Oh Mark, I feel you. I have been watching my very good friend (he is male) go through after evil vloggers assassin his name and his past WITHOUT knowing the whole story. It drenched my heart, and it made me realize who those truly are. I also realized who those other people truly are who did not step up and protect this man. They forgot the consequence it can bring to this man and other unfortunate individuals, such as suicide, isolation even more, lost friends (it colours those, though), etc. Horrible. I admire your courage, and that your vlog, I hope, will help people to think twice and find the way to work together for both sides.
I cried. Your story is poignant. You should make a movie about your life, I think. So it leads to a discussion among various sciences, politicians and even for all deaf people who may be in the same situation as you. You will be blessed. I admire your mother's courage, but these people who have hurt you is on the loose. It remains hidden psychopaths among us on earth. I am with you through the universe. Make an autobiography movie, I recommend.
I could not stop watching your vlog when you mentioned several kinds of abuses and violence. Your message is so important and can spread to anyone who has similar experiences, and let people can express and share their horrible feelings in their life no matter who you are. There is a few organizations called HOPE, ADWAS, and maybe a few more. I am speaking of abuser who is possibly high-priviliged like hear, white, and man. You mentioned the pastor who seemingly disliked you all times. He is a hypocrite and a extreme christian hater. I dislike anyone who has treated people terribly. Thanks so much for sharing your experience and I can pass this to anybody I know.
Mark, This took so much courage for you to make this vlog. That speaks volumes...you're an amazing man! I'll send you a message in your Facebook inbox. But just know you have my support.
I watched your vlog in 22 mins wow time goes fast. Anyway, Thanks for sharing with us that you have an experience journey. It is hard life but thank God that Jesus is with you no matter your style life. Keep up with strong! I support you all the way. You are no alone! We love you.
Mark, I'm really sorry you are going through this much.I would love to talk to you on VP and I understand I can be a stranger to you. Just let me know so I can give you some encouragement. Again, I'm very sorry what you have and going through.
I have not chance to talk you on vp since I have given you my vp. Your message really mean to me that I feel in you. I can understand what you have been thru. I didnot know you well you try to explain everyone which they give wrong ideas of you. I love to talk you in full comfortable on vp. Keep strength what you want to be. I am with you.
Mark wood,omg ur story is very heartfelting....very sad...gawd...i feel u..i am not judging u...i know u from elementary..i once dated ur brother paul wood...we went same school...damn,i am so sorry that it happened...ofc ur not the only victim..i am another victim also...some deafies dont get it or understand the circumstances...they just dont...very frustrating yes...but dont waste ur time trying....communicate with those that experienced n understand.... im glad u posted ...u very brave....thank u for vlogging ur story...i hope it got thru most ppls head n wake up n face reality...n meant bussiness... i support u 100 percent...the hell with them who dont.....blessed be....
To put this in perspective 2% of 1 million is 20,000. USA population is above 300,000,000. 2% of 300 millions is 6 millions. That is lot. You are not alone. I read an article at A Voice for Men website. It told story of a man who went through hell ordeal being abused. It was painful to read when he said, "I looked for help. I tried to talk to an abuse counselor. They didn’t care about me, and said they couldn’t help me. There was no help. And there isn’t any for other men like me…"
O Abha!..I am very totally feeling your hearty as"Mind of God" are truly so preciously of humanity!!! Thank you so much for sharing because I have had that bad experienced in my childhood and been though til my discovered "it" so awesome shocked from last between "1997-2000", after I dropped out Gally last Spring 96' due to my beloved wife, Lee Ellen Solesby-Ivey (Class of 92) passed away in 95' and FYI, I am still struggling how to open the seal of my medical record? I need helper! I'd like to talk with you on VP when you have a chance? I made several v-logs in my channel and am getting all together to be reveal of my "shatter of mind"! ("Jade's")
He is very brave and confusion his bad experience. I'm so tear his story terrible life. Unfair for him to be happy who his life need time goes on. Noone can't change his life is.. what he want to be. I proud of him.. make me my heart fell hurt by VD , etc. My life is not bad at all. I'm still suffer life goes on. Well. Thank Ray for vlog
I feel really sad and I did listen whole your story what happen to your life been change and start new life for you now get better and stay strong+faith. I glad you get better now than old past not worth to think about past time, I has been tough my life not easy, I stay faith and think what best for me future. I like your new job work about movie, I love it,
Mark Wood, I watching your vlog & May I sharing to say with you one moment ? Don't you mind . . . I do believed your story, House parents have darkness spirits inside of them, They action out of control as blind what did they doing to you and you were little therefore you don't know how to protect yourself from Adult people hurt you went through . . .Let's go release your past, Let God will take care of anyone hurt you and You don't have to repay back them and He is only one judge on them! You are not alone, God is with you through and your past on cross Jesus said Finished and move on your new mind/new heart forward with Jesus, Jesus seat throne in your heart and God is with you all the time . He is protect your life Amen! Also I want to say You have Jesus is your relationship & you have beautiful your family (wife, children) in your life! You want know about my old past, Past is ungly and not worth to say "childhood" is innocent same your innocent as painful. I was through Dad beat up on me, verbal abruised and foster home old man show me his private in my mouth and he give me snack at my age 5 year old. Wow many things I quiet hold inside not tell anyone long time built up become emotions . . . "unloved" Thankful to Jesus knock my heart , open door to enter in and Spirit alive in me and Jesus is light in me Amen! I was saved in June - 1997. I forgive them what did people doing to me, let God took care with people for me everything and Let's go release my old past on cross and forget & move on . . . Cross set me free open my heart LOVE through God is LOVE in me . . . Keep your eyes on Jesus, follower Jesus and focus your mind is stayed on Him not focus on world thing. and Trust in Him from bad things happen turn out to good! Mark Wood, I want to say Stay good positives & stay faith You be strong in the Lord is almighty. Good night Mark! God is watching over you and your family Amen!
wow. Watching you tell some stories with your experience. I went through very similar experience like you had. I do truly wish talk to you soon. Just go to my website and contact me private message in www.visualvlogs.com. Now it is just my personal blog. I am very sorry that what Church did to you after you came out of the closet. After I left that community, I am liberated and happy now but I still remember the past. When people say "white, man privileged" often dismiss the opinion from them and ignore them completely. I had helped a man with DV in past. I do not see gender when it come with that situation. I see man, woman, children are people period. Small or big group are still people. Sometimes it is hard for people to understand Loving all and see all equality as a whole. they are living in EGO that separate them from other group. That's why they label and divide. Only way to solve it is recognizing what EGO and true self is all about. Therefore, you can work toward to help deaf community as a whole. It worked successfully in spiritual community that I am part of now.
I feel you, man! Must have been very difficult journey for you but now I appreciate you a lot more for being YOU so thank you!!!!
Same me , too bad experiences when I grew up through my tough life
Oh Mark, I feel you. I have been watching my very good friend (he is male) go through after evil vloggers assassin his name and his past WITHOUT knowing the whole story. It drenched my heart, and it made me realize who those truly are. I also realized who those other people truly are who did not step up and protect this man. They forgot the consequence it can bring to this man and other unfortunate individuals, such as suicide, isolation even more, lost friends (it colours those, though), etc. Horrible. I admire your courage, and that your vlog, I hope, will help people to think twice and find the way to work together for both sides.
I feel you, man I understand what u been thru! U are loved, brother ! God loves you!
I am so sorry that you had to experience the unfortunate journey; however you survived to tell the story. Thank you for sharing.
I cried. Your story is poignant. You should make a movie about your life, I think. So it leads to a discussion among various sciences, politicians and even for all deaf people who may be in the same situation as you. You will be blessed. I admire your mother's courage, but these people who have hurt you is on the loose. It remains hidden psychopaths among us on earth. I am with you through the universe. Make an autobiography movie, I recommend.
I could not stop watching your vlog when you mentioned several kinds of abuses and violence. Your message is so important and can spread to anyone who has similar experiences, and let people can express and share their horrible feelings in their life no matter who you are. There is a few organizations called HOPE, ADWAS, and maybe a few more. I am speaking of abuser who is possibly high-priviliged like hear, white, and man. You mentioned the pastor who seemingly disliked you all times. He is a hypocrite and a extreme christian hater. I dislike anyone who has treated people terribly. Thanks so much for sharing your experience and I can pass this to anybody I know.
Mark, This took so much courage for you to make this vlog. That speaks volumes...you're an amazing man! I'll send you a message in your Facebook inbox. But just know you have my support.
I can feel your pain. You can feel my pain also when you would like to watch my Vlog with a wide range of variety such as abuses. Thank you!
I watched your vlog in 22 mins wow time goes fast. Anyway, Thanks for sharing with us that you have an experience journey. It is hard life but thank God that Jesus is with you no matter your style life. Keep up with strong! I support you all the way. You are no alone! We love you.
Mark, We love you so so so much!!.. You know God already protect you before you suffered.. It's okay to feel express .. You're very SAFE by God
Mark, I'm really sorry you are going through this much.I would love to talk to you on VP and I understand I can be a stranger to you. Just let me know so I can give you some encouragement. Again, I'm very sorry what you have and going through.
I have not chance to talk you on vp since I have given you my vp. Your message really mean to me that I feel in you. I can understand what you have been thru. I didnot know you well you try to explain everyone which they give wrong ideas of you. I love to talk you in full comfortable on vp. Keep strength what you want to be. I am with you.
Mark wood,omg ur story is very heartfelting....very sad...gawd...i feel u..i am not judging u...i know u from elementary..i once dated ur brother paul wood...we went same school...damn,i am so sorry that it happened...ofc ur not the only victim..i am another victim also...some deafies dont get it or understand the circumstances...they just dont...very frustrating yes...but dont waste ur time trying....communicate with those that experienced n understand.... im glad u posted ...u very brave....thank u for vlogging ur story...i hope it got thru most ppls head n wake up n face reality...n meant bussiness... i support u 100 percent...the hell with them who dont.....blessed be....
Oh man!!! i felt so bad that u have to go through!
To put this in perspective 2% of 1 million is 20,000. USA population is above 300,000,000. 2% of 300 millions is 6 millions. That is lot.
You are not alone.
I read an article at A Voice for Men website. It told story of a man who went through hell ordeal being abused. It was painful to read when he said,
"I looked for help. I tried to talk to an abuse counselor. They didn’t care about me, and said they couldn’t help me. There was no help. And there isn’t any for other men like me…"
I feel for you. Thanks for sharing.
O Abha!..I am very totally feeling your hearty as"Mind of God" are truly so preciously of humanity!!! Thank you so much for sharing because I have had that bad experienced in my childhood and been though til my discovered "it" so awesome shocked from last between "1997-2000", after I dropped out Gally last Spring 96' due to my beloved wife, Lee Ellen Solesby-Ivey (Class of 92) passed away in 95' and FYI, I am still struggling how to open the seal of my medical record? I need helper! I'd like to talk with you on VP when you have a chance? I made several v-logs in my channel and am getting all together to be reveal of my "shatter of mind"! ("Jade's")
He is very brave and confusion his bad experience. I'm so tear his story terrible life. Unfair for him to be happy who his life need time goes on. Noone can't change his life is.. what he want to be. I proud of him.. make me my heart fell hurt by VD , etc. My life is not bad at all. I'm still suffer life goes on. Well. Thank Ray for vlog
I feel really sad and I did listen whole your story what happen to your life been change and start new life for you now get better and stay strong+faith.
I glad you get better now than old past not worth to think about past time,
I has been tough my life not easy, I stay faith and think what best for me future.
I like your new job work about movie, I love it,
I'm so sorry.
wow you hit my heart .. what i feel same not fair
Mark Wood, I watching your vlog & May I sharing to say with you one moment ?
Don't you mind . . . I do believed your story, House parents have darkness spirits inside of them, They action out of control as blind what did they doing to you and you were little therefore you don't know how to protect yourself from Adult people hurt you went through . . .Let's go release your past, Let God will take care of anyone hurt you and You don't have to repay back them and He is only one judge on them! You are not alone, God is with you through and your past on cross Jesus said Finished and move on your new mind/new heart forward with Jesus, Jesus seat throne in your heart and God is with you all the time . He is protect your life Amen! Also I want to say You have Jesus is your relationship & you have beautiful your family (wife, children) in your life!
You want know about my old past, Past is ungly and not worth to say "childhood" is innocent same your innocent as painful. I was through Dad beat up on me, verbal abruised and foster home old man show me his private in my mouth and he give me snack at my age 5 year old. Wow many things I quiet hold inside not tell anyone long time built up become emotions . . . "unloved"
Thankful to Jesus knock my heart , open door to enter in and Spirit alive in me and Jesus is light in me Amen! I was saved in June - 1997. I forgive them what did people doing to me, let God took care with people for me everything and Let's go
release my old past on cross and forget & move on . . . Cross set me free open my heart LOVE through God is LOVE in me . . . Keep your eyes on Jesus, follower Jesus and focus your mind is stayed on Him not focus on world thing. and Trust in Him from bad things happen turn out to good!
Mark Wood, I want to say Stay good positives & stay faith You be strong in the Lord is almighty. Good night Mark! God is watching over you and your family Amen!
wow. Watching you tell some stories with your experience. I went through very similar experience like you had. I do truly wish talk to you soon. Just go to my website and contact me private message in www.visualvlogs.com. Now it is just my personal blog.
I am very sorry that what Church did to you after you came out of the closet. After I left that community, I am liberated and happy now but I still remember the past. When people say "white, man privileged" often dismiss the opinion from them and ignore them completely. I had helped a man with DV in past. I do not see gender when it come with that situation. I see man, woman, children are people period. Small or big group are still people. Sometimes it is hard for people to understand Loving all and see all equality as a whole. they are living in EGO that separate them from other group. That's why they label and divide. Only way to solve it is recognizing what EGO and true self is all about. Therefore, you can work toward to help deaf community as a whole. It worked successfully in spiritual community that I am part of now.
I wonder....Do you believe karmic? If so then talk with me in private.