They say the struggles real yeh trust me bro I really know how struggle feels Looking back at days when mummy couldn’t pay our bills looking back to when mummy couldn’t pay for meals Thinking back to times when the struggle was real Back in 2020 when I first clocked the deal 2am mum would come home late and made us worry It was every single day she was always saying sorry New day same shit no thought of her to hurry Until a day in January when it all changed for real 3am my dad would come to her house when we were left all alone So he took us back to his and that’s when I start to worry Overheard the conversation mum was truly an addict Then times she would go out it was just to please her habit Hooked on drugs this is what they really do I didn’t see my mum for months man I’m just telling the truth I never care about the fame this is just my therapy I like to vent on different beats it seems the best to me Fast forward a few years mummy seeming better Got a new house and really seemed like she had changed forever Everything was going way too god I swear I should have known That later on this year would be the last time I step a foot in her home A normal day I was eating dinner bout to go and hoop My sister called my step mum stressing and hadn’t heard from mum My step mum said we had to stop eating and leave really soon I grabbed all of my shit and left my room I was in the gym with my boys and my coaches I didn’t know that everything was gonna change My step mum was at the door and said we needed to speak Got took into a room with just me my step mum and my coach for a change She broke the news that my mum had died and I swear my legs started to shake
Seven days Seven nights Real pain Severed ties Never felt nothing since I’s a teen Waged war at 17 People fake I play nice Look into my mothers eyes See the hate wonder why (Why this could ever be) People wonder why I been ghosted im tryna better me I been mixing potions tryna figure out the recipe Pray the Holy Ghost saves me soul gives me the remedy People sending hatred my way won’t let it get to me Baby momma drama not something I want I let it be Try to keep my cool for my son Step back and let it breathe Gotta nip that shit in the bud I gotta let him see When he gets big and all grown up These times been stressing me But I’ll constantly show him love Brings out the best in me I miss you when I’m sober as fuck Feel like gods testing me cus I stay with my bros in the cut This shits depressing me cus I feel like I’m old and I’m fucked These years gone get to me Hair spray Tired eyes Walking on the finest line Went from being Bonny and Clyde To Walt and skylar white Swear my life is funny at times It don’t feel right Any time the shit goes good it blows up in my face like Am I tripping on my monthly persciptjon Or am I missing something critical in my mental prison My intuition keeps me driven kid thats a given And I might drift and skid Do mileage til I blow like a piston speed, don’t mean shit without direction weed, I smoke this this shit until my chests fucked Streets, I know my strip, I can’t forget shit PTSD demons man my heads done Got ADHD too but I don’t stress put in pain In an A3 coupe, still cashing checks in They ain’t see what we do, been put to tests still Playing like a PS2, bro keep your head up Trench guns, my worlds at war I put them Z’s up I can’t call my broski cus me owes me hasn’t paid up Love that I feel lonely cus those close to me get fed up Don’t know how I’m coping been focusing on my bread but Money can’t buy happiness I learned that shit from Fredo I’ll walk my ass down this road, just like Em done Like 8 Mile
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They say the struggles real yeh trust me bro I really know how struggle feels
Looking back at days when mummy couldn’t pay our bills looking back to when mummy couldn’t pay for meals
Thinking back to times when the struggle was real
Back in 2020 when I first clocked the deal
2am mum would come home late and made us worry
It was every single day she was always saying sorry
New day same shit no thought of her to hurry
Until a day in January when it all changed for real
3am my dad would come to her house when we were left all alone
So he took us back to his and that’s when I start to worry
Overheard the conversation mum was truly an addict
Then times she would go out it was just to please her habit
Hooked on drugs this is what they really do
I didn’t see my mum for months man I’m just telling the truth
I never care about the fame this is just my therapy
I like to vent on different beats it seems the best to me
Fast forward a few years mummy seeming better
Got a new house and really seemed like she had changed forever
Everything was going way too god I swear I should have known
That later on this year would be the last time I step a foot in her home
A normal day I was eating dinner bout to go and hoop
My sister called my step mum stressing and hadn’t heard from mum
My step mum said we had to stop eating and leave really soon
I grabbed all of my shit and left my room
I was in the gym with my boys and my coaches I didn’t know that everything was gonna change
My step mum was at the door and said we needed to speak
Got took into a room with just me my step mum and my coach for a change
She broke the news that my mum had died and I swear my legs started to shake
hard
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Bro thsts hard bars u deffo got what it takes for the music 🎶 keep it up my g
Seven days
Seven nights
Real pain
Severed ties
Never felt nothing since I’s a teen
Waged war at 17
People fake
I play nice
Look into my mothers eyes
See the hate wonder why
(Why this could ever be)
People wonder why I been ghosted im tryna better me
I been mixing potions tryna figure out the recipe
Pray the Holy Ghost saves me soul gives me the remedy
People sending hatred my way won’t let it get to me
Baby momma drama not something I want I let it be
Try to keep my cool for my son
Step back and let it breathe
Gotta nip that shit in the bud
I gotta let him see
When he gets big and all grown up
These times been stressing me
But I’ll constantly show him love
Brings out the best in me
I miss you when I’m sober as fuck
Feel like gods testing me cus
I stay with my bros in the cut
This shits depressing me cus I feel like I’m old and I’m fucked
These years gone get to me
Hair spray
Tired eyes
Walking on the finest line
Went from being Bonny and Clyde
To Walt and skylar white
Swear my life is funny at times
It don’t feel right
Any time the shit goes good it blows up in my face like
Am I tripping on my monthly persciptjon
Or am I missing something critical in my mental prison
My intuition keeps me driven kid thats a given
And I might drift and skid
Do mileage til I blow like a piston
speed, don’t mean shit without direction
weed, I smoke this this shit until my chests fucked
Streets, I know my strip, I can’t forget shit
PTSD demons man my heads done
Got ADHD too but I don’t stress put in pain
In an A3 coupe, still cashing checks in
They ain’t see what we do, been put to tests still
Playing like a PS2, bro keep your head up
Trench guns, my worlds at war
I put them Z’s up
I can’t call my broski cus me owes me hasn’t paid up
Love that I feel lonely cus those close to me get fed up
Don’t know how I’m coping been focusing on my bread but
Money can’t buy happiness I learned that shit from Fredo
I’ll walk my ass down this road, just like Em done
Like 8 Mile
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