I am your dmt spirit ! You can also call me Daddy ! Yes you are perfect , I love you son ! The best advice that I can give you - Don t try to be perfect ! Don t try to be anything - Just be as much as you can !
I was slingshot to 3 different gigantic spacestations, where there was a rave with 10th's of thousands 7-8 meter tall ant headed humanoids dancing to the most beautiful techno music I never heard before, and after throwing myself into the dance, I was slingshot to the NEXT spacestation, to the Next rave... Until I had the mere thought of, what if I had to use a bathroom, in which instant I was led down a docking hatch, and down to my apartment bed, though a hole in the ceiling, with the farewell words, "See ya next time" - true story, with 3 big tokes of Demetri.
Mikkel Grum Bovin + Great experience. I think it would have been a nightmare to me with the “Techno music”. 😂 I had a similar experience with Salvia when I was tricked with a bowl of “Marijuana” by some young friends of mine. They said “Try this weed it’s the best ever” Me- “There is no such thing” lol. Anyway they said “you have to clear the bowl” Me- “Sure, okay”. I let out the smoke and having done cid plenty of times in my younger years I knew exactly what they had done as soon as I exhaled. I wasn’t prepared to donate 10-14hrs over “Good weed” 😂 and said “when I come down off this I’m wooping ass”. As I thought this to myself I seen and felt as though I was on a space like craft with thousands of other people. My hair was being pulled and twirled in an upward motion, I was looking for my family and seen my daughter and mother only. Everyone had a colored suit on and every one hundred people or so the color of the suits changed. All of our hands were beside us, standing straight up, and I knew we were being took somewhere else, it was kind of sad. Then I came back to myself. The whole experience lasted a total of maybe 3-5 mins. After that, I was cool and thought “wow this stuff was awesome”. Never tried it again and it was illegal to get anymore as they sold it in stores. Like “Purple Sticky” or “Green Giant”. Great plant however! You can buy the plant legally at any garden store though. ✌️
@@owlseyeseeit5420I've seen one "Kids on Salvia" video, to many,, NEVER going there, that's for sure 😅 but I'm glad to hear, you didn't had one of those "buried in mud, And here to stay for a kalpa or two 👀" salvia experiences, - 🚀🛸
Owls eye see it dude, I would have beat someones ass when I came back! I would t care if I enjoyed it or not! Those kids should have been taught a lesson! Maybe a good acid dosing is in order. A good 10 hits or so lol
Sounds like an experience you wont forget. Havent been down the DMT road yet but I have definitely had visions of different dimensions of being on LSD. I've heard some amazing higher dimensional psybient styled music, not sure if it was similar to the techno music you were hearing, but this stuff was good :)
Well sort of. He was no doubt a brilliant orator, and could lead people as close to it as spoken language allows, but words completely fail at describing the real thing. As McKenna once said, "There are no words. There are no words even close."
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It's appalling that it feels like a new discovery every time anyone finds it, when it should be the basic common perspective and knowledge of the world.
Honestly it seems to me that the conditioning at an early age is the one who sees it as a change. Ug krishnamerti is my favorite example of this, the dude says enlightenment is a mistake and he is just a normal man and yet thousands over his life made pilgrimage to ask him questions in order to obtain what he’s had. In the words of him “all the questions you ask are born out of the answers you already have”.
@@dickdiamonds3410 Thanks so much, I sure will - I am also awaiting my first bottle of "Lion's Mane" ..so exciting (Paul Staments on Ted Talk/and Joe Rogan channel also Extremely informative) recommended fungi!
My father died very suddenly of an aneurysm not too long ago. I was very close to him. He was a very fit, intelligent, and happy man for 76 and nobody ever thought something like that would happen to him. Every one has their time, and something is always hanging around waiting to send us home. The question is simply whether you look at that reality as something sinister or a strong positive reason to get your shit together before its your turn.
@@chintamanivivek HPPD..had it for 3 years now, when I think about the psychedelic state stuff starts shifting. At night it can't be controlled tho..blessed by a curse lol
My heroic psilocybin dose was accompanied by uncontrollable glossalalia. I was doing it and hearing it before I even realized I was the one making the sounds/syntactical but meaningless speech. It absolutely terrified me. It was a deep, gutteral voice, very unlike my normal speaking voice. I liken it to being possessed, for lack of a better description. This was also accompanied by an overlay of what looked like glyphs or ancient texts over everything. All of this was completely unexpected coming from someone with a decent amount of experience. Its comforting to know Terrence had similar glossalalia experiences on high doses, I thought I was strange and scared to do it again
I do it every time, the first z 5-6 years it was scary. It becomes something you might be grateful for and quite the miracle when you can harness its essence . Effortless honest present original expression. Unseen unique perspectives
When he says , he's a lifetime hash smoker and can take a giant hit , there isn't a cilia left in his lungs to absorb the hit, lmao ! Damn I laughed so hard and nobody else did 💀 🤣
@D G you still smoke/vape flower? Not that there is anything wrong with smoking a nice ‘J’ but I live in Colorado and wax/rosin/sauce/diamonds (all that’s hash for those of you not in the know just different extraction methods) is sooo much cheaper than flower. But yeah I bought all those devices (Pax3, Firefly etc) to smoke flower but it’s crazy what they charge for flower compared to hash. So I just stick to good ole dabbing!
at 38:30 Terrence talks about having a DMT trip during a dream. This reminds of a dream I had where I was smoking DMT out of a glass pipe on my bed. I remember my room in my dream melting and being shot into different realities that looked like abstract impressionist paintings. I've never smoked DMT in my waking life so I found it rather peculiar. It's amazing that we can experience things like that while sleeping
I’ve had a dream where I ate snails that had DMT in them and i was tripping hard. All I remember was it was beautiful And there were elves. I was pregnant when I had this dream.
I had a dream where I microwaved baby food and cut up my dirty socks and sprinkled & mixed the pieces into the oatmeal, ate it, and tripped for eternity. Still tripping today. Crazy huh ?!?
Awesome narration of the experience. Wish I had a way to try it, but by listening to this I get a solid glimpse of expanded reality that is believable. Thx.
Not everyone has to take it to experience that reality. There is a way to that same experience, it’s just a different route, a longer way. All ways are just as special though ❤️💕❤️
@@XenaTron7 I’m calling BS my friend. Are you one of these folks claiming to be able to meditate their way into a full blown break through trip? I don’t doubt that one could maybe achieve various altered states or possibly even a faint visual or two but there’s no way in hell humans can just meditate or somehow naturally manifest themselves into the dmt realm. It would be a whole lot cooler if we could though!!
Yep Its simply impossible , Mushroom LSD DMT, these are not the things you can dream about being in when in the natural state. Like you cant tell it to yourself what happens in there (post trip analysis). Words are not even close, intution is not even close. What happens in there only happens in there, and when its happening, no analysis or conception or a metaphor or intution comes anywhere near. Its the deepest of the deepest. @@tonycannonfodder369
OMG. I just had a thought. What he is saying about them being like little people making and showing you toys sounds exactly like Santa's workshop full of elves! By itself, this might not mean much. But, in relation to Amanitas Muscaria and the hypothesized connection between it and Santa and Christmas, it is an interesting possible connection. I learned in a philosophy class in college that Amanitas always grows at the base of christmas trees (fir, spruce), and reindeer are known to seek out and eat these mushrooms (and they proceed to jump and do high kicks in the air, as though they are flying). Plus, the obvious red and white color is the same as Santa's suit (and, Santa is kinda like a magical shaman, too..which the Christians may have adopted as a saint in order to convert the Germanic barbarian tribes lol).. Interesting idea, I think..
OMG, DMT lol. I have used LSD and Mushrooms many times in my teens and early 20's, but never DMT. I'm wondering if maybe it would be beneficial for me to try it..
Sounds very interesting what you say. Also the christmas tree, sparkling lights, the elves, everyone dressed with flashy colors like the christmas tree lights, everything like a circus, and they want to give you presents. Sounds like a psychodelic experience for sure.
The U.S. government continues to deny its citizens their human right to grow plants for their own use, while at the same time grants patent rights to biotech industry corporations who are redesigning living organisms for profit. Disgusting. Thanks for posting. (RIP, Terence!)
Tumble Bug -Pharmacology is Death to the USA. They make too much $ on the Pharmaceutical drugs. They make $ off people going to rehab due to Pharmaceutical drugs etc. I’ know Alcohol, Tobacco and Food kill more US citizens a year than any plant Psychedelic. Yet they are perfectly Legal. 👍✌️💯
I want this on a bumper sticker. Spot on! Disgusting is a good one word summary. Fundamentally antithetical to the original idea of what the U.S. stood for, as well.
I was 16 so I was getting drunk on the weekends. I wonder a lot what if I would have discovered such philosophy in the 90's. Alan Watts, Carl Jung, Terrence, Neitzche and Heavy Metal music. Here I am 25 years later and actually feel much more deserving after my personal experiences up to this point. What is different between 1994 and 2019 other than 25 years?
I’m 19 and I have been discovering all of this for the past months and have begun meditating and it is quite amazing, I am just excited for what the universe has in store.
Christopher Williams -A hella lot! The people do not want to be aware. It’s like a different planet now. My sons are 24 and 27. They were born in 93’ and 97’. Wow how things have changed so much in character of people. My sons are nothing like their counter parts of the same age. Idk what happened lol.
@@owlseyeseeit5420 I feel like it's spiraling out of control, thus killing the Old School mentality. Like aging soldiers with survival stories, every day, the old days get wiped out Like a forest. In just 15 years it truly will be a Take all, warp speed society. It's the perfect seed for "CyberHorror" to hit the scene, because we are all fictional anyway.
What an evening coming from watching documentaries about strange UFO encounters to Magical Egypt and the advanced knowledge possessed there, to spirit encounters in Japan, to now this. And it all connects.
I had a dream where someone was passing out brilliant Chrystal powder to snort. It looked amazing, so i took a huge snort of it. Right after this a woman came to me and she said, you took too much. As soon as she said that I went up in spiral portal or something. Then I had a horrible time in my Physical life for about 6 months, I was like nerves wrack. Than after 6 months I had another dream where some handed me a pipe, I smoked it. And after this everything was fine in my Physical life. The nervousness went away. We are on a drug trip, if I understand this correctly. LIFE is a Psychedelic trip.
We are always tripping when u take lsd/psylocibin u don’t trip, your eyes open up and u see reality/the matrix of things clearer u see the trip we are really in. After it wears off our pupils shrink and third eyes closes from being wide open so we see less of reality to help better cope with the grand things we are and achieve.
The health part was quite a hit, hearing back on this in 1994, and then the mention of migranes. He who would later pass on because of a Brain Tumor, RIP T. Mckenna. Makes me feel like we shoulf not ignore the small details in our health, and try to live healthier if your bodies is giving you pre warning signs.. anybody else have anything to add?
I thought quite immediately about when he talked of how smoking was a poor means of ingesting substance and how it can do harm, I wonder if smoking is a dead art and we should be ingesting things like cannabis not smoking them.
Right at the end, someone asks about his health, and he answers with such characteristic Mckennan charm, and probably had no idea how portentous his response really was. I can't help but wonder if he reflected back on this moment when he first received the news of his impending death
I'm glad he mentioned the dream state. One time I sat in the woods and smoked some DMT in 2010. I took a very small hit, but everything started getting overwhelming, and I felt the strong urge to close my eyes and just freak out. But I forced my eyes to stay open. Like McKenna said about not abandoning one's self to astonishment...I didn't want to cave in. The urge to close my eyes was so strong that I practically had to hold them open with my hands...and then it happened. I looked at the trees, and could see they were squiggling left and right at an extremely rapid pace. It dawned on me that REM was occurring. A few other things happened on that trip, but that point particularly impressed me. It seemed a correlation between the DMT state and the dream state could be made. About 6 months later I awoke in the middle of the night, having a dream. I looked out in the dimly lit living room and could see everything squiggling around and instantly thought to myself naturally occurring DMT must be the culprit. Who knows.
the point is to close your eyes and let it take you!! i find for me it’s all in or nothing, the small doses are too strange for lack if better description!
Its obvious that God exist, its just that ya'll haven gone through a full ego death to admit it. Those being say "don't be in awe of these things" and "Don't be afraid" now put 2&2 together, who else says such things, yet bear alien and impossible wisdom.
Had a full blown ego death for the first time and it definitely is difficult to deny the experience and presence of a higher power. Those I've met that still deny haven't gone far enough. Took a while to take it all in for me.
I had a traumatic ego death experience. Slipping into the psychedelic abyss of Insanity and death, better believe I found myself begging God, Shiva, Buddha, whoever was listening, to save me. I didn't think of any particular God. But definitely A God. Hell is here on Earth... Humans are the only creatures capable of evil... Experienced out of body flashes. Incredible. Full on non dual. I was just part of the scenery like a tree, or a rock. Just observing. Absolutely no concept of a God, humanness, etc... But in the state I was in, go can a person have a conceptualization of anything. Especially with no short or long term memory. Or any memories at all. Idk. There is a cosmic something, I just don't know what it is exactly. Long rant. My bad. Take care everyone
A big question for DMT consumers, I smoked DMT 2 times in my life, in those 2 times I couldn't breakthrough to other side, however, I was in my room, my cousin was taking care of me, and once I hit the pipe, I start to feeling like if I was dying, literally, and suddenly, all start to vanishing in my room, and then I felt 3 entities in my room, I didn't saw them, but I felt them, 3 of them, it's funny because once I felt the pressence of those 3 entities, I got very scared because I really felt that they were angry with me due I knew that this reality is a simulation made by them to keep us sleep, and I felt them angry due I was about to tell everybody about this, by any chance guys, did you think that this was like the circus archetype?
Mel Doomis I second this. Go big or go home. If you take it always take it with the thought that this might be the one that changes everything, the one that breaks the veil. It’s an experience unlike any other I wish you all the best of luck in your astral travels.
pain is the enabled condition for happiness, guarantee Terrance appreciated the miracles on top of miracles everyone has. His death was the end of pain traced miracles leading him towards his ideal
If you have to ask, then you don’t know but trust this man when he says THIS is it! It’s what every poet or painter or philosopher has been trying to explain or portray and it’s just 3 tokes and 3 minutes away. Just have to know the right people.
Has anyone else had the experience of feeling freezing cold to the bone after coming back from a breakthrough? It took me maybe 10+ minutes after coming back to regulate my (perceived) body temperature.
1h07.. how's your health?.. TM says fine unless something is lurking.. and I get migraines.. never heard this part before. I wonder what year this one was recorded. sounds like a late 90s one. perhaps he should have got those migraines looked at a little sooner :(
24:08 we are creatures of consumption all life sustains life by eating life and converting it into energy against the grind of entropy, so in a way consuming something is as similar a behavior as the back of our hand. It’s just that we have trained our minds that a phone or distance itself is the only way to communicate.
No u don't need this shit to access subcon.science/open the doorways(Software). 1 trip to the streets ( of London, lol 😂 )4 drugs Especially the trivial DMT^ left for Dead or as a Vegetable. 😵😬 😰Real shit💯Careful💯 👉 point of no Return.s is real. And comes 🔙 as backflashes even years l8r still too, likely to exp 🔙 Flashes
Christopher Dirham - I get what I call “Pictographs” pictures in my mind of things I have no clue about but always come true. Never could I intervene as I believe it’s meant for me not to. That’s why Idk what they mean until after the fact it’s manifested. It’s hard but I assume it’s a gift. Sometimes a curse. 🤔
Horseshit dude! I’m sorry bro, I just can’t buy it. I don’t doubt one could achieve various altered states or maybe even a faint visual or two but there’s no way in hell a human can just meditate or manifest their way into a full blown break through trip into the dmt realm. It would be very cool if we could though!
Still captivates me decades after trying it... many times. Over and over. And yet I find there is an 'aha' moment that you realize the 'lessons' learned are limited, there is nothing to grasp! However it is still worth exploring, as if you have tapped into a language you are not meant to hear.
There is a terrence mckenna video where he talks about getting high on marijuana and suddenly being taken on a psychadelic journey similar to dmt. Can anyone help me find that video again? He talks about being in a room with a loud steam heater
Find the video yet? I’ve been smoking marijuana carts and my tolerance is quite high, until I stopped smoking for 2 weeks then hit it non stop until I felt trippy, this exact thing happened to me but I can’t quite make it out
BOOM. Around 16:20. I did DMT one time, I was also on ecstasy, alone; I had no clue about "elves" or "machine elves" there was 0 conditioning for the experience. I smoked it; and I did not see machine elves; rather my eyes were open; and everything I looked at was indeed made up of little elves; just like you see in people's yards. like atoms that we are made out of; EVERYTHING I looked at was made up of these elves; and if you looked deeper; those elves were made up of elves; and so on and so on and so on. I learned about DMT Elves years after this experience; but it wasn't machine elves like normally discussed; it was the kind he speaks about around 16:20. (bonus; when I did close my eyes there was a HUGE purple door open, with a janitor sweeping the doorway, who motioned for me to come through; I was scared; and just mentally said no, the janitor shrugged his shoulders, kept sweeping, the door shut, and that was the end of my dmt trip).
I am captivated by the vast vocabulary expression used to describe his experiences, I wish this world was structured differently so very much...I dont belong here i know this with every fiber of my being, this world does not make sense to me, I will be 45 on Oct 22...I died in the birth canal during a full moon..I dont know if I'm dead or alive, this is the question asked of myself every time after waking from a dream
This talk has me thinking the universe is a computer and tripping on psychedelics/dreaming is how you donate processing power to maintain accurate/reliable/precise consciousness for yourself and other people to whatever extent they feel they're in control whilst sober.
The moon is hollow and contains souls waiting to arrive or come to this destination for the first time. And we come back again and again to experience this experience and just enjoy the circus of life in material forms called human. 😊
Q: “how’s your health?” A: “good i think, unless some horrible thing is lurking in the background…the most chronic thing wrong with me is migraines.” so so so sad
Results from clinical trials show that PSILOCYBIN can significantly decrease depression. However, there may be a risk of overstimulation when combining PSILOCYBIN with other meds. Theoretically, antidepressants can reduce the effectiveness of psychedelics, it's not recommended the two be combined. Combining antidepressants w LSD turned up results like such as seizires and heart attacks. No one really knows how common this is, but it sounds like a bad idea. people whove had success using psychedelics to heal deppression would probably urge you off the Pharmaceuticals and try psychedelics. Of course only you can decide. A year ago the state of Oregon voted to legalize magic mushroom therapy. They are suppose to be up & running w the program in 2023. If you live 8n the States you might want to look into it. But every program I've heard of legal , illegal, local , or amazon jungle were not accepting people on antidepressants. Something about two very different but slightly related chemicals (serotonins?) having to fire on the same neurotransmitter, that causes the trouble.
He talks about it in his last interview where he talked to the Oncologist about it and they couldn’t link it to any of his psychedelic use but if I end up exiting the earth that way then I’d say it’s worth it. At least to me.
Do not give way to Amazement that is a profound lesson is. The mainstream's grasp of power is completely based on amazement and realize on your lack of criticism and compliance
I'm not going to go over the substances, or the particular situation.. Suffice to say, I was sitting Indian style with a blindfold on in my recliner. I was meditating, watching colors swirl around in the darkness, when lights and shapes began to take form.. I found myself in a control room.. There was one big display, trying to start a dream sequence.. It was a machine, that would make things that I imagined.. It takes cues from your unconsciousness, so you have to be good at controlling your thoughts.. And they can't do faces well.. But these are the normal Dream Machines that sit in front of the Astral window and distract you, providing you with a simulation of an actual astral travel experience into the unknown without actually letting you do it every single night time after time.. It's scary out there... I'll explain. So I'm looking around, and the screen folds out and extends itself.. Some magnificent fluidic psyche technology, more resolution than I've ever seen on a screen.. playing the thoughts as interpreted by The Dream Machine sequence.. And then more screens. All around the perimeter of the first. On all of these were projections of my most pervasive and long-standing mental archetypes.. Things that I could easily slip into, that are held in reserve in case I need them.. At the time, I remember seeing a multiplayer Halo game going on 24/7.. I could dip into that at any point and use it.
So anyway, an interesting thing about this particular experience is that when I moved my head around, the three dimensional control room responded as if I were partially there in some physical sense.. This does not normally happen with meditation or simple psychedelic visionary experience. ... it happens as if played on a screen in front of your eyes.. The retinal circus. It hardly ever responds as if you are actually somewhere else. So I spent maybe an hour or so playing with the screens and seeing what I had at my fingertips.. what Interesting things were on the edges of my mind, ready to spring forward? And I began creating dream sequences, I'm a guy so... Sexy girls.. What else are you going to make? But they never do faces properly... this is how you know if you are in your own dream, or have gone wandering in your light body.. Is there a recognizable face? The Dream Machines can't do faces. So I decided to give them a test.. Do you know that iconic image of the dogs playing poker? I decided to see what this machine could accomplish.. So I concentrated on that image, and this girl with a terrible looking face began to twist and change and morph.. She turned into a rainbow full-Spectrum Play-Doh ribbon Factory.. Moving and morphing and changing all the time.. The Play-Doh ribbons it was producing were so high resolution and extremely textured it'd make a designer weep. .. it was fascinating and hypnotizing.. So the textures began spitting out and it made the green felt on the poker table, and the Shiny plastic of the chips, and all the different qualities of fur on the dogs and Bam! I watched a dream sequence shift in front of my eyes.. This happens every single night to every single person, but the veil and The Mists are too thick.. You can't see it happen.... the actual transforming of these things looked almost exactly like the very first movie from the Transformer series.. Only the first one! All the others have lost the quality. But go back to the original movie, and watch the Transformers change.. The similarities are shocking... I don't think Terrence lived long enough to see Transformers made as a motion picture, but if he had he would have shat himself.
Has anybody ever awoken naturally from a Dream State and then been aware of the semi conscious visualizations and patterns occurring in the darkness, almost as if the images are being seen by the eyes, but they are in fact of the mind.....
We are not humans having A spiritual experience, we are spirits having a human experience.
Magic theater,price of admission your mind. Not for everybody.
@@terryhoey258 definitely good thing to be absolutely centered ey
Don't mind if I do
Do mind if I don't
I'm energy having a good time
& time having good energy
@@breathanysmitten9003 okily dokily friend
Do you consider the spirit the same entity/energy as the soul?
My dmt spirits: you’re perfect, I love you.
Me: I bet you say that to everyone
I am your dmt spirit ! You can also call me Daddy ! Yes you are perfect , I love you son ! The best advice that I can give you - Don t try to be perfect ! Don t try to be anything - Just be as much as you can !
Vocea HipHop I bet you say that to everyone
Of course because we are all one
Christian Escobar agreed❤️
What's wrong with that?
I was slingshot to 3 different gigantic spacestations, where there was a rave with 10th's of thousands 7-8 meter tall ant headed humanoids dancing to the most beautiful techno music I never heard before, and after throwing myself into the dance, I was slingshot to the NEXT spacestation, to the Next rave... Until I had the mere thought of, what if I had to use a bathroom, in which instant I was led down a docking hatch, and down to my apartment bed, though a hole in the ceiling, with the farewell words, "See ya next time" - true story, with 3 big tokes of Demetri.
Mikkel Grum Bovin + Great experience. I think it would have been a nightmare to me with the “Techno music”. 😂 I had a similar experience with Salvia when I was tricked with a bowl of “Marijuana” by some young friends of mine. They said “Try this weed it’s the best ever” Me- “There is no such thing” lol. Anyway they said “you have to clear the bowl” Me- “Sure, okay”. I let out the smoke and having done cid plenty of times in my younger years I knew exactly what they had done as soon as I exhaled. I wasn’t prepared to donate 10-14hrs over “Good weed” 😂 and said “when I come down off this I’m wooping ass”. As I thought this to myself I seen and felt as though I was on a space like craft with thousands of other people. My hair was being pulled and twirled in an upward motion, I was looking for my family and seen my daughter and mother only. Everyone had a colored suit on and every one hundred people or so the color of the suits changed. All of our hands were beside us, standing straight up, and I knew we were being took somewhere else, it was kind of sad. Then I came back to myself. The whole experience lasted a total of maybe 3-5 mins. After that, I was cool and thought “wow this stuff was awesome”. Never tried it again and it was illegal to get anymore as they sold it in stores. Like “Purple Sticky” or “Green Giant”. Great plant however! You can buy the plant legally at any garden store though. ✌️
@@owlseyeseeit5420I've seen one "Kids on Salvia" video, to many,, NEVER going there, that's for sure 😅 but I'm glad to hear, you didn't had one of those "buried in mud, And here to stay for a kalpa or two 👀" salvia experiences, - 🚀🛸
Owls eye see it dude, I would have beat someones ass when I came back! I would t care if I enjoyed it or not! Those kids should have been taught a lesson! Maybe a good acid dosing is in order. A good 10 hits or so lol
@@goldenbanjo197 yeah, I'm with you on that, someone should so deff. Have a good woopin,.... You just do not Do that to anyone... I would be livid!!!
Sounds like an experience you wont forget. Havent been down the DMT road yet but I have definitely had visions of different dimensions of being on LSD. I've heard some amazing higher dimensional psybient styled music, not sure if it was similar to the techno music you were hearing, but this stuff was good :)
He certainly had the capacity to describe the ineffable.
Where has he, exactly?
Well sort of. He was no doubt a brilliant orator, and could lead people as close to it as spoken language allows, but words completely fail at describing the real thing. As McKenna once said, "There are no words. There are no words even close."
@@chintamanivivek listen to more and more You will start to understand his dialogue better, think of the feelings of the words when he explains
All the girls say I'm un f able 😔
@@calebsteele918
No they havent.
The part where he talked about his migraines and how he was otherwise healthy unless something is lurking behind the scenes, crushed me. :-(
Yep. Was looking for this comment. Very sad and eerie to hear him say that tbh.
God loves a sacrifice
It’s absolutely chilling to hear given what was ahead of him... I wonder how close this was to his diagnosis
@@ryanblakey1695 find out whens the talk given first, it may seem hard st first but worthwhile by doing it you may figure out how to dig up crucial information about any chunk of content
@@ryanblakey1695 This talk was given in 1994, and McKenna was diagnosed with brain cancer in 1999 - so 5 years.
It's appalling that it feels like a new discovery every time anyone finds it, when it should be the basic common perspective and knowledge of the world.
Honestly it seems to me that the conditioning at an early age is the one who sees it as a change. Ug krishnamerti is my favorite example of this, the dude says enlightenment is a mistake and he is just a normal man and yet thousands over his life made pilgrimage to ask him questions in order to obtain what he’s had. In the words of him “all the questions you ask are born out of the answers you already have”.
So amazed and happy that I have just discovered Terence McKenna - WOW!!!!
Blessings, One Love-Ivette :)
Hang on hannah lol
Terrence and his brother wrote an awesome book on cultivating mushrooms. It's worth checking out
@@dickdiamonds3410 Thanks so much, I sure will - I am also awaiting my first bottle of "Lion's Mane" ..so exciting (Paul Staments on Ted Talk/and Joe Rogan channel also Extremely informative) recommended fungi!
Hey listen to Alan Watts too
@@xxgoldmoney Thanks so much, I sure will ! Blessings
"how's your health?"
"Good I think, unless some horrible thing is lurking in the background" 😭
He then goes on to talk about his headaches then died of a brain tumor years later
So much DMT, that you begin to imagine DMT.
i heard this and i went to put this quote and a teary eyed face and you had already done it. thank you for feeling those sad feelings with me. 🙏
My father died very suddenly of an aneurysm not too long ago. I was very close to him. He was a very fit, intelligent, and happy man for 76 and nobody ever thought something like that would happen to him. Every one has their time, and something is always hanging around waiting to send us home. The question is simply whether you look at that reality as something sinister or a strong positive reason to get your shit together before its your turn.
@@chintamanivivek HPPD..had it for 3 years now, when I think about the psychedelic state stuff starts shifting. At night it can't be controlled tho..blessed by a curse lol
Thanks so much to you and Lorenzo Hagerty, these restored tapes are so important after the 2007 fire.
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His voice sounds like how I’d imagine Mr. Rogers high as hell
Craig Benedict lmao spot on
Lmfao bruh! Nailed it 🔥
Craig Benedict I can totally hear that now
That was my first thought. I actually only scrolled thru the comments to see if anyone else thought so too...lol..I guess so!
A psychedelic Mr. Rogers lol
My heroic psilocybin dose was accompanied by uncontrollable glossalalia. I was doing it and hearing it before I even realized I was the one making the sounds/syntactical but meaningless speech. It absolutely terrified me. It was a deep, gutteral voice, very unlike my normal speaking voice. I liken it to being possessed, for lack of a better description. This was also accompanied by an overlay of what looked like glyphs or ancient texts over everything. All of this was completely unexpected coming from someone with a decent amount of experience. Its comforting to know Terrence had similar glossalalia experiences on high doses, I thought I was strange and scared to do it again
Fascinating ! Yes , Glossalalia could happen while on high doses ;)
I do it every time, the first z 5-6 years it was scary. It becomes something you might be grateful for and quite the miracle when you can harness its essence . Effortless honest present original expression. Unseen unique perspectives
demonic possession.
@deusvult252it will find you
When he says , he's a lifetime hash smoker and can take a giant hit , there isn't a cilia left in his lungs to absorb the hit, lmao ! Damn I laughed so hard and nobody else did 💀 🤣
I picked up what he and you was putting down lol 😂 Life long hash smoker and Colorado has made it even easier!
@D G you still smoke/vape flower? Not that there is anything wrong with smoking a nice ‘J’ but I live in Colorado and wax/rosin/sauce/diamonds (all that’s hash for those of you not in the know just different extraction methods) is sooo much cheaper than flower. But yeah I bought all those devices (Pax3, Firefly etc) to smoke flower but it’s crazy what they charge for flower compared to hash. So I just stick to good ole dabbing!
@@Wandering_Chemist same.
at 38:30 Terrence talks about having a DMT trip during a dream. This reminds of a dream I had where I was smoking DMT out of a glass pipe on my bed. I remember my room in my dream melting and being shot into different realities that looked like abstract impressionist paintings. I've never smoked DMT in my waking life so I found it rather peculiar. It's amazing that we can experience things like that while sleeping
I had a DMT dream about six months after my previous trip, it was just a very cartoonish candyland scape
I’ve had a dream where I ate snails that had DMT in them and i was tripping hard. All I remember was it was beautiful And there were elves. I was pregnant when I had this dream.
I had a dream where I microwaved baby food and cut up my dirty socks and sprinkled & mixed the pieces into the oatmeal, ate it, and tripped for eternity. Still tripping today. Crazy huh ?!?
@@xxgoldmoney that is crazy - sound like a dane,-
@@MikkelGrumBovin still trippin but i added toenail clippings into the mix
Awesome narration of the experience. Wish I had a way to try it, but by listening to this I get a solid glimpse of expanded reality that is believable. Thx.
Not everyone has to take it to experience that reality. There is a way to that same experience, it’s just a different route, a longer way. All ways are just as special though ❤️💕❤️
@@XenaTron7 I’m calling BS my friend. Are you one of these folks claiming to be able to meditate their way into a full blown break through trip? I don’t doubt that one could maybe achieve various altered states or possibly even a faint visual or two but there’s no way in hell humans can just meditate or somehow naturally manifest themselves into the dmt realm.
It would be a whole lot cooler if we could though!!
Yep Its simply impossible , Mushroom LSD DMT, these are not the things you can dream about being in when in the natural state. Like you cant tell it to yourself what happens in there (post trip analysis). Words are not even close, intution is not even close. What happens in there only happens in there, and when its happening, no analysis or conception or a metaphor or intution comes anywhere near. Its the deepest of the deepest. @@tonycannonfodder369
Ah Lorenzo and Terrance...takes me back. Thank you for your dedication to the sacred arts!
I don't know why but I've never seen a picture that more accurately represents how I felt, it's like I can hear this picture
I know, my friend. I know...
Oh my friend I know…I know this down to every inch of my core after last night.
listening to this while falling to sleep 😎
OMG. I just had a thought. What he is saying about them being like little people making and showing you toys sounds exactly like Santa's workshop full of elves! By itself, this might not mean much. But, in relation to Amanitas Muscaria and the hypothesized connection between it and Santa and Christmas, it is an interesting possible connection. I learned in a philosophy class in college that Amanitas always grows at the base of christmas trees (fir, spruce), and reindeer are known to seek out and eat these mushrooms (and they proceed to jump and do high kicks in the air, as though they are flying). Plus, the obvious red and white color is the same as Santa's suit (and, Santa is kinda like a magical shaman, too..which the Christians may have adopted as a saint in order to convert the Germanic barbarian tribes lol).. Interesting idea, I think..
OMG, DMT lol. I have used LSD and Mushrooms many times in my teens and early 20's, but never DMT. I'm wondering if maybe it would be beneficial for me to try it..
I’ve heard something like this before.
Sounds like an interesting philosophy class
Sounds very interesting what you say. Also the christmas tree, sparkling lights, the elves, everyone dressed with flashy colors like the christmas tree lights, everything like a circus, and they want to give you presents. Sounds like a psychodelic experience for sure.
I am one of the elves, checking out this human dimension. Weird. Must get back.
Jane help us
When you get back, you will just want to come back here. The cycle continues forever.
Sucker
😅
The U.S. government continues to deny its citizens their human right to grow plants for their own use, while at the same time grants patent rights to biotech industry corporations who are redesigning living organisms for profit. Disgusting. Thanks for posting. (RIP, Terence!)
They can't afford for us to all awaken.
Tumble Bug -Pharmacology is Death to the USA. They make too much $ on the Pharmaceutical drugs. They make $ off people going to rehab due to Pharmaceutical drugs etc. I’ know Alcohol, Tobacco and Food kill more US citizens a year than any plant Psychedelic. Yet they are perfectly Legal. 👍✌️💯
I want this on a bumper sticker. Spot on! Disgusting is a good one word summary. Fundamentally antithetical to the original idea of what the U.S. stood for, as well.
You’re not even allowed to gather wild-growing mushrooms,m (unless you’re a fool and are picking them without knowing what they are, then that’s ok).
But you can still grow lots of morning glory, San Pedro and Peruvian torch
I was 16 so I was getting drunk on the weekends. I wonder a lot what if I would have discovered such philosophy in the 90's. Alan Watts, Carl Jung, Terrence, Neitzche and Heavy Metal music. Here I am 25 years later and actually feel much more deserving after my personal experiences up to this point. What is different between 1994 and 2019 other than 25 years?
Still now.
I’m 19 and I have been discovering all of this for the past months and have begun meditating and it is quite amazing, I am just excited for what the universe has in store.
@Montinik Jr professional mediators?
Christopher Williams -A hella lot! The people do not want to be aware. It’s like a different planet now. My sons are 24 and 27. They were born in 93’ and 97’. Wow how things have changed so much in character of people. My sons are nothing like their counter parts of the same age. Idk what happened lol.
@@owlseyeseeit5420 I feel like it's spiraling out of control, thus killing the Old School mentality. Like aging soldiers with survival stories, every day, the old days get wiped out Like a forest. In just 15 years it truly will be a Take all, warp speed society. It's the perfect seed for "CyberHorror" to hit the scene, because we are all fictional anyway.
this is one the best TMcK talks I ve found as to date, and did listen to quite a few
What an evening coming from watching documentaries about strange UFO encounters to Magical Egypt and the advanced knowledge possessed there, to spirit encounters in Japan, to now this. And it all connects.
Most fascinating.I find myself smiling listening to you.Thank you namaste.
It's really so beautiful isn't it.
Maybe LIFE is the trip and smoking DMT brings you to normality.......... haha
VeggiePower303 i believe it
This is true.
The "normality" is the terrifying oneness.
@@jesuschristislord77733 it's only terrifying to the ego but music to the soul.
@@EvenStarLoveAnanda - Depersonalization/Derealization.
If we are all one, then the one is all alone.
@@jesuschristislord77733 No lol. De-personalization = Realization.
Of all his talks this is best!🎉😂❤😅😊🎉
What a wonderful peculiar human being he was. I am so sad he died that way, but it all has to come to an end somehow.
The words are like the buzz of the saw when you make furniture. The important thing is the furniture.
I loved the psychedelic salon!
I had a dream where someone was passing out brilliant Chrystal powder to snort.
It looked amazing, so i took a huge snort of it.
Right after this a woman came to me and she said, you took too much.
As soon as she said that I went up in spiral portal or something.
Then I had a horrible time in my Physical life for about 6 months, I was like nerves wrack.
Than after 6 months I had another dream where some handed me a pipe, I smoked it.
And after this everything was fine in my Physical life.
The nervousness went away.
We are on a drug trip, if I understand this correctly.
LIFE is a Psychedelic trip.
wow that's really interesting
VeggiePower303 oh yes .... and that’s called the ego trip !!
The hooka 🚬 Caterpillar Caller -
Ok now that's trippy.
We are always tripping when u take lsd/psylocibin u don’t trip, your eyes open up and u see reality/the matrix of things clearer u see the trip we are really in. After it wears off our pupils shrink and third eyes closes from being wide open so we see less of reality to help better cope with the grand things we are and achieve.
The health part was quite a hit, hearing back on this in 1994, and then the mention of migranes. He who would later pass on because of a Brain Tumor, RIP T. Mckenna. Makes me feel like we shoulf not ignore the small details in our health, and try to live healthier if your bodies is giving you pre warning signs.. anybody else have anything to add?
I was thinking that too.
"Unless less terrible thing is lurking" he said. Man... Sucks that he died.
consciousnick - everyone dies. It’s just part of the experience.
@@goldenbanjo197 I don't know, sometimes I can't help but see it as a kind of graduation.
I thought quite immediately about when he talked of how smoking was a poor means of ingesting substance and how it can do harm, I wonder if smoking is a dead art and we should be ingesting things like cannabis not smoking them.
@@Sk8rTalent true
i have logged many many hrs of TM talks into my history log lol but somehow i have listened to this talk at least 10 times lol
Foxdiesolid yeah me too..it’s a good one
And where is the fucking secret?
Right at the end, someone asks about his health, and he answers with such characteristic Mckennan charm, and probably had no idea how portentous his response really was.
I can't help but wonder if he reflected back on this moment when he first received the news of his impending death
The secret that can’t be told... think about it... that’s why this is not main steam
I love how Terence pronounced hale-ooh-sino-gins. He made it sound sophisticated.
Well, they are the rolls Royces of the drug world aren’t they
DMT= Dimensional message transporter
DNA= Dimensional Network Area
That's a Goodin .
Try GOD and BIBLE n see what uget, happens.When you have a good Solid!Golden Gate 🌉 that Collapses
CIA = Cunts Infesting America
Creative, I like that!👌
I'm glad he mentioned the dream state. One time I sat in the woods and smoked some DMT in 2010. I took a very small hit, but everything started getting overwhelming, and I felt the strong urge to close my eyes and just freak out. But I forced my eyes to stay open. Like McKenna said about not abandoning one's self to astonishment...I didn't want to cave in. The urge to close my eyes was so strong that I practically had to hold them open with my hands...and then it happened. I looked at the trees, and could see they were squiggling left and right at an extremely rapid pace. It dawned on me that REM was occurring. A few other things happened on that trip, but that point particularly impressed me. It seemed a correlation between the DMT state and the dream state could be made. About 6 months later I awoke in the middle of the night, having a dream. I looked out in the dimly lit living room and could see everything squiggling around and instantly thought to myself naturally occurring DMT must be the culprit. Who knows.
That very small hit should’ve been met with some balls. Take a bigger toke 😂
That “very little hit” was you using your imagination lol you ain’t fill the bar as needed
@@ShadowTetsuo9999 It wasn't my imagination. That small hit completely took me out of ordinary reality. Some people are sensitive to psychedelics.
the point is to close your eyes and let it take you!! i find for me it’s all in or nothing, the small doses are too strange for lack if better description!
Ive lisened to alot of this mans talks. This one is up there.
You don’t have a soul. You ARE a soul.
Its obvious that God exist, its just that ya'll haven gone through a full ego death to admit it. Those being say "don't be in awe of these things" and "Don't be afraid" now put 2&2 together, who else says such things, yet bear alien and impossible wisdom.
Had a full blown ego death for the first time and it definitely is difficult to deny the experience and presence of a higher power. Those I've met that still deny haven't gone far enough. Took a while to take it all in for me.
I wonder if theres a hell
I had a traumatic ego death experience. Slipping into the psychedelic abyss of Insanity and death, better believe I found myself begging God, Shiva, Buddha, whoever was listening, to save me. I didn't think of any particular God. But definitely A God. Hell is here on Earth... Humans are the only creatures capable of evil... Experienced out of body flashes. Incredible. Full on non dual. I was just part of the scenery like a tree, or a rock. Just observing. Absolutely no concept of a God, humanness, etc... But in the state I was in, go can a person have a conceptualization of anything. Especially with no short or long term memory. Or any memories at all. Idk. There is a cosmic something, I just don't know what it is exactly. Long rant. My bad. Take care everyone
Ah, June 1994 I remember it almost as if I wasn’t born yet.
Like "Ramtha"said we are Not ready for the truth-Blessed Be.
shine on you crazy diamond
Gotta love Pink Man. 👍✌️💯
A big question for DMT consumers, I smoked DMT 2 times in my life, in those 2 times I couldn't breakthrough to other side, however, I was in my room, my cousin was taking care of me, and once I hit the pipe, I start to feeling like if I was dying, literally, and suddenly, all start to vanishing in my room, and then I felt 3 entities in my room, I didn't saw them, but I felt them, 3 of them, it's funny because once I felt the pressence of those 3 entities, I got very scared because I really felt that they were angry with me due I knew that this reality is a simulation made by them to keep us sleep, and I felt them angry due I was about to tell everybody about this, by any chance guys, did you think that this was like the circus archetype?
Just use more, hit harder, hit it again. Fear nothing, nothing can hurt you.
Mel Doomis I second this. Go big or go home. If you take it always take it with the thought that this might be the one that changes everything, the one that breaks the veil. It’s an experience unlike any other I wish you all the best of luck in your astral travels.
Sure that wasn't datura?
1:06:50 didn’t Terrance die of a brain tumour? This is so sad to hear
pain is the enabled condition for happiness, guarantee Terrance appreciated the miracles on top of miracles everyone has. His death was the end of pain traced miracles leading him towards his ideal
A magnificent creator..
Terrence is on another level.
If you have to ask, then you don’t know but trust this man when he says THIS is it! It’s what every poet or painter or philosopher has been trying to explain or portray and it’s just 3 tokes and 3 minutes away. Just have to know the right people.
Has anyone else had the experience of feeling freezing cold to the bone after coming back from a breakthrough? It took me maybe 10+ minutes after coming back to regulate my (perceived) body temperature.
Queeef
1:00 June 1994 I was 1 and a half years old. I don't got many memories from those days.
June 1994 I was but a nothing in the potential of paths
I can relate
1h07.. how's your health?.. TM says fine unless something is lurking.. and I get migraines..
never heard this part before. I wonder what year this one was recorded. sounds like a late 90s one. perhaps he should have got those migraines looked at a little sooner :(
The secret that can't be told
Tm was supposed to move on to the next life/ level.... he was here long enough to figure out some important things about the human existence...
Were the migraines a symptom of something resulting in his pass? Rest eternally TM
@@evansgate lots, but that's no reason to stop exploring and building the "diamond body" m8
@@robmiller9920 sounds about right lol
24:08 we are creatures of consumption all life sustains life by eating life and converting it into energy against the grind of entropy, so in a way consuming something is as similar a behavior as the back of our hand. It’s just that we have trained our minds that a phone or distance itself is the only way to communicate.
I no longer need any drug at all to trip and have visions. much simpler than anyone would think. Much more valuable too.
Christopher Dirham please tell us some more
No u don't need this shit to access subcon.science/open the doorways(Software).
1 trip to the streets ( of London, lol 😂 )4 drugs Especially the trivial DMT^ left for Dead or as a Vegetable. 😵😬 😰Real shit💯Careful💯 👉 point of no Return.s is real. And comes 🔙 as backflashes even years l8r still too, likely to exp 🔙 Flashes
Christopher Dirham - I get what I call “Pictographs” pictures in my mind of things I have no clue about but always come true. Never could I intervene as I believe it’s meant for me not to. That’s why Idk what they mean until after the fact it’s manifested. It’s hard but I assume it’s a gift. Sometimes a curse. 🤔
Big flex comment .
Horseshit dude! I’m sorry bro, I just can’t buy it. I don’t doubt one could achieve various altered states or maybe even a faint visual or two but there’s no way in hell a human can just meditate or manifest their way into a full blown break through trip into the dmt realm.
It would be very cool if we could though!
Coast to Coast interviews with Art Bell are classics too. Haven't heard the Psychedelic Salon with Lorenzo in a while
Dmt captivated me for years before I happened upon it, and it still fascinates me many months after using it
Still captivates me decades after trying it... many times. Over and over. And yet I find there is an 'aha' moment that you realize the 'lessons' learned are limited, there is nothing to grasp! However it is still worth exploring, as if you have tapped into a language you are not meant to hear.
This is so true ive had an experience like this when i saw Egyptian beigns i got all the information then boom i was back here
I need to trip again
He was ind3ed producing beautiful objects as he spoke
I found out about Terrance McKenna from a heavy metal band called MuDvAyNe from the album L.D 50 so awesome and great.
There is a terrence mckenna video where he talks about getting high on marijuana and suddenly being taken on a psychadelic journey similar to dmt. Can anyone help me find that video again? He talks about being in a room with a loud steam heater
I too would like to find this.
Find the video yet? I’ve been smoking marijuana carts and my tolerance is quite high, until I stopped smoking for 2 weeks then hit it non stop until I felt trippy, this exact thing happened to me but I can’t quite make it out
"Find the others"
;)
The lovely gift of the gab bangs back on a blind shaft. Could be that.
I interacted with an alien yesterday while on shrooms. Now listening on this talk, I am mind blowned.
Ah, the Salon. I was 18 when I discovered that podcast!
1:09:30 "I don't think people should be loaded ALL the time... other than Cannabis"
Hit up this plug I ordered from.he sells psychedelics discreetly. He have shrooms, Dmt, Lsd, and more👽🍄
Sleekhub
This is from the Psychedelic Salon podcast
BOOM. Around 16:20.
I did DMT one time, I was also on ecstasy, alone; I had no clue about "elves" or "machine elves" there was 0 conditioning for the experience.
I smoked it; and I did not see machine elves; rather my eyes were open; and everything I looked at was indeed made up of little elves; just like you see in people's yards.
like atoms that we are made out of; EVERYTHING I looked at was made up of these elves; and if you looked deeper; those elves were made up of elves; and so on and so on and so on.
I learned about DMT Elves years after this experience; but it wasn't machine elves like normally discussed; it was the kind he speaks about around 16:20.
(bonus; when I did close my eyes there was a HUGE purple door open, with a janitor sweeping the doorway, who motioned for me to come through; I was scared; and just mentally said no, the janitor shrugged his shoulders, kept sweeping, the door shut, and that was the end of my dmt trip).
I am captivated by the vast vocabulary expression used to describe his experiences, I wish this world was structured differently so very much...I dont belong here i know this with every fiber of my being, this world does not make sense to me, I will be 45 on Oct 22...I died in the birth canal during a full moon..I dont know if I'm dead or alive, this is the question asked of myself every time after waking from a dream
26:59 ‘I don’t think it’s aunt minny or uncle ned 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Terence is funny without trying to be
This talk has me thinking the universe is a computer and tripping on psychedelics/dreaming is how you donate processing power to maintain accurate/reliable/precise consciousness for yourself and other people to whatever extent they feel they're in control whilst sober.
It would be a mind before a computer all day. Welcome to idealism fellow monad.
I know you want to hear this again 1:03:07
spoilers!
lmaooo
Speaking in tongues! Lol
The moon is hollow and contains souls waiting to arrive or come to this destination for the first time. And we come back again and again to experience this experience and just enjoy the circus of life in material forms called human. 😊
July 1983 my parents weren’t even dating yet.
Despite all the rage we are still just a rat in a cage.
Smash the pumpkins kids. Take the different route..!! ;)
God likes to put himself in cages
"Without the vampire effect, the carnival is deceased"
i think that tube you go through is a microtubule inside
the brain cell
Stephen P the brain cell of god
the brain cell. Lol.
Wow what a great talk.
It's most definitely a sped-up Looney Tunes cartoon, and there's lots of "playing." Very apt description.
Climb with thoughts and feelings.
There's something about geometrics...
Sacred Geometry 🙏
In 1994 I didn't exi- WAIT
Q: “how’s your health?”
A: “good i think, unless some horrible thing is lurking in the background…the most chronic thing wrong with me is migraines.”
so so so sad
Thank you!
Can I try LSD, or psilocybin if I am on antidepressants?
Well did you do it.
@@frenchfry4017 hey there! lol no, I am still on antidepressants, don't wanna mess myself up, who knows what it can do. but I really wanna do shrooms
@@Hejirah Is shrooms more safer than LSD? Just like in general.
@@frenchfry4017 I haven't tried LSD so can't compare, but shrooms can be very potent
Results from clinical trials show that PSILOCYBIN can significantly decrease depression. However, there may be a risk of overstimulation when combining PSILOCYBIN with other meds.
Theoretically, antidepressants can reduce the effectiveness of psychedelics, it's not recommended the two be combined.
Combining antidepressants w LSD turned up results like such as seizires and heart attacks.
No one really knows how common this is, but it sounds like a bad idea.
people whove had success using psychedelics to heal deppression would probably urge you off the
Pharmaceuticals and try psychedelics.
Of course only you can decide.
A year ago the state of Oregon voted to legalize magic mushroom therapy.
They are suppose to be up & running w the program in 2023. If you live 8n the States you might want to look into it. But every program I've heard of legal , illegal, local , or amazon jungle were not accepting people on antidepressants.
Something about two
very different but slightly related chemicals (serotonins?) having
to fire on the same neurotransmitter, that causes the trouble.
Wonder why he only ever seen these one.type of archetype? I have had experiences with various.
Important question. 💗
I've been trying to find this one again for awhile
I wonder if any of the drugs he experimented with have contributed to his tumor.
He talks about it in his last interview where he talked to the Oncologist about it and they couldn’t link it to any of his psychedelic use but if I end up exiting the earth that way then I’d say it’s worth it. At least to me.
Do not give way to Amazement that is a profound lesson is. The mainstream's grasp of power is completely based on amazement and realize on your lack of criticism and compliance
Note to self: Respect your BAH-DEE
:))
Ehh maneee Its the bah movement
59:30 That is a near perfect description of how I perceived it.
1:10:25 "I know people who are really druggie"
1:11:05 Far out man
Who wants to hear about my experience? I call them Play-Doh rainbow ribbon Factory Dream Machines..
What did these odd characters do? I'm all ears!
Would love to read a trip report.
I’m down to hear
I'm not going to go over the substances, or the particular situation.. Suffice to say, I was sitting Indian style with a blindfold on in my recliner. I was meditating, watching colors swirl around in the darkness, when lights and shapes began to take form.. I found myself in a control room.. There was one big display, trying to start a dream sequence.. It was a machine, that would make things that I imagined.. It takes cues from your unconsciousness, so you have to be good at controlling your thoughts.. And they can't do faces well.. But these are the normal Dream Machines that sit in front of the Astral window and distract you, providing you with a simulation of an actual astral travel experience into the unknown without actually letting you do it every single night time after time.. It's scary out there... I'll explain.
So I'm looking around, and the screen folds out and extends itself.. Some magnificent fluidic psyche technology, more resolution than I've ever seen on a screen.. playing the thoughts as interpreted by The Dream Machine sequence.. And then more screens. All around the perimeter of the first. On all of these were projections of my most pervasive and long-standing mental archetypes.. Things that I could easily slip into, that are held in reserve in case I need them.. At the time, I remember seeing a multiplayer Halo game going on 24/7.. I could dip into that at any point and use it.
So anyway, an interesting thing about this particular experience is that when I moved my head around, the three dimensional control room responded as if I were partially there in some physical sense.. This does not normally happen with meditation or simple psychedelic visionary experience. ... it happens as if played on a screen in front of your eyes.. The retinal circus. It hardly ever responds as if you are actually somewhere else. So I spent maybe an hour or so playing with the screens and seeing what I had at my fingertips.. what Interesting things were on the edges of my mind, ready to spring forward? And I began creating dream sequences, I'm a guy so... Sexy girls.. What else are you going to make? But they never do faces properly... this is how you know if you are in your own dream, or have gone wandering in your light body.. Is there a recognizable face? The Dream Machines can't do faces. So I decided to give them a test.. Do you know that iconic image of the dogs playing poker? I decided to see what this machine could accomplish.. So I concentrated on that image, and this girl with a terrible looking face began to twist and change and morph.. She turned into a rainbow full-Spectrum Play-Doh ribbon Factory.. Moving and morphing and changing all the time.. The Play-Doh ribbons it was producing were so high resolution and extremely textured it'd make a designer weep. ..
it was fascinating and hypnotizing.. So the textures began spitting out and it made the green felt on the poker table, and the Shiny plastic of the chips, and all the different qualities of fur on the dogs and Bam! I watched a dream sequence shift in front of my eyes.. This happens every single night to every single person, but the veil and The Mists are too thick.. You can't see it happen.... the actual transforming of these things looked almost exactly like the very first movie from the Transformer series.. Only the first one! All the others have lost the quality. But go back to the original movie, and watch the Transformers change.. The similarities are shocking... I don't think Terrence lived long enough to see Transformers made as a motion picture, but if he had he would have shat himself.
I don't wanna play anymore. Can I go home?
Marijuana,
Amanita Muscaria,
Dimethyltryptamine.
Holy Trinity ! ! !
hearing him say he suffers from migraines sucks knowing how he died
iPromiseyeWontPlayTheMosiachSong how did he die?
Jeimmy Casillas tumor
Has anybody ever awoken naturally from a Dream State and then been aware of the semi conscious visualizations and patterns occurring in the darkness, almost as if the images are being seen by the eyes, but they are in fact of the mind.....
I was graduating high school in June 1994. 👩🎓
Never having recovered from that decision lol
Explain
When I had it salmon started jumping out of the river I was sitting next to, right at the peak.
1:06:26 - oh boy
Endeed, that stuck me to.