Pile 3 is so sooo accurate Katya. I battled infertility for 5-6 years to have a baby and my husband and I worked extremely hard to buy ourselves a house as we were having a lot of issues living with his family. In 2021, I conceived naturally in January and we made the first payment of our first home in the same month! It was the happiest year of our life as all our dreams were coming true. My baby was born in October 2021 and just when she was 3 months old my perfectly healthy husband who was only 37 years old was diagnosed with a very aggressive cancer. He only made it through 2 rounds of chemo and his body gave up and I lost the love of my life in April 2022. I miss him everyday and I often wonder why something came together so beautifully for us only to be torn apart in the worst way possible. Your message brought me a lot of comfort and happiness as I’ve been very lonely since he passed and I would like to have some tender loving care in my life.
Hi, I choose Pile 3 , spot on !!! Thanks for the encouragement, hope , hope this read come true 4 MEEEEEE 😊🎉❤ Have a Awesome weekend , ur such a sweet soul . Glad I found ur channel.
I just saw your video for the first time.. I'm very impressed.. your face and smooth voice.. makes my heart feel cool.. I choose pile 2.. thank you for the enlightenment.. thanks again.. you make my heart calmer comfortable .. greetings from Indonesia .. ❤❤❤
( con't 2 )I didnt ask for this sign, but I have the " Sacred Destiny" Oracle Deck, and The Peach is my favourite card. It symbolizes fertility and harvest/fulfillment 🍑 Its wonderful that you pulled it 💗 Im starting a new job in June, Im an Early Childhood Educator, and although I know there is still more healing to be done, I now believe that the worst is behind me. Thank you for this beautiful gift of a reading and for sharing your energy that radiates like the sun 🙏🌞🌈🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
I'm sorry to hear that Tamara. Sometimes the world can be just like that. Completely phased about anothers feeling but their own. I and you can be like that sometimes as well and we don't realize it. Ideals and ideas really mean nothing unless we understand someone from their point of view and individuality and care for them or love them based on who they truly are and not waht we think, believe, nor want to think and believe they are. Masks are pretty common to wear in this world as a sense of protection for oneself since the world can and is a ugly place to live at times, most times for me. But ya your story is truly heart breaking man.. damn. I had a similar experience, it's just that it's the world at large lol. Preventing me from living the life I wish which isn't like how everyone lives their life (9-5 job, hustle and bustle, rat race, lack mentality, king of the hill type). I never did had a dream. I just wanted to live a life of fulfilment and abundance in respects to everyone elses opionions and ways of life. But nooo people have to interfere, family always know better than myself, etc. Too many to mention and put in detail and theyre not pretty. Best figurative example would simply be: a noble, wise, and a gentle soul born in a gladitorial arena. Just like how Sparticus (the first series) was like. Riped away from his beautiful life and manipulated to filfull other peoples bidding "by force and deception". And he fights back, by force (me 😂) to reclaim it. But ya, people wear masks all the time. It's just a matter of truly knowing one person as to who they truly are as they are. I personally dislike them. But I do put on an oni mask lol. And I do commit to that character if challenged. Some people need them cause boars tend to not know boundaries 😂. Rest assured, you will get what you deserve 🙂(your match not some fake arse maggy 😅). As I will and I'll claim it. The best way I believe is to truly be our authentic selves and the right people will find us or/and we will find the right people for us. Best wishes to you my dear.
@@aznsolja84 Thank you Ray . Yes definitely it was a mask and yes Im guilty of loving who I thought he was vs who he really was, but I was deceived. I truly thought that's who he was, and we have an obligation to not wear masks with our intimate partners, those with who we share the most sacred and holy of bonds. Im not religious, but when I'm in a partnership, it is holy to me and I expect 100% Authenticity. I'm not sure what to do now because like you said, I do not have the same materialistic goals as everyone around me. It leaves you feeling very lonely, don't you think? I feel like an Aimless wanderer, a Hermit, afraid I'll never meet someone like me, or if I do think I have, it will turn out again to all be a lie........
(Con't) with wanting to live. I still struggle with it, but it's less constant. I just came out of a very bad week where all I did was sleep. I can't understand how someone I thought I knew so well could turn out to be such a complete stranger. It makes me question myself. It's like he was wearing a mask all along, and underneath the mask was a monster. I know this is long but I'm a very private person and it helps to feel connected to the larger pool of spiritual beings, people like me. I've definitely got through Dark Night of the Soul, and have done so much inner work on myself, so much that I feel like a different person now. I still struggle with the concept of forgiveness, because I have no idea if he understands how wrong what he did was, and I'm a very moral person with a clear sense of right and wrong. I accept that he left, what I can't accept is the nuclear silence and lack of empathy and understanding of what it was like for me, how I needed to hear some humanity from him, some closure. The lack of anything is what was the most painful, it made me feel like I was nothing, like I didn't exist. Nobody deserves that, especially someone who gave everything they had to you, wide open.( also my best child-bearing years ) To hear that "frivolity" is coming, light-heartedness, fun, joy YES that is exactly what I need. I need to just feel ok with being again, and to experience joy. And
Hi dear, I am going through the same thing with a very close friend and he turned to be 2 faced with many cheating. I couldn’t figure out and wasted a year. Just did closure with him as all I received from him was very surface and bare-minimum😢 Just keep going strong and I am struggling too! May be there’s better blessing ahead 🎉
@@nwenistyle123 Awww thank you for writing Lavender, it means a lot to me. I hope so and for you as well 🙏🌞 PS I love your name! Love lavender, it's scent and it's spiritual meaning, I've never heard it as a name before! 😀
I am so sorry! I have experienced something similar. It is very hard for us who give with our whole heart. You are not alone. ((Hugs)) 💚 If you don’t mind, I will say a prayer for you.
Strange we don't know each other..but so many broken hearts all around the world. I have been through toxic relationships in the best years of my life, and still searching for the one... and even after so many hardships, we still keep a lingering hope!!! We are just a special group of people with the kindest hearts 💕
Благодарю за 3 вариант!! Вот это да!! 9 мая был роковой день тотального разрушения привычного,, и как раз начала видеть много бабочек, и живых и на предметах.. и на рюкзаке у меня нашивка в виде бабочки) Люблю и желаю много счастья!!!
Pile 3 I feel like you are my best friend Katya and you are here talking just with me, and it feels so warm, just like The Sun, my first card. I feel like I've been in the dark so long. You described my situation exactly. My childhood dream, my only dream, has been to be married to a loving person and create a family together. I am now 37 years old. I was with my partner for 8 years and couldn't wait to marry him. He always assured me we would, but he was a student getting his Masters and wanted to wait until after school. It was agony putting my dreams on hold, but I believed in him with every fibre of my being. So I waited, and waited, and waited. Until I couldn't wait any more and I gave him an ultimatum. He bought me the ring I picked out with him and proposed. We told everyone, we asked my Grandma if we could have the small, intimate wedding at her beautiful, wooded hillside property, I bought a wedding dress with my Mom and sisters there. I got the wedding licence from my small towns City Hall. Picked out the reception hall and put the deposit on it. Chose the date. And then.......he wanted to postpone it. I still believed in him. And then one day out of the blue, me not suspecting a thing, he told me he was continuing his education in a city an hour away from our home, he was moving there, and he didn't want me to move with him. EIGHT YEARS, and all my dreams. He packed his stuff and moved out and that was it. Like a cold fu$%&*ng psychopath. I was beyond broken. This was five years ago. I struggled
Hi Tamara, I read your comment a couple of days ago and I didn't really know what to say to you, but I felt you in my heart. I know how hard it is to deal with betrayal and loss and having to realise a future you were so certain of will now never happen, without receiving any kind of solid explanation or even just simple decency and compassion from the other person. I remembered you said you were having trouble with forgiveness (and I hear you on that) and today on my feed a video from Anita Moorjani came up (she's the woman who had an NDE and was healed from stage 4 cancer during it) about forgiving and loving those who've deeply hurt us and I thought of you. If you just search for her it'll come up but I'll give a quick summary. She says that you don't need to forgive the person but instead choose to love yourself unconditionally which heals you and raises your vibration which encompasses forgiveness which is then sent out to everyone, including the person who hurt you. It's the inside out approach - :) I hope this helps in some way. You're an amazingly strong woman and your story is huge, you went through a lot and you're doing so well. Sending you love and healing.xx
@@Aria_5_6 Thank you so much Aria, your compassion made me cry 💕 It really does help to just get it out there, especially to ppl with similar stories. All my friends and family have been happily married for years and they don't really understand, how could they? I will look up Anita xoxo
Pile 3. I was living with a narcissist for about 3 years and it's been a around 7 month that i moved out from that house. He was very kind, nice, caring and charming at the beginning and i fell for him. After he asked me to live together and sign a 4 years house contract he has changed. You can't even imagine what happened to me there. He wanted a slave to live with him and take care of the house. I've been ra*ed, bitten humiliated, threatened on a daily basis. Up to a point that i wanted to commit sui**de. Anyway i got some support from a women organization organization and I'm about to visit a psychologist in a few days. Just a normal day of my life with him was i had to go to his cars trunk because i didn't deserve to sit in a passenger seat just because i didn't pay enough attention to the traffic light while he was driving! That was basically my every day life. I was stuck in very strange house contract and if i wanted to move out i had to pay a lot. Anyway one day i just felt i can't do this anymore and i said whatever ill go. Wasn't that easy but i made it. Im still working super hard to solve all the problems he has made for me. Physicall, emotionally, mentally, financially and educationally. The worse part is he is my classmate and i have to see him every day! And if you are wondering where do i live. It's a nice country in the middle of Europe! And yes i need someone kind to treat me not even nicely just like a normal human being which i do believe will never happen to me.
Yes 😢 your reading is so suprising for me😢.he break my heart ,mind and believe on him. 💔😢😢😢😢😢.He had new girlfriend😢😢😢.he and me not talking for 2years.pile 2
Thank you Katya....#2 so resonated....You're right focus on myself...my happiness....the past is best to put to rest...🙏🌟💞
Pile 3 is so sooo accurate Katya. I battled infertility for 5-6 years to have a baby and my husband and I worked extremely hard to buy ourselves a house as we were having a lot of issues living with his family. In 2021, I conceived naturally in January and we made the first payment of our first home in the same month! It was the happiest year of our life as all our dreams were coming true. My baby was born in October 2021 and just when she was 3 months old my perfectly healthy husband who was only 37 years old was diagnosed with a very aggressive cancer. He only made it through 2 rounds of chemo and his body gave up and I lost the love of my life in April 2022. I miss him everyday and I often wonder why something came together so beautifully for us only to be torn apart in the worst way possible. Your message brought me a lot of comfort and happiness as I’ve been very lonely since he passed and I would like to have some tender loving care in my life.
I’m so sorry for your loss! And I’m wishing that the love and support you need comes your way soon 🤍🫂
😢
@@aquaterraignis8805 OMG thank you so much for your kind words. Brought tears to my eyes.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of love to you and your baby ❤
Ambiance of this reading is beautiful , calm , and your voice is relaxing ❤❤❤ pile 2 really resonates
Pile 3 - shockingly so relatable and true. Thank you so much. This video just came up in my UA-cam feed suggestion. Thank you so much ❤
Thank you Katya as I chose pile #2. You gave me clarity on how to approach my situation. love and light.
Hi,
I choose Pile 3 , spot on !!! Thanks for the encouragement, hope , hope this read come true 4 MEEEEEE 😊🎉❤ Have a Awesome weekend , ur such a sweet soul . Glad I found ur channel.
I just saw your video for the first time.. I'm very impressed.. your face and smooth voice.. makes my heart feel cool.. I choose pile 2.. thank you for the enlightenment.. thanks again.. you make my heart calmer comfortable .. greetings from Indonesia .. ❤❤❤
Pile 3 , Thank you so much sweet you 🙏💖!
pile 2
Amazing!
Thanks and love from me,the anxious overthinking type.:)
Thank you for your positive energy. Pile 3 and I'm trying my best to live in the present❤
2, thanks for the reading 💕
Thank you so much for this reading. It was sent to me just perfect time to lift me up when I needed it the most . 🙏
Love you Katya! You are so comforting and lovely to listen too - much love xx
My life is adjusting, I hope. Thank you!
( con't 2 )I didnt ask for this sign, but I have the " Sacred Destiny" Oracle Deck, and The Peach is my favourite card. It symbolizes fertility and harvest/fulfillment 🍑 Its wonderful that you pulled it 💗 Im starting a new job in June, Im an Early Childhood Educator, and although I know there is still more healing to be done, I now believe that the worst is behind me. Thank you for this beautiful gift of a reading and for sharing your energy that radiates like the sun 🙏🌞🌈🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
I'm sorry to hear that Tamara. Sometimes the world can be just like that. Completely phased about anothers feeling but their own. I and you can be like that sometimes as well and we don't realize it. Ideals and ideas really mean nothing unless we understand someone from their point of view and individuality and care for them or love them based on who they truly are and not waht we think, believe, nor want to think and believe they are.
Masks are pretty common to wear in this world as a sense of protection for oneself since the world can and is a ugly place to live at times, most times for me.
But ya your story is truly heart breaking man.. damn. I had a similar experience, it's just that it's the world at large lol. Preventing me from living the life I wish which isn't like how everyone lives their life (9-5 job, hustle and bustle, rat race, lack mentality, king of the hill type). I never did had a dream. I just wanted to live a life of fulfilment and abundance in respects to everyone elses opionions and ways of life. But nooo people have to interfere, family always know better than myself, etc. Too many to mention and put in detail and theyre not pretty. Best figurative example would simply be: a noble, wise, and a gentle soul born in a gladitorial arena. Just like how Sparticus (the first series) was like. Riped away from his beautiful life and manipulated to filfull other peoples bidding "by force and deception". And he fights back, by force (me 😂) to reclaim it.
But ya, people wear masks all the time. It's just a matter of truly knowing one person as to who they truly are as they are. I personally dislike them. But I do put on an oni mask lol. And I do commit to that character if challenged. Some people need them cause boars tend to not know boundaries 😂.
Rest assured, you will get what you deserve 🙂(your match not some fake arse maggy 😅). As I will and I'll claim it.
The best way I believe is to truly be our authentic selves and the right people will find us or/and we will find the right people for us.
Best wishes to you my dear.
@@aznsolja84 Thank you Ray . Yes definitely it was a mask and yes Im guilty of loving who I thought he was vs who he really was, but I was deceived. I truly thought that's who he was, and we have an obligation to not wear masks with our intimate partners, those with who we share the most sacred and holy of bonds. Im not religious, but when I'm in a partnership, it is holy to me and I expect 100% Authenticity. I'm not sure what to do now because like you said, I do not have the same materialistic goals as everyone around me. It leaves you feeling very lonely, don't you think? I feel like an Aimless wanderer, a Hermit, afraid I'll never meet someone like me, or if I do think I have, it will turn out again to all be a lie........
Pile 1 💚Thank's for a wonderful reading 🌹💞
Thank you so much for this reading🙏 really loved your energy
Pile 3 and my jaw dropped, I’ve been seeing so many butterflies today
I'm curious, what do say when you shuffle the cards??
this was amazing loving tarrot congratulations
(Con't) with wanting to live. I still struggle with it, but it's less constant. I just came out of a very bad week where all I did was sleep. I can't understand how someone I thought I knew so well could turn out to be such a complete stranger. It makes me question myself. It's like he was wearing a mask all along, and underneath the mask was a monster. I know this is long but I'm a very private person and it helps to feel connected to the larger pool of spiritual beings, people like me. I've definitely got through Dark Night of the Soul, and have done so much inner work on myself, so much that I feel like a different person now. I still struggle with the concept of forgiveness, because I have no idea if he understands how wrong what he did was, and I'm a very moral person with a clear sense of right and wrong. I accept that he left, what I can't accept is the nuclear silence and lack of empathy and understanding of what it was like for me, how I needed to hear some humanity from him, some closure. The lack of anything is what was the most painful, it made me feel like I was nothing, like I didn't exist. Nobody deserves that, especially someone who gave everything they had to you, wide open.( also my best child-bearing years ) To hear that "frivolity" is coming, light-heartedness, fun, joy YES that is exactly what I need. I need to just feel ok with being again, and to experience joy. And
Hi dear, I am going through the same thing with a very close friend and he turned to be 2 faced with many cheating. I couldn’t figure out and wasted a year. Just did closure with him as all I received from him was very surface and bare-minimum😢
Just keep going strong and I am struggling too! May be there’s better blessing ahead 🎉
@@nwenistyle123 Awww thank you for writing Lavender, it means a lot to me. I hope so and for you as well 🙏🌞 PS I love your name! Love lavender, it's scent and it's spiritual meaning, I've never heard it as a name before! 😀
I am so sorry! I have experienced something similar. It is very hard for us who give with our whole heart. You are not alone. ((Hugs)) 💚 If you don’t mind, I will say a prayer for you.
Strange we don't know each other..but so many broken hearts all around the world. I have been through toxic relationships in the best years of my life, and still searching for the one... and even after so many hardships, we still keep a lingering hope!!! We are just a special group of people with the kindest hearts 💕
@@DD-nu8jt Thank you D D 💕
Благодарю за 3 вариант!!
Вот это да!! 9 мая был роковой день тотального разрушения привычного,, и как раз начала видеть много бабочек, и живых и на предметах.. и на рюкзаке у меня нашивка в виде бабочки)
Люблю и желаю много счастья!!!
Love your readings thank you Katya 😊
Pile 3 I feel like you are my best friend Katya and you are here talking just with me, and it feels so warm, just like The Sun, my first card. I feel like I've been in the dark so long. You described my situation exactly. My childhood dream, my only dream, has been to be married to a loving person and create a family together. I am now 37 years old. I was with my partner for 8 years and couldn't wait to marry him. He always assured me we would, but he was a student getting his Masters and wanted to wait until after school. It was agony putting my dreams on hold, but I believed in him with every fibre of my being. So I waited, and waited, and waited. Until I couldn't wait any more and I gave him an ultimatum. He bought me the ring I picked out with him and proposed. We told everyone, we asked my Grandma if we could have the small, intimate wedding at her beautiful, wooded hillside property, I bought a wedding dress with my Mom and sisters there. I got the wedding licence from my small towns City Hall. Picked out the reception hall and put the deposit on it. Chose the date. And then.......he wanted to postpone it. I still believed in him. And then one day out of the blue, me not suspecting a thing, he told me he was continuing his education in a city an hour away from our home, he was moving there, and he didn't want me to move with him. EIGHT YEARS, and all my dreams. He packed his stuff and moved out and that was it. Like a cold fu$%&*ng psychopath. I was beyond broken. This was five years ago. I struggled
Hi Tamara,
I read your comment a couple of days ago and I didn't really know what to say to you, but I felt you in my heart. I know how hard it is to deal with betrayal and loss and having to realise a future you were so certain of will now never happen, without receiving any kind of solid explanation or even just simple decency and compassion from the other person.
I remembered you said you were having trouble with forgiveness (and I hear you on that) and today on my feed a video from Anita Moorjani came up (she's the woman who had an NDE and was healed from stage 4 cancer during it) about forgiving and loving those who've deeply hurt us and I thought of you. If you just search for her it'll come up but I'll give a quick summary. She says that you don't need to forgive the person but instead choose to love yourself unconditionally which heals you and raises your vibration which encompasses forgiveness which is then sent out to everyone, including the person who hurt you. It's the inside out approach - :) I hope this helps in some way.
You're an amazingly strong woman and your story is huge, you went through a lot and you're doing so well. Sending you love and healing.xx
@@Aria_5_6 Thank you so much Aria, your compassion made me cry 💕 It really does help to just get it out there, especially to ppl with similar stories. All my friends and family have been happily married for years and they don't really understand, how could they? I will look up Anita xoxo
Thank you beautiful Katya.
Pile 3. I was living with a narcissist for about 3 years and it's been a around 7 month that i moved out from that house. He was very kind, nice, caring and charming at the beginning and i fell for him. After he asked me to live together and sign a 4 years house contract he has changed. You can't even imagine what happened to me there. He wanted a slave to live with him and take care of the house. I've been ra*ed, bitten humiliated, threatened on a daily basis. Up to a point that i wanted to commit sui**de. Anyway i got some support from a women organization organization and I'm about to visit a psychologist in a few days. Just a normal day of my life with him was i had to go to his cars trunk because i didn't deserve to sit in a passenger seat just because i didn't pay enough attention to the traffic light while he was driving! That was basically my every day life. I was stuck in very strange house contract and if i wanted to move out i had to pay a lot. Anyway one day i just felt i can't do this anymore and i said whatever ill go. Wasn't that easy but i made it. Im still working super hard to solve all the problems he has made for me. Physicall, emotionally, mentally, financially and educationally. The worse part is he is my classmate and i have to see him every day! And if you are wondering where do i live. It's a nice country in the middle of Europe!
And yes i need someone kind to treat me not even nicely just like a normal human being which i do believe will never happen to me.
Thank you 🦋💙🦋
#1: ugh! Hit close to home.
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Yes 😢 your reading is so suprising for me😢.he break my heart ,mind and believe on him. 💔😢😢😢😢😢.He had new girlfriend😢😢😢.he and me not talking for 2years.pile 2
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