I just came back to this video and saw this comment I made. I’m now 451 days sober and while yes it’s been hard as heck, I did it. I chose life instead. Thank you for for the lovely and kind words.
Lexi, I really appreciate all the topics that you choose to talk about in your vids. I come from a family that has a stigma around mental illness and it’s been so hard to push myself to seek help. I’m very worried that I have borderline personality disorder that was triggered by severe abuse I suffered from as a child, not to mention my father has it. Relationships are the hardest thing to keep up with in my life and I’ve been alone with one extremely distant friend for years. I get very lonely and struggle with leaving the house. Sometimes I scare myself with my thoughts and actions and then decide that I need to seek therapy, but something always talks me out of it. Your input really does mean a lot (even if others are too ignorant to take it) and I take a lot of your advice to heart. You’ve helped reassure me and I thank you. Maybe one day in the near future I’ll muster up the courage to get the help I deserve x
I'm sorry to hear you struggle with leaving the house and getting help can be even harder. I always talked myself out of going to therapy and honestly the hardest part is making an appointment and actually going but once you find the strength to go it gets sooooo much easier to make it a routine. You don't even have to share with your family you are in therapy but honestly doing it for yourself is important. You can talk to your therapist about your borderline personality and they can give you ways to cope with it.
Be BRAVE. Make that appointment and keep it. Put on whatever is on the floor and go. Don't think about it. Just get there. There's no telling that you'll like your Dr. But, as long as you can talk about how you came to be in their CARE, there's HOPE. DONT GIVE UP..
I hate the stigma around getting help! My parents didn’t believe in trying to get me help when I was younger. My mom would say “you got yourself into this depression, you can get yourself out”. Well it’s not that easy. I believe I have struggled with mental health issues most of my life. it wasn’t until 4 years ago when I met my boyfriend that he convinced me it was ok to seek help. Best thing I’ve ever done for myself.
It's so refreshing to hear someone talk so openly and truthfully about serious topics. It's so lovely that there is such a supportive community on YT, and a lot of it is on this channel!
Always love watching your mukbangs and love your personality! Really glad I watched this one - love the insight you shared about your experiences and spreading awareness about suicidal thoughts and such which seem to be such a hush-hush topic these days, but is literally surrounding all of us. Also, I really enjoyed the cooking part in the beginning - would love to see more of that 😊
A can of beans...😂😂 literally says "No Beans" on the can haha I knew what you meant though, can of chili 😜😜☺️☺️ love you Lexi!! This looks so bomb I have to try it!! 😋😋😋😋😆😆😆
For some reason i like seeing u eat chips with cheese sauce...u manage to get good portion with ur hands and big bites....no nibling around. I sound weird i know..... xD anyways love u!! 💕💕
I think you sharing your story and making this video a place to discuss mental health is amazing. You never know, you may have just saved a life doing this.
you’re such a strong girl! i was bullied for years and years and many times i thought about/tried ending my life but i’m so glad i didn’t. thank you for keeping it real w us and allowing your platform to become a safe and relatable place to come💛
Love the new set up and you did a great job on your cooking introduction as well I also love how you speak your mind and bring up issues especially where depression and suicide are involved ❤️
Great video, Lexi....from start to finish. Really enjoyed the cooking segment too. Loved the set in your bedroom....it looked so pretty and much more comfortable for you. I thought the discussion was a welcome one and your words are powerful because they come from personal experience. You treated the subject with honesty and respect and your words are sure to resonate with people watching. The idea of creating a community of support is a worthy one.
I've been going through, and watching all your videos. Your such a real, down to earth person. Hearing you talk about your suicidal thoughts, and saying we aren't crazy for feeling that way is so comforting. It makes me feel like I'm not alone. Thank you Lexi❤
I srsly love watching you, i have been suffering from depression and social anxeity for a long time now, and it really calms be down to know that im not alone and someone out there is going through the same thing as i am and understands how hard it is at times. It sucks having depressiong and anxeity but its true, it’ll get better❤️ Love you from Iceland💕 hope you see this💕
I've attempted suicide 3 times in my life the last time being 3 years ago which I was on life support. My boyfriend saved my life & I can't thank him enough for that. I still struggle a lot with mental illness but no longer have suicidal thoughts. Near death experience made me realize that I do really want to live & seeing what I put loved ones through I would never do that again.
So happy you are still alive and have amazing support from your boyfriend. Thank you for sharing your story and keep fighting those negative thoughts ❤️.
Thank you Lexi. My boyfriend has been a life saver. That's how you know you've found someone that truly loves you; through my alcoholism, mental illness & suicide attempts he has stood by me through everything & continues to do so. I could cry just thinking about it. Hoping the best for you, stay strong.
Millions of people go through constant hard ship in their life but they battle on for the loved ones around them... life isn’t supposed to be as easy as a fairy tale story!... do you know the story about the two mice which fell into the bucket of cream?
I've never clicked so fast on a notification video let's do this everyone cx and enjoy the video send lots of love and support to lexi as her subscribers and fans and let's show her how much we love her videos and appreciate how much time and work she puts into these videos for us this is going to be a tasty video
I really enjoy being subscribed to a youtuber who doesn’t a “perfect life”. Personally, I feel that social media has only made depression and anxiety worse for people. I know it has for me.
I always search for new mukbang you tubers and always the same ones pop up, and then very randomly new ones like yourself will pop up and I’m so happy you did. I’ve watched like 5 of yours tonight alone. You make me feel relaxed and you’re very relatable and real. Also your meals are BOMB. Appreciate it!!!
This video saved me!!! You're right, living on your own is so hard and lonely.... Some days (weeks) i block everyone out because I'm stuck in a dark cycle; but there's always people willing to listen and help us out of the rut..
emily cromwell So many people want to help you just have to be willing to talk about hard subjects ❤️. It's hard opening up and baring it all up it's so freeing.
I love you so much ! You by far the best UA-camr I know ❤ I'm so glad you made a UA-cam , it feels good knowing there are people like you in the world that understand 😽💋 .
I've honestly stopped watching almost all mukbang channels but yours I love how you honestly don't give a fuck about what ppl think and you're just you! 😍😍 you honestly brighten my days
when people don't eat for long periods of time (like intermittent fasting) improves cognitive brain function and helps you think clearer. when i'm depressed i completely lose my appetite too, and I think its our bodies telling us that they need a break, our brains need to sort out the emotions for mental clarity first, food second.
I get worse when I don't eat. Blurry vision, headaches, chest pain,stomach and abdominal pains/cramps, dizziness,weak. I don't believe in fasting. I also get nauseated too and my sides will hurt.
I suffer from depression too and have had those thoughts. It’s scary because when I come out of it I’m like wow I can’t believe I actually considered that. But then, a month or 3 months or however long later, it hits again out of the blue and I’m struggling to see the light again. Thanks for sharing. It’s nice to know other people feel the same way and you’re not alone.
i love you and your mukbangs so much! to be honest i never liked a youtube that much, it's the first time i put on the notifications and every time i see it it makes my day :)
I love this set up and the green bulbs! Are they the custom color changing bulbs, or are they strictly green? Either way, they're super nice! I've seen your Insta stories and I feel ya girl. I know what you mean with the depression, it sucks and literally happens at any given moment. You're so beautiful and so soulful inside and out, Lexi. Your videos are so inspirational and I promise you that your videos are helping many people. Thank you for being you, providing your own insight and helpful tips, and for making UA-cam videos.
Thank you for talking about these types of topics. On the outside of me, people don’t see me as a depressing or desperate person but in the inside, I really am. It’s hard to deal with but you just have to live life. I honestly love being able to watch your videos because you’re relatable and fun to watch 😊 Thank you for always being yourself and not giving a damn 😂
I don't want to project but I really need to vent: I have 24/7 anxiety, fear and depression it literally never turns off unless I eat or sleep. But I also have an eating disorder that makes my anxiety far worse. I see myself as fat my metabolism is shot when i do eat it's just vegetables and one kind of berry. I really envy you that you get to enjoy life and food and maintain a pretty weight I haven't eating in 2 weeks and I'm just so depressed I'll never experience this freedom without feeling worthless. You make me feel some happiness you came through such a dark period
RandomIsMyLif3 I get exactly how you feel I honestly still deal with my demons of feeling worthless and some days I don't want to get out of bed. Try taking one step at a time and introducing more food into your diet and try talking to a therapist!
Lexi Babe I'm starving hoping that It will give me a heart attack to end it at this point. There's too much I can't fix in my life I turned 23 and it's been happening for 6 years now. My grandma has dementia and is 70 pounds my dad is abusive and controlling to me and my mom, I've lost friends, my twin developed binge eating disorder and instilled more fear in that's how my body is destined to be. I've been to therapists when I was 87 pounds and they offered no emotional help but refeeding (I wish I was there again) diagnosed with body dysmorphia, depression, anxiety and bipolar. They throw all these issues at me but don't send me advice or reprieve. I want to get my nose, face, lips and jaw redone and change my name to escape my life. I wish I could be a UA-camr or have an outlet as you do ( everyone would hate me) I filmed myself once when I was fatter and just cried and deleted it. I wish I had your metabolism so I didn't have to starve and workout all the time and actually have a life
You need to eat!! Life is beautiful and you’d see that if you live it and experience all of the fun things! What makes you happy/smile? What are things that you love?
McKenzie Weyant I went to school for art, illustration and language but my skill and mind has degraded that it depresses me whenever I do it. I tried learning 4 languages (korean, french, Italian and Japanese ) but I guess I'm stupid and can't retain much but basic grammar and characters... No focus or joy. I love fashion and makeup but my body dysmorphia and inconsistent weight gives me fear to buy clothing that will not fit properly. I hate my face I want extensive surgery so I don't have to see myself again. Any hobby I had was weight related and was punishment so going to the gym for 3 hours or walking. I couldn't afford gym memberships and supplies anymore and lost that too... Yoga and stretching is a hobby I guess. Ever since graduating high school I wanted to do UA-cam and make art and makeup videos but I'm a has been nobody now. Hopefully I'll die by the 15th of July when I stop drinking water. I'm getting the fat gene of my family I barely tried in my younger days to get to 80 pounds and I fasted in may for a whole month and I'm still fat and currently now for 2+ weeks. No one helps me or cares I just get screamed at and ignored I give up
I just found you yesterday and I love you and your videos. Your awkwardness is so relatable and it’s nice being subscribed to someone that’s actually my age
I have suicidal thoughts sometime because I’m like what’s the point but I always end up talking myself out of it because I feel like it would be kind of selfish to leave all of my family behind just because I don’t see the point
If this occurs in the summer remember it could be an reaction to pollen allergy! When I'm out and there's a lot of pollen that I breath in I get super suicidal in the evening because of the chemical reaction in the brain! Remember that you are worth so much and that you are given the obstacles you can handle in order to grow
Brianna Taylor talking to someone helps so much, you can tell them exactly what you feel. Keep telling yourself that you're a strong, beautiful person!
Brianna Taylor Please get professional help! I'm sure there are a lot of ppl who love and care about you very much. They'd be devastated!! Dying is final, there's no turning back! Please please get some help ♥️ Praying for you 🙏
Lexi I also struggle with depression on occasion, and it’s just like you hinted towards - sometimes you don’t really know the reason you are sad (and sometimes you do) and I definitely also stay on the DL when I’m going through that. Sending tons of love, your videos always bring a smile to my face 😀😀😀😀❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm so lucky I found you I didn't even think this mukbang would be discussing suicidial thoughts and depression and I've been through it but was feeling for the past week bad and listenjng to this just made me cry. Just feeling so alone and idk just listening to this made me feel a bit better and I feel like we're similar Your amazing and I aspire to be as strong as you thankyou for sharing this
What a shame it would have been if you would have gone through with it 😢 now that you do youtube people have gotten to know you and like you. I bet 1000 people or more would love to sit and eat with you, I know I would 🙋🏼♀️ you’re a one of a kind individual. Glad you are in a better place love
I like your commentary better than I would music. In fact, that is one of the things I love about your Mukbangs; THE ABSENCE OF MUSIC! YES! I HATE music in Mukbangs and I hope you NEVER USE IT!
Girl you make me laugh! Those were some of my fav songs. What a great topic, like you said, not talked about and shyed away from. You made very valid and amazing points. Adore you hun 😊
Another thing I love about your Mukbangs is you never fast-forward. I hate that! I feel cheated. I find getting to see the whole process to be much better, like you do yours.
I swear on everything you are so inspiring whether or not you think so please keep it up because I get so much out of your videos and this was probably one of the best ones yet thank you Lexi 🌸🌸🌸
I really love how you share these things with us and let us in. I understand and the depression coming in unexpected times. My mom in fact has depression and severe anxiety and some days all she does is lay in bed and others she could be just as happy as before.
Wow, that’s a story. I’m glad you feel better now. I guess talking and videos are good therapy. Thx for your videos, all positive feedback and energy from Zaragoza, Spain 😊
Ok yes to the milkshake video and I love ur chip mukbangs! completely understand ur suicidal thoughts I had them for years and never talked to anyone and now that I think about it they just went away so pls understand to anyone else it does get better it really does, I love how u can talk about what ur going through so easily that really is a sign of strength and even tho I'm older something I really look up too, ur killin it girl and love ur videos
I love your topic!! It most definitely needs to be talked about so people know they are not alone. I truly think that feeling of being “the only one” going through this makes suicide that much easier. This is my first time watching you and I already love you!! New subscriber!!
I really look forward to your mukbangs . I enjoyed hearing your take on this topic. I was wondering if you would feel comfortable talking about something you mentioned in another mukbang. You said that you always felt that you were going to die at age 30. I was wondering if you can talk more about that. Is something you still think will happen/ do you want that to happen (silly question). Sorry, you don't have to discuss this if you don't feel comfortable, I was just curious. That food looks amazing btw.
I don’t usually like mukbang but I LOVE all of your videos they are the right mix of funny, relatable, and serious. I know this video is old but I still wanted to comment
I love your mukbangs since your so open about how you go through depression. I can relate feeling sad, even when life is going relatively well. Thanks for sharing
I just found your channel a few days ago. And I love it! Your so down to earth and open. Too bad you don't live in Oregon. We could chat, eat and laugh!!!!!!! Please keep making videos....your such a blessing!!!!!!!!
food looks SO GOOD... and great video!!!! i struggle thru depression/anxiety and therapy def helped me.. but having ppl there to talk to is great too!!! glad you put that out there for your viewers!!! OMG I LOVE YOU! if you ever need to talk i'm here :]
I am a psychiatric nurse! Not eating when being manic has to do with that your whole body is on full speed and does not really feel hunger or wants to take the time to eat! On the other side some people being manic will eat a lot! Being bipolar is not the same for everybody, there is personal ways of responding to the depesssive and manic states! And for you obviesly not eating when being manic is one of your personal traits! I would recommend trying to ger fluid nutrients instead since they might be easier to consume! Also in the depressive mood some people eat a lot and some people don`t really eat anything! And the behaviour can change from episode to episode! I am happy to hear that you are feeling better! People focus on different things during their manic and depressive episodes and will shy away from others! Just like in any other situation! And yes you are right, it is important to get help and to learn your personal triggers and warningsigns so that you can try to avoid or make the episodes milder!
Out of all the Mukbank people...I like urs the best. I like ur personality n I feel like ur the most real person n not afraid to show or talk about real topics. All the others seem fake for the camera. Please continue to make videos...no matter what it's about, food or serious topics.
I need to start seeing a therapist, I know it. I just don’t know where to start and what if I don’t like the therapist what if it takes forever to find the right one IDK!!
Megan Hammond look up on google therapist in your city that specializes in depression, anxiety, or whatever you are dealing with 😊. Read their bio and see if you think they are a good fit! You will know after about two sessions if they are right for you or not but don't get discouraged!
Hey , hi I'm a semi new subscriber and I've been binge watching you . Thankyou for sharing . I watch these videos bc I've had a chronic disease and 4 years ago it took my mobility away and I've been bed and homebound the whole 4 years. I have to eat very healthy so it can help my body heal . Many times thru the 4 years I've had suicidal thoughts . But I have a daughter who I know really needs me . So I fight , and I havent stopped fighting . Ur right every person is going through their own war within themself . ❤
I was a feelings drinker for six years. More than 4 of those years, I drank to be blackout drunk. I’m currently 31 days sober now.
Christina Steele I'm so happy you decided to choose recovery 😊 31 days is such a huge accomplishment keep up the amazing work!!!
Lexi Babe thank you so much. I really appreciate that
Day by day ... do it to it!👍💕💕💫
Update?
I just came back to this video and saw this comment I made. I’m now 451 days sober and while yes it’s been hard as heck, I did it. I chose life instead. Thank you for for the lovely and kind words.
Lexi, I really appreciate all the topics that you choose to talk about in your vids. I come from a family that has a stigma around mental illness and it’s been so hard to push myself to seek help. I’m very worried that I have borderline personality disorder that was triggered by severe abuse I suffered from as a child, not to mention my father has it. Relationships are the hardest thing to keep up with in my life and I’ve been alone with one extremely distant friend for years. I get very lonely and struggle with leaving the house. Sometimes I scare myself with my thoughts and actions and then decide that I need to seek therapy, but something always talks me out of it. Your input really does mean a lot (even if others are too ignorant to take it) and I take a lot of your advice to heart. You’ve helped reassure me and I thank you. Maybe one day in the near future I’ll muster up the courage to get the help I deserve x
I'm sorry to hear you struggle with leaving the house and getting help can be even harder. I always talked myself out of going to therapy and honestly the hardest part is making an appointment and actually going but once you find the strength to go it gets sooooo much easier to make it a routine. You don't even have to share with your family you are in therapy but honestly doing it for yourself is important. You can talk to your therapist about your borderline personality and they can give you ways to cope with it.
samantha dawn my daughter has BPD and I hear what you are saying. I hope you get help because it helps. I wish you the best
Be BRAVE. Make that appointment and keep it. Put on whatever is on the floor and go. Don't think about it. Just get there. There's no telling that you'll like your Dr. But, as long as you can talk about how you came to be in their CARE, there's HOPE. DONT GIVE UP..
I hate the stigma around getting help! My parents didn’t believe in trying to get me help when I was younger. My mom would say “you got yourself into this depression, you can get yourself out”. Well it’s not that easy. I believe I have struggled with mental health issues most of my life. it wasn’t until 4 years ago when I met my boyfriend that he convinced me it was ok to seek help. Best thing I’ve ever done for myself.
I was diagnosed with bpd ,ptsd,depression,anxiety. I got lucky with counceling if need be i can do therapy by telephone.
It's so refreshing to hear someone talk so openly and truthfully about serious topics. It's so lovely that there is such a supportive community on YT, and a lot of it is on this channel!
You are so real and I just adore you.
Lol I watched her whole commercial so she could make those bucks
Aya Salim You are an angel 👼 thank you ☺️
oh my gosh me too! I was about to skip and said nope, I'm actually gonna watch the ads, she deserves it!
Definitely worth it. I will make sure I do aswell.
Always love watching your mukbangs and love your personality! Really glad I watched this one - love the insight you shared about your experiences and spreading awareness about suicidal thoughts and such which seem to be such a hush-hush topic these days, but is literally surrounding all of us. Also, I really enjoyed the cooking part in the beginning - would love to see more of that 😊
I like your mukbangs aswell😊❤
Sis literally ate like 3/4 of that without one sip of water lmao I wish to be that strong one day
Thanks sometimes drinking water make u so full then u can’t eat anymore LOL
12:37 she drank
jewel cooke hard i always get so full but i cant not drink water
she protecc she attacc but most importantly That was the one drink
‘We are all adults but we are in this together’!!! Made my day babe...Your are a fighter and just believe in yourself because i do😘
A can of beans...😂😂 literally says "No Beans" on the can haha I knew what you meant though, can of chili 😜😜☺️☺️ love you Lexi!! This looks so bomb I have to try it!! 😋😋😋😋😆😆😆
Henry Bascombe period
Then later she said watch out on a date because of the beans! LoL
Lexi: All you need is a can of beans
Can of Chili: NO BEANS
😂😂😂
Haha I caught that too. 😅
That was so cute
Pro trick : you can watch series on Flixzone. I've been using it for watching all kinds of movies lately.
@Trent Rylan definitely, I have been watching on flixzone for since december myself :)
For some reason i like seeing u eat chips with cheese sauce...u manage to get good portion with ur hands and big bites....no nibling around. I sound weird i know..... xD anyways love u!! 💕💕
Elena Balrog Not weird at all! I love watching people eat chips as well.
I love how open you are about mental health. I can relate a lot. Amazing video as always 😗
I think you sharing your story and making this video a place to discuss mental health is amazing. You never know, you may have just saved a life doing this.
TheHeavenlyMayhem I hope i can help at least one person ❤️
Exactly! Perfectly said 👐💖
you’re such a strong girl! i was bullied for years and years and many times i thought about/tried ending my life but i’m so glad i didn’t. thank you for keeping it real w us and allowing your platform to become a safe and relatable place to come💛
"I'm a saucy Bish", loll Lexi your amazing. Love this video and can't wait for the next one!
Love the new set up and you did a great job on your cooking introduction as well
I also love how you speak your mind and bring up issues especially where depression and suicide are involved ❤️
You are so sweet, no matter what!
Great video, Lexi....from start to finish. Really enjoyed the cooking segment too. Loved the set in your bedroom....it looked so pretty and much more comfortable for you. I thought the discussion was a welcome one and your words are powerful because they come from personal experience. You treated the subject with honesty and respect and your words are sure to resonate with people watching. The idea of creating a community of support is a worthy one.
I love your room decor and this set up is amazing keep it like this forever!!!
I've been going through, and watching all your videos. Your such a real, down to earth person. Hearing you talk about your suicidal thoughts, and saying we aren't crazy for feeling that way is so comforting. It makes me feel like I'm not alone. Thank you Lexi❤
Definitely prefer this set up with the cosy background!! Good job x
I srsly love watching you, i have been suffering from depression and social anxeity for a long time now, and it really calms be down to know that im not alone and someone out there is going through the same thing as i am and understands how hard it is at times. It sucks having depressiong and anxeity but its true, it’ll get better❤️ Love you from Iceland💕 hope you see this💕
I've attempted suicide 3 times in my life the last time being 3 years ago which I was on life support. My boyfriend saved my life & I can't thank him enough for that. I still struggle a lot with mental illness but no longer have suicidal thoughts. Near death experience made me realize that I do really want to live & seeing what I put loved ones through I would never do that again.
I'm also an alcoholic as well & as you said; yes it makes things much worse.
Thank you 😊
So happy you are still alive and have amazing support from your boyfriend. Thank you for sharing your story and keep fighting those negative thoughts ❤️.
Thank you Lexi. My boyfriend has been a life saver. That's how you know you've found someone that truly loves you; through my alcoholism, mental illness & suicide attempts he has stood by me through everything & continues to do so. I could cry just thinking about it. Hoping the best for you, stay strong.
Millions of people go through constant hard ship in their life but they battle on for the loved ones around them... life isn’t supposed to be as easy as a fairy tale story!... do you know the story about the two mice which fell into the bucket of cream?
I've never clicked so fast on a notification video let's do this everyone cx and enjoy the video send lots of love and support to lexi as her subscribers and fans and let's show her how much we love her videos and appreciate how much time and work she puts into these videos for us this is going to be a tasty video
I really enjoy being subscribed to a youtuber who doesn’t a “perfect life”. Personally, I feel that social media has only made depression and anxiety worse for people. I know it has for me.
Elizabeth D me too
Amen!
All those umms in the beginning Lexi 😂❤️ I enjoyed this video.
Zaaaammmm you put those Fritos away👀 lol
I always search for new mukbang you tubers and always the same ones pop up, and then very randomly new ones like yourself will pop up and I’m so happy you did. I’ve watched like 5 of yours tonight alone. You make me feel relaxed and you’re very relatable and real. Also your meals are BOMB. Appreciate it!!!
This video saved me!!! You're right, living on your own is so hard and lonely.... Some days (weeks) i block everyone out because I'm stuck in a dark cycle; but there's always people willing to listen and help us out of the rut..
emily cromwell So many people want to help you just have to be willing to talk about hard subjects ❤️. It's hard opening up and baring it all up it's so freeing.
I love you so much ! You by far the best UA-camr I know ❤ I'm so glad you made a UA-cam , it feels good knowing there are people like you in the world that understand 😽💋 .
YASSSS
You're so freaking honest i love the way you open to the viewers you're just aweasome
Psh girl I come for the messy eating. Don't stop!
I've honestly stopped watching almost all mukbang channels but yours I love how you honestly don't give a fuck about what ppl think and you're just you! 😍😍 you honestly brighten my days
Chelsea Croteau i love you 💕 i hope you are having a great week so far!
Love you too girl! Have a happy 4th!😙
when people don't eat for long periods of time (like intermittent fasting) improves cognitive brain function and helps you think clearer. when i'm depressed i completely lose my appetite too, and I think its our bodies telling us that they need a break, our brains need to sort out the emotions for mental clarity first, food second.
Mya Danielle, YES! The POWER of fasting! The brain runs better on ketones.
I get worse when I don't eat. Blurry vision, headaches, chest pain,stomach and abdominal pains/cramps, dizziness,weak. I don't believe in fasting. I also get nauseated too and my sides will hurt.
I suffer from depression too and have had those thoughts. It’s scary because when I come out of it I’m like wow I can’t believe I actually considered that. But then, a month or 3 months or however long later, it hits again out of the blue and I’m struggling to see the light again. Thanks for sharing. It’s nice to know other people feel the same way and you’re not alone.
I was searching an healthy receipe for my lunch instead of the crap i eat normally, thanks for sharing I gonna make this!
I literally just started watching you, and this is my third video and you’re amazing. You definitely melt my heart, you seem so sweet. God bless x
Guess who just had dinner and is hungry again 😍😂 also that looks so delish 😍😍😍
i love you and your mukbangs so much! to be honest i never liked a youtube that much, it's the first time i put on the notifications and every time i see it it makes my day :)
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I love this vid so much! It looks soooo good.
Best personality in this content form. Best sense of humor. Most honest and real. Keep doing you girl!
I love this set up and the green bulbs! Are they the custom color changing bulbs, or are they strictly green? Either way, they're super nice! I've seen your Insta stories and I feel ya girl. I know what you mean with the depression, it sucks and literally happens at any given moment. You're so beautiful and so soulful inside and out, Lexi. Your videos are so inspirational and I promise you that your videos are helping many people. Thank you for being you, providing your own insight and helpful tips, and for making UA-cam videos.
Christina Elise they are custom! You can change the colors 😊 i got them for super cheap on amazon!
Lexi Babe Lexi, why aren’t a interior designer? Your apt is precious you know how to decorate.
Thank you for talking about these types of topics. On the outside of me, people don’t see me as a depressing or desperate person but in the inside, I really am. It’s hard to deal with but you just have to live life. I honestly love being able to watch your videos because you’re relatable and fun to watch 😊 Thank you for always being yourself and not giving a damn 😂
I don't want to project but I really need to vent: I have 24/7 anxiety, fear and depression it literally never turns off unless I eat or sleep. But I also have an eating disorder that makes my anxiety far worse. I see myself as fat my metabolism is shot when i do eat it's just vegetables and one kind of berry. I really envy you that you get to enjoy life and food and maintain a pretty weight I haven't eating in 2 weeks and I'm just so depressed I'll never experience this freedom without feeling worthless. You make me feel some happiness you came through such a dark period
RandomIsMyLif3 I get exactly how you feel I honestly still deal with my demons of feeling worthless and some days I don't want to get out of bed. Try taking one step at a time and introducing more food into your diet and try talking to a therapist!
Lexi Babe I'm starving hoping that It will give me a heart attack to end it at this point. There's too much I can't fix in my life I turned 23 and it's been happening for 6 years now. My grandma has dementia and is 70 pounds my dad is abusive and controlling to me and my mom, I've lost friends, my twin developed binge eating disorder and instilled more fear in that's how my body is destined to be. I've been to therapists when I was 87 pounds and they offered no emotional help but refeeding (I wish I was there again) diagnosed with body dysmorphia, depression, anxiety and bipolar. They throw all these issues at me but don't send me advice or reprieve. I want to get my nose, face, lips and jaw redone and change my name to escape my life. I wish I could be a UA-camr or have an outlet as you do ( everyone would hate me) I filmed myself once when I was fatter and just cried and deleted it. I wish I had your metabolism so I didn't have to starve and workout all the time and actually have a life
RandomIsMyLif3 babe maybe you need another therapist!
You need to eat!! Life is beautiful and you’d see that if you live it and experience all of the fun things! What makes you happy/smile? What are things that you love?
McKenzie Weyant I went to school for art, illustration and language but my skill and mind has degraded that it depresses me whenever I do it. I tried learning 4 languages (korean, french, Italian and Japanese ) but I guess I'm stupid and can't retain much but basic grammar and characters... No focus or joy. I love fashion and makeup but my body dysmorphia and inconsistent weight gives me fear to buy clothing that will not fit properly. I hate my face I want extensive surgery so I don't have to see myself again. Any hobby I had was weight related and was punishment so going to the gym for 3 hours or walking. I couldn't afford gym memberships and supplies anymore and lost that too... Yoga and stretching is a hobby I guess. Ever since graduating high school I wanted to do UA-cam and make art and makeup videos but I'm a has been nobody now. Hopefully I'll die by the 15th of July when I stop drinking water. I'm getting the fat gene of my family I barely tried in my younger days to get to 80 pounds and I fasted in may for a whole month and I'm still fat and currently now for 2+ weeks. No one helps me or cares I just get screamed at and ignored I give up
I just found you yesterday and I love you and your videos. Your awkwardness is so relatable and it’s nice being subscribed to someone that’s actually my age
I have suicidal thoughts sometime because I’m like what’s the point but I always end up talking myself out of it because I feel like it would be kind of selfish to leave all of my family behind just because I don’t see the point
Brianna Taylor Please consider talking to someone! It feels so amazing getting your feelings out and hearing ways to cope with bad thoughts.
If this occurs in the summer remember it could be an reaction to pollen allergy! When I'm out and there's a lot of pollen that I breath in I get super suicidal in the evening because of the chemical reaction in the brain! Remember that you are worth so much and that you are given the obstacles you can handle in order to grow
Read the Bible. It helps.
Brianna Taylor talking to someone helps so much, you can tell them exactly what you feel. Keep telling yourself that you're a strong, beautiful person!
Brianna Taylor Please get professional help! I'm sure there are a lot of ppl who love and care about you very much. They'd be devastated!! Dying is final, there's no turning back!
Please please get some help ♥️
Praying for you 🙏
Lexi I also struggle with depression on occasion, and it’s just like you hinted towards - sometimes you don’t really know the reason you are sad (and sometimes you do) and I definitely also stay on the DL when I’m going through that.
Sending tons of love, your videos always bring a smile to my face 😀😀😀😀❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You should really make a podcast....i just love your talks
I'm so lucky I found you I didn't even think this mukbang would be discussing suicidial thoughts and depression and I've been through it but was feeling for the past week bad and listenjng to this just made me cry. Just feeling so alone and idk just listening to this made me feel a bit better and I feel like we're similar
Your amazing and I aspire to be as strong as you thankyou for sharing this
I really loved your chip bang, hope you do another one soon 🙌🏻
What a shame it would have been if you would have gone through with it 😢 now that you do youtube people have gotten to know you and like you. I bet 1000 people or more would love to sit and eat with you, I know I would 🙋🏼♀️ you’re a one of a kind individual. Glad you are in a better place love
I like your commentary better than I would music. In fact, that is one of the things I love about your Mukbangs; THE ABSENCE OF MUSIC! YES!
I HATE music in Mukbangs and I hope you NEVER USE IT!
Girl you make me laugh! Those were some of my fav songs. What a great topic, like you said, not talked about and shyed away from. You made very valid and amazing points. Adore you hun 😊
Another thing I love about your Mukbangs is you never fast-forward. I hate that! I feel cheated. I find getting to see the whole process to be much better, like you do yours.
I swear on everything you are so inspiring whether or not you think so please keep it up because I get so much out of your videos and this was probably one of the best ones yet thank you Lexi 🌸🌸🌸
Omg Lexi I just started eating the Fritos Jalapeno and I am so addicted.
Superhifan they are far superior than the regular fritos!
Superhifan Are they really spicy?
jillbeful no but they're yummy
you're honestly so entertaining and lovely and your food makes me wanna cry it looks so good 😭🙌🏻
I love this background keep it! (:
I really love how you share these things with us and let us in. I understand and the depression coming in unexpected times. My mom in fact has depression and severe anxiety and some days all she does is lay in bed and others she could be just as happy as before.
I hope you're doing okay girl, I've been sad too lately. I might go see a therapist because I need to talk to someone I think
Wow, that’s a story. I’m glad you feel better now. I guess talking and videos are good therapy. Thx for your videos, all positive feedback and energy from Zaragoza, Spain 😊
Beautiful.... your lights...your outfit....and your food matches...amazing...💚lots of love💚
Honestly so much respect for you and everything you're going through! I'm always here to talk too, love you!!
Hey girl! Where did you get that cup? I need!
Hollyweird Teens Walmart 😊!!
Thanks!
Ok yes to the milkshake video and I love ur chip mukbangs! completely understand ur suicidal thoughts I had them for years and never talked to anyone and now that I think about it they just went away so pls understand to anyone else it does get better it really does, I love how u can talk about what ur going through so easily that really is a sign of strength and even tho I'm older something I really look up too, ur killin it girl and love ur videos
That thumbnail is everything ❤
Chicken Wings Glad you enjoy it 😂
Right? That look on her face is all joy.
i legit love the way she eats, she’s the only mukbanger i watch
hey Im your new friend,just subbed I was sent by Sarah Henriquez ,Love your channel so far
You're actually really hilarious I could watch your vids like all day
“A can of beans.” Literally touches a can that says no beans.
I am watching all your videos from old to new :)
A service dog saved my life...I'm bi polar too
The amount of times I laughed during the beginning of this video is exactly why I love your channel !! Edit: you’re just an awesome person!
omg. thank you for recommending angelina spicy. me love her! and like you she's the only one i can watch end to end. MUAH.
I love your topic!! It most definitely needs to be talked about so people know they are not alone. I truly think that feeling of being “the only one” going through this makes suicide that much easier. This is my first time watching you and I already love you!!
New subscriber!!
I really look forward to your mukbangs . I enjoyed hearing your take on this topic. I was wondering if you would feel comfortable talking about something you mentioned in another mukbang. You said that you always felt that you were going to die at age 30. I was wondering if you can talk more about that. Is something you still think will happen/ do you want that to happen (silly question). Sorry, you don't have to discuss this if you don't feel comfortable, I was just curious. That food looks amazing btw.
Of course I can talk about this more :). I still feel this way and I have since a very young age.
loveee your setup girl! i really enjoy your videos and how real and open you you are! glad you finally uploaded 😊
“Can of beans” lol the can says “no beans”
I don’t usually like mukbang but I LOVE all of your videos they are the right mix of funny, relatable, and serious.
I know this video is old but I still wanted to comment
I love your setup!
Your room is aesthetically pleasing! I love it so much 😍 love your videos, girl! ❤
Watching them ads just for you and that's cuz I HATE them haha! Go girl with all them ads!!! and maybe a big spoon would have been easier lol idk.
BreannaG You are a gem 💎 thank you ❤️
I'm just binge watching you! All your recipes look so bomb and you take the best bites!
>”not professional”
Litterally you’re more sane than most American Mukbang artists
Love your personality, and your videos ...and i have to say you are the best mukbanger ive seen so far.Love from Greece❤
Omg Paul Wall.... do you remember that Paul Wall and Brooke Hogan song?!?
bijal acharya No I don't 😭 but that sounds iconic!!
bijal acharya omg I loved that song! Lol!!
Omg I remember that song!!!😆😆
@Animus let me see your whatt!
I love your mukbangs since your so open about how you go through depression. I can relate feeling sad, even when life is going relatively well. Thanks for sharing
Do you think you’ve put on weight since starting your channel?
Kayai Barrie I know i have 😊 which is what i want! It will just take some adjusting to get use to it.
BLUEVLADE 555 what kind of question is that tho?
I agree so much with what you said about drinking and depression. Ive experienced that as well.
Do a house tour please !!!!
I just found your channel a few days ago. And I love it! Your so down to earth and open. Too bad you don't live in Oregon. We could chat, eat and laugh!!!!!!! Please keep making videos....your such a blessing!!!!!!!!
You ate it sooo deliciously 😖💦
food looks SO GOOD... and great video!!!! i struggle thru depression/anxiety and therapy def helped me.. but having ppl there to talk to is great too!!! glad you put that out there for your viewers!!! OMG I LOVE YOU! if you ever need to talk i'm here :]
Why does it say no beans on the can of beans? 🤔🤷♀️😂 btw love your videos like always 🤪❤️❤️❤️❤️
TheMontrealGirl lol don't even ask me 😂 i was dumb and kept saying beans when there are in fact no beans to be seen.
The can Lexi dug up lodges meat, seasonings, and spices with NO BEANS, haha, hence the label. =]]]
I am a psychiatric nurse! Not eating when being manic has to do with that your whole body is on full speed and does not really feel hunger or wants to take the time to eat! On the other side some people being manic will eat a lot! Being bipolar is not the same for everybody, there is personal ways of responding to the depesssive and manic states! And for you obviesly not eating when being manic is one of your personal traits! I would recommend trying to ger fluid nutrients instead since they might be easier to consume! Also in the depressive mood some people eat a lot and some people don`t really eat anything! And the behaviour can change from episode to episode! I am happy to hear that you are feeling better! People focus on different things during their manic and depressive episodes and will shy away from others! Just like in any other situation! And yes you are right, it is important to get help and to learn your personal triggers and warningsigns so that you can try to avoid or make the episodes milder!
10:40 I accidentally paused 😂😂😂 the thumbnail was actually everything lol 😂😂😂
Out of all the Mukbank people...I like urs the best. I like ur personality n I feel like ur the most real person n not afraid to show or talk about real topics. All the others seem fake for the camera. Please continue to make videos...no matter what it's about, food or serious topics.
I need to start seeing a therapist, I know it. I just don’t know where to start and what if I don’t like the therapist what if it takes forever to find the right one IDK!!
Megan Hammond look up on google therapist in your city that specializes in depression, anxiety, or whatever you are dealing with 😊. Read their bio and see if you think they are a good fit! You will know after about two sessions if they are right for you or not but don't get discouraged!
Thank you, I will do that! It will be worth it I'm sure
Hey , hi I'm a semi new subscriber and I've been binge watching you . Thankyou for sharing . I watch these videos bc I've had a chronic disease and 4 years ago it took my mobility away and I've been bed and homebound the whole 4 years. I have to eat very healthy so it can help my body heal . Many times thru the 4 years I've had suicidal thoughts . But I have a daughter who I know really needs me . So I fight , and I havent stopped fighting . Ur right every person is going through their own war within themself . ❤