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  • @breelynn8810
    @breelynn8810 4 роки тому +83

    this. this is a piece of art. I don't know how you've done it, but you've managed to create a masterpiece. I don't think i'll ever truly be over how beautiful this is. thank you for creating this, love. you've got a true talent.

    • @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX
      @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX  4 роки тому +2

      That literally means the world too me! Thank you so much, I'm so glad you liked it.♥

  • @VEKProduction
    @VEKProduction 6 років тому +194

    somehow i spent several minutes getting my shit enough together to complete this video.
    This is painfully accurate

  • @mayademorest3020
    @mayademorest3020 4 роки тому +30

    the worst feeling in the world is to break down in front of someone after reaching your breaking point and them acting like nothing is wrong with you

    • @varadadeshpande3508
      @varadadeshpande3508 4 роки тому +3

      Absolutely. I literally broke down in front of my mom telling her that I have lost the will to live and she completely disregarded the idea that I might be depressed. She thinks that its just a phase or something.

  • @Ventuskeymaster
    @Ventuskeymaster 4 роки тому +38

    Having a mental illness can be a struggle, and I know that having suicidal thoughts and depression is hell. I can't be fixed because u can't heal the aloneness within me and it's painful, I know it's a struggle and I live with it. Mental illness is so hard sometimes and I wish my brain can stop being like this and help me instead of sometimes going against me. I know the pain and lived it, I'm 24 and still will struggle with it.

    • @SamxWorldo
      @SamxWorldo 4 роки тому

      I know it feels like it’s just never going to end and the sad truth is I know it won’t go away because it’s just going to be here as long as I live I have bipolar and tbh I just wish I could end this my brain just won’t stop and I want it to stop but there’s nothing I can do about it I mean the medication I get for it is something but it doesn’t make it go away it’s just gonna be there forever and I just have to live with it til it pushes me over the edge again

  • @zarotiadou2170
    @zarotiadou2170 4 роки тому +11

    You know you feel awful when you start watching these again

  • @laceyharless5203
    @laceyharless5203 6 років тому +159

    To the 4 people who disliked this,
    I don't understand you

    • @jessiepoland7264
      @jessiepoland7264 6 років тому +2

      Lacey Harless I don't understand myself

    • @fionapauline7138
      @fionapauline7138 4 роки тому

      They had tears in they eyes so the couldn't see it

    • @notwerkinginthishouse8634
      @notwerkinginthishouse8634 4 роки тому

      @@grgurivanovic8013
      you need to be positive (:
      It's okay to cry but if you only see darkness, you will never see the light

    • @notwerkinginthishouse8634
      @notwerkinginthishouse8634 4 роки тому

      @@grgurivanovic8013
      there can't be light if you just sit and do nothing...
      I am not you and only you can make yourself happy
      I can't decide what is the best for you
      You can write a journal
      Talk to a therapist
      It's easy just to sit and wait for something to fall from the sky, guess what, it won't ...
      Exercises help
      What do you love the most?
      It must be something you love

    • @notwerkinginthishouse8634
      @notwerkinginthishouse8634 4 роки тому

      @@grgurivanovic8013
      And surely negative thinking won't help it being better
      It's easy to give up
      I know exactly how you feel
      I know what is like when everything hurts, when everything is too much, when you feel empty and the same time when you are happy, it feels like a battle all over again
      Do you really want to be happy ?
      Talk to a therapist, he will help you, or write in journal
      Once when you die, there is no coming back

  • @jeni3386
    @jeni3386 6 років тому +116

    *i just need the pain to be gone*

    • @titanicnotebook6599
      @titanicnotebook6599 6 років тому +2

      Jennie Berglund ua-cam.com/video/nlbPODTQHSU/v-deo.html

    • @jassnow7298
      @jassnow7298 4 роки тому +1

      I do too...
      It's never gonnaeave

    • @lanabanana2015
      @lanabanana2015 4 роки тому

      I know. But fight. Fight till you can't. For yourself. Look at this way every minute, hour, day, week, month, year; you did it. You lived. For you. And that is something no one can take from you. You are brave. With amazing strength and power.
      I've been fighting since 2012 when I tried to stop.
      You can do it. Fight for you.

    • @Vishal-kg1sp
      @Vishal-kg1sp 4 роки тому

      I just need the pain to increase

    • @jassnow7298
      @jassnow7298 4 роки тому

      @@Vishal-kg1sp oof that is relatable tho

  • @Ventuskeymaster
    @Ventuskeymaster 4 роки тому +10

    The sad part is that I feel the pain that many feel because were already broken and will never be fixed.
    I'm broken and I'm suicidal. I know the pain that many faces in this world, because I cut to relieve pain that I feel inside. I'm broken and will never be fixed.

  • @bidesntumba8571
    @bidesntumba8571 6 років тому +27

    This is me most of the time, it's a struggle when you get bullied,you feel insecure about yourself or something in your life says "it's time,it's over,I want it to be over"and I'm this video you captured what people go through and that's amazing,your video is amazing

  • @eviemaysellars
    @eviemaysellars 6 років тому +62

    this is so perfect, wow

  • @nellinat6274
    @nellinat6274 6 років тому +32

    I love this video, and I think it's important that these characters are portrayed so people can understand that they're not alone and other people are going through things too. More importantly, they can get through it. I think you edited this beautifully, and I teared up a little watching it. Outstanding job 👏🏽👏🏽

  • @mollysmith554
    @mollysmith554 6 років тому +65

    Its sad that I relate to this and wanna die so badly

    • @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX
      @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX  6 років тому +5

      Hang in there sweetheart.

    • @mollysmith554
      @mollysmith554 6 років тому +1

      ShatteredxDreams thanks

    • @mollysmith554
      @mollysmith554 6 років тому +1

      I do love this video tho

    • @KerriB
      @KerriB 6 років тому +2

      I'm so sorry. I can relate. I hope you're feeling better.

    • @mollysmith554
      @mollysmith554 6 років тому +1

      Kerri B thanks sorry u relate to x

  • @travesty7001
    @travesty7001 6 років тому +6

    This is so wonderfully edited! The parallels and voiceovers are a masterpiece!

  • @hannahlovatox
    @hannahlovatox 6 років тому +75

    i love this so much

    • @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX
      @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX  6 років тому

      Thank you! That means a lot coming from you I have always Loved your channel! :)

  • @Alayus
    @Alayus 6 років тому +3

    i relate to this so much...but something I can't tell my parents.. because they'll only say "you'll get over it".
    Nice video btw!

  • @hafdiouissal9340
    @hafdiouissal9340 6 років тому

    I've never been in this situation not even close and i'm glad. But i know when someone is depressed i can sense it so i always try to do something, anything. I try to take their mind from thinking about bad stuff, and since i talk a lot i find it easy. I know that they wanna be alone. But don't leave them alone never, loneliness is what brought them here.

  • @isabellakale7628
    @isabellakale7628 4 роки тому +4

    The part where ian said he didnt do anything to bring it on himself and that he has a disease for some reasons made me cry. Because he cant help it. He didnt choose to he bipolar and it's not something you can just control and it made me cry when he said that because he is right. It's not like any of what he did is his fault because he didnt choose to be bipolar and being bipolar can make you a different person.

  • @pfb173
    @pfb173 Рік тому +1

    Great vid!!! Fcking relatable. And the shameless scenes are fitting so well. Love this show

  • @bri-jn1hr
    @bri-jn1hr 5 років тому +3

    Every time I see this I end up crying, it is so good

  • @celesteodair1834
    @celesteodair1834 6 років тому +5

    oh my god this is amazing, so emotional, I love this video so so much, this is really beautiful and perfect :)

  • @sashal1493
    @sashal1493 4 роки тому

    This was so beautifully...heartbreaking

  • @crazycatalina4409
    @crazycatalina4409 6 років тому +11

    This video describes how im feeling

  • @RealindigenousPodCast
    @RealindigenousPodCast 6 років тому

    I would always say to myself I'm not good enough. But in the enough I learned this thing called "Self love." It helped me and its possible you can be fixed. Not everything that is broken can't be fixed because it can. You just have to believe it will.

  • @tthingswelove
    @tthingswelove 4 роки тому

    this is so beautiful.

  • @travesty7001
    @travesty7001 6 років тому

    This is amazing and hella painful to watch! Stay strong love💜

  • @notwerkinginthishouse8634
    @notwerkinginthishouse8634 4 роки тому

    It's okay to feel whatever you want
    But everything is temporary and you choose if that will beat you or not

  • @rebahanonline5488
    @rebahanonline5488 6 років тому +4

    I cry so hard watching this especially at the end. This makes me remember when I had suicide thought.
    I don't know why everytime I sad I always thought about cut my wrist using a knife and blood runs through it.
    Sometimes I need someone to take me bacl into reality and that the world is more beautiful than what we thought.
    and I had bipolar

  • @billieschnapp9863
    @billieschnapp9863 6 років тому +3

    This was perfect.

  • @sarahcline8488
    @sarahcline8488 4 роки тому +1

    This is a very touche subject and it shouldn't be. I lost my uncle to suicide and I saw the signs but did nothing, because I couldn't believe what I was seeing.
    My advice if you think someone is thinking about suicide be there. Listen to them and do what you can to help. I've regretted a lot in my life but saying nothing about my uncle killed me. Even I am suffering from depression. If not for my husband I would have died 7 years ago.

  • @machan7205
    @machan7205 6 років тому +1

    Be kind. Always. ♥

  • @taelorandjazz7102
    @taelorandjazz7102 4 роки тому +2

    God Bless And God Loves All Of You❤️✝️🙌🏾🙏🏽💕❤️✝️

  • @cannedbeef6808
    @cannedbeef6808 4 роки тому

    It's so hard I have to put on a fake smile and i feel lost i cry in but cover my mouth so i cant see my ugly face

  • @mayajunor-sheppard2715
    @mayajunor-sheppard2715 6 років тому +4

    Amazing.

  • @LanaCJames
    @LanaCJames 6 років тому +1

    From which Series and which Episode is the Scene in 3:06, with the girl who tries to take her life and the boy, who tries to save her life?

  • @anna10168
    @anna10168 6 років тому +6

    I've been contemplating death and I have no one to tell. So yeah I am attention seeking

  • @ashesofearth3823
    @ashesofearth3823 6 років тому +1

    thanks for this

  • @ajeronfiona7991
    @ajeronfiona7991 6 років тому

    We don't broken, we are fine. Just different with others. Fear not t death, favin death with smile. That's us

  • @Aaronholland2000
    @Aaronholland2000 Рік тому

    I'm struggling with Anxiety and Depression. My husband is struggling with PTSD and Anxiety

  • @aleksandra4780
    @aleksandra4780 6 років тому +2

    my eyes

  • @tylerloston
    @tylerloston 6 років тому

    i just wanna be alone and hurt and pain and depression because i hate myself and everything

  • @jessiepoland7264
    @jessiepoland7264 6 років тому

    I just wanna throw something or scream or cry or cut myself up run away or just swear or yell at someone to express my feelings.
    I like feeding o my own disgust and pain in my head.

  • @MaddieBullock
    @MaddieBullock 6 років тому +1

    Man... So good 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @serenarijsdorp5216
    @serenarijsdorp5216 6 років тому +1

    what's the movie to that part when the guy says he doesn't need to be fixed cuz he's not broken?

    • @Will-pb1gl
      @Will-pb1gl 6 років тому

      Serena Rijsdorp shameless

  • @amandasaccount3499
    @amandasaccount3499 6 років тому

    I can’t do it anymore. but I have too.

  • @tabithacrouch9775
    @tabithacrouch9775 3 роки тому

    It’s been a year of feeling this way.

  • @wenzzz2870
    @wenzzz2870 2 роки тому

    I watched it and I cried, it was all me:)

  • @eleonoreboutillier5063
    @eleonoreboutillier5063 6 років тому

    My poor Regina, bae :/

  • @pasckelsen
    @pasckelsen 6 років тому +16

    3:03 where is this scene from? it's so heartbreaking and sad. i've been looking for it since may

  • @rubicamacho4306
    @rubicamacho4306 3 роки тому +1

    What’s the name of the song?

  • @adriannaayon2175
    @adriannaayon2175 6 років тому +1

    Whats the song?

  • @boyerfloriane4294
    @boyerfloriane4294 4 роки тому

    I’m sad and nobody know.....

  • @fatimamaarafi3466
    @fatimamaarafi3466 6 років тому +7

    2:18 what show /movie

  • @xxravenxx306
    @xxravenxx306 6 років тому

    All I need is one more step to fall

  • @shalisca7378
    @shalisca7378 4 роки тому +1

    I can't tell my councillor im being killed by my OCD and I want to die because I can't take it I want to attempt but I'm terrified what will happen

    • @tabbiicat2483
      @tabbiicat2483 4 роки тому +1

      please don't. don't attempt. as a person who's both survived suicide attempts, and lost a friend to suicide, i promsie you that it's not worth it. whether you've attempted before or not, you have to know that it is painful, and its ugly, and it hurts. it makes things hurt even more. you think that attempting while quite your mind, but it doesn't. it makes it louder.
      it's not worth it.
      i won't sit here and tell you not to kill yourself because "you have so much to live for", but i will sit here and tell you not to kill yourself because surviving a suicide attempt will tear apart your life.
      you are more than your ocd. you are more than your mental illnesses. please, please, don't try to take your life.

    • @shalisca7378
      @shalisca7378 4 роки тому +1

      @@tabbiicat2483 thank you so much I have survived a previous attempt in the past but I was too terrified to mention what I know know to be OCD so they just told me it's social anxiety I feel like I made my OCD worse from hiding it

  • @szabobenjamin27
    @szabobenjamin27 4 роки тому +1

    00:57-01:00 and 01:37-01:39
    Which movie is this scene from????
    Please

  • @beyza4368
    @beyza4368 6 років тому

    Beth Greene 😢

  • @xxravenxx306
    @xxravenxx306 6 років тому

    I'm broken I cannot be fixed its just who I am

  • @arabellaroseane
    @arabellaroseane 4 роки тому

    This is incredible!
    What show in the 1:53?

    • @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX
      @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX  4 роки тому +1

      Yulanda Bella Armelia Thanks so much! 💕 & that would be marvels agents of shield

    • @arabellaroseane
      @arabellaroseane 4 роки тому

      ShatteredxDreams thank you 💕

  • @iwannadie6266
    @iwannadie6266 6 років тому +1

    This is so good 😶

  • @dlacialee9045
    @dlacialee9045 3 роки тому

    1:43 with Kristen Stewart shows/movie????

  • @loveeemusiccc7662
    @loveeemusiccc7662 4 роки тому

    Movie names?

  • @asmranonymous6125
    @asmranonymous6125 5 років тому

    ian an Cheryl 🔪♥️

  • @millal4555
    @millal4555 6 років тому +1

    what is this song called?

  • @florent8785
    @florent8785 6 років тому +1

    0:59 please after One Tree Hill

  • @wenzzz2870
    @wenzzz2870 2 роки тому

    Song please:)

  • @niewiemmozezoe
    @niewiemmozezoe 4 роки тому

    1:00 please whats the name of move and sorry about bad English

  • @byng841
    @byng841 6 років тому

    Who's the guy from 1:42 from

  • @spreadhappiness3250
    @spreadhappiness3250 5 років тому

    What is 1:26 please ?

  • @shannonkcumming
    @shannonkcumming 5 років тому

    where are the clips 0.41, 0.47, 0.50 from?

  • @user-xb1vj1ws8t
    @user-xb1vj1ws8t 6 років тому

    who's that guy in the hat and running for that bus ? and where's he from?...

  • @ashleyhdollenberg
    @ashleyhdollenberg 6 років тому

    What's the one from 3:01 ?

  • @em-wo3dy
    @em-wo3dy 4 роки тому

    What is the girl at 0.9 seconds from

  • @marianasouberbielle8153
    @marianasouberbielle8153 6 років тому

    2:33? please

  • @1ali1996
    @1ali1996 6 років тому +5

    I'm leaving cumments on dead channels or channels r dying , my cumment is " 😞 another great amazing channel dead "

  • @Tatixo
    @Tatixo 6 років тому

    1:08 where is this scene from?

    • @eshaxee
      @eshaxee 6 років тому

      riverdale

  • @kennedysimone3909
    @kennedysimone3909 6 років тому +1

    3.00?

  • @teodorescuioana2645
    @teodorescuioana2645 6 років тому +1

    Song?

  • @Ash-so5iz
    @Ash-so5iz 4 роки тому

    what’s this song

  • @alyssawagner3590
    @alyssawagner3590 6 років тому

    which fandom is in 1:26

  • @syifafarah
    @syifafarah 4 роки тому +1

    0:24 what show?

  • @ss9816
    @ss9816 5 років тому

    0.13 ???

  • @blahblahjumpswing1504
    @blahblahjumpswing1504 6 років тому +2

    ill be your friend if you hate me Ill hate with you, then after you have to love me, DEAL? :-D

  • @virtualreese
    @virtualreese 5 років тому

    It really sucks when you’re slowly destroying your own body. Pulling out every single hair that will do so, getting called a freak by the people you love, feeling so alone, held captive in your own fucking mind. People tell me “stop pulling” but when I do that I get anxiety and the voice gets louder and louder until you can’t take it. Going through so many eyebrow pencils you can’t count, your legs are covered in scabs and I fucking hate myself. I’m disgusting. And not even the internet supports you, because trichotillomania can’t be romanticized like depression

  • @heidibakkeschink3568
    @heidibakkeschink3568 4 роки тому

    Where is 1:22 from?
    I feel like I’ve seen it before but I can’t remember where...

  • @lunateaaa
    @lunateaaa 6 років тому +2

    3:00 please

  • @esmeeb9670
    @esmeeb9670 6 років тому

    Where is 0:06 fom?

  • @ashcassel5978
    @ashcassel5978 6 років тому

    2:59 3:04 3:07 what are these from?

  • @dead2363
    @dead2363 6 років тому +1

    whats 1:32 from?

  • @megananderson1689
    @megananderson1689 6 років тому +1

    1:44?

  • @sarinaherron386
    @sarinaherron386 4 роки тому

    What show is 1:07

  • @valli9002
    @valli9002 6 років тому

    0:13 movie? Please ❤️

  • @crunchyyummycookieskate5238
    @crunchyyummycookieskate5238 6 років тому

    What’s is 0:05 to 0:06 and 1:12 to 1:13

    • @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX
      @XxxShatteredDreamsxxX  6 років тому

      0:05-0:06 Perks of a wallflower & Riverdale 1:12-1:13 90210 & From Dusk till Dawn.

    • @titanicnotebook6599
      @titanicnotebook6599 6 років тому

      CrunchyYummyCookiesKate ua-cam.com/video/nlbPODTQHSU/v-deo.html

  • @spreadhappiness3250
    @spreadhappiness3250 5 років тому +1

    1:26 ? Please

  • @spreadhappiness3250
    @spreadhappiness3250 5 років тому

    What is 0:35 ?

    • @justmai2476
      @justmai2476 4 роки тому

      It's Kind Of A Funny Story

  • @thomasrose3984
    @thomasrose3984 4 роки тому

    what is 3:06?

  • @fathimaabdulqayoom7705
    @fathimaabdulqayoom7705 3 роки тому

    0:28? and 1:32?

    • @fathimaabdulqayoom7705
      @fathimaabdulqayoom7705 3 роки тому

      @@stavisaga1823 thanks so much! but do you know the one right after the clip of ian in some sort of puddle or something from shameless? cause i actually wanted to know where the clip of the boy floating in a swimming or something is from lol.

  • @joannakuc4017
    @joannakuc4017 5 років тому

    pls name of serie/movie 0:47 , 0:54 , 0:58 , 1:13 , 1:21 , 2:01

  • @jokubasseverusg7161
    @jokubasseverusg7161 6 років тому +1

    0:58 movie

  • @4nna666
    @4nna666 6 років тому +1

    2:15 to 2:20 pls?

  • @redfield842
    @redfield842 2 роки тому

    What’s 0:37