Sometimes, I'd like to believe that with you there will be a forever. But that is simply a wish. A thought that I so desperately try to convince myself is true. But most likely isn't...So in this borrowed time that we have together I will crave every second as long as you are still a part of it. At times of loneliness this song brings back the fear of losing you. Which is something that I could never endure. If i lost you...If...i lost you..there would be no other consolement other than this song. I hope that there will never be a time where I would have to listen to this melody without you. And I hope our borrowed time in our hour glass will never run empty. But since we both are here, and our love still exists, while our hearts beat for one another, I will continue wishing on forever, because with you here with me, it's all ive ever known.
Why did fate brought you in front of my sight, especially at that point or phase in my life, when i was vulnerable, when i had a tight vacuum inside me waiting to be filled with anything. And it did get filled and it felt good and my mind got addicted to the vibe i got. Although it did not get far, just me watching a beautiful thing from afar like a butterfly on a flower, like kids enjoying in the open, like still water resembling a mirror. You don't want to touch or disturb what you see although you are capable enough to do it. But now all of a sudden that life goes away and you are deserted now with no clue what now. My instinct says i want that life to be around me, in range , under the radar, in my sight. lol. Even if that life is just recent happening in my life, the other stacks of problem older than that life are more than 80% , still this recent thing hurts me differently. I wasn't even searching for someone when you showed up and timing was not good. There were and are a lot of things that might not work. Why Hope is strong in this one. Maybe i am too weak. I need to grow out of it.
I loved you so much. I sacrificed things so I could have been with you. I enjoyed the moment we had on that balcony. The silence and the long stare in your beautiful eyes. The way we didn't say anything but enjoyed every second of it. The way we sat next to each other on the plane ride back home even though we were strangers just 2 weeks before. The way we secretly held hands on that red library couch. The way you took my first kiss in my car with my favorite song. The way I backed up but you continued to kiss me and I submitted myself to you. It was so worth it. The way you showed me how I love. And I hope I showed you how you should have been loved. But you couldn't do it any longer. You have felt empty and had no emotion toward anything. The way you used to promise me we wouldn't ever leave each other's lives. The way you told me I was very important to you and you didn't want me to leave from your life. But, what happened? Why did you break that promise? Why did you abandon me? Why did you let me go so easily from your life? Why didn't you fight me to stay with you even though I didn't want to leave? Was everything you said but a mere lie? And now you are in college. I just hope you don't lie to yourself. I hope you "fix" yourself like you said you would. How you wouldn't go back to your bad habits. Please... At least do me one last favor and shine. Shine like I want you to. Goodbye Caroline. I loved you. I really really loved you.
Similar phase ! Cannot relate enough ! Some people come for a while and leave a void that cannot be filled in this entire lifetime! I never show that void , because whenever I did it hurts so fucking much .
Some life energies come and go. You can't get your hands around it, you can just witness that life energy at play, dancing in her own terms. Like a flower so beautiful you don't want to pluck though you could've have but maybe if you had pluck the flower then it's beauty might not last longer than it could've lasted if remained undisturbed. And you made your decision. I am not judging your decision to be bad or good, just highlighting some possibilities. So all you can now do is whatever positive you got from it, Remember. And what you didn't get, Forget and move, Forward.
Song popped up on my YT, and exactly when I needed it because today is when she took her leave. I wish that I was able to be everything you needed. I only ever wanted good for you, but I respect that you want to be away from me. It hurts, but if this is what you want, I will respect your decision. It haven't even been a day, but I already miss you ❤
@@Kaizola Some life energies come and go. You can't get your hands around it, you can just witness that life energy at play, dancing in her own terms. Like a flower so beautiful you don't want to pluck though you could've have but maybe if you had pluck the flower then it's beauty might not last longer than it could've lasted if remained undisturbed. And you made your decision. I am not judging your decision to be bad or good, just highlighting some possibilities. So all you can now do is whatever positive you got from it, Remember. And what you didn't get, Forget and move, Forward
@@thenirealivesanchitos gotta prioritize ourselves first right, stop caring about those who dont care about you its not worth it man i've been there and it really hurt me. Now that im here, but she's not
My wife loved old cowboy movies and rain and babies and Jesus...She always wanted children....We had our daughter Heather 10/25/99...1 yr. and 3 months later on 01/12/01, I lost my beautiful wife Mary to bone cancer....My one true love - She's....All I've Ever Known
@@cherrycoked3 In a place where there is no more time, and Love will see no end...there is where my Love awaits.....Thank You for your wonderful thoughts....Love and Blessings to you! ☮💜✝
Sometimes, I'd like to believe that with you there will be a forever. But that is simply a wish. A thought that I so desperately try to convince myself is true. But most likely isn't...So in this borrowed time that we have together I will crave every second as long as you are still a part of it. At times of loneliness this song brings back the fear of losing you. Which is something that I could never endure. If i lost you...If...i lost you..there would be no other consolement other than this song. I hope that there will never be a time where I would have to listen to this melody without you. And I hope our borrowed time in our hour glass will never run empty. But since we both are here, and our love still exists, while our hearts beat for one another, I will continue wishing on forever, because with you here with me, it's all ive ever known.
i miss you my dear.
i miss you every other day but on christmas days i miss you even more.
Why did fate brought you in front of my sight, especially at that point or phase in my life, when i was vulnerable, when i had a tight vacuum inside me waiting to be filled with anything. And it did get filled and it felt good and my mind got addicted to the vibe i got. Although it did not get far, just me watching a beautiful thing from afar like a butterfly on a flower, like kids enjoying in the open, like still water resembling a mirror. You don't want to touch or disturb what you see although you are capable enough to do it.
But now all of a sudden that life goes away and you are deserted now with no clue what now. My instinct says i want that life to be around me, in range , under the radar, in my sight. lol. Even if that life is just recent happening in my life, the other stacks of problem older than that life are more than 80% , still this recent thing hurts me differently.
I wasn't even searching for someone when you showed up and timing was not good. There were and are a lot of things that might not work. Why Hope is strong in this one. Maybe i am too weak. I need to grow out of it.
bro same
You need to grow out of it.
English is not my first language
Exactly what I'm feeling. You put it well.
I loved you so much. I sacrificed things so I could have been with you. I enjoyed the moment we had on that balcony. The silence and the long stare in your beautiful eyes. The way we didn't say anything but enjoyed every second of it. The way we sat next to each other on the plane ride back home even though we were strangers just 2 weeks before. The way we secretly held hands on that red library couch. The way you took my first kiss in my car with my favorite song. The way I backed up but you continued to kiss me and I submitted myself to you. It was so worth it. The way you showed me how I love. And I hope I showed you how you should have been loved. But you couldn't do it any longer. You have felt empty and had no emotion toward anything. The way you used to promise me we wouldn't ever leave each other's lives. The way you told me I was very important to you and you didn't want me to leave from your life. But, what happened? Why did you break that promise? Why did you abandon me? Why did you let me go so easily from your life? Why didn't you fight me to stay with you even though I didn't want to leave? Was everything you said but a mere lie? And now you are in college. I just hope you don't lie to yourself. I hope you "fix" yourself like you said you would. How you wouldn't go back to your bad habits. Please... At least do me one last favor and shine. Shine like I want you to. Goodbye Caroline. I loved you. I really really loved you.
This pain is all to familiar. I hope your doing well and better. Reading this makes me cope a bit more I'm not alone in this.
Similar phase ! Cannot relate enough ! Some people come for a while and leave a void that cannot be filled in this entire lifetime! I never show that void , because whenever I did it hurts so fucking much .
So happy I found this. Yet it makes me sad, but hopeful. Best playlist
Someone on "Slowly" app sent me this, and he disappeared, if he ever saw this, I hope he found his peace.
I miss her more than I remember her
Some life energies come and go. You can't get your hands around it, you can just witness that life energy at play, dancing in her own terms. Like a flower so beautiful you don't want to pluck though you could've have but maybe if you had pluck the flower then it's beauty might not last longer than it could've lasted if remained undisturbed. And you made your decision. I am not judging your decision to be bad or good, just highlighting some possibilities.
So all you can now do is whatever positive you got from it, Remember. And what you didn't get, Forget and move, Forward.
When you start enjoying depression.
The silence gets comfortable
Song popped up on my YT, and exactly when I needed it because today is when she took her leave. I wish that I was able to be everything you needed. I only ever wanted good for you, but I respect that you want to be away from me. It hurts, but if this is what you want, I will respect your decision. It haven't even been a day, but I already miss you ❤
I wish only true happiness and Gods Blessings to you my friend...persevere and overcome.☮💜✝
Kinda sad but so beautiful
love your pfp
@@g0xie ayoo thankss
@@suhani551 you're welcome ｡◕‿◕｡
“The thing I miss the most lives in some demon’s host”. man that’s cold..
It's about a couple suffering from dementia
Sometimes things are too good to be true
so beautiful it hurts my soul
I miss him sm.
do u still miss him?
@@njavo6722 yes
@@Kaizola Some life energies come and go. You can't get your hands around it, you can just witness that life energy at play, dancing in her own terms. Like a flower so beautiful you don't want to pluck though you could've have but maybe if you had pluck the flower then it's beauty might not last longer than it could've lasted if remained undisturbed. And you made your decision. I am not judging your decision to be bad or good, just highlighting some possibilities.
So all you can now do is whatever positive you got from it, Remember. And what you didn't get, Forget and move, Forward
A year later, I wonder if you found your peace ❤
Watching this MP4 while checking COMMENTS SECTION ❤❤❤
Mesmerising ❤️
Favorite song
I love this song 🎵❤
Online friend named Maruf texted me this song. I don't know why. But I loved it. Thanks Maruf. 💙
Maruf loves u
Maruf is *Love* with you my friend❤
Yeah, he loves you. Trust me, i've been where he is and i'm still where i was... Friendzone
Express your feelings if he doesn't. Ar jai hok friendzone koriona.
Youfrom BD right?
Great feel. Good tune!
I want her back
listen man, leave what hurts you. Goodluck
@@najmiahmad3666 you're right
@@thenirealivesanchitos gotta prioritize ourselves first right, stop caring about those who dont care about you its not worth it man i've been there and it really hurt me. Now that im here, but she's not
What's up dude . U all right?
get her back
This song reminds of that person who probably never thinks of me
never delete this plz
I wish I could listening to this song the last day I died
I want her back too
Awesome song 👌
The thing i miss the ……❤️
My most favourite song
I love it! 🖤🖤 so these are the ppl who hang out on this jem 😂
In every breath there is life... 💕
It's my thoughts there 🖤🖤🖤🖤
Just my Secret song
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Now what do you call this category?
People smtimes ask what kinda music I listen to 🎶
Baladas genre🙂
or you know, sad bitch vibes
It's called real music love it
Folk music independent alternative indie
I’ll I’ve ever known
Astronaut music
😍
BAHAMAS❤️
Life is so fine. /sarcasm
Hug 💚
I don't have anyone to share this song with.
We are all connected. :)
can u come back
I want him back
I send this song to my love i love her so much she is my dudu
I hope people can understand its about a married couple suffering from dementia.
🥺
Shean.
I love him I want him but he just ignoring me I'm not good enough 💔😔
No telle you are enough, beautiful, soulful. Just believe in yourself
😔😔😔😪😞😓💔
8:20.
Why now?
This song ……..
Luv u Namuunaa ❤️-Amezeki
woooo mongol hun ene duug meddiin baina
Дандаа сонсдогдоо ❤
@@eegiienkhbaatar1573 🤠
How're you, really?
Alive
Good
Move forward
Existing, but is now starting to live. You?
My wife loved old cowboy movies and rain and babies and Jesus...She always wanted children....We had our daughter Heather 10/25/99...1 yr. and 3 months later on 01/12/01, I lost my beautiful wife Mary to bone cancer....My one true love - She's....All I've Ever Known
Every soul will taste death. But there are things that death cannot touch. What will survive of us is love.
@@cherrycoked3 In a place where there is no more time, and Love will see no end...there is where my Love awaits.....Thank You for your wonderful thoughts....Love and Blessings to you! ☮💜✝