Yes, but did he in fact change... I'm not convinced. Still came back angry and unforgiving, arguing with everyone. - And all the fast progress he made, was only thanks to himself and his own powers...no one else to credit :)
@@Royal_Rabbits he explains it better on other channels they condensed it to 23 mins so I think he had speed things up. Plus I get the hardness that he came from.
But they're really not. Look at any of the NDEs on this channel and they're all completely different. That suggests this is just some function of a dying brain and not a real experience.
I had an NDE in 2016 massive heart attack at age 41, I flatlined 2x - his story.. especially the part w/voice “what do you want to do?” I absolutely relate. People did not know how to accept my story- I stopped telling everyone
Same. People don't believe me, and I was given a choice, and I was told I didnt have to go back, but I said yes I do I have to and my mother thinks I have over active imagination so I can't talk about it.
So hard to hear that people don’t want to hear your experiences…. I have never had an NDE, but have been watching NDE videos literally non-stop for almost 10 years because I needed to know WHERE my Uncle and my dear friend who both died in 2012 “went”….. I wish everyone paid attention to yours and all NDE’s. They have literally been the ONE PROOF that has led me to KNOW as the ONLY ABSOLUTE FACTS AND TRUTHS among humanity, life and the universe that: God is Love, Only Love is Truth, We are ALL God and we are ALL Love, and HEAVEN IS REAL. I literally have never known anything to be more true in my life than that my nephew & my Dad who have recently passed are in Heaven. I can say with absolute truth that I NEVER mourn for them, nor my uncle, my friend or any of my loved ones who have passed- Why WOULD I? They are in a better place than I am. They are in Heaven. Until my time comes I must do my work here on earth. The World HAS TO hear what you have to say about your NDE’s- It is THE MOST IMPORTANT INFORMATION WE COULD HEAR IN OUR LIVES ON EARTH. We all need to hear it- It would change everything. ❤ The ability to hear hundreds of NDE’s on UA-cam has changed my life forever. ❤ Thank you both for your journeys and waking with what you have gone through. I love you both and support you carrying what you have gone through and thank you for being the light for those of us who have not been so fortunate to have an NDE. You could change lives with your stories - even if it is just one person. I guarantee God has many people who are receptive to hearing. I would love to hear them! ❤ Bless you Both and so very much love to you! ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Don’t. If you’ve had an experience like this there’s a reason for it, and there are a lot of us that would love to hear it. I was very similar to this guy, until I had a couple brief but very powerful spiritual experiences that changed my entire life. I know what happens at the end of this existence, but there are so many people still stuck unaware and your story may help someone without you ever knowing. ❤
Thank you 🙏🏼 My NDE was not a one time occurrence, I died n revived at birth, born blue with umbilical cord wrapped around neck - emergency C-section and then at about 7-8 yrs old fell down concrete stairs, cracked my head open n had the deepest dream I was at the gate..n then again at 41 i experienced the most memorable NDE when I flatlined 2x. My experiences have always helped my grandparents who are 93 yrs old now. My family knows I’m different- they see my connection to God n the universe, they’re just stunned n freaked out. I am so detached from worldly conquests, although I am happy to be empathic n I can read energy, people don’t know how to relate to me because I do not care about most societal norms. Thanks again for listening, love n blessings 💕🌍☀️
It comes down to - the ultimate answer to every one of my life choices- Is Love. Whether I do something or don’t do it- the answer is based on Love for others or Love for myself
WOW! I had a NDE similar to his except I drowned on a beach in Hawaii when I was 6 years old. I went out of my body and had a Birds Eye view of me laying lifeless on shore after getting pummeled from a wave that had a strong undertow. I felt sad that I wasn’t in my body and saw my family at a distance & I missed them & was worried they’d miss me, so I immediately WILLED myself back into my body. And I woke up. I’ll never forget it.
Wow. Thank you for sharing this. I’ve been sitting with my experience for 20 years and only shared with a few trusted family members, bc I work in mental health and know that people claim to believe in God, but that changes when a testimony surfaces. At 12, I watched myself after a bad wreck in an oil field that led me to the hospital. I had cuts from my head to my toes. My mom was out of state, so there was no consent for treatment. A great aunt followed the ambulance with me in it and provided the phone number to my mom. I watched these activities from above. I was greeted by a very bright light one couldn’t look into, seems like lions (2 by a throne), and some angels spoke to me. I was watching everything in the operating room. It felt good above (no meds had been given, no consent yet). I saw the doctors on the phone. I was given the opportunity to stay above where I was or come back. I only came back bc my mom had been in NY. I wanted to see her again.
I also got swept off my feet by a strong wave and undercurrent got picked up and slammed upside down on my back , i lost all sense of direction and i wasnt even in deep just up to my waste, i nearly drownd i was only 15 at the time in France. Never forgot how powerfull water the sea is, Your comment reminded me sounds like u kinda had the same experience....
ketamine can let you go outside your body if you teach yourself that 'will' i only know cos i taught myself accidentally while jus tryna hav fun i then also taught a friend id never believed anything non science until then lol.. theres also the 'cia gateway method' a way the cia developed to teach ppl how to get out of body fast enough and reliably enough to make it a believable goal as obviously being a monk for 40yrs isnt exactly practical and without showing proof how do u get someone to dedicate their life to a skill so they made the gateway technique to be able to make agents learn the skills in good time.. i learned this like 10yrs after id stopped doing it and we believed it was our secret skill until i learned the cia had beat me to it! kyrenzov mirrors are also worth looking up :) shame we arent encouraged to reach our full potential because its far greater than most people could believe.. i highly recommend watching bliss the film with salma hayek owen Wilson it kinda hits the nail on the head, if you get 2 compatible aware people together their potential is huge i think thats why my partner was taken away and to this day is constantly too distracted to do anything research wise.. the system separated us it would seem.. defo check out bliss and always believe in your self and your ability to percieve the truth.. big part of being good at it is noticing the difference between real and fake or hallucination vs reality, something todays kids raised on screens have very little practice in! best of luck
Such a raw and honest account. Thank you for sharing. We all have chances to change and work through our life choices. It's not impossible to turn things around ❤
I’ve never had a nde… but I believe this 100%. Ever since my mom died I’ve had a growing strong feeling toward spirits and guides. I’ve been given signs before every major change that had happened in my life from something beyond us. When my mom passed I remember feeling her presence so strongly almost as if she was there but didn’t feel her. I know my mom still exists, and it’s so good to see stories like this.
My mom passed away also very recently and since then I am really interested in this kind of stories and believing there is another much better side, a happy place for the souls where there is unconditional love without pain and suffering ❤❤❤
My mom went to Heaven too recently they are very much alive and blessed are those who die in the Lord for they will live eternally. We will meet with them again if we believe ❤️
My mom passed away recently too & every since i have been watching these because i miss her & i want to know what she may have went through and i need hope that one day i will see her again. My mom was my bestfriend & i feel very empty without her. Im sorry for all of your loss too. Nobody understands how much we hurt
@@livelifewithkaykay5050 what they would want us to know is that they are still here, we cannot see them, but they are. They know about all our successes and things in life. Also the minute you talk to them or think about them, they are with you. They only vibrate on a different frequency. They would want us to be happy as they are happy too!❤️🌸❤️
Yes, she does.. I can feel those as well. When my cousin died he was right beside me when I was playing his playlist on his computer and I smelled his cologne strongly. But you can always call on her and speak to her and ask for signs
I'm old and heading towards life's exit and through my life's long journey I have learned a lot, a really tremendous amount, most of it in my later days of retirement. The biggest lesson I've learned is how totally incompetent and unfit to live a life I have been for the major part of my life. I was completely unfit for purpose. I knew nothing, I was naive and stupid and stumbled through my life like a clumsy bull in a china shop. I am now much wiser, I know and understand much more and I am more competent to live a life than I ever have been. But, like I said, I am now in old age heading towards life's exit and the cosmic joke is I no longer need the knowledge and understanding I have gained, I needed it back then when I was young, stupid and naive and had been thrown into life's deep end without a clue of how to handle it. My life and the life of those around me would have been much better and much richer if I had known at the beginning of my life what I know now as it approaches it's end. If what I have learned can be boiled down to something simple I would say: be kind to people, spread understanding and happiness as much as you can, but be careful while doing it, some people are not nice and some are really dangerous, but don't let them put you off, they are a small minority, most people mean well and nearly all of them are as naive as I used to be.
Society and ego conditions you that only material success matters in life while from higher divine perspective only what gets us to awakening and inner evolution matters
@@Dr.Pancho.Tortilla first of all you learned how it feels to be burned to death or killed by an earthquake. Every experience counts. But then it is more like : how did the earthquake and burning of beings change the others that are still alive. How and what did they feel ? Did it change them ? Did one of them start an animal shelter or become a scientist figuring out earthquakes. There is an endless number of things that impact the bigger picture for everyone still here. And it is really endless amd undefineable because it ripples through generations and generations. I get your " slightly angry at existence and these stupid naive people and their believes " tho. Whatever works for you dr. Tortilla.
You're 1 in a million. Kick ass story. It gives this grown up lonely girl hope that maybe, just maybe, there really is hope for me after all. I pray I'm right.
His experience and my own is very closely connected, I understand him. I never believed in anything beyond science, until it happened to me. LOVE TO ALL💖💖💖
It's amazing how everyone who experiences this says practically the same thing. Floating over your own body, hearing prayers, tunnel vortex, flying through space, feeling an insane loving energy, entering heaven, meeting God/ angels
Agreed. I’ve heard so many people say they didn’t feel scared or that they felt at “home”… They also didn’t feel much for their dead bodies once they died
I've heard a lot of NDE accounts but yours really got to me. Grateful you chose to come back and do "the work". Strength to you, in your growth and progress.
I had a NDE, but nothing like this. Angels came to attend to my every need at the moment. When I came to, I saw the last angel fly away with radiant beauty.
This is the most bizarre thing I have ever heard! I was on my TV watching this video, and I had to go pick up my phone so I can make this comment. The exact thing happened to me!! He is telling my story. I had a very bad car accident, and I had vertigo. For some reason I hit the gas pedal, and I hit the corner foundation of a house, in a residential neighborhood. I actually had a heart attack while life-flighted to the hospital. My vision was different, but the accident is so similar, it gave me chills.
Could be a synchrinity from your spirit guides or such. Today I had a very brutal one, where I have to face my newfound fear. I asked not to dream about it last night and didnt, instead I got it through a synch. I got a bit upset because its a bit traumatic but I now understand why it happened. "Look at it, get over it, move on". I wont say what my newfound fear is because i dont want to put others through it. But the synch I got really surprised me.
Wow! Hopefully this persons testimony provided you with some affirmation in terms of your accident not just being an accident, but that a higher power was at play. If it did, then you will be a changed person…for the better!
I've experienced that complete dark, black "room" or plane of existence when I was a child and the Dr botched my tonsillectomy. The black room (or plane of existence) did not scare me. It was just an empty space, void of everything - complete blackness, no noise, alone - but, not at all scared. It was as if I was waiting for something.
I have been in that space as well in a time of severe emotional distress. I left my body and ended up there for a while. It felt like a sort of temporary healing space. I also sensed a presence there although it was an infinite black void. I remember that experience perfectly. It was more vivid than anything I have experienced here.
Yes I experienced it myself when I collapsed once after an accidental overdose. It was very peaceful, it was only when I was back in the world itself that it was scary. It's kind of like a nice reset, like on a computer. For a moment you're just at complete peace and surrender, no thought of tomorrow, no perception of the heavy body you carry, no need of your next breath even, just total rest and relief even. Like a heavenly floatation tank. But Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. So I would and will always rely on him.
It is how it works. Once you understand who you are, you just start to work on yourself and your subconscious mind every day changing your old parttens with the new ones, manifesting, creating and realizing anything you want. People cannot imagine how powerful we are. Happy for this guy and understand him a lot as my experience was similar and I know what it means
I can relate to his story of all the low vibration energy and egoic tendency. I didn’t die like he did but rough times got me through to learn lessons. Really thankful for sharing your story and appreciate how honest and vulnerable you were to express the unconscious state and moving higher into consciousness and love 🙏
Yes when I started learning about narcissism my life turned for the better, I realised I had to stop holding onto the past things done to me, which was 10-15 years of my teenage/20's, which was lesser the older i got. But I looked at it all and said, im done holding onto that, because its all done by narcissists and I must now enjoy my life. Tragedy happened some months later but I know my loved one is with me always now and entering happiness, enjoyment (not ego enjoyment, just being in the now, doing what i like) raises my frequency and I experience things. Love too helps so much. Being happy and not focusing on negativity.
You learned through circumstances and you should be so proud to have that awareness. I didn't, I kept making mistakes and never wanted to listen to the whispers. That's why I call it: our spirits are leading us to an inevitable death if we choose to continue tainting our spirits
What a BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENCE🙏🏻This world would be WONDERFUL IF WE ALL HAD AN NDE❤ Those mocking him are ignorant & still blind…the more experiences like his that are shared, the more we learn!
I didn’t have an NDE but when I was hearing his experience, I was nearly tearing up. That light that was everywhere. It’s not just bright it’s healing. I wasn’t in my body. In my dream, I was there, in that light, talking with my fiend who passed 18 years ago. And he was telling me details of his accident, how he had left before he felt any pain. And that he’s ok. He’s alright. He didn’t feel any of the pain.
It's funny how my near death experience feels 100% similar to his. Exiting my body yet conscious of my environment and body, ability to travel through time, then elevating into a space like environment where matter had no form. We've got life absolutely wrong the way we live today. Life was and is made simple, but man and his ignorant complicated it. Thanks for sharing your story.
But if you think about it, if wed just chill, men would have never invented technology or civilization, so life wouldnt be simple either, because like animals, we would be just surviving all the time, that has to be stressful, not simple, in conclusion I guess, life isnt easy nor simple
Keep up the good work Malcolm. It’s hard to change who you fundamentally have learned to be and become the person you know you deserve and others deserve you to be. Wishing you nothing but blessings
Thank you for sharing.. It showed me how far I have come surrendering years ago and living life to the fullest. Forgiveness and loving people and looking for situations to help people everyday. I don't have a lot,but what I have is priceless. Being a workaholic my whole life until I surrendered. I've never been so happy and had so much peace..
It's called transcendence. Thank you so much, Malcolm, for sharing your story with so much honesty and conviction. Self-awareness can only propel you forward. I pray for many blessings your way, and remember, you're not alone. Also, some people may not understand the terminology or analogies you're using, but I feel your bottom line was we're all light and love, and you have a right to share your story. We all should use the time we have here wisely, through understanding one another without judgement. You have another chance. Keep on challenging yourself, and trust. Sending love.🙏🏼💞💞
I am so glad I watched this. I had an NDE which I can describe the same way I read about or see on the internet; however, I came back very depressed and like he said "victime mode". Back to a family that hadn't changed at all. I saw all the wonderful things, I felt the wonderful things I know they exist but I came back with so much depression because I just wanted to go home. It has taken me a long time to understand and i still have so much to learn really. With the pain disorder I have every day is a fight. And since then I have done everything I can to find a way to feel the same here on Earth. I feel very blessed to have had the experience. It changed my life and since then I have done everything I can to find true gnosis.I try to teach it to my children and hopefully bring some "consciousness" into education even if it merely meditation. The Earth can be so much more!
Whaaat, “pain disorder”? 😮 That’s a choice you’re making there, lady. Do you know anything about somatic work? That could probably help you release some trauma and limiting beliefs. Have you tried tapping? EFT/TFT? There’s videos on UA-cam. I also had this depression and dark night of the soul after my first, second, third NDE but uff I wouldn’t allow myself to talk about MYSELF at all 🫠 Please hug yourself, you’ve got this! You are a warrior! ❤ @MissS-lc2fl
There is a difference between being manipulative and narcissistic, and having people (relatives and family members) abusing us, disrespecting us and being false and opportunistic. Either way, I'm glad you found a better way. Having peace of mind and spirit is priceless.
Someone else's opinion about you is none of your business. That's a quote, but I forget who from. Let them be how they want, it doesn't effect you unless you let it.
I just want to see my deceased pets in the afterlife if there is an after life and pets do have souls, i lost 2 of my cats this year and the pain is insane
Yes, they go on to heaven and will be waiting for you when your time comes. I've been visited by several of my pets in dreams after they passed, and they are exactly as they were when perfectly healthy and young. Don't grieve. Blessings ❤
Was just trying to remember my brothers voice and his laugh. You’ll be fine. Hopefully you see your pets in the higher dimensions tho! If not I’m positive we’ll be able to consciously reform their energy to be with us in the after life somehow.
@@alexandramcleod2079 It stands for (Non Player Character) comes from video games. They are the characters that are programmed to do as they do, they don't do anything outside their programming. This is usually used to insult some one who can't think for themselves and only do and say what they are told to. Which is kinda confusing why the title is written in this way.
wow that was a heck of a journey. I'm so happy for you that your life has turned around. I'm sure that was so hard, cant even imagine the pain physical and mentally. Thank you for sharing and I appreciate it so much.
Thank you, yes it was a very hard and difficult road, it is never-ending. I appreciate your comment. Please do share this video as other people can also receive some benefits as well
I didn’t have the NDE but did meet my heavenly family. It felt like I was just gone like a month ago but I was already on Earth for 37 years. I remembered everyone and was actually crying. It look so real. I almost forgot that I also have a different life.
Wow Malcolm thanks for sharing. You give me such hope. My son recently got divorced and has been experiencing so many of these emotions. Amazing how you have turned it all around and grown in leaps and bounds. Your story is an inspiration.
Thanks for sharing. Reminds me of how my son was living in low vibration and as a result, hes locked up. I always pray he finds his light 🙏 I wish i knew how to help him.
I listen to fall asleep...... ! They are comforting there is more to life than this one incarnation which is what we are told again and again on Eath....... Go well
You are such a success story! So proud of you! It's so unfair that you were not given a loving & nurturing background. Thank you for rising above. Thank you for championing children in the same situation. Thank you for sharing your story.
Ohhhhhh my God am so proud of him . Thank you so much for sharing your story with us 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🥰. Those testimonies help us so much with the journey call life..
Beautiful story man. I’m very interested in what your process was to learn to manifest and attract. The experience of getting the life lessons was fascinating. It’s the next chapter that matters here on in this existence. Consider telling the rest of your story. Congratulations man. You’re doing it. I’m glad you’re here, and I’m glad to hear your tale.
Wow I am so happy for you! You should be very proud of yourself overcoming our selves is what we are here to do and you did it!! Thank you for all the inspiration and honesty you are very brave and it show us that it is never too late and we are never too far gone to start anew! God bless you! xxoo Ava
This man got into a car under the influence of mushrooms and coke and whatever else and drove through a residential neighborhood at over 100 miles/hour. Thank g_d he didn't kill anyone. And thank g_d he didn't kill himself either.
I love the way you explain your life, the experience,! You’re like an artist painting your vivid story and we see and hear it so well! Awesome! God bless you!🙏🌻
Thank You for being so candid- very well expressed and understood. I wish you would’ve looked at the Camera more often. Thank You for sharing this incredible nde.
I listen to these NDE stories for hope in something after death. Most are inspirational and seem to come from a place of humility from the people who have experienced them. But This Guy! I found him to be abrasive, brusque, and difficult to believe.
Wow. I’m astounded. Thank you for sharing. While our lives have been polar opposites, I was very angry after my Mothers death 12 years ago. I was 34 and losing her was devastating. But it made me realize that anger gets you nowhere. Getting mad at the stupid things in life only creates havoc. While I’ve also never had a NDE yours is inspiring. Huge, huge thank you ❤
Malcolm I thoroughly enjoyed your story. Especially your TRUTHFULNESS. You didn’t sugar coat anything. I’m glad you found the true you which is Spirit and loved. You are going to bless many because of your great determination to always tell the truth. ❤I LOVE YOU BROTHER.
♥️✨️🌹I love your story, Malcolm. You are very blessed to have the chance to wake up. But you sure paid for it and pain! You're very brave and you will have the best life and helped many many people. Peace and love to you always.😊
5:29 " my soul needed my body to survive" Close.. the other way around. The soul is forever. It can not be damaged, cut, made wet nor destroyed. We are not our bodies. We are not our minds. We are something FAR greater 💖
@@ejkalegal3145 The answer is already in his discription. If you can be aware of your body, then you are not the body. You are not what you perceive, you are the witness.
I love that you explain you dont come back into this world with everything all ironed out for you... you still need to work out the part you play in perpetuating the wrongs that were done to you as a child... and it feels like some people think if you die someone comes and un-does the damage for you. If we dont come to the understanding that we are making choices that keep the damage alive,then we are not empowered to make loving choices for ourselves. I am so glad you showed us this by sharing your story. We still have to do the work. This life is hard. You are so freaking brave 🙏💛🌤 We cant control others but we can make different choices...
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm glad you chose to come back - you and your story are going to help a lot of people. I wish you all the best, man.
Your honesty is incredible. So many of us aren’t willing to be this transparent of our day-to-day “life” and certainly not after a ND mystical experience…that ‘should’ be x,y, and z. Just maybe that’s why your soul chose to come back, brave enough to endure unimaginable pain, all for the glory to learn love, true forgiveness, and to continue pruning the vine. Our work here is ever present. And I too believe we are absolutely GOD in man(humanity). I thank you for sharing your glorious story.
One lesson to learn from it, is to honor your mother and father without blame for you have not walked in their shoes. Life will be extra tough for those that can't seem to do so.
Such a great message to get out, especially with the drama unfolding around some of these darker things that were “passed down” through generations. The blame game goes a looooooong way back to try and point fingers. It’s the time for being forthright , integrating a new mentality by self reflection, facing that guilt, forgiving ourselves and others willing to repent in order to let the guilt fall off and face God clean again by changing entire thought processes and never looking back at this sad moment in humanity. “Lord forgive them for they know not what they do” Most truly were so indoctrinated by the new they trusted the most since they could walk. No excuses can be made for some who are just the worst of the worst. Ok I’ve written an essay, my bad. If you made it this far you are awesome! ✌🏼❤️🙏
Absolutely. I have told my brother that he has to forgive our parents. He can’t. He is 48 years old. I told him forgiving them doesn’t mean what they did was right, or that they didn’t hurt him. Forgiving them will give him peace. I told him by not forgiving them, he is reliving the pain again and again every day. I think it must be exhausting and a terrible way to live holding onto so much negative thought and energy
I can't stand my parent. I don't see why I need to be nice to someone who has always treated me horribly. As a small child, kid, teen, young adult. I left 20 yrs ago. We don't talk. I have to apologize?
@@weekndersthe commenter suggests ‘honor your parents without blame.’ That’s not saying you have to apologise. If you have done nothing to apologise for, why apologise? I also commenting saying if your parents have done you wrong, it is in your best interest to forgive them. Forgive doesn’t mean they didn’t do anything wrong or you have to suddenly spend a lot of time with them. It just means you can let go of the negative feelings. I know it’s hard, sometimes feels impossible. do it for yourself. Don’t let their bad behaviour live with you ❤
@mattyd3079 It has consumed my life. I kind of have finally gotten to a place of success and some peace. I just choose to remain alone. What you said makes sense. As you said it's harder to do than say.
I had a n NDE , no l' m not going into what happened but one reason these stories seem similar is because we go to a similar place when we leave our bodies and there is no pain once we are out of our bodies. No need to fear death. It is peaceful once we are set free.
I'm so proud of him! He took a PhD in soul searching, jumped two levels and is using it every day👏👏. When he comes back home, they will be so proud of what he has achieved!
Many have a hard time leaving for so many reasons.... a sense of unworthiness, a sense that they still have something to do in this world, or a desire to remain somewhere that they've felt secure, an unwillingness to accept the fact they are gone from this plane. Eventually, we all return home through God's masterful plan - His Love, Eternity, Our souls.
@@evelynlo458 Do Your Own Research...Most of these experiences never happened...Most of these people are scammers...See how much they charge just to tell you what one already knows.
What a lucky person to be given a choice on whether to stay in heaven or come back to earth and live out his life, with all the hardships & suffering that entails.
Dude, way to go! You should be proud of the man you have and are still becoming today from the person you use to be! Feel blessed that you got to experience that and learn awesome new ways of living! Stay awesome and blessed!
Love your story man. Thanks for this. I had a car accident in my 20s, this reminds me of my own experience, I was out of my body, my first thought was while I crashed was a knowing, "Hold on, hasnt this already happend? in the middle of the crash i felt like i knew this event very well, like it has repeated itself for me. I was confused about the concept of time. I still having trouble understanding it, I didnt get to ask myself then. Because the way I saw it when I stood outside my body watching myself in peace, I knew this event already happend, like something you did a month or a year ago. I knew how it was suppose to go down. So im outside my body observing myself in a stillness, it wasnt even a feeling about worrying to much even if i died, but I was instead smiling at myself, and there was a very short moment, it felt like there was 2 of me outside my body, like the wiser part of me merged together and stood smiling in peace, but i could also observe it from another angle, like for a split second "what the the fuck you/me smiling about?" But at the same time I got my answers, I had so many question, but at the same time I was in a place of knowing. All this happend in just seconds. In a way I wanted to experience and learn more. But its preferable to get into your body you know 😄
This is the first time I've seen a Narcissist Un-Narcissist himself. There is hope. Happy for this man.
He might’ve had narcissistic tendencies due to his upbringing but I don’t think he was ever a true narcissist
True lol.
@@Bunny11344 Also, true
Yes, but did he in fact change... I'm not convinced.
Still came back angry and unforgiving, arguing with everyone. - And all the fast progress he made, was only thanks to himself and his own powers...no one else to credit :)
hmm
It is amazing how similar all of these stories are.
yes, there are some patterns, One of my favorites is when they go out of the earth to the space
@@Royal_Rabbits he explains it better on other channels they condensed it to 23 mins so I think he had speed things up. Plus I get the hardness that he came from.
It’s like dmt experiences, a lot of the stories are similar. We are divine creatures
But they're really not. Look at any of the NDEs on this channel and they're all completely different. That suggests this is just some function of a dying brain and not a real experience.
@@JustMe99999 LOL you're clearly not listening to the same ones I'm listening to. And you have no evidence of your claims.
I had an NDE in 2016 massive heart attack at age 41, I flatlined 2x - his story.. especially the part w/voice “what do you want to do?” I absolutely relate. People did not know how to accept my story- I stopped telling everyone
Same. People don't believe me, and I was given a choice, and I was told I didnt have to go back, but I said yes I do I have to and my mother thinks I have over active imagination so I can't talk about it.
So hard to hear that people don’t want to hear your experiences…. I have never had an NDE, but have been watching NDE videos literally non-stop for almost 10 years because I needed to know WHERE my Uncle and my dear friend who both died in 2012 “went”….. I wish everyone paid attention to yours and all NDE’s.
They have literally been the ONE PROOF that has led me to KNOW as the ONLY ABSOLUTE FACTS AND TRUTHS among humanity, life and the universe that: God is Love, Only Love is Truth, We are ALL God and we are ALL Love, and HEAVEN IS REAL. I literally have never known anything to be more true in my life than that my nephew & my Dad who have recently passed are in Heaven. I can say with absolute truth that I NEVER mourn for them, nor my uncle, my friend or any of my loved ones who have passed- Why WOULD I? They are in a better place than I am. They are in Heaven. Until my time comes I must do my work here on earth. The World HAS TO hear what you have to say about your NDE’s- It is THE MOST IMPORTANT INFORMATION WE COULD HEAR IN OUR LIVES ON EARTH. We all need to hear it- It would change everything. ❤ The ability to hear hundreds of NDE’s on UA-cam has changed my life forever. ❤ Thank you both for your journeys and waking with what you have gone through. I love you both and support you carrying what you have gone through and thank you for being the light for those of us who have not been so fortunate to have an NDE. You could change lives with your stories - even if it is just one person. I guarantee God has many people who are receptive to hearing. I would love to hear them! ❤ Bless you Both and so very much love to you! ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Don’t. If you’ve had an experience like this there’s a reason for it, and there are a lot of us that would love to hear it. I was very similar to this guy, until I had a couple brief but very powerful spiritual experiences that changed my entire life. I know what happens at the end of this existence, but there are so many people still stuck unaware and your story may help someone without you ever knowing. ❤
Thank you 🙏🏼 My NDE was not a one time occurrence, I died n revived at birth, born blue with umbilical cord wrapped around neck - emergency C-section and then at about 7-8 yrs old fell down concrete stairs, cracked my head open n had the deepest dream I was at the gate..n then again at 41 i experienced the most memorable NDE when I flatlined 2x.
My experiences have always helped my grandparents who are 93 yrs old now. My family knows I’m different- they see my connection to God n the universe, they’re just stunned n freaked out. I am so detached from worldly conquests, although I am happy to be empathic n I can read energy, people don’t know how to relate to me because I do not care about most societal norms.
Thanks again for listening, love n blessings 💕🌍☀️
It comes down to - the ultimate answer to every one of my life choices- Is Love. Whether I do something or don’t do it- the answer is based on Love for others or Love for myself
I cried...hope my brother who is lost in darkness finds his light too.
they will find the light sooner or later. you cant really be separated from the light, but you can be slowed/delayed though, but it cant last forever
WOW! I had a NDE similar to his except I drowned on a beach in Hawaii when I was 6 years old. I went out of my body and had a Birds Eye view of me laying lifeless on shore after getting pummeled from a wave that had a strong undertow. I felt sad that I wasn’t in my body and saw my family at a distance & I missed them & was worried they’d miss me, so I immediately WILLED myself back into my body. And I woke up. I’ll never forget it.
Wow. Thank you for sharing this. I’ve been sitting with my experience for 20 years and only shared with a few trusted family members, bc I work in mental health and know that people claim to believe in God, but that changes when a testimony surfaces. At 12, I watched myself after a bad wreck in an oil field that led me to the hospital. I had cuts from my head to my toes. My mom was out of state, so there was no consent for treatment. A great aunt followed the ambulance with me in it and provided the phone number to my mom. I watched these activities from above. I was greeted by a very bright light one couldn’t look into, seems like lions (2 by a throne), and some angels spoke to me. I was watching everything in the operating room. It felt good above (no meds had been given, no consent yet). I saw the doctors on the phone. I was given the opportunity to stay above where I was or come back. I only came back bc my mom had been in NY. I wanted to see her again.
I also got swept off my feet by a strong wave and undercurrent got picked up and slammed upside down on my back , i lost all sense of direction and i wasnt even in deep just up to my waste, i nearly drownd i was only 15 at the time in France. Never forgot how powerfull water the sea is, Your comment reminded me sounds like u kinda had the same experience....
I love you
were you a christian then or not@@elleea6565
ketamine can let you go outside your body if you teach yourself that 'will' i only know cos i taught myself accidentally while jus tryna hav fun i then also taught a friend id never believed anything non science until then lol.. theres also the 'cia gateway method' a way the cia developed to teach ppl how to get out of body fast enough and reliably enough to make it a believable goal as obviously being a monk for 40yrs isnt exactly practical and without showing proof how do u get someone to dedicate their life to a skill so they made the gateway technique to be able to make agents learn the skills in good time.. i learned this like 10yrs after id stopped doing it and we believed it was our secret skill until i learned the cia had beat me to it! kyrenzov mirrors are also worth looking up :) shame we arent encouraged to reach our full potential because its far greater than most people could believe.. i highly recommend watching bliss the film with salma hayek owen Wilson it kinda hits the nail on the head, if you get 2 compatible aware people together their potential is huge i think thats why my partner was taken away and to this day is constantly too distracted to do anything research wise.. the system separated us it would seem.. defo check out bliss and always believe in your self and your ability to percieve the truth.. big part of being good at it is noticing the difference between real and fake or hallucination vs reality, something todays kids raised on screens have very little practice in! best of luck
Such a raw and honest account. Thank you for sharing. We all have chances to change and work through our life choices. It's not impossible to turn things around ❤
I’ve never had a nde… but I believe this 100%. Ever since my mom died I’ve had a growing strong feeling toward spirits and guides. I’ve been given signs before every major change that had happened in my life from something beyond us. When my mom passed I remember feeling her presence so strongly almost as if she was there but didn’t feel her. I know my mom still exists, and it’s so good to see stories like this.
My mom passed away also very recently and since then I am really interested in this kind of stories and believing there is another much better side, a happy place for the souls where there is unconditional love without pain and suffering ❤❤❤
My mom went to Heaven too recently they are very much alive and blessed are those who die in the Lord for they will live eternally. We will meet with them again if we believe ❤️
My mom passed away recently too & every since i have been watching these because i miss her & i want to know what she may have went through and i need hope that one day i will see her again. My mom was my bestfriend & i feel very empty without her.
Im sorry for all of your loss too. Nobody understands how much we hurt
@@livelifewithkaykay5050 what they would want us to know is that they are still here, we cannot see them, but they are. They know about all our successes and things in life. Also the minute you talk to them or think about them, they are with you. They only vibrate on a different frequency. They would want us to be happy as they are happy too!❤️🌸❤️
Yes, she does.. I can feel those as well. When my cousin died he was right beside me when I was playing his playlist on his computer and I smelled his cologne strongly. But you can always call on her and speak to her and ask for signs
You didn't waste your life, you have learned.
Yeah I don't believe in anything being wrong or a waste anymore.
I'm old and heading towards life's exit and through my life's long journey I have learned a lot, a really tremendous amount, most of it in my later days of retirement. The biggest lesson I've learned is how totally incompetent and unfit to live a life I have been for the major part of my life. I was completely unfit for purpose. I knew nothing, I was naive and stupid and stumbled through my life like a clumsy bull in a china shop. I am now much wiser, I know and understand much more and I am more competent to live a life than I ever have been. But, like I said, I am now in old age heading towards life's exit and the cosmic joke is I no longer need the knowledge and understanding I have gained, I needed it back then when I was young, stupid and naive and had been thrown into life's deep end without a clue of how to handle it. My life and the life of those around me would have been much better and much richer if I had known at the beginning of my life what I know now as it approaches it's end. If what I have learned can be boiled down to something simple I would say: be kind to people, spread understanding and happiness as much as you can, but be careful while doing it, some people are not nice and some are really dangerous, but don't let them put you off, they are a small minority, most people mean well and nearly all of them are as naive as I used to be.
Society and ego conditions you that only material success matters in life while from higher divine perspective only what gets us to awakening and inner evolution matters
Sure, living beings burned alive or starved to death or buried alive in earthquakes, etc etc learned what exactly?
@@Dr.Pancho.Tortilla first of all you learned how it feels to be burned to death or killed by an earthquake. Every experience counts. But then it is more like : how did the earthquake and burning of beings change the others that are still alive. How and what did they feel ? Did it change them ? Did one of them start an animal shelter or become a scientist figuring out earthquakes. There is an endless number of things that impact the bigger picture for everyone still here. And it is really endless amd undefineable because it ripples through generations and generations. I get your " slightly angry at existence and these stupid naive people and their believes " tho. Whatever works for you dr. Tortilla.
You're 1 in a million.
Kick ass story.
It gives this grown up lonely girl hope that maybe, just maybe, there really is hope for me after all.
I pray I'm right.
There is
The enemy wants us to feel alone and hopeless
You are definitely right, you will have a great life!
I want you to be happy and loved. You aren't alone, Please don't give up hope. 😇
There is no hope. Only self will. You got this.
This guys clear and honest description of his experience and brief description of his life story is amazing . ✊
His experience and my own is very closely connected, I understand him.
I never believed in anything beyond science, until it happened to me.
LOVE TO ALL💖💖💖
Me too
God be with you
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Yes. Was an atheist before my experience of bliss.
Science is just another religion
It's amazing how everyone who experiences this says practically the same thing. Floating over your own body, hearing prayers, tunnel vortex, flying through space, feeling an insane loving energy, entering heaven, meeting God/ angels
Agreed. I’ve heard so many people say they didn’t feel scared or that they felt at “home”… They also didn’t feel much for their dead bodies once they died
So far I haven't seen anyone who is disabled. Or seriously handicapped. What about children and animals? But I agree they are all very similar
Man, my heart goes out to this man, and I am so proud of him for his transformation and change of heart ♥.
Thank you 😊
Yes, he had a lot to overcome. God bless him.!!!
Much appreciated! @@kassandra3756
Same🙏😊
I've heard a lot of NDE accounts but yours really got to me. Grateful you chose to come back and do "the work". Strength to you, in your growth and progress.
I had a NDE, but nothing like this. Angels came to attend to my every need at the moment. When I came to, I saw the last angel fly away with radiant beauty.
Crap. Angels are evil. This is how I know it's crap. Christian propaganda
This is the most bizarre thing I have ever heard! I was on my TV watching this video, and I had to go pick up my phone so I can make this comment. The exact thing happened to me!! He is telling my story. I had a very bad car accident, and I had vertigo. For some reason I hit the gas pedal, and I hit the corner foundation of a house, in a residential neighborhood. I actually had a heart attack while life-flighted to the hospital. My vision was different, but the accident is so similar, it gave me chills.
Could be a synchrinity from your spirit guides or such. Today I had a very brutal one, where I have to face my newfound fear. I asked not to dream about it last night and didnt, instead I got it through a synch. I got a bit upset because its a bit traumatic but I now understand why it happened. "Look at it, get over it, move on". I wont say what my newfound fear is because i dont want to put others through it. But the synch I got really surprised me.
Wow 😮
Wow, that's amazing. I am glad I reached you
@@croissantlover1I'd love to know more about your syncronicities/synchronicity. Care to elaborate?
Wow! Hopefully this persons testimony provided you with some affirmation in terms of your accident not just being an accident, but that a higher power was at play. If it did, then you will be a changed person…for the better!
I've experienced that complete dark, black "room" or plane of existence when I was a child and the Dr botched my tonsillectomy. The black room (or plane of existence) did not scare me. It was just an empty space, void of everything - complete blackness, no noise, alone - but, not at all scared. It was as if I was waiting for something.
So the loading screen before birth? Lol
I have been in that space as well in a time of severe emotional distress. I left my body and ended up there for a while. It felt like a sort of temporary healing space. I also sensed a presence there although it was an infinite black void.
I remember that experience perfectly. It was more vivid than anything I have experienced here.
Yes I experienced it myself when I collapsed once after an accidental overdose. It was very peaceful, it was only when I was back in the world itself that it was scary.
It's kind of like a nice reset, like on a computer. For a moment you're just at complete peace and surrender, no thought of tomorrow, no perception of the heavy body you carry, no need of your next breath even, just total rest and relief even. Like a heavenly floatation tank.
But Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. So I would and will always rely on him.
Maybe it is a healing space???
I have also been in the dark plane of existence. It was not frightening at all. ❤
It is how it works. Once you understand who you are, you just start to work on yourself and your subconscious mind every day changing your old parttens with the new ones, manifesting, creating and realizing anything you want. People cannot imagine how powerful we are. Happy for this guy and understand him a lot as my experience was similar and I know what it means
I can relate to his story of all the low vibration energy and egoic tendency. I didn’t die like he did but rough times got me through to learn lessons. Really thankful for sharing your story and appreciate how honest and vulnerable you were to express the unconscious state and moving higher into consciousness and love 🙏
Yes when I started learning about narcissism my life turned for the better, I realised I had to stop holding onto the past things done to me, which was 10-15 years of my teenage/20's, which was lesser the older i got. But I looked at it all and said, im done holding onto that, because its all done by narcissists and I must now enjoy my life. Tragedy happened some months later but I know my loved one is with me always now and entering happiness, enjoyment (not ego enjoyment, just being in the now, doing what i like) raises my frequency and I experience things. Love too helps so much. Being happy and not focusing on negativity.
You learned through circumstances and you should be so proud to have that awareness. I didn't, I kept making mistakes and never wanted to listen to the whispers. That's why I call it: our spirits are leading us to an inevitable death if we choose to continue tainting our spirits
Thank you Malcolm for sharing your message with us all.
What a wild story. I'm glad he's doing well now.. There's always hope!
I'm going through some chaos in my world. Thanks, I feel better today now.
Yeah NDE stories are best in days you’re going through it, helps remind you that God got your back
What a BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENCE🙏🏻This world would be WONDERFUL IF WE ALL HAD AN NDE❤ Those mocking him are ignorant & still blind…the more experiences like his that are shared, the more we learn!
I didn’t have an NDE but when I was hearing his experience, I was nearly tearing up. That light that was everywhere. It’s not just bright it’s healing. I wasn’t in my body. In my dream, I was there, in that light, talking with my fiend who passed 18 years ago. And he was telling me details of his accident, how he had left before he felt any pain. And that he’s ok. He’s alright. He didn’t feel any of the pain.
It's funny how my near death experience feels 100% similar to his. Exiting my body yet conscious of my environment and body, ability to travel through time, then elevating into a space like environment where matter had no form. We've got life absolutely wrong the way we live today. Life was and is made simple, but man and his ignorant complicated it. Thanks for sharing your story.
But if you think about it, if wed just chill, men would have never invented technology or civilization, so life wouldnt be simple either, because like animals, we would be just surviving all the time, that has to be stressful, not simple, in conclusion I guess, life isnt easy nor simple
I learned quite a bit from your experience. I wish you the best in life. I love you.
Thank you
@@GuidedIntelligence you're welcome
Keep up the good work Malcolm. It’s hard to change who you fundamentally have learned to be and become the person you know you deserve and others deserve you to be. Wishing you nothing but blessings
Thank you, thank you. :)
This is an amazing NDE that this dear man experienced. It's so unique and informative.
The growth is unbelievable❤
Thank you for sharing.. It showed me how far I have come surrendering years ago and living life to the fullest. Forgiveness and loving people and looking for situations to help people everyday. I don't have a lot,but what I have is priceless. Being a workaholic my whole life until I surrendered. I've never been so happy and had so much peace..
It's called transcendence. Thank you so much, Malcolm, for sharing your story with so much honesty and conviction. Self-awareness can only propel you forward. I pray for many blessings your way, and remember, you're not alone. Also, some people may not understand the terminology or analogies you're using, but I feel your bottom line was we're all light and love, and you have a right to share your story. We all should use the time we have here wisely, through understanding one another without judgement. You have another chance. Keep on challenging yourself, and trust. Sending love.🙏🏼💞💞
Thank you for this beautiful comment
@@GuidedIntelligence You're so welcome. Sending love to you, Malcolm. 💞💞
Thank you, right back at you Arlene@@arleneshines2291
I am so glad I watched this. I had an NDE which I can describe the same way I read about or see on the internet; however, I came back very depressed and like he said "victime mode". Back to a family that hadn't changed at all. I saw all the wonderful things, I felt the wonderful things I know they exist but I came back with so much depression because I just wanted to go home. It has taken me a long time to understand and i still have so much to learn really. With the pain disorder I have every day is a fight. And since then I have done everything I can to find a way to feel the same here on Earth. I feel very blessed to have had the experience. It changed my life and since then I have done everything I can to find true gnosis.I try to teach it to my children and hopefully bring some "consciousness" into education even if it merely meditation. The Earth can be so much more!
Whaaat, “pain disorder”? 😮
That’s a choice you’re making there, lady.
Do you know anything about somatic work? That could probably help you release some trauma and limiting beliefs.
Have you tried tapping? EFT/TFT? There’s videos on UA-cam.
I also had this depression and dark night of the soul after my first, second, third NDE but uff I wouldn’t allow myself to talk about MYSELF at all 🫠
Please hug yourself, you’ve got this! You are a warrior! ❤ @MissS-lc2fl
Thank you, thank you, thank you. I appreciate the display and accuracy to fit my story so well. Thank you.
What do you mean? Just curious is all. Please let me know if you will or can. Ty❤
@@TOKAHONTAS69 the person who commented is the person from the video
@@monicarenee7949 thanks
His life story is hard, challenging and yet motivating! Have a wonderful life .
I hope it doesn't take my daughter dying through addiction to change her lifestyle. Prayers light and love to those suffering.
So appreciate you sharing your story Malcolm, you will help many. 🙏
There is a difference between being manipulative and narcissistic, and having people (relatives and family members) abusing us, disrespecting us and being false and opportunistic. Either way, I'm glad you found a better way. Having peace of mind and spirit is priceless.
Someone else's opinion about you is none of your business. That's a quote, but I forget who from. Let them be how they want, it doesn't effect you unless you let it.
Yeah but I think he recognized he was the problem in some cases
Yep! I’m one of the people who thank goodness gathered this lesson without near death experience! Proud of you thanks for sharing! Great job!
Outstanding ✊ very well explained his experience ❤️ I understand 🙏 I had my NDE 2010 it changed my life ❤️
Wow!
I just want to see my deceased pets in the afterlife if there is an after life and pets do have souls, i lost 2 of my cats this year and the pain is insane
Me too:)
They definitely live on- I had my cat visit me many nights after she passed away
Yes, they go on to heaven and will be waiting for you when your time comes. I've been visited by several of my pets in dreams after they passed, and they are exactly as they were when perfectly healthy and young. Don't grieve. Blessings ❤
Me too
Was just trying to remember my brothers voice and his laugh. You’ll be fine. Hopefully you see your pets in the higher dimensions tho! If not I’m positive we’ll be able to consciously reform their energy to be with us in the after life somehow.
What an amazing transformation. I hope he is able to help others to learn how to really live a good life. Hebis definitely an inspiration.
"Self proclaimed NPC" 🤣
What is it? NPC ?
NPC (roleplaying games, video games) "non-player character". A person with no ability to think for themselves.
@@alexandramcleod2079 Non-Player Character, just like the games. Unconscious to awareness
Non-Player Character, just like the games. Unconscious to awareness
@@alexandramcleod2079 It stands for (Non Player Character) comes from video games. They are the characters that are programmed to do as they do, they don't do anything outside their programming.
This is usually used to insult some one who can't think for themselves and only do and say what they are told to.
Which is kinda confusing why the title is written in this way.
wow that was a heck of a journey. I'm so happy for you that your life has turned around. I'm sure that was so hard, cant even imagine the pain physical and mentally. Thank you for sharing and I appreciate it so much.
Thank you, yes it was a very hard and difficult road, it is never-ending. I appreciate your comment. Please do share this video as other people can also receive some benefits as well
I didn’t have the NDE but did meet my heavenly family. It felt like I was just gone like a month ago but I was already on Earth for 37 years. I remembered everyone and was actually crying. It look so real. I almost forgot that I also have a different life.
How did you achieve that it's beautiful ❤️
@@RadioPsychicAstrologyByPepper I am considered as a spiritual healer. I am able to communicate between love ones on spiritual side and physical side.
Wow Malcolm thanks for sharing. You give me such hope. My son recently got divorced and has been experiencing so many of these emotions. Amazing how you have turned it all around and grown in leaps and bounds. Your story is an inspiration.
Thanks for sharing. Reminds me of how my son was living in low vibration and as a result, hes locked up. I always pray he finds his light 🙏 I wish i knew how to help him.
Does anyone else listen to these NDE stories while they nap during lunch at work? I find a lot of comfort in them
I listen to fall asleep...... ! They are comforting there is more to life than this one incarnation which is what we are told again and again on Eath....... Go well
You are such a success story! So proud of you!
It's so unfair that you were not given a loving & nurturing background.
Thank you for rising above.
Thank you for championing children in the same situation.
Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for being so honest. It was probably the most detailed story, and NDE I have ever heard.
Ohhhhhh my God am so proud of him . Thank you so much for sharing your story with us 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🥰. Those testimonies help us so much with the journey call life..
Beautiful story man.
I’m very interested in what your process was to learn to manifest and attract. The experience of getting the life lessons was fascinating. It’s the next chapter that matters here on in this existence.
Consider telling the rest of your story. Congratulations man. You’re doing it. I’m glad you’re here, and I’m glad to hear your tale.
daily Gratitude for anything find it
he is brushing off his story so that u can sign up his program.
this is the VERY FIRST NDE that the owner JUST Brushing off his experience so that u can sign up his Program😂😂😂😂
Wow I am so happy for you! You should be very proud of yourself overcoming our selves is what we are here to do and you did it!! Thank you for all the inspiration and honesty you are very brave and it show us that it is never too late and we are never too far gone to start anew! God bless you! xxoo Ava
This man is absolutely amazing. What a gift to the world.
This man got into a car under the influence of mushrooms and coke and whatever else and drove through a residential neighborhood at over 100 miles/hour. Thank g_d he didn't kill anyone. And thank g_d he didn't kill himself either.
@@rosskarshen850 yes God must of intervened or by sheer luck no one got hurt. Incredible story
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Thank you for this brother you are changing lives and opening eyes. Keep doing your part in a big as way as you can bro! 🤙🏾
I love the way you explain your life, the experience,! You’re like an artist painting your vivid story and we see and hear it so well! Awesome! God bless you!🙏🌻
Thank you 😊
It's very rare to hear an NDE where the person wants to come back into their body. This was by far the most decisive "returner" I've ever heard.
Thank you for sharing your story.You’re doing hard work
Yes indeed you describe exactly what many have yet to believe! Blessed you are dear brother! Thank you for coming forward . God speed
Thank You for being so candid- very well expressed and understood. I wish you would’ve looked at the Camera more often. Thank You for sharing this incredible nde.
Thank you for sharing your story!!! ❤❤❤
I listen to these NDE stories for hope in something after death. Most are inspirational and seem to come from a place of humility from the people who have experienced them. But This Guy! I found him to be abrasive, brusque, and difficult to believe.
I appreciate your brutal honesty of what’s it’s like to say goodbye to the scrabs of ego & pride and learn to embrace vulnerability..
Fantastic, Malcolm. Thank You so much.
Well. I can also say that getting jammed back into a broken body after complete freedom is a hard road. But you know all you experienced was real.
Wow. I’m astounded. Thank you for sharing. While our lives have been polar opposites, I was very angry after my Mothers death 12 years ago. I was 34 and losing her was devastating. But it made me realize that anger gets you nowhere. Getting mad at the stupid things in life only creates havoc. While I’ve also never had a NDE yours is inspiring. Huge, huge thank you ❤
I had the same thing happen to me with my mom passing at 34….odd I came across this message.
Malcolm I thoroughly enjoyed your story. Especially your TRUTHFULNESS. You didn’t sugar coat anything. I’m glad you found the true you which is Spirit and loved. You are going to bless many because of your great determination to always tell the truth. ❤I LOVE YOU BROTHER.
♥️✨️🌹I love your story, Malcolm. You are very blessed to have the chance to wake up. But you sure paid for it and pain! You're very brave and you will have the best life and helped many many people. Peace and love to you always.😊
I watched for the self-help, but I was grateful to hear your testimony. GOD bless you.
5:29 " my soul needed my body to survive"
Close.. the other way around. The soul is forever. It can not be damaged, cut, made wet nor destroyed.
We are not our bodies. We are not our minds. We are something FAR greater 💖
You hope....
@@ejkalegal3145 The answer is already in his discription. If you can be aware of your body, then you are not the body. You are not what you perceive, you are the witness.
it is such an incredible story. Thank you and May God bless you.
Aw right!, Malcolm! Well for self confessed uneducated, you also became very eloquent along with your inspiring mental capabilities. !
This is very enlightening, thank you for sharing. Rarely you hear a story of someone going from the mindset that you had before to what you have now.
I sacrifice, commit and change everything because I am the biggest judge of myself, not God
I love that you explain you dont come back into this world with everything all ironed out for you... you still need to work out the part you play in perpetuating the wrongs that were done to you as a child... and it feels like some people think if you die someone comes and un-does the damage for you. If we dont come to the understanding that we are making choices that keep the damage alive,then we are not empowered to make loving choices for ourselves.
I am so glad you showed us this by sharing your story.
We still have to do the work.
This life is hard.
You are so freaking brave 🙏💛🌤
We cant control others but we can make different choices...
Wise woman :)
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm glad you chose to come back - you and your story are going to help a lot of people. I wish you all the best, man.
What an amazing story. I'm so glad he was able to start over again ❣️
Keep on doing good Malcom. It’s worth it.
Your honesty is incredible. So many of us aren’t willing to be this transparent of our day-to-day “life” and certainly not after a ND mystical experience…that ‘should’ be x,y, and z. Just maybe that’s why your soul chose to come back, brave enough to endure unimaginable pain, all for the glory to learn love, true forgiveness, and to continue pruning the vine. Our work here is ever present. And I too believe we are absolutely GOD in man(humanity). I thank you for sharing your glorious story.
God bless you, you have gone thru more than most people could!
@guidedintelligence, Malcolm, you're transparency is phenomenal and inspiring!!! Keep enjoying this ride called LIFE!!! 💯💚💫
One lesson to learn from it, is to honor your mother and father without blame for you have not walked in their shoes. Life will be extra tough for those that can't seem to do so.
Such a great message to get out, especially with the drama unfolding around some of these darker things that were “passed down” through generations. The blame game goes a looooooong way back to try and point fingers. It’s the time for being forthright , integrating a new mentality by self reflection, facing that guilt, forgiving ourselves and others willing to repent in order to let the guilt fall off and face God clean again by changing entire thought processes and never looking back at this sad moment in humanity. “Lord forgive them for they know not what they do” Most truly were so indoctrinated by the new they trusted the most since they could walk. No excuses can be made for some who are just the worst of the worst. Ok I’ve written an essay, my bad. If you made it this far you are awesome! ✌🏼❤️🙏
Absolutely. I have told my brother that he has to forgive our parents. He can’t. He is 48 years old. I told him forgiving them doesn’t mean what they did was right, or that they didn’t hurt him. Forgiving them will give him peace. I told him by not forgiving them, he is reliving the pain again and again every day. I think it must be exhausting and a terrible way to live holding onto so much negative thought and energy
I can't stand my parent.
I don't see why I need to be nice to someone who has always treated me horribly.
As a small child, kid, teen, young adult.
I left 20 yrs ago.
We don't talk.
I have to apologize?
@@weekndersthe commenter suggests ‘honor your parents without blame.’ That’s not saying you have to apologise. If you have done nothing to apologise for, why apologise? I also commenting saying if your parents have done you wrong, it is in your best interest to forgive them. Forgive doesn’t mean they didn’t do anything wrong or you have to suddenly spend a lot of time with them. It just means you can let go of the negative feelings. I know it’s hard, sometimes feels impossible. do it for yourself. Don’t let their bad behaviour live with you ❤
@mattyd3079 It has consumed my life.
I kind of have finally gotten to a place of success and some peace.
I just choose to remain alone.
What you said makes sense. As you said it's harder to do than say.
Fantastic; I can empathise and I am so happy you have found a beautiful inner strength. We really are incredible beings. XXX
Heaven exists❤. The love you felt up there was God. God bless you❤.
God bless you young man. I know firsthand how difficult it is to change patterns it can be done
Amazing boy...Amazing story....Well done.❤
What an amazing transformation - WOW! I'm so happy you were able to completely launch yourself forward to where you are from where you were.
I had a n NDE , no l' m not going into what happened but one reason these stories seem similar is because we go to a similar place when we leave our bodies and there is no pain once we are out of our bodies. No need to fear death. It is peaceful once we are set free.
Thank you for sharing! You are inspiring.
Wow. What an amazing account. Thank you for the inspiration
I'm so proud of him!
He took a PhD in soul searching, jumped two levels and is using it every day👏👏.
When he comes back home, they will be so proud of what he has achieved!
i've been curious to know what the experience will be like for someone with his former personality. thanks for sharing!
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Peaceful, mindful, loving, and forgiving. Thats the way to be for sure, you deserve that.
“I felt like my soul needed my body to survive”. It makes you wonder how some people have a hard time leaving this plane.
Many have a hard time leaving for so many reasons.... a sense of unworthiness, a sense that they still have something to do in this world, or a desire to remain somewhere that they've felt secure, an unwillingness to accept the fact they are gone from this plane. Eventually, we all return home through God's masterful plan - His Love, Eternity, Our souls.
This channel is leading soooooo many people astray
Why? I've just arrived
I agree...most people are sleep and desperate...being this vulnerable will blind them to any form of critical thinking or any thinking at all.
What do you mean astray? Are people taking this story and doing something bad with it? I'm seriously curious.
@@evelynlo458 Do Your Own Research...Most of these experiences never happened...Most of these people are scammers...See how much they charge just to tell you what one already knows.
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What a lucky person to be given a choice on whether to stay in heaven or come back to earth and live out his life, with all the hardships & suffering that entails.
Dude, way to go! You should be proud of the man you have and are still becoming today from the person you use to be! Feel blessed that you got to experience that and learn awesome new ways of living! Stay awesome and blessed!
Good for you Malcom
You have a lot to share and I hope you keep going.
Awakening hits everyone different
Love your story man. Thanks for this.
I had a car accident in my 20s, this reminds me of my own experience, I was out of my body, my first thought was while I crashed was a knowing, "Hold on, hasnt this already happend? in the middle of the crash i felt like i knew this event very well, like it has repeated itself for me. I was confused about the concept of time. I still having trouble understanding it, I didnt get to ask myself then. Because the way I saw it when I stood outside my body watching myself in peace, I knew this event already happend, like something you did a month or a year ago. I knew how it was suppose to go down.
So im outside my body observing myself in a stillness, it wasnt even a feeling about worrying to much even if i died, but I was instead smiling at myself, and there was a very short moment, it felt like there was 2 of me outside my body, like the wiser part of me merged together and stood smiling in peace, but i could also observe it from another angle, like for a split second "what the the fuck you/me smiling about?" But at the same time I got my answers, I had so many question, but at the same time I was in a place of knowing. All this happend in just seconds. In a way I wanted to experience and learn more. But its preferable to get into your body you know 😄
Thank you for sharing this story! Your car accident was actually a blessing. You have changed SO much, keep going!
Good commentary on your experience. Thanks for sharing. All the best for the future you