Blog: First

Well I have made my first video blog and I'm trying to talk about what its like living with high functioning autism, well the pros have said this is what I have.
So far I'd say there right, I have noticed when I'm with others who have autism, I don't feel so alien and I do fit in. But but me with normal people and most of the time I'll shy away, I am prone to out bursts before I'll settle down, and yes I can say what is wrong with me and inform others (normal people) how to react. Sadly they won't take my advice, well things fall apart.
So what have I been doing, I have been socially withdrawing myself. Not a good choice, well after what happened with Tasmanian Polytechnic, I don't really see another way to move forward. But I'm still left trying to find a way to get a job, that isn't temporary or casual. While to some theses jobs may be the way of life, for me they only serve to cause mental brake downs, not the jobs themselves but having them can cause all kinds of issues.
Anyway with my attempts, at trying to keep myself under control. I need somewhere to let lose my steam. Welcome to my non destructive way, Its hard for me to be destructive in a way others are, sadly.
Please i don't like internet talk in replies, use basic english. Any short letter used and I will delete you comment.
O and on a last note, Polytechnic did give me other options for study. I did agree to them, but and the BIG BUT... the team leader there never and I mean never listened when I said "Yes" and such. So to stop the headache I dropped out, not something I'm happy with but nun the less it happened, I think my next video I'll talk about what happened and why?