forgotten dreams.
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- Опубліковано 13 тра 2024
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I do not own any of the music used in this video.
Tracklist:
0:00 øneheart x reidenshi - snowfall
2:22 analog_mannequin - milk cassette x
6:06 øneheart - this feeling
7:50 alvedon - retire
11:52 tilekid - you not the same (slowed down version)
15:00 reidenshi - november 8
17:13 thenian - atlas
19:52 bonjr - if it's real, then i'll stay (slowed + reverb)
24:20 metahesh - life's too short( slowed + reverbed )
27:40 piedkies - morning mist
31:26 ashess - sometimes
32:57 øneheart - watching the stars
34:49 antent - lost tape
#sad #sadsong #oneheart
#lofi #lofibeats #lofimusic
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I'm sorry 😢 ı'm poor
@@Terachad. No worries mate, Glad you passed by. Enjoy the rest of my videos too ;)
@@soulscape20 thanks ❤🔥
사람들은 살아간다. 내가 지구 반대편에서 늘 실감하는 사실이다.
why cant it be monetized?
I don't wanna stop living, I just wanna stop living like this.
(PS thank u for supporting my music🖤)
Were all rooting for you man. Keep going
I feel it....I really do. 😪 I am rooting for you as well! We just gotta try to stay strong and keep moving forward.
WOLF, TRY TO FIND PEOPLE YOU CAN HELP!!!! HELP SOMEONE, TEACH SOMEONE, LOVE MANY!!!!!! ALL MY ❤️
@@patriciapiper6294 ?
Same too
you don’t miss the old you,
you miss the times when you were happy..
That really is true.
i had a moment like this but for the young kids never and i mean ever ever let toxic people stay. there gonna ruin u and leave u left with a trauma that u want many times but hate bec ur used to the feeling focus on ur dreams and passion live ur life
Fuck this hits deep...
😭😭😭
توجع
"We didn't realize we were making memories, we were just having fun."
....
true...
@@SilverDiskStudio It really is...
it hurts so much bro, i wish she would come back, i wish i knew it was the last day we were meeting before she cut ties with me forever
@@sanchitarts2240 get you man..but hey we have so much to look forward to, like our passions that make us who we are and then we will meet people that share same passions as us. By the way your drawings are dope! can you animate? I have subscribed to your channel!
I miss our childhood. When we were just so innocent and pure. When we didn't worry what other people think. When we didn't cry ourselves to sleep everynight ...
i wanted to be an adult when I was a kid. But now i want to be a kid again. i’m only 17 but I want to go back.
@@silvsirf soon you will miss the 17yo days and it will seems way happier than future 😅😅 it just life i think
I remember caring what ppl thought as early as preschool, lol :(
someone-tt8cu, O M Gni love your profile picture!! 🥺🥺❤️
Every night? Jeeze dude it’s not that bad
*While driving late into the night, you decided to make a rest stop at the nearest hotel. When you step out of your car it starts to rain. When you get inside, soaking wet, your greeted by an elderly man.* “Oh, Hello and welcome to the Starlite Hotel. Please wait here so I can get you a towel.” *The elderly man comes back with a fluffy, white towel. You proceed to ask and pay for a surprisingly cheap room. At the room you drop onto the comfy bed, drifting off to sleep. You’ll deal with the hunger in the morning. After all, it was a rough day for you.*
No you order some McDonalds 🍟🍔
This is such a good shifting mood after a rough day and you just wanna get away from it all
bro wrote a whole novel
Ive watched too many Mr Nightmare videos to never use a motel or hotel lol
@@TheSpecialOne01such a lonely place.
younger you had a dream, make that little guy proud, i love you
It came too quickly 😢
i don't know you, you don't know me but, i love you and we all want you here.
thanks about that
@@prxvbeyou’re always welcome.
I needed that. ❤
I never see it, no one gives a shit if I'm not here anymore, the indiference gets heavier every day, I'm starting to not be able to stand it anymore, no one cares man
@@sjm7290 trust the timing. Once u look back at now, u’ll realize how far you have come.
Time flies, doesn’t it?
Feels like just yesterday we were walking to the bus stop, with mourning doves cooing in the distance.. pretty sure we all thought they were owls and we asked ourselves:
“What’s an owl doing up right now?”
Man we were so innocent..
…
Time doesn’t go any faster or slower, just our perception of it. we all know what time it is. A minute lasts 60 seconds when we look at the clock. But when we don’t look at it, A minute becomes the new second, 15 minutes just gets shorter, and shorter, and shorter. The more we get older, and the older we get. We all start to realize what name we’re making for ourselves. Sure.. we aren’t making history. But you might have changed someone’s life for the better today. You might have saved someone’s life by just saying hello as you walk past them in the street. You might have fed someone’s pet when you tipped your barista.
Time is inevitable, physically growing older is inevitable. But mentally.. You can always go down memory lane, and be happy you have the gift to remember. Unlike some of the unfortunate old folks with Alzheimer’s.. You are fortunate, People love you, though you may not believe it.. trust me, there will always be someone who you made smile.
You may have to get older.. but you don’t have to grow up.
I always thought they were owls. Take care buddy
Adult is more routine oriented. "Time flies" is that bs routine deciding your day before you even wake. Routine is what prisoners do to keep from going insane.
It's basically prison. But you are free to roam around and create offspring (the prisoners that replace you) redundancy works
"if bubblegum lasted forever noone would buy more."
That's why cancer exists
"don't be sad they are gone, be happy they were ever there" I wish you the best Sinister
The comment sections on these videos is just a reason to be happy, really shows that there are good people still alive.
Quite correct! ❤
I think the same
Indeed homie
All humans ..we are people...looking for happens...from morocco...❤
"I don't want to feel alone, but sometimes I feel a little bit better knowing I'm not the only one."
That really does hit close to home ❤
Your definitely not the only one...
Real...hope all is well bro
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As an only child this hits man 🥲💔❤️🩹
"look those rain? its like tears, but don't worry it'll stop"
To the 1% of people who see this comment, I just want to say that you are SPECIAL! I know sometime's life is hard - grief, tragedy, happiness, and joy are all part of life!! I just want you all to know that it will get better! I wish you all stay beautiful, happy, and have a wonderful moment of peace! Love - Meditate with Nature yeaaaah
i wanna be normal again.
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life
I just read your comment. Thank you, my friend. 👍
thanks man, heartbreak sucks…
Overindulgence in lecherous reverie is the collectivistic presupposition of living lifeforms.
Thus, if one thinks he can escape the sempiternal melancholy, and vanity of existence, one should be doomed to suffer as long as he exits.
Man is a compound of dozens of needs and necessities hard, and eventually impossible, to satisfy, it is for which such needs are fulfilled, while scarcely such Infinite needs are fulfilled, one enters a state of nothingness and boredom, and if existence has any real intrinsic value, one shall not experience in boredom, for which one should be satisfied by relative nothingness and merely existing.
Moreover, will, individuality, consciousness, and emotions obstruct such salvations of existence.
Doom, inexistence are the ultimate salvations of living lifeforms.
@@NakkLeVaar101 Such profound insights are rare to find. To be able to deeply understand the existence and the correlation of true salvation between the conscious beings. Might as well say that I'm genuinely intrigued by your way of constructing these unique way of thoughts.
Ameen
POV: Everyone is asleep except for you, you can’t help but think about your life while listening to rain and sad music. You think about how much your miss the simple days and how much good times you had. You miss the times when you were happy and had nothing to worry about. Childhood. You miss the times where you were a little kid again.. they’re all memories
Me right now at 6am. School in 2 hours. And thinking about my late mom.
✅😎👌
playlist: forgotten dreams.
ua-cam.com/play/PLHqXLs_JOG-nuf-tbxc46aBW304T7Z2JC.html
yes
Don’t think of those memories in a sorrowful manner, be happy they happened and realize there are greatest memories yet to be made
POV:
you are up at night
everyone is in bed sleeping
you stare at the ceiling
you are thinking
you have been sleeping for hours on end for a long time
you are talking less
you are eating less
you are becoming unhygienic
you are growing old
you are wishing of being a child
you miss being a child
you are struggling with assignments
you are the lowest in class
others start showing hatred against you
you are reminiscing those memories
they are all you got
they are all you have
you aren't happy with life
_hours later_
you are still staring at the ceiling
the sun barely paints the sky
a cold and empty aura is inside you
you are tired
but you cannot sleep
you are very very hungry
but when you eat you only take a few bites
you are still alive
but was it worth it?
you are deep in your thoughts
you aren't as happy as you used to be
you cannot run in the meadows
you cannot let the sun set on your shoulders
you cannot jump around on a trampoline without getting tired after a mere minute
you still aren't happy
you still lay in bed
you still have assignments
you still get yelled at often
you still don't like life
you still have problems
you still can't figure out anything
you still grow old
_hours later_
you still are in bed sleeping
you aren't awake right now
you could be dreaming of something
something much better than life
something that is the opposite
because life has given you less than what you give to others
something known as
*_death_*
this is so beautifully written omg
POV: You don't want to wake up
This explains me very well
This feels like me
Why………………..………
hey have you ever thought about what gonna happen after death? bro
if you're studying to this, good luck
if you're doing homework to this, hope you get amazing grades,
if you're crying to this, hope you know things will get better
if you're being happy to this, hope you stay that way
if you're working out to this, hope you get the size/body you want
if you're cleaning to this, hope you get it to your standers
if you're waking up to this, hope you have a good day
if you're going to sleep to this, sweet dreams
If your playing games to this, hope you win
if your just here to listen to fill in the silence, hope you enjoy the sound and hope your day will get better
Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life! Repent and you shall be saved by the Lord! ❤
Am doing an assignment and preparing to deliver a speech in front of a few hundred people. Almost 12:30 am here, and I am sitting in front of my lap listening to music while contemplating many decisions that led to my current state. Might stay up late or fall asleep midway, either way I needed this.. thank you human, now onward with my work :)
thank you very much for the words
@@sirjavxckieIt's increasingly difficult to believe this, but nobody said the path would be easy, right?
I’m just wondering when the pain ends. When will the voices in my head go away
音楽を聴きながら、コメントを1つずつ読んでいく。生きている時間も場所も違うのに、ひとりじゃないと感じさせてくれるこの時間がほんとうに大好き、この動画はコメントがあるからこそ完成する作品だね
おおお兄弟
Music is a universal language my friend 🧡
日本人がいた。嬉しいな。その通りだね
This Playlist reminded me of a specific emotion I felt about 2 years ago. At the time I was 19, I was living with my dad and struggled to get a job while being in college. One day he called me up and said I had 2 weeks to find a job. about 1 week in and struggling, he started yelling at me and threatening to kick me out. So while he went to work I packed my car and left on a 22+ hour journey from Texas to Washington to move in with my mom. About half way there, running on no sleep, and hungry cause I was to emotional to eat. I had drove about 13 hours straight. I found a mom and pops dinner in a small small small town. The seat I was at was over looking a beautiful desert terrain. I had Country Fried Steak with eggs/Hashbrowns, biscuits and coffee. I was starting over with almost nothing, hadda drop out of college and had maybe 2k to my name. It was a moment of happiness/sorrow eating that meal. And emotions I loved but hope to never experience again
❤
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thank you for sharing your experiences, you doing okay now ?
♥♥♥
I can relate, thats a story i wont tell though.
Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart...
My buddy Joe passed on 1/23/24. Joe was a great soul. We never argued as far as I can remember. Last time I saw Joe I told him I loved him and that next time we see each other we would hit the beach and enjoy some cold ones. Never got to go to the beach Joe. But I dream of you and the rest of the homies kicking it at the beach on a sunny day, laughing, and simply loving life. I still remember your smile Joe, your laugh, how smart you were. Till my last breath, I’ll always keep you in my heart Joe. You were my best friend and I love you. Sometimes I go outside and look at the stars Joey and see you smiling. I know you are at peace. Save a spot for me Joe, and we can hit the beach. I’ll drive. Rest in peace Joseph David Vasquez.
This is so calming. To whoever is reading this comment, I wish you great health, love and happiness!🙏
Same to you!
Thanks man This really hit me fr. I wish you the best and stay safe!
شكرآ ❤
playlist: forgotten dreams.
ua-cam.com/play/PLHqXLs_JOG-nuf-tbxc46aBW304T7Z2JC.html
Im sorry that im going to sound like an asshole,i really am im not doing this on purpose thanks for the wishes but it doesn't work anymore at least for me i cannot see the brightside of anything anymore and even if i try i always fail again im really sorry...
The image just gives me the feeling of nostalgia for a life I never lived.
just remember, its never over, as long as you're still breathing, you're fighting, and youre winning. don't give up, you've made it this far, continue, even if its out of spite to the world. be someone that everyone questions how you keep going. Head up, look death in the eye and tell him "not today"
Perfect comment
It's comment sections like this that make the internet an incredible thing. The fact that there are strangers all over the world on here posting these heartfelt, motivational comments for other random strangers that they have never seen, is just beautiful. Whatever struggles you're facing, I hope you feel safe, happy, loved, or inspired here, even if it's for just a little while.
Same to you!
:)
❤️
💪💪
Means a lot I may be in middle school but I'm going through something rn it may not be the best but at least I get to be happy sometimes then never if anyone sees this gl in your troubles in life it may not be the best but at least be grateful for what you have good people
I am a 32 yo woman who loves to draw so much, i have so much to draw to do in my mind. But i forgot my dreams because of life reality, and i dont have confidence in my drawings. Since i have a baby, i completely forgot about my dreams, freedom, and everything i used to love, but here i am today i raise my drawing pen, after i put my baby to sleep and start to drawing again, i found this song, i do not believe in coincidence, this is stabbed be. I must keep my fire on, in my heart & my life. I wish our passion always goes on, no matter how hard the changes of your life
Thats cool. You should share some of your drawings if you do start up again. God gave you a gift... Use it 🤝😎
Very wise words ❤
There's nothing scarier than the thought of growing up and forgetting all your best moments in life. If only my most favourable moments had been recorded than perhaps such a worry wouldn't be consuming me.
God remembers. He was there with you ❤ he delighted to see you enjoying the life he gave you. He watched you grow up, and kept you safe all the way up to today.
I had this same realization recently. I was on a hiking trail on a hill. I looked back down and realized I could see my hometown, the place I grew up at. I could see so many places that felt familiar to me.
It struck me that God had been watching over me the whole time, the same way I was looking out over the city. The Lord was equally familiar with those places as I was. They felt like home to me. And since God lives in a person's heart when they believe in Jesus, those places must have felt like home to God, too.
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Jesus replied, “Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them."
John 14:23 🫂
@@the.seagull.35 Amen brother.
I have no fear if I had wasted some moments of my life (which I had sometimes on some actions which were probably necessary for my spiritual growth).
I write in my diary sometimes, so that I can re-read it in the future to remember the old days and retell my children and grandchildren how it were, how I acted and what was I doing in those days.
I am glad that He is the one in control, the Triune Creator.
There is no need to be scared if some parts of life were wasted, life is a lesson we all learn and you can always try to live it up to the fullest. In the past, we all went through periods of both light and darkness.
Book of Ecclesiastes helped me realize a lot about things that are to come. Me growing old and forgetting the good old days, old familiar faces that will be gone and so much more. I pray that we keep going till He calls us home, promise made by His Son Jesus Christ.
God bless and may God be with you, my friend.
Keep me in your prayers as I will keep you in my prayers.
playlist: forgotten dreams.
ua-cam.com/play/PLHqXLs_JOG-nuf-tbxc46aBW304T7Z2JC.html
you are so right
that's why i write them down, take pictures and stuff like that. it really is worth having a physical reminder of those memories. you could try it!
Dreams: I'll keep you safe from reality.
Mirror: I won't laugh at you.
Pillow: I will hold your tears.
Rain: I'm here to cry with you.
Door: I'll keep you hidden
Music: I'll try to block the noises
TV: I'm here when you need comfort
Teddy: You may think I'm for children, but I'm always here when you need a hug.
Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep
Imagination: I'll always be by your side, whenever you need me
And People: You're so ugly, and weird, or You're useless
Don't listen to them, you're Beautiful/handsome, and you are amazing
Love yourself, and don't follow the Haters ❤🩹 Follow the light
Love you all ❤
I JUST MISS THE OLD DAYS WHEN I WAS A KID,THE WORLD IS SO FUN BACK TO THE KID T T
Sometimes hearing sad songs gives me relief
My mom died in 2020. When I was 12. Sometimes I find videos like these and they just calm me down and let me think of stuff. Usually my brain is too cluttered and it's just annoying. So thanks, this is one of my favourite to listen too. All the stress of trying to appear happy and tough gets to you eventually
💔 man thats such a young age. I'm sorry to hear... it must still be hard. God bless you and comfort you, may you find his peace.
Do you have anyone to talk to about it?
hey man stay strong 🫂
...(
Stay strong champ, I know this feeling. Keep going forward no matter what and make her proud ❤
Be strong! connect to divine power within (I call it God). peace and love to you 🙏💙
Someday we all be at Starlite hotel and become someone’s memories
It is nice to read comments from people who have not solved their problems but continue to be positive
To the stranger on the internet:
You are seen
You are loved
You are someones Comfort Character
You are right just the way you are
You deserve love
You deserve trust
Your feelings are valid, all of them
Feel them, listen to yourself
Be soft with yourself
Be good to yourself
Be patient with yourself
You are enough and far more
thank you, sometimes it is necessary to feel that someone cares about you, and to remind yourself how valuable you are, you have reminded me of that, thank you.
@@osvaldoariasmendez7995 You`re welcome
to u stranger
ur amazing and kind
Thank you, kind friend❤ ily
Press X to doubt
I love how music can connect people so simply.
Quite correct ❤
Music is the universal language.
There really is something for everyone..
"Why do we have to fear death? Does anything good come from being alive? Not for me. Not a single good thing has happened to me in my entire life"
-Thorfinn, Vinland saga
i'm 14 now but everything in my life feels like it is already a 100 years ago.
I've been through:
1. depression
2. covid-19
3. no friends
4. addiction
5. bullying
6. no love
7. bad body
8. bad grades
i've been thourhg this as a 14 year old boy, and it doesn't matter if your older or younger,if you have different issues. The bad times only make you realise how lucky you are to be you. Be yourself.
love yourself. good luck my friend.
Bro I am 18 and I feel already fucking old and shit,there is no salvation for me
Damn man, ive went through all of this aswell, im glad i didnt tear the paper into pieces and throw it in the trash, depression is like paper, you crumble it, again, and again, and again, once the paper stops crumbling, you open it, just to find it permanently damaged.
You find the paper damaged, some people will say: Its alright, i can do it, but the paper wont be fixed, some people will choose to tear the paper apart, taking their life away from themselves.
What im saying is, dont give up on yourself, even at the worst moments, dont feel down, alright? I know you may not know me, nor will you probably never see me again, but what im requesting is for you to live your life to the fullest, even at the worst times, just dont take your life away from yourself.
Farewell, until i see you next time, Ruben.
Stay strong brother 🫂
@laogamachilisauce saying no salvation for you, is pretty much dooming yourself. Thought proceeds actions
Im 15 I feel same but trust me I wont give up , I wont stand still . I dont like my life so I will change it ..... I have lost many times but still I never stop trying ... Because you can only try ., outcome is not in your hands
Man this shit hits hard when your gaming late at night
It really does
I am looking out my window, it's night and this playlist fits so well
Playing games alone that I used to play with my siblings really gets to me, you know. They've moved on but I'm still clinging to old memories...
this in the backround , 2 am ,playing roblox and scamming little kids
I did that alllll the time when lofi was popular, hopefully I get to have that experience again someday
"The song "Snowfall" is light as snow but deep as the ocean"
-A Wise Man....
If you come here because you need that little bit of peace, let me tell you please don't give up.
You have to keep fighting.
That stronger, faster, better you is waiting at the end of whatever battle you're fighting.
It's not the end.
It's only the beginning.
You have to get up
. Despite the numerous times you've been slammed into the ground you have to dust yourself off and ask "is that all you got?" Because you're strong.
Know it. Own it.
Trust me, I know.
And if you have to go down, go down fighting with everything you've got. Never stop fighting.
Please.
I'm sure someday we will meet and show our battle scars and talk about how we made it.
Sleep easy tonight.
You need to rest.
Blessings and Love❤❤❤
Thank you so much, you are a blessed human being! ❤❤❤
let me be the reality, the reality is nothing will get better in the end, i've seen this before, people will always tell you it's going to get better or there's a better light at the end of the tunnel, but the cold hard truth is that only light you were looking for is "the illusion", and once you get there you realize that the only thing you found is wasted time following forgotten ambitions , and the sooner you realize this it could save you from pursuing this empty concept of "something getting better". The best advice i can give is to fight hard, yes "fight hard" for yourself, your family, your dreams, your right to life, your love, your mental wellness, because "if you don't " something or someone WILL steal it from you, a great evil has come upon this world, if you don't fight for your ambition it will be lost to time, lest your very soul to be molded to this world or succumb to fall to a deep abyss, fight for your soul never allow it to be broken. when i younger i really tried hard to seek out friends hoping i'd be a part of something, i searched forever and never found true friends, i always seeked out for friends, ambitions, dreams, but all my hopes were dashed and broken, now i'm older and i'll never find the pieces to my broken life nor will i ever seek out answers to my past, i will never pick up my walking stick to go find something that can't be found, i will live out the remaining days of my life in peace and search for solace, iv'e burnt up the last of my dreams and chances, fake friends, broken relationships, and responses, someone told me long ago after i lost my best friend, "sometimes you have to deal with disappointments" , I never thought someone could be so cold, after that i've lost many good friends along the way never to see them again, if you want the truth, the truth is nobody will fight for you, you mostly will be left alone in this world, while others may say to believe that some things get better. I say for sake of everything about you, please don't buy into it, stay awake and never trust anyone, because just as easily as someone can appear to be trustworthy, they can just as easily destroy you, remember that this world is very cruel as for people, and your mental state. as for the isolation i've experienced in my life has been very cruelly torturing, and nobody has truly been there for me as a friend, iv'e learned to be more cruel to those cold to me, to speak out, and to guard my beliefs, and never allow people to use me for free, and to never allow anyone just into my social circle unless they can understand me as a person and not just to pretend like they got me, it's a cruel world people must fend off the evil before it eats the soul
For those of you trying to sleep, have a nice night ❤
im at a point in my life where i've moved schools two years ago and still don't feel like i have a very solid relationship with anyone, and it feels like i'll never have what I once had before. There are people I've met who I want to grow in relationships with, but it's slow. I'll get there eventually. I'm looking forward to the day when I feel properly loved and cared for by people I love and care for. It feels nice to yell out into the void. thanks.
I was in your place one day and I truly understand your feelings, but do not worry, remember that it is just a matter of time and everything will pass well. Trust that, just be encouraged.. Good luck, I will support you from afar.
Keep going, my friend💗
Virtual hug to you my virtual friend😊
My dog just died today, This is perfect song to mourn on him
Its been 8 years to be with me on my side, Run free now and rest
Rest In Peace
sorry for your loss...
How u holding up man
@Sillyman27, I am good now, thanks dude. I just realized that if I am succumbing to sadness, My dog in the afterlife will be sad if he sees me in that state.
@@semi22363 I wish I could give you a hug man your a trooper.
Huh. I find it quite stupid on how we treat every year, We say its horrible or it was terrible, But in these final moments we remember... that every year unlocks new memories. These new memories will continue till your last breath. Every single year is good. Not from the situation of pain nor sadness but its because it unlocks new doors. These doors lead you to paths you thought would never exist. And we miss every single year. The reason? Because you learn or experience new things that are part of your core history. Appreciate these years as much as you can because one day, It will be your last. Thank You for watching a complete stranger saying something in this place called 'The Internet". Have a Happy New Year, Stranger. :)
Damn we re all depressed here, well something we all have in common feels warm, thanks for all the support, I’ll never know you but you’re all precious!
I am not, I just enjoy the music.
@@gertal2764 nice pretty good stay like that. Hope you never find yourself here
We're out here.👋
i dont know why i have incredible feelings whenever i hear this music. It's like a song from a secret land or other world...
It really does have that feel 💙🖤🌠
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.
I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago.
It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on UA-cam which is extremely lacking and rare to find.
The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.
Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.
Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.
But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.
Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
Man i lived your memories as i read through you should probably write a book on this you will sell millions of copies i tell you for sure and name the books distorted memories have happy life ahead of you
@@Aabis_Saadaat Thank you for the kind words! I actually plan on making a video about nostalgia on my 2nd channel. I feel i'll be able to articulate and project how i feel about all this better
@@Pilps Good luck brother!
i was sad when reading your story because of the nostalgia i had when i was 5 i would be playing with Nerf guns all the time, having fun on the playground with my friends, having play dates on weekends. But now a lot of my friends are in different classes and my best friend had to move to a different school plus i get so nervous when talking to new people and i just cant make them think im weird and somtimes i just cry on my bed when im sleeping cause they call me rude things, so after hearing this you made me smile because all the memories of being 5 are gone having fun, play dates, Nerf gun wars, where has the time gone?
if you were reading this thank you so much this was a lot of time to do this and now being in middle school and almost going into grade 8 and on to high school
im just saying time flys and use it properly just like how many memories ive told you guy so yea
Hope you guys have a great day
@@GreenBanana-wi7eg You still have your youth kid. Things like that make you feel like that at that age will be insignificant to you when you're older. It may not think that now & i know, it's a big deal at your age to try and fit in. But you will find your kind of people some day, it may be soon it may not be. But all i can say is, cherish the youth you still have right now.
I'd do so much to be where you are right now. Don't waste those precious years of youth, don't do anything stupid, stick with the right people. And please, please, if you have grandparents or anyone in your family who is on the older side. Please visit them and talk to them, you'll regret it later in life if you didn't.
Good luck, stay safe, be smart, have fun, make memories with family, the world is a big and scary place.
Man. Listening to this after 2 months of dealing with severe depression after who i thought was the love of my life left me. So many thoughts on my mind but this is just so calming. Thank you for posting this.
To who ever reads this comment things will get better for you, you will doubt it but they will. Dont lose hope,better days are coming.
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
I just want to die bro
My Grandmother would say things like this to me and I never ignored her
101.for flight
102.enjoy the life
@@Beginner_Aviator
103. to make your own diary
104. to hug your loved ones every night to tell them you love them
After reading the list I just realized I don't have much to live for. Except 51, 56, 57 and 94
I still believe there are similar people like us.... we just need to find them😢
Don’t look back, Go forward.
Just treasure in your heart
This type of music really resonates with me. I’m only 15- nearly 16 but I already feel like I’ve lived out my life and I’m just waiting for the end. I feel actually hollow I physically don’t even feel like I’m here. nothing excites me anymore and all of my interests just seem boring. I have no motivation to do anything routinely. I’m just trapped in a cycle of depression or something and I don’t think it’s going to go away anytime soon
Things get better eventually. At least that’s what everyone tells me. Maybe your current interests don’t make you happy anymore. Just keep trying new things and meeting new people and things will all come together. All the doors that are closed for you right now will slowly start opening.
I remember something like that when I was 16. I told my dad I just felt like I was 'existing' and 'floating', not living. It lasted till I was 20. It was scary and I didn't know if I was going to make it out. I held on to Jesus for dear life until I could feel things again. All I can say now is that I'm so glad I didn't leave. I work helping others with these problems and it has even allowed me to start friendships with struggling people. It got better for me after years when I would have sworn I'd never feel things again. Keep hope alive. Prayers for you.
@@davidengeland5247 cheers bro glad to see you doing better too, I’ll be alright momma ain’t raise no quitter
That's a normal thing. It’s hormones, you know. If you feel it, being a mature person, you should worry about your life, but in your case, it’s a normal thing. Keep going, and do anything.
same
The comments on the video make me cry everytime i read them ................... I pray and wish everyone's worries goes away
This type of music is so peaceful.
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
These are not my words but spread them and copy paste
The title has such a deep meaning. We see dreams almost everyday but only remember them every once in a while.
This makes me want to embrace life and let my loved ones know how much I care because one day all I’ll have are memories to look back on and cherish. Regret is a burden. Live for today.❤
Very wise words ❤
midnight,driving alone around the city
feeling literally...nothing
after few hours you're going to get hit by this absolute sadness
leaving you with the worst memories you have stored throughout the years.
thx for the playlist
Literally what I was doing while listen it
Jesus is King
Everyday nonstop, this is what I feel
Hi N., YOU ARE NOT ACCOUNTING FOR THE MANY GOOD THINGS YOU DO.!! ALWAYS COUNT UP ALL THE WAYS YOU HELP OUT WHEN THE OTHERS WALKED OFF!!!! NEXT TIME YOU MAKE AN EFFORT TO SOLVE SOMEONES PROBLEM, YOU MIGHT TELL EM YOU LOVE EM AND LOOK FOR THE NEXT MISSION. I SAY THAT QUICK PHRASE OFTEN. SO MANY PEOPLE SECRETLY HAVE NEVER HEARD THAT SAID TO THEM. YOU CAN DETECT SUPRIZE AND A LITTLE RELIEF IN THEM. IT IS FORIEGN TO THEM BUT CAN GIVE THEM THE LITTLE BIT OF GAS THEY REALLY NEEDED!! AND YOU CAN BE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS WHAT TO DO!!! THIS LITTLE KINDNESS KEEPS ME AFLOAT ALL DAY. IT DOESN'T COST A THING AND IS ALWAYS A CURRENT MEMORY FOR ME THAT OVERLOADS MOST OF THE CRAP I FEEL. PEOPLE LIVE IN SECRET DESPERATION. YOU CAN HELP WITHOUT LOSS . 😐😉🙏🇺🇸😚💪🇺🇸👍
But N., How about the many lives you have saved!!!????😮 A man threw his tools away from upset over something. An onlooker, stranger dug them from the garbage and returned them to the mechanic. Because of this small act, the mechanic was given a moment to breath. He took the tools back and used them to work and feed the family. Little secret occurrances go untold and unrecognized which is correct. But the recoveries from these small kindnesses can be gigantic. They are your every day habits I'll bet!!!! Know that your day is full of secret miracles done by you. No one one will put them in the paper because they are private. The secret kindness can move mountains. But you must be smart and let them go on secretly. Much Love secretly, me.
May all the exam papers you touch this year only brings you happiness, success and satisfaction ❤ with love
Is it weird that i feel that not only me, but other people find either solace, peace, and/or relief from reading comment sections from these tracks?
Knowing other people as well as me came upon these mixes in their own need for something to ease whatever is going on in their life.
Looking at how people felt at that moment in time, in a few sentences, if not more, while experiencing the vibe that said somone else vibed to in the past.
Going your own path only to merge for a quick respite with a few anonymous strangers that one of which is bound to be listening to this at the same time as you.
Something about it has me feel at ease and i *really* hope i'm not alone.
You are not alone ❤ i really felt those words sending you big hugs and positive energy
@@user-bw5ti5io8c 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Just this thumbnail itself got me like this video already. I miss Seattle
“I feel so alone every Friday night ,can you make it feel like Home if I tell you you’re mine ?”
Tired and weary from the hours on end of driving, you spot the neon sign in the dim light. It was impossible to miss, with the contrast and eye catching name. You stop in, check in, and get your key. You hear the faint sound of rain hitting against the window and pavement outside. You turn to look, but when you turn back, the clerk is gone. The neon sign is burnt out; a decrepit interior. A memory.
Whoever is reading this just know you have a place in this world that no one else can fulfill. Just know that you are the only you and that you are a wonderful human. Dont let anybody tell you different
Thank you so much, you are a blessed human being! ❤
thanks greg
Road trip of the soul not just music man .......❤this is eerily deep....i wish I could explain where my soul is lost because of this.......
I'm homesick for a place I don't know exists
My soul felt and my body understood😢
It took a dream for me to finally wake up.
If sleeping is the only way to escape reality then I'll sleep all day
You know... Its crazy to think. In our milkyway galaxy there are 200billion stars which all have there own planets. Whats crazier is there are 2 trillion galaxies all with more or less stars 😍 what an amazing time we live in. To have music like this with information that boggles the mind!
We live in a different zones. I know it's raining on your own. Mine is cold and there's a breeze. I wish you could see me, just one more time and remember my beautiful face and that smile you used to adore.
Breaks me into pieces thinking you're not longer mine, and thinking that you don't want me as yours anymore.
Where did the love go? They say it transforms, into something new.
Something new that I don't need and I don't want.
How many nights should I ask God to hear your voice again?
All my dreams and goals went with it
Can I call you again? Can you calm me instead?
I've been independent my whole life, but it's the first time that I need someone by my side.
Only you, but you act like you're a ghost and like you never existed in my life.
A few years ago, I thought I was sad, but now it has become worse, and now I realize that at that time I was at the highest level of happiness.
I miss the old me I'm lonely and I don't have anything to make me forget that. I only have a roof that makes me long for my old days. Nothing is just false hope and sadness. I wish I could go back to those days. I don't know what to do, I don't know what my end will be, I'm lost ☹️
the commentators here inspire me
You don't miss the old days you just miss being happy being a kid again
It's been a year since I lost someone I loved, and it was because of me. Until this day I feel the pain and guilt, I went into depression, lost the will to live and closed myself. I am currently undergoing medication treatment and have been greatly helped by my family and friends. I feel like God hasn't given up on me yet, and I was taken aback by this video, this song and this list. Thank you so much for this!
While I’m writing, It’s raining here in Rio de Janeiro, and I’m going to sleep 😴
Stay strong brother ❤
You are doing amazing my man! Hope you get better soon, i'm counting on ya!
God has not given up on you, my love! Have faith in Jesus, He died on the cross and paid the price for all of our sins, you don't have to carry the pain and guilt on your own. For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.
I promise you, when you give your heart to God and trust in Him and love Him, He will help you with everything. Try reading the Bible, learn more about Jesus, and let God heal you. Keep going and let God strengthen you! I hope to see you get better ❤
@@feverbearrrthank you some much for taking a time to write this message for me! Really, it means so much! Big hug ♥️🙏🏻
Hey you, who stopped to read my comment, never give up, go ahead, fight for your dreams, things will come better for you, I wish you every success
Always reveal my memories,those mysterious memories that I don’t even sure it existed
This is amazing ty I know sometimes u think „why is it always me??“ but remember this is not forever. I‘ve been trough worse.. much worse all I can say is „let time be time“
what I mean by that is do not care about every single person problem or Situation in ur life, let time decide how it will be going. Time changes people change will come I know that!
God is with all of us.
I was walking inside my heart, when I decided to visit some broken parts. I kept remembering me at a spot, recalling back emotions. Some emotions never die, they either sleep or hibernate. Music takes you at an instant without thinking twice~
staring at this for hours tells you how far you are lost
My childhood passed so fast...
When I learnt more about the world, It was the worst time in my life and yet it still is.
My experience have this solution: more you know, more you worry about. As a child I really didnt cared about anything. Gosh the teen age is so bad. I thought itll be good, but I was wrong. This type of music really allows me to stop thinking about the reality.
Ps: I cried while reading the comments, man. 😭
Right now i am in another country alone with bigger dreams and no one share with and problem inside me and no one will care when i say it And my family away in a war zone but i keep saying to my self aziz some day you will make all your dreams come true and i will make my father love me again because he hates me and mom she will be happy again my day will come soon I wrote this message here because i don’t some one to understand what ı am going through it wish you all good luck
Dreams are never truly forgotten really.
They change, they evolve, they grow.
Dreams move with you as you become more aware of the world.
Sometimes you dream of becoming the best in the world.
Other times you dream of simply passing a class.
Keep chasing those dreams.
Don't let the world tell you that you can't.
Lean into what you enjoy.
Life is rough, but we can still keep going.
the first song made me feel colder
Snowfall
Sometimes loneliness is the answer.
Your hitchhiking down a lonesome road. Only your thoughts to keep you company. You see a hotel sign but you have no money for a room. It’s a wet but warm night. The rain makes the atmosphere strangely pleasant. You begin to contemplate your life, your death and ever choice you’ve ever made in between. Next thing you know you’ve been standing there for almost 40 minutes. A nostalgic air hangs around you as you bush the rain off your head and continue on your way
Well written ❤
I had a dream one night when I was trying to stop drinking and using for the millionth time, before I fell asleep i asked God to reveal Himself to me, I dreamed a man came up to me and said “You’re more than a ten statement type of girl Paula “ I said “Did you know me before my addiction “ He said “I’ve always known you” I said “ can I come with you” He said “ Yes, follow me “ I was then baptised in my dream, after 30 years of using, I haven’t had a single drink or drug since Dec 8 2022, thank you 🙏
This is good. I hope you have a great day. I hope God grants you success
Get ready we are about to start tribulation, everything will be alright,don't be afraid to lose everything, just rely on him
When I was near the end of my high school era,I used to dream about becoming a rich man who can adapt to this cruel society and not only survive it,but dominate it.
The reason for this dream was simple.Since I come from a third world country,seeing kids under 5 begging for alms is a frequent scenario here.My dream was to be rich enough so that I can select the kids who want to grind(but are too poor to do so) and raise them as such so that they can achieve in life according to their will and ambition.
5 years later,here I am.Lost,fazed,clueless about what the hell I'm doing here,no hope to keep me going on.When I clicked this vid and the music began,what i remembered instantly was my own forgotten dream.i'm sorry to my past self.He deserved better.Anybody reading till this,I hope better days are in store for you.
You can never forget dreams.. You just move on from them. You find new dreams and you think its ur truly dream, you feel happy from thinking about it.. But suddenly, you lose them.
Blankly staring at the wall, remembering the good times you had. As the tear rolls down your cheek, you set the photo of your kids down and close your eyes, hoping that oneday you get to see them again.
Forgotten dreams is such a powerful title it makes me think of all the things I wanted to do and all the things I wanted to be…
It makes me remember that I had hope
It makes me remember that I was happy
It makes me remember the days where I would jump around in the grass while laughing
It makes me remember when we would go swimming on a hot day and play Marco pollo
It makes me remember when we would play tag
It makes me remember when I wasn’t alone
It makes me remember the times me and my brother would lay on the grass and talk about our dreams and what we wanted to do
It makes me remember *me*
Sometimes I really hate that song Snowfall.. makes me feel empty about the past and wishing I did things differently but other times it almost inspires me to plan my next adventure.
My mom passed away in november 2023 due to cancer, i usually stay up at nights just remembering the old times and imagining how would i be doing right now if i still had her by my side, mostly while listening to music. Im gonna miss her at my graduation, at my marriage and when im gonna start earning full time (if I'll ever get a chance). Love your parents to the fullest Gs. Life is unpredictable.
Theres so much passion and love in these comments, its almost unbelievable🥹🥺
c:(
I often thought about the what if’s.
What if I had the courage to tell him how I felt? Where would we be now? Blissfully happy to our hearts content. Waking with the warmth of the suns rays to find us wrapped in each other like ivy. A messy tangle of limbs, close as one can be to becoming one. Basking in the glow of each other, a love so profound it couldn’t possibly be found in another.
What if I had belief? Would I be on a different path than I am now? If I believed in myself I would’ve leapt instead of being convinced by others I couldn’t dare. I’d be spending my days and nights writing. Living a thousand of different lives through words I created on paper. Sharing my most vulnerable self to strangers and being connected by a universal feeling. The one where we felt seen, heard. Where we didn’t feel so alone.
What if, what if, what if.
I often thought about the what if’s until one day my what if’s became forgotten dreams.
It's sad how humans have lost the curiosity for others
All I can get from people are huge monologues, no one wants to listen anymore
The connection is gone, there's no way I can feel someone else truly
If you want to talk about anything I'm here to listen. 👍 and can I also recommend praying. God already knows your full heart, there is no need to hide anything from him. You can just unload everything to him. Jesus loves you. ❤
@@the.seagull.35 appreciate it Danny, I know God is always there, sometimes I tend to forget it
@@krislibanu6197 I forgot it for a while too. When I was in high school and into college I just put God aside and I went and lived however I wanted to. But a few really tough things happened and my life hit rock bottom. So I turned back to God and really prayed as if he could hear me and help me. That's when Jesus started to answer me, in the most powerful and personal ways... He really loved me even in my lowest moment. I think he even brought me to that moment on purpose. God wanted me to know him closely. It was really kind of him. I think he does the same for others too. He brings us low, so that Christ can lift us up. 🤝
I'm really sorry to hear that. I really hope things get better for you ❤
هذهِ الموسيقى تعبر عن المأساة والحياة المعدمه من السعاده والحياة المجردة من الاهتمام والحب لا يمكنني وصف مشاعري بطريقه افضل من هذهِ الموسيقى 😞💔
Don’t worry. It will get better.
يسوع يحبك ❤ إنه يفهم الفراغ الذي تشعر به. على الصليب أصبح فارغًا تمامًا. لقد سكب كل ما لديه من أجل الخطاة مثلنا ، حتى دمه وحياته. الآن قام من جديد وهو في السماء ، يحكم الكون ومليء بالحياة الوفيرة. يمكنه أن يمنحك هذه الحياة الوفيرة أيضًا. 🤝 آمن فقط بمسيح الله.
أَنَا هُوَ الْبَابُ، مَنْ دَخَلَ مِنِّي يَنْجُو، فَيَدْخُلُ وَيَخْرُجُ وَيَجِدُ مَرْعًى. السَّارِقُ يَأْتِي لِيَسْرِقَ وَيَذْبَحَ وَيُهْلِكَ. أَمَّا أَنَا فَجِئْتُ لِتَكُونَ لَهُمْ حَيَاةٌ، بَلْ حَيَاةٌ وَفِيرَةٌ. ”أَنَا هُوَ الرَّاعِي الصَّالِحُ، وَالرَّاعِي الصَّالِحُ يُضَحِّي بِنَفْسِهِ مِنْ أَجْلِ الْخِرَافِ.
يوحنا 10:9-11 SAB ✝️
This is what I wish weirdcore was more of.
Don't worry bro, everything is fine, one day you will have what you want so much
its 3am i have litterly no one to talk to. i have no friends and im just alone with my thoughts. all i wanna do is havw deep convos with someone about life or play roblox (although im 17 roblox be fun ngl) i miss having friends. feels like im wasting my years and im just stuck as the world moves on and it drives me insane.
Don't worry buddy, we've all been there. It can be difficult at times.
Im here with norifications on, if you want to talk to me about life then you can do it my friend, im listening ♥️
@@Duarteyahoo272 thank you I really appreciate it
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Estas sentado, en completa oscuridad. Nadie en casa despierto, (no del todo). Son las 4 de la madrugada, pero al no poder dormir decides indagar en tu móvil, ese lugar donde cualquiera puede esconderse, sentirse seguro aunque no sepamos ni su nombre. Luego de un rato encuentras esta lista y decides escucharla por simple aburrimiento. Te acuestas y cierras los ojos, empiezas a pensar. Te das cuenta que no sientes nada en realidad y todo al mismo tiempo, estas feliz pero triste, ansioso pero relajado, vivo pero muerto. Empiezas a pensar en la vida, la infancia, la vejez. En que pasaría si mañana no existiera nada, no existiera nadie. Piensas que la vida solo fue creada para poder satisfacer necesidades de otros, tus propias necesidades. Esas necesidades que te hacen quien eres, te hace alguien. Piensas que en ese mundo sin vida humana, a tí no te importaria nada, te sentirías como esta playlist, serías como la playlist. Serías como el viento que no se detiene pero aún así no tiene destino. La vida no daría problemas respecto al resto. Miras la lluvia por la ventana, como las pequeñas gotas van cayendo, escuchas su sonido. Viene la duda, puede que estes en un sueño. Sabes que no es asi, pero desearías, desearías no poder despertar, no morir, algo similar, dormir para siempre. Soñar para siempre, sin problemas o preocupaciones, sabes que no pasará, no es posible. Vuelves a la realidad.¿Que problema hay si no quiero satisfacer a nadie? ¿Que pasaría? Aunque sabes la respuesta, no quieres aceptarla. No serías nadie, no existirías, sería la muerte misma. Aunque eso no te moleste, piensas que, podría ser la unica solución. No tienes pensamientos suicidas, no aún, solamente, tienes la pregunta de como se sentiría, que verías o que pasaría. Tu corazón se ralentiza, tal vez, solo tal vez, lo estas sintiendo ahora. La nada misma te succiona, sigues sin sentir absolutamente nada porque no quieres sentir algo. La lista llegó a su fin y quedas en silencio, vuelves a sentir algo.
Lloras, lloras por la vida, la muerte, la alegría y la tristeza. Lloras por los que no estan, por los que siguen estando y por los que solamente han desaparecido. Mientras te ahogas en tus lágrimas piensas que no sabes que pasará mañana, si será peor o simplemente mejorará, son 4 y 38, solamente pasó media hora, pero para tí fue toda una vida. Piensas que no volveras a sentir lo mismo, lo niegas, pero aún así, sabes que está, en el fondo, tratando de salir...
(Quise escribir esto, ya que fué como de verdad descubrí esta playlist que hoy en día es una de mis favoritas. Aunque no sea algo profesional, puse todo mis pensamientos ahí. Aunque no sean fácil escribir todos y cada uno, quiero decir que estoy contigo, sé que seguramente sentiste al menos por una vez lo mismo.
Quiero que seas felíz y puedas gritar que estas vivo a todo pulmón. Todo mejorará en algun punto, te lo prometo, y sino, quiero que sepas que puedes contar conmigo siempre...)
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Justo estoy llorando a mares y esto me alternacio mi corazón 🤍 graciasss personita linda 🫂
Excelente, la verdad ni cuando iba a la uni leia escritos que representen tan bien un estado. 🎉
I think this is great 👍 no need to be a professional writer. you just speak from the heart and that makes you unique.
»Por eso les digo: No se preocupen por su vida, qué comerán o beberán; ni por su cuerpo, cómo se vestirán. ¿No tiene la vida más valor que la comida y el cuerpo más que la ropa? Fíjense en las aves del cielo: no siembran ni cosechan, ni almacenan en graneros; sin embargo, el Padre celestial las alimenta. ¿No valen ustedes mucho más que ellas? ¿Quién de ustedes, por mucho que se preocupe, puede añadir una sola hora al curso de su vida?
Mateo 6:25-27 🙏
»Vengan a mí todos ustedes que están cansados y agobiados; yo les daré descanso. Carguen con mi yugo y aprendan de mí, pues yo soy apacible y humilde de corazón, y encontrarán descanso para sus almas. Porque mi yugo es suave y mi carga es liviana».
Mateo 11:28-30 ❤✝️
Palavras muito bem colocadas. Sim, eu me identifiquei com suas palavras. É exatamente como me sinto agora