Forgotten Model-Nicole
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- Опубліковано 12 вер 2024
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These adults come from different parts of the country and are struggling with addiction in Philadelphia. They agree to share their insights and experiences with drug addiction.
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As her brother, this breaks my heart. I have offered to go and get her and bring her home time and again and she always chooses using over her family. Pray for her because drugs and darkness has control over her.
Absolutely heartbreaking for you all. Praying for her and hope she goes home!!
Her going public may be her cry for help?
When she’s ready please try to reach out to me .. I can get her where she needs to be
But she has to put the work in
Hold
On
Pain
Ends
HOPE ❤️❤️❤️
I cried ! what a sweetie i will be praying for her
It seems as though losing her mother is what caused her to go downhill again. Never stop trying to help her do right! Just watching this I can tell she doesnt want this life...but she is stuck!
I know Nicole. She went to high school with my daughter. I was her cosmetology teacher. I helped get home last year. She contacted me last week. I’m desperately trying to get a hold of her
I pray you get her home and away from that place ! I used heroin for 10 years and those exact streets in Kensington where she is ! It’s a nightmare down there I pray from her everyday since i 1st saw this video 2 weeks ago , I truly pray you or somebody can get her home and safe 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
I pray she will accept help, please let us know if she does?
Any news? Man, just watched this and I wish she knew how many people are interested in helping her. Lost for words. Will keep checking back to see if there are any updates. Hope she is contacted.
@@KlassyKatie me too I am out there in that exact neighborhood and I been lookin for her for 2 months since I 1st saw this and have t seen her at all , it’s a zoo out there though ghetto as hell and junkies everywhere!! It’s truly hell !! I hope she gets saved from there
Natasha brletrick did you contact her
-Girl i have 3 yrs clean, My mom died 3 yrs ago in april and girl my mom was my best friend and i sold her wedding ring.. she forgives you i promise she does.. my mom was my biggest supporter and i keep pushing everyday to keep makkng her proud... its not gonna be easy but i PROMISE IT WILL BE WORTH IT!!! Im praying for you babe!!! You got this!!!
I bet your comment really blesses her, thank you! Your an inspiration! 💪❤️
Damn 🤦🏿♂️😍😬 You Beautiful 🙋🏿♂️
Good for you, keep up the good work ✌🏼♥️
As I sit here snuggling with my baby girl and my puppy, in my own home. I am incredibly grateful. I was in this darkness just like you 7 years ago. I thought I would die there. I thought I was stuck and gave up but something happened and I know I had to change. Never in my wildest dreams would I imagined being where I am today. It's the little things in life now that I am most grateful for.
A baby girl and a puppy... sounds wonderful. Glad you’re clean.
Good, go help someone.
Many do die out there, I have lost friends,etc. Thank God
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Congratulations You got this !!!!✌️💌🙏❤️I believe in you Hugs.
I went to school with Nicole, she was a little younger than me but I remember her being so giggly and bubbly, kind of shy and super sweet. I hope she sees how much people are rooting for her and finds a way out!! Sending you love and positive vibes and prayers Nicole!!! You are a beautiful young lady and you are capable of so much!
She's gone mate. That's a zombie you're looking at.
@@issemxfi there is hope.
@@issemxfi With every new day, there is always hope.
She doesn’t seem that far gone
@@issemxfi
There is still life in her.
Her smile and her laugh is (stupid term) addictive.
There is hope.
I grew up next door to her. She has a great heart and I wish I could help her out. Her brother is one of my best friends and I can only imagine what he goes through with worrying.
Never give up HOPE
I really hope and pray for her. She just seems too special for that lifestyle. I feel like there’s something so much for powerful for her future if she could just she it in herself. I could see her giving speeches one day to schools or being a drug addiction counselor. She’s so smart and beautiful. It’s sad how addiction could start so easily and take you down so quickly. She’s got fight in her tho, I can see it. She can get out, looks like she has a good support system in her family so hopefully that love will be enough to help pull her out. 💗
She seems like such a kind, genuine person. Obviously I don’t know her, but I was glad to read your positive comment about her 💜 I see* her brother commented above as well and I can’t imagine what he goes through
Praying for ya'll God bless love and happiness
Nic,
This is a first for me. I am praying for this lovely girl. I hope she can get through this. I'm sure you're a great support for her brother.
Keep it up.
She admitted to the worst thing she’s done. Not many can do that. RESPECT.
Wow, addiction can hit Anyone! She is so pretty and sweet. Hard to believe she is on the street.
She WILL literally set the world on fire when she comes back to the light. So incredibly intelligent, strong, beautiful, funny, sweet, kind, and so much spirit ❤ NEVER LOSE HOPE
I was thinking the same thing. I can tell she's smart bc of how well-spoken she is.
I agree I live near that area of Philly I was going go look for her to get her see if I could get her into detox/Rehab . I have a lot of friends that have get her into a really I’ve rehab Free! Usually without insurance there 15 to 30k for 40 or so but u can get her in free those good rehabs have to give a certain amount of people free treatment it’s sound funny but it’s called a “Scholarship” . I saw EXACTLY what saw in her ! That spirit and kindness , amazing personality all of it! she has a magical Aura about her it’s so amazing , she needs the healing love , she suffering from some deep pain in her hear & the heroin numbs that pain so much better that anything else , ,I used to walk those same streets in Kensington and get high to numb my pain from a violently abusive childhood , well I have stayed off heroin after about I’d say 7 or 8 rehabs , if she can just get off those streets and get her mind clear and given the Total unconditional love that she needs, she will succeed in recovery! I got that Unconditional love and support and that’s what helped me finally kick my heroin addiction, although I still think about heroin almost everyday I don’t use and I’ll have 6 years clean on May 16 this year
Then marry her
Unfortunately, Ain’t no coming back she’s in a happy place, It’s like that old saying say “ Once you go BLACK, You never go BACK.” 👀🙋🏿♂️😎
I was thinking exactly the same thing. She sounded confident and determined.
"When I get clean, I'm a 13 year old again..."
This is so true, it hit me hard.
You live in a bubble, time passes like a film in front of you.
While you don't evolve, everything changes around you.
The most horrendous pain of getting clean...
...is the realization of lost time, wasted years.
And nothing in the world can give you back those years.
She reminds me of Christina Applegate. She seems like she has a good heart,
Prayers up!
Yes 😞💔
Yes, I can see that
True 🙂 u r sharp
No she doesn't
I was thinking the same thing lol.
You can tell this girl is a smart cookie. She has that laugh, that I love about her. And a good spirit. I really hope she makes it in life.
Nice smile has this girl. I find her tomboy-ish. Wish her all the best 🌹🌼🌻
She's smarter than most
White people....
The drugs haven’t broken you... I just can’t imagine you being out there. You’re smart and kind. I’m glad Mal ran across you today, please know you are worth saving, show your mom that you finally got it together,
There are some narcs out there too. Not speculating she’s one but she looks, talks and acts like one.
Catch Twenty2 ok
@@catchtwenty22 ...yep...theets..are clues..
Im a grown ass marine infantry ret at 45 seen all kinds of shit in my life but honestly this made me cry- this woman hurts me to my core
These people are somebody's child, sister, family member, friend that came from good families. They just took the wrong turn in life and are lost to the streets and addiction. They are people too, not just drug addicts and I hope they find the right path in life and focus on the right direction. The drug life will just make you continue to go in a circle that never goes anywhere...it's time to stop and walk a straight line into the sober life. You can do it...Just get your mindset and heart focused in Change and change will Come.
She’s still grieving over her Mom. I’ve seen so many people go through this, including myself. Grief is a horrible thing. It’s extremely difficult to get through.
Me too, it's hard to love life when someone special is Missing from yr life.. l love you daddy 😔🙏🏼
I dreamt about him last night.
He was healthy and happy 😊
Made me wake up a bit happy.
I hope yr loved ones in heaven are with you too ❤️🙏
Agree my Brother passed away in 2012, he was my big Brother and best Friend, I cracked after he died. I started using after that to numb the hurt.. I've been clean 11 months, but relapsed once but not bad... but now I'm fine and on Suboxon...
I lost my sister and a year later my mother. It's been over two years since my mother died. I've had grief and guilt and anxiety which is decreasing. I didn't handle it well.
@@Regina0964 Good for you Regina. Don't let anyone tell you when it's time to stop suboxone. It's saved countless lives and kept people from relapsing. I've been on it for years and I've never looked back. Only YOU will know when it's time to stop if ever. Some people think it's trading one habit for another. I say if you're taking suboxone, in therapy and you're making positive changes in your life, nobody can tell you shit. Do what works for you. You've got an internet stranger out there that is VERY proud of you. ❤
I feel you on the guilt, with parent passing away. My closest aunt died 2 mos after my dad. When I came back from cleaning my dad's house, I was different.
Her guilt eats her up. Crying when she talks about her family. Please get of the streets you are such a wonderful person!
Nicole, Amber, Bre, etc,etc.....you never fail to continue to break our hearts, we are the people that love you and hate to see what you are doing to yourselves.
Im sitting here looking at myself ive been an addict for over 20 years and on and off clean for over 8 years but heroin is very cunning and the number one you need to lean on is God he will bring you through.
Best of luck to you, Tiffany! Keep leaning on God. He definitely helped me through my addiction and still helps me maintain my sobriety today... I honestly don't think I could've ever came out the other side without Him. He believes in you and I do too!😍
She still has life in her. She's not too far gone, even tho her addiction is bad
Shes sintelligent, well spoken, and still has her looks. If she wanted to get up and go to a job every day there would be plenty of jobs out there for her. She has to want it
Praying for u Nicole from pia in Dublin Ireland
Of all the people you have interviewed this girl really caught my attention. She is so different from all the others and I pray she finds the strength to get the help she so desperately needs.
Lovely laugh and smile but you can see the sadness in her eyes.
Dear Nicole, You are such a bright light. It seems so fitting that your favorite color is yellow because I can tell you have such a vibrant and loving aura about you. The laughter in your voice, and your optimism and hope for the future is inspirational- truly. I think that you would make a great advocate for your community once you get clean (which I can tell you really want to do, and also that you have the strength to accomplish). The way that you express yourself is so meaningful and I’m sure each person who saw this video was touched by your honesty and bravery. I would say that I hope you will get clean, but I can tell that it’s not just a hope- it’s already been spoken into existence. You are destined to overcome this addiction and uncover your true, pure self- free from the grasps of drugs and able to fully embrace who you are. And I can’t wait to see that. 💗 Rooting for you always, and will be waiting to see how you’re doing. xx With love, Ali
This interview was amazing,she's so sweet and honest and she make me cry 😥 omg I was sad watching the whole interview. I hope one day she'll gets the help she needs.
Nicole, I hope you read the comments girl you're so precious! I'm praying for you and I will never give up ❤️🙏
Please keep us updated
This is great, I am one of those people who are hard on addicts and the part where you asked her about her favorite things was more than warming. I saw her as a person at that moment rather than an addict.
I love her. She’s so real and accessible. Beautiful smile and laugh. I pray she makes it.
I watch Mals videos all the time but this one right here hit different. My Babysis Layton went to school with her and I knew some of her family members. New Bethlehem is a nice little drive to Philly. Compared to the small town we were raised in Phillys a hole different ball game. Nicole if u ever read this and need anything please reach out to me. I actually live in Allentown right now so I’m near by. I’ll keep you in my prayers. Stay safe lovely
Young lady please get off the drugs. It is no life. You are stronger and better then that horrible street life
The addiction is stronger.Sadly😢
“Today, I see a woman trying to get her life together 🖤” You can.
What a beautiful woman! She breaks my heart. To her brother don’t give up. I feel she’s at her point to want to come home. The way she speaks it reminds me of myself. I would cry everytime I used because that wasn’t what I wanted. Then it took a friend to say some kind words which I felt the sincerity and it touched my heart. As scared as I was I made the calls I needed to make. I got so excited at the same time being scared of being sick. August will be 5 years for me. I pray for everyone to find their happiness. We all deserve it. Make yourself number 1. If you can’t take care of yourself you can’t help anyone else. Today I feel I need to do a good deed to help someone. Even if it’s a smile or to say Hello how are you? Or open the door for someone. Believe it or not it means a lot to people to feel noticed. God bless to all.
Incredible story and interview. Don't give up Nicole. I'm almost 9 years clean. You can do this. There are many people who care about you. Please don't forget that!
The biggest thing she said was “there’s still hope”. As long as us drug addicts are still breathing there is always hope. I’m so glad she realizes this.
This girl is so smart and so well-spoken. She knows how to take care of herself and talks about how she does things for herself at least once a day. She's just lost, hopefully this is temporary! I think she can come back from the dark side and shine bc this girl is bright.
💯 % agree
When you asked her about her interests and likes. She lit up!! She's just so vibrant, full of life, full of charisma and so interesting. So likeable! Not everyone really has those qualities. I hope she knows how worthy and important she is xxx
Such a beautiful smart young lady. Who wants help so much. She's has some good into her& I can see in her eyes, The lost, no hope, no love, loneness, SADDEN, I was the same exact way. Am an recovering addict for the last 10 years now. I never thought I believed into NA,/AA WHICH ARE THE OUTSIDE MEETINGS TO ATTEND. That help you too learn way's to stay clean , GIVE SUPPORT, YOU ALSO HAVE TO MAKE SURE YOU FIND THE RIGHT PPL THAT ARE ACTUALLY TRYING TO CHANGE& MAKE A BETTER LIFE , THERE ARE SO MANY THAT I THOUGHT OUR SUCH GOOD HEARTED, CARING, GIVE RIDES, CALL ANYTIME ANY DAY, YOU NEED to GET A GOOD SUPPORT GROUP, A Sponsor, it does REALLY WORK IF YOU PUT YOUR ALL IN IT. Think of all the HORRIBLE, TOUGH STUFF WE DID TO GET OUR DRUGS . YOU REALLY NEED TO PUT FULL Effort o ALL 1000%%% EFFORT INTO DOING WHAT YOU HAVE TO STAY CLEAN, & MAKE YOUR LifE BETTER, HAPPIER GET YOUR FAMILY BACK& MOST OF ALL , LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF, SO YOU CAN START TO KNOW WHO& WHAT YOUR WORTH.
It takes time but if you have Faith && actually do it & ask for help, & you will get HELP& SORRY, IT'S WORTH A TRY WE TRIED EVERYTHING ELSE ASK DRUGS WAYS TO DO EM. WHY NOT GIVE ONE CHANCE AT A CHANGE HEALTH BEAUTIFUL LIFE. IT'S NICE EASY. BUT GIRL I BEEN THERE SO OOOIII MANY TIMES I LOST TWO FIANCE'S, LOST MY BROTHER LAST YEAR IN MY ARMS, AND MY young nephew few MONTHS AGO. The list goes on& &&& on, on, on, on. I had 911& brought to the hospital from ALL ID OF THAT FENTANYL HEROIN MIXED WITH SUM XANAX ODS . DIED SEVERAL TIMES AND I'M GRATEFUL FOR THE AMBULANCE AND PYRAMID PEOPLE THAT WERE ABLE TO SEE MY LIFE OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T HAVE A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY LIKE I HAVE NOW TOO GORGEOUS YOUNG THANK GOD THANK GOD HEALTHY HEALTHY CHILDREN A WONDERFUL HUSBAND WHO DOES NOT USE WHATSOEVER DOES NOT TOLERATE IT. AND IT'S SAD I PUT MYSELF ABOVE MY OWN CHILDREN WHEN I FIRST GOT PREGNANT I DIDN'T KNOW UP UNTIL LIKE 5 MONTHS I STARTED GAINING WEIGHT AND GETTING MORE SICK I USE HEROIN XANAX COKE SMOKING CRACK NOT EVERYDAY ADDERALL WHILE PREGGO AND ALL MY FIRST CHILD CAME OUT WITH WAS JAUNDICE WHICH IS NOTHING ODD OTHER CHILDREN COME OUT WITH IT SHE JUST NEEDED TO GET SOME BLACK LIGHT WHILE IN THE HOSPITAL AND MY SECOND PREGNANCY A YEAR LATER. I WAS USING PROBABLY MORE HEAVIER INTO THE HEROIN OPIATES ANYTHING I COULD GET AND THANK GOD MY SON WAS HEALTHY AS CAN BE THAT'S A BLESSING BUT SORRY FOR WRITING A LONG STORY THAT WASN'T MY INTENTIONS .I JUST PRAY FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THESE SICK SUFFERING ADDICTS. IF ANYONE HAS NEGATIVE THOUGHTS THEN THEY SHOULDN'T POST THEM BECAUSE IT IS A SEVERE ADDICTION AND IT SEEMS LIKE IT'S SO UNDER CONTROL BUT I DON'T THINK MOST OF THESE PEOPLE WOULD WANT TO LIVE THEIR LIFE LIKE THAT WHEN YOU COULD LIVE A BETTER LIFE BUT YOU'RE SO ADDICTED AND IT'S SO HARD TO GET OUT OF IT CUZ IT HITS YOU SO HARD PHYSICALLY THAT'S THE WORST IS YOU PHYSICALLY GET ILL SO ILL EVERYDAY IF YOU DON'T HAVE IT AND THEN IT STARTS TO MESS WITH YOU MENTALLY SO I SAY TO ALL F*** WHAT THE NEGATIVITY SAYS TO YOU YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL LOVES PEOPLE LOVE YOURSELF GO GET THE HELP I DID IT AND THERE'S SO MANY OTHERS THAT HAD STRUGGLED WITH ROUGH ROUGH FOR LIFE THAN EACH ONE OF OURS YOU CAN DO IT. I DON'T KNOW YOU BUT I HAVE HOPE IN EACH ONE OF YOU PLEASE TRY IT GOD BLESS YOU ALL ❤️❤️
This is my favorite interview.. she reminds me of myself and my upbringing. Most dont understand but here is a small insight..When teenagers begin to rebel, there are kids that drink and party alittle..they stop at that....then you have the group that is getting high. And when an addictive mind begins that road, its normally for life. I was in the same situation with her. This was back in the early 2000s when opiates where everywhere and basically pharmaceuticals of all types where everywhere in mass. quantity..I had surgery and was put on opiates..this was right before my 15th bday. And it ate my soul and at the age of 15 my mind was immediately obsessed..for 20 yrs it was a struggle. Then I got pregnant and my heart was bigger than my mind.. slowly I became a good mom, daughter and friend. I'm thankful that I didnt live close to a location like Kensington..my heart hurts for her.. it's tough when your in the situation shes stuck in.. sometimes it's so unfair for descent ppl to be stuck in front of the flames of hell ..when they dont deserve this terrible, daily lifestyle..not even close to a life tho. Prayers
Nicole, I hope you see this comment.... you are WAY too good for this lifestyle! You are so beautiful, so articulate, and so smart. I know that you probably feel like there’s no way out but there is. You don’t belong there. I truly see something special in you. You are going to do great things in your life, I feel it. Your family loves you. Listen to them, let them help you. You know this is no life for you, this is not “living”. You’ve got to face your demons head on and fight to get out. I know that you can do it. I’ve read all the comments... look at all the positivity! Look at all the strangers out here that are rooting for you! You CAN do this. I know you think the drugs make you feel good but that’s just dulling all of your emotions. Get help and go out there and really LIVE your best life. Please. 💗
She’s so beautiful, smart and articulate. Drugs have such a lot to answer for. I hope she gets the help she needs to recover.
Watch AML here in the UK so a long way away but feel so much for all people struggling with addiction. Nicole...don't give up, you can make it out of there, make your mum proud, she'll be looking down on you and will be proud that you're trying hard to move on from a terrible situation. Keep going forward, you can do it 🙏🙏
I’m days away from a year sober all these words are so beautiful ❤️
Wow!!! You just made my day you beautiful strong lady ❤❤❤
Nicole you can do this. You are such a strong beautiful woman. I hope you get your life back together for your sake and for the sake of your brothers and family who love and care about you
Hang in there beautiful! It gets better. (Opiate/heroin/fent addict of 10 years) You are smart, beautiful, and compassionate. Would make an awesome mother!
✨🌸 her squinchy nose & pretty eyes when she smiles is so cute 🌸✨
Please get clean gorgeous girl I promise it will end up easier. You have so much to offer the world and are blessed that you are still intelligent articulate ect because the drugs will eventually rob you of that too as well as your beautiful looks ✨🌸 I see your inner child 🌸✨
Out of all these videos, this is the one that got me. Look at this woman. So sweet and smart. So beautiful. It can happen to anybody. Man what a drag. What do we do? Love your kids. Love your sisters. Shower the people you love with love. That’s all I got.
She reminds me of myself when I first got on the streets. I was about her age, laughed a lot, and considered it one big adventure. It gets steadily worse every year. Things will get progressively worse. You become jaded and lose any sense of optimism and adventure.
@craig sherwood I went to a treatment facility for five months. That didn't solve all my problems-- I went back out a few times and have struggled with staying clean-- but it's been four years since I've been homeless.
Her smile and laugh are so warm and vibrant. On the ball. Not to mention amazing green eyes. She's a real one for sure. Wishing you the strength to overcome all this.
I love how she crinkles her nose when she smiles!
Weirdo 🤔
I think it's cute too 😊
She’s a cute girl.
It’s adorable!
Absolutely adorable she is a little girl inside scared.
I wish I could hug her, a lot of her story resonates with me. You are never alone, you are worth it❤🙏
For some reason I felt such a genuine interview.......she was very mindful of her words and although she appeared intoxicated, she held up well🥰 she is still can make it out
I believe in her too..she can make it
I love how humble she is and want to give her a hug so bad
Keep us posted on her Mal I want to know how she’s doing tell her she’s cared for
she 's still in Kensington checkout her interview with Mal 2022
This channel needs to be at 100k. Come on guys
They SLEEP
Omg, this girl broke my heart, she’s too sweet and has her whole life to be happy, please get clean and go back to your family, I know they miss you as bad as you miss them, you will be so glad you did sweetie, your laugh is so contagious. ❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
Yesterday was not the last bag!! But it’s ok you are an addict! Was addicted 10 years and no OD would keep me away! I could tell you were high, pinned eyes and nodding and that’s ok! I’m praying for you. This is my FAVORITE interview Mal... keep up the great work,
Nicole I travelled on tour with the Dead crazy times!
Plz get off the streets and get on subs or methadone
You don’t need this life
Prayers! God has you girl..... you can do it 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️
Word? My friend is OBSESSED with Greatful Dead
@CoraLenaaa DoesBeauty Amen to that!!!!!!!! It's so sad there are so many close minded people in this world¡!!!!...... What's that saying....If you have nothing nice to say.........THEN DON'T SAY ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@CoraLenaaa DoesBeauty You completely misunderstood her comment , she is referring to Nicole saying that the bag she said she OD on yesterday was her last bag , all she said was that wasn’t her last bag because if you can are keen to the look of an opioid Addict who’s high Nicole is high as hell during this interview !! Hence yesterdays bag that killed her wasn’t her last bag, she’s obviously shot another bag since yesterday is all she was saying ! She wasn’t implying she can’t stop using . SMH 🤦🏻♂️
Definitely wasn't
I lost my beloved father last April and I could never ever sell any of his possessions. So for her to sell her mother's wedding ring after her mother passed, she must have been in the deepest depths of addiction. That is what drug addiction does to you. Your values go out the window. I don't ever want to be in that dreaded place.
Yes!!! My mama died unexpectedly and then my brother died only four months later, and buddy, there's absolutely NO way I'd ever get low enough to sell my mama's weddin ring and her other rings, there's seriously just no freakin way I could!! I'd sell my kidney first. Or whatever else. I don't get how you can stoop so low, even in your lowest point of addiction. There's lines that we just don't cross. Smh.
@@simplyme9016 Thank you for sharing. My condolences. Yes, drug addiction is a horrible, horrible thing. Let's hope and pray that we never find ourselves on that dark path.
@@mellel1797 Thank you 😌 It's been a hard road, it's like your entire world got blown off it's axis... but we have to keep goin, day by day. And yes, I've seen my dad on drugs for many years, ever since mama died and my brother, he has lost himself and went back into the same things he'd left and quit doin for over 25 years. It's so sad. Drugs don't let the person be who they really were, they're changed into someone you don't even recognize...
I’m glad that you would never get “low enough” to sell something, but not all addicts have that self control. I just hope that she doesn’t read these insincere comments to make her feel worse than she already does. It takes one feeling of guilt for us to give up all over again!
@@jillianneb9458 its reality though. Facing those hard choices you made are key to sobriety. Understanding your bad decisions and facing them is a step to recovery.
Wow. This woman is truly so beautiful inside and out. Rides dirtbikes too? Wow....talk about a fun person. Im so sorry the accident caused your spiral into this mess. Im stuck in it to. Girl- you GOT TO GET CLEAN. You r such a amazingly beautiful, intelligent, fun, bright bright buring star- you can get thru this- I just know it. We both just gotta walk away from it. Its going to hurt and really suck bigtime 4 abit but U n I both know we could do it if we try. Good luck gorgous, Love n Light.
This was a heartfelt interview,, I'm praying for you Nicole,, Very beautiful smart young lady,, You can do it,, I'm so glad you met Mal,, and I hope she gets the chance to watch her own interview and comments,, We Out There,,🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏
Yo the new intro is awesome! And I love your new way of describing the people in the title instead of just naming them “heroin and crack addict,” etc. you’re doing great man I’ve been watching since you only had 2 or 3 videos on your channel. I believe Margie and woman who used to be a nurse we’re some of your very first ones I believe.) your channel has grown so much, you totally deserve it. Please stay safe out there.
Much love,
-gabby
Cancer gang in the house. Shes got that sweet cancer vibe, I think she will get through this low point in her life cause shes still got a spirit in her, can still smile, still values herself enough to do those little things like pedicures and brushing her teeth, its not superficial to consider how you look because in the 3 dimensional reality we occupy, our self image tells us a lot about ourselves and each other. Wishing you the best Nicole!
She’s the most together I’ve seen so far, she’s an attractive woman & her teeth are beautiful. I hope/pray she finds the peace she’s searching for.
Go home !!!
I was in a PHP treatment with Nicole..haven’t heard from her in so long I hope she’s doing alright man
Anyone know what happened to her?
This girl is so sweet. I hope she gets clean.
It’s heart breaking
I agree with you
This hurts my heart! This was me 10 years ago. But if I can get sober you can too I promise it's worth it. You can do it! You have people who love you and care about you go home and get the help you need. I'm not far from New Bethlehem so if you do get sober and need to talk get ahold of me. I know I've been exactly where you are! It's not fun at that point it's simply for survival only. Positive vibes sent your way!💕
Iam Dutch .i never see woman like her on the street..in my country..You do something wrong...when it cost many years of a miljoen dollar we help this sweet woman..no limit ..Druggs are legal in my country .put the money out the system...do not suport crime...Go to the hospital an buy it for few dollar .perfect kwality .no risk..Safe house .an than go .therapie .
Also prostetution is legal .not we like it .But than we have control .free healthcare an help.them..Safe work place healtcare .an people who can help you whit house job education..an money to make a new start.
I think Nicole is great. She has a wonderful personality and I pray she gets clean soon! Thank you, Mal. You're so good with people, the way you get them to open up. You give them a lot to think about and some hope.
Oh gosh her interview left me so impressed with her spirit/intelligence. I started watching these after my husband showed me a documentary about Kensington. I lost my brother to drugs. In the end, it is not if but when we will lose them....always waiting for the other shoe to drop. It was an odd feeling of both grief and relief. I can admit that now 27 years later. I'm not sure where Nicole is now but it breaks my heart for her family. I want them to know it isn't a choice over them any more than choosing to die from cancer. It is her demon to fight for whatever reason. Maybe one day she'll be an addictions recovery nurse. I pray for her and her family. In this video it is clear she is grieving her mother and her dog. I hope she made it through to the other side.
Cancer ♋️ in the house!! Summers my favourite season and I’m a nurse!
I wish you all the love and strength to fight this addiction, one step at a time ❤️
So young, please get help. God loves you so much and so do the people on Mal's channel. Please surrender honey. It's not easy but you can do it. Great interview Mal.
❤🙏#WEDORECOVER
#WEOUTTHERE
Girl you have SOOOO much going for you. As soon as you said you were cancer I almost cried. You remind me so much of me. Everything you said that was your favorite I was like no way! Please find yourself. Your amazing.
Nicole.You touched my heart watching your interview. I wish I could of met someone like you 25 years ago.You seem so sweet and honest. You are too good of a person to be into those nasty dirty drugs! Get back to your family and get well.Then get the life you have always wanted before drugs ever came to town. God go with u always!
I love how she smiles & laughs in spite of her dire situation.
I could see Nicole as a nurse. She has so much potential. Personable, well spoken & lovely. Best wishes Nicole & stay safe. From a fellow Cancer. 💛💛 🙏 🙏
Mal I hope you do an update on Nicole. 💛
Shes been a junkie her whole life. No way she can be a nurse.
She’s so beautiful.... I pray she can gets the help she needs
It must be so hard to get out of the hole of addiction after so many years.. she’s got a beautiful Soul. I really hope she finds the strength and the support she needs to get clean, she’s still got hope!!! ❤️☀️
Her smile lights up her whole face😍 speaking so proudly of her younger sister🥰
She doesn't blame anybody, she takes responsibility for herself, i hope she finds resolution to her addiction
May you be guided to care for yourself. Blessings of strength and courage to you young lady. You are beautiful inside and out!! God Bless you my dear.
Amen !!! 🌿
It's not too late for her or anyone suffering.
You go girl. To be able to humble yourself to let people know how tough it is when your hooked.
Nicole seems like such a kind and caring person with a beautiful soul. Given her strong spirit and resolve, I think she'll eventually get the life she's always wanted and deserves. I sure hope so. She's lovely.
Such a beautiful woman inside and out. Nicole, your eyes and smile could light up a room that's completely dark. The world needs you, your family needs you, we need you. You are loved! You are worth it! #AML #WEOUTTHERE #WEDORECOVER
She’s gonna make it. That beautiful spirit is still so bright & her smile is so infectious
I cried
God bless you hunny! I’m in tears right now... you deserve so much better. 😩 Dear Lord I come to you right now to ask you to please wrap your arms around this beautiful woman and give her the strength to get through this and to show her that she doesn’t need these drugs and that she can have so so much better and that she deserves better. Just give her the courage Lord! AMEN! 🙏🏻
She’s a bright girl. She could accomplish so much clean.
Shes so nice.stay safe lovely girl you are more than worth it xxx
I like how dude asks them about relationships. I'm a drug addict and I would say it's not an environment that creates ideal relationship parameters
There is something I really don't understand about US healthcare. I had broken arm, survived a big motorcycle accident (was in hospital for weeks in a really bad shape) and I was never given any opioid based painkillers, only Ibuprofen. Here in Europe opioid painkillers, most popular being Morphine, are only given to dying cancer patients. I just can't understand how such strong and dangerous medications can be given for accidents like broken arms, especially in young children. Sorry America, but your healthcare system is a complete joke and total mess.
Also thank you for sharing these stories and helping people. I wish there is more people like you. Cheers
I think she has a very good attitude to make it out of her addiction.
She has a very beautiful soul & her smile reminds me of liv tyler ☺️ i hope she was able to get some help🙏💖
So heartbreaking, I am a 65 yr old recovering addict of 30 years, beautiful girl, you will be ugly soon, the depths of addiction will come see you again and again, life is far more prescious than you know! I pray you will reach your bottom soon
Such a beautiful being inside and out. You can find the light; the way out. I will pray you do....Thank you Mal for calling awareness to such good humans in crap situations.
Firstly Mal, You are amazing!! I have been binge watching because I never really understood really
I now look at addiction differently. I’ve lost many friends to addiction & it’s awful. I’m a cancer too & this beautiful young woman I hope & wish all the best of luck on finding recovery. Would love an update. Thank you Mal for all that you do! God bless
All the way from Australia 🇦🇺
She's gorgeous. I'm really rooting for her to get clean.
I'm cancerian😊😊😊june 28th.Shes warm and fluffy like me😆😆😆.We worry about everything!!!!.She is angelic.Far too precious to fade away xxxx
God Bless this lady & everyone else out there. Sending prays from the UK 🙏✌️💜
She’s got a beautiful soul.
You have such a beautiful smile with so much sadness and pain in your eyes. May God Bless you and Keep you safe and may you find the path to getting better. My cousin has been going thru the same challenge for years. We just keep helping her and I hope someone finds that strength to help you.
This girl DOES NOT belong on dope in Kensington. So articulate, intelligent, and beautiful. Please girl,...get yourself up outta there as soon as you can. You have an extremely bright future if you just reach out and take it. JUST TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!! With God,.....you can!!!!!
Nicole, you’re such a delightful woman and I’m sure Mal would agree that you’re wonderfully engaging. I have no doubt you’ll recover ‘cause you’re the bee’s knees 💛⭐️💛.
Thank you for these interviews! 👍 Makes a big difference .
What a beautiful person, inside and out. My prayers. Never give up.
Another good interview brother. I love your opening with the canvases splashed into people.
When I was on h I never could go all day maybe when I first was on it in my addiction I was doing up to 10 bags a day of the light brown dope she speaks of. I am now in recovery im on methadone n work a job have an apartment full custody of my beautiful 5 year old boy.
Tbh she looks high here too so idk why she is feeling like she needs to lie if she did her last bag yesterday she would be in terrible horrible withdrawal.
U calling her a liar?????
@@crustydinglecherry3451 yes... I was on dope too she seems high.🤷
She definitely does look high
She's absolutely high as a freakin kite here. Just watch her eyes, they're doin the rollin thing, she's tryin to keep them open and tryin to look normal, but she's fightin noddin out. So, so sad. I wish everyone would get clean. It'd be such a better world. 😔
Yep and after she said she hasn’t done a bag since yesterday, it completely discredited everything else that she said. Now it makes me feel like it’s all bullshit. Idk who she thinks she’s fooling by claiming she’s not high.
It's so sad to me that such beautiful woman are so called "Forgotten"........ children of God 🙏😇 are Never Forgotten 💯💋💕🥰
Her eyes are so sad, are there any updates about her? I pray she made it out of there. 🙏🏼