Why do so many people, like me, relate to this song? And prefer this version of it..? It makes me cry acknowledging the fact I can relate to this song, but at the same time, this anti nightcore is beautiful. Thank you.
Lyrics: Awake, I opened my eyes to see A hospital, so white and clean I was walking up to the roof, I think Then can’t recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me, you were there I know, But couldn’t reach the me that would fall down all the time But stand and reach my hand to see… Have you tried crossing over yet? Ah wanna die, wanna die But don’t really wanna die You were there, you would care Making me aware Every scar, all the blood More and more, they’re never done Not enough, not enough Ah wanna die, wanna die But don’t really wanna die If I died, you would cry, and I don’t know why Every scar, all the blood More and more, they’re never done Not enough, not enough When I forget you, I’m all alone without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know A dream, til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and I wanna live, wanna live Deep inside I’ve always been Reaching out for a hand, so don’t let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I’m dead Ah wanna die, wanna die But don’t really wanna die You were there, you would care You know it really isn’t fair Every time I forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not enough, not enough Ah wanna die, wanna die, Wanna die, but I still couldn’t die With you by my side Behind the days I spent alone, afraid Now you’re here to stay Lalala lalala lalala lalala And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day.
Wut ? Anti - nightcore do exist ? That makes no sense ! And THAT is why the Internet is this beautiful, why the Internet is the best thing ever created !
There are literally two things holding me back from my death. 1. Family 2. Most causes of death are slow and painful, I JUST WANNA DIE A QUICK DEATH. (But sometimes I WANT to hurt myself.) Also, this is literally my life explained in a four-minute song.
Let me tell you some stories. One time after a horrible day of school, I flopped onto my bed and did nothing for a while. Then my mom came in the room and asked, "Are you okay?" Then I replied with, "I think I'm depressed.." My mom, probably either in shock, or thought I was lying for pity, said, "You probably just had a bad day at school." She was right, but I just went with it. A few years later, after *another* bad day of school, I laid on my bed at 1.00 AM and the only thing I was thinking about was cutting my skin. I didn't do it, but I only had the thought of doing it. Also, though years 2-4 I was the popular child, always happy, extroverted with a vast imagination. But now, I'm an introvert with no friends. When year 5 hit... Things were.... Different.. I was suddenly disliked, had no friends and nobody would play with me. I'm glad I go to youth club, where I have friends. I'm not depressed now, just kinda sad.. And worrying about Antisepticeye- edit: My friend at youth club was fake. And it sucks because I really want to ask him if he likes Danganronpa and Gravity Falls. After I got into a good roleplay on Roblox, he told me exactly this. "I'm not your friend." "never was or will" I unfriended him and cried in bed for like 30 minutes. I no longer go to the youth club.
As a kid I always wanted to know how it feels to die...now im here wanting to die but I'm afraid that when I try to die il just end up in the hospital and you know parents "friends"...sometimes i ask myself:"what is live for?"...but Please you all should continue to live it will get better and when your sick of real life just fantasy your own a story how you will escape from this place and end up with a better life...just pleas continue to live i'am speking to all of you...I'll continue too for yall 🙂
I interpret the 'Ah, wanna die, wanna die but dont really wanna die. If I died, you would cry and I don't know why'. As 'I wanna die but I don't because it would make you cry, and I don't want you to cry'
“I want to.. But just, Not the pain. I just want the pain to end. But, there are people like, my mother.. and my best friend... they prevent my actions.”
I relate to this song alot, between waking up in a hospital (from overdose) wanting to die but being afraid, self harming constantly, not wanting to upset the ones around me with suicide, honestly It's kinda scary
this is just a feeling people have once in a while when they say they relate to this song, over all you know you haven't done it yet because you feel you still have something to prove in life x)
to everyone single person who can relate to this song. even the people who made me relate to it. I hope you can find happiness and joy in life and I hope you can get passed it. have a good day.
There are things that hold you back. These are the cases for me. 1. Family 2. I have special opportunities that shouldn't be wasted considering all of the unfortunate people in this world. 3. Friends. 4. Maybe it will get better?
There's only 1 person keeping me from killing myself, but they're growing apart and as soon as they leave, I want to disappear, idk. I just needed to put this somewhere, I'm just so tired and ready for them to leave.
Well thats stupid. You could atleast enjoy your life with them. Thats why theres an end to it. But you're too far away from that. You're young. Many people who has cancer died when they expect too live once again. So be lucky to be alive
@@h0zumi this doesn't help with someone's mental health, you do know that right? It kinda makes it worse cuz your saying it in a disrespectful way and trust me I know a lot about this. You will end up making them feel worse so just please stop
@@user-up5eo4dc3d I wasn't being disrespectful. There's a difference between disrespectful and NOT disrespectful. Not all people are the same when it comes to reminding. I know a lot of people who's in this state. Most of them are pretending to be depressed, half of them are real. Maybe it's not helpful for you. But my reminders are helpful to others. Sure mental health is important, but it could be fix too. It's not simple to fix it. But it is simple to find cure. Not the pills, It's called the "People who can help you." He/she might say "People don't care." But trust me, many does. Even people around the world who probably knows you. And to remind you aswell, maybe YOU should stop stopping me from doing this.
@pandaPan its the same with me but i only have 1 person who keeps me from dying and they might be leaving soon And i never told anyone about the depression. So death may be in my aganda soon I just want death to come for me now This was a dark time for me but that was almost 2 years ago. im much better now. So dont worry about me im good. Also i kinda think 2 years ago me was cringey. ya know teenager stuff
HotWireGaming if you ever need to talk please just go to my instagram @lol_my_name_is_connorrrrr , I wanna die but just message me I am here I understand alot I was suicidal all last year
This is something i listen to alot now im not even 13 and im suicidal and depressed as hell, no I don't take medication because I can't trust myself to not overdose im only alive because I can't let my mum find me while I still live at home, especially cause my dad had hung himself 4 years ago, he was in a suicide group and how ironic is it I was in one last year. I was in class 3 days ago talking to my friends how I don't take pills for a reason and then my old crush whatever handed me alot of pills and I almost put them in my pocket but I handed them back saying "don't let me do this to myself yet."
You know. I find it that people that are suffering from depression isn't good, but what really Pisses me of are the Bully's (only if they are in school) thoughts that they're just SEEKING ATTENTION!! 😑. If you are feeling suicidal, please seek help. Talk to someone, you are never alone.
Sometimes I wanna die but then I think of my friends and how lucky I am to have my life and that I shouldn’t take it so i just smack myself or something, but songs like this is almost like seeing a therapist and they just make me feel better and understand someone else’s perspective on what I’m going through because of these songs
In my family... When I wanted to tell my mom I'm depressed... she was like "You're just a kid, you can't be depressed"... She looked at me like a happy little kid... but... What's behind that smile? What's behind the Happy Litle Girl Me? In my smile? A big frown with tears dropping.... The Happy Girl? A dark Shadow that I know is *_worthless, depressed, suicidal, heart-brokened, sensitive, loser, useless_* little girl, when my mom gets angry, she never knows I'm sensitive by words, she tells me like "you're USELESS", even tho I know she never means that... I never speak... My entire family when they get angry at me, they would say, "What? Are you *_depressed_* , you're probably faking it"... I'm sorry for wasting your time reading my worthless story...
I wana die too but what's the point ? Your hurt I know but.. Life and death are the same I know that... If u died u will wait in your tomb till the end of the world comes then we go all to God all people in the world gets what they deserve.... Don't think that your strong to die It's really painful to hear your family crying over your tomb .....
I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die you were there for me why did you come to stop me Everytime you're gone I start to lose myself not enough not enough I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die Just go stay away from this monster that you see I'm sorry my time is up guess this is GOODBYE
...
Tiddey Sprinkles
Lol
What-
Wtf
Same
@@agentstarmyles ._.
Why do so many people, like me, relate to this song? And prefer this version of it..? It makes me cry acknowledging the fact I can relate to this song, but at the same time, this anti nightcore is beautiful. Thank you.
This is so underrated.. This is one of the best songs i have heard, especially like this. Thank you for this masterpiece.
Edit: Thanks for the heart
The most relatable song I've ever heard in my life.
SilentHunterOfFoxes SAME!!!!!!!!😂
sadly i relate!
Lyrics:
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can’t recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there I know,
But couldn’t reach the me
that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see…
Have you tried crossing over yet?
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don’t really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they’re never done
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don’t really wanna die
If I died, you would cry,
and I don’t know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they’re never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you,
I’m all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show,
the past I used to know
A dream, til I see every part of me,
eyes of red following
and I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I’ve always been
Reaching out for a hand,
so don’t let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I’m dead
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don’t really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn’t fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die,
Wanna die, but I still couldn’t die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you’re here to stay
Lalala lalala lalala lalala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain
we felt on that day.
В рай без очереди
congratulations u wasted your time
@@marcy6723 fr
The song is catchy,
But the words are so sad >-
This is honestly one of the best anti nightcores ever made, like no joke
i dont know if youll ever see this but please never delete this, its been helping me cope with things for 3+ years and its special to me now
Wut ? Anti - nightcore do exist ? That makes no sense ! And THAT is why the Internet is this beautiful, why the Internet is the best thing ever created !
There's also daycore, which is essentially the same thing
@@amnpsycia anti-nightcore is just daycore but stupid people don't know its name
@@ccccoffcoff9791 How are people stupid, just because they don't know it's name? I didn't know it was called daycore either.
It's called daycore aha
@@blueheart6943 as I said, you're an idiot then.
There are literally two things holding me back from my death.
1. Family
2. Most causes of death are slow and painful, I JUST WANNA DIE A QUICK DEATH. (But sometimes I WANT to hurt myself.)
Also, this is literally my life explained in a four-minute song.
Me too
Same
Is there a quick way to die?
when i try to let my friends know something i show them this song or When She Cries even Her Last Words..
Same, I’m here tho :)
This is the best Anti-Nightcore/Daycore I've heard
Let me tell you some stories.
One time after a horrible day of school, I flopped onto my bed and did nothing for a while. Then my mom came in the room and asked, "Are you okay?" Then I replied with, "I think I'm depressed.." My mom, probably either in shock, or thought I was lying for pity, said, "You probably just had a bad day at school." She was right, but I just went with it.
A few years later, after *another* bad day of school, I laid on my bed at 1.00 AM and the only thing I was thinking about was cutting my skin. I didn't do it, but I only had the thought of doing it.
Also, though years 2-4 I was the popular child, always happy, extroverted with a vast imagination. But now, I'm an introvert with no friends. When year 5 hit... Things were.... Different.. I was suddenly disliked, had no friends and nobody would play with me. I'm glad I go to youth club, where I have friends. I'm not depressed now, just kinda sad.. And worrying about Antisepticeye-
edit: My friend at youth club was fake. And it sucks because I really want to ask him if he likes Danganronpa and Gravity Falls. After I got into a good roleplay on Roblox, he told me exactly this. "I'm not your friend." "never was or will" I unfriended him and cried in bed for like 30 minutes. I no longer go to the youth club.
Im sorry that happened to you..
Was this me commenting this? 😂 I love antisepticie and I was also liked
I just feel pushed away, but I act happy
...
For them
•Ķīţšï • same.
I’m always happy for *someone else*
anti is prolly coming back soon. theres been hints and glitches in some of jacks latest videos.
I've always wanted to die but I'm afraid to 😐😊
Night Raven Yeah, takes a lot of courage.
Yup
Night Raven same but then I realized killing myself is stupid
same 😔
Same ,'-,' i really want to die
Damn this song hits hard...
Way better than the original
Ok
As a kid I always wanted to know how it feels to die...now im here wanting to die but I'm afraid that when I try to die il just end up in the hospital and you know parents "friends"...sometimes i ask myself:"what is live for?"...but Please you all should continue to live it will get better and when your sick of real life just fantasy your own a story how you will escape from this place and end up with a better life...just pleas continue to live i'am speking to all of you...I'll continue too for yall 🙂
I feel like this song is written by someone who watches me 24/7 to be honest.
Ive found a song that describes me oml... :'3
charatheangel dreemurr same
Same
Song: goes off
Me: SPAMS REPLAY BUTTON
0:54 I think there was a video on an app that started this audio right here.
RainKitsu 96 tiktok
3:01 my favorite part UwU
0:50
Thx!
I interpret the 'Ah, wanna die, wanna die but dont really wanna die. If I died, you would cry and I don't know why'. As 'I wanna die but I don't because it would make you cry, and I don't want you to cry'
The POV character doesn't understand how anyone could show sympathy or pity for her. She can't fathom anyone caring about her at all.
@@atalantafugiens0426 was just saying how I interpret it. Everyone interprets music differently. The freedom of doing that is what makes music good.
“I want to.. But just, Not the pain. I just want the pain to end. But, there are people like, my mother.. and my best friend... they prevent my actions.”
I relate to this song alot, between waking up in a hospital (from overdose) wanting to die but being afraid, self harming constantly, not wanting to upset the ones around me with suicide, honestly It's kinda scary
this is just a feeling people have once in a while when they say they relate to this song, over all you know you haven't done it yet because you feel you still have something to prove in life x)
Things holding me back:
-myself
-friends
-family
I know I'll regret it so I'm too scared to
Me and my life
to everyone single person who can relate to this song. even the people who made me relate to it. I hope you can find happiness and joy in life and I hope you can get passed it. have a good day.
no thoughts just
this song stuck in my head✋😔
mk. this is the first time seeing your channel, i thought,
"There's a leek in the boat!"
why does this song hit me so hard and make me cry?
*probably cause all of it happened/applies to me*
Wow this is great audio :)
This song reminds me of my great grandfather, I also always to die to do I can see my gran farther
One like - one tear for me😢
Please don’t use depression for likes ._.
it’s 3 in the morning and this is
the song i chose to have an existential crisis to
good soup 👌
There are things that hold you back. These are the cases for me.
1. Family
2. I have special opportunities that shouldn't be wasted considering all of the unfortunate people in this world.
3. Friends.
4. Maybe it will get better?
it will get better
hopefully
1:46 I like that part and all of it :>
There's only 1 person keeping me from killing myself, but they're growing apart and as soon as they leave, I want to disappear, idk. I just needed to put this somewhere, I'm just so tired and ready for them to leave.
I know that feel, want to talk about it?
I want to die but at the same time I don’t wanna lose my friends. I’m afraid that I’m gonna lose it one day and that I’m going to try it anyway.
M-me to
Well thats stupid. You could atleast enjoy your life with them. Thats why theres an end to it. But you're too far away from that. You're young. Many people who has cancer died when they expect too live once again. So be lucky to be alive
@@h0zumi this doesn't help with someone's mental health, you do know that right? It kinda makes it worse cuz your saying it in a disrespectful way and trust me I know a lot about this. You will end up making them feel worse so just please stop
You can get through this :)
@@user-up5eo4dc3d I wasn't being disrespectful. There's a difference between disrespectful and NOT disrespectful. Not all people are the same when it comes to reminding. I know a lot of people who's in this state. Most of them are pretending to be depressed, half of them are real. Maybe it's not helpful for you. But my reminders are helpful to others. Sure mental health is important, but it could be fix too. It's not simple to fix it. But it is simple to find cure. Not the pills, It's called the "People who can help you." He/she might say "People don't care." But trust me, many does. Even people around the world who probably knows you. And to remind you aswell, maybe YOU should stop stopping me from doing this.
I really wish I could find this on spotifyyy
i get it people are depressed and suicidal from bullies, but why is nobody else depressed from family
*,,Wanna die, Wanna die! But don't really wanna die..."*
*when you start to finally relate to this song after listening to it a lot for the last year*
Surprised pikachu face
I know nightcore, but anti? This has introduced me to something new.
TikTok:you my Property now
do i hear, " Moto really wanna die "
even though this song is related to suicide and all that, i guess a good joke wont hurt
It's easier to sing along to in the deeper version. It's Sooooooooo bettah than before >:3
The deepness in my heart describes it.
Put it at 1.25× and listen
??? Why is this aged restricted while gacha isn't?
Isn’t anti nightcore called daycore? Idk I forgot
Yes, I think so
Oyasumi
Yes, yes it is m8
They are the same thing just different names ^^"
I’m getting help for suicidal tendencies but I still love this song... I don’t think I’ll ever be able to abandon this.
This song is so good
This just straight up remind me of TPN. Most of the lyrics match. I wanna make an edit of it too!
Coming back to this song cause of my mental state:
Woohoo! Vocaloid making its appearance on Nightcore! Or Anti nightcore... doesnt matter, this is good!
Three words angels of death
She Is from Hetalia Axis Powers?(sorry for my bad english)
Me looking at all of the fake depressed people in the comments 🧍
0:54 for the meme😍
@pandaPan
its the same with me but i only have 1 person who keeps me from dying and they might be leaving soon
And i never told anyone about the depression. So death may be in my aganda soon
I just want death to come for me now
This was a dark time for me but that was almost 2 years ago. im much better now. So dont worry about me im good. Also i kinda think 2 years ago me was cringey. ya know teenager stuff
HotWireGaming uhhhhhh pls don’t kill your self...it’s not fun to end up in a mental hospital if you survive
HotWireGaming if you ever need to talk please just go to my instagram @lol_my_name_is_connorrrrr , I wanna die but just message me I am here I understand alot I was suicidal all last year
HotWireGaming Hey? I hope you’re still here
@@tsukishoww hey im doing fine now. i kinda forgot this exsited. much more better place now tho
@Rheya Reichman hi im fine now a days
honestly this song is very relatable,it takes a lot of courage if yknow what im talking abt
Tiktok: *its free real estate*
For some reason.... this slowed version slaps harder then the original
To everyone in the comments feeling suicidal, don't do it. You'll find a reason to live as long as you keep living it.
AAA YES~
This song describes me a lot :)
Damn this song is such a bop :0!
there’s only one person keeping me sane and keeping me from killing myself. nathalie i love you please don’t leave me i need you.
"I cant wait for this to happen to me" :)
it's bad that i relate to this song
This is something i listen to alot now im not even 13 and im suicidal and depressed as hell, no I don't take medication because I can't trust myself to not overdose im only alive because I can't let my mum find me while I still live at home, especially cause my dad had hung himself 4 years ago, he was in a suicide group and how ironic is it I was in one last year. I was in class 3 days ago talking to my friends how I don't take pills for a reason and then my old crush whatever handed me alot of pills and I almost put them in my pocket but I handed them back saying "don't let me do this to myself yet."
@Rheya Reichman eh shes too busy with my brother who has just put our lives on the line
i don‘t want to die
i just never asked for a life
It’s sounds great 👍🏻
You know. I find it that people that are suffering from depression isn't good, but what really Pisses me of are the Bully's (only if they are in school) thoughts that they're just SEEKING ATTENTION!! 😑. If you are feeling suicidal, please seek help. Talk to someone, you are never alone.
This reminds of yuri
Somehow this sounds normal
Incrível!!! :0
Im Happy
dazai kinnies let me hear you
I’ve always thought of suiciding but I’m too scared
Same dude...
I like nightcore better than anti ones but this is GOOD
This song reminds me of when i went to my girlfriends house for a sleep over and we were singing this song and now this song is in my head
Bro why is this low key the best version of this song
Que cancion tan bella💔
this how I when I go to school
Do you know the kind of funny that only exists because the alternative would be death?
Yeah.... That's me!
Anti night core is Daycore but nice job
Cool
I relate to this song a lot.
Y'know songs that have like baby voices sing a song like this and when you put it into daycore, it's more real
Juby sounds like a lot of the miserable women I have to live around in England with this voice tone
Dying while this song plays is just different i should know atm LMFAo choe
Sometimes I wanna die but then I think of my friends and how lucky I am to have my life and that I shouldn’t take it so i just smack myself or something, but songs like this is almost like seeing a therapist and they just make me feel better and understand someone else’s perspective on what I’m going through because of these songs
In my family... When I wanted to tell my mom I'm depressed... she was like "You're just a kid, you can't be depressed"... She looked at me like a happy little kid... but... What's behind that smile? What's behind the Happy Litle Girl Me? In my smile? A big frown with tears dropping.... The Happy Girl? A dark Shadow that I know is *_worthless, depressed, suicidal, heart-brokened, sensitive, loser, useless_* little girl, when my mom gets angry, she never knows I'm sensitive by words, she tells me like "you're USELESS", even tho I know she never means that... I never speak... My entire family when they get angry at me, they would say, "What? Are you *_depressed_* , you're probably faking it"... I'm sorry for wasting your time reading my worthless story...
You're not wasting ANYONE'S time!!! And you are NOT worthless!!!
I wana die too but what's the point ?
Your hurt I know but..
Life and death are the same I know that...
If u died u will wait in your tomb till the end of the world comes then we go all to God all people in the world gets what they deserve....
Don't think that your strong to die
It's really painful to hear your family crying over your tomb .....
The song is so coooooool
Yasss.
I LOVE ANTI NIGHTCORE
I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die you were there for me why did you come to stop me Everytime you're gone I start to lose myself not enough not enough I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die Just go stay away from this monster that you see I'm sorry my time is up guess this is GOODBYE