You ever felt the way you did when you made it to the top, You get this feeling like I hope this never stops, Look unfortunately, one minute were a super star Next Your not, Now nobody wants to be around, It's like, I've always been a funny guy, now I'm just a clown, I've been Searching for some peace, some people found it, me, I haven't found, Lived through alota drama I can hear that shit from a distance I know just how it sounds, Looking for life's solution, So I moved around, From town to town, Too State to state, Found myself Screaming I'm not too old, it's not too late, Not even sure how I acquired my l all this heavy hate, Inside I knew l was different, when did I know, Uh probably about 8, So you can see it's been a minute, So , Can I get a break, This world's killing me, Literally turning twisting Burning, Left unsatisfied yearning, It's been this way for years it's kind of concerning, Up and down my mood never stable, They are looking at me like, I'm not able, They Think I am disabled, Well, I got two fingers for them, Fuck your labels, I spent 17 years trying to dating the undateable, She spent 17 years making sure I was miserable, Sometimes you look into her eyes, it feels like you never met before, SHe's playing tip for tat, It's always trying to even some score, Being together it's just too much of a chore, I think I'll just be single now, still a little sore, Why is My life such a boar, Maybe cause she was a whore, Maybe she's damageded all the way to the core, I'm Drowning now I'm so far out I can't see the shore, Not thinking I got no heart no more, cuz of all the times it's been torn, This life doesn't always put out what I invest, Because I try and try but I keep getting less, My expectations are low on what I expect, Been so long I'm kinda use to the neglect So I asked myself what do I got to do to have an equal plate, Lost a lot of battles. Always looking for that excape, How do you replace all that they take, What they take dissipates at a faster rate than what we can create, And we wonder why so many people are full of hate, For some every day is just another day, But for me looking it's always been survival cause everything at stake, When I show up, I show up, I can't afford to be late, When I was a kid I used to think I grow up to be something great, Now I'm just hoping someday I'll be in a better state, This life doesn't always put out what I invest, Because I try and try but I keep getting less, My expectations are low on what I expect, Been so long I'm kinda use to the neglect
This is me getting ready, This ain't no long moment meant for confetti, Probably going to be harder than eating mom's spaghetti, going to be straight hard on the soul we're talking heavy, What am I talking about Every day of life, I know I've already had to live this s*** more and twice, Get it wrong or maybe even right it's a a roll of the dice, Did I live with to little or too many vices, God knows I paid the price, I've been given and given many times over some sort of advice,, Wance I have opened up to other veiws that help me to realize, Our own selfs self interahgates one's self ability to terrorize, All inner thoughts become instantly paralyzed, Grasping on any thing we really know to rationalize, Cause any thing outside of what we know to be true is what we internalize, Side stepping hard good byes,and thoughts of suicide, Thoughts of that they all could have lied, This all could be the afterlife my own hell maybe I'm already dead and I'm not even alive, In that case nothing will ever be right it cannot be solved I cannot thrive,
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You ever felt the way you did when you made it to the top,
You get this feeling like I hope this never stops,
Look unfortunately,
one minute were a super star
Next
Your not,
Now
nobody wants to be around,
It's like,
I've always been a funny guy,
now I'm just a clown,
I've been Searching for some peace,
some people found it,
me,
I haven't found,
Lived through alota drama
I can hear that shit from a distance
I know just how it sounds,
Looking for life's solution,
So I moved around,
From town to town,
Too State to state,
Found myself Screaming I'm not too old,
it's not too late,
Not even sure how I acquired my l
all this heavy hate,
Inside I knew l was different,
when did I know,
Uh
probably about 8,
So you can see
it's been a minute,
So ,
Can I get a break,
This world's killing me,
Literally turning twisting
Burning,
Left unsatisfied yearning,
It's been this way for years it's kind of concerning,
Up and down
my mood never stable,
They are looking at me like,
I'm not able,
They Think I am disabled,
Well,
I got two fingers for them,
Fuck your labels,
I spent 17 years trying to dating the undateable,
She spent 17 years making sure I was miserable,
Sometimes you look into her eyes,
it feels like you never met before,
SHe's playing tip for tat,
It's always trying to even some score,
Being together it's just too much of a chore,
I think I'll just be single now,
still a little sore,
Why is My life such a boar,
Maybe cause she was a whore,
Maybe she's damageded
all the way to the core,
I'm Drowning now
I'm so far out I can't see the shore,
Not thinking I got no heart no more,
cuz of all the times it's been torn,
This life doesn't always put out what I invest,
Because I try and try but I keep getting less,
My expectations are low on what I expect,
Been so long I'm kinda use to the neglect
So I asked myself
what do I got to do to have an equal plate,
Lost a lot of battles.
Always looking for that excape,
How do you replace all that they take,
What they take dissipates at a faster rate than what we can create,
And we wonder why so many people are full of hate,
For some every day is just another day,
But for me looking it's always been survival cause everything at stake,
When I show up,
I show up,
I can't afford to be late,
When I was a kid I used to think I grow up to be something great,
Now I'm just hoping someday I'll be in a better state,
This life doesn't always put out what I invest,
Because I try and try but I keep getting less,
My expectations are low on what I expect,
Been so long I'm kinda use to the neglect
This is me getting ready,
This ain't no long moment meant for confetti,
Probably going to be harder than eating mom's spaghetti,
going to be straight hard on the soul we're talking heavy,
What am I talking about
Every day of life,
I know I've already had to live this s*** more and twice,
Get it wrong or maybe even right it's a a roll of the dice,
Did I live with to little or too many vices,
God knows I paid the price,
I've been given and given many times over some sort of advice,,
Wance I have opened up to other veiws
that help me to realize,
Our own selfs self interahgates one's self ability to terrorize,
All inner thoughts become instantly paralyzed,
Grasping on any thing we really know to rationalize,
Cause any thing outside of what we know to be true is what we internalize,
Side stepping hard good byes,and thoughts of suicide,
Thoughts of that they all could have lied,
This all could be the afterlife my own hell maybe I'm already dead and I'm not even alive,
In that case nothing will ever be right it cannot be solved I cannot thrive,
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