Lost in Philadelphia & Struggling to Beat Addiction: Episode 23 | Addiction After Dark

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  • @hebe-242
    @hebe-242 Рік тому +81

    Other commenters saying they have no sympathy for her. You’re not in her shoes. You can see self harm scars all over her arms so she’s clearly had a history of mental health issues prior to this which likely led her down this path. Which is likely to be from trauma somebody else inflicted on her.

    • @jacktastick
      @jacktastick Рік тому +3

      You one hundred percent right. This doesn't happen average night but once a person starts this path it's really hard to deviate. The drugs got a lot worse.

    • @tank21575
      @tank21575 Рік тому +5

      Yes your absolutely correct people who say shit like that is because their actually scared they couldn’t survive a day in her shoes I know someone or something hurt this girl bad to where she doesn’t have hope she can recover at some point

    • @SuzanneDeniseB
      @SuzanneDeniseB Рік тому +2

      #TruthBomb Trauma will MESS YOU UP. I hope she finds her way to the light. Stay safe out there folks. 💙💙

    • @packers12to80
      @packers12to80 10 місяців тому

      I dont have sympathy for her. Sorry. She clearly wants this path.....she said so herself. Why am i supposed to habe sympathy for someone who is content being this bad off? She doesn't want help.

  • @mckenziedecarlo
    @mckenziedecarlo Рік тому +39

    i feel for her, i really do. you get glimpses of her personality and she seems very funny, witty, and well spoken. i hope she finds peace one day. she’s beautiful and i can tell she has a good heart, and definitely deserves help- when she wants it, i hope it’s there.

    • @JeanineFollette
      @JeanineFollette Рік тому +3

      Right, she seems extremely strong willed and driven to me. Obviously she's hurt most of her life and doesn't see a better way out of that other than using. I love how straight forward, unashamed, and smart she is. I wish she'd be more open to getting sober since I think she'd be such a success at whatever she'd put her mind to.

    • @yasomeganess
      @yasomeganess Рік тому +4

      She does deserve it, I knew her in high school, sad story that needs to turn around, she IS soo beautiful🙏🙏🙏

    • @Jonna_Sweden
      @Jonna_Sweden Рік тому

      I see a White girl around my own age, a little bit older and with a totally different life across the Atlantic and I feel for her too, tears my eyes even. I'm a softie when it comes to this, and she will be in my prayers later tonight.

  • @bnielsss2715
    @bnielsss2715 Рік тому +54

    When she says “when u do a 4 5 bag shot, pass out for 4 hours and wake up still sick…” that HIT ME. So fucking grateful to be clean man.

  • @Lifeoftheotheheeler
    @Lifeoftheotheheeler Рік тому +18

    This type of approach to a bad life is coping. Lots of people do it. She is lost and heartbroken that she is where she is

  • @veronicaBolanos-mc4fc
    @veronicaBolanos-mc4fc Рік тому +34

    Gotta love her. She's totally honest.

    • @5thdimension625
      @5thdimension625 Рік тому +6

      She sure is. I don’t hear any blame either, like with most addicts. She’s so young. I pray she gets off the streets.

  • @lovethyneibor22736
    @lovethyneibor22736 Рік тому +37

    “Not having children derives not from dislike, but from love too great to bring them into this world, too limited, too vain, too cruel.”
    ― Michel Onfray

    • @kirstenblum71
      @kirstenblum71 Рік тому +3

      I LOVE this!

    • @solusenterprises3465
      @solusenterprises3465 Рік тому

      BOLLOCKS!!!!!

    • @Concerned_one
      @Concerned_one Рік тому +1

      Then move to a better neighborhood and have kids in a much better environment.
      Not giving birth to kids can be cruel when you deny the gift of life to kids who you refuse to birth.

    • @lovethyneibor22736
      @lovethyneibor22736 Рік тому +5

      @@Concerned_one
      How can you deny something to someone who doesn't exist? Meanwhile so many kids are already here and in need of parents

  • @kimcastiglione2251
    @kimcastiglione2251 Рік тому +17

    I feel so bad that people are terrified to go threw withdrawals from this zylozine that they rather stay stuck not caring if they die . Doctors need to find a way to combat these severe withdrawals to give them some hope . Many videos I’ve seen most say they want help but are to scared.

    • @ryancork923
      @ryancork923 11 місяців тому +1

      Just the thought of withdrawal is terrifying

  • @williamf1994
    @williamf1994 Рік тому +18

    I'm sorry to have passed judgment on this young lady. I have been clean from drugs only 2 years ago. I'm praying for her right now

  • @njmommy609
    @njmommy609 Рік тому +10

    I’m from Trenton NJ, born and raised until I moved my kids and I to the suburbs in NC about 25 mins from Charlotte 4yrs ago. Trenton is a mini Philly. Teens dying of laced pills and the majority shooting everything up on top of adult addicts in the streets. It’s no place to raise a family anymore and glad I was blessed to be able to move my kids far away!!!!

    • @ryanbrooks5482
      @ryanbrooks5482 Рік тому

      Please vote Republican now if not plz go back. We don’t want something like this in NC, Asheville is slowing becoming like this 🥲

  • @f.a.i.t.h.00
    @f.a.i.t.h.00 4 місяці тому +1

    i cried watching this. ive never seen eyes look so empty and traumatised.

  • @timgutierrez2211
    @timgutierrez2211 Рік тому +3

    Finally someone who tells younger people what needs to be said

  • @finnanesedalmar8796
    @finnanesedalmar8796 Рік тому +9

    I love how honest you are Stacy, I hope you can make your way out

  • @John-mf6ky
    @John-mf6ky 11 місяців тому +3

    This poor girl 😢
    She doesnt seem too far gone, she's honestly pretty.

  • @Freckle_Face2247
    @Freckle_Face2247 Рік тому +8

    Been following Kensington for a while now. Place is like no other. Something has to be done.

  • @karenhoward3662
    @karenhoward3662 Рік тому +4

    This was me years ago. Thank God ive been clean for years. Honey theres so much more to life. Being clean i got tobe in my grandchildrens lives. Now im in my great grandchildrens lives. So happy i didnt miss any of it. Please dont waste anymore time out there. Sending love and prayers. ❤❤❤

    • @Clutch_Kick187
      @Clutch_Kick187 Рік тому +1

      Its crazy how many addicts I see commenting, why do you watch these videos if I may ask..?? Does it feel like you need to see that worst part of using to make sure you don't go back,?? or does it scratch the itch of seeing the street life?? what makes so many ex addicts watch these??

  • @Luciddreams259
    @Luciddreams259 Рік тому +24

    What totally ignorant comments. And William fry no one asked you to feel moved did they 🤦‍♀️ this is a perfect demonstration of how powerful addiction is, it rewires the brain till it’s the only thing that matters. Sending love and compassion to this lady ❤

    • @williamf1994
      @williamf1994 Рік тому +5

      I was insensitive. Hopefully she can get help.

  • @batmanquan173isdabest8
    @batmanquan173isdabest8 Рік тому +10

    Wow. Poor girl. Hope she gets help

  • @robu.4987
    @robu.4987 11 місяців тому +1

    May the Lord bless her soul, and guide her on to a brighter path.

  • @wonderingsoul8021
    @wonderingsoul8021 Рік тому +1

    This is so sad. My family lived in Kensington a good 20 yrs ago and it was bad then. So grateful to be clean n sober! I pray for her, she's so young!

  • @Justthefurofus
    @Justthefurofus Рік тому +3

    I wish her all the best. I hope she gets better soon and gets the help she so desperately needs and deserves. No one should have to be addicted. ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @myzacky96
    @myzacky96 Рік тому +9

    Oh my God, so really sad

  • @happygrass5
    @happygrass5 Рік тому +1

    Hurts my heart for her. Hard Drugs really are a scourge to society and bring more sadness than life.

  • @darkdominance911
    @darkdominance911 Рік тому +9

    That tranqu is a beast!

  • @ace0018
    @ace0018 Рік тому +6

    I hope she Stays Safe 🙏 😔

  • @ISIHIA23
    @ISIHIA23 Рік тому +2

    She is so numb ... it is heartbreaking. She had no chance in life with an addicted mother ... i hope she finds her way out of that hell ring.

  • @TRANQUILSOUNDSANDMUSIC
    @TRANQUILSOUNDSANDMUSIC Рік тому +13

    I like your interviews but it's not heroin anymore. It's only fetynal and Tranq.
    Thanks for sharing awareness

    • @traci150
      @traci150 Рік тому +2

      Thank you!! That drives me crazy when they say heroin lol

  • @jackiewilliams7876
    @jackiewilliams7876 Рік тому +7

    Sad and depressing life and dangerous😢😢💔

  • @diegoshepherd3464
    @diegoshepherd3464 Рік тому +1

    24 yrs old and looks 50. she is living such a rough life with her addiction, drugs combinations, lifestyle. Hopefully she can get herself together and move on...hopefully she will make it past 30.

  • @painpatientsaddiction3640
    @painpatientsaddiction3640 Рік тому +14

    So sad you could see she was nodding off

  • @diegoshepherd3464
    @diegoshepherd3464 Рік тому

    Watched a couple of your videos. Really like your style and how you interview people.

  • @SarinaTaylor-t2m
    @SarinaTaylor-t2m Рік тому

    I feel so sorry for her. I hope that she gets the help that she needs soon.

  • @Mzoddjects333
    @Mzoddjects333 11 місяців тому +1

    I’ve never met a happy drug addict

  • @SuzanneDeniseB
    @SuzanneDeniseB Рік тому +2

    Many people disappear in Kensington. Be safe out there everyone 💙

  • @ndees3693
    @ndees3693 11 місяців тому +1

    She seems intelligent so sad to see

  • @bnielsss2715
    @bnielsss2715 Рік тому +5

    You have to go day by day moment by moment in this life. You HAVE to.

  • @breal6924
    @breal6924 Рік тому +3

    May God help this lady...🙏

  • @sarahdixon6011
    @sarahdixon6011 Рік тому

    She's so embarrassed and ashamed of her situation and so very sad 😢

  • @gelfish70
    @gelfish70 Рік тому +7

    anyone else hear that damn ice cream truck

  • @fifipips4553
    @fifipips4553 Рік тому

    Hi Stacy, your a beautiful young lady who deserves so much more in life! I loved seeing you eat that kiwi fruit - I live in a small town in New Zealand the kiwi fruit capital of the country....my favourite fruit...sending you love and hugs from NZ xxx

  • @oliviarogers830
    @oliviarogers830 Рік тому +1

    addiction is hard yall should not be so cruel

  • @johncollins6437
    @johncollins6437 6 місяців тому

    She'll learn the hard way ❤

  • @alicesadler5441
    @alicesadler5441 Рік тому +5

    Sad life

  • @texastyrannyresponseteam794
    @texastyrannyresponseteam794 Рік тому +2

    she whipped out that pig sticker.. glad she's got it

  • @patg8107
    @patg8107 Рік тому +4

    I'm failing to see how this isn't exploitative

  • @jacktastick
    @jacktastick Рік тому +2

    Were losing 100k a year to overdoses and drugs.

  • @ryancork923
    @ryancork923 11 місяців тому

    Quit while you're ahead. Meaning young!

  • @jessicaburkhart1179
    @jessicaburkhart1179 Рік тому +2

    She is hi as heck

  • @elizabethbarmann5361
    @elizabethbarmann5361 Рік тому +4

    🙏❤️😔

  • @allicat23
    @allicat23 11 місяців тому

    One thing I see in these videos, and saw first hand from a family member-addict, is that they seem to brag about all the drugs they've done and tried. Like they're so experienced and worldly because of it. Idk

  • @SkinCareLuver
    @SkinCareLuver Рік тому

    Wow she's so young

  • @Stolyashorts321
    @Stolyashorts321 Рік тому +1

    Happy belated birthday

  • @rebeccathe285
    @rebeccathe285 5 місяців тому

    I traded the razor blade up for the needle
    Damn that hit me

  • @Nothankyouhun
    @Nothankyouhun 3 місяці тому

    You CAN beat this girl🩷

  • @karenhoward3662
    @karenhoward3662 Рік тому +1

    Nodding out poor thing. 😢

  • @anitaboodram1155
    @anitaboodram1155 Рік тому

    am sorry 🙏

  • @VIRGILSHELTONII
    @VIRGILSHELTONII Рік тому +4

    everyone aint afraid to die sweetheart.....id much rather be dead then live the life i live, and im 4 years sober

    • @michaelax3025
      @michaelax3025 Рік тому +1

      Sweetheart??? She's not your sweetheart

    • @PinkyakaAyannaj
      @PinkyakaAyannaj Рік тому +1

      Stay strong 💪🏽💙🤍🙏🏾

    • @whoareyou6854
      @whoareyou6854 11 місяців тому

      I agree I’m sober to and this life isn’t worth it to me

    • @VIRGILSHELTONII
      @VIRGILSHELTONII 11 місяців тому

      @@whoareyou6854 sometimes it's almost impossible to heal from the things that lead us to get high, for may people drugs alone are the problem, for others drugs is the only way to cope that helps... It's hell out her for some, dope or not

    • @Nothankyouhun
      @Nothankyouhun 3 місяці тому

      Exactly 💯. Telling them get clean so you can go out and work 70hrs a week 😊 like sober ppl it's so great!! You'll love it

  • @pitt-e4534
    @pitt-e4534 Рік тому +1

    She says she has never done opium but she is hooked on fentanyl??? they the same thing apart from opium is weak as fuck nowadays

  • @kham6006
    @kham6006 4 місяці тому

    Every girl I watch on one of these videos say the same thing about young black men -SMH

  • @mikec2988
    @mikec2988 Рік тому +5

    The interview is too pass time on her watch, no hope doesn't care. Prayer would help if she believed beyond the lifestyle.

  • @beverlydiggs1964
    @beverlydiggs1964 Рік тому +2

    Tranq dope

  • @StasisStuckInHell
    @StasisStuckInHell 11 місяців тому

    For everyone saying I don't have teeth, I fucking do. Thanks 🙏 it's just my lipstick 💄 made it look that way😂 but thank you all for the encouragement.

  • @truthurtz8154
    @truthurtz8154 Рік тому +1

    Some peOple sAy it a chOice if aN addict wAnt they jUst wIsh it wAs that simple kEy wOrd addict they nOw addicted sO nOw its a need not a want....If they want they can help mf get ofF put to sleep erase their thoughts abOut their drugs Of chOice when they get up they dont know the pleasure of the drugs n their body n mind wont crave the drugz its not missn anything it neved had

    • @Freckle_Face2247
      @Freckle_Face2247 Рік тому +3

      Are you having a stroke?

    • @whoareyou6854
      @whoareyou6854 11 місяців тому +1

      If having a stroke was explained in a sentence 😂

  • @texastyrannyresponseteam794

    kensington "looks all cool?" maybe not.. kensington makes the ghetto look like beverly hills..

  • @packers12to80
    @packers12to80 10 місяців тому

    Who is thinking it looks cool in Kensington 😂

  • @janetlynn9346
    @janetlynn9346 Рік тому

    She is 24 omg she looks so old I thought she was in her 50s

  • @annahthegeminitalks7736
    @annahthegeminitalks7736 11 місяців тому

    Seems like the women feel comfortable with you and finally start to fall asleep for the first time in days, wish you could just let them pass out and get some safe rest for a minute in your car, least you could do for all the views you get

  • @terencemerritt
    @terencemerritt Рік тому

    Cool

  • @84kjk
    @84kjk 11 місяців тому

    She’s def right. Even she knows black men cause a lot of problems.

  • @lee-yw3bf
    @lee-yw3bf Рік тому +4

    seems that hell bent snot attitude hasn't left her yet.... rude awakening events create humility 🔥

  • @lizzyespo
    @lizzyespo Рік тому +1

    She doesnt have any teeth does she?

    • @StasisStuckInHell
      @StasisStuckInHell 11 місяців тому +1

      Actually, I have all my teeth. Thank you.

  • @williamf1994
    @williamf1994 Рік тому +8

    Sorry I really don’t feel moved about the addict’s attitude. She is full of self sabotage. This addict is really happy in this intolerable situation.

    • @earleanderson4750
      @earleanderson4750 Рік тому +5

      I sadly agree. How do you help people like this woman who is seemingly quite content with her life and addict lifestyle regardless of the clear dangers associated with it? I dread to use the word hopeless . . .

    • @mytamponhurt
      @mytamponhurt Рік тому +12

      because did you not hear a word she said her mom was using infront of her and it resulted in her using at 14??? ignorance is bliss

    • @SuzanneDeniseB
      @SuzanneDeniseB Рік тому

      Most addicts think the same thing

    • @Spirit__Warrior
      @Spirit__Warrior Рік тому

      She never had a chance! Her Mother is an addict, this girl is smart but she had no guidance in life. It's all she knows now.

    • @TheSlippytongue
      @TheSlippytongue 10 місяців тому

      You clearly know nothing about addiction. Hopefully you're not one of those people who goes to church and convinces yourself you care for all people.@@earleanderson4750

  • @Londongirl77
    @Londongirl77 6 місяців тому

    She's fascinating and clearly a lil dark makeup has skewed people's empathy smh hope she leaves..... at some point

  • @CookDogosNZ
    @CookDogosNZ Рік тому

    Finally Found a good channel!!

  • @isaiahhazard8921
    @isaiahhazard8921 11 місяців тому

    40 dollars is wild tho

  • @beverlydiggs1964
    @beverlydiggs1964 Рік тому +2

    Tranq dope