My mother and my daddy never blessed me. They withheld their blessings from me because they were church of Christ and when God filled me with His Spirit they turned against me and I didn't understand what was happening. All I knew was they couldn't love me anymore. I didn't understand the torment I was feeling until I just heard your message. I've always held the pain in and I was never able to cry until tonight when the tears came and it felt so good. I'm 74 and my mother is 95 and is in a rest home. I've asked her to release me from the curses she spoke over me but she couldn't bring herself to. When my father died in 1976, she came to my house with her brother and told me I had killed my father and she couldn't release me from the words she spoke over me although I asked her to many times, she couldn't. She said I killed him when I left the Church of Christ of which he was a minister for about 40 years.When I married she and my father refused to come to my wedding. Through all of this, my heart became hard and I realized my heart was so wounded that I no longer had love or compassion for her until God showed me. I don't want her to be lost and God cleansed my heart and set me free from my negative feelings and for the first time I was able to pray for her out of love instead of closing my bowels of compassion against her. Thank you so very much Pastor for speaking Truth for it is truly setting me free. Please remember me in your prayers that God will completely heal my heart. All I know right now is the tears I feel running down my checks right now, are like the gentle dew from heaven and are tears of tremendous joy. I've been so bottled up inside for so very long and had completely lost touch with my own emotions and didn't know what was wrong with my own self.
My mother and my daddy never blessed me. They withheld their blessings from me because they were church of Christ and when God filled me with His Spirit they turned against me and I didn't understand what was happening. All I knew was they couldn't love me anymore. I didn't understand the torment I was feeling until I just heard your message. I've always held the pain in and I was never able to cry until tonight when the tears came and it felt so good. I'm 74 and my mother is 95 and is in a rest home. I've asked her to release me from the curses she spoke over me but she couldn't bring herself to. When my father died in 1976, she came to my house with her brother and told me I had killed my father and she couldn't release me from the words she spoke over me although I asked her to many times, she couldn't. She said I killed him when I left the Church of Christ of which he was a minister for about 40 years.When I married she and my father refused to come to my wedding. Through all of this, my heart became hard and I realized my heart was so wounded that I no longer had love or compassion for her until God showed me. I don't want her to be lost and God cleansed my heart and set me free from my negative feelings and for the first time I was able to pray for her out of love instead of closing my bowels of compassion against her. Thank you so very much Pastor for speaking Truth for it is truly setting me free. Please remember me in your prayers that God will completely heal my heart. All I know right now is the tears I feel running down my checks right now, are like the gentle dew from heaven and are tears of tremendous joy. I've been so bottled up inside for so very long and had completely lost touch with my own emotions and didn't know what was wrong with my own self.
Thank you, Lord! I needed to hear this today! My time for a breakthrough in Jesus Christ Name! God bless you Pastor John!
This is really good! It's life changing!
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A Timely message,
I prayed the blessings over everything i can think of blessing an im going to do the communion
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Guilty Lord help me
Who is the author of that last worship song via CD? anyone can tell?