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Thanks for uploading this, Cody. I’ve been dealing a lot with self-hatred and thoughts of suicide, and when I hear my favorite UA-camr cover a topic like this when I’m feeling blue, it makes me feel reminded how someone I don’t even know personally can feel the exact same way. I’ve been watching your channel since I was 14, I’m 24 now and I’ve seen a lot of people come and go and my life but even though you and I have never meet I feel like you’re a friend all the same way. Thank you for being you.
You’ll be alright my friend. Life always works itself out. It’s a crazy world we live in nowadays but as long as you stay true to yourself and the ones you love, stuff always finds its ways of working out. Take care of yourself.
Gambling is an addiction and, therefore, a disease just like alcoholism. Such a tragic loss of life. I like what you said at the end, "you never know what people are going through" and "money can never buy you true happiness"
i actually went to middle school with the daughter of the woman driving the other car involved in the accident, and afterwards, the school we went to issued a message to all of the parents at the school about suicide awareness. she was only in 6th grade when it happened, it’s a super sad story
Thank you for bringing light to this story. it hits twice as hard because you're telling the story from your point of view, and being his friend. been watching xCodeh since 2016 and this video flooded me with nostalgia. Please never stop making videos Cody.
I just lost my cousin in a motorcycle accident one week ago. i had not been able to see them for 11 years, last time i saw her i was 12. A few opportunities came up in those 11 years to see them came up but it just didnt happen. But the best thing to do is cherish the memories you have with friends or family even when your paths dont collide for awhile or again in life.
Thank you for making this cody. I lost a close friend and family member a few days ago, and for the past couple days ive had thoughts about "maybe there's more i could've done" or "what if i reached out more often" but at the same time i know i did the best i could have. It's natural to have these conflicting emotions, all people do, but if those feelings become overwhelming, dont be afraid to reach out and talk to someone about how you're feeling. On the same hand, you should also check on the people that matter to you and try to end your conversations with "i love you" whenever possible.
This really hits home and is a great break down of the entire situation. I was an avid McSkillet viewer, up until his passing. It's so sad that depression drives some people to that point :(
Don't beat yourself up over not replying to his tweet man. A couple of months ago one of my friends killed himself. I was so angry at myself for not talking to him more. It is a fact that we had never been all that close, I hadn't talked to him in a very long time and we had grown apart quite a bit. But what drove me crazy is the fact that we actually started talking again right before he killed himself. On a school trip, a couple of months before he killed himself, I asked him if he was okay because I could see he wasn't doing alright at all but he just kept denying it. After a while I just gave up and we ended up having a great night with with shitloads of fun, drinks and old stories. I sat with him all night. Then a week before it all came to an end, I took some photos/portraits of him (I'm a film student) and we were having a nice conversation and complaining about school a little bit but something just seemed off. He was so quiet and just out of touch. I wish I had done something... All we can do now is honour them and be kind to the people we still have, especially to the ones who need help right now. We still have our memories. R.I.P to my friend, R.I.P to the mother and the daughter, R.I.P McSkillet...
Love you Cody I hurt for you was listening to 90% of the video when rolling but when I heard you cut up I felt that in my heart and had to stop for a min out of respect. Keep your head high brother ❤️
XCodeh thanks for all the uploads over the years. Thank you for sharing your take on this. We love ya and always have your back. Love to see the consistent uploads. Stay lifted
Always leave the people you care about on a good note, you never know when it'll be the last time you speak, so make sure you say what you feel and give people their flowers while they can still smell them. Peace and love everyone 💚
It’s means the world to hear this Cody, and know other young people are mourning the loss of young friends❤❤❤. 2 year anniversary of a 24yo friends suicide was a couple days ago.
i actually met mcskillet on a csgo match back then, he was on an alt account but i recognized his voice immediately. i was a really big fan of his channel. he added me and we played a few games together. i remember him being so nice and genuine. i will never forget that. i still have that account added to my friends list. Rest in peace big guy
A few months ago one of my high school friends jumped off a bridge. We grew distant as he got into hard drugs after high school. I guess he was trying to get clean and got sober for a year before he relapsed. I feel you so much on the regret. Suicide hurts so much, I often think of the kind of person he could’ve became if he just tried to get sober again. Rest in peace to all of the dead, I hope one day we’ll meet again.
CODY I NEED THE OG INTO. The music, the words, and asking if we’re having a snazzy day man. We need it man I remember that’s what always got me coming back to watch your videos mannn
wholly shit thats wild, i miss watching homie, back in 2015 and 2016 type beat it was gnarly to think people were out there making bank off of skins and it was inspirational really. good vid as always bro- cheers
Been watching since before you deleted the videos because of the strikes... Miss those times sitting at night watching the smoke seshs. You're a great dude Cody, it's not your fault and my brother took his life in 2020 and it was so confusing... I often think what could I have done differently as well, but in the end it was his decision and ultimately he is no longer in pain. Love the content, been here since 2014 😎🤘 Love ya brotha
2 YEARS AGO i lost 2 f my best bros to a accident . its scary bc i was in the back seat with them. only 3 of us survived. lucky to be here. much love . stay safe on the roads please
holy shit, 2015 csgo and staying up late on summer nights was so fucking fun. Miss all the friends I made back then, hope they're doing well. McSkillet was scummy for running sketchy gambling sites but it is sad how his mental health took his life and two others.
Unfortunately towards the end of the video, I realized the sad nostalgia of this story. Rip to all involved in the accident. Love and peace to everyone.
I liked the photograph video you made, oh an any tips on how I cud start a UA-cam channel like microphone brands or anything, bc I've been thinking about it just really don't know wher to start
Ultimate respectfulness for not milking the title and thumbnail about the incident couldve easily created more traffic to the video naming specifics in the title but this is for the real ones not to generate income.
Hey Cody srry to hear this story bro wish it could have ended differently man. One of my homies passed of an Od at a party that I was at I saw him there and he looked completely fine full of energy happy and I guess after the party he stayed with some ppl ik but don’t talk to but they were into drugs and he passed away when everyone fell asleep I just wish I asked my homie to spend the night at my house I regret it every day and I wish I told him that’s not the crowd u wanna be apart of. RIP JG ❤
A lot of the speculations at the time was that McSkillet fell into depression after having a majority (if not all) of his gambling site bots vac banned which means a tradeban aswell. B ecause of his IP being associated with some of the bot accounts (maybe he created them from his own PC or he logged into some of them) his main account got hit with the ban which meant his collection was effectively worthless. I used to be heavy into the CSGO trading scene years ago and I honestly never noticed the link between Codeh and McSkillet. I really enjoyed his content and he seemed like such a likeably guy, truly a tragic story that came about the boom of CSGO gambling and UA-cam in general. Big props to Codeh for telling this story and sharing his thoughts and feelings on the matter, I know it must be hard to open up about especially after this has happened a good few years ago.
its how you grow after that matters man, letting go to a degree but not forgetting entirely is better than holding onto the idea of what you could have done in the moment
Your hardest enemie can be your own thoughts, you only know whats going on inside your own head at a really really bad day. We should all care about each other way more but it feels like society is going the exact opposite direction, becoming colder and more distanced every day.
Fuck man I haven’t thought about him in a while. That was such a fucked up day. Rest in peace to everybody involved. And Cody, don’t take that burden onto yourself. I get that the “what ifs” are the hardest part, but things could’ve very well went the same way even if you had reached out. You did everything you could with the knowledge you had. Take care of yourself everybody. Peace & love
I still remember winning my first big coin flip on Wild with you in the call, good times lol. That comment about the D Lore hurts cuz I also could buy a house with what I flipped away.
I already knew about what happened but still watched the whole vid. Man that era feels like yesterday like my mind hasn't even really fully moved past that time period. I kinda hate being a nostalgia boomer but it really seemed like the world felt better then.
I’ve seen a motorcycle hit the side of a flatbed trailer easily going 80. Mf did cartwheels 30 feet in the air and was dead on scene. Me and my dad were in the front so we couldn’t leave and we had to watch the whole thing. My dad is a paramedic so he tried to help but he died as soon as he hit. Looking back on it happens regularly. Never buying a motorcycle.
This is some weird timing cuz i had a distant friend ive known since middle school and we just graduated and i found out he died in a gruesome motorcycle accident. Im sorry for what happened cody and i would like to say dont dwell on regrets too much cuz there’s nothing we can do to change the past
Crazy as fuck man, I was stuck on the highway with my dad in his work truck coming home. The accident was about 20 minutes in front of us. Crazy that It could have been us. Feels bad man
Damn just got the news that my old boss took his own life last month... Dude was married with kids and had a very succesful business. Weird how depression really takes everything good in your life and turns it into a dark cloud...
Thats how my friend lost his life cause of someone who did this... if your going to take your own dont take someone elses.. but i agree cody its never the answer, sad all around 😢
I’m so happy to see you more consistent Cody feels like 2017 again
So nostalgic
Get this man 1 million subs
more like 2015, growing up with bro
He needs to pay for his new house lol
@@Derek-ow2bkI was in high school at the time riding around with my buddy’s first car listing to Cody’s vids after school… man the best times
Thanks for uploading this, Cody. I’ve been dealing a lot with self-hatred and thoughts of suicide, and when I hear my favorite UA-camr cover a topic like this when I’m feeling blue, it makes me feel reminded how someone I don’t even know personally can feel the exact same way.
I’ve been watching your channel since I was 14, I’m 24 now and I’ve seen a lot of people come and go and my life but even though you and I have never meet I feel like you’re a friend all the same way. Thank you for being you.
love u mane
love u bro try talking to someone close to you and getting some outside help, life is worth it no matter what❤‼
You’ll be alright my friend. Life always works itself out. It’s a crazy world we live in nowadays but as long as you stay true to yourself and the ones you love, stuff always finds its ways of working out. Take care of yourself.
Keep your head up man. Good times are ahead of you
You’re not alone dawg I struggle with this as well don’t give in keep pushing 💯
Gambling is an addiction and, therefore, a disease just like alcoholism. Such a tragic loss of life. I like what you said at the end, "you never know what people are going through" and "money can never buy you true happiness"
i actually went to middle school with the daughter of the woman driving the other car involved in the accident, and afterwards, the school we went to issued a message to all of the parents at the school about suicide awareness. she was only in 6th grade when it happened, it’s a super sad story
His actions will forever be inexcusable, he did possibly the most selfish thing someone can do, killed innocent people just because he wanted to die.
This goes to show that you never really know what a person is going through even if they seen like the happiest person. Rip
So did 13 reasons why on Netflix, feel like that woke a ton of people up too a few years ago. I agree though, you never really know
Thank you for bringing light to this story. it hits twice as hard because you're telling the story from your point of view, and being his friend. been watching xCodeh since 2016 and this video flooded me with nostalgia. Please never stop making videos Cody.
I just lost my cousin in a motorcycle accident one week ago. i had not been able to see them for 11 years, last time i saw her i was 12. A few opportunities came up in those 11 years to see them came up but it just didnt happen. But the best thing to do is cherish the memories you have with friends or family even when your paths dont collide for awhile or again in life.
Thank you for making this cody. I lost a close friend and family member a few days ago, and for the past couple days ive had thoughts about "maybe there's more i could've done" or "what if i reached out more often" but at the same time i know i did the best i could have. It's natural to have these conflicting emotions, all people do, but if those feelings become overwhelming, dont be afraid to reach out and talk to someone about how you're feeling. On the same hand, you should also check on the people that matter to you and try to end your conversations with "i love you" whenever possible.
This really hits home and is a great break down of the entire situation. I was an avid McSkillet viewer, up until his passing. It's so sad that depression drives some people to that point :(
you know, you're one of the realest guys on the internet and greatest channels. world needs more people like you and the people in your community
Thank you for all the good words Codeh. You’re truly a nice guy, I hope you keep it up on uploads and show the algorithm who’s boss!
Damn I remember this too, I used to watch you and Skillet, Shits crazy how far its been, thank you a lot for uploading this ❤
Don't beat yourself up over not replying to his tweet man. A couple of months ago one of my friends killed himself. I was so angry at myself for not talking to him more. It is a fact that we had never been all that close, I hadn't talked to him in a very long time and we had grown apart quite a bit. But what drove me crazy is the fact that we actually started talking again right before he killed himself. On a school trip, a couple of months before he killed himself, I asked him if he was okay because I could see he wasn't doing alright at all but he just kept denying it. After a while I just gave up and we ended up having a great night with with shitloads of fun, drinks and old stories. I sat with him all night. Then a week before it all came to an end, I took some photos/portraits of him (I'm a film student) and we were having a nice conversation and complaining about school a little bit but something just seemed off. He was so quiet and just out of touch. I wish I had done something... All we can do now is honour them and be kind to the people we still have, especially to the ones who need help right now. We still have our memories. R.I.P to my friend, R.I.P to the mother and the daughter, R.I.P McSkillet...
Love you Cody I hurt for you was listening to 90% of the video when rolling but when I heard you cut up I felt that in my heart and had to stop for a min out of respect. Keep your head high brother ❤️
XCodeh thanks for all the uploads over the years. Thank you for sharing your take on this. We love ya and always have your back. Love to see the consistent uploads. Stay lifted
i’m glad you uploaded this. i’ve been struggling as well and seeing someone i look up to talking about something like this makes me feel less alone.
I’ve been watching for a long time Cody, keep your head up always ❤
Too happy that you uploaded today!! Makes my day everyday 🥲🤌🔥
love the videos been watching for 8 years, crazy to say man thanks for everything ❤
Love ya Cody
Always leave the people you care about on a good note, you never know when it'll be the last time you speak, so make sure you say what you feel and give people their flowers while they can still smell them. Peace and love everyone 💚
It’s means the world to hear this Cody, and know other young people are mourning the loss of young friends❤❤❤. 2 year anniversary of a 24yo friends suicide was a couple days ago.
Appreciate you being a real one Cody
from watching cody in middle school while doing homework all the way up to college really takes me back man
i actually met mcskillet on a csgo match back then, he was on an alt account but i recognized his voice immediately. i was a really big fan of his channel. he added me and we played a few games together. i remember him being so nice and genuine. i will never forget that. i still have that account added to my friends list. Rest in peace big guy
Xcodeh brother been w you since the beginning used to get toasty and listen to the story times man unmatched vibes glad to see ya doin good man
thanks for the consistent uploads its makin the seshes better
One of the deepest xcodeh lore videos out here
great message at the end there. RIP and hope you're having yourself a snazzy day Cody
Man this video was super nostalgic for me been watching since high school man I’m 23 now hope life is good Cody
good video man, I hope you are having a good day, hearing you talk about this has helped bring me up even though its a dark topic
A few months ago one of my high school friends jumped off a bridge. We grew distant as he got into hard drugs after high school. I guess he was trying to get clean and got sober for a year before he relapsed. I feel you so much on the regret. Suicide hurts so much, I often think of the kind of person he could’ve became if he just tried to get sober again. Rest in peace to all of the dead, I hope one day we’ll meet again.
CODY I NEED THE OG INTO. The music, the words, and asking if we’re having a snazzy day man. We need it man I remember that’s what always got me coming back to watch your videos mannn
OG INTRO*
wholly shit thats wild, i miss watching homie, back in 2015 and 2016 type beat it was gnarly to think people were out there making bank off of skins and it was inspirational really. good vid as always bro- cheers
Holy heck bro you're so real for that man damn near made me cry in my soup maybe it's jus cuz im stoned but damn that hit hard ash
this was a really good video cody, 2 topics and people i really like, rip mcskillet
Watching this while bow hunting, idc if I scare the deer away. It’s worth it when xcodeh posts a new video
This is awesome! 😂
The best story teller ever on yt, keep up the amazing content Cody
Yeah this is sad man. I watched McSkillet a lot, I was playing a lot of CS back in the day.
Thanks for sharing bro. Much love from Sweeden ❤️🇸🇪
Love all your videos homie!
Been watching since before you deleted the videos because of the strikes... Miss those times sitting at night watching the smoke seshs. You're a great dude Cody, it's not your fault and my brother took his life in 2020 and it was so confusing... I often think what could I have done differently as well, but in the end it was his decision and ultimately he is no longer in pain. Love the content, been here since 2014 😎🤘 Love ya brotha
Damn sad thing to talk about but thank you for another flawless vid you will always be gang ❤
Your a amazing humble creator thank you so much for motivating me to make content I love you homie have a great day homie ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Hell yeah, you popped up in my feed. I just moved to Connecticut. 😂 but I still have a house in Rhode Island. 29 years old btw ❤ love the channel
2 YEARS AGO i lost 2 f my best bros to a accident . its scary bc i was in the back seat with them. only 3 of us survived. lucky to be here. much love . stay safe on the roads please
Thank you Cody.
holy shit, 2015 csgo and staying up late on summer nights was so fucking fun. Miss all the friends I made back then, hope they're doing well. McSkillet was scummy for running sketchy gambling sites but it is sad how his mental health took his life and two others.
Unfortunately towards the end of the video, I realized the sad nostalgia of this story. Rip to all involved in the accident. Love and peace to everyone.
Except for McKillet…he killed 2 innocent people for no reason at all
You have no idea how bad I needed this message today
I liked the photograph video you made, oh an any tips on how I cud start a UA-cam channel like microphone brands or anything, bc I've been thinking about it just really don't know wher to start
Another banger from the realest one
Aye codeh keep up the good work and content
Ultimate respectfulness for not milking the title and thumbnail about the incident couldve easily created more traffic to the video naming specifics in the title but this is for the real ones not to generate income.
Hey Cody srry to hear this story bro wish it could have ended differently man. One of my homies passed of an Od at a party that I was at I saw him there and he looked completely fine full of energy happy and I guess after the party he stayed with some ppl ik but don’t talk to but they were into drugs and he passed away when everyone fell asleep I just wish I asked my homie to spend the night at my house I regret it every day and I wish I told him that’s not the crowd u wanna be apart of. RIP JG ❤
A lot of the speculations at the time was that McSkillet fell into depression after having a majority (if not all) of his gambling site bots vac banned which means a tradeban aswell. B
ecause of his IP being associated with some of the bot accounts (maybe he created them from his own PC or he logged into some of them) his main account got hit with the ban which meant his collection was effectively worthless.
I used to be heavy into the CSGO trading scene years ago and I honestly never noticed the link between Codeh and McSkillet. I really enjoyed his content and he seemed like such a likeably guy, truly a tragic story that came about the boom of CSGO gambling and UA-cam in general.
Big props to Codeh for telling this story and sharing his thoughts and feelings on the matter, I know it must be hard to open up about especially after this has happened a good few years ago.
This was real af , Xcodeh keeping it real and respectful
Hey man I’m so sorry to hear that he was your friend. I recently had my best friend die in a crash from a drunk driver. It fuckin hurts.
its how you grow after that matters man, letting go to a degree but not forgetting entirely is better than holding onto the idea of what you could have done in the moment
ok thanks for the intro that shit was fire 🔥
Im so sorry you lost your friend I feel for you ❤
Hey Cody loved the stream last night man
Banger like always man 🦾🔥🤯👏
Your hardest enemie can be your own thoughts, you only know whats going on inside your own head at a really really bad day. We should all care about each other way more but it feels like society is going the exact opposite direction, becoming colder and more distanced every day.
Fuck man I haven’t thought about him in a while. That was such a fucked up day. Rest in peace to everybody involved.
And Cody, don’t take that burden onto yourself. I get that the “what ifs” are the hardest part, but things could’ve very well went the same way even if you had reached out. You did everything you could with the knowledge you had.
Take care of yourself everybody. Peace & love
Hope this reaches people this feels like an important video to do so
I still remember winning my first big coin flip on Wild with you in the call, good times lol. That comment about the D Lore hurts cuz I also could buy a house with what I flipped away.
So blasted this morning I read your Title as “Tragic Car Wash” and was like Damn, that’s an intense wash 😂
What up Cody been watching for a min now just wanted to say have a good ass day man and keep grinding❤
Consistent Cody 🎯
You are loved.
We need a Xcodeh and Luna collab
Ong
Great video and i am so sorry for the loss of your friend mwntal health is a bitch for people
I hope ur good in ur personal life would suck to lose u in a way like that g
I admittedly knew who you was talking about frm when you mentioned Csgo skins then the title made sense
as soon as u mentioned cs i knew what this was about
Hits hard ngl when you lose a friend 😔
R.I.P Mcskillet bro , instantly knew once he mentioned csgo
wtf fuck him he killed 2 people
Honestly rip to the family he killed. Bad enough to kill yourself but taking innocent people with you is just the worst
@@TCS1939he was probably under influence when got on the wrong side of the highway
I already knew about what happened but still watched the whole vid. Man that era feels like yesterday like my mind hasn't even really fully moved past that time period. I kinda hate being a nostalgia boomer but it really seemed like the world felt better then.
I was in Cali for vacation the day the crash happened. Crazy it’s been that long since the crash already
You’re such a inspiration to me. Thank you for making videos for all these years
He was incredibly selfish to kill 2 other people intentionally
at 9:19 McSkillet just casually starts playing Modern Warfare 2
We LOVE YOU CODY !!
I’ve seen a motorcycle hit the side of a flatbed trailer easily going 80. Mf did cartwheels 30 feet in the air and was dead on scene. Me and my dad were in the front so we couldn’t leave and we had to watch the whole thing. My dad is a paramedic so he tried to help but he died as soon as he hit. Looking back on it happens regularly. Never buying a motorcycle.
This is some weird timing cuz i had a distant friend ive known since middle school and we just graduated and i found out he died in a gruesome motorcycle accident. Im sorry for what happened cody and i would like to say dont dwell on regrets too much cuz there’s nothing we can do to change the past
Yoo cody you wanna make a podcast esk video at the durham fair coming up and smake a lil??
I was curious on how this relationship went. Thanks for sharing.
Every time I merge onto the 805 mcskillet comes to mind. Gone too soon don’t be scared to ask for help guys
Crazy as fuck man, I was stuck on the highway with my dad in his work truck coming home. The accident was about 20 minutes in front of us. Crazy that It could have been us. Feels bad man
Keep these fire videos pumpin Cody 🔥
Yoo earliest I've ever been able to watch one of your videos been watching your videos since 2015 man I've seen just about every one
As soon as i heard he had a monotone voice i knew who you were talking about
I like how Cody starts the video about CSGO skins lol
Bro I’d be smashing my razor chroma back in 2015. Thanks for those memories again bro lmfao
Damn just got the news that my old boss took his own life last month... Dude was married with kids and had a very succesful business. Weird how depression really takes everything good in your life and turns it into a dark cloud...
Dead ass had my own crash happened to me my fault, much love for car crash victims its painful much pain totaled my honda and the mental damage
Gambling addiction has one of the highest su*cide rates
Thats how my friend lost his life cause of someone who did this... if your going to take your own dont take someone elses.. but i agree cody its never the answer, sad all around 😢
rest in peace to the mother and daughter
Sick today just playing some RuneScape. Thanks for the upload man.