Me too, I used to look forward to his uploads and although I know he's in a better place with no pain it's strange, I just feel for his friends and family, it must be so hard for them. Bye Dan. Ta ta bye bye xx
Dan. There are so many things I want to say to you that I should email you. The fear and anxiety are awful and natural. It is easy to say that they are wasted emotions, but the fact is that when you are in pain and without answers that is VERY easy to say. Your every emotion should be validated, accepted, HEARD. I honestly wish I could have a chat with your doctors. Because I believe you deserve expediency. They wouldn't like me very much because I don't mince words. Today is a bad day. It flat out sucks. Tomorrow, I hope the sun rises in England just for you. With all the lightness a new day can bring. I hope your balls feel brand new (funny... but serious). At a minimum, I want that to be gone tomorrow. And I want you to lie your head down in someone's lap and let them stroke your hair and tell you they are there, they will be there always, and let you give up some of your pain to them. A dear friend did that for me. She played me a song and put my head in her lap and let me cry and cry. But it was beautiful because as I cried she held onto me for dear life. My pain softened. My fear lessoned slightly because it was shared intimately. Not on UA-cam but intimately with human touch and two human 💓 s. Love is the answer to our every question. I offer you mine and I don't know you. I want it to surround you though, like a beautiful fog, and hold you, lift you, comfort you, ease you and heal you. With all that I have, I am praying for your peace.
I felt so sorry for him. I am a three time cancer survivor and I know how it feels - it fucking hurts, the pain can be excruciating. Even though I lost my leg from cancer, his videos would make me cry. We need a cure.
Sorry that u are feeling so shit man. It’s such a fucking tough thing to navigate. Good to see you giving another honest insight into how u feel. The waiting is tough for results. I use to get myself into knots when my mum was dying of cancer and waiting for results.... I think once u know good or bad it helps put things into perspective. Take it easy mate. Thinking of you.
It's not just the results I know the reality of the situation better than anyone I can't really get better from this, no one ever has. I hope I do but in reality I probably won't :(
PeeWeeToms I know what u mean mate. It’s just so tough and unfair. I emailed u my situation the other day... but believe me when I say I totally understand. Stay strong mate.
Today's a bad day for many reasons including not getting the results yet and worrying about what happening to your own precious body. It's changing so fast but holding on bravely until you get the results is probably the best option.. take what ever tabs you need to be comfortable... Thinking of you 24/7 J
You are such a handsome strong man. Never give up this fight! I know what chronic pain is! And I am so sorry you have to feel it. Thank you for being so open with your emotions......you are one wonderful man.💝💝💝💝
I'm so sorry that you feel so unwell today. Maybe it's just my interpretation, but it sure seems like a treatment plan for you is taking forever. The best of luck to you for your appointment tomorrow. I'm sure that you will have lots of people thinking about you and praying for you. This vlog made me want to give you a big hug. Take care.
My treatment plan was in place but due to finding something else they now need more tests. It's been a week now since then so should have a clearer picture tomorrow. I was told that I'd have massive surgery but now I'm being told nothing can be done. I've asked for numerous opinions and want to know what others can do. I'm not giving up without a fight!
You know Daniel, I can imagine that fear and maintaining that kind of overwhelming fear can sometimes be the hardest challenge in your situation right now. Not allowing that fear to take you over would require I'm sure some kind of subhuman strength and courage. I know it might feel pointless to try to explain all that your feeling because I'm sure to get it right for us is an impossible task but I believe it does help in more ways than even you understand. It's documentation that can be used in many way by man different levels. It's acquired information from a personal aspect and all of this helps your medical research right.? So please remember you are not alone as I'm sure at times you feel so while making these videos. Many many people are watching and praying for you through your journey. We all care and love you for your sweet generous spirit. Never feel what your doing has no merit or meaning. Your a warrior and my personal hero.....keep up the good fight.!!
😭 So, so, So sorry for your loss. What a wonderful man, what a wonderful family, and what a wonderful wife. My heart is sad for you all. What a wonderful person the world has lost. My deepest, and most sincere, condolences go out to you and your family. Take care, ta ta, buh bye.
If the results are not good....get with hospice....they have good pain relief....stay with your family....do what ever you can right now...don't let yourself suffer...take your pain meds and there's also pain patches. Get your house in order....please rely on God's strength.....
So sad you had to suffer Dan for so long with your disease. You so didnt deserve it. We all miss you so much, but are glad you are no longer suffering. Life is soo unfair.
Man, rewatching these videos just breaks my heart all over again. He really wanted to live. I hope he's finally at peace. Dan, you've affected more people than you'll ever realize!
His video popped up on my list tonight. I prayed for him sooo much over 4 years ago. I'm a cancer survivor of 7 1/2 years. I know exactly how he was feeling and all the emotions he went through. I'm just glad he had a loving family and followers that cared so much for him.
I miss you Dan, I will never forget you! You have truly inspired me & you have changed my life forever. No matter what happens in life, I will never give in or give up. I will fight like you fought, you are a warrior & you will never be forgotten. Rest in paradise my dear friend.
Nobody should have to suffer like this. I’m mad as hell for him. The amount of strength and courage it required to go through this as well as share to the world is incredible.
Daniel’s death was a great loss to his family, friends, and the world. He is the strongest and smartest man I have ever seen. Thank you, Dan. You are so beautiful to have done this. People don’t realize how cancer affects people. I had to have chemo and radiation for 8weeks. I went home and didn’t go back for three months to find out if treatments worked or not. My treatments worked, but the side effects don’t all go away. I wish Dan’s treatments had worked for him. He was a wonderful young man, and I loved his parents and Becca too. He loved all of you so much. Rest In Peace,Dan. You are truly loved and missed. ❤️🌹❤️
Literally found this account on a whim ! And Jesus Christ ! I feel so sad ! I feel like I know him ! Also being British ! And fuck man ! That last video of him alive where he isn’t the same person is hideous ! May his soul and his family live happy !
bless your heart. I wish I could just do something; anything to make you feel better, and take the pain away. Hopefully you will get some answers tomorrow, it will be a better day, and your pain will be much less. I'm a nurse that worked oncology years ago but now I am a 'head' nurse. I don't ever like to give advice but will say that sometimes those emotions are easier to cope with by the hour if you tell yourself that it is 'normal' to feel the way you do at that moment. sometimes we get so lost in our thoughts and feel so alone. I do hope you will not be offended but I do pray, and shall be praying for all those things for you. big hug to you, and may you be able to sleep.
New sub here! Straight away, I want you to rest assured that what you are doing has already helped people in ways maybe you hadn’t thought of, and not just people with cancer. For whatever reason, I recently started watching the channels of people with cancer. I immersed myself in So Fia, then yours was a recommended video, and now I'm immersed in yours. And it's so incredibly frustrating to watch helplessly while you all suffer, and it makes me cry and affects me deeply and I ask myself why am I doing this? I'm depressed enough by nature, what sort of masochist does this to themselves? But, if I’m honest, I know why - it's because I've pissed my life away. Wasted an inordinate number of years wallowing in fear and indecision and self-doubt and self-loathing and self-pity and family dysfunction. And I've been stuck at a turning point in my life for LITERALLY AGES and can't even get round the corner. And so I’ve taken to watching people who are fighting like hell for their lives to try to shake myself into living for once. So even if I turn out to be a hopeless head case (ha!), you are making a difference. Your humor and tenacity in the face of such adversity is inspiring. One thing I've taken away from you and So Fia is the ability to savor moments of fun and joy in the spaces between the pain. Funny they never teach you that in school. I truly hope you get a solid treatment plan and massive pain relief after your appointment tomorrow. Rest and feel better. We’re all rooting for you xx
Where do you live? Also I have a lot of those emotions. You need to be joyful all the time as much as possible :) I'm pretty lame at it all the time I'm pretty sure if I had a gun I'd be dead but that's besides the point. I want to inspire and make people smile even when I can't. :)
I'm in the US! Yeah I understand what you mean about the gun, my dog's been my reason for living many times. (I know this sort of talk makes people uncomfortable but we're keeping it real, right?). Nobody would want you to fake it - just being who you are and being honest is how you inspire. And you do that naturally.
EllaM1207 That sort of talk makes some people uncomfortable but it shouldn't. I have been suicidal and once had a date and a plan and in a fit of rage realized I would hurt my brother. This was before I got cancer, but the truth is, I have had thoughts like this all my life. I reached out to a woman today who was suicidal. I saw her on a forum she is in related to my job. It is our job as humans to connect. It keeps us going. You connect with Fia. It propels you. You connect with Dan. It propels you. We three connect and it propels us. There is great hope, even among the lost, in connection. Keep watching. Keep on propelling forward.
AndreaHarris What a lovely comment. Kudos to you for helping someone in need and for being so open about your own experience (which I know many can relate to!). I have to admit I was worried after my reply that I'd start getting attacked by people who misconstrued my comment as some sort of casual consent to suicide, because that's often how these conversations go. I have historically been that person who keeps her thoughts and comments to herself, but that's one thing I've been changing of late. Not only is censoring yourself all the time absolutely exhausting, but it also prevents those connections you speak of from ever being made. And that's not helping anyone.
Wow, so true what you said. I know not one person with cancer, but these stories inspire me to get the f out of bed and stop feeling sorry for myself. I grew up in a very bad environment with bad people. Since I was 13 I’ve been on my own, I’m 35 now and no way could I be strong enough for cancer.
Nerve pain is a stinker. My tumor pressed on a big wad of nerves. But now I am well, very much against the odds. For now, I believe you will be well, too. I realize now that I wasted a gob of time worrying. It’s hard not to, but as someone who came out the other side, may I suggest that for this night you not worry. Let us all send so many good thoughts to you. You are still you. You will continue to be you, and you will get well and do the things you want to do.
Thank you, so many people on here cheer me up it's crazy! I actually now know who's names gonna have the best comments lol but yeah nerves suck loads! Actually more than loads!
Although you were suffering, you have helped a lot of people Dan. Even though you’re not here now, your videos are being watched everywhere. You were brave, strong and a lovely bloke. Didn’t want you to go.........x
It must have been incredibly difficult and painful for his parents seeing their son suffer like this. Extremely conflicting emotions all round. I am glad he is out of the pain and free now, though I feel his loss myself, years later, never having been aware at the time. Dan’s right about community; we are all interconnected, we are all one, including with all of nature, animals, this entire planet. Thank you Dan for your contribution to this world. 🙏 God rest your beautiful soul. ❤️💛💚🧡💙💜🤍
I agree with what others say here. These videos by Dan are very heart breaking. I'M SO SAD he passed away, but he has touched so many with his story. I hope these videos always stay up, all of uss need to learn from Dan and appreciate life. I survived cancer myself. I know how scary it can be. RIP Dan and see you in heaven
That's not fair....many bad people around with no illnesses and a young and good man like you suffering from that terrible disease... I have no words. Please, Stay strong...We love you!!!!
I think you should go get checked out if you are able to. There might be something that can help you to feel better & not be miserable! Thoughts & prayers are with you!
Pee wee tom You are so missed I always wanted you to go on ...and do all the things you wanted to do.. Thank you for helping so much learn so much from you ... 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
Since it's terminal you need a doctor to inform you of pain management, no human being should have to suffer. They need to give you strong pain medication asap. Praying for you here in New York city.
Dan, Please do not take this wrong, but I must beg of you to ask CHRIST JESUS INTO your heart NOW. If you do this, when you leave this earth, you WILL go immediately into PARADISE with JESUS, FOREVER AND EVER! PLEASE, PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THIS WRONG, I BEG YOU. !!! This is PURE TRUTH!
Yo this guy incredibly I wanna say sommin but imma be careful how I say, Dan was fighting for 3 years sorry if it’s longer new to the channel nd god looked over and chose this guy for a reason I could never in a million year do wat this guy did ik for a fact he’s in heaven watching down cuh if he ain’t gods the most tapped shit to be alive but Ik he is cuh god knows how much of a fighter he was nd I’m happy he’s pain free sad though he had to pass for it to be that way. Rest up bro❤️❤️
Emily called it ‘Shit cancer’! She is right. I’m truly sad how you are feeling badly, both physically and emotionally. One brings on the other! So many people care about you Daniel because you are a beautiful person. You really are🥇
I can only say, while I’m fighting back tears, to have faith in the Lord. I hope you get your treatment soon and pain medication that will relieve your pain. It took me going thru some pain medication in order to find the one that would give me relief. Don’t give up, please, whatever you do, do not give up. It has kept me here three years. I still feel sick and tired, but it’s the chemotherapy, but I’m here enjoying my kids, grandson, and all my family. Many blessings to you and family. I am keeping you in my prayers. God bless!!!
I pray for u always. Every time I watch u i cry cuz i feel it's not fair ur to young n u have a addictive personality. I hope for a miracle I wish there was no cancer ever.
I'm so sorry to hear how much worse you're feeling since you last updated us. I truly wish there were something I could do to take your pain away. I know we don't know each other, and I only found your channel the other day, but I've been thinking about you a lot (creepy comment alert hahaha). I know it can't take your pain away, but please know that you're an inspiration and as strange as it may be to say, your videos have been a little light in my life over the past dew days. Thinking of you!
Thank you so much, I love that, I want to share love and light with everyone :) I want to make people smile and be happy and know it's not scary but it is honestly but they are not alone :)
You definitely make me smile! And as much as you remind other people they aren't alone, I hope we can remind you that you aren't alone either. If you ever want someone to talk to, then I'll always lend an ear! From my own experiences, it can sometimes be helpful to talk to people outwith your direct family/loved ones as you don't have the worry of worrying them even more. You're a strong man Dan, you got this!
Have you ever considered other alternative treatments? Or holistic methods? I will definitely keep you in my prayers daily brother, hearing about your situation made me want to do more research. We are the same age. I had just found your page today for no apparent reason.So, Sending you love and support, I'm Jay from San Diego, California. Keep doing what you're doing. strength of the mind is just as important as physical strength.. stay strong for those who cant.
Definitely scary when you don't have solid answers and you're losing energy and not feeling well. I know everyone is encouraging you to seen more opinions if possible. Even though it feels so hard to keep moving forward... #dontgiveupdontgivein xx
Honey, it's okay to be scared. I just wish you weren't hurting. If you have pain meds available, please take them. Is medical marijuana available there? I'm sending you virtual hugs.
God BLESS you, precious jewel. Just KNOW that even when you are sleeping there are people sending good thoughts and prayers your way. I know you must feel so alone in this, but there isn't a minute of any day that you aren't being thought of or prayed for - I truly mean that -
I just found you over at Courtney’s video. It sounds like you have so much on you right now. So many have cancer now. I am so concerned for everyone. My sister in law was dx with lung cancer last week. They have scheduled her surgery 3/8/18. Then follow up with chemo and radiation. Is the health care different where you live? It seems you are having a hard time with the doctors. I have only watch a couple of your videos so I am a little lost. You look so good and healthy to me. I do pray that you will get well. Is there anything that I can do for you? Just know you are a very lovely person and surely many follow you.
The medical community's gotta stop fucking around and find a cure. My whole life i've been these ads asking people to donate to the cause of curing cancer and damn it where is the money going?
Please go to the Drs. and DEMAND to be admitted!!! I.V. Pain Meds. Blood tests! Your platelets are probably low. They can help with that. YELL AND SCREAM LET YOUR VOICE BE HEARD!! PLEASE ❤️‼️
i have cancer and i think the only way i have made it as far as i have is drinking liquid hope from functional formularies. i used it with my gtube and now i drink it cuz i just cant eat enough healthy food to keep any weight on. it is so much better than the usual tube feedings and dietary supplement drinks. it doesn't taste very good unless you like pea and carrot soup. i water it down alot so its easier to tolerate. eat the solid food that you can but try supplimenting with liquid hope. i have to do this also because my g tube caused problems with my stomach so i cant hold alot of solid food with out getting full to early and staying full and cramping. the temp. plexi fasteners scared to my abdominal wall and muscles so my stomach does not free float like its supposed to and damaged my muscles with scare tissue and why solid foods can get so painful.
First!
PeeWeeToms lol... ❤
Thank you :) I just thought I'd try be funny cos I am sad :/
PeeWeeToms Aww bless you, you use humour as a coping mechanism (which we all do at times tbh)
Anything to help you get through this is good x
Come on Dan. You are stronger than you know x
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I'm watching all Dans videos over again. He's an amazing man
RIP
I miss him. I'm watching some of his old videos too.
Me too
Miss hem
He was so special
Me too, I used to look forward to his uploads and although I know he's in a better place with no pain it's strange, I just feel for his friends and family, it must be so hard for them. Bye Dan. Ta ta bye bye xx
Me too. Going back through all his videos again 😢
Me too😢
I keep coming back to these videos over and over again...miss you, Dan😔
Yeah I'm the same.....I'm very anxious at the moment and worrying about the future....how are you
@@minto7699 having a future to worry about is better than not having any at all...don't give in! Don't give up!
@@korneliawisniewska6695 cheers 👍
Dan. There are so many things I want to say to you that I should email you. The fear and anxiety are awful and natural. It is easy to say that they are wasted emotions, but the fact is that when you are in pain and without answers that is VERY easy to say. Your every emotion should be validated, accepted, HEARD. I honestly wish I could have a chat with your doctors. Because I believe you deserve expediency. They wouldn't like me very much because I don't mince words. Today is a bad day. It flat out sucks. Tomorrow, I hope the sun rises in England just for you. With all the lightness a new day can bring. I hope your balls feel brand new (funny... but serious). At a minimum, I want that to be gone tomorrow. And I want you to lie your head down in someone's lap and let them stroke your hair and tell you they are there, they will be there always, and let you give up some of your pain to them. A dear friend did that for me. She played me a song and put my head in her lap and let me cry and cry. But it was beautiful because as I cried she held onto me for dear life. My pain softened. My fear lessoned slightly because it was shared intimately. Not on UA-cam but intimately with human touch and two human 💓 s. Love is the answer to our every question. I offer you mine and I don't know you. I want it to surround you though, like a beautiful fog, and hold you, lift you, comfort you, ease you and heal you. With all that I have, I am praying for your peace.
Thank you so much Andrea :) I hope tomorrow is a better day as well. I need a good day :)
Ditto Andrea👏💚👏💙👏💛👏❤️
Andrea ... what a beautiful post .
I felt so sorry for him. I am a three time cancer survivor and I know how it feels - it fucking hurts, the pain can be excruciating. Even though I lost my leg from cancer, his videos would make me cry. We need a cure.
Wow three times that is amazing. Hope you‘re doing well 🍀
Sorry that u are feeling so shit man. It’s such a fucking tough thing to navigate. Good to see you giving another honest insight into how u feel. The waiting is tough for results. I use to get myself into knots when my mum was dying of cancer and waiting for results.... I think once u know good or bad it helps put things into perspective. Take it easy mate. Thinking of you.
It's not just the results I know the reality of the situation better than anyone I can't really get better from this, no one ever has. I hope I do but in reality I probably won't :(
PeeWeeToms I know what u mean mate. It’s just so tough and unfair. I emailed u my situation the other day... but believe me when I say I totally understand. Stay strong mate.
Today's a bad day for many reasons including not getting the results yet and worrying about what happening to your own precious body. It's changing so fast but holding on bravely until you get the results is probably the best option.. take what ever tabs you need to be comfortable... Thinking of you 24/7 J
Thank you so much :) I need to be more upbeat tomorrow :)
You are such a handsome strong man. Never give up this fight!
I know what chronic pain is! And I am so sorry you have to feel it. Thank you for being so open with your emotions......you are one wonderful man.💝💝💝💝
I have to say how I feel else the vlog for me is pointless :(
Imagine this reality every day.Maybe death is better later.Away from this terror.
I am so sorry for your pain. Praying for you to feel better
Thank you :)
My whole family is rooting for you and praying for you xxxx
Thank you so much :) hope that your enjoying :)
I'm so sorry that you feel so unwell today. Maybe it's just my interpretation, but it sure seems like a treatment plan for you is taking forever. The best of luck to you for your appointment tomorrow. I'm sure that you will have lots of people thinking about you and praying for you. This vlog made me want to give you a big hug. Take care.
My treatment plan was in place but due to finding something else they now need more tests. It's been a week now since then so should have a clearer picture tomorrow. I was told that I'd have massive surgery but now I'm being told nothing can be done. I've asked for numerous opinions and want to know what others can do. I'm not giving up without a fight!
Im so sorry your in so much pain. Hope you get some answers very soon xx
So do I it sucks :(
wishing you well
Thank you so much :)
I wish I could bring you back, you beautiful man. God bless.xxxxxx
You know Daniel, I can imagine that fear and maintaining that kind of overwhelming fear can sometimes be the hardest challenge in your situation right now. Not allowing that fear to take you over would require I'm sure some kind of subhuman strength and courage. I know it might feel pointless to try to explain all that your feeling because I'm sure to get it right for us is an impossible task but I believe it does help in more ways than even you understand. It's documentation that can be used in many way by man different levels. It's acquired information from a personal aspect and all of this helps your medical research right.? So please remember you are not alone as I'm sure at times you feel so while making these videos. Many many people are watching and praying for you through your journey. We all care and love you for your sweet generous spirit. Never feel what your doing has no merit or meaning. Your a warrior and my personal hero.....keep up the good fight.!!
The breathlessness would terrify me wish I could make it all go away for you.
It's horrible.
So sorry you feel so bad.
And when you are feeling better we so need to see you on a skateboard Mr !!! X
On it! Need a new one first though as my old ones in my old house :(
PeeWeeToms well I suggest you go and bye a new one lol x
Oh wow such a beautiful human being… miss you but don’t know you … you were so lovely 🩷xx
Hope you feel better
I do a bit today. :)
Sad for you Dan, you dont deserve this ❤❤⚘⚘
😭 So, so, So sorry for your loss. What a wonderful man, what a wonderful family, and what a wonderful wife. My heart is sad for you all. What a wonderful person the world has lost. My deepest, and most sincere, condolences go out to you and your family. Take care, ta ta, buh bye.
Hope the family releases new vids soon. Hope they are ok.
If the results are not good....get with hospice....they have good pain relief....stay with your family....do what ever you can right now...don't let yourself suffer...take your pain meds and there's also pain patches.
Get your house in order....please rely on God's strength.....
If the results not good im going to disney world lol
Im listening x
Thank you :)
This just makes me want to cry
Love you and love sent from Michigan to you in jolly old England
Thank you :)
So sorry you were feeling bad.
A good nights sleep in your own bed I hope will make you feel better. Sending hugs. xx
I hope so need a proper good sleep and a hammer to knock me out lol
No human deserve this . RIP . ❤️
Hang in there.
I will I'm currently in hospital so getting good care :)
hello .. wish you well. God bless
Thank you so much :)
You are drop dead gorgeous 😍
Do you know anything about the Budwig protocol? If not please look into it. You are in my prayers and thoughts.
Thank you will look now :)
You're welcome, I pray and hope you find something to help you beat this awful cancer.
sorry you are feeling so poorly. Are you prescribed any anti nausea medication?
Hope u feel better soon
Don't give up
Yeah have a load of stuff. :/
🕊 watching in 2024
So sad you had to suffer Dan for so long with your disease. You so didnt deserve it. We all miss you so much, but are glad you are no longer suffering. Life is soo unfair.
I wish there was some way that I could get on a plane and bring you a massive hug.
Xo
Awww where do you live? I'd say meet half way but maybe an ocean lol
Toronto Canada...❣
💔 😭😭😭
❤❤
Thank you :)
Man, rewatching these videos just breaks my heart all over again. He really wanted to live. I hope he's finally at peace. Dan, you've affected more people than you'll ever realize!
Soooooooo true and sad
His video popped up on my list tonight. I prayed for him sooo much over 4 years ago. I'm a cancer survivor of 7 1/2 years. I know exactly how he was feeling and all the emotions he went through. I'm just glad he had a loving family and followers that cared so much for him.
I miss you Dan, I will never forget you! You have truly inspired me & you have changed my life forever. No matter what happens in life, I will never give in or give up. I will fight like you fought, you are a warrior & you will never be forgotten. Rest in paradise my dear friend.
Hope you beat this mate. Rooting for you.
Thank you so much :)
I just wanna say your videos are ace! I want to do some videos like you! I want to go do some crazy stuff! Love it!
Omar. So nice of you 💝. R.I.P. Dan
Love you ❤️❤️❤️love to you❤️❤️We all love you ❤️❤️Hero🏅 warrior😘 Dan I'll miss you😥 we will all miss you🙁 forever😭
Nobody should have to suffer like this. I’m mad as hell for him. The amount of strength and courage it required to go through this as well as share to the world is incredible.
I think you should go to the emergency room. You need pain meds. Praying for you.
I have a lot :)
You don't want to take it? Don't suffer, my friend.
@@debisusan1037 soooooooo sad...
@@peeweetoms God bless your beautiful soul ❤️❤️❤️
I thought some of your other videos were hard to watch, but this one got me.
Daniel’s death was a great loss to his family, friends, and the world. He is the strongest and smartest man I have ever seen. Thank you, Dan. You are so beautiful to have done this. People don’t realize how cancer affects people. I had to have chemo and radiation for 8weeks. I went home and didn’t go back for three months to find out if treatments worked or not. My treatments worked, but the side effects don’t all go away. I wish Dan’s treatments had worked for him. He was a wonderful young man, and I loved his parents and Becca too. He loved all of you so much. Rest In Peace,Dan. You are truly loved and missed. ❤️🌹❤️
Literally found this account on a whim ! And Jesus Christ ! I feel so sad ! I feel like I know him ! Also being British ! And fuck man ! That last video of him alive where he isn’t the same person is hideous ! May his soul and his family live happy !
hopefully tomorrow you will feel stronger and in less pain. i hope you sleep well dude
I'm hoping so :) x
bless your heart. I wish I could just do something; anything to make you feel better, and take the pain away. Hopefully you will get some answers tomorrow, it will be a better day, and your pain will be much less. I'm a nurse that worked oncology years ago but now I am a 'head' nurse. I don't ever like to give advice but will say that sometimes those emotions are easier to cope with by the hour if you tell yourself that it is 'normal' to feel the way you do at that moment. sometimes we get so lost in our thoughts and feel so alone. I do hope you will not be offended but I do pray, and shall be praying for all those things for you. big hug to you, and may you be able to sleep.
It sucks and does hurt a lot but nothing seems to help :/
Such a wonderful man xx
New sub here! Straight away, I want you to rest assured that what you are doing has already helped people in ways maybe you hadn’t thought of, and not just people with cancer.
For whatever reason, I recently started watching the channels of people with cancer. I immersed myself in So Fia, then yours was a recommended video, and now I'm immersed in yours. And it's so incredibly frustrating to watch helplessly while you all suffer, and it makes me cry and affects me deeply and I ask myself why am I doing this? I'm depressed enough by nature, what sort of masochist does this to themselves?
But, if I’m honest, I know why - it's because I've pissed my life away. Wasted an inordinate number of years wallowing in fear and indecision and self-doubt and self-loathing and self-pity and family dysfunction. And I've been stuck at a turning point in my life for LITERALLY AGES and can't even get round the corner. And so I’ve taken to watching people who are fighting like hell for their lives to try to shake myself into living for once.
So even if I turn out to be a hopeless head case (ha!), you are making a difference. Your humor and tenacity in the face of such adversity is inspiring. One thing I've taken away from you and So Fia is the ability to savor moments of fun and joy in the spaces between the pain. Funny they never teach you that in school.
I truly hope you get a solid treatment plan and massive pain relief after your appointment tomorrow. Rest and feel better. We’re all rooting for you xx
Where do you live? Also I have a lot of those emotions. You need to be joyful all the time as much as possible :) I'm pretty lame at it all the time I'm pretty sure if I had a gun I'd be dead but that's besides the point. I want to inspire and make people smile even when I can't. :)
I'm in the US! Yeah I understand what you mean about the gun, my dog's been my reason for living many times. (I know this sort of talk makes people uncomfortable but we're keeping it real, right?). Nobody would want you to fake it - just being who you are and being honest is how you inspire. And you do that naturally.
EllaM1207 That sort of talk makes some people uncomfortable but it shouldn't. I have been suicidal and once had a date and a plan and in a fit of rage realized I would hurt my brother. This was before I got cancer, but the truth is, I have had thoughts like this all my life. I reached out to a woman today who was suicidal. I saw her on a forum she is in related to my job. It is our job as humans to connect. It keeps us going. You connect with Fia. It propels you. You connect with Dan. It propels you. We three connect and it propels us. There is great hope, even among the lost, in connection. Keep watching. Keep on propelling forward.
AndreaHarris What a lovely comment. Kudos to you for helping someone in need and for being so open about your own experience (which I know many can relate to!). I have to admit I was worried after my reply that I'd start getting attacked by people who misconstrued my comment as some sort of casual consent to suicide, because that's often how these conversations go. I have historically been that person who keeps her thoughts and comments to herself, but that's one thing I've been changing of late. Not only is censoring yourself all the time absolutely exhausting, but it also prevents those connections you speak of from ever being made. And that's not helping anyone.
Wow, so true what you said. I know not one person with cancer, but these stories inspire me to get the f out of bed and stop feeling sorry for myself. I grew up in a very bad environment with bad people. Since I was 13 I’ve been on my own, I’m 35 now and no way could I be strong enough for cancer.
Absolutely heartbreaking.
you are not ever alone...we all are with you..hugs and love
Thank you Laura :)
Nerve pain is a stinker. My tumor pressed on a big wad of nerves. But now I am well, very much against the odds. For now, I believe you will be well, too. I realize now that I wasted a gob of time worrying. It’s hard not to, but as someone who came out the other side, may I suggest that for this night you not worry. Let us all send so many good thoughts to you. You are still you. You will continue to be you, and you will get well and do the things you want to do.
Thank you, so many people on here cheer me up it's crazy! I actually now know who's names gonna have the best comments lol but yeah nerves suck loads! Actually more than loads!
Although you were suffering, you have helped a lot of people Dan. Even though you’re not here now, your videos are being watched everywhere. You were brave, strong and a lovely bloke. Didn’t want you to go.........x
It must have been incredibly difficult and painful for his parents seeing their son suffer like this. Extremely conflicting emotions all round. I am glad he is out of the pain and free now, though I feel his loss myself, years later, never having been aware at the time. Dan’s right about community; we are all interconnected, we are all one, including with all of nature, animals, this entire planet. Thank you Dan for your contribution to this world. 🙏 God rest your beautiful soul.
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I agree with what others say here. These videos by Dan are very heart breaking. I'M SO SAD he passed away, but he has touched so many with his story. I hope these videos always stay up, all of uss need to learn from Dan and appreciate life. I survived cancer myself. I know how scary it can be. RIP Dan and see you in heaven
That's not fair....many bad people around with no illnesses and a young and good man like you suffering from that terrible disease... I have no words. Please, Stay strong...We love you!!!!
Thank you :)
I’m so glad he didn’t give up here I believe he died about six months later? He had bad days. But also good days. What a guy!
I totally feel you Dan. I'm 35 and last year I found out I have stage IV breast cancer. I would love to be care free again...
Hugs for you ❤️
It's pants isn't it :/ we all need support in some way when that happens :)
I think you should go get checked out if you are able to. There might be something that can help you to feel better & not be miserable! Thoughts & prayers are with you!
Pee wee tom
You are so missed
I always wanted you to go on
...and do all the things you wanted to do..
Thank you for helping so much learn so much from you ...
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Since it's terminal you need a doctor to inform you of pain management, no human being should have to suffer. They need to give you strong pain medication asap. Praying for you here in New York city.
I sorted it this morning :)
Dan,
Please do not take this wrong, but I must beg of you to ask CHRIST JESUS INTO your heart NOW.
If you do this, when you leave this earth, you WILL go immediately into PARADISE with JESUS, FOREVER AND EVER!
PLEASE, PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THIS WRONG, I BEG YOU. !!!
This is PURE TRUTH!
Yo this guy incredibly I wanna say sommin but imma be careful how I say, Dan was fighting for 3 years sorry if it’s longer new to the channel nd god looked over and chose this guy for a reason I could never in a million year do wat this guy did ik for a fact he’s in heaven watching down cuh if he ain’t gods the most tapped shit to be alive but Ik he is cuh god knows how much of a fighter he was nd I’m happy he’s pain free sad though he had to pass for it to be that way. Rest up bro❤️❤️
Still praying for you Dan. You are still you, this is temporary. Seriously hugging you in my heart right now.
Thank you so much need those prayers. :)
Emily called it ‘Shit cancer’! She is right. I’m truly sad how you are feeling badly, both physically and emotionally. One brings on the other! So many people care about you Daniel because you are a beautiful person. You really are🥇
I can only say, while I’m fighting back tears, to have faith in the Lord. I hope you get your treatment soon and pain medication that will relieve your pain. It took me going thru some pain medication in order to find the one that would give me relief. Don’t give up, please, whatever you do, do not give up. It has kept me here three years. I still feel sick and tired, but it’s the chemotherapy, but I’m here enjoying my kids, grandson, and all my family. Many blessings to you and family. I am keeping you in my prayers. God bless!!!
Have you looked into "The Truth about cancer"? Also rick simpson oil? Hopefully these things will help you find some way to feel better.
I have indeedy :)
Ain't nothing worse than that
Just terrible waiting to die
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There just taking to long with results. Thoughts with you Dan and Clare, love and hugs. Dan try an listen to one of the relaxing hypnosis vids. 🐈
Thank you so much :)
:< omg I just found out his video today. He is so kind and so good looking. Rip🙏
Kisses and hugs from Portugal.
I really don't know what to say, to help you. i just wan't to send you good energy.
Thank you so so much :)
I pray for u always. Every time I watch u i cry cuz i feel it's not fair ur to young n u have a addictive personality. I hope for a miracle I wish there was no cancer ever.
I'm so sorry to hear how much worse you're feeling since you last updated us. I truly wish there were something I could do to take your pain away. I know we don't know each other, and I only found your channel the other day, but I've been thinking about you a lot (creepy comment alert hahaha). I know it can't take your pain away, but please know that you're an inspiration and as strange as it may be to say, your videos have been a little light in my life over the past dew days. Thinking of you!
Thank you so much, I love that, I want to share love and light with everyone :) I want to make people smile and be happy and know it's not scary but it is honestly but they are not alone :)
You definitely make me smile! And as much as you remind other people they aren't alone, I hope we can remind you that you aren't alone either. If you ever want someone to talk to, then I'll always lend an ear! From my own experiences, it can sometimes be helpful to talk to people outwith your direct family/loved ones as you don't have the worry of worrying them even more. You're a strong man Dan, you got this!
Stay strong brother
Thank you, I will :)
Have you ever considered other alternative treatments? Or holistic methods? I will definitely keep you in my prayers daily brother, hearing about your situation made me want to do more research. We are the same age. I had just found your page today for no apparent reason.So, Sending you love and support, I'm Jay from San Diego, California. Keep doing what you're doing. strength of the mind is just as important as physical strength.. stay strong for those who cant.
You are not alone😘 you Coupe be my son, I wish I could give you a big hug 👼 greetings from Germany
Thank you so much :)
🦋🌹💋🍀big hug!
This has popped up on my suggestions. makes me sad. RIP mate.
Bless you sweet man.
Thank you :)
Definitely scary when you don't have solid answers and you're losing energy and not feeling well. I know everyone is encouraging you to seen more opinions if possible. Even though it feels so hard to keep moving forward... #dontgiveupdontgivein xx
I need some answers soon else my video will be me starting on some doctors lol
Honey, it's okay to be scared. I just wish you weren't hurting. If you have pain
meds available, please take them. Is medical marijuana available there? I'm sending you virtual hugs.
I'm back on form today. Pain meds kicked in!
So damn sad to see Dan in such pain and scared.
Praying for you. I am sad for you today but tomorrow its a new day! Stay positive because you are here with us! 💚☹️😘
I'm trying to be more upbeat today :)
Watching in 2021. R.I.P PeeWee
I prayed for you on top of a mountain today.Hugs & prayers my new friend !!
That's so cool Judy, I love mountains and climbing :)
God BLESS you, precious jewel. Just KNOW that even when you are sleeping there are people sending good thoughts and prayers your way. I know you must feel so alone in this, but there isn't a minute of any day that you aren't being thought of or prayed for - I truly mean that -
I just found you over at Courtney’s video. It sounds like you have so much on you right now. So many have cancer now. I am so concerned for everyone. My sister in law was dx with lung cancer last week. They have scheduled her surgery 3/8/18. Then follow up with chemo and radiation. Is the health care different where you live? It seems you are having a hard time with the doctors. I have only watch a couple of your videos so I am a little lost. You look so good and healthy to me. I do pray that you will get well. Is there anything that I can do for you?
Just know you are a very lovely person and surely many follow you.
Thank you, it's all good lighting and camera angles that make me look better than I am. Also colour grading footage. I'm very unwell now :(
RIP. I followed your journey and I’m so incredibly sad.
The medical community's gotta stop fucking around and find a cure.
My whole life i've been these ads asking people to donate to the cause of curing cancer and damn it where is the money going?
Exactly. If we didn't know any better we'd have to assume they don't want to cure cancer and they just love the money
Please go to the Drs. and DEMAND to be admitted!!! I.V. Pain Meds. Blood tests! Your platelets are probably low. They can help with that. YELL AND SCREAM LET YOUR VOICE BE HEARD!! PLEASE ❤️‼️
Im having a few tests today I think :)
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Thanks Vanessa :)
Awe bless you, you look so pale tonight sending you all.my love from ireland x
Thank you so much :) I love Ireland especially Larne :)
I could only imagine what you have felt. Rest In Peace to a good man.
i have cancer and i think the only way i have made it as far as i have is drinking liquid hope from functional formularies. i used it with my gtube and now i drink it cuz i just cant eat enough healthy food to keep any weight on. it is so much better than the usual tube feedings and dietary supplement drinks. it doesn't taste very good unless you like pea and carrot soup. i water it down alot so its easier to tolerate. eat the solid food that you can but try supplimenting with liquid hope. i have to do this also because my g tube caused problems with my stomach so i cant hold alot of solid food with out getting full to early and staying full and cramping. the temp. plexi fasteners scared to my abdominal wall and muscles so my stomach does not free float like its supposed to and damaged my muscles with scare tissue and why solid foods can get so painful.
I have a lot of weight gain supplements now, its importatnt to get my weight back on.
Damn. I'm new to watching. Do you have people close by to support you?
I do yeah loads :)
gosh i just want to hug you so much man :( you don't deserve this at all, sending you hugs, wishes, prayers, really hope you get some answers soon!
Thank you so much :) I'm hoping so as well :)
you're absolute welcome :)
Thank you for doing the video! Cancer is a rollercoaster ride, don't be hard on yourself for having hard times. Good luck!!!!!
It is like that and sucks :(
Big bear hugs!! lots of prayers!! lots of good energy coming your way!! hope you feel better soon!! Please keep us updated!!
I will always keep people updated :)