Woaaaaah, thank you for 150 subs and 30k views thank you so much guys I don't have words right now. 13/07/21 : 4 years ago I made this video without thinking it would blow up. And since I really didnt know what to do with this channel i felt really bad some people are struggling to get few views and here i am doing nothing with the little push you guys gave me so I renamed the channel name and the purpose of it, im not interested about making nightcore anymore since this video it was just a creativity thing. I'm a music lover, like a lot, so i'm going to upload music playlists now. But honestly I don't know, i'm just doing everything on feeling. I hope I won't disappoint a lot of people with this weird decision making. I hope you and your family, friends are safe (pretty much ironic saying this on this video i would say).
One cut, nobody notices Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine. Ten cuts, they push her aside Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will Twenty cuts, she lied Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge A suicide, a life was lost.
The amount of cuts doesn't matter. One wrong cut and an accidental suicide had occurred. All cuts mean suicide? That bullshit makes me sick. The fact is people cut for attention and the adreneline rush they get from the sudden pain and not just to end everything.
I'm at school with headphones on and everyone's looking at me because I'm crying This actually happened with my aunt who raised me because my mom was chasing my dad who left us
i wish that u had ur mom there im sure ur aunt knew u needed love because i guarantee that ur a great strong person stay strong u have a friend in me man
I've made a NF Nightcore playlist if you want to just listen a bunch of NF Nightcore. I still add to it as I find more NF Nightcore to add... ua-cam.com/play/PL2q-1QHKa4rKZxe87WYjBs4rd-n4oP0ey.html
my mom died when I was 6 I cry everyday she was hooked with pills I miss her and I lost my dad too he killed himself my siblings I dont live with them any more im all alone sad I try to find light but I want to die rlly bad I lost my bff
Wow this is deep all i have is my mom my dad died when i was 3 i cry myself to sleep every night and i also want to die but i keep fighting cause i now people care and i could hurt them if i commit suicide
@@plush5578 You've to move forward even if it's hard, yeah. If you reach the point of no return, think about the harm you will do to the people who care about you.
My mum, dad and brother and 3 sisters died in a house fire...i was stopping out at my friends....the next day i went home...it was all gone...this was a year ago...in 14 now Update: hey guys I'm doing fine I'm starting to find happiness in this world and I can go on knowing that there still in my memory and heart thank you all for the support it means a lot love you all ❤
Omg I feel so sorry for you and now I'm crying over the song and everyone's story of the loss of a loved one cause I've experienced the lost of several loved ones over three years (2015-2018)
My dad left me when I was a baby right when I got out of the hospital he just saw me, he didn't even want to carry me not even touch me and when he left me I felt like I was never loved and I tried to kill myself but....I have my step dad .....my step dad is the best dad that I have ever had he wants the best for me and I love him so much *tearing up while listening the the music* one day my mom told me I have more siblings than I have right now and I tried not to cry cause I have been living a lie mostly my hole life and still this day and the days before that I cried myself to sleep cause I would always get into fights with my mom and dad and it would break my heart cause right after that I don't feel loved but I know they still love me I'm probably gonna cry myself again to sleep listening to this song and cry but i just wanted to tell the people who have lost a loved one or they feel depressed about something you got me I can help you and just remember that you are always loved and always love yourself and face yourself loves u *virtual hugs*.
im in the same boat as you maria, i just want you to know that even thought these things happens to people like us who have done nothing to deserve it, we dont sit back and let the world run over us. No matter what we go for what we know we want in life and we fight for it. confidence in the face of adversity separates legends from losers.
I can relate to this. My biological dad wanted my mom to get an abortion and he was hooked on drugs. He chose drugs over my twin and I. I've asked mom before if she ever thought about getting an abortion. She smiled, hugged me, and said "never even crossed my mind. I'd never do that in a million years" now I have a step dad who loves me more than anything and Ive gone to him in the past couple years about life stuff so I'm actually glad my biological dad left. Because otherwise I would've never met my step dad.
This is literally my life in a song, my mom was an alcoholic, she did drugs, I hate all the bad and good memories bc then I start thinking and I still cry no matter how long ago it was, she left me and my brother and hasn't talked to us or made contact with us in years Edit: ignore my name I'm a girl even then guys can still cry
I understand you, my mother was a achoholic and a over doser, she tried to end me and my other siblings. I don't have them now, I don't even have her. I'm sorry about what happens to you I'm so sorry.
My mom left me when I was like 5 months old home alone for 3 to 4 days straight. she never come home. but my "babysitter come and got me and my sister and my brother we ended up getting adopted out and my brother went to live with our dad so we all got separated but anyways my mom found me like 16 years later and I tried to have a relationship with her but all she did was let me down. now im almost 18 and I don't have my mom in my life and I have my dad but idk him at all really and e lives 31 hours away for me with my brother..i have grown up so much and I learned not to think about it too much cuz if I do I just break down and cry my eyes out...….. remember you are loved... so just keep your head up
My mom also died of a drug overdose... Her life was a constant up and down... abusive guys, drug and alcohol abuse it finally caught up to her 2 years ago. This song tends to help me feel something I need to start writing I just don't know where to start. 9 very important people to me have passed over the last 5 years. Safe to say I'm a little fucked up. Cheers to anyone reading this comment, I love you all! Stay safe!
This song is so special because it can be relatable and you can feel the artist’s pain and heartache. You can feel it so intensely that it goes from your ears to your brain, till it hits you right in your core. It’s strange how we can feel pain so strongly, but some of us can barely remember what it’s like to be happy. This is one of the most moving songs I’ve ever heard.
I cried. I'm not missing any parents, but i feel like they're not there most of the time. They see me act differently sometimes, and they just ask if I'm fine. They don't even get near to hug me. I've been having a hard time at school and at home. Music and Art are my only ways of escape. The person I liked (and she knew I did) used me. When i confronted her, she acted like she didn't do anything, But being alone for so long makes me notice things, like when someone is lying. It showed me that she doesn't care for me. She barely talks to me, and when things were getting good between us, she just TEXTED me to tell me that's she didn't like me anymore. Just like that. I asked what it was, if it was something I did. She said she didn't know. And once again, I could see she lied. At home my parents don't understand what I'm going through. I don't want it to happen to my friends, so every time i see something is wrong, I go over, and do what I can to help them, I give them advice, since they know I've probably gone through something similar. But there's the ones that don't know who to trust, and you've just got to give them space. Do the same, please. Don't push close friends away just because you think they don't understand. Let them help you. You never know what could happen to them, and they could just not be there anymore, literally and emotionally. Do what you can to help others, even if it hurts.
I swear most of the things u wrote are exactly whats happening in my life😣😣 If i say "dont worry, it would be alright" it would be a lie so instead im sayin "not today, not tomorrow, and maybe not even a week from now but eventually it will hurt less."
*Here's my story* ... Of *Why I hate doctors* ... I lost my brother that didn't see the world because of a *"Mistake"* the doctor made he *"Accidentally"* Injected on his head instead of mama's belly Then he *DEAD* just like this he said sorry and everything was okay !!? After two years mom was pregnant with a girl , in her ... *7th* month or *9th* she couldn't live she just dead as a fetus , my mom and dad thought I didn't understand a thing I was about 7 YO but I cried myself without letting them know .... I then made a promise to myself that I need to become a doctor and I must so I wouldn't let any mom or family suffer from what my family did , now... I'm successfully a doctor My mom is proud of me everything is great *I want to say RIP my little sis and bro I'll never forget you* ❤️🙂 *And to those who lost their precious ones hold your grip and be the best of yourself* ❤️🌹
I lost my mom September 1st 2018 about 6 months ago I was 12 my 13th birthday was 4 months later I live with my grandma because my dad would beat my mom right in-front of me and my little brother and I hated myself and I still do Because I couldn’t do anything because I was scared I didn’t know my mom very well or my dad my dad is in prison now but my mom is still gone and I feel like it’s my fault like I wasn’t good enough of a reason for her to care and stop using drugs and I feel so selfish because I distanced myself from my family but my brother lost a mom to my grandma lost another daughter my uncles lost a sister my aunt lost a sister my oldest uncles girlfriend lost a best friend and I feel lost and I don’t know what to do
I’m so sorry for you I have my parents but they always fight and I don’t know what to do in life I have depression and anxiety with this I feel so numb and I don’t know what will await me
Haley pilgrim just don’t give up, I know I probably have know place to talk but, as someone who has experience with death and pain mentally, all I can say is just hold your head up and be strong, but don’t be afraid to let out your emotions also, be there for the people you care about and just don’t give up on them or yourself. I’m sorry for just hopping into you me life struggles and things like that, but I just hate to see the people around me suffer, even if I’ve never met them...it may seem impossible now, but it will eventually feel better and safer for you and your family, and if anyone says anything different tell them that they can fight me...stay strong even though it’s hard. Good luck
Look I'm gonna say this I don't what it's like to lose a mom but I do know what it's like to be afraid like that I know what it feels like to watch your own father abuse your mom and be so afraid that you feel like you can't breathe and your world feels so small and that when he's done abusing her the guilt hits you full force because you wanted so badly to stop him from hurting her but u were too scared that you'd be next heck the guilt is there even when he beats her and you feel like the biggest piece of shit cause you could have done something plug let me give you something your not at fault there isn't shit you or I could have done to prevent our moms beating and it ain't your fault she's gone but I want say this and I'm sorry if I sound harsh but your mom is dead she is not coming back and your acting like your the only one who has lost her your brother needs you to be there for him cause his mom can't be don't distance yourself from him cause that shit will fuck up your relationships and it will be too late he probably feels alone now do not make him feel like that get your ass up go to your brother give him a hug love him tell him you're there and you won't leave him that he is not alone that you will be here for him and protect him
nfs songs always hit deep even if u cant relate to them bcs they are so real and hes the only one to talk about real things we need more of his songs in nightcore version and to the channel owner well done for responding to as many people as u can bcs we all need support and this is a community that is strong together :)
Little Boy: "Are you an angel?" Girl: "What?" Little Boy: "My mum told me those who have marked wrists are angels." Girl: "I'm not an angel." Little Boy: "Of course you are. Mum said that only angels hurt themselves because they don't like the life on Earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to Heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own." Girl: " You know, your Mum is very wise." Little Boy: "Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home." Edit: Not mine just thought I would share it here.
i havn't lost my mum but i was in foster care for 7 years cause of a car crash when i was 3 that my mum was realy badly hurt in Edit: my dad walked out when I was 2 and left me my sis and 2 brothers alone with my mum
@@Meowthezar tbh im always alone cause my mum is always out with the carer and i like it. sometimes it's nicer to be alone. but im still happy i didnt lose her
was explaing something to someone while this song was and I couldnt even focus on what I was talking about because I had tyo pause my conversation to listen To NFs song in this version. This is some powerful stuff! Fricking love this dude!!!
Me as a baby: *having fun* My mom: leaves the family for another man Me now: wondering if I'm good enough wondering if she will ever be different wondering if it's my fault wondering if I'm the reason she left wondering if she would ever love me
“Welcome to the bottom of hell they say pain is a prison let me out of my cell” I can understand this.Ive been to the bottom and it gets worse before it gets better.Don’t take your life before you finish it.Yes things will get worse before they get better.But when you think things are the worst and won’t get better,they will.Trust me from a person who almost took their life.Live on.Don’t die off.
I never cry at music but I started crying and now I’m depressed and happy at the same time... becuse I feel lucky becuse my dad died if desise and I was young so I got used to it and he had been sick my hole life so I was kinda prepered and it would just be to good to be true if he survived. I some times get bullied but it’s fine becuse I have great friends and I can just push it away and forget it, till the evening and deal with it then... I’m just realy greatfull for my friends since they are the only reason I’m alive...It hurts lossing your dad at six but I got thru it, and music, art, anime and friends have been a big getaway for me... Don’t know if I will survive till 18...(sorry bad englis and great video)🖤🖤
I’m sitting here doing my homework and I saw this song so I wanted to take a listen, 2 minutes later I’m about to ball my eyes out in front of my foster father... this shit hit me hard... this explains everything that has happened to me in my life... I want everyone else who is going through something like this to know your not the only one...
That moment when you have finally gotten over a lot of deaths and this songs comes on and it reminds you of all the deaths. I miss my Mother, Father, brother, sisters and friends.
hey you did the eight thing, i shouldve done that but it led to her going to jail, her favorite child called the cops on her after me and my sister tried to walk miles for help.
This hit me like a train I’m adopted and my birth mom gave me and my brothers up For drugs I haven’t seen her since I was 5 but now my older brother is addicted and he’s scary
i haven't lost my mom she just walked out my life in october 2019 i looked up too her i loved her she said i was makjng her like hard she took my siblings with her but all i have are broken photos from a fake family that u thought would stay perfect . why did you disown me mum because im gay not straight im sorry im not perfect but no one is perfect .....
I’m sorry about that I’m bi I haven’t told my mum but this is my worst fear I hope one day you can fix things with her and have a healthy relationship with a woman who is supposed to raise you to your greatest good luck
Same but I lost mine when I was 6... I'm 12 and my mom is going out with someone who has done messed up shit to me and my lil bros. I hate her and myself for this
My dad died when I was 3 , my mom started to do drugs and bring random men home. Left me at the age 6 without anything . I stayed at the school for hours till the police came ay got me and told me my mom was dead . I lived in a orphanage for 5 years and was adopted at the age 11 , I now live with the "Perfect" controlling, homophobic , abusive parents
Hi,my mum left me when im 5 years old Now days,my friend always ask "Why can 't you smile?" And "Why can't you talk to your friends?" Well....if you want to know why Its because since my mum left me,all my happiness Feels like it all turn to ashes Well......I love this song, It touch my heart so fast And make me cry for my past I really want to see my real mum (If my real mum sees this) I love you with my body,heart and soul💔 Take care😉
I haven't lost my mom but I lost a uncle who has been in my life when I was little he was like a dad I didn't know how to react to it I still cry till this day
I am so pathetic, all these people that lost their loved ones have lost so much in live, and what am i doing? I cry in my room because people make fun of me because i am fat, i try to make everyone laugh so they don't have to go through what i am going through mentally, the people probably don't even know that i have a disease that makes me the way i am, but oh well, as long as i can make others happy i guess i still have a purpose here.
It's Magic hey I know what your going through and it’s hard trust me I know ever say I go to school people always come near me and make fun of me but here the this I only have a couple people that care about me and it’s hell I tried killing myself the other morning cause I was sick of everything but my boyfriend and my good friend was cheering me up I told them just because your cheering me up doesn’t mean anything and I got scars from cutting but they are gone now and also the other thing is if you ever feel lonely sad our your not worth it think about the good times and good thoughts that our in your head when I tried killing myself I felt like I was stupid and I absolutely hated myself but it all change I’m still depressed but I thought about the good thing and the memories I had that kinda helped but my life isn’t worth it..,. I just wanted to say I know what your going through and I wish u luck
My mother hasnt been around for the past 10 years since shes out running doing drugs we dont know where she is or how she is doing all we know is that shes out there still doing drugs and getting into more trouble, my older sister by 2 years had to take care of us when we were younger me and her grew up faster than the others we had to so my other siblings could be children. weve tried helping her but she choose them over us, now me and my older sister we work and do things we are suppose to my younger sister by a year is out running and quit school and our other younger one is going well so far its rough with what these drugs do to people.
This makes me cry because you can hear the pain in his voice you can hear how real it is, that’s what I like from songs I’m not a fan of songs that have no emotion behind them I like how some people can get their feelings out through singing, I haven’t lost my mom or dad but sometimes I feel like I’m getting more like them the older I get and I don’t like it abuse runs in my family and my dad tried to stop it but he still looses it sometimes he doesn’t hit us or anything which is good but he has problems with his temper so my mom has to keep him from doing something without thinking sometimes. Anyway the point is that I love the emotion in this song!
Sometimes i think about myself and how stupid i am for my mom.. i'm worthless.. i hurt her.. so i runned to my mom..and give her a long hug she asked me why i do this? and i screamed: *i love you so much mom i'm sorry for everything..* and then..then i woke up.. from the best dream off my life, and i was mad at myself so i woke up crying cause it was all just a dream..i wish you we're here mom..i love you..
i had a dream that my mom was this demon of a monster, she would chase me a try to kill me, i ran inside a dark house only to see her monster try and kill me, i looked in her eyes and woke up, i cried because my mom did try to kill me, when i was young. she left me and in my dream she came back only to kill me. it was the worst dream ive ever had
It's remembering me of Sirius Black 😢 maybe everything could be okay if he'd stay with brother... 😢 I'm so sorry that I'm such a potterhead. In memory of Alan Rickman, every day ❤️ I miss that awesome person.
I remember the day I first heard this song.2 years ago.7-9-2017 I remember exactly wat I did when i heard this.my mum was going through this and u know wt I did.i called social services. It was hard and I was in tears about it.shes now doing so much better.me and my other sibling and mum can all sit down and have a nice dinner peacefully now because of this video so I thank u for showing me this and I thank everyone who helped me stay together aswell as the song writer,NF.and rn I'm listening to this song crying happy tears being thankful and writing a project about all of this for my class about my life so thank u so much!I would probably be on the verge of killing myself if it wasbt for this sobg and this video.. so thank u
Waaah, this is the first song that actually makes me cry. I think that the crying in the background just made it worse, and gosh, that hurt my little heart 😢
I started crying, because i lost my mother.. When we was gonna go to the mall, There was a drunk driver. He crashed into us... My mother didn't make it, But i made it...I miss my mom.. She died 6 years ago... Thank you Broken Nightcores for making this.
i was a drug baby...my mom had me on drugs....she threatened to kill me when i was one years old.....my dad left her with me....and i still visited her every weekend...about 3 years ago....she left me completely...she had abused me for the last time it was just emotional at first but she finally she hit me on my back really hard....i had a bruised scar on my back and cut marks from the belt....she has my little sis who doesnt even know me....she wont answer the phone...once she answerd that was around last halloween she promised she would come see me....nope....ive been suicidal for almost 7 years.....but....my step mom and step brother helps me because they had a sim past to me.....my dad doent understand me but....hes there even if he doesnt understand HES THERE! the only thing i wanted my mom to do that....but no....she left me....abandoned me right after my best friend killed herself....and my boyfriend had just gotsent to a mental hospital he killed himself after two months of being there......i had been bullied ever since i could remember....now i just want her back! but no.....the only person i fucking ran too! just left! poof! gone! as if i meant nothing to her!.....heh....she...she...wont be there if i die!........no.....so maybe i will......just maybe i will......
pls dont im so srry abt what happend to you, my mom hated me so much, some times she would say it straight to my face. .. .. my mom went to jail after trying to kill me and my siblings, all my siblings got taken away from me, i had no where to go because my bio dad rapes kids, and none of my other blood realatives wanted me, i soon learned that my mom hated me because im diffrent i have blue eyes i have blonde hair. yrs later when i grew up i am the shy, full of htred, broken child, with parents that understand nothing abt ne. on day i know i will find hope through all of this, and u will to
this make me want to cry although i still have my and i am sorry for your lost and hope that all these people feel better also have hope that your life can get and may god bless you. know that their is someone out their that going to love you
My heart goes out to all you people in the comments section or those reading this that grew up with only one parent and even none. I can’t imagine growing up without my mom or my dad so I hope you guys stay strong ❤️
Music is the only way I could remember you. Why would leave us how could you leave us it really touched me. This man really puts his all to make this music his telling his story.
Woaaaaah, thank you for 150 subs and 30k views thank you so much guys I don't have words right now.
13/07/21 : 4 years ago I made this video without thinking it would blow up. And since I really didnt know what to do with this channel i felt really bad some people are struggling to get few views and here i am doing nothing with the little push you guys gave me so I renamed the channel name and the purpose of it, im not interested about making nightcore anymore since this video it was just a creativity thing. I'm a music lover, like a lot, so i'm going to upload music playlists now. But honestly I don't know, i'm just doing everything on feeling. I hope I won't disappoint a lot of people with this weird decision making. I hope you and your family, friends are safe (pretty much ironic saying this on this video i would say).
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One cut, nobody notices
Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine.
Ten cuts, they push her aside
Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will
Twenty cuts, she lied
Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising
Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse
Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge
A suicide, a life was lost.
♥
lilly Berton A life that she never accepted, but after all she was obligated to life.
123 cuts, still no one cares, attempted death many times, still no one asks, I pretend to be strong, they know I’m hurting, but they believe i’m fone
The amount of cuts doesn't matter. One wrong cut and an accidental suicide had occurred. All cuts mean suicide? That bullshit makes me sick. The fact is people cut for attention and the adreneline rush they get from the sudden pain and not just to end everything.
@@apll1736 thats not 100% true. They cut because its physical pain that they can focus on instead of the emotional pain they hold in.
* When your parents are perfectly safe, and this song makes you cry. *
Laurėne Amsr ✋🏻
I vary much agree
This song😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣
This is so relatable to my life...
Except my mom isn't dead
I'm at school with headphones on and everyone's looking at me because I'm crying
This actually happened with my aunt who raised me because my mom was chasing my dad who left us
Try explaining that to your teacher
I'm not being cruel I'm just saying how would you tell your teacher you were liserning to this song in school
@@Whezzyduck it was before class
@@dekussecretlovechild4652 ok
i wish that u had ur mom there im sure ur aunt knew u needed love because i guarantee that ur a great strong person stay strong u have a friend in me man
Stay strong, ik it will be hard but keep going
my mom left
She didn't die
She just walked right out the door
I hope you live a happy life even tough your mom left and I hope you are strong enough to get over it❤️
Does it count if you mother left you after birth
@@zerxiiee9532 girl..... Damn imm sending you a virtual hug right away i hope for the best in your life to come true and wish you the best of luck 💖
@@hurricanetortilla3753 thank you so much
@Summer Smith thank you
I literally love this man. He put so many and deep emotions in his songs, that you're gonna crie.
Why is there tears running down my face whenever i hear this song
By NF he is #1 of my favorite rappers
Hew is your favorite
Same
Same
I've made a NF Nightcore playlist if you want to just listen a bunch of NF Nightcore.
I still add to it as I find more NF Nightcore to add...
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same
I F****** CRIED MY EYES OUT DURING THIS SONG
On todays list of things that didn't help
i lost none of my parents..but i cry because i feel sad for the people in the comments :c
ShhhHhhH itz okay
Man I feel bad because I'm a depressing asshole when out there are people suffering more than me and they are not making an escene...
me too
bro i used to have the same pfp as you :)
Your Official Otaku oh nice owo
my mom died when I was 6 I cry everyday she was hooked with pills I miss her and I lost my dad too he killed himself my siblings I dont live with them any more im all alone sad I try to find light but I want to die rlly bad I lost my bff
You just...broke me in two. x_x
Wow this is deep all i have is my mom my dad died when i was 3 i cry myself to sleep every night and i also want to die but i keep fighting cause i now people care and i could hurt them if i commit suicide
@@plush5578 You've to move forward even if it's hard, yeah. If you reach the point of no return, think about the harm you will do to the people who care about you.
Yea don't give up even if its hard bc you will make it through!😁😁😁
And people do care!
My mum, dad and brother and 3 sisters died in a house fire...i was stopping out at my friends....the next day i went home...it was all gone...this was a year ago...in 14 now
Update: hey guys I'm doing fine I'm starting to find happiness in this world and I can go on knowing that there still in my memory and heart thank you all for the support it means a lot love you all ❤
I am so sorry for your loss
Sorry for your loss...but...
Stay strong for them, that's what they would want.
Sorry to hear
Omg I feel so sorry for you and now I'm crying over the song and everyone's story of the loss of a loved one cause I've experienced the lost of several loved ones over three years (2015-2018)
you survived it and now you can tell the story and you are stronger
Me: oh cool. I love this song. *clicks*
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That's amazing.
XD
LOL
Me: JUST LEMME CRY!
I'm glad I have a good family
Sorry for the others 😔😔😔
Glad You Don't Know How It Feels Having Abusive Dad And Dead Mom... Plus Fake Friends..
@@williamsrustyspoon9330 yeah well, there r always countermeasures available for these situations
@@xxdeathcorexx2340 dude, don't say that
Dont mess up, always appreciate them.... Before you lose them like i did
xxDeath Corexx it’s tuff I tell you
This made me cry because my mom is doing the same thing she hasn't died because of it tho she just hasn't been her for me because of drugs
I feel you, I'm going through the same atm.
Same here ;/
Wht if u showed the vid to her (if not just sayin)
Been the same for me most my life
Same
My dad left me when I was a baby right when I got out of the hospital he just saw me, he didn't even want to carry me not even touch me and when he left me I felt like I was never loved and I tried to kill myself but....I have my step dad .....my step dad is the best dad that I have ever had he wants the best for me and I love him so much *tearing up while listening the the music* one day my mom told me I have more siblings than I have right now and I tried not to cry cause I have been living a lie mostly my hole life and still this day and the days before that I cried myself to sleep cause I would always get into fights with my mom and dad and it would break my heart cause right after that I don't feel loved but I know they still love me I'm probably gonna cry myself again to sleep listening to this song and cry but i just wanted to tell the people who have lost a loved one or they feel depressed about something you got me I can help you and just remember that you are always loved and always love yourself and face yourself loves u *virtual hugs*.
*gives you virtual hug back* thanks
And I'm sorry for your loss i lost my mom to some guy a month ago and she said she cared about him and hated me
im in the same boat as you maria, i just want you to know that even thought these things happens to people like us who have done nothing to deserve it, we dont sit back and let the world run over us. No matter what we go for what we know we want in life and we fight for it. confidence in the face of adversity separates legends from losers.
@@yakinimcleod9998 I agree
I can relate to this. My biological dad wanted my mom to get an abortion and he was hooked on drugs. He chose drugs over my twin and I. I've asked mom before if she ever thought about getting an abortion. She smiled, hugged me, and said "never even crossed my mind. I'd never do that in a million years" now I have a step dad who loves me more than anything and Ive gone to him in the past couple years about life stuff so I'm actually glad my biological dad left. Because otherwise I would've never met my step dad.
This song made me cry because my mom died from drugs and drinking a lot, she died on 7-25-2019 it is still hard to deal with ☠️
hey if you need any one to talk to you can talk to me k :)
just reply and we can talk
@Haru Kelistone
I guess both but....
@Haru Kelistone
if you wanna talk we can
Yep
Sorry for not replying earlier
I'm so sorry for your loss.
This is the deepest music I've ever heard... I can feel myself crying...
This song has a very deep meaning to those who have lost someone, and delivers a powerful message to those who haven't.
This is literally my life in a song, my mom was an alcoholic, she did drugs, I hate all the bad and good memories bc then I start thinking and I still cry no matter how long ago it was, she left me and my brother and hasn't talked to us or made contact with us in years
Edit: ignore my name I'm a girl even then guys can still cry
the fact you need to say ur a girl and not a guy is sad happens to me on my insta username it annoying but that shows those picky and shit
I understand you, my mother was a achoholic and a over doser, she tried to end me and my other siblings. I don't have them now, I don't even have her. I'm sorry about what happens to you I'm so sorry.
My mom left me when I was like 5 months old home alone for 3 to 4 days straight. she never come home. but my "babysitter come and got me and my sister and my brother we ended up getting adopted out and my brother went to live with our dad so we all got separated but anyways my mom found me like 16 years later and I tried to have a relationship with her but all she did was let me down. now im almost 18 and I don't have my mom in my life and I have my dad but idk him at all really and e lives 31 hours away for me with my brother..i have grown up so much and I learned not to think about it too much cuz if I do I just break down and cry my eyes out...….. remember you are loved... so just keep your head up
My mom also died of a drug overdose... Her life was a constant up and down... abusive guys, drug and alcohol abuse it finally caught up to her 2 years ago.
This song tends to help me feel something I need to start writing I just don't know where to start. 9 very important people to me have passed over the last 5 years. Safe to say I'm a little fucked up.
Cheers to anyone reading this comment, I love you all! Stay safe!
This song is so special because it can be relatable and you can feel the artist’s pain and heartache. You can feel it so intensely that it goes from your ears to your brain, till it hits you right in your core. It’s strange how we can feel pain so strongly, but some of us can barely remember what it’s like to be happy. This is one of the most moving songs I’ve ever heard.
I cried. I'm not missing any parents, but i feel like they're not there most of the time. They see me act differently sometimes, and they just ask if I'm fine. They don't even get near to hug me. I've been having a hard time at school and at home. Music and Art are my only ways of escape. The person I liked (and she knew I did) used me. When i confronted her, she acted like she didn't do anything, But being alone for so long makes me notice things, like when someone is lying. It showed me that she doesn't care for me. She barely talks to me, and when things were getting good between us, she just TEXTED me to tell me that's she didn't like me anymore. Just like that. I asked what it was, if it was something I did. She said she didn't know. And once again, I could see she lied. At home my parents don't understand what I'm going through.
I don't want it to happen to my friends, so every time i see something is wrong, I go over, and do what I can to help them, I give them advice, since they know I've probably gone through something similar. But there's the ones that don't know who to trust, and you've just got to give them space.
Do the same, please. Don't push close friends away just because you think they don't understand. Let them help you. You never know what could happen to them, and they could just not be there anymore, literally and emotionally.
Do what you can to help others, even if it hurts.
I swear most of the things u wrote are exactly whats happening in my life😣😣
If i say "dont worry, it would be alright" it would be a lie so instead im sayin "not today, not tomorrow, and maybe not even a week from now but eventually it will hurt less."
I love NF, and you did a great job. Thanks for the lyrics, and the little message at the start.
Thank you so much! :)
Mansion by nf is also a rlly deap song
Then again all his songs are
*Here's my story* ...
Of
*Why I hate doctors* ...
I lost my brother that didn't see the world because of a *"Mistake"* the doctor made he *"Accidentally"* Injected on his head instead of mama's belly
Then he *DEAD* just like this he said sorry and everything was okay !!?
After two years mom was pregnant with a girl , in her ...
*7th* month or *9th* she couldn't live she just dead as a fetus , my mom and dad thought I didn't understand a thing I was about 7 YO but I cried myself without letting them know ....
I then made a promise to myself that I need to become a doctor and I must so I wouldn't let any mom or family suffer from what my family did , now...
I'm successfully a doctor
My mom is proud of me everything is great
*I want to say RIP my little sis and bro I'll never forget you* ❤️🙂
*And to those who lost their precious ones hold your grip and be the best of yourself* ❤️🌹
my sister got pregnant without me knowing aand a year later i found out she got pregnant and had a miscarriage
@@Quietvoice-fd9dw *Oh I'm sorry to hear that everyone got their own secret*
@Animal Animations *yes I understand that's why I wanted to become a doctor so there will be one more good doctor* ☺️
I'm so glad you became a doctor. I hope everything goes so good for all of you. I want to say RIP to all the baby's the died. Bless you all.❤️❤️❤️
@@havenmarie933 thank you so much ❤️
wow. it’s so powerful...
Hey if any one needs to talk you can talk to me and I will be there for you :)
just reply and then we can talk
k
Love all of you
Hi.. :(
DesLoves Animals Hi baby! What’s wrong?
What’s up?
Hi
I Was Almost Crying But Then This Made Me Cry Totally..
Everytime i hear this song i cannot express my feelings but my tears can
- mind screams - IM HUMAN TOO!
attack on titan?
“ why do I feel like I lost something I’ve never had.” Hit me so so hard.
I lost my mom September 1st 2018 about 6 months ago I was 12 my 13th birthday was 4 months later I live with my grandma because my dad would beat my mom right in-front of me and my little brother and I hated myself and I still do Because I couldn’t do anything because I was scared I didn’t know my mom very well or my dad my dad is in prison now but my mom is still gone and I feel like it’s my fault like I wasn’t good enough of a reason for her to care and stop using drugs and I feel so selfish because I distanced myself from my family but my brother lost a mom to my grandma lost another daughter my uncles lost a sister my aunt lost a sister my oldest uncles girlfriend lost a best friend and I feel lost and I don’t know what to do
it was never your fault, its normal to be scared.
I’m so sorry for you I have my parents but they always fight and I don’t know what to do in life I have depression and anxiety with this I feel so numb and I don’t know what will await me
Haley pilgrim just don’t give up, I know I probably have know place to talk but, as someone who has experience with death and pain mentally, all I can say is just hold your head up and be strong, but don’t be afraid to let out your emotions also, be there for the people you care about and just don’t give up on them or yourself. I’m sorry for just hopping into you me life struggles and things like that, but I just hate to see the people around me suffer, even if I’ve never met them...it may seem impossible now, but it will eventually feel better and safer for you and your family, and if anyone says anything different tell them that they can fight me...stay strong even though it’s hard. Good luck
Look I'm gonna say this I don't what it's like to lose a mom but I do know what it's like to be afraid like that I know what it feels like to watch your own father abuse your mom and be so afraid that you feel like you can't breathe and your world feels so small and that when he's done abusing her the guilt hits you full force because you wanted so badly to stop him from hurting her but u were too scared that you'd be next heck the guilt is there even when he beats her and you feel like the biggest piece of shit cause you could have done something plug let me give you something your not at fault there isn't shit you or I could have done to prevent our moms beating and it ain't your fault she's gone but I want say this and I'm sorry if I sound harsh but your mom is dead she is not coming back and your acting like your the only one who has lost her your brother needs you to be there for him cause his mom can't be don't distance yourself from him cause that shit will fuck up your relationships and it will be too late he probably feels alone now do not make him feel like that get your ass up go to your brother give him a hug love him tell him you're there and you won't leave him that he is not alone that you will be here for him and protect him
@@catiekittyuwu9374 thank you🙂
the sad thing is, this song is actually about NFs dead mom. he had a really hard time making this song.
Because of this I don’t want children😔
I don’t want to hurt anyone like that.
My mom would always tell other people to not have CHILDREN! I STARTED CRYING WHEN SHE SAID THAT
@the broken cookie that's so sad, i'm sorry you had to go through that
the broken cookie did she even feel bad for saying that?
Anoniempje Zonder naam same
@@thebrokencookie4343 I thought all parents says that and compere u with other kids is it not normal
nfs songs always hit deep even if u cant relate to them bcs they are so real and hes the only one to talk about real things we need more of his songs in nightcore version and to the channel owner well done for responding to as many people as u can bcs we all need support and this is a community that is strong together :)
Little Boy: "Are you an angel?"
Girl: "What?"
Little Boy: "My mum told me those who have marked wrists are angels."
Girl: "I'm not an angel."
Little Boy: "Of course you are. Mum said that only angels hurt themselves because they don't like the life on Earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to Heaven again. They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own."
Girl: " You know, your Mum is very wise."
Little Boy: "Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home."
Edit: Not mine just thought I would share it here.
i havn't lost my mum but i was in foster care for 7 years cause of a car crash when i was 3 that my mum was realy badly hurt in
Edit: my dad walked out when I was 2 and left me my sis and 2 brothers alone with my mum
im in foster care 7th year in december and i dont want to be with my mum or carer i just wanna be alone
@@Meowthezar tbh im always alone cause my mum is always out with the carer and i like it. sometimes it's nicer to be alone. but im still happy i didnt lose her
Nice nightcore!
But I left/lost my mom when I was 3. So I feel and other people who have lost their mom 😔
I am so sorry for your loss
This makes me see how I'm so blessed that I have parents
that love me. I'm so sorry for all who have lost someone important to them.
Shit this is deep thank you for showing me the true path i was raised just like this but with OT
thank you for the beginning message
was explaing something to someone while this song was and I couldnt even focus on what I was talking about because I had tyo pause my conversation to listen To NFs song in this version. This is some powerful stuff!
Fricking love this dude!!!
Thank you for the little message at the start 💛
omg this hit me so hard in the heart
This actually made me cry
Me as a baby: *having fun*
My mom: leaves the family for another man
Me now: wondering if I'm good enough wondering if she will ever be different wondering if it's my fault wondering if I'm the reason she left wondering if she would ever love me
Please dont think its your fault and even if you think she dosent love you, you have people in your life that love you dearly
I hope everyone in these comments know NF by now, hes just amazing.
“Welcome to the bottom of hell they say pain is a prison let me out of my cell” I can understand this.Ive been to the bottom and it gets worse before it gets better.Don’t take your life before you finish it.Yes things will get worse before they get better.But when you think things are the worst and won’t get better,they will.Trust me from a person who almost took their life.Live on.Don’t die off.
There was this pain in his voice...idk, i just felt it. My mom is still here, but this song made me cry
I never cry at music but I started crying and now I’m depressed and happy at the same time... becuse I feel lucky becuse my dad died if desise and I was young so I got used to it and he had been sick my hole life so I was kinda prepered and it would just be to good to be true if he survived. I some times get bullied but it’s fine becuse I have great friends and I can just push it away and forget it, till the evening and deal with it then... I’m just realy greatfull for my friends since they are the only reason I’m alive...It hurts lossing your dad at six but I got thru it, and music, art, anime and friends have been a big getaway for me... Don’t know if I will survive till 18...(sorry bad englis and great video)🖤🖤
Ok started crying at the end of this
Well I never knew my mom but this song brought tears to my eyes cuz I think this happened to her and when my bf told me her mom died it broke my heart
It really hits different when you can relate
I’m sitting here doing my homework and I saw this song so I wanted to take a listen, 2 minutes later I’m about to ball my eyes out in front of my foster father... this shit hit me hard... this explains everything that has happened to me in my life... I want everyone else who is going through something like this to know your not the only one...
I always loved NF. You can connect to his lyrics in so many ways. He also doesn't cuss and he isn't a mumble rapper!
I didnt lose my mother but I lost a really close friend to suicide yesterday and some of these lyrics got to me.
This song reminds me of all of my past scars, it reminds me how little I remember. It reminds me of how bad my life could have been.
I lost my dad cuz he was being a ass and not even care about me but my mom does so idk what I would do if I lost her
That moment when you have finally gotten over a lot of deaths and this songs comes on and it reminds you of all the deaths.
I miss my Mother, Father, brother, sisters and friends.
The perfect song to block out the noises...
Yup
The noise of life
my dad left us but its okay, because i have my amazing mom and amazing friends who are always there for me :)
The pain in his voice awww😢
this song makes anyone cry I swear. It is so sad and beautiful. millions of emotions run through me listening to this. And my mom is still alive
This is a replica of my life I Hade to go though this my mom did evey drug and I got tier of it so I called the cops and I got taken away
I'm really sorry to hear that and also sorry that I couldn't reply earlier, I'm kinda busy with my exam! :(
hey you did the eight thing, i shouldve done that but it led to her going to jail, her favorite child called the cops on her after me and my sister tried to walk miles for help.
Szzhh*sharp inhale* ohmygoodness. wow. that hurt... so deep... excellent video. 😖😢😢😭
This hit me like a train
I’m adopted and my birth mom gave me and my brothers up For drugs I haven’t seen her since I was 5 but now my older brother is addicted and he’s scary
My dad is the one that is gone I haven’t seen him in years and I don’t want too but this song is still so emotional thank you
i haven't lost my mom she just walked out my life in october 2019 i looked up too her i loved her she said i was makjng her like hard she took my siblings with her but all i have are broken photos from a fake family that u thought would stay perfect . why did you disown me mum because im gay not straight im sorry im not perfect but no one is perfect .....
I’m sorry about that I’m bi I haven’t told my mum but this is my worst fear I hope one day you can fix things with her and have a healthy relationship with a woman who is supposed to raise you to your greatest good luck
Same but I lost mine when I was 6... I'm 12 and my mom is going out with someone who has done messed up shit to me and my lil bros. I hate her and myself for this
My dad died when I was 3 , my mom started to do drugs and bring random men home. Left me at the age 6 without anything . I stayed at the school for hours till the police came ay got me and told me my mom was dead . I lived in a orphanage for 5 years and was adopted at the age 11 , I now live with the "Perfect" controlling, homophobic , abusive parents
Please continue to upload Nightcore your Nightcore is so emotional I'm almost crying
Hi,my mum left me when im 5 years old
Now days,my friend always ask
"Why can 't you smile?"
And
"Why can't you talk to your friends?"
Well....if you want to know why
Its because since my mum left me,all my happiness
Feels like it all turn to ashes
Well......I love this song,
It touch my heart so fast
And make me cry for my past
I really want to see my real mum
(If my real mum sees this)
I love you with my body,heart and soul💔
Take care😉
Close to tears.
I haven't lost my mom but I lost a uncle who has been in my life when I was little he was like a dad I didn't know how to react to it I still cry till this day
This just liked, broke my heart even the fact that this mite happened too someone
I am so pathetic, all these people that lost their loved ones have lost so much in live, and what am i doing? I cry in my room because people make fun of me because i am fat, i try to make everyone laugh so they don't have to go through what i am going through mentally, the people probably don't even know that i have a disease that makes me the way i am, but oh well, as long as i can make others happy i guess i still have a purpose here.
It's Magic hey I know what your going through and it’s hard trust me I know ever say I go to school people always come near me and make fun of me but here the this I only have a couple people that care about me and it’s hell I tried killing myself the other morning cause I was sick of everything but my boyfriend and my good friend was cheering me up I told them just because your cheering me up doesn’t mean anything and I got scars from cutting but they are gone now and also the other thing is if you ever feel lonely sad our your not worth it think about the good times and good thoughts that our in your head when I tried killing myself I felt like I was stupid and I absolutely hated myself but it all change I’m still depressed but I thought about the good thing and the memories I had that kinda helped but my life isn’t worth it..,. I just wanted to say I know what your going through and I wish u luck
Man I love NF
My mother hasnt been around for the past 10 years since shes out running doing drugs we dont know where she is or how she is doing all we know is that shes out there still doing drugs and getting into more trouble, my older sister by 2 years had to take care of us when we were younger me and her grew up faster than the others we had to so my other siblings could be children. weve tried helping her but she choose them over us, now me and my older sister we work and do things we are suppose to my younger sister by a year is out running and quit school and our other younger one is going well so far its rough with what these drugs do to people.
This makes me cry because you can hear the pain in his voice you can hear how real it is, that’s what I like from songs I’m not a fan of songs that have no emotion behind them I like how some people can get their feelings out through singing, I haven’t lost my mom or dad but sometimes I feel like I’m getting more like them the older I get and I don’t like it abuse runs in my family and my dad tried to stop it but he still looses it sometimes he doesn’t hit us or anything which is good but he has problems with his temper so my mom has to keep him from doing something without thinking sometimes. Anyway the point is that I love the emotion in this song!
Sometimes i think about myself and how stupid i am for my mom..
i'm worthless..
i hurt her..
so i runned to my mom..and give her a long hug
she asked me why i do this?
and i screamed: *i love you so much mom i'm sorry for everything..*
and then..then i woke up..
from the best dream off my life, and i was mad at myself so i woke up crying
cause it was all just a dream..i wish you we're here mom..i love you..
i had a dream that my mom was this demon of a monster, she would chase me a try to kill me, i ran inside a dark house only to see her monster try and kill me, i looked in her eyes and woke up, i cried because my mom did try to kill me, when i was young.
she left me and in my dream she came back only to kill me.
it was the worst dream ive ever had
It's not just music it's his feelings. He has a very nice voice
It's remembering me of Sirius Black 😢 maybe everything could be okay if he'd stay with brother... 😢
I'm so sorry that I'm such a potterhead.
In memory of Alan Rickman, every day ❤️ I miss that awesome person.
"I know you gone but I can still feel you" damn that's hits hard
I remember the day I first heard this song.2 years ago.7-9-2017
I remember exactly wat I did when i heard this.my mum was going through this and u know wt I did.i called social services.
It was hard and I was in tears about it.shes now doing so much better.me and my other sibling and mum can all sit down and have a nice dinner peacefully now because of this video so I thank u for showing me this and I thank everyone who helped me stay together aswell as the song writer,NF.and rn I'm listening to this song crying happy tears being thankful and writing a project about all of this for my class about my life so thank u so much!I would probably be on the verge of killing myself if it wasbt for this sobg and this video.. so thank u
Thanks so much for sharing your story!
Nightcore always makes everything more emotional, because you feel all the emotion even faster..
my mom died when i was 3 murdered in front of me when i was hiding in a closet
omg im sorry :C
I'm here for you
I’m so sorry dude
Omg ... that’s fucked up... I’m so sorry...
The people who killed her should rot in hell
I just wanted to say the little message at the start was really sweet and i hope everyone suffering is doing okay.
...
Same....I feel ya
Waaah, this is the first song that actually makes me cry. I think that the crying in the background just made it worse, and gosh, that hurt my little heart 😢
I still have my mom and dad it won't brings me to my dad that I haven't seen within a year nobody's heard from him till my cousins birthday
I started crying, because i lost my mother.. When we was gonna go to the mall, There was a drunk driver. He crashed into us... My mother didn't make it, But i made it...I miss my mom.. She died 6 years ago...
Thank you Broken Nightcores for making this.
My mother was lost this year.. (2019) She smoked, of course.. we have no idea what happened what happened to her, or why she died..
left a like because of the Beginning. Keep it up mate.
i haven't lost my mom, but my mom's not there for me. i m in foster care bc she said she doesn't want me. :/ sorry to everyone who has lost their mom.
this song broke me...
i was a drug baby...my mom had me on drugs....she threatened to kill me when i was one years old.....my dad left her with me....and i still visited her every weekend...about 3 years ago....she left me completely...she had abused me for the last time it was just emotional at first but she finally she hit me on my back really hard....i had a bruised scar on my back and cut marks from the belt....she has my little sis who doesnt even know me....she wont answer the phone...once she answerd that was around last halloween she promised she would come see me....nope....ive been suicidal for almost 7 years.....but....my step mom and step brother helps me because they had a sim past to me.....my dad doent understand me but....hes there even if he doesnt understand HES THERE! the only thing i wanted my mom to do that....but no....she left me....abandoned me right after my best friend killed herself....and my boyfriend had just gotsent to a mental hospital he killed himself after two months of being there......i had been bullied ever since i could remember....now i just want her back! but no.....the only person i fucking ran too! just left! poof! gone! as if i meant nothing to her!.....heh....she...she...wont be there if i die!........no.....so maybe i will......just maybe i will......
pls dont im so srry abt what happend to you, my mom hated me so much, some times she would say it straight to my face.
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.. my mom went to jail after trying to kill me and my siblings, all my siblings got taken away from me, i had no where to go because my bio dad rapes kids, and none of my other blood realatives wanted me, i soon learned that my mom hated me because im diffrent i have blue eyes i have blonde hair.
yrs later when i grew up i am the shy, full of htred, broken child, with parents that understand nothing abt ne.
on day i know i will find hope through all of this, and u will to
this make me want to cry although i still have my and i am sorry for your lost and hope that all these people feel better also have hope that your life can get and may god bless you. know that their is someone out their that going to love you
"before it start i am sorry for any people who have lost their mom"
me: my mom's fine, don't worry...
*my dad on the other hand*-
My heart goes out to all you people in the comments section or those reading this that grew up with only one parent and even none. I can’t imagine growing up without my mom or my dad so I hope you guys stay strong ❤️
I almost lost my mom when I was seven due to cancer, shes fine now though
Music is the only way I could remember you. Why would leave us how could you leave us it really touched me. This man really puts his all to make this music his telling his story.