I swear, this is my hecking theme song. I eat too much, steal food, and used to try to starve myself but miserably failed. Even if I do starve myself, I eat in an hour. The longest I've lasted was surprisingly 5 hours, but I was so hungry I felt like crying. In the middle of the night, if I stay up late enough I go downstairs making sure my parents are sleeping and just eat what I can. I also eat way too much sweets, everyday I try to steal some candy, cake, ice cream, or whatever I can find. I cannot live without something sweet for a day, even if it's just hot chocolate. It's hard for me since I am overweight and trying to eat less, but I just can't. Back then it was so easy for me to not eat, for as long as 11 hours, but now I just can't live if I go without food for 2 hours if I'm lucky. My parents aren't even trying to help me, they're just telling me "stop eating so much", "don't eat every hour" and not getting me a therapist for it. They did put me on a diet, but they don't even watch if I stay on it, and it's hard for me to remember. If someone is reading this...anyone..please tell me how I can help myself if you can.
idk if you're still struggling with this, but if so: this sounds like disordered eating and probably has a psychological cause behind it. (eating causes you to feel happy, it literally causes serotonin to be created in your brain which is why it might be a coping for difficult times in your life.) i have no personal experience with a binge eating disorder (i don't know for sure whether you have this, it's only the impression that i got from your comment), only with anorexia, but know that starving yourself is not the solution. i can imagine a lot of risks from strict dieting and stuff so although it seems like a solution that could work, make sure that there's still enough of nutritional value in what's on the diet? other than that, knowing that it's a disorder that probably has online support groups where tips are shared might help (if advice groups for binge eating disorders are less toxic than those for anorexia that is hkgfjhjhkjgfh because those are pretty bad) anyway, your parents sound like they suck for not allowing you help, and i really hope you can find some regardless if you're still struggling
Ideas forming out of thin air These indulgences none can compare So many flavors that one would abhor Even though I've had enough I still demand Give. me. MORE~ I need a whole personality *Something inordinately sweet* Order anything you'd like *Nothing's changing my mind* I don't care how unhealthy it is 'Cus there isn't anything I'd rather be Call me *Obsequious * I guess I'm a bit *Dramatic !* Sometimes my appetite is *Eerily erratic * Give me your dire expectations And I'll consume Perfection You are what you eat, after all ... *Everything... combines into one* *..So many flavors that one would abhor* *And I know I've had enough ...* *I've gone too far* Now that I've become a full-course identity Take a bite of me ! I hope that I've become a favorable delicacy That I'm worth something .. I'll eat 'em all the thoughts of anyone I'll ever meet Just to make them happy ! Wondering why I'm a burden or so it seems Aren't I everything? Maybe if I try a little harder, it will be okay one day Keep on eating more and more Divide my life away *..into servings...* And go beyond the point of no return I know I'm subservient *but all of this is necessary !* Sometimes my appetite is *violently contrary !* Irreconcilable perceptions Appeal to my obsessions... the nausea is overwhelming ! Whether I've been caramelized or rotten to the core Which one should I be? 'Cuz I dunno who I'm supposed to be anymore And it's sickening ! I'll overeat the implications of your thoughts Just to make you happy ! Nonetheless, I feel my insides are tied to knots Aren't I more than everything? *I'm a recipe for entropy* *I'm too overwhelming* *Give me your validation* *I can taste your apprehension* *These flavors of personality* *Are hindering my likeability* *My impulsive desire* *My appetite has spoiled my urge to satisfy* *Everyone will like me more without it ~* *Everyone will like me more without it ...* Now that I've become the perfect identity Take a bite of me I hope that I've become a flavorless delicacy *That I'm good enough* *AND NOW THAT I'VE BECOME THE PERFECT IDENTITY* *WHAT ELSE DO YOU NEED?!* *'CUS I DUNNO WHO I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ANYMORE* *AND I'M STARVING* *I'LL PURGE 'EM ALL THE THOUGHTS OF ANYONE I'LL EVER MEET* *WHY AREN'T YOU HAPPY?!* *NONETHELESS, I KNOW MY INSIDES ARE EMPTY* *AREN'T I MORE THAN EVERYTHING?* *AAAAH~* then flower threw the cake in the trash the end
I found you through just searching for a daycore of The Things I Deserve and you are absolutely amazing at daycore! I love the pace! It's the perfect one I always want.
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Hey there everyone, Just wanted to say that I am opened up for song requests! :)
Hai are you still taking requests
(If you are, could you do a hundred years unresolved by ghost, if not, thank you so much this video!!)
if you are still taking requests, and you havent already, can you do Happy days and The Things I Deserve?? Ghost does them both
if you are still doing requests can you please do aporatism/apple the pagans son?
Insecta apostate, Coup d'Etat, Perfect nothing. All by ghost vocaloid their self
pro trick: watch movies on flixzone. Been using them for watching all kinds of movies these days.
5:07
Those low note tho-
I kinda made a challenge to myself to try the notes when singing this,,,
*turns out my range is abnormally huge how the fu-*
i needed this... My mouth was hanging open the whole song cause it was so pretty.. ;w:
SAAAAAAAME
I swear, this is my hecking theme song.
I eat too much, steal food, and used to try to starve myself but miserably failed.
Even if I do starve myself, I eat in an hour. The longest I've lasted was surprisingly 5 hours, but I was so hungry I felt like crying. In the middle of the night, if I stay up late enough I go downstairs making sure my parents are sleeping and just eat what I can. I also eat way too much sweets, everyday I try to steal some candy, cake, ice cream, or whatever I can find. I cannot live without something sweet for a day, even if it's just hot chocolate. It's hard for me since I am overweight and trying to eat less, but I just can't. Back then it was so easy for me to not eat, for as long as 11 hours, but now I just can't live if I go without food for 2 hours if I'm lucky. My parents aren't even trying to help me, they're just telling me "stop eating so much", "don't eat every hour" and not getting me a therapist for it. They did put me on a diet, but they don't even watch if I stay on it, and it's hard for me to remember. If someone is reading this...anyone..please tell me how I can help myself if you can.
Listen, try to distance yourself away from food. If you wanna eat, eat some salad, something healthy, apples are good. _i don't mean a Carmel apple_
@@froggygalaxy ty mate, I already have a medication that can help me but this helps :>
@@quitherisguy ur welcome
idk if you're still struggling with this, but if so:
this sounds like disordered eating and probably has a psychological cause behind it. (eating causes you to feel happy, it literally causes serotonin to be created in your brain which is why it might be a coping for difficult times in your life.)
i have no personal experience with a binge eating disorder (i don't know for sure whether you have this, it's only the impression that i got from your comment), only with anorexia, but know that starving yourself is not the solution. i can imagine a lot of risks from strict dieting and stuff so although it seems like a solution that could work, make sure that there's still enough of nutritional value in what's on the diet? other than that, knowing that it's a disorder that probably has online support groups where tips are shared might help (if advice groups for binge eating disorders are less toxic than those for anorexia that is hkgfjhjhkjgfh because those are pretty bad)
anyway, your parents sound like they suck for not allowing you help, and i really hope you can find some regardless if you're still struggling
Hey if you need help, binge eater, anorexic, and just over all disordered eating. Reply to me and I’ll get you my disc.
Ideas forming out of thin air
These indulgences none can compare
So many flavors that one would abhor
Even though I've had enough
I still demand
Give. me. MORE~
I need a whole personality
*Something inordinately sweet*
Order anything you'd like
*Nothing's changing my mind*
I don't care how unhealthy it is
'Cus there isn't anything I'd rather be
Call me *Obsequious
*
I guess I'm a bit *Dramatic
!*
Sometimes my appetite is *Eerily erratic
*
Give me your dire expectations
And I'll consume Perfection
You are what you eat, after all
...
*Everything... combines into one*
*..So many flavors that one would abhor*
*And I know I've had enough
...*
*I've gone too far*
Now that I've become a full-course identity
Take a bite of me
!
I hope that I've become a favorable delicacy
That I'm worth something
..
I'll eat 'em all the thoughts of anyone I'll ever meet
Just to make them happy
!
Wondering why I'm a burden or so it seems
Aren't I everything?
Maybe if I try a little harder, it will be okay one day
Keep on eating more and more
Divide my life away *..into servings...*
And go beyond the point of no return
I know I'm subservient *but all of this is necessary
!*
Sometimes my appetite is *violently contrary
!*
Irreconcilable perceptions
Appeal to my obsessions... the nausea is overwhelming
!
Whether I've been caramelized or rotten to the core
Which one should I be?
'Cuz I dunno who I'm supposed to be anymore
And it's sickening
!
I'll overeat the implications of your thoughts
Just to make you happy
!
Nonetheless, I feel my insides are tied to knots
Aren't I more than everything?
*I'm a recipe for entropy*
*I'm too overwhelming*
*Give me your validation*
*I can taste your apprehension*
*These flavors of personality*
*Are hindering my likeability*
*My impulsive desire*
*My appetite has spoiled my urge to satisfy*
*Everyone will like me more without it
~*
*Everyone will like me more without it
...*
Now that I've become the perfect identity
Take a bite of me
I hope that I've become a flavorless delicacy
*That I'm good enough*
*AND NOW THAT I'VE BECOME THE PERFECT IDENTITY*
*WHAT ELSE DO YOU NEED?!*
*'CUS I DUNNO WHO I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ANYMORE*
*AND I'M STARVING*
*I'LL PURGE 'EM ALL THE THOUGHTS OF ANYONE I'LL EVER MEET*
*WHY AREN'T YOU HAPPY?!*
*NONETHELESS, I KNOW MY INSIDES ARE EMPTY*
*AREN'T I MORE THAN EVERYTHING?*
*AAAAH~*
then flower threw the cake in the trash the end
This is ridiculously underrated 😔
I found you through just searching for a daycore of The Things I Deserve and you are absolutely amazing at daycore! I love the pace! It's the perfect one I always want.
IF YOU PUT THE SONG ON 1.5 IT ALMOST MATCHES THE SPEED OF THE ACTUAL SONG- O_O
i cry to this now
Oooo
Can you do in iolite the English version
Sure
guys if you want the deeper but still the same speed put it on 1.5
If your still taking song requests how about secrets of wysteria.
Sure!
daycore version albert fish song
1.75 speed best one
Dr. People Pleaser: distorted eating!?
Doctor0013: distorted eating?
YEE
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