R.I.P Dad... This song hits hard cause i didnt know you were suffering when others did.... I'm sorry i wasn't there when you needed me... i miss and love you so much!!!!
He probably didn’t want you to know how bad he was. He probably wanted to shield you so you didn’t feel the pain. If you are writing this then you loved him and he knew. As a dad that shows how much he cared for you. I know it sounds odd but he most likely knew how much you loved him. Great song and rip to your father!
@djwalker6608 thank you, I appreciate that.... Some days are harder than others.... He's been gone for almost 9 yrs and there are times it still feels like he passed not long ago at all.... The pain never goes away nor does it fade or lessen... It remains there in your heart only to have it steal your breath when a memory of the good times crosses your mind.... It hurts when a loved one leaves way before their time....
@@jessicasnustad2162yep it never gets easier. My girl lost her mom last month and said “idk how u did it w ur dad. Does it get easier?” I said it never gets easier and anybody who says it does is lying or heartless. Anyway I hope all u think about is the good times. Ur dad knows how u felt trust me. He didn’t want u to feel pain. Have a good day
@@djwalker6608 thank you... my condolences to your girl.... give her big bear hugs cause she's going to need a lot.... Sorry to hear about your Dad too... Stay strong.... Have a good night....
Lost my daughter to complication of heroine abuse, I've been broken ever since between pain and guilt she left me far behind. My bsbydoll is with the angels. I wasn't the best father wrestling with alcoholism and rug abuse of my own . But music was pur thing the whole family played instruments. The hurt is always there0 but so are the fond memories. RIP Wiyaka ein Braveheart 6/1195-6/30/22
May 8th 2001 I found my best friend hanging in his garage. We had been fighting for a few months over something to do with some chick. Worst part is it don't even remember her name. I was 20. This song makes me think about him. I also can't help but think why didn't we squash it. Maybe he could've talked to me. 23 years later and I'm still haunted by some of my decisions near the end if his life. Don't ever let the dumb things of your youth get in the way of real friendship.
@@paulmatthews2415 finding your friend is a trauma that is filled with grief and loss forever!! Don't get caught up with the: would have, could have, should have, cycle they had hurt the were unable to burden you with, I have that on hospital record, often I've read: suicidal ideology. Best wishes and prayers
Condolences mate. That’s why love means everything. . Sad to hear this though for real. Hope you put it behind you (in the best way I mean this) and don’t beat yourself by this. It no longer serves you. Learn, love, move on. As hard as it may be. Be blessed.
My condolences to you and your family. Things like that are never easy. I've had family/friends go down that path. Stay strong and take it 1 day at a time.
I'm so sorry Honey. My husband played this all the time a few months before he left he.. devastation still 26 yrs gone. The only one that really understood me. Miss him soo much .. Pain. Doesn't go away. God bless us . God bless them. 🙏🏼💔😭
I'm sorry for your pain he would not want you to stay in that for He has met God and God searches our hearts and knows the pain and suffering that Satan puts upon us and for some it becomes to feel like to much to handle, it's a very dark place in that suicidal ideology and feels there is just no way out..and God knows it really feels just to hard to try to find a way out of it, I know this because I have been suicidal in my life and believe me it's like Satan really is talking telling us we aren't good enough, can't do anything right, and on and on...truly the only music to play is Christian spirit filled music for Satan cannot stand under the name of Jesus. And that is how I found my way out. When researching the frequency some music is using it's not good. Really listen to the words of music now that I open this part of the conversation to you I've listened to Rick all my life and when I what I call woke up from this deep fog it felt like and listened to the words ..I was like ohh my gosh what have I been singing to ?? You will hear some referring about little LITTLE GIRLS SOME SING ABOUT HELLS BELLS HOW BOUT WELCOME TO THE JJUNGLE he wants to watch you bleed and more..its not good really listen. I changed to Christian life filling encouraging get up put your head up and sing unto the Lord. He is there with Him. Love you sister.
Sorry to hear that😢 yhis song is just great i know it hits you so hard like a mack truck! Keep holing up hes okay but warth wasnt for him nomore.. i know you wish he coulda talked to you and ket you what was on his mind..
Just lost one of my best friends to suicide while he was high. He had a lot of inner demons that we didn’t understand until he took his own life with a pistol. I guess those inner demons finally took control while he was under the influence and down and out… I went to his funeral today. This song played on the radio on the way and I bawled my eyes out. All I could think was “Why didn’t you call me Zech? You know I would’ve been there for you.”… So if there’s a lesson to be learned from all this, it’s don’t ever underestimate someone’s personal struggles and assume everything is okay. This song will forever remind me of him. RIP Zech 💔, I hope you finally found that inner peace you were looking for.
Jesus brought me back to life from street fentanyl. I’m grateful and and healthy with the exception of having to learn to walk again. This song is tribute to past that is finally gone. It’s truly like being reborn. I’ll be 44 in 13 days and can’t believe I don’t need a hit. People even offered it and I said no without hesitation
I broke down after seeing this lyrics video yesterday during memorial day. I was thinking how this song reminds me of my brother. He served in the Marines. Sadly back in October he took his own life. I saw it as this was him trying to speak to me. Then tonight I find out that my grandfather passes away. I'm mixed with so much emotions. I wanted to tell my grandfather the great news about my career taking off. I didn't get to.
This song was an awakening to me. I had realized that i had lost myself. Years and years of working long shifts, a failing marriage and son who couldn't talk to me. I was a stranger in my own home. I was lost and scared.
This song reminds me of a simpler time but looking back makes me sad because it’s only a memory I will never be in that moment again but I keep it with me to cherish I can remember a car ride with my parents happy just me and them staring out the window watching the trees go by not a care in the world felt so safe and loved I can remember this moment and it hurts to see where I’m at now in life now I hope heaven is that moment I miss you mom and sad
hi kelly, i know exactly how you feel i just lost my Father last month it's hard for me and i have loved this song ever since it came out when i was a teenager i would listn to this and just break dwn in tears i suffer from severe anxiety just thnk about all the good times you had w/each of them be positive and just so you know they are both looking over you i don't know you but i will say a wellness prayer for you, stay safe, plse wear masks, and as always god bless from New Jersey..
Father in heaven, Hallowed be your name, thanks for all you do for me and others thru me. If anything can be done for this one within your will of mercy and forgiveness. I offer as well as you know if you allow it within the rules that make sense and discussed. In Christ Name Amen 🙏
This song is about Andy Wood and his heroin overdose. It's sung from the perspective of Andy's friend, lyricist/singer Kevin Martin. The lyrics were changed at the last minute and 'Andy" was replaced with "maybe'. Listening back and mentally replacing 'maybe' with 'Andy' makes the song much more personal and emotional.
My best friend and husband showed me what love was really like but lost him after 12 yrs at least I have memories! 👼🙏💘 thanks candelbox love from Rhode island! 👼🙏💘💋
This song reminds me of how some people are , they will stand there and watch you crumble , they are people that don't care about other human beings . They only care about themselves , and claim to believe in GOD , but don't have love for other unfortunate people that are in the proccess of losing their lives ! they say he diserves what he has come to him. Cold blooded people who even think they believe in GOD !!! These people don't even know what our Lord GOD is about ! But like they say what go's around comes around . There will be judgement day and it for them will be the most cold blooded day of their entire lives !
A true friend would have done anything and everything to make sure there friend got whatever they and away from them cold-blooded ppl you are blessed it sounds like !! prayers to you
Thinking bout my best friend i ever had rn..... He was fighting his demons, but was the nicest, coolest best dude i ever met. So many crazy memories. He was murdered in 2016 but it was ruled suicide. Hard to prove it when we have no evidence, but his real friends know what happened. The hardest part is not having my best friend no more tho. Rip Scott, think about you every time i look at the night sky
To all the war veterans out there who was left far behind, I hope that President Trump could ever give you more than you deserve. To all the homeless and jobless and most especially for the ones who are forgotten who did a big part for their country.
Yes. I _-feel like-_ , I know, that's veterans dont get the respect and the recognition they should. A lot of veterans go homeless after coming out, in fact a new veteran goes homeless about every minute. And they just dont understand why all of what they've done for this country, goes to complete waist. I wish people would take more time to stop and think, and figure maybe these guys, who risked everything, so they don't have to, maybe they deserve a little more recognition then you do. (I'm not say you, as in you, I mean in general).
@@curtismartin9054 Wars are unnecessary overall, but that doesn't mean we don't need soldiers to fight them if a war were to ever happen. We need to always be prepared for the worst.
my oldest brother passed away 3 days ago, he was 14 years older and had a difficult life. This song has always been a perfect match to our brother/sister relationship..and hits harder now, though i'm so grateful for it to exist. May his soul finally find peace. Strength and love to all who need it ❤
This song. After so many years, still brings me to tears every damn time. My brother died of a heroin overdose on 5/1/17. This song always makes me think of him, and what a beautiful soul he was.
I lost my uncle due to ptsd he would drink everyday, I miss him everyday we would talk 1-2 hours a day he was a Iraq veteran I miss you everyday brother RIP CPL Gutierrez June 1982-Oct 31 2024.
as you get older, you start to understand these songs a lot better. I had a nightmare childhood, sexually abused, beat, left for weeks at a time with no food or clean clothes. It brings tears to my eyes knowing people could do that to a child. Tried suicide a few times, addctwd to drugs. It took my 2nd ex wife a lot to make me a man, eventually i became the man i am today, and she left me and the kids. Hold on tight and saddle up, because life is like riding a bucking bull, real cowboy shit
I read the epilogue of Attack on Titan shortly after it was released and I was really broken up by it. That same night, I went to work and heard this on the radio while I was working. It shook me to my core and really made me stop and feel everything that had happened. This is a beautiful song that I can never separate from what I felt that night.
This song makes me think of my ex-husband. He got hooked on meth after a tooth abscess and desperation. I divorced him once I found out because I had to protect my kids but I kept in touch and did what I could to help him. He got clean for 14 months, fell off the wagon, and lost his battle 8 months later. He left behind 3 young daughters who are now young adults whom I still have contact with. I have no doubt that he loved me and my children and I still love him and wish I could've done more to help him.
I'm sure you did the best you could at the time. We all look back at things we could have done and wish we'd done more, then maybe things would have been different. Some things you can't change and that's something we have to accept and live with.
I miss you Georgette. If you ever see this you you taught me what love is. The most beautifully complicated intricate thing anyone could ever experience. I will forever love you georgette in this life and the next. ❤
This song is about how the lead singer watched his friend succumb and eventually die of heroin addiction. It is a sad story. The guy who died was Andy from Mother Love Bone.
This song so reminds me of my ever soooo horrifically severely abusive narcissistic boyfriend!! Then come September 5, 2020 my 26 year young daughter overdosed on fentanyl 😢😢😢😢 Needles to say Everything and everyone is small potatoes when compared to losing a child 😢😢
Boston Cambridege Somerville Ma were some crazy cities back in the day our stomping grounds. Tons of alcohol some drug use early on coke weekends with plenty of booze. I was just that one that couldn't turn that spigot off and went further down that rabbitt hole. Well have to say I lost all my friends to my addiction they simply had enough with all the wreckage of my past. Been on the straight and narrow since 2011 and it has been a painful process dealing with life and all the bad shit i did and to hear it feel it very tough. I have been forgiven by some and then some its obvious i haven't. I do not talk to none of my old friends not one. Their choice not mine. I tried reaching out countless times and I know I'm being lied to my face when i'm told there is no problem even tho we haven' t talked or gone out in 20yrs. So im tired of ripping that band aid off. This song is spot on on how i feel. I have a good relatiosnship with my daughter wish it were closer maybe more time needed. I have a beautiful woman in my life of 8yrs now and she is all i need and want in a relatiosnship. I was that fun crazy guy but let that be someone else never again. They love you when your flying high!
@@randymurphy5505 I hope you're still with us, don't let those demons eat you alive, let them go! Life moves forward and God knows you're feeling it. It's your consequence to live with that daily but as long as you understand and know mistakes happen, we all make them.
Sorry I wasn't there for you bro I was so fucked up with all I was dealing with the loss of my son love you one day we will all be together a gen till then rest in peace
Lost my best friend in 16. Could t imagine losing my son, and it's still hard to accept losing my best friend. Thinking of you brother. Wish I could say the lights get brighter, but I don't know.
I've been playing this song for the last two months now. I play it so much each day over and over as a reminder over the span of the last seven months. So I ask, How can I lose what I never had? Was I ever yours? Was it ever right to call you mine? Was it wrong of me that I addressed you as my girlfriend to my friends? It felt right. At least it did so in the beginning. This is the first song I listen to when I wake up, and it's the last song before I go to bed. Sometimes I wake up and I realize I didn't even make it to my bedroom. I'd fall asleep right here in front of my computer sitting in my rocking chair as I rocked myself to sleep as a parent would rocking a baby to sleep as you always on my mind. I stopped going out on the weekends for a while now and this would happen during the day too. I now know why you hold on your mistakes like you do. It's because you know there's nothing you can do to change what you did and that you'll have to live with it for the rest of your life. I know I'll never get that chance. I know your not the type to come back either. Why did it have to turn out this way between us? I miss you so god damn much. I'm already wishing for a miracle to happen and now I'm asking for two? Selfish of me right?
I know exactly how you feel. It’s been over 7 years and I would still give anything to have her back by my side again. But that’s never going to happen…I am just shell of a man walking around empty and confused. People say time heals all wounds…some are just deeper than others. It must be a Cameron thing, as that’s my name as well. 👍🏼 Keep head strong and hopefully things will change. 👍🏼
@@ethalthefrog I hate myself for missing someone. I have a problem not letting go when they clearly moved on. I feel like I'm missing out when I could be looking for someone who's right for me. I deserve someone who puts in the same effort as I do them. Someone who knows what they have and dont want to lose. I just care to much. I still care about her feelings that if I went out and found someone that she would feel hurt by it even though I know shes done just that to me. It hurts to know that I didn't matter. I know she cared, but it wasn't enough to convince me any of it was real. I shouldn't miss her. I know what I saw and how she made me feel. I shouldn't let her convince me of the things that she denies or tells herself it wasn't true. She was the one rejecting me in every way. I should of never gave her a chance when I knew she wasnt happy because it could cost me my happiness and it did. She didnt care about what I put into it and what I lost. It could have been every different.
I too also have that issue/problem of not being able to let go…even when they have moved on and gotten married to someone else. Don’t know if you’ve seen this video or know the song by Counting Crows? ua-cam.com/video/y5TL5LKb1K4/v-deo.htmlsi=XigYdZjiB246CKWL But this also sings true to me…as all I need is a phone call to tell me where I went wrong. 😔😬😢
I know how your feeling. I was Blessed with Father's and they both left way to to soon, n my mom passed away when I was 32...Sucks bad hold onto the people that truly love you and cherish them daily..Cuz we never know when we'll be gone...Much Love To You n your family..
I wanted my parents to find me dead to this song but I was unsuccessful thank goodness. I have gone through hard times but I stood on my feet and pushed through. I always listen to this song and think of what could have been. I have 2 beautiful babies that I will never make feel like I felt when this song was new. Cheers to a beautiful long life moving forward
This song remind me my. Mother she are in the sky with the star love mom and i know you was like this song.... When you put play first time i was a child 5 years old... From Panamá Colón
I completely missed this song when it came out. I wasnt much into grunge then. I was newly married and starting a new life. Now I wish I knew this song then.
I'm at this point my pain and suffering has gone on for decades when does it stop? You can't share the pain you carry and people say "it will be okay"? When?
@@EduardMicu~that's the truth! You live with the pain and regret for so long that it's normal, and then suddenly, out of nowhere, you wake up to realize that something has changed. You don't remember when you started feeling numb, but that's strangely gone now, and underneath the layers of pain, you feel an undercurrent of..... of what..... wait, it's..... it's a glimmer of hope! You're still alive after all!!!
R.I.P "Steve Strange" @ Stranges Camp & Marina /Huffman, Texas - heard this song & remember you so vividly signing out loud! You loved this song! ♥️ & I loved you Stephen Wayne Anderson 😢 I still miss you too! 💔 (Steve Strange)
I heard this song at my college gym. I didn't know the name, but had to find out. Ask my friend if he could help me figure it out. My description... "they keep saying maybe". Got it after about 5 minutes of me continuing to just say... "They say maybe!!!"
@@cynthiaserva7296 you now know that he was considered by many as the founder of Grunge... Candlebox "Far Behind", Chris Cornell "Say Hello 2 Heaven" and Alice in Chains "Would?" all wrote songs about him... I'm sure there are probably others...
It’s Your birthday Christian. RIP though I think totally different than these current beliefs. Still questioning those hands ii seen in a mustang that looked like Alonzo driving. I said Shannon look it looks like Christian hands that were hanging in the breeze and as soon as I said that he held up his hands though to look at them. And Shannon see it too. Going to Charlotte North Carolina possibly. . It’s moments like that that really keep me going. I miss you terribly
I get there a LOT. It’s NOBODY’S fault. It just happens and when you’re in that spot, for me, people wanting to love on me then hurts even more. Speaking from a place your friend was, don’t EVER get down on yourself wondering why he didn’t call or you didn’t see it then. I KNOW I do not want it when I’m there. I’m just glad I’ve never gotten as far as he did. I just know that I understand where he was and HE had to make a decision for HIM. Family and friends will NEVER understand that, I get it. But it’s kinda like that person you love that is with someone else and they ask you to just be happy for them that they’re happy. Just remember that in that state that’s what they’re asking you to do. Just accept their decision as their decision. That’s what I’ve asked people to do for me. You’ll never understand otherwise so just look at it as HE did what HE felt was best for HIM at that moment. Doesn’t mean you love or loved him any less. You just look at him and know he was in a far greater pain than anyone could ever imagine and HE made a decision. Maybe I’m wrong. It’s hard to describe what is not understandable. One of those things you can’t understand unless you’re there yourself. Mourn him, remember him, and know he’s no longer in that pain. Mental illness is an illness just like any other. Sorry if I brought anyone further down than the original comment. Just trying to make sense of it, if that’s possible.
I miss you so much.. Christmas 25 years ago.. Meeting each other on a whim💕💙My best friend.. My husband… Some people that are higher up feel like they have the right to play w people’s lives.. Please be honest and fair.. Bc of lies, dishonesty , etc.. I’m living w/ out my husband/friend.. And my kids their dad.. Yes, everyone has a choice, but life is a domino effect.. Be kind to each other💕💙 Love & miss you always❤️🩹💔😓
R.I.P Dad... This song hits hard cause i didnt know you were suffering when others did.... I'm sorry i wasn't there when you needed me... i miss and love you so much!!!!
He probably didn’t want you to know how bad he was. He probably wanted to shield you so you didn’t feel the pain. If you are writing this then you loved him and he knew. As a dad that shows how much he cared for you. I know it sounds odd but he most likely knew how much you loved him. Great song and rip to your father!
@djwalker6608 thank you, I appreciate that.... Some days are harder than others.... He's been gone for almost 9 yrs and there are times it still feels like he passed not long ago at all.... The pain never goes away nor does it fade or lessen... It remains there in your heart only to have it steal your breath when a memory of the good times crosses your mind.... It hurts when a loved one leaves way before their time....
@@jessicasnustad2162yep it never gets easier. My girl lost her mom last month and said “idk how u did it w ur dad. Does it get easier?” I said it never gets easier and anybody who says it does is lying or heartless. Anyway I hope all u think about is the good times. Ur dad knows how u felt trust me. He didn’t want u to feel pain. Have a good day
@@djwalker6608 thank you... my condolences to your girl.... give her big bear hugs cause she's going to need a lot.... Sorry to hear about your Dad too... Stay strong.... Have a good night....
Lost my daughter to complication of heroine abuse, I've been broken ever since between pain and guilt she left me far behind. My bsbydoll is with the angels. I wasn't the best father wrestling with alcoholism and rug abuse of my own . But music was pur thing the whole family played instruments. The hurt is always there0 but so are the fond memories. RIP Wiyaka ein Braveheart 6/1195-6/30/22
I'm sorry for your loss. Just wanted to make sure the dates are correct 6/1/1995-6/30/22? My brother is 6/1/1994
She is with Jesus in paradise. You will see her again ❤️
@@MrFunnyManChris I'm sorry 6/11/95
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What kind of question is that
May 8th 2001 I found my best friend hanging in his garage. We had been fighting for a few months over something to do with some chick. Worst part is it don't even remember her name. I was 20. This song makes me think about him. I also can't help but think why didn't we squash it. Maybe he could've talked to me. 23 years later and I'm still haunted by some of my decisions near the end if his life. Don't ever let the dumb things of your youth get in the way of real friendship.
I’m so sorry for your loss Paul. I can feel your pain through your post. My heart goes out to you I’m so sorry. 😢
Let the past be the past . Today is today ❤
Prayers for you and his family. May GOD help
@@paulmatthews2415 finding your friend is a trauma that is filled with grief and loss forever!! Don't get caught up with the: would have, could have, should have, cycle they had hurt the were unable to burden you with, I have that on hospital record, often I've read: suicidal ideology. Best wishes and prayers
Condolences mate. That’s why love means everything. . Sad to hear this though for real. Hope you put it behind you (in the best way I mean this) and don’t beat yourself by this. It no longer serves you. Learn, love, move on. As hard as it may be. Be blessed.
My husband and I use to listen to this song he took his own life in Oct of 2021 hits on a whole new level now
My condolences to you and your family. Things like that are never easy. I've had family/friends go down that path. Stay strong and take it 1 day at a time.
I'm so sorry Honey. My husband played this all the time a few months before he left he.. devastation still 26 yrs gone.
The only one that really understood me. Miss him soo much .. Pain. Doesn't go away. God bless us . God bless them. 🙏🏼💔😭
I'm sorry for your pain he would not want you to stay in that for He has met God and God searches our hearts and knows the pain and suffering that Satan puts upon us and for some it becomes to feel like to much to handle, it's a very dark place in that suicidal ideology and feels there is just no way out..and God knows it really feels just to hard to try to find a way out of it, I know this because I have been suicidal in my life and believe me it's like Satan really is talking telling us we aren't good enough, can't do anything right, and on and on...truly the only music to play is Christian spirit filled music for Satan cannot stand under the name of Jesus. And that is how I found my way out. When researching the frequency some music is using it's not good. Really listen to the words of music now that I open this part of the conversation to you I've listened to Rick all my life and when I what I call woke up from this deep fog it felt like and listened to the words ..I was like ohh my gosh what have I been singing to ??
You will hear some referring about little LITTLE GIRLS SOME SING ABOUT HELLS BELLS HOW BOUT WELCOME TO THE JJUNGLE he wants to watch you bleed and more..its not good really listen.
I changed to Christian life filling encouraging get up put your head up and sing unto the Lord. He is there with Him. Love you sister.
Sorry to hear that😢 yhis song is just great i know it hits you so hard like a mack truck! Keep holing up hes okay but warth wasnt for him nomore.. i know you wish he coulda talked to you and ket you what was on his mind..
@@jenniferbarefield9728 my condolences
Just lost one of my best friends to suicide while he was high. He had a lot of inner demons that we didn’t understand until he took his own life with a pistol. I guess those inner demons finally took control while he was under the influence and down and out… I went to his funeral today. This song played on the radio on the way and I bawled my eyes out. All I could think was “Why didn’t you call me Zech? You know I would’ve been there for you.”… So if there’s a lesson to be learned from all this, it’s don’t ever underestimate someone’s personal struggles and assume everything is okay. This song will forever remind me of him. RIP Zech 💔, I hope you finally found that inner peace you were looking for.
I'm so sorry for your loss, may he find eternal peace.
Never let go to the ones who keep reaching out to you. Everyone is struggling with something somewhere and none could be the wiser.
So sorry and very sad my dad did the same thing but was on no drugs or alcohol! He was suffering! Bless you and may you find peace one day
Awe 🥺 .. Reading this made me tear up. May he RIP.
I'm so sorry for your loss ugh it's heartbreaking for what it's worth I'm praying 😭🙏💚🙏💚 such a cruel world we live in
Lost my mom and this song just hits different
Man this song still brings a tear to eye after all of these years.
Jesus brought me back to life from street fentanyl. I’m grateful and and healthy with the exception of having to learn to walk again. This song is tribute to past that is finally gone. It’s truly like being reborn. I’ll be 44 in 13 days and can’t believe I don’t need a hit. People even offered it and I said no without hesitation
2025 46 years old I i think I was 15 or something first time, thank goodness for lyrics in the CDs we bought
Candlebox is the best omg this song speaks 2 my soul
I broke down after seeing this lyrics video yesterday during memorial day. I was thinking how this song reminds me of my brother. He served in the Marines. Sadly back in October he took his own life. I saw it as this was him trying to speak to me. Then tonight I find out that my grandfather passes away. I'm mixed with so much emotions. I wanted to tell my grandfather the great news about my career taking off. I didn't get to.
He sees and knows u r doing good in your career
This song was an awakening to me. I had realized that i had lost myself. Years and years of working long shifts, a failing marriage and son who couldn't talk to me. I was a stranger in my own home. I was lost and scared.
That's painful man you were just trying to do the right thing
How u doing now
This song reminds me of a simpler time but looking back makes me sad because it’s only a memory I will never be in that moment again but I keep it with me to cherish I can remember a car ride with my parents happy just me and them staring out the window watching the trees go by not a care in the world felt so safe and loved I can remember this moment and it hurts to see where I’m at now in life now I hope heaven is that moment I miss you mom and sad
This goes out to my Sister and brother I lost so damn early in my life God bless you both til will meet up again..
How are you doing
❤
hi kelly, i know exactly how you feel i just lost my Father last month it's hard for me and i have loved this song ever since it came out when i was a teenager i would listn to this and just break dwn in tears i suffer from severe anxiety just thnk about all the good times you had w/each of them be positive and just so you know they are both looking over you i don't know you but i will say a wellness prayer for you, stay safe, plse wear masks, and as always god bless from New Jersey..
David Haurey here . May God bless u & ur entire F a m i l y .
This goes out to my mom ,mom dad,son & my good friend
Father in heaven, Hallowed be your name, thanks for all you do for me and others thru me. If anything can be done for this one within your will of mercy and forgiveness. I offer as well as you know if you allow it within the rules that make sense and discussed. In Christ Name Amen 🙏
I've forgotten this song 🥺 shame on me... It's a beautiful song .. one of so many .. but it's on my playlist now .. won't forget it anymore ❤️
This song is about Andy Wood and his heroin overdose. It's sung from the perspective of Andy's friend, lyricist/singer Kevin Martin. The lyrics were changed at the last minute and 'Andy" was replaced with "maybe'. Listening back and mentally replacing 'maybe' with 'Andy' makes the song much more personal and emotional.
People come and go but the memories always remain. Sometimes I wish I could give those up too…..😢
Me 2🙏💚🙏
My best friend and husband showed me what love was really like but lost him after 12 yrs at least I have memories! 👼🙏💘 thanks candelbox love from Rhode island! 👼🙏💘💋
This song reminds me of how some people are , they will stand there and watch you crumble , they are people that don't care about other human beings . They only care about themselves , and claim to believe in GOD , but don't have love for other unfortunate people that are in the proccess of losing their lives ! they say he diserves what he has come to him. Cold blooded people who even think they believe in GOD !!! These people don't even know what our Lord GOD is about ! But like they say what go's around comes around . There will be judgement day and it for them will be the most cold blooded day of their entire lives !
A true friend would have done anything and everything to make sure there friend got whatever they and away from them cold-blooded ppl you are blessed it sounds like !! prayers to you
Thinking bout my best friend i ever had rn..... He was fighting his demons, but was the nicest, coolest best dude i ever met. So many crazy memories. He was murdered in 2016 but it was ruled suicide. Hard to prove it when we have no evidence, but his real friends know what happened. The hardest part is not having my best friend no more tho. Rip Scott, think about you every time i look at the night sky
I wish I could write music like that.
To all the war veterans out there who was left far behind, I hope that President Trump could ever give you more than you deserve. To all the homeless and jobless and most especially for the ones who are forgotten who did a big part for their country.
Yes. I _-feel like-_ , I know, that's veterans dont get the respect and the recognition they should. A lot of veterans go homeless after coming out, in fact a new veteran goes homeless about every minute. And they just dont understand why all of what they've done for this country, goes to complete waist. I wish people would take more time to stop and think, and figure maybe these guys, who risked everything, so they don't have to, maybe they deserve a little more recognition then you do. (I'm not say you, as in you, I mean in general).
Waste**
Why? Going to war is pointless. Killing people, to line the pockets of the elite rich?
You have heard of the Military Industrial Complex right?
@@curtismartin9054 you’re wrong.
@@curtismartin9054 Wars are unnecessary overall, but that doesn't mean we don't need soldiers to fight them if a war were to ever happen. We need to always be prepared for the worst.
What a beautiful somber song. Always one if my favorites ...
Makes me cry for my brother...beautiful & brilliant..and committed suicide...I'd give anything to feel his huge hug just one more time
Hes at peace now. Youll see him again one day and get that hug.
my oldest brother passed away 3 days ago, he was 14 years older and had a difficult life.
This song has always been a perfect match to our brother/sister relationship..and hits harder now, though i'm so grateful for it to exist.
May his soul finally find peace.
Strength and love to all who need it ❤
sorry for your loss🤍
This song. After so many years, still brings me to tears every damn time. My brother died of a heroin overdose on 5/1/17. This song always makes me think of him, and what a beautiful soul he was.
Just shows how close you were. You were lucky to have such a tight relationship. Cherish those memories
Dad Rest In Paradise, every day is tough.. I know your resting well Dad, I'll keep your Vette going Dad.. Love You Pop's 🕊🙏
I lost my uncle due to ptsd he would drink everyday, I miss him everyday we would talk 1-2 hours a day he was a Iraq veteran I miss you everyday brother RIP CPL Gutierrez June 1982-Oct 31 2024.
Miss those days. Miss you Joe K.
as you get older, you start to understand these songs a lot better. I had a nightmare childhood, sexually abused, beat, left for weeks at a time with no food or clean clothes. It brings tears to my eyes knowing people could do that to a child. Tried suicide a few times, addctwd to drugs. It took my 2nd ex wife a lot to make me a man, eventually i became the man i am today, and she left me and the kids.
Hold on tight and saddle up, because life is like riding a bucking bull, real cowboy shit
I miss you my dear friend TRC 💚 This is your song
Have always LOVED this song but it definitely hits different when
someone u really love leaves u far behind 😢
I read the epilogue of Attack on Titan shortly after it was released and I was really broken up by it. That same night, I went to work and heard this on the radio while I was working. It shook me to my core and really made me stop and feel everything that had happened. This is a beautiful song that I can never separate from what I felt that night.
Lost my husband to cancer after 3 years of marriage. I still miss him.
58 years old and this song is Every bit THE Song it was when I First heard it. Only it cuts Way deeper now.
This song makes me think of my ex-husband. He got hooked on meth after a tooth abscess and desperation. I divorced him once I found out because I had to protect my kids but I kept in touch and did what I could to help him. He got clean for 14 months, fell off the wagon, and lost his battle 8 months later. He left behind 3 young daughters who are now young adults whom I still have contact with. I have no doubt that he loved me and my children and I still love him and wish I could've done more to help him.
I'm sure you did the best you could at the time. We all look back at things we could have done and wish we'd done more, then maybe things would have been different. Some things you can't change and that's something we have to accept and live with.
Good song. May it touch lives.
I miss you Georgette. If you ever see this you you taught me what love is. The most beautifully complicated intricate thing anyone could ever experience. I will forever love you georgette in this life and the next. ❤
Thank you for this song. 💜
Candlebox has some of the coolest balad type songs. Nice going bro! Well done.
I miss you Elwood❤❤❤ you will live forever in hearts and thoughts.
See you on the otherside.
Drinking as i listen to this song is bliss 💯
I wish my dad would come walking thru the door
This for the longest time was my go to when I needed to feel something. I guess sadness is better than emptiness
I love this music....
MAN.......This song makes me think of Jesus Christ and I don't know why. I actually listen and have seen and I dedicate this song to Jesus.
This song is about how the lead singer watched his friend succumb and eventually die of heroin addiction. It is a sad story. The guy who died was Andy from Mother Love Bone.
Somente pessoas de alto bom gosto, gostam dessa música !!! 😁😁😁👉💥
This song so reminds me of my ever soooo horrifically severely abusive narcissistic boyfriend!! Then come September 5, 2020 my 26 year young daughter overdosed on fentanyl 😢😢😢😢 Needles to say Everything and everyone is small potatoes when compared to losing a child 😢😢
Beautiful tune
It never goes away
I ate beans, mashed potatoes, and cornbread last Sunday and it was pretty good.
My Beloved Son May He rest in Peace
Boston Cambridege Somerville Ma were some crazy cities back in the day our stomping grounds. Tons of alcohol some drug use early on coke weekends with plenty of booze. I was just that one that couldn't turn that spigot off and went further down that rabbitt hole. Well have to say I lost all my friends to my addiction they simply had enough with all the wreckage of my past. Been on the straight and narrow since 2011 and it has been a painful process dealing with life and all the bad shit i did and to hear it feel it very tough. I have been forgiven by some and then some its obvious i haven't. I do not talk to none of my old friends not one. Their choice not mine. I tried reaching out countless times and I know I'm being lied to my face when i'm told there is no problem even tho we haven' t talked or gone out in 20yrs. So im tired of ripping that band aid off. This song is spot on on how i feel. I have a good relatiosnship with my daughter wish it were closer maybe more time needed. I have a beautiful woman in my life of 8yrs now and she is all i need and want in a relatiosnship. I was that fun crazy guy but let that be someone else never again. They love you when your flying high!
that cold day when u lost control💋
12 yes old started drinking 26 yes old killed my best friend car wreck 12 yes opiates back on liquor lm done
@@randymurphy5505 I hope you're still with us, don't let those demons eat you alive, let them go! Life moves forward and God knows you're feeling it. It's your consequence to live with that daily but as long as you understand and know mistakes happen, we all make them.
R.I.P. ❤️S.F.
I miss you!
Sorry I wasn't there for you bro I was so fucked up with all I was dealing with the loss of my son love you one day we will all be together a gen till then rest in peace
Hope u found some peace mate. Stay strong mate
Lost my best friend in 16. Could t imagine losing my son, and it's still hard to accept losing my best friend. Thinking of you brother. Wish I could say the lights get brighter, but I don't know.
I've been playing this song for the last two months now. I play it so much each day over and over as a reminder over the span of the last seven months. So I ask, How can I lose what I never had? Was I ever yours? Was it ever right to call you mine? Was it wrong of me that I addressed you as my girlfriend to my friends? It felt right. At least it did so in the beginning.
This is the first song I listen to when I wake up, and it's the last song before I go to bed. Sometimes I wake up and I realize I didn't even make it to my bedroom. I'd fall asleep right here in front of my computer sitting in my rocking chair as I rocked myself to sleep as a parent would rocking a baby to sleep as you always on my mind. I stopped going out on the weekends for a while now and this would happen during the day too. I now know why you hold on your mistakes like you do. It's because you know there's nothing you can do to change what you did and that you'll have to live with it for the rest of your life. I know I'll never get that chance. I know your not the type to come back either. Why did it have to turn out this way between us? I miss you so god damn much. I'm already wishing for a miracle to happen and now I'm asking for two? Selfish of me right?
I know exactly how you feel.
It’s been over 7 years and I would still give anything to have her back by my side again. But that’s never going to happen…I am just shell of a man walking around empty and confused. People say time heals all wounds…some are just deeper than others.
It must be a Cameron thing, as that’s my name as well. 👍🏼
Keep head strong and hopefully things will change. 👍🏼
@@ethalthefrog I hate myself for missing someone. I have a problem not letting go when they clearly moved on. I feel like I'm missing out when I could be looking for someone who's right for me. I deserve someone who puts in the same effort as I do them. Someone who knows what they have and dont want to lose. I just care to much. I still care about her feelings that if I went out and found someone that she would feel hurt by it even though I know shes done just that to me. It hurts to know that I didn't matter. I know she cared, but it wasn't enough to convince me any of it was real. I shouldn't miss her. I know what I saw and how she made me feel. I shouldn't let her convince me of the things that she denies or tells herself it wasn't true. She was the one rejecting me in every way. I should of never gave her a chance when I knew she wasnt happy because it could cost me my happiness and it did. She didnt care about what I put into it and what I lost. It could have been every different.
I too also have that issue/problem of not being able to let go…even when they have moved on and gotten married to someone else.
Don’t know if you’ve seen this video or know the song by Counting Crows?
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But this also sings true to me…as all I need is a phone call to tell me where I went wrong. 😔😬😢
Great song!
Professor , by no means is this directed towards you. I adore you. Just fabulous music I can share
I LUV YOU DADDY, COME BACK, THE PAIN IS SO STRONG
I know how your feeling. I was Blessed with Father's and they both left way to to soon, n my mom passed away when I was 32...Sucks bad hold onto the people that truly love you and cherish them daily..Cuz we never know when we'll be gone...Much Love To You n your family..
I’m sorry brother! I know you posted this years ago but I also know that this pain never goes away.
Thanks everybody! It's very important to me, it's means a Lot !!!!!
I feel that pain every day…. My dad was my family.
Same here. God Bless.
This song just hits all the time 2024 miss you PATTI
I wanted my parents to find me dead to this song but I was unsuccessful thank goodness. I have gone through hard times but I stood on my feet and pushed through. I always listen to this song and think of what could have been. I have 2 beautiful babies that I will never make feel like I felt when this song was new. Cheers to a beautiful long life moving forward
Im learning this song on guitar so i can play it for my mom
God bless you 🙏 treat others the way you want to be treated 🙏 ❤ family or strangers ... God speed 🙏
This song remind me my. Mother she are in the sky with the star love mom and i know you was like this song.... When you put play first time i was a child 5 years old... From Panamá Colón
I completely missed this song when it came out. I wasnt much into grunge then. I was newly married and starting a new life. Now I wish I knew this song then.
Happy birthday!!! Future is your in your heart
My fav song
I'm at this point my pain and suffering has gone on for decades when does it stop? You can't share the pain you carry and people say "it will be okay"? When?
Bless you.
You just get used to it and when you feel ready you look for a new purpose.
@@EduardMicu~that's the truth! You live with the pain and regret for so long that it's normal, and then suddenly, out of nowhere, you wake up to realize that something has changed. You don't remember when you started feeling numb, but that's strangely gone now, and underneath the layers of pain, you feel an undercurrent of..... of what..... wait, it's..... it's a glimmer of hope! You're still alive after all!!!
I love this song!
R.I.P
"Steve Strange"
@ Stranges Camp &
Marina /Huffman, Texas - heard this song & remember you so vividly signing out loud! You loved this song!
♥️ & I loved you Stephen Wayne Anderson 😢 I still miss you too! 💔
(Steve Strange)
Love this song
My bff this was our song I miss her everyday dammit why!!?? She was going to work tired trying to support her babies and then boom GONE!! I CANT
I will be playing this song proudly at my mother's funeral rocking out she's a POS 🤘🏻👩🏻🎤
Each time l Heard some songs l find them out so Sad.
Powerful
Miss you Rickey. Sorry you didnt get the help you needed. Your now lost forever.💔
The memories....
No regrets only lessons
Rest in peace my best friend Zach. I wish I got to say goodbye.
I wish I could have said goodbye to my dear best friend before he passed
I heard this song at my college gym. I didn't know the name, but had to find out.
Ask my friend if he could help me figure it out. My description... "they keep saying maybe". Got it after about 5 minutes of me continuing to just say... "They say maybe!!!"
This song was written about Andrew Wood... One of many that were wr about him...
@@tiley996 Please tell me more who is Andrew Wood?
Just googled it up...RIP Andy.
@@cynthiaserva7296 you now know that he was considered by many as the founder of Grunge... Candlebox "Far Behind", Chris Cornell "Say Hello 2 Heaven" and Alice in Chains "Would?" all wrote songs about him... I'm sure there are probably others...
My brother in law did the exact same thing back in 2009.
This song..me and
Rhiannon.. driving.
Jammin.
Gone my .baby .
I WEEP!
To my dear old, and sometimes only friend, my ex wife of 23 years, I'm truly sorry. Best wishes on your journey in life.. .
Miss you so much my dear friend G.G. I am still in shock
It’s Your birthday Christian. RIP though I think totally different than these current beliefs. Still questioning those hands ii seen in a mustang that looked like Alonzo driving. I said Shannon look it looks like Christian hands that were hanging in the breeze and as soon as I said that he held up his hands though to look at them. And Shannon see it too. Going to Charlotte North Carolina possibly. . It’s moments like that that really keep me going. I miss you terribly
Just watched a south bound and down short. Your friends don’t want you to tell others they just want you to remember
I get there a LOT. It’s NOBODY’S fault. It just happens and when you’re in that spot, for me, people wanting to love on me then hurts even more. Speaking from a place your friend was, don’t EVER get down on yourself wondering why he didn’t call or you didn’t see it then. I KNOW I do not want it when I’m there. I’m just glad I’ve never gotten as far as he did. I just know that I understand where he was and HE had to make a decision for HIM. Family and friends will NEVER understand that, I get it. But it’s kinda like that person you love that is with someone else and they ask you to just be happy for them that they’re happy. Just remember that in that state that’s what they’re asking you to do. Just accept their decision as their decision. That’s what I’ve asked people to do for me. You’ll never understand otherwise so just look at it as HE did what HE felt was best for HIM at that moment. Doesn’t mean you love or loved him any less. You just look at him and know he was in a far greater pain than anyone could ever imagine and HE made a decision. Maybe I’m wrong. It’s hard to describe what is not understandable. One of those things you can’t understand unless you’re there yourself. Mourn him, remember him, and know he’s no longer in that pain. Mental illness is an illness just like any other. Sorry if I brought anyone further down than the original comment. Just trying to make sense of it, if that’s possible.
Would by Alice and Chains is another song about singer Andrew Wood.
Even though i never lost to much because im so different than others i feel so alone😐
This song touches deep for its meaning and it also touches me about family pain & betrayal💔.
Beautiful song that will touch millions forever
Im so sorry Roseann i wish I could have been better for you. 143 RIP
Music like this is dead. Long love this kinda music. 🫡
Mental Illness and Addiction have ruined my life! Pray for the people that are suffering
Smile 😁 we got her
Still going strong 2024 🎉
Listening from Philippines peter alob
I miss you so much.. Christmas 25 years ago.. Meeting each other on a whim💕💙My best friend.. My husband… Some people that are higher up feel like they have the right to play w people’s lives.. Please be honest and fair.. Bc of lies, dishonesty , etc.. I’m living w/ out my husband/friend.. And my kids their dad.. Yes, everyone has a choice, but life is a domino effect.. Be kind to each other💕💙 Love & miss you always❤️🩹💔😓
Well yeah because a woman with self respect doesn't beg for affection so we leave.