all i wanted - paramore (slowed + reverb)

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  • i could follow you to the beginning and just to relive the start
    and maybe then we'll remember to slow down at all of our favorite parts

КОМЕНТАРІ • 536

  • @soggythighsocks
    @soggythighsocks 3 роки тому +2781

    ik people say like 'this hits different' but like the genuinelly hits different

  • @stephanierennee4658
    @stephanierennee4658 3 роки тому +474

    i grew up with this song and it’s like made life easier i swear

    • @Nobody-df4xg
      @Nobody-df4xg 3 роки тому +4

      Same here, I listened to this song when I was 4

    • @ghostiewohstie674
      @ghostiewohstie674 3 роки тому +3

      I grew up with still into you because my sister used to blast it all the time

  • @versacepilotss
    @versacepilotss 3 роки тому +2068

    I was never his, he was never mine but I'll never love the same.

  • @sunny-mg9ug
    @sunny-mg9ug 3 роки тому +413

    hits different after you get dumped

    • @gen7660
      @gen7660 3 роки тому +20

      or just when youre sad about relationships

    • @sabrinarodriguez2277
      @sabrinarodriguez2277 3 роки тому +14

      rayistired or even after you’ve literally been hung up on your ex 4 years and he’s been off happy with the girl he cheated on you with👩🏻‍🦯😞

    • @xlilyxannx3856
      @xlilyxannx3856 3 роки тому +3

      i feel you :(

    • @alexryan15
      @alexryan15 3 роки тому +4

      Yup, dumped after 2 years. He was self destructive and felt like he wasn't a good partner so he ended it to seek help and work on himself by himself. Its necessary but it hurts, and we still talk about it but all I want is him but I guess that's just not viable right now.

    • @sierrabovinette2234
      @sierrabovinette2234 3 роки тому +2

      yup

  • @dirtylittlesecretman2837
    @dirtylittlesecretman2837 3 роки тому +352

    i need this in an hour loop

    • @newlane9625
      @newlane9625 3 роки тому

      deadly xsoulz ion see it

    • @michelle-rr6fk
      @michelle-rr6fk 3 роки тому +5

      if ur on computer and right click the video, it has a loops option :)

    • @selenepetrova1414
      @selenepetrova1414 3 роки тому

      @@deadlyxsoulz it’s not there 👩‍🦲

    • @deadlyxsoulz
      @deadlyxsoulz 3 роки тому

      @@selenepetrova1414 i deleted everything lmao

    • @ghostiewohstie674
      @ghostiewohstie674 3 роки тому +2

      You can add it to a playlist and loop 🔁 it

  • @sophie8388
    @sophie8388 3 роки тому +176

    all i wanted is what they had. not him, not her. i wanted what they had. never got it. never will.

  • @christinedelapierre6371
    @christinedelapierre6371 3 роки тому +684

    Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
    I'll beg you nice from my knees
    And when the world treats you way too fairly
    Well it's a shame I'm a dream
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
    And fall asleep on the couch
    Wake up early to black and white re-runs?
    That escaped from my mouth
    Oh, oh
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    I could follow you to the beginning
    And just to relive the start
    And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
    At all of our favorite parts
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you

    • @mewlin
      @mewlin 3 роки тому +13

      thank you, have a platonic kith. mwah💕💕😼👍👍

    • @jj-vu1jn
      @jj-vu1jn 3 роки тому +2

      thank you!

  • @ronjoncos8087
    @ronjoncos8087 3 роки тому +342

    This is kinda a vent comment and u can ignore it lmao
    my best friend started to ghost me around 2 years ago and shes blocked me on everything and deleted her posts with me in them and i miss her so much. she was the only person i could tell anything to and she was always there for me.. and ive been trying so hard to find someone thats like her but i cant.. and my new friendships rn are good just im so awkward and im not used to having new friends cause the only friend i needed was her.... so thats cool... anyways,,, all i want is to see her again and see how shes doing :))

    • @genavecialebron4048
      @genavecialebron4048 3 роки тому +12

      i’m so sorry she ghosted you . i’ve been there it will get better!

    • @katierose8792
      @katierose8792 3 роки тому +15

      You can totally ignore what I say but I understand how that feels and I know it hurts. It might take a minute but I know you will find someone to take her place and be better for you than she was. But try not to look for her in other people. When we do that we tend to find someone with the same toxic traits. A bestfriend should not just ghost and block their bestfriend. You deserve better.

    • @rena919
      @rena919 3 роки тому +10

      i had a best friend of like 7 years & she ghosted me because i started dealing w/ depression and ig she didn't really know how to help or understand and it scared her away, ive struggled to keep or make friends since, i get so scared people are gonna leave me that now i just keep a distance and push everyone away before they can do the same to me.. i haven't had a real friendship in years now and life is so lonely :( i try to make friends online as well so it's less awkward but it's hard to find people i click with. i hope you're able to find friends that support you & stick around for a long, long time

    • @kirbyscoffin
      @kirbyscoffin 3 роки тому +2

      She's not worth ur time.

    • @ronjoncos8087
      @ronjoncos8087 3 роки тому

      @@xoxox1594 its okay! its not ur fault!

  • @nikadewitt4822
    @nikadewitt4822 3 роки тому +113

    This song is my life...

  • @ianlolz5841
    @ianlolz5841 3 роки тому +108

    all i wanted was... a live performance of this song
    Edit: LMAO NVM, THEY FINALLY PERFORMED IT

  • @anagapesis5310
    @anagapesis5310 3 роки тому +476

    all i wanted was the ability to feel romantic attraction
    all i wantED was the ability to feel romantic attraction

    • @mondayjangles5010
      @mondayjangles5010 3 роки тому +39

      Same homie...I feel like I'm missing out on something because I can't feel the same way other people do

    • @pigeonpilemusic6793
      @pigeonpilemusic6793 3 роки тому +9

      @@mondayjangles5010 Are you ace or aromantic?

    • @grimes2000
      @grimes2000 3 роки тому +22

      @@mondayjangles5010 it could be commitment issues, look into it.

    • @caem3797
      @caem3797 3 роки тому +5

      im glad you have found out how to accept yourself, i wish you happiness

    • @connyaaaa5555
      @connyaaaa5555 3 роки тому +25

      I get that, I have a really hard time distinguishing romantic love and platonic love since I forced myself like boys when I was young. So now I have a really hard time knowing if I’m actually into a girl or not

  • @ellariordan9124
    @ellariordan9124 3 роки тому +60

    This song makes your heart go *crack*

  • @micahsmith1738
    @micahsmith1738 3 роки тому +52

    POV: your listening to music as load as possible with your headphones to try to drown out the depressive thoughts that never really go away

  • @michelle-b3rry
    @michelle-b3rry 3 роки тому +147

    this is just a little vent you don't gotta read it if you don't want to
    all I wanted was him but he had to play with me I've finally gotten over him but now he's trying to get back into my life and i don't want to go through the pain and misery he made me go through I need to remind myself that I don't need him anymore.

    • @Eli-gl1fp
      @Eli-gl1fp 3 роки тому +6

      YES, YOU DON"T NEED HIM YOU ARE AMAZING ON YOUR OWN AND CAN FIND SOMEONE WAAAAAY BETTER!! Stay strong!

    • @mikichilcutt
      @mikichilcutt 3 роки тому +1

      I know most people will tell you what you may or may not want to hear- but it really depends on you and your feelings in this situation. I hope you are doing better since its been a month, and if not. I hope you'll be able to get through it.

    • @dsbmnautiskelija69
      @dsbmnautiskelija69 3 роки тому +2

      I'll punch him for you :)

    • @ghostiewohstie674
      @ghostiewohstie674 3 роки тому +1

      Hey bestie... 👉👈 I just ran him over🧎🚗

    • @prieltheprune1302
      @prieltheprune1302 3 роки тому +1

      Ignore him pls don’t put itself through that pain again.People treat you how you let them don’t do it pls😔🖤✨

  • @bella_3963
    @bella_3963 3 роки тому +80

    Wish I can go back to the time where I didnt relate to this song

  • @IzzyDizzy212
    @IzzyDizzy212 3 роки тому +93

    How can someone I never dated be my first love?

  • @mackenzievalentine2393
    @mackenzievalentine2393 3 роки тому +50

    this song and misguided ghosts hit different tho

  • @leamcluckie3587
    @leamcluckie3587 3 роки тому +28

    god this song perfectly describes how im feeling rn ESPECIALLY slowed - any of yall struggling with a breakup just know we're in it together and its gonna be ok

  • @senorfrog6436
    @senorfrog6436 3 роки тому +97

    2:50

  • @-melody-1424
    @-melody-1424 3 роки тому +148

    Imagine screaming at the top of your lungs "ALL I WANTED WAS YOU!" In the middle of a field watching the sunrise.

  • @diomnibeyonce591
    @diomnibeyonce591 3 роки тому +22

    Brand new eyes is such a vibe album. I sing this song and pretend I'm hayley, through my hair everywhere

  • @ssabbiee532
    @ssabbiee532 3 роки тому +69

    imagine just being able to scream this at 6am with your favorite person ever watching the sunrise

  • @Duck-nb4ci
    @Duck-nb4ci 3 роки тому +19

    My ears are ✨blessed✨

  • @lvrlark
    @lvrlark 3 роки тому +20

    This really gets me in the feels. I watch this every night while I’m falling asleep :)

  • @hanas-l9545
    @hanas-l9545 3 роки тому +69

    about 2 years ago I had a fight with my best friend of 9 years who I could tell anything to and do anything with and we weren’t on good terms for a couple of months and had both moved on with other best friends until a bit later we started smiling at each other again and then we had a class together and we got closer again and actually started hanging out together again and FaceTiming and talking again it was like old time’s and I then invited her to my place for a sleepover bc every1 knew we used to have the best sleepovers and I couldn’t wait I was so excited until she told me her dad didn’t want her to go which really hurt but I guess it was fair enough. After that I still wanted to just catchup and hang out w her and facetime but slowly she didn’t have time for me anymore and turning me away. I don’t know if this was intentional or if she was genuinely busy all the time but it made me sad. Now we see each other around school and smile awkwardly at each other but it’s only now I realise how much I miss her and how badly I want things to go back to the way they were. We did need a break but I’ve found so much sadness and lack of energy in my current friendships I realise how much she gave me. It’s like what they always say “you always want what you can’t have” and in this case all I wanted was you, K.

    • @hanas-l9545
      @hanas-l9545 3 роки тому +1

      @McKenna Mack thank you for ur reply,, I appreciate it sm

    • @hanas-l9545
      @hanas-l9545 2 роки тому +1

      @@olivia.v2132 hey thank u sm i appreciate it,, update: as time passed we got closer again and r catching up tomorrow for the first time in ages. don’t give up on your friendship yet! and if you do feel it is completely done it may be hard but it’s not the be all and end all,, u will meet so many beautiful ppl,, but am here if you need to chat ofc xx

  • @indigo__21
    @indigo__21 3 роки тому +39

    he cheated on me, left me alone took more than half of me...he made us a whole future together . only for him to leave me for her. he was the love of my life now I'm afraid and worry sometimes I cant eat or sleep, but its been a year right? i should get over it... but he left me so god damned hollow....

  • @vynd7728
    @vynd7728 3 роки тому +19

    i know it's never fun to go through heartbreak, but god, do i wish i could go through something like this. love, heartbreak, grief, and every happy, nervous, shitty feeling in between. anything would be better than feeling so alone and ignored.
    ,,,,,,,on another note, since i cannot relate to this personally but the emotions of the song still hit me, i will now go cry over a variety of anime characters mourning their close friends'/partners' deaths :))

  • @user-sk5sm7yc1v
    @user-sk5sm7yc1v 3 роки тому +32

    1:50 *insert Ash yelling Eiji's name*

    • @sadchild2439
      @sadchild2439 3 роки тому +2

      I- are you trying to make me cry?? 😤

    • @retzrucal
      @retzrucal 3 роки тому +1

      HEY STOP

    • @illumizoldyck7741
      @illumizoldyck7741 3 роки тому +1

      i havent even watched banana fish yet but im crying because i hear a lot of spoilers saying that he died 🙄

    • @sadchild2439
      @sadchild2439 3 роки тому +3

      @@illumizoldyck7741
      Aww I'm sorry about the spoilers :(( though even after the spoilers, it's still worth watch ! 💕💕

    • @illumizoldyck7741
      @illumizoldyck7741 3 роки тому +1

      @@sadchild2439 oh nono!! its chill. im still watching it!! im just saying that i was crying cause i heard ash died from multiple people and im debating whether or not i should watch it because i feel like im going to cry even more

  • @user44477
    @user44477 3 роки тому +67

    i know there is a good reason but i really wished she at least once sang this live...

    • @kiss9055
      @kiss9055 3 роки тому +2

      me too. That would be awesome

    • @indiii1474
      @indiii1474 3 роки тому +1

      it would feel so ethereal honestly but I know the reason and I respect it :)

    • @orianareta991
      @orianareta991 3 роки тому

      @@indiii1474 I always wondered why she didn't is it because its about josh or chad?

    • @MyNamesRevenge
      @MyNamesRevenge 3 роки тому +14

      @@orianareta991 nah, as far as I'm aware it's just because the song is difficult to sing and doing it over and over on tour would likely be damaging to her voice in the long run, so she's just avoided it

    • @indiii1474
      @indiii1474 3 роки тому

      @@MyNamesRevenge yepp hehe :)

  • @lilip5248
    @lilip5248 3 роки тому +15

    when all you wanted was for your parents to love you and quit neglecting / abusing you and this song a c t u a l l y hits different. :,)

  • @ThatWingedChee
    @ThatWingedChee Рік тому +10

    It hits different when you can relate to the lyrics

  • @fluffybabie4189
    @fluffybabie4189 3 роки тому +24

    I finally let it all out to this.

  • @ellurtime7317
    @ellurtime7317 3 роки тому +16

    I just think of my parents with this. No matter what they gave me all I wanted was them to love me

  • @jocelynbade
    @jocelynbade 3 роки тому +15

    The ending is WILF

  • @bella-fe3cy
    @bella-fe3cy 3 роки тому +27

    i just want to go home ,
    please

  • @selenepetrova1414
    @selenepetrova1414 3 роки тому +11

    I FINALLY HIT THE NOTE.

  • @NitwitGuitarist
    @NitwitGuitarist Рік тому +7

    I used to listen to this with him. I used to hurt for the people that related to these lyrics, sending them my best wishes, hoping it got better for them.
    Never once did I think I'd relate to them too.

  • @Poisxnous_
    @Poisxnous_ 3 роки тому +6

    Every time the instrumentals get louder, I wanna cry more and scream

  • @tylerthecreatorshat
    @tylerthecreatorshat 3 роки тому +8

    2:52- this shit bussin’

  • @cadencegolightly4917
    @cadencegolightly4917 3 роки тому +31

    okay but like this has nothing to do with the song but im listening to it while i feel like this. i hate my whole family

  • @gininesalas6455
    @gininesalas6455 3 роки тому +8

    I have this CD for this album and used to have it on repeat when i was 15 😭❤️❤️

  • @eggy1214
    @eggy1214 3 роки тому +8

    one of these comments made me think about the toxic friendship i had, i finally left her and stopped talking to her completely. but it made me feel awful i never told her how much she hurt me and i wish i could tell her that i deserve better than how she treated me.. but all the time we were friends i just wanted her approval like i wanted her to actually like me and like being my friend but. all she really wanted was to manipulate and mentally torture me and my feelings.. but all i wanted was her to change and be better but she never did. so i’ve been trying to move on it’s been about 3 years and the trust issues and the need for everyone to love me is still here shes still hurting me and i need to move on. hopefully i can. eventually.

  • @Lilsoupey
    @Lilsoupey 3 роки тому +13

    i'll be back sometime between a week and a month to cry and actually relate to this song ✌🏻
    edit: i'm back fuckers, it was fun while it lasted

  • @user-xg1ze5nt8q
    @user-xg1ze5nt8q 3 роки тому +5

    he left me after 7 months but there wasn't any reciprocated love for the last 2, he basically fell out of love, and till this day i still have no idea why.
    its been over a year since our breakup and i still have to remind myself it was for the better but i catch myself slipping into missing him and wanting him back, this song portrays that feeling perfectly.

  • @jordanthenephilim7476
    @jordanthenephilim7476 3 роки тому +21

    [Verse 1]
    Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
    I'll beg you nice from my knees
    And when the world treats you way too fairly
    Well, it's a shame, I'm a dream
    [Chorus]
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    [Verse 2]
    I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
    And fall asleep on the couch
    Wake up early to black and white re-runs
    That escaped from my mouth
    Oh, oh
    [Chorus]
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    [Verse 3]
    I could follow you to the beginning
    And just to relive the start
    And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
    At all of our favorite parts
    [Chorus]
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you

  • @goosebxmps
    @goosebxmps 3 роки тому +4

    so needed this

  • @ava1ynn821
    @ava1ynn821 3 роки тому +7

    Absolutely beautiful thankyou for this

  • @platomity5229
    @platomity5229 3 роки тому +6

    quick vent (skip if you want)
    i fell in love with my best friend 4 years ago and he moved away without saying goodbye. we haven’t talked since and i still love him so much. about a week ago i found out he and one of my old friends has been dating all those years. i cried for 3 hours that night.

    • @luvfrmgrxce
      @luvfrmgrxce 2 роки тому

      damn that hurt me reading that 🥺i'm so sorry

  • @KoolAidMansBitch
    @KoolAidMansBitch 3 роки тому +11

    Bit of a Vent
    I felt so dumb, useless, blind, and empty. I was so happy for the first time in a long time, all because of him. I finally felt a sense of belonging, happiness, and being complete. It was a bad/off day for me. It was that time of the month, I was already a bit irritable, I hadn’t taken my meds that day, everything was against me. My sibling gets to the store and basically mansplains that she gave me way less money than I had originally thought. We were there to buy stuff for a couple’s costume for Halloween. I had a small breakdown and exploded at my sibling. We leave, I get home and he /calls me/ in order to break up with me. We were literally together earlier that day and yet he called me to break up with me.
    Fast Forward like a year, he texts me to see if I wanted to get together, we do, we do some /stuff/ and we “mutually agree” to get together again for an actual date at some point. He fucking ghosts me. Never speaks to me again, pretty sure he either blocked my social medias or just unfollows me. First he breaks my heart over the gd phone, then uses me for a booty call.
    I hate him so much, and I hate even more that I have to remind myself of that sometimes.

  • @ivoncortez6879
    @ivoncortez6879 3 роки тому +11

    I freaking love this🔥

  • @samy5993
    @samy5993 3 роки тому +11

    This is so perfect....

  • @itz_leleplays1691
    @itz_leleplays1691 3 роки тому +8

    Sometimes a comment section understands you more than anyone else.

  • @fabiolamartinez1490
    @fabiolamartinez1490 3 роки тому +4

    i love this song with all my heart.

  • @kayleeburelle3119
    @kayleeburelle3119 3 роки тому +3

    this song. it just hits hard.

  • @KR-ww4jy
    @KR-ww4jy 3 роки тому +7

    I knew they couldn't be mine. I think that's what hurts the most. The fact I didn't do anything wrong and even if I did everything better than I did, I couldn't have what was never meant to be mine. They were all that I wanted and everything out of my reach.

  • @idkman2551
    @idkman2551 3 роки тому +16

    I just wish someone cared and not only loved me but liked ME for MEEEE not even my father cares

  • @hollycarpenter9575
    @hollycarpenter9575 3 роки тому +4

    this made me feel like i was reliving the first time i ever heard this song

  • @Celest1a78
    @Celest1a78 Рік тому +1

    I love this so much omg-

  • @jokkeerrr
    @jokkeerrr 3 роки тому +5

    i just can't unhear ash screaming for shorter.

  • @nevaehcaple7557
    @nevaehcaple7557 3 роки тому +6

    I did nothing but treat him and show him love. Weve never argued nothing like that. It's been over a year. He is still in love with his ex. He always reminds me of it. It hurts every time. This song reminds me of it too

  • @strangerthings2506
    @strangerthings2506 3 роки тому +5

    So underrated 💙

  • @oneheart5220
    @oneheart5220 2 роки тому

    Thank you.

  • @wafflecopter
    @wafflecopter 3 роки тому

    this song gets me every time :')

  • @pffy1321
    @pffy1321 5 місяців тому +1

    Can't stop listening 😢

  • @rayailieva6352
    @rayailieva6352 3 роки тому +3

    not gonna deny it anymore, i still want and need him

  • @ezrabrook1188
    @ezrabrook1188 3 роки тому +10

    Vent:
    Sometimes I really feel like my boyfriend still isn't over his ex. They dated a bit, and she cheated on him... and they're still good friends and he's forgiven her, even though it's so painfully evident that she doesn't care about him. She dated the guy she cheated on him with for awhile, and pretty much started seeing both of them at the same time, then she cut him off out of nowhere. She ended up ending it with the other guy, but she's kept every single photo of him, every single photo of everyone she's ever dated... But 0 photos of my boyfriend. None. Even though my boyfriend still has the pictures of them up on his instagram. She even posted on her story recently that she was hanging out with him again. If she really cared about him, why is she still keeping around the guy that she cheated with? Meanwhile all I want is just for my boyfriend to treat me like he loves me, and I know that if I ever did any of this to him, he wouldn't want me as a friend and he wouldn't still want to keep me around.

    • @prieltheprune1302
      @prieltheprune1302 3 роки тому

      This is sad she’s obviously toying with him. I won’t tell u what to do because it’s ur relationship

    • @ezrabrook1188
      @ezrabrook1188 3 роки тому +1

      @@prieltheprune1302 It got better. I explained everything to him and how I saw it, and he thought they were good friends but I explained to him the reasons why I think that he wasn't ready to forgive her yet and that she's continued to prove that she is not a good friend to him. He eventually realized this and is more or less no longer friends with her.

    • @prieltheprune1302
      @prieltheprune1302 3 роки тому

      @@ezrabrook1188 Good🖤love that for you.

  • @nanner8584
    @nanner8584 3 роки тому +5

    Sometimes I listen to this song while thinking about how disappointed I am that my best friend is straight and how great of a couple we would have been :)

  • @swtnrbby4679
    @swtnrbby4679 3 роки тому +3

    This just is the original pitch.. period

  • @AboveandBeyond444
    @AboveandBeyond444 2 роки тому

    I love this

  • @jennyx1111
    @jennyx1111 3 роки тому

    I freaking love this. I used to sing this in my teenage years but this right here wow yes

  • @bon.mp4
    @bon.mp4 3 роки тому

    This hit real hard ngl 😳

  • @earth222alana
    @earth222alana 3 роки тому +1

    *AYO! THIS SONG BROKE THE VIBE CHECK!*

  • @boolean8511
    @boolean8511 3 роки тому +2

    This song reminds me of the anime nana... truly one of the best n if not the best romance I’ve ever seen

  • @syedareeb4209
    @syedareeb4209 3 роки тому +1

    glad i could be your 1000th subscriber!!

  • @kalfoy9091
    @kalfoy9091 3 роки тому +1

    big fan from brazil

  • @astrosgalaxy4317
    @astrosgalaxy4317 2 роки тому +7

    He was mine. My everything. The love of my life. And he left a few days ago. I lost him to suicide. Fly high my love. 🕊️

  • @nightmarble9253
    @nightmarble9253 3 роки тому

    chills ! ! !!

  • @stell4rw1nd
    @stell4rw1nd 3 місяці тому +1

    my favourite paramore song 🎵 ❤❤

  • @cricksol
    @cricksol 3 роки тому +9

    i just want her back

  • @daria8817
    @daria8817 3 роки тому

    So nice💔

  • @MiniMii550
    @MiniMii550 2 роки тому +7

    This version is for everyone who coughed up a tonsil trying to sing ✨THAT✨part in the original version.

  • @kensssen
    @kensssen 3 роки тому +11

    I have 3 years old unrequited love.
    The first year - friendship. We got along well. There was one more friend and we were kinda besties. I had some feelings for her but never said it. Three of us were flirting, like, all the time. And guess what? Two of them started dating. Like, I was not surprised at all, but I loved her too and was on the edge of saying about my feelings but. But. The friend said it earlier. And she chose her. Not me. (I'm pretty sure she had some feeling for me too and we just got together, but, life is an unfair game) I was broken. I was at the wrong place, at the wrong time. Every time. Both of them stopped talking with me and I was trying to get over her for like a year. I got over her. I got. But they have appeared again. I had to be offended, right? Angry and all the thing, right? I wasn't. I just normally talked to them. They were like "wha? why is she like that? ok..." And we started to chat again.
    Their relationship was at its end, ending. We got along super well again. She was the kind of person who always cared about people and helping them to cope with their worries and you know. Our relationship started to be a very deep friendship. We like to watch things together, we share cat memes with each other, and sometimes help when one of us gets emotional and broken at some point.
    Holy crap. I started to fall to her again. In one year break, I had one relationship with another girl but It didn't last for too long. The love I have buried in my heart a long time ago started to blossom again. I have realized one thing. I do not need her love, I just need to have an ability to support her when she needs it, nothing else.
    They broke up. She was getting a lot of advice from me about toxic relationships and what to do if a partner doesn't give you attention and love. So I helped and talked with her. Every time I talked to her I realize that I love her so much. After their breakup, I thought I have a chance. However, I stopped for a think and decided to give her time to rest after a very long relationship. We had a lot of funny, lovely moments. Sometimes even flirting. It hurts. Looking back at the times I was only looking at you from far. I decided to hide my feelings again until she says that she loves me. Like, for real. Because If I will say it, she would definitely run away from me, again. I'm okay with the current situation: our friendship. It is good. But not today.
    Sometimes she disappears for a while. Do not answer my messages. I always guessed why. I found out about it today. She got a new passion. A new person. Not me. I said that I don't need her love, right? But it hurts so much to see her with someone. A hole inside my heart gets larger every day I see them. I want her to be happy. I hope that this new partner won't hurt her. If they do, she will come to me again, I'm sure.
    I want to see you happy, Anna. If it is not me, please, find someone who will take good care of you and go away. Do not make my heart bleed. Just know one thing.
    All I wanted was you.

    • @cinnamiilk980
      @cinnamiilk980 3 роки тому +1

      That fits so well with the song it’s really beautiful

    • @kensssen
      @kensssen 3 роки тому

      @@cinnamiilk980 thank you.

    • @gaara4138
      @gaara4138 3 роки тому +1

      I cry to this. Its so sad.

  • @avabeardmore8596
    @avabeardmore8596 3 роки тому +4

    i want this played at my wedding

  • @marcoxd2
    @marcoxd2 2 роки тому +3

    I used to have a crush on this boy in my class and when I confessed to him he left and said nothing to me since. Years later (which is now) he's in my class again and every time I'm assained a seat next to him he asks the teacher in front of me to change seats with a boy who is sitting next to my best friend.. so that kinda hurts me because it shows he doesn't like me at all since I'm not "popular" when I ask him a question he never answers me back and when my friend who is in the same class asks him he answers her that why the song fits my life " all I wanted was him" but I never got him to like me back, now I hate him will all my heart.

  • @kaseylopez3756
    @kaseylopez3756 3 роки тому +14

    small vent;
    just tired lol

  • @girlsdemo
    @girlsdemo 2 роки тому +3

    if I thought this song broke my heart when I was 14 and had a silly little crush, it definitely hurts a lot more now at 19 and no longer w my first love

  • @M.Ornelas
    @M.Ornelas Рік тому +1

    This song just make me want to scream and ugly cry!❤️‍🔥

  • @MaryKat2
    @MaryKat2 7 місяців тому

    Crying 😭

  • @sydneyrhoades9317
    @sydneyrhoades9317 3 роки тому

    this version GENUINELLY hits different.

  • @liliakristine9296
    @liliakristine9296 3 роки тому +2

    this hurts

  • @paroparogeee
    @paroparogeee 3 роки тому +3

    but i couldnt have you :')

  • @sailormoonXx
    @sailormoonXx 3 роки тому +1

    This song hits so different when you're older .. it fucking hurts I wanna cry so bad I hold it in to pretend I'm okay but deep down I wish I didnt even exist

  • @JMR_7
    @JMR_7 3 роки тому +3

    love it when we both decided being friends was best for us but I still can't get over him and now he's in a relationship. Happy for him,,,but it still hurts 🥲

  • @jtrix34
    @jtrix34 2 роки тому +5

    I know how Hayley Williams is the face of the group, but man that original band behind her was so incredibly talented. Especially the drummer

  • @funeralised
    @funeralised Рік тому +1

    "all i wanted was you" hit hard.

  • @Mellorolo
    @Mellorolo 2 місяці тому +1

    getting what you want is getting what you wanted

  • @weedloverloveweed9045
    @weedloverloveweed9045 3 роки тому +1

    this song hurts different

  • @misqato
    @misqato 3 роки тому +4

    idk why but the first anime that comes to my mind when i hear this is aot

  • @grasshoppertown
    @grasshoppertown 3 місяці тому

    Well… This version is bad ass! Holy shit. Love it.

  • @aalexianaa1159
    @aalexianaa1159 3 роки тому +2

    hits different after you get rejected.