Wow, thank you for these messages. Waking up and then finding yourself reborn. Basically, I'm bout to be the butterfly out the cocoon. I love God, Jesus, and the Holyspririt. Amen
Your videos are a beacon of hope, with more talk based on similar experiences as well as empathy and kindness to those in need. As a UBC student, I have to go to "a place of mind" as the logo of the university is all about. It is unavoidable to see imposters learning at the expense of others in a large classroom setting.
Thank you for sharing your experience with the awakening. Since retiring I am dedicating more time on the path and find your perspective on your journey very enlightening.
I usually save my thoughts for empaths. Love + ego story = character. The next time I awake with love, I am going to surround myself with empaths, not narcissists. It is in my thoughts during relaxation that I should not condemn the undesired parts of my own self - as it would only move to the deeper crevices of consciousness around me, but to face them in an act of prepared bravery or to shine a light on it during times of comfortability and peace in attaining an expectation that is ideal and fitting in a less than fair paradigm in an indecent world and city. To expose the darkness and shame, but also be patient and understanding of the limits and not to speak with the deeper realms of ego for the purpose of short term gratification and redemption for my own story to make sense. In my truthful opinion, the "God" frequency that religions dwell in is unattainable for the standards of the god that created its beliefs that is clearly not in hand - but out in the future sometime later. The instigators of such large religions can not understand their own failures so surely they make up complicated systems to encourage others to take the fall for it. The feeling of justice would in the larger respect, be injustice as it contradicts many versions of what justice meant in the past, for individuals of the same culture. It is a feeling that is aroused in the mind and undeniably would manifest darkness, and cast it to unimagined depths but give less attention to the kindness and light that has instinctively empathized us. In this paradigm, the true corruptible are us. Consciousness is destroyed from these petty thieves. Wolves in sheep's clothing. The answer in the best version of myself has always been humility and acceptable in the form of tears shed towards that kindness and those who are unrightfully suffering because they are empathetic in nature and wishes for the best for not only themselves, but others. All the loving mother figures that deserve the real attention but are reduced to oblivion in an act of cowardice. In this light, the most authentic version of myself has always been to pledge my allegiance to a fist fight to end the stupidity that these cowards use group therapies to hide in or to hone my senses to ignore it at once and be careful. The projection towards a loving mother figure has always been the one true solution to end all human suffering, as any thing or being attempting to dare abuse such direct empathy for others is subject to emotional gaslighting within themselves. It forces laughter of contradictions in their own hearts. Their soul, full of ego and narcissism, is then burnt in shame by the full force of failure and the souls that it has failed and be left in true emptiness in where it belongs. It does not even have the slightest courage to project onto that newborn that is unaware and unknowing of this delusional, meaningless, and bluntly hating world where the true structure has been inverted. The homeless deserve income meanwhile the rich are deserving to live in the shoes of the homeless for the virtues to indeed be consistent. The true structure has been crumbling and infiltrated by narcissists. The middle class has been unashamedly chasing their Christian religion under circumstances of compromise, it is a joke gone sour and is completely inconsistent with their own actions. They dwell on a behaviour that they have no idea how it came to be, and as long as they ponder on survival over others, their collective delusions makes all the more sense to them. Deep down true empaths with a detective mindset are beyond telling this madness of farmed beings to see who they are surrendering to - money - meanwhile Lazarus is out there rain and sun asking for mercy of the unknown. These Christians belonging mainly to the protestant category proclaim their dignity based on an indecent pastor fit for playing games with the unfaithful who for circumstances of life are rejected but never are consciously brave enough to fight back their direct abusers. Even in their secret success they grieve for their losses due to inconsistent algorithmic approaches to attaining completeness in their scheming little worlds of self-deception. A man of challenge and dignity setting out to help the innocent is encouraged by suggestion, from a delusional authority figure to interpret empathy as a signal of plea from a weaker entity within their system to show mercy, and it is their birthright to blackmail this mercy. The man if dignity is turned indignant in his patience under this assumption and is trying to guide himself and them into a better light, however, he is seen as strange and many times, disposable - the man of dignity himself understands his power and in his overfill is helping the poor but is seen as helpless in the eyes of the poor. "The meek shall inherit the Earth" - interpreted, those who sheath their swords in times of peace and know their limits are those who are content and improving in comfortable paths. Until the healthy and grounded man realizes his mistake in helping the unworthy and unclever, inconsistent, he will continue to manifest these overgrown sycophants from many sources of grey situations. I can not deny my own foolishness of eagerness to proclaim the unseen but truthful results to those who cast their own pearls to swines. There are indeed better realities and projections to dwell on. I proclaim death to ego once I am settled in what is fittingly below true fairness in an indecent and grey world for my own procurement of my own security, and I am beyond confident in my ability to execute it with pleasure and fullness, not as an identity that can be changed on the whim by society's delusional measurements, but as an abstract embodiment of honor, respect, kindness to the truthful and poor - the innocent - and to act as a necessary force to turn evil against its own self at the least expense of empathy.
Thank you !thank you !thank you !for sharing this 🙏🏼 🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️✌🏻♾️ “ I am born in every age to protect the good, to destroy evil, and to reestablish dharms”
It's tough, but just know you're headed to a good place. There are just obstacles, trials, and tribulations along the way. The way you handle them will affect how high you are in the next place. The next place being, the next moment.. or the next hour, or day, or lifetime.
Thank you for the video in response to my previous comments! I really appreciate it. I messaged you on your website, it’s funny because on my phone the contact form on the website was hard to write in, and I kept thinking if I just knew your full name I can probably search and find you on Facebook or Instagram or soemthing to message but then thought that might be weird, finally figured it out with the website but then it’s funny this video ends with your full name 😂
Not sure this relates …after walking up ..who is still seeking Ego OCD the seeking never ends ? awareness wants to let go and just experience the now isn’t that the point?..ego runs on guilt Ego guilty for being ego..ha nice try not falling for That one..ego Thanks for your exceptional wisdom 🙏🏼✌🏻❤♾️
Wow, thank you for these messages. Waking up and then finding yourself reborn. Basically, I'm bout to be the butterfly out the cocoon.
I love God, Jesus, and the Holyspririt. Amen
i’m starting to stop ignoring all the signs…this is perfect timing✨
Your videos are a beacon of hope, with more talk based on similar experiences as well as empathy and kindness to those in need. As a UBC student, I have to go to "a place of mind" as the logo of the university is all about. It is unavoidable to see imposters learning at the expense of others in a large classroom setting.
Navigation of the present is all we need.
Thank you for sharing your experience with the awakening.
Since retiring I am dedicating more time on the path and find your perspective on your journey very enlightening.
Thank you very much! ☺
I usually save my thoughts for empaths. Love + ego story = character. The next time I awake with love, I am going to surround myself with empaths, not narcissists.
It is in my thoughts during relaxation that I should not condemn the undesired parts of my own self - as it would only move to the deeper crevices of consciousness around me, but to face them in an act of prepared bravery or to shine a light on it during times of comfortability and peace in attaining an expectation that is ideal and fitting in a less than fair paradigm in an indecent world and city. To expose the darkness and shame, but also be patient and understanding of the limits and not to speak with the deeper realms of ego for the purpose of short term gratification and redemption for my own story to make sense.
In my truthful opinion, the "God" frequency that religions dwell in is unattainable for the standards of the god that created its beliefs that is clearly not in hand - but out in the future sometime later. The instigators of such large religions can not understand their own failures so surely they make up complicated systems to encourage others to take the fall for it. The feeling of justice would in the larger respect, be injustice as it contradicts many versions of what justice meant in the past, for individuals of the same culture. It is a feeling that is aroused in the mind and undeniably would manifest darkness, and cast it to unimagined depths but give less attention to the kindness and light that has instinctively empathized us. In this paradigm, the true corruptible are us. Consciousness is destroyed from these petty thieves. Wolves in sheep's clothing.
The answer in the best version of myself has always been humility and acceptable in the form of tears shed towards that kindness and those who are unrightfully suffering because they are empathetic in nature and wishes for the best for not only themselves, but others. All the loving mother figures that deserve the real attention but are reduced to oblivion in an act of cowardice. In this light, the most authentic version of myself has always been to pledge my allegiance to a fist fight to end the stupidity that these cowards use group therapies to hide in or to hone my senses to ignore it at once and be careful. The projection towards a loving mother figure has always been the one true solution to end all human suffering, as any thing or being attempting to dare abuse such direct empathy for others is subject to emotional gaslighting within themselves. It forces laughter of contradictions in their own hearts. Their soul, full of ego and narcissism, is then burnt in shame by the full force of failure and the souls that it has failed and be left in true emptiness in where it belongs. It does not even have the slightest courage to project onto that newborn that is unaware and unknowing of this delusional, meaningless, and bluntly hating world where the true structure has been inverted. The homeless deserve income meanwhile the rich are deserving to live in the shoes of the homeless for the virtues to indeed be consistent. The true structure has been crumbling and infiltrated by narcissists. The middle class has been unashamedly chasing their Christian religion under circumstances of compromise, it is a joke gone sour and is completely inconsistent with their own actions. They dwell on a behaviour that they have no idea how it came to be, and as long as they ponder on survival over others, their collective delusions makes all the more sense to them. Deep down true empaths with a detective mindset are beyond telling this madness of farmed beings to see who they are surrendering to - money - meanwhile Lazarus is out there rain and sun asking for mercy of the unknown. These Christians belonging mainly to the protestant category proclaim their dignity based on an indecent pastor fit for playing games with the unfaithful who for circumstances of life are rejected but never are consciously brave enough to fight back their direct abusers. Even in their secret success they grieve for their losses due to inconsistent algorithmic approaches to attaining completeness in their scheming little worlds of self-deception.
A man of challenge and dignity setting out to help the innocent is encouraged by suggestion, from a delusional authority figure to interpret empathy as a signal of plea from a weaker entity within their system to show mercy, and it is their birthright to blackmail this mercy. The man if dignity is turned indignant in his patience under this assumption and is trying to guide himself and them into a better light, however, he is seen as strange and many times, disposable - the man of dignity himself understands his power and in his overfill is helping the poor but is seen as helpless in the eyes of the poor. "The meek shall inherit the Earth" - interpreted, those who sheath their swords in times of peace and know their limits are those who are content and improving in comfortable paths. Until the healthy and grounded man realizes his mistake in helping the unworthy and unclever, inconsistent, he will continue to manifest these overgrown sycophants from many sources of grey situations.
I can not deny my own foolishness of eagerness to proclaim the unseen but truthful results to those who cast their own pearls to swines. There are indeed better realities and projections to dwell on. I proclaim death to ego once I am settled in what is fittingly below true fairness in an indecent and grey world for my own procurement of my own security, and I am beyond confident in my ability to execute it with pleasure and fullness, not as an identity that can be changed on the whim by society's delusional measurements, but as an abstract embodiment of honor, respect, kindness to the truthful and poor - the innocent - and to act as a necessary force to turn evil against its own self at the least expense of empathy.
Thank you !thank you !thank you !for sharing this 🙏🏼 🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️✌🏻♾️
“ I am born in every age to protect the good, to destroy evil, and to reestablish dharms”
-Bhagavad Gita
It's tough, but just know you're headed to a good place. There are just obstacles, trials, and tribulations along the way. The way you handle them will affect how high you are in the next place. The next place being, the next moment.. or the next hour, or day, or lifetime.
Sangat senang mendengar pengalaman mu tentang kebangkitan spritual.. karna saya melihat dari sudut pandang kamu yg berkebudayaan barat..
Your videos are a great delight to me.
Thank you! ☺️
God bless sis...Your videos saved me.. Love from Bangladesh!
Much love 💕
That was great!! You are quite the teacher and an obviously dedicated student
Sending love 💕 to you exceptionally beautiful full of wisdom cats !!
The shop cats at work know I know now😂🙏🏼❤️
Julie, thank you for you for setting up the channel and sharing your wisdom. 🌞
Thank you for appreciation 💚😊
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Thank you for the video in response to my previous comments! I really appreciate it. I messaged you on your website, it’s funny because on my phone the contact form on the website was hard to write in, and I kept thinking if I just knew your full name I can probably search and find you on Facebook or Instagram or soemthing to message but then thought that might be weird, finally figured it out with the website but then it’s funny this video ends with your full name 😂
Thank you. How did you have your awakening! Where, which teacher directed you etc
No teacher, no book, no technique 😉 I just woke up by naturally inquiry on my thoughts
have allmost lost all agency, right now the hands are writing this not a ME
Beautiful 🥰
Not sure this relates …after walking up ..who is still seeking Ego OCD the seeking never ends ? awareness wants to let go and just experience the now isn’t that the point?..ego runs on guilt
Ego guilty for being ego..ha nice
try not falling for That one..ego
Thanks for your exceptional wisdom 🙏🏼✌🏻❤♾️
Hehe, yes the tendencies are strong. The ego is not something we get rid of I believe. It is something we see for what it is and integrate with love.
@@theexpansivejourney3570 of course!
the simplest answer usually the right one !
Love✌🏻❤️♾️