back.
A wonderful blog. You are so natural and honest.
I always enjoy your day in a life vlogs. No worries, so looking forward to this season!!!!
Was a great vlog and glad to listen and be supportive of what and how you operate within the “horsey” part of your life. We all enjoy both the training vlogs and the relaxed day in the life clods too. Hope all continues to go well in the short and long term showing life of you and the wonderful Banksey! Best to you both.
I enjoy all of your blogs! Don’t apologise! I would have watched more. And nice to hear you sometimes pick other activities over horses too!
Oh sweetheart, please don't be sad
Sending massive hugs to you xxxxx
I just wanted to reach out and give you a hug when you were talking about feeling lonely and feeling a bit emosh 🥺🥺 you’re so brave for sharing how you feel cause it’s not easy and not everybody wants to share the hard days! Keep being you & keep making you’re vlogs 💗 xx
Grief has no time scales, so it's totally normal to still be feeling sad and or emotional. It was lovely to see a normal everyday vlog, so just do what you can or feel like.
So glad his lordship is fit again and his hoof is ok. Xxx
Love the ditl vlogs keep them coming ❤
Thank you appreciate the support xx
Hope you are ok! This is a hard time of year in the winter months….grief comes in waves as well- hope you are ok ❤
And these are my favourite vlogs, nice and relatable and fun to see your beautiful little farm and home and daily life routines are my favourite vlogs. I don’t compete so it is fun to see all the events but popping these day at home vlogs on while I do my barn chores are a fun little hangout 😊 take care of yourself Tina! And love to see little Dinks
I was with you to the end would listern to you all day I wish I had a friend like you hun x hope sir Banksy is ok x
Loved the chatty vlog! Glad Banksy just needed his vaccinations ❤
I love the chatty vlogs. I also feel you on the feeling lonely thing. I also keep my horses at home and it is lonelier than boarding at a busy yard and when it's not full-on show season it's harder to connect with horsey friends. As for my goals with mine, I do combined driving and have my seasoned Connemara I want to keep chipping away at preliminary level with him and I have a new mini Shetland 3 y/o I am going to start ground driving and long reining and maybe hitch by the end of the year. Driving the little ones is so fun, they are little pocket rockets! I am also bringing home my 3rd tomorrow, a Icelandic Horse colt. He is 8 mos so this year our goals are just to get to know each other.
Thanks T. Always good to see you and having a catch up. I’m glad it wasn’t anything seriously wrong with Banksy. Don’t forget he’s usually a little off after having his jabs, if he starts feeling poorly again. Thanks xxx
Yea he’s been quite flat today bless him. Xx
Omg Tina, I loved this vloggy vlog vlog!! Definitely missed seeing u as just u!! Love all yr vlogs as u know but the relaxed ones are my fav!! Keep yr chin up hun, Em will be back soon, and u keep those gym sessions to yourself if u want to, we don't have to see everything!! What we do see I for one am very grateful for and that I get to see and be part of yr life in a very minor way!! Love ya loads!! ❤️❤️
Love your vlogs like this one!
Glad you like them!! Thanks for being here xx
so proud of you Tina for pushing through even though it's been a tough year. you def inspire me to keep kicking on with the ponies even when things are a bit rough!
I really love this type of vlogs! I do love the training etc ones too but these chatty ones are my favourite. Thank you so much for taking the time to do these and all your other ones too.
Lovely to see ya back and been just you. But hey listen lady. Don't apologise for been you. A difficult year or not, never apologise for been oneself. Be stronger
Chin up Tina, it’s pretty crappy this time of year, spring is coming. I hated working from home and glad to be back in the office now, it is super lonely. Our first event… hoping to do the lovely Waverton 90 with Cotswold Cup, cannot afford BE 😂
It shocked me how much the horse membership, rider membership and entry was….. don’t remember having them all come at once before🙈if it wasn’t for Badminton needing me to be a full member I don’t think I’d be renewing CC sounds far more appealing!!xx
Also, after seeing the rest of the vlog. Don’t apologise for doing what you need to prioritise 💜 You come first over any job and your followers will always be here for you when you’re ready. Good luck for the first event of the season with Banksy! 😄
Thank you so much I am excited for it xx
First event is Oasby then looking forward to seeing you at Badminton! 🐴 🥰
Take care, Tina. Thank you for this video
Love these vlogs as feels like we just get to know you more and more. You’re so honest and love your ‘rambles’ ❤❤ xx
Nice chatty vlog T !! 👌🏻 so happy you have yours and Banksy’s first event locked & loaded…excitinnnnggggg !!!! 👌🏻🥰❤️
Love this style vlog Tina🙌 My goals this year are to get my self produced ex racer to our first ever show and MAYBE even just one xc round under our belt🤩 I’ve also started our UA-cam channel so my goal is to stay consistent on here too🧡🥰
Aww bless dear old Sam sam still bumbling around 🥰 My elderly dog had a stroke and sadly had to be put to sleep so it always makes me emotional seeing old dogs now 🥲
I love your videos no matter what you’re doing ❤😊 you remind me of me and we need to remember to think about ourselfs instead of everyone sometimes. Keep doing what your doing 😊 x
Thanks for sharing Tina, the real life day to day vlogs are just as inspiring as the training ones, youre so honest and relatable ❤❤❤
Ahhh how exciting to get your first entry in! I would absolutely love to complete 1 BE this year! Is there such thing as a day ticket?
I just wanted to say I’m approaching the 1 year anniversary of losing my mum and the grief is very much still there it’s with me every day you always miss the person you’ve lost. He will be watching over you and Banksy and I’ve loved your vlog it’s nice to just have a chatty 1/2 a day in the life vlog with you 💕
Happy to help. And don´t apologize! We are here because you are you!!! "Just keep on doing what you do"
Keep rambling...love it.
Thank you appreciate the support xx
I often dream of a scenario that you have( horsey at home, work from home, not to be tainted by the ugly in the world). I do get where your coming from as I was a stay at home mom for 13 years before I ventured out of the house to work. It can be very hard/and as well feel lonely ( not that we dislike our lives at all, but sometimes just need a little something to spark the life back up in us)
Love your vlogs and your cheery personality, when I’m feeling a big not like myself, these vlogs help to put in a better frame of mind. No need to apologize as we all go through times like this, and it’s nice having people who can lift you up. Glad Banksy is doing well, looking forward to more vlogs☺️
Cannot wait to be there, watching you come through those finals flags at badminton! We’re here for the highs and lows, I hope you have a great first event of the year ❤
How do you book to watch badminton?
@@keydrama via the badminton website
T, do you not need a Negative Coggins test if you are going to any show in the UK? Even at the Grassroots level? Here in Canada, it is a must!! Best Regards from a Retired Paramedic and Horse Trainer in Ontario, Canada, Jenn 💖 🇨🇦
Nope not something we have to do here xx
Thanks Tina, a chatty vlog was just what I needed this evening :-)
I love these videos just as much as training videos ❤❤
Spring and sun will be here soon and you will feel better, I promise. I wouldn’t be comfortable videoing in a public gym either. I don’t even like others doing it near me. I’m hot sweaty and not remotely glamorous. Things will perk up when Emily gets back. I enjoyed the hacks of you and Susie the last time Emily was away.
Well done Tina, you're vlogs are showing that you are only human. You mentioned grief, don't forget it takes a long time to process loss and you should never beat yourself up for having a low day. Well done for entering the first event of 2024! Onwards xxx
**chatty vloggy vlog vlog klaxon** 😅
So glad Banksy is sound! Naughty boy for stressing you out! 💖
I can definitely relate to the lonely feeling from having work/activities at home! Sometimes I have to find things to do to get me out in the world and I always feel better for it
Personally I love a chilled catch up vlog! You've had a really tough year in 2023, be kind to yourself. Xx
Good job on the vlog, seemed like it was a tougher one to make! Still lovely to hear you chat away and fill the silence that I have in the evenings when I am away for work :)
These are my favourite kind of vlogs. Relaxed and relatable 🙂
My goal for 2024 is to teach my horse to canter under saddle after a life of trot racing where he would’ve been punished for cantering 😢
He’s so perfect, and willing to learn so I think it’ll be ok 🥰
We are doing our first online dressage in April too which I’m excited for 🎉
One day I’d love to try an event, but he needs to learn how to jump also 😂
A stable spring clean and makeover would be AMAZING break then down into parts and stretch them out. Less pressure slower pace. Take us shopping for horsey supplies or try on hauls for more outfits. I always love your hand bags and shoes 🥰
I've been watching your videos for so so long since blue chip and still so enthralled with all your videos. Thank you for keeping on going. Take breaks when you need. Life is more important.
Loved this Vlog Tina 🩷🩷🩷 zx
Aww Dinks 😊 Bansky cuddles with mummy at the end are always the best! Big hugs Tina xx
Ahhh, Tina, I've felt so very sorry for you the past few months. You've just been hit with such sad news after sad news. Obviously, we all know little bits of what's happened, but it's so sad to see someone so down that we can only comment to via vlogs to tell them just how brilliant you are doing considering everything that's happened of late...
And you seem so sad in this vlog too for again, not so nice and very sad reasons.
Life can be very cruel and heartbreaking sometimes, but just take each day as it comes. That's s all we can do.
You are still grieving, and no one's grief is the same! It's a very personal journey, and it definitely affects everyone differently. All you can do is try your best, but don't be putting yourself under any pressure to feel or act a certain way if you're just not feeling it.
I just want to say well done for picking up the camera to start vlogging every day life again it really can't be easy doing that.
Just so you know, you're doing amazing! You are valued!
I believe you can do it!
Believe in yourself!
Most importantly...
YOU'VE GOT THIS!
Sending love and hugs your way 🤗 ❤️
I love these vlogs. I cant wait to see you and Emily back together :) stay strong Tina much love
My goal this year is to ride a dressage to music test!🤞
It's good to see a normal days activities. There is so much that goes on in general terms, to get to compete at what ever level. I would say you are still very much grieving. There's no shame in that and how it makes you feel. Having lost both parents and both inlaws, in a space of 18 months, I can relate to how sudden feelings of emotion and loneliness appear.
Always good to see your smiling face and, of course, handsome Banksy. ❤
Be don't discourage . I took a break from my UA-cam channel for find a while. I'm just now posting again.
Loving spend time with you Tina a chill day with you and your furry family ❤you Tina ❤️
T, please don't apologise for anything. You need to concentrate on you, your family and pets more than anything. So glad to see an old school vloggy vlog vlog from you :)
There is no timeline on grief T, it will come in waves. Please allow yourself to feel what you feel as and when they arrive. I didn't afford myself this courtesy and I am only just beginning to process the grief 2 years later. Do what you feel you can and be kind to yourself. Sending my love and strength ❤
Don't ever apologise for feeling every day pressure, it's far better to have a talk to anonymous faces and feel better, you do a super job in keeping us entertained, also we don't need to see you in the gym if you are uncomfortable about it, you need to keep some fun for you and your friends 😂 xx
My goals for this year is to complete a double hip surgury, get fit again and buy myself a new Icelandic horse!!! 😅😅 Then prepare for next years show season......