Sad Multifandom - "I'm done"

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  • Опубліковано 5 лис 2016
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    Shows/ movies: pretty little liars, shameless, teen wolf, removed (short film), The originals, red band society, The big bang Theory and The Vampire Diaries
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  • @Mini-lj5fd
    @Mini-lj5fd 7 років тому +1417

    To anyone who reads this you need to know that there is someone out there who cares. I do

  • @relatedreality7690
    @relatedreality7690 7 років тому +421

    "What is wrong with me, why can't I ever have love. I am unlovable."

    • @hencopietersen2416
      @hencopietersen2416 4 роки тому

      You 2?

    • @raven4k998
      @raven4k998 4 роки тому +1

      @@hencopietersen2416"What is wrong with me, why can't I ever have love. I am unlovable."

    • @hencopietersen2416
      @hencopietersen2416 4 роки тому +3

      @@raven4k998 It's not always your fault. Sometimes things just don't go the right way man. But eventually everything will work out

    • @ClarenceRao
      @ClarenceRao 3 роки тому +1

      @@hencopietersen2416 No Nothing Works Out...

    • @Nothing-lasts-forever...
      @Nothing-lasts-forever... 7 місяців тому

      you're not alone I fell you ❤

  • @letiziapregno4691
    @letiziapregno4691 7 років тому +275

    "I don't need to be fixed,ok? I'm me." Ian Gallagher❤️
    Cameron is such an amazing actor

  • @charlottelena1690
    @charlottelena1690 7 років тому +890

    Not sure if I´m crying because this was super sad, or because I just realised that I´m in all of those fandoms and don´t have a life...

  • @kirayukimurq6425
    @kirayukimurq6425 7 років тому +333

    I come on YT to have a good time, not cry. Why do I do this to my self, bruh.

  • @cheyennegravley9164
    @cheyennegravley9164 7 років тому +57

    "I don't need to be fixed. I'm me." hit me hard

  • @foxxygirll1418
    @foxxygirll1418 7 років тому +793

    am I the only that's here bc they're suicidal?

    • @foxxygirll1418
      @foxxygirll1418 7 років тому +4

      BLONDE GIRL is for me

    • @blondegirl199
      @blondegirl199 7 років тому +6

      +kitten lover2016 could you tell me why ? so i can try to put myself in your shoes, even though it's not the same

    • @jazminhernandez1626
      @jazminhernandez1626 7 років тому +2

      +kitten lover2016 same

    • @liannakemp6564
      @liannakemp6564 7 років тому +16

      Me to I wish I could help but once your wrapped into depression you can never escape it sucks it fucking sucks 😭😭😭😭

    • @lilliodair3729
      @lilliodair3729 7 років тому +4

      kitten lover2016 do you have help? Someone to talk ?

  • @BasicRBN02
    @BasicRBN02 7 років тому +112

    Girl Meets World & Teen Wolf. Yass

  • @chaz4768
    @chaz4768 5 років тому +21

    This is the first time I've seen the big bang theory in a sad multifandom and I never realised how sad it was :((

  • @whyamilikethis808
    @whyamilikethis808 7 років тому +218

    I WASNT READY FOR 0:44.

  • @allyssalevine6838
    @allyssalevine6838 7 років тому +42

    oh my god ethan and aiden😭😭😭 is it bad that teen wolf and the red bands society hurt the most?

  • @alexandraruiz580
    @alexandraruiz580 5 років тому +13

    Idk why when I’m depressed I watch these and become more depressed

  • @ilenarustamyan
    @ilenarustamyan 6 років тому +34

    I CHOKED ON 0:44 MY BOY AIDEN😭😭

  • @triaz7
    @triaz7 3 роки тому +6

    When you have an ocean full of sadness inside you and can't say it to a single being in this world because no one will understand, in between this you listen to this....... It feels good to shed tears and feel the place you are in, it gives smile!

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 3 роки тому +1

      Keep your strenght! If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you!

  • @poppyfricker442
    @poppyfricker442 7 років тому +164

    To everyone
    What has happened to our world?
    We bully each other
    We send death threat through the internet
    We are too scared to show our insecurities to each other
    We shouldn't feel this way
    We should be able to live each day knowing the world is on our side
    We should be able to trust each other and love each their no matter how different we are
    We should be able to live
    Every times some one calls you fat, ugly or worthless please don't believe them. When you are told something over and over, you start to think it's true. And that's when you lose all your self esteem. Besides, when did it become okay for other people to dictate what we think of our selves because no ones knows who they truly are until they acknowledge their flaws and wear them upon their chin. Because of one reason alone
    we are beautiful
    you are beautiful
    I am beautiful inside and out
    Let no one tell you different xo

    • @muhammaddaud9076
      @muhammaddaud9076 6 років тому

      poppy louise we should .... we shouldnt.... it just happens....thats why you belive on something else rather than this....

    • @lialeesugarbear6767
      @lialeesugarbear6767 6 років тому

      poppy louise This universe needs more people like you. You are truly inspiring. I don't even know you and I already want to be your best friend. That's bow powerful your words are. Thank u

    • @thegreyghost5846
      @thegreyghost5846 6 років тому

      humanity happened

    • @makeup-wp8lc
      @makeup-wp8lc 6 років тому

      Wow thats inspiring wow

    • @makeup-wp8lc
      @makeup-wp8lc 6 років тому

      Wow thats so true and inspiring

  • @cat-ck1tg
    @cat-ck1tg 7 років тому +64

    why is it that i can relate to these videos so much

    • @w01fninja
      @w01fninja 7 років тому +16

      Cataplier because in a world of hate and violence, few people have the power to truly understand others, and we learn from a young age that as long as we fit a certain frame, we feel as though we can be heard. this is a double edged sword though sadly because in doing so we shut ourselves out so the message we try to tell others will never truly be heard. That hurts, hurts to the point that we break, society sees this as weakness and tries to"fix" it, but in doing so, makes the problem much worse.

  • @danacalea7826
    @danacalea7826 7 років тому +217

    I wanna get a job where all i have to do is make people happy and make them see the best inside of them,make them embrace themselves and love themselves,because everyone is a GOOD inside,for some people there's too much hurt and then it goes to too much hate... and finally to people society considers ''evil''. Well,here's the truth people: evil is not born,is made, and the worse the pain is,the worse the person becomes.

    • @dilatchvu1909
      @dilatchvu1909 7 років тому +1

      dana calea help me first tho plz😶😶😶😶

    • @magetom3801
      @magetom3801 7 років тому +5

      dana calea i think you are absolutely an amazing and beautiful person and you need to be given 100 hugs for being so nice omg!

    • @exactly3053
      @exactly3053 7 років тому

      I WISH that was a job too!

    • @danacalea7826
      @danacalea7826 7 років тому +3

      Hi. I just saw the answers to this comment,and I must say I wasn't actually expecting them First,depression,sadness,self-hatred, all these emotions are just parts of our lives. But sadly,many of us have to deal with them for longer than we cand endure. But one of the best treatments is to cry. Cry them out like a maniac,your tears will drop,taking with them the hurt and sadness,that's what they are made for. When you feel powerless,just take a break. From work,school,people or whatever brought you to depression. Find enough time to recover,before you take care of anything else,just take care of yourself. Leave for a while,leave the burden behind and go rediscover yourself,rest. You see,you might feel like you are never good enough,like you are a failure,but even a computer,or any other machine needs to be turned off,for a while. If they keep working for longer than they can handle,they break,just like you. But you're only human,only human only human only human only human. And we are all different. Imperfection is in our definition. Don't avoid seeing a therapist,no,they're are not for crazy people. They are exactly the solution to make you understand the problem and solve it. They know you even better than you do,so don't be ashamed to contact oe of them. They can help you,but it won't be enough. It's you who has to say ''mom/dad/brother/sister/friend/girlfriend/boyfriend/cousin/grandpa/cat, I AM NOT OKAY'' The people you love might cause the problem,but as well they can help you solve it,just tell them exactly how you feel,show them the tears wetting your cheeks,ask for their help. But for people who have no family or friends,there are enough humans in this world to fill those gaps. Just trust someone and tell them EVERYTHING. Share your burden with them.Try to love and feel loved,find a person who makes you fell like that,and love yourself. Just don't keep the emotions inside. This is the only life you have,you don't know what will happen after you die,so don't waste it with depression,you can make it go away,you control your life. Get help,help yourself. Family,friends,therapy,rest and self-acceptance. If you don't have these,go find them! This comment is for everyone who can read

    • @NITA-qe7tx
      @NITA-qe7tx 7 років тому +2

      I have never said this before I love you you are amazing for just this one comment thank you

  • @lornasasmr8562
    @lornasasmr8562 7 років тому +33

    aidens death had me shook😭👌💔

  • @iyanavillavicencio2475
    @iyanavillavicencio2475 7 років тому +93

    I could really relate to this. And now I'm crying

  • @pranabjyotideka6265
    @pranabjyotideka6265 7 років тому +7

    everybody has a " i m done" moment in life...stay strong

  • @ThatJacks
    @ThatJacks 7 років тому +71

    I'm in tears
    All the time

  • @AH-ir1uu
    @AH-ir1uu 7 років тому +9

    I'm not gonna cry...I'm not gonna cry......realizes this is my life and how sad this vid is..........sobs and sobs and doesn't stop crying for 1 hour

  • @hidayet5589
    @hidayet5589 7 років тому +31

    omg Ian&Michy's break up 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 the feelings are back

  • @ashlyntaylord9932
    @ashlyntaylord9932 7 років тому +5

    These are so powerful. I've binge watched your work. You're quite talented and I got chills

  • @erin4718
    @erin4718 7 років тому +42

    cause its not a sad multifandom with teen wolf that doesn't include Alison's death

  • @sbusisotshange2375
    @sbusisotshange2375 4 роки тому +2

    I always watch multifadom every night before I sleep, they comfort me

  • @morgangabrielle3979
    @morgangabrielle3979 7 років тому +10

    the pll spoilers just killed me

  • @baileyelizabeth4167
    @baileyelizabeth4167 7 років тому +152

    Was not. I repeat was not ready for 0:44 triggered.

    • @ilenarustamyan
      @ilenarustamyan 6 років тому +5

      Bailey Elizabeth my baby boy Aiden😭

    • @jenaya2869
      @jenaya2869 6 років тому +3

      Bailey Elizabeth what’s that from? After seeing that scene I feel obligated to watch it

    • @rescuemeifyoucan_
      @rescuemeifyoucan_ 6 років тому +3

      teen wolf

    • @jenaya2869
      @jenaya2869 6 років тому

      rescuemeifyoucan _ thank you 😊

    • @a.d.avideospickleberry6588
      @a.d.avideospickleberry6588 6 років тому +1

      Im dead pun not intended 😭😭

  • @emihodges9431
    @emihodges9431 6 років тому +5

    Who ever thought big bang theory could be so sad 😭😭

  • @alondraduarte2492
    @alondraduarte2492 6 років тому

    OMG THE WAY YOU ENDED IT WITH TEEN WOLF I JUST THIS IS JUST BEAUTIFULLY DONE INLOVE IT 😭

  • @relatedreality7690
    @relatedreality7690 7 років тому +15

    Lol yep. I'm done too. I'm done trying. I'm done trying to make a good life decision for myself, n getting hurt by everyone in it. I'm done trying to be like everyone else. I'm done trying to explain myself to my parents. I'm done with this school, I'm done with all of these people, I'm done with everything. This is my change now. This is me being done.

    • @rosewood8302
      @rosewood8302 4 роки тому

      You're just described me. Are you okay now? Are you alive?

  • @athenaperry4812
    @athenaperry4812 7 років тому +3

    Incredible. Great video!

  • @brodiesinclair2122
    @brodiesinclair2122 4 роки тому +1

    Seeing Raj, and hearing those words he expresses. How much I relate and feel so much to how he feels. How i feel unloveable too, that everything is wrong with me

  • @cainoahl
    @cainoahl 7 років тому +19

    omg Dylan crying 😭

  • @eszterbanki4089
    @eszterbanki4089 6 років тому +2

    Teen Wolf’s my life, i miss it so muuch😭

  • @hantod9463
    @hantod9463 3 роки тому

    ngl the amount if ideas i get from these for my book is amazing

  • @ritaezeodili4759
    @ritaezeodili4759 3 роки тому

    I needed this.

  • @poshaiodurreix6227
    @poshaiodurreix6227 7 років тому +42

    I wish life was like the giver...so we dont have To feel pain

    • @cynthiavizcarra6326
      @cynthiavizcarra6326 7 років тому +3

      Sophia Rodriguez NOOOOOOOOO

    • @sofiabernal8336
      @sofiabernal8336 7 років тому +6

      Sophia Rodriguez I agree. I don't want to feel anymore or anything

    • @liannakemp6564
      @liannakemp6564 7 років тому +1

      Ya same

    • @clover2321
      @clover2321 5 років тому

      But.... If you can't feel pain, you can't really feel anything at all

  • @reveluviee
    @reveluviee 6 років тому +2

    _Its insane how humans can make an other human feel bad that bad that they just wanna end it all.... _*_We are heartless_*

  • @micheele_xx9167
    @micheele_xx9167 7 років тому +5

    so much sad emotion I cried a lot

  • @unknowngirl9040
    @unknowngirl9040 7 років тому +21

    this is so so amazing

  • @allybaker1250
    @allybaker1250 6 років тому

    It hurts when you have so much pain but no one to let it out to, it just builds up. Bc you feel like you can't not be okay.

  • @thewolfmaster1211
    @thewolfmaster1211 6 років тому

    This video is hurting but what really hurts is That this video explained my life...

  • @malek1922
    @malek1922 3 роки тому +2

    I'm still trying despite what kind of shit I'm dealing with... Someday will shine

  • @monicasorto7860
    @monicasorto7860 7 років тому

    tbh this was so amazing and it touched my heart and I hope to every one else. To anyone out the dealing with problems don't worry there's always someone here. I am. God is.

  • @cierraespinoza2524
    @cierraespinoza2524 7 років тому +11

    this how I feel so many days of the week

  • @beatrizacevedo1930
    @beatrizacevedo1930 7 років тому

    I still don't know if I'm to blamed because I have yet to see or hear from you. This video sums up how I feel deep down and what I won't tell people

  • @madisonbrown768
    @madisonbrown768 7 років тому +13

    Shameless ❤ Ian is still my favorite

  • @evolutionlauren2335
    @evolutionlauren2335 7 років тому

    All of my favourite tv shows in one place

  • @tiffnathasingh6153
    @tiffnathasingh6153 5 років тому

    derek i love u thanks for this love u just always know wjen i need stuff

  • @youjinpark7871
    @youjinpark7871 7 років тому +19

    YOU HAVE TALENT

  • @confetti599
    @confetti599 7 років тому

    really emotional! but, I like it!😊

  • @adjanyquepons2701
    @adjanyquepons2701 4 роки тому +2

    My god, Stiles was the first in the video... and men.... Raj and the twins, god. That killed me.

  • @supergaga39
    @supergaga39 7 років тому

    Beautiful video!

  • @autumngettle7313
    @autumngettle7313 6 років тому

    I love how the big bang theory is in this

  • @alexist4419
    @alexist4419 7 років тому

    I think every time you post these videos pls write down in the description all the shows and movies!! It's helpful

  • @tamzinrowe1419
    @tamzinrowe1419 5 років тому

    I love this song so much!
    Saturn by sleeping at last

  • @amazingvideocouchtime6551
    @amazingvideocouchtime6551 4 роки тому +5

    When it’s proper sadness u can feel your heart breaking into pieces you mind stat to dye

  • @randomaccount3139
    @randomaccount3139 7 років тому

    New subscriber here!✨

  • @muhsinafaizazoyash2332
    @muhsinafaizazoyash2332 3 роки тому +1

    Sometimes I feel like throwing everything away but I control myself when I think I have to take it all myself .....😖

  • @ookhoi444
    @ookhoi444 6 років тому +8

    Teenwolf

  • @aqeel6883
    @aqeel6883 6 років тому

    To all people out there...don't be scared...someday, there will be someone out there who will truly love you and care for you...just have faith to it...lots of love...

  • @monkeyluver44456
    @monkeyluver44456 6 років тому

    i couldn’t get through this without breaking down

  • @Mecs1991
    @Mecs1991 4 роки тому

    To anyone who got broken right now , I know how it feels .. Ive been broken for a year and still not move on that much ,, But trust me , someone better who care about u gonna come to your life very soon

  • @laciegrae2465
    @laciegrae2465 6 років тому

    People that have depression or something like that sometimes say they aren’t broken but a Emotional Sickness (I think depression is emotional because it messes with emotion) like that is what breaks someone. No, shatters them so much they can’t be fixed

  • @elclubdevalu4375
    @elclubdevalu4375 6 років тому

    I can relate to all of this and if you need someone to talk to am here for you

  • @ihateyouall7026
    @ihateyouall7026 6 років тому +2

    finally, big bang theory!

  • @sadsmile1553
    @sadsmile1553 4 роки тому

    The Big Bang theory part made me cry so much🥺🥺

  • @dropdeadinspace
    @dropdeadinspace 6 років тому

    i was not prepared for all the vampire diaries i cant

  • @Hattie19ification
    @Hattie19ification 7 років тому

    I was starting to get get in my feelig then i seen the clip from the tv show shameless now thats all that i'm thinking about .-.

  • @meganfaye3212
    @meganfaye3212 7 років тому

    Thanks mini

  • @inspiring3350
    @inspiring3350 7 років тому

    emma!!!!! love it

  • @gabryskaguzenda374
    @gabryskaguzenda374 6 років тому

    It's true 💘 and now I'm crying

  • @Maddykhlr
    @Maddykhlr 5 років тому +1

    1:50... wasn‘t ready... Jack my Boy... a hymn for my fallen brother. He was an amazing husband for Haley and an amazing dad for hope. He always wanted the best for everybody...
    A hymn for a loved husband, a great dad, a best friend, for our fallen brother...

  • @emmilyg3797
    @emmilyg3797 7 років тому

    Damn man but love it but it is so sad

  • @tauruszoom8871
    @tauruszoom8871 6 років тому

    It's so hard for me to understand why my parents keep telling me "I'm beautiful" when I know I'm not. It's like someone in me is screaming "Let me out" and I try so hard to hide my pain and suffering from my family then I break down out of know where knowing I'm nothing and never will be.

  • @loveezria1530
    @loveezria1530 7 років тому +4

    God I was doing just fine👌 and then you show me Aria destroying Ezra's apartment and lost it 😭😭😭

  • @crewlyrics3028
    @crewlyrics3028 4 роки тому

    i cant stop watching those sad videos i dont know how to get rid of... it have been 3 years but it never changed... im sorry that i lost you... just wanted to say i know you can see me... wish i could too... omg im crying so bad right now i dont know why :')

    • @hart.argent5235
      @hart.argent5235  4 роки тому

      If you EVER need to talk i’m here just let me know 🥺♥️♥️

    • @crewlyrics3028
      @crewlyrics3028 4 роки тому

      @@hart.argent5235 thank you so much but i think it won't change anything

    • @hart.argent5235
      @hart.argent5235  4 роки тому

      Crew Lyrics never know till you try cause i was in that same posotion tbh and i didn’t think talking about it would help till i talked to the right person

    • @crewlyrics3028
      @crewlyrics3028 4 роки тому

      @@hart.argent5235 thats the problem isnt it? i think i havent met the right person yet and im glad that you got over it

    • @hart.argent5235
      @hart.argent5235  4 роки тому

      Crew Lyrics I’m here and if you would like I can give you my information if you wanna talk in private or through messages

  • @aleealee3347
    @aleealee3347 7 років тому

    so sad❤.

  • @taiviongarrett569
    @taiviongarrett569 6 років тому +5

    I’m done with the school, and the bills, and the clinics

  • @anniebrashears7778
    @anniebrashears7778 6 років тому

    No matter how much I try to show it or hide it no one can understand how terrible I feel and I need someone to talk to but there is no one I trust enough to talk to and just cry around and I know there is more left for my life. Because it might take a while but there HAS to be someone to come and be there for me...

  • @rawrishsemper6424
    @rawrishsemper6424 6 років тому

    ‘Saturn’ will always be the remembrance of life.

  • @amberj8841
    @amberj8841 5 років тому

    When I find myself come to these
    I know something is wrong

  • @asher978
    @asher978 3 роки тому

    Teen wolf had some of the saddest scenes

  • @bellat8753
    @bellat8753 3 роки тому

    I hate how much I can relate to the words and the emotions and everything. I dont wanna relate. It's been soo long and I'm soo tired of feeling like this and also not feeling anything at the same time. Its soo weird.

  • @malu8710
    @malu8710 6 років тому

    I'm here crying and my mom made me cry again.. She asked me to open up about 3 weeks ago about what's wrong. I told her that I had severe depression and im pretty sure.. She keeps calling me fake, lazy, irresponsible, good for nothing, she even said im feeling depressed cuz my life is too good.. They buy me materialistic things, true.. And sometimes it will make me sad when they say no to buying me something. But if they stay with me thru this depression, I'd love them.. More than anything.. I just wish someone understood that.. She keeps on saying that I'm just making it uo and that self harm is experienced by everyone.. Well that's the most stupidest thing I've heard

  • @demiworth7284
    @demiworth7284 3 роки тому +2

    who else is here bc they want to die but can't do it bc there scared or because they feel really suicidal to the point of death and feel nothing?

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 3 роки тому

      Just keep your strenght! Everything will be fine! You have a whole life in front of you! There are so many things you didn't try. Trust me, it's worth living. Everything will be okay! You will see that after rain the rainbow will show.

  • @supersaiyangoodmanii.2295
    @supersaiyangoodmanii.2295 5 років тому

    I'm done too, I'm done with ignorant people I'm done with stupid situations and I'm done fighting in arguments knowing that I won't win.

  • @utkarshakempinmath9157
    @utkarshakempinmath9157 3 роки тому

    I just can't take it anymore 😭
    I wanna rest for a while

  • @Lulu-mx8ho
    @Lulu-mx8ho 2 роки тому

    First I was sad.. and now I'm broken and nobody cares because everyone thinks my life is perfect but at night I cry myself in the sleep 💭🌪

  • @inaytismaylov1203
    @inaytismaylov1203 4 роки тому

    Big bang thoery❤

  • @simonraki357
    @simonraki357 5 років тому +1

    You taught me the courage of stars before you left. How light carries on endlessly, even after death. With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite. How rare and beautiful it is to even exist. I could not help but ask for you to say it all again. l tried to write it down But I could never find a pen. I'd give anything to hear You say it's one more time, That the universe was made Just to be seen by my eyes. I could not help but ask for you to say it all again. l tried to write it down But I could never find a pen. I'd give anything to hear You say it's one more time, That the universe was made Just to be seen by my eyes.

  • @wasteful
    @wasteful 6 років тому

    'I'm not better and I keep waiting for someone to figure that out! And they don't. I mean of course they don't cause as long as I say the right thing and I act the right way there happy because that means they cures me,right?"
    "Too much. Too much is wrong with me! Thats the problem isn't it? Too much is wrong with me. And you cant do anything about that you can't change it you can't fix me. Im not broken I don't need to be fixed ok? I'M ME."💔

  • @juliahngimah1187
    @juliahngimah1187 2 місяці тому

    Those limiting beliefs ...I am unworthy ,not good enough , unlovable and there is something wrong with me just because all we wanted was to be loved and accepted as kids and it didn't happen

  • @robertaviglione933
    @robertaviglione933 7 років тому

    Shameless..😭💗

  • @fernandezimmanuel1644
    @fernandezimmanuel1644 Рік тому

    Im so done i hve pain in my brain n heart

  • @caitlinmacintyre37
    @caitlinmacintyre37 7 років тому

    And then there's just me who wished they had netflix so I could watch all the vampire diaries, pll, teen wolf etc....

  • @Emily-fj5tu
    @Emily-fj5tu 7 років тому +1

    0:44 2:46 4:28 4:32 ALLISON 😓😓😓 cried so much
    "to stand by me to believe in me" Klaus 😟

  • @801odalis
    @801odalis 7 років тому

    I have low self esteem. I wake up every morning hating myself. People keep wanting an apology, but I don't recall getting an apology from them. They made me the monster I am today. They made me hate me. I hate them for that. I'm going to counseling. I'm hoping I'll find myself one day.

  • @rileyandmegan2823
    @rileyandmegan2823 4 роки тому +4

    5 staged. The *5* stages. Your not supposed to go back stages.. no... that’s not how it works.. but why is it happening??
    1. Denial
    2. Anger
    3. Bargaining
    4. Depression
    5. Acceptance.
    I was a 1 then a 2 then 3 then 4 then 3 then 4 then 1then 4 etc... why.... 😞🔫