This song at night while thinking about so many things in your mind atm and just silently being in you room while others are sleeping is so hard because we all go through so much stuff and its hard to keep control especially losing the ones you love the most
This song reminds me of losing someone you love. Losing someone you spend every living second with. You ate with them, laughed with them, went through hell with them. They brought you out of your shell, you never felt more comfortable with a human being than you ever did with this person. But when they're gone the world's loneliness only grows. Eating, laughing, talking, absolutely everything reminds you of them, even merely living. And now you just don't feel comfortable, don't feel like yourself. You just feel like you're fake, everything feels so unreal without them. And slowly as time progresses you forget. The memories don't feel like they've actually happened, no matter the amount of times you replayed them in your head. You panic and feel like you're losing them, there's a struggle to find those feelings that you felt in those memories with them, but you just can't find them, did they even happen? You don't feel comfortable with anyone else, laughing with other people, eating with other people, breathing with other people. It almost feels like you're betraying them, but you're not. You just don't feel like it's real, doing everything you did with them with someone else, it feels so wrong and you just get that feeling to run, to go somewhere dark, to close your eyes and just disappear, to forget it all, to just be normal again, to be able to laugh with someone else, to be able to smile with someone else, to be able to breathe with someone else, to be able to eat with someone else, to be able to sit there and just LIVE around someone else without it reminding you of them, without it hurting so damn bad.
I cried so much reading this… we done everything together and she’s gone now… I miss my Ayla so much she blocked me and I can’t even tell her how much I love her …
Lyrics: Would I be able to speak after a stiff drink Would it break my panic Would the sweat stop pouring out Slow and deliberate With her words she'll walk through my heart Those eyes light a fire in the stomach Fall apart from the inside out
The slowed version is like the state of being stuck in a depressive state. Regular is like just feeling upset but having to hide it. This one is like getting over all of it but having the nostalgia of it still being there/ remembering those sad moments and being able to move past it happily. Like putting a ghost to rest or finally finding peace Like the sun coming out after a storm. But the clouds are still there. Everything is still damp
God I can't wait for the snow, such a peaceful and calm feeling with so many memories tied to it. Don't take this world as a hard one, it will try to beat you down again and again but keep your head up and focus on the things that make you enjoy your existence. You're all worth it, don't forget that.
I can't wait for the snow, such a peaceful and calm feeling with so many memories tied to it. Don't take this world as a hard one, it will try to beat you down again and again but keep your head up and focus on the things that make you enjoy your existence. You're all worth it, don't forget that. Don't ask why i send you this, my best girlfriend
Randomly, I play this song and look at the ceiling thinking about life and what I have been through, from start to now. It lets me remember the loved ones I’ve lost that I might never see again and the good old days when I was having so much fun. I’ve lost many friends, online friends and family members. I’m happy I’m still living a happy life with my family and I hope you all are to. Just remember, if you ever feel depressed, there will always be someone there for you. ❤
This music is like my life. My mother always and forever but since my late father divorced her because of family. She was unhappy because she wasted 10+ year's living there in agony because of how she's treated. She got a new flat to live and it was uncomfortable but still she's grateful. Every weekend we, my brother and I visited her and do our activities together. We miss her every day and wish to visit her again. Also I have asked why she loved my little brother more than me (I was 8 and my brother is 5) is because my brother have no mother beside him everyday that's why she loved him more which is a reality for me to realize that I'm lucky to grow up with my mother still. After few year before 2019 when COVID break out,she got a new apartment to live in it was cramped But much better. During the year my mother was getting along with my father but not too much just a family member. But during the first year COVID, my late father got cancer. It was a stage 4 leukemia. He fought the cancer pretty good but he's getting worser each day. The day his last breath, he was talking and being alright but the next day he just lie down. He can hear but he can't see. It was devastating. I was my first family member death. So I was so depressed. After 2 years, my mother bought another new place that she like (because she like space so it doesn't feel cramped) which is very good. Now I got all facilities I wanted, but I don't feel enough because my mother still loved my brother more and I didn't get equal love. It make me feel abandon. I asked her why she doesn't love me the same. And she's angrily answer saying that how the food, the hospitality she gave is not enough. I also got scolded a lot because of my brother mistake. Everyday I always the one who is in pain. I don't know what to say but it was the fate of me. But I still love her even after that, because you never know when your parent isn't there anymore 😔. Oh, before my late father died he say to my mother to marry him again when he gets healthy, she also agreed. Maybe because both of them regret their decision. Anyway thanks for reading my messages about my mother and I life.
Can we just take a minute to talk about that picture at the backround? It feels so strange, yet so nostalgic. I feel like if i was home here. I feel safe, i have a quite christmas vibe there. I keep thinking about Home Alone, and i have no idea why. This is my safe place. A place, where i can let my feelings out, i don't have to cry, or be sad or desperate for someone understanding me here. Looking at this photo just makes me feel loved. Makes me realize, that i have some kind of value. I don't have to be pathetically depressed about the smallest things, its just as enough as listening to this song. Winter comes in a few months, the calm mood. No need to be sad. Everyone knows that the best things come close to the edge of "the End".
@@vrtical9503 Gurl shut your crusty musty barbie pfp mought, and go watch cartoons. I tried to express how this makes me fell, and its your fault for not understanding it, i dont need anyone reading this, its just my opinion. Also, when you are too bored of your life, there are other things to do than writing rude useless comments under other people's comments. This was supposed to be something that would warm someone up like it did to me, and it wasnt made just for you to hate on it.
real! (i think im going through a midlife crisis at a young age for the third time in my life, i dont know who i am or what i want/need, i push everyone away and dont let anyone in but i want love and close relationships, but my brain has put up a wall because of how everyone has treated my in the past, im extremely happy and laughing then 37 minutes later i feel like i fell into a hole and can’t get out but then 183 minutes later i find myself at a peak happy again. my brain does what it wants when it wants despite how i should actually and want to feel. but im gonna put on a mask and go to sleep and wake up and go to work and wear that mask until i have the chance to be alone again)
I had a dream last night that I was performing this song on stage for a girl I once had a huge crush on, and the song was somehow able to perfectly articulate exactly how I feel (or felt) for every girl I've ever had very strong feelings for in my life.
i hope that one you realize how truly special you are. you are capable of so much! you are beautiful and awesome. the world wouldn't be the same without you. just hang in there a little longer for life to get better. life always has its ups and downs you just gotta get through them with your strong self. stay safe love.
Uploaded on my 16th. This band has given me so much creative power and this recreation, rendition, whatever, makes it so much more akin to what I want to sound like.
go outside even for a walk talk to people friends will help accept you aren't able to just get through things sometimes help is there clean your environment clean home clean mind you'll be ok it's an uphill struggle but you'll be OK if you truly want to be
I’m in my senior year and i don’t want highschool to end man, it’s the worst fucking feeling to have Things are finally going my way after the absolute worst years of my life, yet i’ll be on my own when i graduate, all of my friends’ll drift apart over a few years and i’ll be heading into college while currently having ZERO plans for my future :(
This song in particular Make me think about my grandma I saw her one year ago and she would call my grandma After every call she would say"do good it school you boys don't fight love you!" On July 3 she died on her pouch I saw the open coffin I didn't cry but I think about her when I listen to this song.
small vent this song described me at home and outdoors, peaceful, calm but has a feeling that it doesnt feel alright. i feel like i need to take a break but i cant, im attached to it like im a toy in a box. strapped and have no emotions on the outside.
this can either be... depression or anger or calmness. idrk its just... something else but heres a nice quote "i like the rain, it likes to hide my tears."
This image gives me a good feeling. Reminds me of the winter that i fell deep in love with a beautiful girl i lost touch with. The song makes it better too
I had enough of my family bullshit. I left the house. I ditched my parents. I stayed at my girl’s house. I finally got the happiness I wanted. The happiness i needed. I turned off my notifications of my parents. I finally had time to focus on myself. I felt what true joy felt like. All the time out of home brought my parents together. I took a deep breath and came back home. My parents shocked. They gave me a hug. They said they’ll finally change. Let’s hope they actually do.
This was one of the songs I used to listen to when I was going through a rough time I come back sometimes to this and I’m very proud of myself I’m actually genuinely happy
I feel so much while listening to this song, though my main thoughts are different from other. I think of that one person that I certainly love but romantically. Really I love them, they are so special to me and I feel like no other person owns such place in my heart.
This song just makes me cry and I sometimes wish that I wish I was my old self as a kid cause that was only times where I was happy but now, I feel alone and feel like no one likes me as a person
Why is life so painful? It’s so easy to forget and move on from everything but I can’t.. it’s like I’m drowning but can’t scream for help. I feel nothing, the only emotion I feel is guilt, depression, anger, and despair. I can’t take it anymore.
A song so beautiful it can be ridiculously sped up or slowed down and it's still just as amazing as the original.
i agree so much
I’m your 666th like
@@Leobedwars216 bruh wtf
stop dick riding
I’m ur 1000 like
This song at night while thinking about so many things in your mind atm and just silently being in you room while others are sleeping is so hard because we all go through so much stuff and its hard to keep control especially losing the ones you love the most
❤️
real
real
real
Yeah, I broke up with my gf I feel sm pain
Sounds like one of those tracks where Alex G pitches his vocals up a bunch lmao sick as fuck
ong i love duster and alex g
@@orbitron3574 they a vibe bruh
!!! I thought I would never find an Alex G fan in the wild lol but I remember that this is a Duster song :)
@@rickdlt Alex g is so underrated
@@limefroggzoned5112 yeaa
This song is what it feels like going to school everyday, talking to everyone, but never really fitting in anywhere
i know that feeling
Realest thing ive seen on this app
realest thing ive heard tonight.
Real real
this song is what depression feels like
watching your life go on without you
watching the world continue while yours collapses
idk
Couldn’t describe it better
bruh I need you to be my friend you're the only one who understands me what i feel
@@alishalol5682 of course I actually need some friends lmfao
@@sophia-xv2ln do u have snapchat?
Bruh only way to fix it is to get off the internet and go outside
Friends are slowly fading away😂😂
Edit: i am now a bit happy and gaining new friends :D
real bro
real..
real.
real.
real.
This song reminds me of losing someone you love. Losing someone you spend every living second with. You ate with them, laughed with them, went through hell with them. They brought you out of your shell, you never felt more comfortable with a human being than you ever did with this person. But when they're gone the world's loneliness only grows. Eating, laughing, talking, absolutely everything reminds you of them, even merely living. And now you just don't feel comfortable, don't feel like yourself. You just feel like you're fake, everything feels so unreal without them. And slowly as time progresses you forget. The memories don't feel like they've actually happened, no matter the amount of times you replayed them in your head. You panic and feel like you're losing them, there's a struggle to find those feelings that you felt in those memories with them, but you just can't find them, did they even happen? You don't feel comfortable with anyone else, laughing with other people, eating with other people, breathing with other people. It almost feels like you're betraying them, but you're not. You just don't feel like it's real, doing everything you did with them with someone else, it feels so wrong and you just get that feeling to run, to go somewhere dark, to close your eyes and just disappear, to forget it all, to just be normal again, to be able to laugh with someone else, to be able to smile with someone else, to be able to breathe with someone else, to be able to eat with someone else, to be able to sit there and just LIVE around someone else without it reminding you of them, without it hurting so damn bad.
I cried so much reading this… we done everything together and she’s gone now… I miss my Ayla so much she blocked me and I can’t even tell her how much I love her …
@@Aeiroq I know how much that hurts and I'm really really sorry about that, I hope you feel better soon. Much love 💕
you made me cry even more xD that is so oso true, I can so f relate with your words
Sobbing
god man, i felt this so deeply.
i cried to this song so many times EVEN WITH THE THOUGHT OF THIS SONG that’s how beautiful it is
this sped up version reminds me of what heartbreak feels like.
i’ve spent many nights staring at the ceiling with an empty feeling in my chest listening to this song.
Real
Sounds like a you problem
Lyrics: Would I be able to speak after a stiff drink
Would it break my panic
Would the sweat stop pouring out
Slow and deliberate
With her words she'll walk through my heart
Those eyes light a fire in the stomach
Fall apart from the inside out
its crazy how short the lyrics are but the song feels so long.
@@Opera_TM_alt Just like trying to forget someone
"Loving is so short, forgetting is so long" - Pablo Neruda
The slowed version is like the state of being stuck in a depressive state. Regular is like just feeling upset but having to hide it. This one is like getting over all of it but having the nostalgia of it still being there/ remembering those sad moments and being able to move past it happily.
Like putting a ghost to rest or finally finding peace
Like the sun coming out after a storm. But the clouds are still there. Everything is still damp
0:06 this tone change is insane.
God I can't wait for the snow, such a peaceful and calm feeling with so many memories tied to it. Don't take this world as a hard one, it will try to beat you down again and again but keep your head up and focus on the things that make you enjoy your existence. You're all worth it, don't forget that.
I can't wait for the snow, such a peaceful and calm feeling with so many memories tied to it. Don't take this world as a hard one, it will try to beat you down again and again but keep your head up and focus on the things that make you enjoy your existence. You're all worth it, don't forget that. Don't ask why i send you this, my best girlfriend
agreed 100% its so peaceful, snow gives me the biggest nostalgia ever
Nuh uh💯
this song makes me feel things i never felt
i like to put this song on and just stare at the ceiling, thinking about the people i have lost forever in my life, and appreciate the memories.
Potassium
i like to put this song on so loud that i dont hear my own thoughts
i love you man
Randomly, I play this song and look at the ceiling thinking about life and what I have been through, from start to now. It lets me remember the loved ones I’ve lost that I might never see again and the good old days when I was having so much fun. I’ve lost many friends, online friends and family members. I’m happy I’m still living a happy life with my family and I hope you all are to. Just remember, if you ever feel depressed, there will always be someone there for you. ❤
This song makes me wanna cry.
This music is like my life. My mother always and forever but since my late father divorced her because of family. She was unhappy because she wasted 10+ year's living there in agony because of how she's treated.
She got a new flat to live and it was uncomfortable but still she's grateful. Every weekend we, my brother and I visited her and do our activities together. We miss her every day and wish to visit her again.
Also I have asked why she loved my little brother more than me (I was 8 and my brother is 5) is because my brother have no mother beside him everyday that's why she loved him more which is a reality for me to realize that I'm lucky to grow up with my mother still.
After few year before 2019 when COVID break out,she got a new apartment to live in it was cramped
But much better. During the year my mother was getting along with my father but not too much just a family member. But during the first year COVID, my late father got cancer. It was a stage 4 leukemia. He fought the cancer pretty good but he's getting worser each day. The day his last breath, he was talking and being alright but the next day he just lie down. He can hear but he can't see.
It was devastating. I was my first family member death. So I was so depressed. After 2 years, my mother bought another new place that she like (because she like space so it doesn't feel cramped) which is very good. Now I got all facilities I wanted, but I don't feel enough because my mother still loved my brother more and I didn't get equal love. It make me feel abandon. I asked her why she doesn't love me the same. And she's angrily answer saying that how the food, the hospitality she gave is not enough.
I also got scolded a lot because of my brother mistake. Everyday I always the one who is in pain.
I don't know what to say but it was the fate of me. But I still love her even after that, because you never know when your parent isn't there anymore 😔. Oh, before my late father died he say to my mother to marry him again when he gets healthy, she also agreed. Maybe because both of them regret their decision.
Anyway thanks for reading my messages about my mother and I life.
Can we just take a minute to talk about that picture at the backround? It feels so strange, yet so nostalgic. I feel like if i was home here. I feel safe, i have a quite christmas vibe there. I keep thinking about Home Alone, and i have no idea why. This is my safe place. A place, where i can let my feelings out, i don't have to cry, or be sad or desperate for someone understanding me here. Looking at this photo just makes me feel loved. Makes me realize, that i have some kind of value. I don't have to be pathetically depressed about the smallest things, its just as enough as listening to this song. Winter comes in a few months, the calm mood. No need to be sad. Everyone knows that the best things come close to the edge of "the End".
why bro feel loved just by looking at snow tho 😂😂🗿🗿
@@vrtical9503 Gurl shut your crusty musty barbie pfp mought, and go watch cartoons. I tried to express how this makes me fell, and its your fault for not understanding it, i dont need anyone reading this, its just my opinion. Also, when you are too bored of your life, there are other things to do than writing rude useless comments under other people's comments. This was supposed to be something that would warm someone up like it did to me, and it wasnt made just for you to hate on it.
litterally me when i Found that pocture
@@falling2peaces351 ♥
real! (i think im going through a midlife crisis at a young age for the third time in my life, i dont know who i am or what i want/need, i push everyone away and dont let anyone in but i want love and close relationships, but my brain has put up a wall because of how everyone has treated my in the past, im extremely happy and laughing then 37 minutes later i feel like i fell into a hole and can’t get out but then 183 minutes later i find myself at a peak happy again. my brain does what it wants when it wants despite how i should actually and want to feel. but im gonna put on a mask and go to sleep and wake up and go to work and wear that mask until i have the chance to be alone again)
I had a dream last night that I was performing this song on stage for a girl I once had a huge crush on, and the song was somehow able to perfectly articulate exactly how I feel (or felt) for every girl I've ever had very strong feelings for in my life.
God both versions make me cry 😢
i hope that one you realize how truly special you are. you are capable of so much! you are beautiful and awesome. the world wouldn't be the same without you. just hang in there a little longer for life to get better. life always has its ups and downs you just gotta get through them with your strong self. stay safe love.
This is the best song, for when your life is going nowhere.
I love speed song 🎧 ❤
Just imagine sitting on a high rise and watching the sunset as if it were your last day
u:
god speed you! black emperor
Uploaded on my 16th.
This band has given me so much creative power and this recreation, rendition, whatever, makes it so much more akin to what I want to sound like.
i love listening to this on loop :)
All i feel is pain. 😂😂😂😂
The suffering wont end 💯😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣
@@BarpenterCroot nah bro it will never end 🤣🤣🤣
real real
I guess the pain doesn’t end until death. That is if you make it to heaven
We got blood dripping down my arms with this one🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️
I love duster so much
Greatest song of all time
this song plus the image in the video gives me a pit in my stomach. and it's honestly the best and most mind opening feeling ever.
makes me wanna cry sometimes and think about everything, trying not to cry in class or make anyone worry about me.
song so good ong
i just had a cry to this song, i havent cried for a year.
hope u got ur feelings out a bit
This song doesn’t fail to make me cry everytime
I think this is a love song
this version makes me happy
love it
I hate rotting in my room.
go outside
even for a walk
talk to people
friends will help
accept you aren't able to just get through things sometimes
help is there
clean your environment
clean home clean mind
you'll be ok
it's an uphill struggle
but you'll be OK
if you truly want to be
@@joonefps thank you :)
don’t worry my whole room is a jungle and a mess as well
My relapse song>>
Listening to this + realizing that some things aren’t good as they used to be = Pain.
Every like I'll come back to this song and remember how perfect it is no matter how many times I hear it
I’m in my senior year and i don’t want highschool to end man, it’s the worst fucking feeling to have
Things are finally going my way after the absolute worst years of my life, yet i’ll be on my own when i graduate, all of my friends’ll drift apart over a few years and i’ll be heading into college while currently having ZERO plans for my future :(
@@poean2 I'm glad highschool ended no matter how many times I think life is better at that state
i have an unhealthy addiction to this song.
i be breaking down to this song cause I feel like I fucked up:/
I love this song.
This song in particular Make me think about my grandma I saw her one year ago and she would call my grandma After every call she would say"do good it school you boys don't fight love you!" On July 3 she died on her pouch I saw the open coffin I didn't cry but I think about her when I listen to this song.
RIP :(
everyday i listen to this song.
i felt like crying everyday.
small vent
this song described me at home and outdoors, peaceful, calm but has a feeling that it doesnt feel alright. i feel like i need to take a break but i cant, im attached to it like im a toy in a box. strapped and have no emotions on the outside.
Literally
this can either be... depression or anger or calmness. idrk its just...
something else but heres a nice quote
"i like the rain, it likes to hide my tears."
This image gives me a good feeling. Reminds me of the winter that i fell deep in love with a beautiful girl i lost touch with. The song makes it better too
We don't know what we have until its gone
Am i the only one who feels this song is chill after a good day
this song makes me feel like a ghost watching time pass in my old house
this song helps me to let out all my bottled up emotions, i feel so much better after crying to it
Actually hyped for winter
this song is so calming but this background video makes me feel like im on acid again lmao
this song sounds iike my relationship with food
I had enough of my family bullshit. I left the house. I ditched my parents. I stayed at my girl’s house. I finally got the happiness I wanted. The happiness i needed. I turned off my notifications of my parents. I finally had time to focus on myself. I felt what true joy felt like. All the time out of home brought my parents together. I took a deep breath and came back home. My parents shocked. They gave me a hug. They said they’ll finally change. Let’s hope they actually do.
I cant explain the feeling bro but it feels sad but peaceful at the same time
This was one of the songs I used to listen to when I was going through a rough time I come back sometimes to this and I’m very proud of myself I’m actually genuinely happy
Glad to hear your going better. Well done!
A fastcore classic
The feeling of betrayal
I love this song so much it’s really life changing
this song is just way to Comforting
makes me sleepy
but yk. at least i get a good sleep for one day:)
the video portion of this, is every midwest winter acid trip of my life lol.
That song sickkkk
I love this song! (she broke the promise)
y'all rocking with it ⁉
Wuster
man, this song is just so gorgous i love it. it feels like warm water is being poured into all my vains
I like to imagine it’s the minions from despicable me singing it
I feel so much while listening to this song, though my main thoughts are different from other. I think of that one person that I certainly love but romantically. Really I love them, they are so special to me and I feel like no other person owns such place in my heart.
This is the only song that makes me feel good 🥹👍
I love my family so much
makes me want to cry until eternity ends me and i also feel like throwing up so endlessly bad everything negative gets out of me.
Duster is depressing and then u speed it up and it’s like happy ish nostalgia
This song just makes me cry and I sometimes wish that I wish I was my old self as a kid cause that was only times where I was happy but now, I feel alone and feel like no one likes me as a person
Why is life so painful? It’s so easy to forget and move on from everything but I can’t.. it’s like I’m drowning but can’t scream for help. I feel nothing, the only emotion I feel is guilt, depression, anger, and despair. I can’t take it anymore.
This song is in my head while my whole mental health and life is falling apart.
This made me remember everyone who didn't make it.
Now I'm fucking sad
I remember 1 year ago i was crying to this cuz of my ex boyfriend.. its been so long since ive listened to this lol
Omg thats so sweet😣😣😣
Life is short and so is true love 😂😂
these slide shows gonna be good
I love you and you belong here. you are valid and important, you are perfect in every way and you should never forget that
this song is so good
I feel sorry for myself and see my day go by without passion and without breath I definitely want to watch it on the ceiling and listen to this song
what i've been looking for😭🥺❤️
The scenery looks like it's breathing. Very comforting.
u deserve better
I feel like there's huge hole in my heart, body just somewhere on me, like an endless gap.
i hope u will feel okay soon
@@falling2peaces351 thank you I will :)
headphones max volume, zoned out lying in bed staring at the ceiling while listening to this
thank you so much I really needed this man
Crying my eyes out.
Im so happy in life last days
This has inspired me so much. I'm just recording slowcore tracks I write and speeding them up my four track it's a great trick
Thanks bro ur a real one for making the video:)
Perks of being a wallflower