She knows my feelings are real because she sees everything. I have been a little sad realizing how much others in my past have abused me. My eyes have been opened to the fact that all were narcs i was with. Cathy was a big narc and ive realized that the most. She use to act like she didnt care, gave silent treatments, threatened to leave, blamed, projected, screamed, was unfaithful, never cared about me, used me. All my past people did. I am still upset and waiting to see how i feel because its a mix between anger and appreciation.
I am just interested, because I felt them like old times, but little bit not that strong in my morning? Wanna know about what it was. So first of all I am little bit weird person, I can say some stuff publicly without betting an eye, but when it comes to " I love s" and " talking endlessly about an ideas" or something, I do get really closed up 😅thats why sometimes my text is weigh, I will NOT say what I strongly don't want to say 😅🪷 because it is too important to me.
Overall I just need to figure stuff out. How and what, because firstly I need to grow up and secondly I have no idea how to deal with people and I would highly like to be to deal with them.
Im not going to read comments for a very long time as a boundary as well. It makes me too angry i dont want my self esteem destroyed anymore. Im angry because ive been trying to heal and they have been destroying my confidence. I dont want to get angry and put anyone down. Im not gonna put up with this abuse anymore though. I only did because i felt trapped and forced. Because I can't just leave someone I know who is good for me and I love but she is too brutal.
3 years of being treated brutally isn't something to just get over easily. It's just a bit long. I can stop addiction. It's already done. Unless they start acting like a circus again, then it could be hard. It's gonna take a long time. But I'm brave heart. I am a ride n die kinda partner.
You said they’re being tight lipped and don’t want to say how they really feel, I asked and got the most basic reply, “I think you’re a good person and I like talking to you” like what??? I know there has to be more than that.. 🕵️♀️
Boo, It’s best to let her/him come to you and say how they feel!! Even though it can be frustrating at times because we want to know but at the same time to them it would feel as forceful by pressuring them the honest truth on how they really feel, Sometimes it’s best not looking for it and just go with flow, I feel you though, I went through the same thing with mine, being friends for 2 years hanging out he wasn’t ready to open up until one day he finally came out and told me why he waited for the right time, he had some problems that needed fixing and close out, either for him to start off something fresh and new with me he didn’t think or want to put me in his problems because he felt I deserve better and did not want to mess up our friendship because I was special to him and very different from what he is used to liking and being around in his life, he didn’t want me to be “The one that got away” or have another man taking me away from him,
She knows my feelings are real because she sees everything. I have been a little sad realizing how much others in my past have abused me. My eyes have been opened to the fact that all were narcs i was with. Cathy was a big narc and ive realized that the most. She use to act like she didnt care, gave silent treatments, threatened to leave, blamed, projected, screamed, was unfaithful, never cared about me, used me. All my past people did. I am still upset and waiting to see how i feel because its a mix between anger and appreciation.
Take care of yourself ❤
Weird & inappropriate to use someone's name and go full TMI here.
Not only was pile 3 exact, I wanted to tell you how much I love your nails. 🥰
Aw thank youuu! 🥰
Pile 3 resonates completely thank you
I love the lighting but at times I think it distorts the cards a little bit
Very true!!
Thankyou💗 your definitely a fav reader.
You’re welcome, thank you I appreciate you 🫶🏼
OMG op 2 and you started singing the song i can only dedícate to THIS person 🥺 subscribed
welcome to the soul tribe! 🫶🏼
So accurate pile #3, thank yopu love.
Pile 2 ❤❤/1❤❤i strongly clim this postive engy of this reading ❤❤ joy sri krishna joy bholenath ❤ Amen
Pile 1! Very accurate thank you ❤
pile 1. we're not in separation though whatsoever
Pile #2 is so accurate. Thank you.
Pile 2. He’s a Libra, I have a lot of tattoos and I have tattooed freckles. We are super vulnerable with each other
always claiming pile 3 as all of mine🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Resonates so much, thankyou❤
Ive also learned about myself. I need to become a better person.
Very true, there is repressed pain
Thank you 2🙂🤍🙂❤️ resonates
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Pile 2 f
2 thank you
P-Lease Tarot readers: stop singing!!
Mice reading ❤. Thank you
Pile 2❤
I am just interested, because I felt them like old times, but little bit not that strong in my morning? Wanna know about what it was. So first of all I am little bit weird person, I can say some stuff publicly without betting an eye, but when it comes to " I love s" and " talking endlessly about an ideas" or something, I do get really closed up 😅thats why sometimes my text is weigh, I will NOT say what I strongly don't want to say 😅🪷 because it is too important to me.
Overall I just need to figure stuff out. How and what, because firstly I need to grow up and secondly I have no idea how to deal with people and I would highly like to be to deal with them.
With is dumb, because, not being able to say things that may save you from being alone is kinda... Not optimal 😅
Im not going to read comments for a very long time as a boundary as well. It makes me too angry i dont want my self esteem destroyed anymore. Im angry because ive been trying to heal and they have been destroying my confidence. I dont want to get angry and put anyone down. Im not gonna put up with this abuse anymore though. I only did because i felt trapped and forced. Because I can't just leave someone I know who is good for me and I love but she is too brutal.
3 years of being treated brutally isn't something to just get over easily. It's just a bit long. I can stop addiction. It's already done. Unless they start acting like a circus again, then it could be hard. It's gonna take a long time. But I'm brave heart. I am a ride n die kinda partner.
💙💙🪽
I am appreciatiative of the lessons they are just too long and brutal.
You said they’re being tight lipped and don’t want to say how they really feel, I asked and got the most basic reply,
“I think you’re a good person and I like talking to you” like what??? I know there has to be more than that.. 🕵️♀️
Boo, It’s best to let her/him come to you and say how they feel!! Even though it can be frustrating at times because we want to know but at the same time to them it would feel as forceful by pressuring them the honest truth on how they really feel, Sometimes it’s best not looking for it and just go with flow, I feel you though, I went through the same thing with mine, being friends for 2 years hanging out he wasn’t ready to open up until one day he finally came out and told me why he waited for the right time, he had some problems that needed fixing and close out, either for him to start off something fresh and new with me he didn’t think or want to put me in his problems because he felt I deserve better and did not want to mess up our friendship because I was special to him and very different from what he is used to liking and being around in his life, he didn’t want me to be “The one that got away” or have another man taking me away from him,