A First Timer’s Foray Into Ego Death With DMT & Mushrooms

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  • @KingJim97
    @KingJim97 10 місяців тому +86

    The power of psychedelics man. We are all one and one is all, hope the writer has found peace in themselves after their experience a real breakthrough can be terrifying to go through.

    • @DicceyFDollaz
      @DicceyFDollaz 10 місяців тому

      I've been stuck for quite a few years I think almost 10. I need to go back but I don't have it. I'm about to get the mimosa hostilis just to try so I can go. Any ideas I feel like I. Gonna get ripped off on telegram

    • @Vivec
      @Vivec  10 місяців тому +25

      ​@@lorcan8484yes we are

    • @cameronhuff5170
      @cameronhuff5170 10 місяців тому +9

      ​@@lorcan8484There is nothing about physical matter in which you could deduce the qualities of experience. Consciousness doesn't come from matter, it comes from one larger consciousness. That's where everything comes from.

    • @NovaVision612
      @NovaVision612 10 місяців тому

      ⁠​⁠@@lorcan8484yes we are you goofball😆 i am you and you are me, and the only thing keeping you from realizing that is your ignorance, cognitive dissonance… and all that means is you have a hard time accepting what’s true, cause you’re too scared of letting go of what you thought was,
      we are one collective consciousness that each person on earth has a small spec of dmt in there brain wich can be seen as consciousness, and as a whole we all make up collective consciousness wich is in simple terms, god👽✌️

    • @nospoon17
      @nospoon17 10 місяців тому +1

      I know man. psychedelics aren’t for the faint of heart.

  • @SoogySploogy
    @SoogySploogy 10 місяців тому +45

    Pizza night with the boys and we're all on the couch rn listening to this. Love your videos so, SO much. Thank you for blessing our YT feeds once again.
    Fly high and safe travels out there, Ily all 💙

    • @Vivec
      @Vivec  10 місяців тому +6

      ua-cam.com/video/TRgdA9_FsXM/v-deo.htmlsi=P1898UKKInouheMF

    • @SoogySploogy
      @SoogySploogy 10 місяців тому +2

      @@Vivec oh it is indeed 🙏

  • @southlondon86
    @southlondon86 10 місяців тому +6

    LOL the Terrence McKenna impression. I was about to fall asleep to this but now I’m cracking up 😂

  • @greatestytcommentator
    @greatestytcommentator 10 місяців тому +14

    Most of the problem - aside from the 5x overdose of DMT - would be, coming up and peaking on shrooms while coming down from DMT.
    People REALLY don't respect shrooms do they?
    Also, at the end, as I expected, there was cannabis in the house... OP didn't state whether he had smoked any... but.. it's a fair bet..

    • @KingJim97
      @KingJim97 10 місяців тому +5

      I learned to respect shrooms the hard way. Had a fucking crazy trip earlier this year when I took 3.5g of the things. Was wild bro not gonna lie

    • @greatestytcommentator
      @greatestytcommentator 8 місяців тому

      @@KingJim97 that would certainly be ... one of your 5 a day!

  • @EpicTurtle4423
    @EpicTurtle4423 10 місяців тому +15

    McKenna voice! McKenna voice! 😂

  • @shanesmith734
    @shanesmith734 10 місяців тому +9

    I remember when you barely had 10k subs. Now you're almost 110k. Amazing. I knew you'd make it though.

  • @FaZeBuffet333
    @FaZeBuffet333 10 місяців тому +4

    That feedback loop shit sucks 🤣

  • @nostalgiatrip7331
    @nostalgiatrip7331 10 місяців тому +10

    Vivec I want to thank you for your awesome readings. It's been an insane year for me as me and my wife had our first child. I think it's beautiful to listen to mystical experiences of strangers and glean their own personal insights gained from the trips. When I'm back in UK, I'd totally smoke a joint with ya ✌️

  • @futurehistory2110
    @futurehistory2110 7 місяців тому +2

    2:50 It's almost like on psychedelics, the mind fragments and certain parts know what's going on but the conscious does not. Also, when you hear of people shouting IRL while they are not even talking in their own internal experience, it provides an unsettling insight into the idea that we are not simply 'one consciousness' or 'one mind'.

    • @parzival8331
      @parzival8331 6 місяців тому

      Can you elaborate the last bit?

  • @WakingDreams34
    @WakingDreams34 10 місяців тому +4

    i just want to thank you for the content you make, and finding these great reports. i listen to them as im going to sleep almost every night and i often listen to them first thing in the morning while im getting ready. it puts me in the right state of mind and grounds me. gets me thinking about the right kind of stuff when i have time to think and helps me from getting to sucked in to the materialism of everyday life. especially being in a place in life where i havent been able to trip in some time.

  • @mudbuket8064
    @mudbuket8064 10 місяців тому +7

    Another great video trip report as always ,been watching you for a couple years now and every video gives me some comfort in this world.

    • @OrionsMako
      @OrionsMako 10 місяців тому +2

      He's got a great delivery. Hope his channel gets huge.

  • @jugular2797
    @jugular2797 9 місяців тому +3

    I’ve encountered these faceless humanoid beings of light in what seems like the 4th dimension before, and I think about them all the time. I wasn’t lucky enough to communicate with one (at least not that I can remember), but their speed and the structures they built out of thin air were amazingly otherworldly. Does anyone know who or what these beings are? I’ve spent a long time searching for these answers specifically, and hearing similar reports makes me feel comforted in knowing I’m not the only one with a boggled mind.

  • @NovaVision612
    @NovaVision612 8 місяців тому +2

    I can't tell you how low my jaw dropped when I heard how much dmt this guy actually did

  • @stockton.t8318
    @stockton.t8318 10 місяців тому +5

    Hey can we submit our stories directly to you?

    • @Vivec
      @Vivec  10 місяців тому +3

      Check the description

  • @paawanarora1111
    @paawanarora1111 9 місяців тому +2

    If ego death has happened then who is it that wants another ego death ?

  • @corygetz8484
    @corygetz8484 8 місяців тому +1

    We all end up with the mushrooms in the end.

  • @crono3339
    @crono3339 10 місяців тому +1

    That music.....is that Cloud Strife struggling inside of his ego in the life stream? FF7?

  • @bump9291
    @bump9291 10 місяців тому +1

    Legend ❤

  • @jayvlyn
    @jayvlyn 2 місяці тому

    This told me an important lesson, no matter what you do you wont be able to control what DMT does to you.

  • @kajaopalnest
    @kajaopalnest 10 місяців тому

    I love these educational videos, especially deliriants!!!! it makes me want to stay strictly to weed cus it seems WAYYYYY too risky to try anything else

    • @noahwinkler1304
      @noahwinkler1304 9 місяців тому +1

      Bro dmt and shrooms aren’t deleriants there psychedelics, proper doses and good set and setting with psychedelics aren’t really risky at all

    • @kajaopalnest
      @kajaopalnest 9 місяців тому

      @@noahwinkler1304 oh OK! but I do still find deliriants interesting x3

  • @qp1946
    @qp1946 10 місяців тому +1

    early as fuck to a vivec video is the best feelinf

  • @Ehecatl1111
    @Ehecatl1111 10 місяців тому +1

    Would you be interested in an ayahuasca ceremony story deep in the jungle? I have a good one where the medicine put me on the floor.

    • @Vivec
      @Vivec  10 місяців тому +1

      Send it to the email in the description

  • @ethangalan4160
    @ethangalan4160 10 місяців тому

    Bro complaining about consciousness when Walmart sells lobotomies for 50$ on clearance

  • @TheIrrationalSkeptic
    @TheIrrationalSkeptic 9 місяців тому

    Final Fantasy X. Tidus in the tundra. This game was my life. Navigating this tundra was difficult and annoying.
    Till date one of the best games ever played on PS-2.

  • @jonathandunkerley7260
    @jonathandunkerley7260 10 місяців тому

    Not sure it was the 4 stems/caps mate, probs still the 160 mg’s!

  • @monkfish3099
    @monkfish3099 10 місяців тому +2

    If you get the message, hang up the phone ;)

    • @sporydic8278
      @sporydic8278 10 місяців тому +4

      I received the message, but I can’t remember the phone number.

    • @paawanarora1111
      @paawanarora1111 9 місяців тому

      @@sporydic8278you don’t even need the phone number to hang the phone

  • @coleuk1436
    @coleuk1436 9 місяців тому

    That Terrence McKenna voice though 😂 really caught me off guard that

  • @DirtyNastySxicide
    @DirtyNastySxicide 9 місяців тому +8

    I’ve wondered if the world we see while on psychedelics is the real world, I’ve done dmt more time than I can count, changed my life for the better

  • @Sumthin-i6h
    @Sumthin-i6h 10 місяців тому

    I was falling asleep to this and i got fuckin jumpscared when you started talking like terrence mckenna

  • @okaybudy6076
    @okaybudy6076 10 місяців тому +2

    Early bird

    • @Vivec
      @Vivec  10 місяців тому +9

      Catches the astral worm entity of dimension LX-430

  • @kaylamorris283
    @kaylamorris283 10 місяців тому

    I'm curious if anyone has my issue. So I have visual snow since I was a kid and I don't get visuals like everyone else. Even if I take 2 hits (lsd) my brother will have amazing visuals but I barely have anything. I do have intense mental amd physical things that happen. I have also done unexplainable things with sober people present so It's Def not just the trip. I will have a breakthrough type of thing happen that I have to not fight but when it happens it's a flood of information, love and bliss. Complete loss of ego . Equally terrifying and beautiful. Sounds similar to 5meo but remaining in the body. Can anyone else relate????

    • @bruce7096
      @bruce7096 10 місяців тому

      yeah I don't have visuals either just expansion of consciousness on LSD

  • @antonj7944
    @antonj7944 9 місяців тому

    looks like old guild wars 2 :^)
    also epic content!!!

  • @Ybf-carl420
    @Ybf-carl420 10 місяців тому +2

    tysm vivec, can go schleepy now hah

    • @Ybf-carl420
      @Ybf-carl420 10 місяців тому

      gn from aus ❤

    • @Vivec
      @Vivec  10 місяців тому +1

      Sweet dreams my g

  • @paulmulligan2895
    @paulmulligan2895 10 місяців тому +1

    love the TmcK impression lol

    • @Vivec
      @Vivec  10 місяців тому +2

      I might do a full reading of a report in that voice sometime hahaha

  • @eugenef0zzy
    @eugenef0zzy 10 місяців тому

    The people always ask me why I’m so angary! 0:10

  • @MasterYodaaa
    @MasterYodaaa 9 місяців тому

    Appreciate you sharing these stories vivec!

  • @brodychapelle
    @brodychapelle 10 місяців тому

  • @jeffreyrogers6244
    @jeffreyrogers6244 10 місяців тому

    What a beautiful trip report

  • @jknock148
    @jknock148 10 місяців тому

    Best trip reports I’ve ever heard 🎉

  • @aug.jam.1
    @aug.jam.1 10 місяців тому

    Great vid once again m8 ❤🎉

  • @Bigenormous_1
    @Bigenormous_1 10 місяців тому

    Hooray mushrooms

  • @robertbendik1364
    @robertbendik1364 10 місяців тому

    Hey 👋

  • @Bitjet
    @Bitjet 10 місяців тому

    Great report

  • @anonomix1426
    @anonomix1426 10 місяців тому

    How do you define ego death in contrast to ego disillusion

    • @MrTrda
      @MrTrda 10 місяців тому +5

      Good question…. I would define Ego disillusion as a compromised sense of self, a fleeting experience of loosing one’s sense of self. Ego death is the experience of a seemingly actual physical death. You think you are going to die, this is the end - you are succumbed to the idea that you have no choice but to die and so you do… but instead of dying you are “born again” into the awareness that “you” are a fiction.

    • @newusernamehere4772
      @newusernamehere4772 10 місяців тому

      Ego dissolution is the comeup, ego death is the "peak" (complete blackout/whiteout), ego reconstruction is the comedown. This in very high doses, usually it's just ego dissolution - this happens in varying amounts on all psychedelics (and in sobriety)

    • @newusernamehere4772
      @newusernamehere4772 10 місяців тому

      Im explaining it with the assumption youve had it before but it really is just complete dissociation no sight no sound no self nothing. Like being asleep with no dreams. Ego dissolution/reconstruction is more interesting because we can actually experience it.

    • @paawanarora1111
      @paawanarora1111 9 місяців тому

      The ego never dies even after you die

  • @zelirious4504
    @zelirious4504 10 місяців тому

    Was that a gaster au intro song

    • @Vivec
      @Vivec  10 місяців тому

      The music's in the description

    • @zelirious4504
      @zelirious4504 10 місяців тому

      @@Vivec wow neat. Didn't know those songs were so similarly chorded

  • @hrltx.made.enrique9851
    @hrltx.made.enrique9851 10 місяців тому

    What do yall think this connection could have with religion? I ask because I heard from another video that in order to truly accept Christ into your life (sin free) you must lose your ego 🧐

    • @KingJim97
      @KingJim97 10 місяців тому

      Imo I'd say it doesn't really have much, if anything, to do with religion. I don't have any evidence to back my claim besides a strong hunch

    • @MalXavier
      @MalXavier 10 місяців тому +1

      If you’re religious then an experience like this would equate to feeling reborn, “egoless” in a way that one would feel the presence of their respective God. Usually when experiences like this happen naturally for religious people, you usually hear about how god turned their life around, sharing the word of Christ, etc. Psychedelic experiences are similar but many come from the experience feeling God as everything or just a loving energy that we are all linked together by. I may have understood your question but i hope it somewhat made sense

    • @newusernamehere4772
      @newusernamehere4772 10 місяців тому

      Theres a substantial amount of evidence to suggest that Western religion (and many others) are just people trying to explain the psychedelic experience translated and mistranslated across centuries. Ive even heard it said that Jesus was just a metaphor for psilocybin and ive certainly seen Christ plenty of times while in deep

    • @newusernamehere4772
      @newusernamehere4772 10 місяців тому

      Also Biblically accurate angels are literally just psychedelic entities

    • @newusernamehere4772
      @newusernamehere4772 10 місяців тому +1

      Actually now that I think about it I've seen just about every god demon angel mythical creature animal and alien possible show up in my room doing this type of shit

  • @toxiiwnl
    @toxiiwnl 10 місяців тому

    I dont like the accent :(

    • @Vivec
      @Vivec  10 місяців тому +9

      The accent doesn't like you either

    • @bendenton580
      @bendenton580 День тому

      Yorkshire ❤

  • @Explicitneeds
    @Explicitneeds 10 місяців тому +3

    great video dude, good to hear a fellow uk voice reading these kinds of stories. earned a sub.

  • @wizard4203
    @wizard4203 9 місяців тому

    VIVEC RAMYSWAY 2024