Whenever I'm mad at myself or at someone else or if I think about me being bullied that has happened to me in middle school I get depressed and start crying
Ur an awesome friend blitzwing even though we have been talking since Wednesday u know how I feel when u are bullied u can feel my pain from the bullying ur a good friend:-)
*a few minutes later I get tired and falls down face first on my bed* oh my lord I needed that so I can waste my energy I'm going to bed for school tomorrow good night I love u daddy I love u uncle random I love u to uncle hothead *falls asleep without my blanket covering me*
If u came to my fifteenth birthday party on December 31st it would be a whole lot funner with u there u are my favorite decepticon and always will be ur cool :-)
Yea the reasons why is because I always have perfect attendance which means I get to class on time I always do my work I always dress out in gym and I'm an a/b honor roll student
Hi dad hi uncle random hi uncle hothead me and my friend Brianna came back from my other friend Pauline's debut and Brianna is spending the night and she said hi
(Tries not to think about the bad memories from my past but mostly the bullying in middle school you can tell because I'm tossing and turning and keeps on whimpering and even has that sad look on my face)
When I'm I going to see u in person? U are my favorite decepticon out of all of them I love u a lot except I'm not obsessed if I was and I met u I probably lay would have fallowed u everywhere and want to live with u but I sometimes wish u can come here and live with me because it gets boring though and five of my friends know about u because I told them last night one of my friends Brianna spent the night because it was my other friend Pauline's debut but we went to my cousins baby shower and then we went and she spent the night and she told me to tell u hi and I dropped her off earlier
Well I'm going to bed I have school tomorrow good night I love dad I love u uncle random I love u to uncle hothead *hugs u and goes to sleep in a very cute way*
Now whenever I think about what happened to me in middle school the memories and thoughts of murdering and suicide come back and I just start crying here in my room
When I was bullied in middle school I would think of murderous and suicidal thoughts and it hurt me really bad and I hurt myself even more just by marking my left arm in 4th period last year
Well I'm going to bed already even though it is Friday I'm sleepy I love u daddy I love u uncle random I love u to uncle hothead *cutie pie hugs u then falls asleep in your servos while laying my head on your chest plate to rest it then whispers loud enough for u to hear* I love u * completely falls asleep*
I have been living for fourteen years I have lived with pain for thirteen years and lived without pain for one year (starts to get sad) why does this happen to me? (Starts to cry because the bad memories are coming back again)
*makes a cute sound and turns around to lay on my back in a very cute way while making a cute innocent face*
Hey my nephew is here
Cool! The account name is Blitzwing! Best D-Con of TFA!
Whenever I'm mad at myself or at someone else or if I think about me being bullied that has happened to me in middle school I get depressed and start crying
Ur an awesome friend blitzwing even though we have been talking since Wednesday u know how I feel when u are bullied u can feel my pain from the bullying ur a good friend:-)
*whimpers* daddy uncle random uncle hothead
Hi blitz wing I got up earlier at 5:32 this morning and I just finished getting dressed
Yay blitz wing he is my favorite deception ever your cool and funny I love you blitz wing
OK I'm going to be for school tomorrow *goes to my dark corner and falls asleep without any pillows or blankets*
I'm going to sleep *sadly goes to bed* I will cry myself to sleep *cries myself to sleep sniffle*
*falls asleep in my dark corner in an innocent way*
(Wakes up because I can't sleep and sighs)
PPLLLEEEAAASSSEEE? *more puppy eyes*
Great now I cannot sleep it is my fault that I cannot sleep I don't know why but I blame myself *sighs in anger and sadness*
Yay tomorrow is Halloween I'M SO EXCITED *jumps up and down really fast* :-)
*goes to sleep in my dark corner*
I love daddy I love uncle random I love u to uncle hothead *says it in a cute way and also hugs u in a cute way*
*falls asleep in your servos in a very cute way again*
*starts crying*
Well I'm going to bed (gives to my dark corner and falls asleep)
I'm going to bed already I have school tomorrow *goes to my dark corner and falls asleep without a blanket or a pillow*
*hugs u and looking cute at the same time*
*starts whimpering because I'm having a nightmare*
*wakes up still in my little dark corner*
U are my favorite decepticon
I love u daddy I love u uncle random I love u uncle hothead *says it in a cute way and hugs u*
i knew zhat anozher zhing i looked up
OK I will look up that video talk to u when I get home:-)
*makes a cute sound in my dark corner*
I can't wait for the weekend school ends at 4:05 in the afternoon because high school has 8 classes thank god today is Friday :-)
I love u daddy I love u uncle random I love u to uncle hothead *goes back to sleep in your servos in the cute way*
zhat vould be awesome
Hi blitz wing I just got home finally :-)
awesome i can't get any femmes in the team to like me so I'm jealous
*sleeping with only my soft cat doll the only thing I have to sleep with*
Great my parents just got home a few minutes ago
Hi blitzwing I just got up
I think I need a hug *makes a sad face* :-(
And my friend Brianna is coming with me I'm going to pick her up at neither 4:30 or 5:00
*makes a cutie pie sound with an innocent cutie pie look on my face*
*starts shaking from the cold*
*a few minutes later I get tired and falls down face first on my bed* oh my lord I needed that so I can waste my energy I'm going to bed for school tomorrow good night I love u daddy I love u uncle random I love u to uncle hothead *falls asleep without my blanket covering me*
I'm going to watch ghost adventures :-)
If u came to my fifteenth birthday party on December 31st it would be a whole lot funner with u there u are my favorite decepticon and always will be ur cool :-)
Yay today is Friday it is finally the weekend *jumps excitedly*
*cutenessoverload*
Yea the reasons why is because I always have perfect attendance which means I get to class on time I always do my work I always dress out in gym and I'm an a/b honor roll student
Now I'm feeling cold
he's harmless if jou kniw vhat to do
*makes a cute face while sleeping in your servos*
*runs into a really dark corner that way no one can see me and starts crying while hugging myself*
Hi dad hi uncle random hi uncle hothead me and my friend Brianna came back from my other friend Pauline's debut and Brianna is spending the night and she said hi
And I think mini bots from transformers prime are stuck in my head they are drunk
U know how I told u all the bad stuff I went through in my life?
If u do want to know more about me u can ask:-)
Never mind I guessed it finished but I will still watch it tomorrow though
Yea I love scary movies my two favorite killers is Michael Myers and Jason Voorhees :-)
Ur cool blitz wing I love all ur persona's of course I keep on posting comments sorry about that I want to talk to you:-)
Hey blitzwing I have been meaning to ask u something but I keep forgetting
OK when I graduate I'm going to be 18 my birthday is on December 31st can I see u when I' m 19 or a year after I graduate from Holmes?
I'm OK I have been through a lot of bad stuff through out my life
Cujo come out tonight at 8:00 on AMC I'm going to watch it :-)
Yea five days of 8 classes in high school thank god it is the weekend now I get to talk to u more until I go back to school monday
I'm going to leave in a minute I will talk to u when I get back I love u daddy I love uncle random I love u uncle hothead *hugs u*
I just got up even though it is 4:50 in the morning I'm still getting up for school
Oh yea I'm not going to be home after school on Thursday
OK I'm forgetting about I have stopped crying
(Tries not to think about the bad memories from my past but mostly the bullying in middle school you can tell because I'm tossing and turning and keeps on whimpering and even has that sad look on my face)
Well I'm going to bed I love u daddy I love uncle random I love u uncle hothead :-)
When I'm I going to see u in person? U are my favorite decepticon out of all of them I love u a lot except I'm not obsessed if I was and I met u I probably lay would have fallowed u everywhere and want to live with u but I sometimes wish u can come here and live with me because it gets boring though and five of my friends know about u because I told them last night one of my friends Brianna spent the night because it was my other friend Pauline's debut but we went to my cousins baby shower and then we went and she spent the night and she told me to tell u hi and I dropped her off earlier
Wait have I told u about my friends at school? I forgot
Well I'm going to bed I have school tomorrow good night I love dad I love u uncle random I love u to uncle hothead *hugs u and goes to sleep in a very cute way*
Wait u can tell because u are my favorite decepticon I want to call u dad and call hothead and random uncles?
Its Emerald but my account is under my nickname Raven I hope you remember me
I'm feeling a lot better and I'm watching one of my favorite Michael Myers movies Halloween 1978
I love u daddy I love u uncle random and I love u to uncle hothead *hugs u*
Well I'm going to bed for school tomorrow *falls asleep on the floor in a very cute way*
Never mind we are not watching my nephew I guess my oldest brother and my sister in law dropped him off at amanda's mom's house
When u were being bullied how long has it been going on?
Now whenever I think about what happened to me in middle school the memories and thoughts of murdering and suicide come back and I just start crying here in my room
So u want to know what I found out the day I stayed with my grandparents my aunt and my four little cousins while my parents and brother went fishing?
I can't recharge anymore the itching is driving me to insanity
When I was bullied in middle school I would think of murderous and suicidal thoughts and it hurt me really bad and I hurt myself even more just by marking my left arm in 4th period last year
*starts whimpering because I'm having a nightmare about bullying *
Heyyy wait I'm a girl that is a freshman in high school I'm different from lugnut
thank u *blushes madly*
I'm going back to bed in a few minutes
Cool
Yes today is Friday I'm happy
Cujo is going to start it is almost 8:00 *jumps excitedly*
It is on December 31st new years Eve and this year it is on a Tuesday yay I'm going to be 15teen
Well I'm going to bed already I have school tomorrow
Well I'm going to bed already even though it is Friday I'm sleepy I love u daddy I love u uncle random I love u to uncle hothead *cutie pie hugs u then falls asleep in your servos while laying my head on your chest plate to rest it then whispers loud enough for u to hear* I love u * completely falls asleep*
I have been living for fourteen years I have lived with pain for thirteen years and lived without pain for one year (starts to get sad) why does this happen to me? (Starts to cry because the bad memories are coming back again)
i had to leave oh mein got I'm close to calling jou lugnut (for some reason)
aww its ok *tries to calm you down even tries nozzling you* don't be angry
Well I'm going to bed I love u *hugs u and falls asleep in your servos again because I'm to tired to move anymore like last night*
Hi daddy hi uncle random hi uncle hothead I just got home:-)
na i vent to get some energon
I love u as a friend and a 2nd daddy