if you are struggling with your mental health, you are not alone. we are all on this silly little planet together and we are more alike than you might think. i hope you know how much we need you here. *10% of this songs earnings will go to mental charities*
Lyrics I know you don't love yourself Like you did when you were twelve You're missing a piece of you It hurts worse than it used to I know that you hate it when You have to make brand new friends 'Cause you'll get to wondering If they'll ever let you in You don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough I wish you knew how much I love you I wish you knew how bad I need you here I wish you knew how much I miss you I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here I know you don't like to talk About all of your dark thoughts You don't like to ask for help You carry it by yourself You think that if you're too seen The people you love might leave You feel like you bring them down You say that it's your fault how? You don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough I wish you knew how much I love you I wish you knew how bad I need you here I wish you knew how much I miss you I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here I hope you know how much I miss you I hope you know how bad it hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here
I love this song so much, cause I relate to it a lot. I struggle with mental health and I like to fight it alone cause it’s hard to ask for help when I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I’ve been fighting in the dark for years but I’m slowly asking for help and it’s really hard, and for anyone reading this, I’m proud of you! You go this, keep fighting even when the fight gets hard. :D
The first time I heard this song I broke out in tears, I was going through such a hard time in my life and things at home were not great, and my mental health was really suffering, and just hearing this made me realize that there is someone out there who needs me. Anytime I feel low or just need a reminder that I am not alone, I immediately turn this song on and just listen to it on replay. To anyone struggling with their mental health always remember that There is someone out there somewhere who is so happy you were born. Whether you realize it or not. You are loved and I wish you the best. Thank you Vaultboy for this amazing heartwarming song. ❤
This made me cry so hard, like i said before, reminding yourself that you matter and that you love yourself is important, but giving someone the gift of hearing it from someone else is the best thing anyone can ask for❤️
I received an Instagram ad with your music suggested. I am so glad I saw the ad and discovered your music. I absolutely love this song; the message is great and your voice and the music is so powerful. This song means a lot to me being someone who struggles with depression.
Vaultboy needs to be recognized way more with his beautiful songs, My boyfriend sent me this song and man did I ever cry... I thought i was alone even when I know i can talk to my man but him sending me this song and listening to the lyrics made me realize that I wasn't. Mental health is not a joke. And having someone to talk to does help, Know you are not alone. I am here for anyone that needs someone to talk too :)
LOUDER FOR THOSE IN THE BACK!! WE NEED YOU HERE!! Also, I feel that this music video actually adds quite a bit more depth to the song. It makes it feel more personal, more dark, but also more liberating in some twisted way. I've been pretty fortunate not to have as many down days as my peers, and even the love of my life struggles more than I could ever comprehend. And I feel that trying to dive headfirst into other people's problems is how I try to compensate for that. It's not exactly healthy, but it does give me a better perspective at the very least. Though it's upsetting when someone's struggling so bad and you don't know how to help.
You could pray. Nothing is more powerful than prayer. 🕊🙏we are spiritual immortal beings having a temporary experience of the physical world. Pray bc just as you could help someone inthe physical with a heavy object, you could help them inthe spiritual to carry a heavy cross. 🙏🕊we are multi-dimensional beings. 🤯 Pray, pray, pray 🙏🙏🙏
This is my song 🥺💙 This song means so much to me, more than you know. I’ve struggled with mental illness since 2018, 2019 being my absolute darkest time but I pulled through with love from myself. Thank you for writing such a beautiful & personal song. Soo many people in the world need to hear those words. I cried during the Chicago concert bc it touched my soul & I told you when I met you how beautiful the song was & I was so excited for it to come out & now it’s finally here!! Side note: My birthday appears in your video 4/18 & it’s always been symbolic to me. Sending love💕🫶🏼♥️
Who else listened to this and found tears just streaming down your face at 12:57 AM ? 🙋🏻♀️🥺😭💔 Thank you Vaultboy, this song means so much to me at this point in my life❤
ik many ppl wont rlly notice this comment, but I just wanna share whats happening with me: Its my 1st yr in college, everything was doing great, until my grandfather died from cancer which rlly hit me down, like it affected me mentally and emotionally, as of rn Im pretty sure Im not stable like I used to be. After his death and burial, my grades went low and I explained to people that I cant think straight cause of whats been happening recently. I told them that my grandpa just died recently and they told me that "its just a phase, get over yourself". Even my own parents are the same cause they think that its just something that Im being "dramatic" about. Like if Im dramatic then fine, I am. But they just dont know the feeling of coping up problems and letting it in for a while. Ive been struggling for 4 years now and I just try to suck it all up. This song can really relate to me cause Im in this situation rn, hating myself, and hating everything thats been going on in my life. Sorry if its a waste of everyones time...
for me this song says more that it already does I mean many people forgot the true meaning of happy they only see pain and regret this song to me tells me that am not alone your are not ether WE GOT THIS
I'm balling my eyes out and I'm only halfway through this song. I've struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts since 2008 when I was 11. I'm 25 now and still struggle every day. 3 suicide attempts later, multiple times overdosing on pills, years of self harm off and on, and years of therapy later, I'm still struggling every day just to not have ANOTHER breakdown crying in a corner. I never understood why my depression would show up randomly out of nowhere without cause. I thought for years I was possibly bipolar but my family would constantly say "with all the doctors you've seen since you were a kid, if you were bipolar, someone would've noticed." but nobody did. I wasn't diagnosed with bipolar 2 until earlier this year, and it all made sense immediately. Being autistic also doesn't help. I've driven away so many amazing friends I had due to me constantly being depressed and not wanting to live anymore. Losing these friends over and over again makes me feel like a failure, a pathetic waste of a human that can't do anything right. This song feels like it was written for me. I've heard lots of songs about depression/suicidal thoughts from various decades, from metal, to the 90s grunge music, etc. I almost exclusively listen to sad music, cause it gives me something to relate to, even if it only helps a little. NONE of those songs have hit me as deep as this one, none of them have made me ball my eyes out halfway through. None have felt THIS relatable. I had never heard of vault boy before I saw an ad for this song about 20 minutes ago, and even though I know he'll likely never see this comment, I just wanna say thank you for writing this amazing song. a lot of my family and friends don't understand why I'm depressed at all, they've said as much to my face, even saying I shouldn't be depressed. I never know how to explain to them what I deal with in my head on a daily basis, and this helps a lot.
Never listen to other people when they say you "shouldn't" be depressed. They aren't in your head. We're all different and affected by things differently. People can be strong in certain areas, but be deeply affected in others, where another person might be affected the opposite way. I often have told myself that I shouldn't be depressed because my traumas were "small" and don't warrant my mood. But I remind myself that we're all different, don't put myself down for how deeply something affected me when I was just a child and much of everything else trickled down from there. As I said to another poobeardrawz's comment, the inner negative self-talk/feelings don't originate from ourselves, and not REALLY us. It's from outside ourselves, we weren't born with it. For one reason or another, we LEARNED it from external sources, but then identified with it. Finding ways to accept that, and accept ourselves, and re-associate the inner thoughts with their true sources and re-learn how to think of ourselves internally is the biggest thing that we can do for ourselves. I was sent to the hospital last spring for being actively suicidal, though I didn't manage to reach a point where I actually was going to act on it, before my family intervened, was in intense group therapy for 3.5 months during the summer, still in individual therapy, and participating in self-mastery courses, and trying to do other self-healing and do my part sharing my own story as both self-help and as hope and relating with others like me. It's how we remove the stigma around i It's never too late to work on yourself. I hope that having a doctor that finally recognized the BP means that you can get some better therapy, and if appropriate Rx, to help you manage it better! And remember, while knowing the condition can help guide better therapy, the condition does NOT define you!
Just because you don’t know why it’s happening doesn’t mean you shouldn’t be depressed. People say a lot of things they don’t mean, when they don’t understand what is happening. If you truly want to know the why, ask Jesus to show you what you need to understand. And if you’ve come to understand it, ask Him to show you, how in the depth of your depression you could bring true joy to others. That is the essence of Christ. 🙏🕊 that is what the Holy Spirit wants you to discover.
I accidentally hear this song through an Instagram reel, and quickly search this on UA-cam coz it's so damn good. The lyrics just unbelievably relatable. 2 years ago I felt so unloved, unmotivated and hate the thought of being alive. But my family and friends love and kind words kept me alive till now. Having someone to remind you that you are loved and have someone to rely on is the greatest help you can get. This song serves that purpose. Thank you for this🖤
I take it as a song for my old self or even my ideal self. I just think that most if not all of us are a different person from our own kid self. I actually made a whole different person out of what I really am. And it hurts to see and realize how much we've grown into, how much hurt we've been keeping in ourselves compared to most of our lives before reaching 12. And I know it's a different story for everyone. It's a sad yet comforting song and that's what i really love from vaultboy
Hey vaultboy, thank you for sharing this song. It’s helped me get through my darkest days. Just wanted to let you know your courage and music makes a difference 🙏❤️
I love this song so much especially at 3:01 literal goosebumps it’s insane. It will always be a personal favorite that’s close to my heart. Thank you for the amazing song ❤
your songs speak to me so much, & you’re singing and lyrics are so genuine and beautiful. so grateful and feel so lucky to have found your music. thank you for sharing this with us 🖤
I went through the darkest time last year and it was hard to even wake up in the morning, everything felt overwhelming.. it was terrible. I fortunately managed to escape and am good now. I am a big fan of your music, it's my only playlist thesedays. As soon as I heard this song I felt the need to put some videos together, similar to what you did here and remind myself of that beautiful person I don't want to hurt so I can watch it again when I need to. It's a really powerful message. It's already the second video I make for your music, thank you, deeply and sincerely!❤
@@vaultboy you are awesome, talented and a beautiful soul! And you gave hope to many through your creativity and talent. I hope you remember this next time when you feel like nothing you do is good. I heard you saying this in a clip of a live show yesterday, best of everything to you!❤ thank you for your reply, it brought a big smile on my face
At first I thought about my ex cause they were suicidal then when I thought back about myself and how I really miss myself, the old me before the self hate. It really made me cry. Thank you for making this song. I really do miss the old me and how I wish I can just hug little me and say "I really love you"
this feeling doesn't only go for losing someone. someone dying and someone leaving your life by their decision. It doesn't hurt the exact same. but it's still dreadful grief and it tears you down. I miss so many people. those who have died and those who are still with us but just became strangers again. it hurts. It is the worst pain I've ever felt. because it doesn't stop. it comes every day. at least when you break an arm it heals and stops hurting. but that loss. That loss never stops hurting. It will never leave.
My best friend ended our friendship a few days ago and it has affected me so much. She was my only friend and knew everything about me and she was the only person to tell me how much she loved and missed me. But now i am just alone, with no one to talk to. I really really miss her, even though i am sure she doesn't miss me anymore as she has other important people in her life
My best friend's 26-year-old son lost his battle last week and left this world. His family is so devastated. At the funeral yesterday, the church was packed with people that loved him, but he just didn't see it. He was the best hugger, friend, animal lover, and such a giving person. We will all miss his beautiful smile. You may not see it, but you are loved, you are wanted, and you are needed.
Absolutely beautiful song, and the music video fits so well! I love seeing the home videos, they just make it so personal. This song hits deep, thank you so much for sharing it with the world. ❤️
gosh, literally in tears while typing this. we went from screaming your unreleased songs together to me sitting in the dark thinking of him while listening to you alone. time goes by so damn fast..
While having a reall bad day, ur fav singer had released a song for making yu realise that yu are not alone in this world..Haaa! This is it man,this is my day!..
This song still brings tears to my eyes, your lyrics got me through one of the toughest years last year. I can’t wait to see what’s to come for 2024. Thank you for your raw lyrics and beautiful voice 💕
I wish you knew how I need to hear this rn. Life is painfully numb and I can't calm myself down at all. I have a suicide planned this November, right when I turn 20. I decided I don't want to tell my psychiatrist about it and just go with the plan but I came over your song at tiktok and I was crying for the first time ever since I could remember. Though I don't know you, the song reach me. I can 'feel' when I hear your song, the way you sing, everything. I will try to fight a little longer. Thank you.
Just had to say goodbye to someone I loved relationship didn’t work out but this describes him 😢 it helps bc I feel like I have him through listening to this thank you
Omg idk why this popped up in my suggested but I love this!!! Just recently got into therapy after a major depressive episode the past year. Wasn't bathing or getting out of bed, my voice was hoarse all the time from lack of usage and I was ready to end it all...then I forced myself to take a shower and go to a psychiatric walk in clinic. And now I'm enrolled in college for the spring, setting up doctors appointments, applying for jobs and I'm getting my life back on track. If anyone else has a similar situation right now, you can do this. Just take that first step and the Boulder you're carrying on your shoulders right now will fall off and the next steps get so much easier! This song is just incredible, you got a new subscriber here! Really touched me in a profound way
the first lyric touched my heart instantly as soon as it released. Now this music video makes me crying even harder T.T Your songs never disappoints, from everything sucks to this, and more future songs in the making that definitely isn't gonna disappoint me for sure. Thank you for existing vaultboy, I'm so glad. I'm currently listening to this song on a loop >< for those who are also struggling with mental health, I'm very proud of you and we definitely need you here. You really matter ^^ Even if you doubt it, I will still say you matter no matter what.
As men we always put the macho act but man this song brought tears 😭. Thank you for this song. I’ve been struggling with depression for 11 years. Everyone keep ur heads up. We can all relate n help each other ❤❤❤
This is mine and so many others song. I struggle with depression and it’s really hard. This song found me and I adore your talent. Thank you for making a song for us people who struggle 🩷
I never would’ve thought anyone would’ve .. would’ve made this. I’ve been struggling with mental illness since I were a child. Being 32 i’ve hit rock bottom and I’ve cried a many nights about THIS exact thing. Something i’ll never get back.😔 Thank you for .. hell.. everything💯🎶
Oh my goodness, the switch up at 3:02!!! (Don't know correct technical name for it.) Makes my whole head feel... Feel... FULL! Re-listening, it still makes me physically jump when it hits that spot (in a good way)!
Hi, I hope you know that I'm a big fan of you and your musics. And this one in particular makes me feel embraced and understood, you are very talented, I hope you know this. You deserve all the success in the world, I love your songs.❤️ (The video was so cute)
I was just strolling through the songs here on UA-cam and thought I give this song a quick listen but stayed for the whole song because it hits home I struggle with depression daily and I got a family and don't show my feelings because I always tell my kids to be strong and this song is making me break down much love
Omg I was crying at this when I watched it ,wat a amazing video for this song and so many good memories of u when ur younger with all ur family this is really amazing vaultboy I loved it 💙💙❤️❤️
if you are struggling with your mental health, you are not alone. we are all on this silly little planet together and we are more alike than you might think. i hope you know how much we need you here.
*10% of this songs earnings will go to mental charities*
👏👏👏great iniative
Thank you for this positive energy
Thank you so much … Your songs gives me hopes n strength. Really you are awesome and such a talented singer. Every songs hits me hard …. ❤❤
Thank u for the song, really appreciate.. keep it up, keep writing a new song
I love you man 🥺💜
Love from india
Lyrics
I know you don't love yourself
Like you did when you were twelve
You're missing a piece of you
It hurts worse than it used to
I know that you hate it when
You have to make brand new friends
'Cause you'll get to wondering
If they'll ever let you in
You don't understand
Why anyone would love
Someone who's not enough
I wish you knew how much I love you
I wish you knew how bad I need you here
I wish you knew how much I miss you
I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world
I hope you know how much I love you
I hope you know how bad I need you here
I know you don't like to talk
About all of your dark thoughts
You don't like to ask for help
You carry it by yourself
You think that if you're too seen
The people you love might leave
You feel like you bring them down
You say that it's your fault how?
You don't understand
Why anyone would love
Someone who's not enough
I wish you knew how much I love you
I wish you knew how bad I need you here
I wish you knew how much I miss you
I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world
I hope you know how much I love you
I hope you know how bad I need you here
I hope you know how much I love you
I hope you know how bad I need you here
I hope you know how much I miss you
I hope you know how bad it hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world
I hope you know how much I love you
I hope you know how bad I need you here
I love this song so much, cause I relate to it a lot. I struggle with mental health and I like to fight it alone cause it’s hard to ask for help when I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I’ve been fighting in the dark for years but I’m slowly asking for help and it’s really hard, and for anyone reading this, I’m proud of you! You go this, keep fighting even when the fight gets hard. :D
I relate to it as well
i can as well. i hope everything gets better for you and whoever is going through it too. ❤
when reading this u made my day
Hi, can we talk?
Needed that today x
The first time I heard this song I broke out in tears, I was going through such a hard time in my life and things at home were not great, and my mental health was really suffering, and just hearing this made me realize that there is someone out there who needs me. Anytime I feel low or just need a reminder that I am not alone, I immediately turn this song on and just listen to it on replay. To anyone struggling with their mental health always remember that There is someone out there somewhere who is so happy you were born. Whether you realize it or not. You are loved and I wish you the best. Thank you Vaultboy for this amazing heartwarming song. ❤
you saved me. your music saved me. i’m forever grateful for you.
brb ugly crying 😭
This made me cry so hard, like i said before, reminding yourself that you matter and that you love yourself is important, but giving someone the gift of hearing it from someone else is the best thing anyone can ask for❤️
appreciate you 🥺💙
this song just described my life. Thank you so much!!!
This song... I'm out of words, it's just so beautiful 😭
thank you so much 🥺
Fun fact #5: Vaulboy never makes a bad song :)
Fun Fact #6 : vaultboy is thankful for you listening 😭
@@vaultboy rule 7: vault boy is everywhere, you cannot escape from the reality
True so so so true
@@vaultboy miss you to
fact😁
Ur music helped me see a light during my darkest days.
🥺💙
Awww. :(
I received an Instagram ad with your music suggested. I am so glad I saw the ad and discovered your music. I absolutely love this song; the message is great and your voice and the music is so powerful. This song means a lot to me being someone who struggles with depression.
Vaultboy needs to be recognized way more with his beautiful songs, My boyfriend sent me this song and man did I ever cry... I thought i was alone even when I know i can talk to my man but him sending me this song and listening to the lyrics made me realize that I wasn't. Mental health is not a joke. And having someone to talk to does help, Know you are not alone. I am here for anyone that needs someone to talk too :)
Someone's always cutting onions everytime this song plays😭
Beautiful song Vaultboy💙
🧅🔪😭😭😭
We always need more songs like this, thank you for this 🖤
LOUDER FOR THOSE IN THE BACK!! WE NEED YOU HERE!!
Also, I feel that this music video actually adds quite a bit more depth to the song. It makes it feel more personal, more dark, but also more liberating in some twisted way.
I've been pretty fortunate not to have as many down days as my peers, and even the love of my life struggles more than I could ever comprehend. And I feel that trying to dive headfirst into other people's problems is how I try to compensate for that. It's not exactly healthy, but it does give me a better perspective at the very least. Though it's upsetting when someone's struggling so bad and you don't know how to help.
You could pray. Nothing is more powerful than prayer. 🕊🙏we are spiritual immortal beings having a temporary experience of the physical world. Pray bc just as you could help someone inthe physical with a heavy object, you could help them inthe spiritual to carry a heavy cross. 🙏🕊we are multi-dimensional beings. 🤯 Pray, pray, pray 🙏🙏🙏
@@lambforjesus2282 I do wish that I was faithful, honestly, but I've been raised without learning about any religion.
CAN’T WAIT ! 😭🙏🏻❤️🔥
This is my song 🥺💙
This song means so much to me, more than you know. I’ve struggled with mental illness since 2018, 2019 being my absolute darkest time but I pulled through with love from myself. Thank you for writing such a beautiful & personal song. Soo many people in the world need to hear those words. I cried during the Chicago concert bc it touched my soul & I told you when I met you how beautiful the song was & I was so excited for it to come out & now it’s finally here!!
Side note: My birthday appears in your video 4/18 & it’s always been symbolic to me. Sending love💕🫶🏼♥️
❤ your loved Becky
Who else listened to this and found tears just streaming down your face at 12:57 AM ? 🙋🏻♀️🥺😭💔
Thank you Vaultboy, this song means so much to me at this point in my life❤
i can tell this music vid is gonna make me cry even more than the song does
ik many ppl wont rlly notice this comment, but I just wanna share whats happening with me:
Its my 1st yr in college, everything was doing great, until my grandfather died from cancer which rlly hit me down, like it affected me mentally and emotionally, as of rn Im pretty sure Im not stable like I used to be. After his death and burial, my grades went low and I explained to people that I cant think straight cause of whats been happening recently. I told them that my grandpa just died recently and they told me that "its just a phase, get over yourself". Even my own parents are the same cause they think that its just something that Im being "dramatic" about. Like if Im dramatic then fine, I am. But they just dont know the feeling of coping up problems and letting it in for a while. Ive been struggling for 4 years now and I just try to suck it all up. This song can really relate to me cause Im in this situation rn, hating myself, and hating everything thats been going on in my life. Sorry if its a waste of everyones time...
it is sooo beautiful, feel like its bringing back a lot of memories to you, hope you're alright, we're so proud 💗💗
thank you 🥺💙
for me this song says more that it already does I mean many people forgot the true meaning of happy they only see pain and regret this song to me tells me that am not alone your are not ether WE GOT THIS
thank vault boy it means a lot
I want an open verse challenge for this so bad
👀👀👀
I’ll be waiting for that 💕
Nah it good music
Not that I can partake, but as a producer I would love to see dis
Same
To this day one of the most gut wrenchingly beautiful songs I’ve ever heard. Makes me cry every time.
That bridge .. ugh.. its sound so amazing. I can feel all of the emotion in every lyric. Daammnn
I'm balling my eyes out and I'm only halfway through this song. I've struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts since 2008 when I was 11. I'm 25 now and still struggle every day. 3 suicide attempts later, multiple times overdosing on pills, years of self harm off and on, and years of therapy later, I'm still struggling every day just to not have ANOTHER breakdown crying in a corner. I never understood why my depression would show up randomly out of nowhere without cause. I thought for years I was possibly bipolar but my family would constantly say "with all the doctors you've seen since you were a kid, if you were bipolar, someone would've noticed." but nobody did. I wasn't diagnosed with bipolar 2 until earlier this year, and it all made sense immediately. Being autistic also doesn't help. I've driven away so many amazing friends I had due to me constantly being depressed and not wanting to live anymore. Losing these friends over and over again makes me feel like a failure, a pathetic waste of a human that can't do anything right. This song feels like it was written for me. I've heard lots of songs about depression/suicidal thoughts from various decades, from metal, to the 90s grunge music, etc. I almost exclusively listen to sad music, cause it gives me something to relate to, even if it only helps a little. NONE of those songs have hit me as deep as this one, none of them have made me ball my eyes out halfway through. None have felt THIS relatable. I had never heard of vault boy before I saw an ad for this song about 20 minutes ago, and even though I know he'll likely never see this comment, I just wanna say thank you for writing this amazing song. a lot of my family and friends don't understand why I'm depressed at all, they've said as much to my face, even saying I shouldn't be depressed. I never know how to explain to them what I deal with in my head on a daily basis, and this helps a lot.
Never listen to other people when they say you "shouldn't" be depressed. They aren't in your head. We're all different and affected by things differently. People can be strong in certain areas, but be deeply affected in others, where another person might be affected the opposite way.
I often have told myself that I shouldn't be depressed because my traumas were "small" and don't warrant my mood. But I remind myself that we're all different, don't put myself down for how deeply something affected me when I was just a child and much of everything else trickled down from there.
As I said to another poobeardrawz's comment, the inner negative self-talk/feelings don't originate from ourselves, and not REALLY us. It's from outside ourselves, we weren't born with it. For one reason or another, we LEARNED it from external sources, but then identified with it. Finding ways to accept that, and accept ourselves, and re-associate the inner thoughts with their true sources and re-learn how to think of ourselves internally is the biggest thing that we can do for ourselves.
I was sent to the hospital last spring for being actively suicidal, though I didn't manage to reach a point where I actually was going to act on it, before my family intervened, was in intense group therapy for 3.5 months during the summer, still in individual therapy, and participating in self-mastery courses, and trying to do other self-healing and do my part sharing my own story as both self-help and as hope and relating with others like me. It's how we remove the stigma around i It's never too late to work on yourself.
I hope that having a doctor that finally recognized the BP means that you can get some better therapy, and if appropriate Rx, to help you manage it better! And remember, while knowing the condition can help guide better therapy, the condition does NOT define you!
Just because you don’t know why it’s happening doesn’t mean you shouldn’t be depressed. People say a lot of things they don’t mean, when they don’t understand what is happening. If you truly want to know the why, ask Jesus to show you what you need to understand. And if you’ve come to understand it, ask Him to show you, how in the depth of your depression you could bring true joy to others. That is the essence of Christ. 🙏🕊 that is what the Holy Spirit wants you to discover.
I can relate to these songs
Thank you so much for lightning my day again . This song is so comforting, thanks for this wonderful song. I WISH YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
I wish you knew how much this song helped me.
being afraid of what you feel is a thing i grew up with.
maybe it's time to ask for some help.
i think my heart is going to explode 😞😢💔
I accidentally hear this song through an Instagram reel, and quickly search this on UA-cam coz it's so damn good. The lyrics just unbelievably relatable. 2 years ago I felt so unloved, unmotivated and hate the thought of being alive. But my family and friends love and kind words kept me alive till now. Having someone to remind you that you are loved and have someone to rely on is the greatest help you can get. This song serves that purpose. Thank you for this🖤
I take it as a song for my old self or even my ideal self. I just think that most if not all of us are a different person from our own kid self. I actually made a whole different person out of what I really am. And it hurts to see and realize how much we've grown into, how much hurt we've been keeping in ourselves compared to most of our lives before reaching 12. And I know it's a different story for everyone. It's a sad yet comforting song and that's what i really love from vaultboy
Hey vaultboy, thank you for sharing this song. It’s helped me get through my darkest days. Just wanted to let you know your courage and music makes a difference 🙏❤️
I love this song so much especially at 3:01 literal goosebumps it’s insane. It will always be a personal favorite that’s close to my heart. Thank you for the amazing song ❤
your songs speak to me so much, & you’re singing and lyrics are so genuine and beautiful. so grateful and feel so lucky to have found your music. thank you for sharing this with us 🖤
‘That you’re not liking it on earth anymore’ Blimey…stunning. I’m so glad I discovered you
I went through the darkest time last year and it was hard to even wake up in the morning, everything felt overwhelming.. it was terrible. I fortunately managed to escape and am good now. I am a big fan of your music, it's my only playlist thesedays. As soon as I heard this song I felt the need to put some videos together, similar to what you did here and remind myself of that beautiful person I don't want to hurt so I can watch it again when I need to. It's a really powerful message. It's already the second video I make for your music, thank you, deeply and sincerely!❤
we’ve all been there for sure🥺 i’m glad you’re doing better now, and thank you so much for listening 💙
@@vaultboy you are awesome, talented and a beautiful soul! And you gave hope to many through your creativity and talent. I hope you remember this next time when you feel like nothing you do is good. I heard you saying this in a clip of a live show yesterday, best of everything to you!❤ thank you for your reply, it brought a big smile on my face
At first I thought about my ex cause they were suicidal then when I thought back about myself and how I really miss myself, the old me before the self hate. It really made me cry. Thank you for making this song. I really do miss the old me and how I wish I can just hug little me and say "I really love you"
This song is so good, I'm crying😭😭😭😭
That you're not liking it on earth* anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world*
I cry to this part every single time
this feeling doesn't only go for losing someone. someone dying and someone leaving your life by their decision. It doesn't hurt the exact same. but it's still dreadful grief and it tears you down. I miss so many people. those who have died and those who are still with us but just became strangers again. it hurts. It is the worst pain I've ever felt. because it doesn't stop. it comes every day. at least when you break an arm it heals and stops hurting. but that loss. That loss never stops hurting. It will never leave.
My best friend ended our friendship a few days ago and it has affected me so much. She was my only friend and knew everything about me and she was the only person to tell me how much she loved and missed me. But now i am just alone, with no one to talk to. I really really miss her, even though i am sure she doesn't miss me anymore as she has other important people in her life
How is this guy not #1 in the charts. Dude knows how to write a killer song
Who wrote the song and the name of the song?
My best friend's 26-year-old son lost his battle last week and left this world. His family is so devastated. At the funeral yesterday, the church was packed with people that loved him, but he just didn't see it. He was the best hugger, friend, animal lover, and such a giving person. We will all miss his beautiful smile.
You may not see it, but you are loved, you are wanted, and you are needed.
MAN I’M CRYING SO BAD this is just amazing, i can’t 😭😭😭😭
Absolutely beautiful song, and the music video fits so well! I love seeing the home videos, they just make it so personal. This song hits deep, thank you so much for sharing it with the world. ❤️
3:03 makes me cry every time
Goosebumps. I hate you for making me cry but also thankful? Ugh
Your voice make me 😭 i love your voice ever!
This makes the song 10x more beautiful. Wow
This song and video are amazing! Thank you for creating it. 💙
This is so beautiful! The song and the video both! Your music is always amazing, love you vaultboy!!
thank i chaotic 😭
Struggling with mental health hasn't been easy and this song just made me feel better and gave me strength to face tomorrow and continue living
I really can't wait🥺🥺🥺
Mom, I miss you. I wish you knew how much we loved you before you were taken away...
gosh, literally in tears while typing this. we went from screaming your unreleased songs together to me sitting in the dark thinking of him while listening to you alone. time goes by so damn fast..
That bridge absolutely SOARS! The production on this is unreal.
thank you for this song 🥹🫶
While having a reall bad day, ur fav singer had released a song for making yu realise that yu are not alone in this world..Haaa! This is it man,this is my day!..
- Ahh eu amo essa, feliz demais que ganhou vídeo 😍💙
This song still brings tears to my eyes, your lyrics got me through one of the toughest years last year. I can’t wait to see what’s to come for 2024. Thank you for your raw lyrics and beautiful voice 💕
I wish you knew how I need to hear this rn. Life is painfully numb and I can't calm myself down at all. I have a suicide planned this November, right when I turn 20. I decided I don't want to tell my psychiatrist about it and just go with the plan but I came over your song at tiktok and I was crying for the first time ever since I could remember. Though I don't know you, the song reach me. I can 'feel' when I hear your song, the way you sing, everything. I will try to fight a little longer. Thank you.
Just had to say goodbye to someone I loved relationship didn’t work out but this describes him 😢 it helps bc I feel like I have him through listening to this
thank you
the first song i relate to so much :/ writes my whole life in one beautiful written song. thank you so much , i owe you alot
LOVE U 💙
@@vaultboy love u more omg
Omg idk why this popped up in my suggested but I love this!!! Just recently got into therapy after a major depressive episode the past year. Wasn't bathing or getting out of bed, my voice was hoarse all the time from lack of usage and I was ready to end it all...then I forced myself to take a shower and go to a psychiatric walk in clinic. And now I'm enrolled in college for the spring, setting up doctors appointments, applying for jobs and I'm getting my life back on track.
If anyone else has a similar situation right now, you can do this. Just take that first step and the Boulder you're carrying on your shoulders right now will fall off and the next steps get so much easier! This song is just incredible, you got a new subscriber here! Really touched me in a profound way
This song is soooo helpful honestly thank you so much!
The very first sentence got me choked and the chorus sent me. Bawling. 😭 love this. Thank you VaultBoy
the first lyric touched my heart instantly as soon as it released. Now this music video makes me crying even harder T.T Your songs never disappoints, from everything sucks to this, and more future songs in the making that definitely isn't gonna disappoint me for sure. Thank you for existing vaultboy, I'm so glad. I'm currently listening to this song on a loop ><
for those who are also struggling with mental health, I'm very proud of you and we definitely need you here. You really matter ^^ Even if you doubt it, I will still say you matter no matter what.
i cant believe how underrated you are. your song just like understand the deepest things in my heart
As men we always put the macho act but man this song brought tears 😭. Thank you for this song. I’ve been struggling with depression for 11 years. Everyone keep ur heads up. We can all relate n help each other ❤❤❤
Beautiful...thank you ❤️😭
this is real talent y'all 💪IM IN LOVE WITH HIS MUSIC 😭😭😭 pls reply 🙇
As someone who struggles with mental health , I can't thank u enough for this ❤
This is mine and so many others song. I struggle with depression and it’s really hard. This song found me and I adore your talent. Thank you for making a song for us people who struggle 🩷
I never would’ve thought anyone would’ve .. would’ve made this. I’ve been struggling with mental illness since I were a child. Being 32 i’ve hit rock bottom and I’ve cried a many nights about THIS exact thing. Something i’ll never get back.😔
Thank you for .. hell.. everything💯🎶
Oh my goodness, the switch up at 3:02!!! (Don't know correct technical name for it.) Makes my whole head feel... Feel... FULL!
Re-listening, it still makes me physically jump when it hits that spot (in a good way)!
why does this music sound so good yet so sad.? Vault Boy, I think you're breaking my heart 😭
I know this song is about oneself, but the chorus just perfectly describes my thoughts and feelings upon losing my dad..
My mom just died, and this song has been getting me through the pain. Keep up the good work!
Oh no this is the most beautiful song I ever heard 😢
I cried so hard to this song it is literally how I feel everyday, I have never cried for so hard because of this song I know I am not alone
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I love this song so much. I relate to it in every way. Honestly if I didn’t have a kid relying on me, I wouldn’t be here anymore
Hi, I hope you know that I'm a big fan of you and your musics. And this one in particular makes me feel embraced and understood, you are very talented, I hope you know this.
You deserve all the success in the world, I love your songs.❤️
(The video was so cute)
vaultboy is the most underrated singer and he makes so many good songs❤
Maaaaan the bridgeee😭😭😭😭
Always love your songs brother💜
I was just strolling through the songs here on UA-cam and thought I give this song a quick listen but stayed for the whole song because it hits home I struggle with depression daily and I got a family and don't show my feelings because I always tell my kids to be strong and this song is making me break down much love
All your songs are beautiful. I hope you continue. We support you. And we love you 😍
Straight up goosebumps bro. killed it again.
Such a beautiful song. Thank you ♥️
THIS SO GOOD OMG I CAN'T 😩😩😩😭😭😭💗💗💗💗
The BEST
Every single word bring me tears up ....how can it be a good word and spared nice massage
Idk why this song so underappreciated
Love it and I'm too struggle with my negative things and kinda negative these days and thank you for your masterpieces of songs it helps me
thanks for listening bro 💙
You're welcome I'm a fan since your tiktok content and really love your songs bro
Thank you for this beautiful song, its my first time listen to it and I'm drowned in tears ❤
I got goosebumps😭😭❤❤❤❤
This song hits hard. Thank you vaultboy for bringing me such emotions 🥺
Love the whole song, truly, but minute 3.02 gave me goosebumps!!! 💙
I needed this song I've been struggling bad lately I know it'll get better I know I'm not alone thank you for this song I love your music
Omg I was crying at this when I watched it ,wat a amazing video for this song and so many good memories of u when ur younger with all ur family this is really amazing vaultboy I loved it 💙💙❤️❤️