Auburn - Love Calling (Letters From My Diary) • @CallMeAuburn

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  • Опубліковано 5 тра 2013
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    A song from my Diary...
    Have you ever been in a relationship with someone, and you fought more then you talked with them, cried more than you laughed? And somewhere down the middle, you started to ask why you were even together... we can relate.
    Ive been in and out of the wrong kinds of relationships. Ones without the comprehension of what love is, slowly learning to call love hate, and hate love.
    Ive learned that sometimes the only reason we hold on to a person is because we don't want another to have them. I mean consider all the emotion, time and tears you've put into that person. Gets to the point where the memories are all that keeps you together. You grow comfortable. And so you, or we... find it hard to start fresh with someone else.
    As a result, once they're finally gone. Finally no longer yours. Its a lot harder to let go.
    Selfishness, Envy, Sadness, Hurt, that and the good memories just flood your mind. And you wish you could just have those good moments again... right?
    In life we learn to love and we learn to hate. And somewhere in the middle we confuse the two. Often a heartbreak can cause someone to believe that they love someone, when in all actuality every word and action they say will prove just the opposite.
    Love, cant hate. Love is incapable of being selfish. Love, can only love.
    Ive learned through out my life the hard way, just what or more so who love is.
    One of my favorite scriptures in the Bible is 1 Corinthians 13:4-7.
    Its says "Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; 5 does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; 6 does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; 7 bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
    If you love someone, you understand when you're bad for them. And when they're bad for you. And out of love. You let them go. And the best way to let them go and get over heartbreak, is to find the author of love, ...the one who gave you that heart in the first place.
    No matter how much it hurts, to envy or dwell on heartbreak, is never the answer.
    In this video, I portray the opposite of love. Something I've gone through, and Im sure some of you (If you're still reading) May have experienced yourself. I didn't understand that being unhappy in a relationship, yet still being unable to let go was bondage. Rather than righteous counsel or prayer A lot of us refer to bad counsel or drinking to make it better, but it only makes it that much worse.
    I've learned, When finding it hard to let go, We can easily confuse our hurt and inability to let go with love.
    When in all actuality, its everything but.
    Remember heartbreak may last for a season, but GOD can mend and show you the right way to love, and with the right person.
    In this video, I portray my old self, and how a lot of us who've "loved" and been hurt, react to our heartbreak. Pretty soon, Ill be able to show the right way to deal with a broken heart, and the right One to call on. It'll be a new page from my diary. This here is an old page, torn out. And thrown away.
    A song fro my Diary....
    "Love Calling" - xo, Auburn
    Support & Purchase on iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/lov...
    Lyrics:
    Hello...
    Yeah this is love calling...
    Its been so long
    Since i was left balling, falling for... you, you.
    You, you, ...you.
    You, you.
    You.
    So tell me, whats her name?
    And how long have y'all been together?
    And are you still the same?
    Or has she made you that much better?
    Cause when you were mine
    Everything it was so beautiful...
    But baby with time
    You up and let me go
    Now i'm sitting, and I'm calling
    Got me drinkin'
    Got me ballin'
    And i hate that its all over you
    Saw her picture
    On your profile
    You look so in love... yeah
    Y'all look so in love yeah
    And i hate it cause
    I see it all over you
    Oh, Hello
    Yeah this is love calling...
    Its been so long
    Since i was left balling, falling for... you, you.
    You, you, ...you.
    You, you.
    You.
    I hate when i see you
    Happy with someone
    other than me
    I hate that you're happy
    out there and moved on
    I just cant let you be
    Oh i hate that you're happy
    Out there with someone
    Other than me
    Hello...
    Yeah this is love calling
    -Auburn
    For Booking: Email AuburnOnlinebooking@Gmail.com
    Produced and Engineered By @TRYBISHOP
    Directed By @JargonDyonisis & @CallMeAuburn
    Edited By @CallMeAuburn
    Set Design by Brit Lebron

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  • @CallMeAuburn
    @CallMeAuburn  11 років тому +162

    being "famous" is never my goal. but being inspirational means a whole lot.

    • @maryannbernardo8963
      @maryannbernardo8963 4 роки тому +10

      Where are you now? 😔

    • @CallMeAuburn
      @CallMeAuburn  4 роки тому +47

      @@maryannbernardo8963 I'm still here, Im just on GODs timing. ❤️😘

    • @michaelawaller6330
      @michaelawaller6330 4 роки тому +7

      @@CallMeAuburn Hey Auburn, after covid-19 is over can you maybe do a show in Atlanta I really wanna meet you.

    • @badgyal_gaming4596
      @badgyal_gaming4596 4 роки тому +3

      I love your music this one is my favorite I love u♥️♥️

    • @pastormamawifey
      @pastormamawifey 4 роки тому +1

      CallMeAuburn I totally understand Auburn. I’m a young woman - a Pastor’s wife and a mother. 😍and it’s all about God’s time! We love you so much! I know you never wanted to be famous you wanted to inspire and be heard! Your music got me and my sister through highschool. We absolutely adore you and your style! And your amazing voice and gift that God gave you!! You’ve been so genuine and humble we miss you! I will be the first one ☝🏽 ready when you drop something!!! We love you girl!!!!!!!

  • @bestcomment4272
    @bestcomment4272 5 років тому +168

    Who misses this Beautiful Girl - 2019 ❤️

  • @rosegold5875
    @rosegold5875 8 місяців тому +5

    Teenage me sitting in my room listening to auburn ❤️❤️ I miss you girl xxx

  • @CallMeAuburn
    @CallMeAuburn  8 років тому +24

    Check out my new song "Jealous" Now on my channel.
    Comment your ideas under the "Jealous" Lyrics Video and win a chance for your concept to be filmed!
    xo, Auburn

  • @HooksUSD
    @HooksUSD 11 років тому +8

    It makes me so happy you have a relationship with God, it makes me like your music that much more. Thank you so much for what you do and keep spreading the word, because we need it more than ever! I read you description and it inspired me to dive into 1 Corinthians and it really hit me. Just thank you for who you are.

  • @CallMeAuburn
    @CallMeAuburn  11 років тому +6

    I pray it always will

  • @TrinityUnique
    @TrinityUnique 4 роки тому +19

    2020 And I’m still screaming ohh Hellooo !’ Yeah This is love calling 😩🔥

  • @CallMeAuburn
    @CallMeAuburn  8 років тому +80

    Yo! NEW MUSIC SOON!
    i had to take a break for me, i forgot im a person first, artist second.
    but i missed you guys,
    P.S
    I never stopped writing.
    make sure you're there with me.
    Follow me on Twitter: twitter.com/CallMeAuburn
    Like My Facebook: Facebook.com/Auburn

  • @CallMeAuburn
    @CallMeAuburn  10 років тому +67

    Do me a favor, follow me on Sound cloud! soundcloud.com/callmeauburncloud

    • @ToxicccGamerrr
      @ToxicccGamerrr 10 років тому +2

      OK we will

    • @shalawndavis8590
      @shalawndavis8590 10 років тому +4

      Are you familiar with the show "Bring It" on lifetime? During the second stand on episode 5 the show played this beautiful slow song and now everyone is searching for it but no one can find the artist or song. Several people think that the female singing the song sounds like you. Please research the show and episode and let me know thanks. P.S your music sounds is great!!!!!!

    • @alexias8953
      @alexias8953 10 років тому +1

      kk

  • @nanaboo5931
    @nanaboo5931 3 роки тому +5

    Who misses Auburn in 2020💕💕Your music is an inspiration I'm one of your younger fans But listend to almost every song❤God bless you!

  • @SheemaLFTafa
    @SheemaLFTafa 6 років тому +8

    damn honestly it is actually amazing for singers to still stick by God when life gets hard! i respect her for that

  • @AmandaLetson
    @AmandaLetson 10 років тому +35

    This song explains so much . Then her description she wrote . 👏 exactly what happened to me . 👉DMW👈

  • @iloveboomers5862
    @iloveboomers5862 5 років тому +8

    She’s so underrated.

  • @freandfreand10
    @freandfreand10 10 років тому +4

    Crying to this song right now...

  • @BabyBlvckRib
    @BabyBlvckRib 10 років тому +2

    There are those who live miles away and you may never know personally or have ever met them in real life.....but this goes to show exactly that.........people from thousands of miles away know EXACTLY how you feel and even though we feel alone, we'd be surprised on the amount of people out there that that can comfort you without being right next to you. Thanks Auburn, for being that person for me and i know many others! like you and many other singers like you are amazing and do what you do not just for your self, but for true fans who understand everything you mean! Your an amazing person, and I am Honored to be a fan! :-)

  • @esisnails
    @esisnails 2 роки тому +1

    I miss this song. I can't believe it's been years since I last heard it.

  • @officialchanny
    @officialchanny 5 років тому +7

    2019 n still my song❤️ she was and still is very underrated

  • @HoneyBee1980
    @HoneyBee1980 7 років тому +19

    Beautifully Written Introduction and I love the fact that you put God's word in this. I can so relate to this song. Continue to let God's light shine through you sis so others can see Christ in you. Be blessed and keep up the great work. 😊😁

  • @miraspringfield7974
    @miraspringfield7974 10 років тому +6

    I can Relate to this song so much Auburn.

  • @mellisahibbs627
    @mellisahibbs627 9 років тому +1

    Auburn, from one singer to another i just want to say your songs truly inspire me. Nothing but the birds and this song that i can sit here and actually realilze yes there is actually more people with kind hearts. You know who to stick with GOD.. Dont loose it. your amazing... your family should be really proud.. i know god is.

  • @nahiromohamed4422
    @nahiromohamed4422 10 років тому +6

    i love auburn so much

  • @grenadiiangyal6805
    @grenadiiangyal6805 10 років тому +54

    got this song on replay :/

    • @gabikiss7980
      @gabikiss7980 10 років тому +1

      me too. :/

    • @grenadiiangyal6805
      @grenadiiangyal6805 10 років тому +1

      it hurts :(

    • @gabikiss7980
      @gabikiss7980 10 років тому

      yea :'( I wish it wasn't like this. do you ever think about it so much, you can feel it hurt physically also?
      grenadiian gyal

    • @grenadiiangyal6805
      @grenadiiangyal6805 10 років тому

      yessss.....sometimes i can't take the pain gabi kiss

    • @gabikiss7980
      @gabikiss7980 10 років тому +1

      me neither :'( like right now. the person who said that they loved me and were always going to care bout me and be there for me, now has a girlfriend.

  • @rrdenison
    @rrdenison 10 років тому

    i remember when I first listened to this song...and now months later I'm listening to it again, yet this time I can relate to every word you say....

  • @madigreer4281
    @madigreer4281 10 років тому

    This song made me cry. I love this song, it makes me feel like someone understands what it feels like to go through shit like this all the time. Thank you for this song.

  • @ashaaltius8619
    @ashaaltius8619 9 років тому +4

    I love aurbun sooooooo much i love all her songs especially deep,love calling and mybaby

  • @isaiah9496
    @isaiah9496 10 років тому +16

    you need a new album ASAP

  • @MySexygirl200
    @MySexygirl200 10 років тому

    Listening to this song since she uploaded it. Never gets old.

  • @AlyssaLovejoy
    @AlyssaLovejoy 11 років тому +1

    How is this girl NOT famous yet?!?!!? Shes amazing.

  • @kusumgowda7644
    @kusumgowda7644 8 років тому +14

    All your songs are damn good
    ur expressions😍😍 u r awesome in everything auburn😘lots of love❤

  • @nicolemuroiwa2271
    @nicolemuroiwa2271 5 років тому +4

    2019 and still a fan since primary 😭❤️✨

  • @amienjie5393
    @amienjie5393 4 роки тому +2

    Me trying to feel nostalgic again. I miss her

  • @dollfacekay232
    @dollfacekay232 3 роки тому +1

    I miss you Auburn 🥺💙 I hope you see this, god bless

  • @emacx9456
    @emacx9456 8 років тому +5

    Omg auburn u r so beautiful and u have a beautiful voice u r my inspiration like so bad I love ur music so much😍😘

  • @reginahughes9715
    @reginahughes9715 9 років тому +5

    i love this song but makes you wanna cry but really enjoyed it !

  • @dezeraehoang
    @dezeraehoang 11 років тому

    auburns my idol. She has an amazing voice. supported her for a while. Happy to see how big in the music shes getting. I love every new song she comes out with, all brilliant

  • @evevesios1786
    @evevesios1786 11 років тому

    I went through this for nearly two years. That description just changed me in a way I can't even begin to depict in words anymore. It makes me wonder if suddenly when you truly love someone, and you two break up, if you don't cry anymore and you smile at them, if that's truly what love is, learning to be happy again and not letting it destroy you. I don't cry because we broke up anymore, I smile because we happened at all. He taught me how to open my heart again, and I owe him who I am.

  • @mrs.kaiparker7636
    @mrs.kaiparker7636 6 років тому +7

    The Story Of My Life 😭😭😢💔

  • @taranickacummings9097
    @taranickacummings9097 7 років тому +4

    this is how I was feeling it explains it all😢😯

  • @isabellanala941
    @isabellanala941 3 роки тому +2

    2020 and still rocking hard w Auburn ♥️

  • @ovohaleyxo
    @ovohaleyxo 11 років тому

    Crying my eyes out to this song . It's so real .

  • @lishaberry4673
    @lishaberry4673 4 роки тому +3

    I just got out a deep relationship and this song describes every thing

  • @RuchikaDhopawkar
    @RuchikaDhopawkar 8 років тому +3

    dam ur eyes ... love them feel like they are talking... each song u do ur eyes shows ur feelings to us which make ur song more owsome.. kp gng grl

  • @andreaochoa1072
    @andreaochoa1072 5 років тому

    Still bumping all her songs like crazy! Waiting for that comeback to comeeee! 😭

  • @ChaosOnTheBrain
    @ChaosOnTheBrain 11 років тому

    I love your music! Not only does it talk about love, but whenever I'm in a down mood, you always make me think "If Auburn says there's still hope out there, I believe it".
    I read your WHOLE description, and it made me a little sad. I feel the same way with my guy sometimes, but luckily, we've had more good memories than bad. I pray for you and your music, Auburn! I know you'll never let me down!

  • @WalnutWarlord
    @WalnutWarlord 10 років тому +3

    your music is absolutely beautiful and inspiring yo. you real about shit and this world needs more music like what you are doing. keep doing you yo and ima keep listening

  • @DragonW0lf45
    @DragonW0lf45 8 років тому +4

    This song made me love my boyfriend even more cause it mostly describes how I love him:')

  • @jocelynsadvise637
    @jocelynsadvise637 10 років тому

    i can most defiantly relate. thank you Auburn for making this song. its on repeat. i just love it.

  • @smileynoel5632
    @smileynoel5632 11 років тому

    you could just hear and feel the pain her voice. I love

  • @dwilliams5999
    @dwilliams5999 10 років тому +5

    A remix to this with a rapper would be perfect ! :)

  • @brookenetherland5073
    @brookenetherland5073 10 років тому +26

    That's exactly how I feel... 😐

  • @naimijohari6496
    @naimijohari6496 11 років тому

    I LOVE HOW SHE WRITES HER OWN SONGS!!!!

  • @guyahlove9018
    @guyahlove9018 10 років тому

    I cant stop listening too thisss!!

  • @areder2271
    @areder2271 10 років тому +5

    This is just like my relationship 😢

  • @chrisha1332
    @chrisha1332 10 років тому +7

    I love all your songs 💕
    & your beyond gorgeous , your perfect 💫
    & your voice is to die for .
    I love your songs and your such an inspiration 💋💬
    ~from your girl , chrishh 🙈

  • @tianajainay
    @tianajainay 11 років тому

    Auburn you continue to teach me so much yes I read all you wrote and yes as always u got through to me God had me find u on myspace 7 years ago for a reason your amazing

  • @valloryhatcher2720
    @valloryhatcher2720 11 років тому

    I've been waiting for this song for ever. And let me just say its amazing.

  • @latricewilliams1555
    @latricewilliams1555 8 років тому +3

    this is the song I said to my boyfriend who use to be my ex but this song and many more of ur songs help me get him back

  • @kateriamcghee4911
    @kateriamcghee4911 7 років тому +39

    Who listening in 2017??

  • @MissXel143
    @MissXel143 11 років тому

    Auburn never fails to inspire us in every songs she's making :) And I know thats what she always wanted :D Love auburn

  • @AChoiSJ
    @AChoiSJ 11 років тому

    You can never truly love someone until you learn to truly love yourself.
    Take the suffering as a lesson. Learn from it and move on. Easier said than done, but still possible.
    My girlfriend and I like your songs. There is many emotions behind it and helps us, in a way, express out feelings as well. Thank you again. Keep it real.

  • @MixedLyricsPrincesax
    @MixedLyricsPrincesax 11 років тому +7

    This song is so touching... Mind if I did a lyric vid on it?

  • @cyndistruckman7783
    @cyndistruckman7783 9 років тому +36

    did you practice singing a lot when you where little because you have a pretty voice

    • @CallMeAuburn
      @CallMeAuburn  9 років тому +5

      i did

    • @cyndistruckman7783
      @cyndistruckman7783 9 років тому +1

      CallMeAuburn well your a great singer I still need some practice but one day I will get there :)

    • @cassiegamergirl
      @cassiegamergirl 9 років тому +3

      Cyndi Struckman Yep i practice but not all the time and i agree that she has a amassing voice yur a very good singer Auburn

  • @wifeylove2012
    @wifeylove2012 11 років тому

    Love how this songs describes everything perfectly

  • @ceciliamilandou2522
    @ceciliamilandou2522 10 років тому

    awwwee Auburn you are such an inspiration!

  • @dwarz1991
    @dwarz1991 10 років тому +6

    is it weird that i like this song and i'm a guy lol

  • @emmaray3237
    @emmaray3237 9 років тому +3

    You should make a song about long distance and at the end they end up meeting! Im going thro a long distance relationship and its been 3 months. Its going pretty good. We video chat and text everyday. It gets lonely but I know he will always be close in my heart. Hopefully in 2 months he can come. Im very excited!

  • @bonquiquihornet4266
    @bonquiquihornet4266 10 років тому

    Yess, this song explains it ALL

  • @tpain448
    @tpain448 11 років тому

    i think all of your songs we can relate to and i can sooooooooo relate to your description on this video i think of you as someone who inspires every one and you have inspired me not to give up on life i have had so many times where i ave just wanted to give up on life because how many people have broken my heart and you keep me moveing and keep my head up thank you auburn

  • @jenavypean6960
    @jenavypean6960 10 років тому +12

    You're so pretty ilysm you look aftican american and asian?

    • @jenavypean6960
      @jenavypean6960 10 років тому +1

      *african*

    • @brandonrottier1367
      @brandonrottier1367 9 років тому +2

      Jenavy Pean Tf she's not Asian, that's eye liner. "Racist"

    • @XxYukaaXD
      @XxYukaaXD 5 років тому

      Brandon Rottier what’s so racist about her comment?? There are many people mixed black & asian & they’re called blasian

  • @starrstreets171
    @starrstreets171 11 років тому

    one of the best songs of hers

  • @jassminecharmaine8017
    @jassminecharmaine8017 10 років тому +1

    yessss i love this song soo much it explains a lot and i love auburn she is soo beautiful

  • @ryanneraven
    @ryanneraven 11 років тому

    Omg this song >>>>>

  • @FeeDthiSFohl
    @FeeDthiSFohl 10 років тому

    Thanks for sharing Auburn. I didn't realized that you were a Christian until now. When I started as your fan, I wasn't a Christian and this song described my life. But God revealed the bitter, unloving heart that I had and my need for Jesus. I was always looking for "love" but I only participated in lust and envy. I look back and see the brokenness and the effects of sin and am grateful that the Lord has shown me what real love looks like through his forgiveness and the cross. Being married now, it's amazing that there is a gospel example through Christ, on which my marriage is founded. Keep ministering sister, because those who have been through a lot, are those who can relate the most. :)

  • @Morgania
    @Morgania 11 років тому

    I love auburn because all of. Her songs hit a nerve with me and end up permanently on my playlist

  • @nolimitforever08
    @nolimitforever08 11 років тому

    all of auburn's songs match my situation perfectly!!! she's my idol

  • @baby10jeann
    @baby10jeann 10 років тому

    thats real emotion

  • @princesszamora950
    @princesszamora950 7 років тому

    Got this song snuck in my head.

  • @nicoleroberts2475
    @nicoleroberts2475 11 років тому

    She needs to be on the radio !

  • @michellecallahan2901
    @michellecallahan2901 10 років тому +1

    You are amazing girl!! Thanks for putting so much soul but most of all thanks for sharing what you believe about love know... true, amazing and perfect love! You are great!! Keep on going and please keep on sharing. God bless you♥

  • @annaparker9452
    @annaparker9452 9 років тому +2

    Omg! I LOVE this song! It explains thing SO Perfectly.

  • @samanthamiller4702
    @samanthamiller4702 11 років тому

    I loved Auburn from the start before she was as known as she is now and I'll love her after. She is my inspiration.. my role model. (:

  • @reenadaleycarean
    @reenadaleycarean 11 років тому

    go auburn your songs are always perfect for every situation im in keep up the good work luv u

  • @daisjhamcgee
    @daisjhamcgee 9 років тому

    I feel this song. Love it.

  • @wifeylove2012
    @wifeylove2012 11 років тому

    Love how this song explains eveeything.

  • @prisca6339
    @prisca6339 11 років тому

    She's soo perfect!

  • @CatouriSimonetteXBoo
    @CatouriSimonetteXBoo 10 років тому

    Omg I gotta start listening to her songs .

  • @RaynaGreenBean
    @RaynaGreenBean 11 років тому

    This girl has never made a bad song, I swear!

  • @lelovingtruth7
    @lelovingtruth7 11 років тому

    She's so gorgeous and her voice is amazing!!

  • @JbLuVeRaLlDaY
    @JbLuVeRaLlDaY 11 років тому

    I Totally Agree With This

  • @susmitakunwar3102
    @susmitakunwar3102 11 років тому

    Her voice is soo perfect

  • @cherieready6655
    @cherieready6655 11 років тому

    I love this song.. it relates to how I feel right now with some one.. Her music is a inspiration and motivation to keep going.

  • @Jxlimoi
    @Jxlimoi 11 років тому

    Auburn, your words touch my soul..

  • @tyanahobson7030
    @tyanahobson7030 11 років тому

    its amazing that some songs can relate to you

  • @loveygirl528
    @loveygirl528 Рік тому

    I still love your songs still til this day 😍😍😍

  • @ryanbuchanan7825
    @ryanbuchanan7825 9 років тому

    Brilliant just brilliant

  • @TamaraAbdool
    @TamaraAbdool 10 років тому +1

    I love the description. I admire Auburn because her lyrics are real and true and are so meaningful! Her songs are always amazing! :D

  • @KiaraMayell
    @KiaraMayell 11 років тому

    This made my heartache, even thou I've never been in a situation as this one, I can feel the pain... You always remind me why your my favorite music artist

  • @ohsnapitsericaa
    @ohsnapitsericaa 11 років тому

    the description is the best and on point. love it.

  • @JayjayJ1
    @JayjayJ1 10 років тому

    Your Videos are so true of meaning and the description is just perfect. I can relate 100%.

  • @christinag7340
    @christinag7340 10 років тому

    seriously love this song...listen to it like 3x so far :)