cavetown - this is home [1 HOUR EDITION]

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  • Опубліковано 17 січ 2018
  • i honestly love this song. it's so cute omg
    this song is not made by me!! this is the original artist:
    BANDCAMP:
    cavetown.bandcamp.com/
    INSTAGRAM:
    / lemon.socks
    UA-cam:
    / fluffybluehat
    please support them, they're extremely talented! :)
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  • @hominine
    @hominine  6 років тому +2092

    What song should I do next? :^0

    • @kayleem150
      @kayleem150 6 років тому +67

      A Melanie MArtinez song or maybe 'idontwannabeyouanymore' by BIllie Eilish if you havent already?

    • @roun6479
      @roun6479 6 років тому +103

      hominine
      cut my hair 10hr 😂

    • @chloecornell25
      @chloecornell25 6 років тому +32

      Basically Basic honey yes that’s one that we all need.

    • @gaurika9410
      @gaurika9410 6 років тому +65

      Lemon Boy :D

    • @zzz-pn7gv
      @zzz-pn7gv 6 років тому +10

      Best for you by Sophie meiers and tola 1 hour version?

  • @leandra266
    @leandra266 3 роки тому +1353

    Society: BE YOURSELF!
    Person: *being themselves*
    Society: No, not like that

  • @deadpoetssociety6409
    @deadpoetssociety6409 6 років тому +2468

    If you are ever really depressed/sad. Then listen to this. Cry your eyes out (like I am doing now), and then I promise you will feel better.

    • @jeffcap64
      @jeffcap64 6 років тому +25

      No name I'm sorry. It has always worked for me. If you listen to this and cry and but don't feel better, then watch a few positive vent amv's. If that doesn't work... Then talk to someone about it. Letting all the emotions out is a good way to feel better.

    • @migi937
      @migi937 6 років тому +21

      Jupitêr
      Thanks for trying........heh....trying........ya know....your one of the last people to try for me.....and I don't even know you....

    • @jeffcap64
      @jeffcap64 6 років тому +17

      No name I will always try to make things better if someone is hurting. :)

    • @anangelsteddybear7806
      @anangelsteddybear7806 6 років тому +13

      No name *Hugs* ´^` ur not alone. ´v`

    • @skywolfgaming3654
      @skywolfgaming3654 6 років тому +7

      dead poets society Nope. I still stay up every night waiting for morning, knowing I won't get any sleep, then trudge through the day only to return home, work, and repeat the cycle. But at least this is playing in the background to accompany my ling and lonely nights

  • @fayetheweirdogoblin5087
    @fayetheweirdogoblin5087 3 роки тому +256

    i'm non-binary, and i want a binder, but i have scoliosis. it always hurts when i look down at my chest. this song just…gets it, ya know?

    • @windcrystal1349
      @windcrystal1349 3 роки тому +26

      I think you can try binder+medical corset !
      Apparently it's fine to have both, but you should do your research and talk to professional ! I hope you'll be fine 💚💙💚

    • @pofflet
      @pofflet 3 роки тому +12

      Id you can get a a binder, make sure to bind safely!!!!

    • @jessyraju2271
      @jessyraju2271 3 роки тому +7

      i have scoliosis too :(

    • @julescartwright3125
      @julescartwright3125 3 роки тому +9

      i know it’s later on but i’d love to buy you one. i know we don’t know each other at all but it would be my honor.

    • @gumzzgun9556
      @gumzzgun9556 2 роки тому +3

      Maybe go see a doctor or a trusted person (or an trusted adult) so you can figure something out together

  • @meow-nt7iv
    @meow-nt7iv 3 роки тому +20

    'hi!'
    'yes you!'
    'i love you!'
    'your amazing!'
    'gont give up!'
    'everything will be fine!'
    'im here for you!'
    'even if i had to go through alot..'
    'but you will be fine..!'
    'remember..'
    'that you have me here.. :)'
    'and i will be here all the time!..'
    'so please dont leave me alone..'

  • @blue_angelkarla7005
    @blue_angelkarla7005 4 роки тому +764

    Do you like this song?
    No ⬜️
    Yes🔲
    -you tapped yes ;3-

  • @user-im4wo9uu9y
    @user-im4wo9uu9y 5 років тому +185

    The best voice..

  • @ladylucifer8088
    @ladylucifer8088 3 роки тому +193

    "I'm fine"
    A lie so many have told
    Help im scared to come out to anyone

    • @pirate_du_93
      @pirate_du_93 3 роки тому +9

      take ur time,
      make sure u are safe before coming out,
      i'm not quite good with helping others so i'm sorry if i don't help u telling u this :/ i tried

    • @Miko-fz2gt
      @Miko-fz2gt 3 роки тому +5

      That takes time, kid. You don't need to worry. You have all the time you need.

    • @lupe9013
      @lupe9013 3 роки тому +5

      its ok if they dont support u just to let u know i will..

    • @lupe9013
      @lupe9013 3 роки тому

      @Myalinn McCarthy yw

    • @sun_raymond
      @sun_raymond 3 роки тому +2

      I love you for you, liking someone or being a different gender does not make you a different person :)

  • @yourlocalrandom10yearsago74
    @yourlocalrandom10yearsago74 3 роки тому +302

    The comments are so sad
    *Happiness has left the chat*
    *Sadness has joined the chat*

  • @emmavega1963
    @emmavega1963 5 років тому +2158

    Please read.
    So, I was listening to this and I was laying down on my room floor instead of my bed because I just made my bed and I didn't want to mess it up and, I closed my eyes. When I closed my eyes I was in a field of sunflowers. Sunflowers are my favorite flowers so I was happy. I looked up and it was a beautiful day. I looked to my side and saw my great great grandmother... she passed away years ago.. She was the root of the family. I miss her with all my heart. I told my mom, little sister, and stepdad. I am still shocked and confused but I am happy she visited me❤ (This happened a couple minutes ago and is real I promise)
    Edit: OMG YOU LIKED MY COMMENT!!!!!❤❤❤ I'M DYING!!!!!

    • @9qbgoogle410
      @9qbgoogle410 5 років тому +85

      thats good. seeing faces of the ones you love that were gone.
      i never saw my dad's face clearly.
      he died in a car crash.
      this song got me out of it.
      i was a year old when he died.
      i learned about his death when i was 8.
      i'm still sad now, but things get better now.
      i never had a grandfather nor great grandparent at my birth.
      🌺 always appreciate the people with you now 🌺
      :)

    • @emmavega1963
      @emmavega1963 5 років тому +22

      I am so sorry❤ R.I.P🙏

    • @Mari-mj9cu
      @Mari-mj9cu 5 років тому +38

      Me: oh wow a field of sunflowers!
      **looks at arm** frick. I forgot I’m allergic.

    • @beariezsushii7499
      @beariezsushii7499 5 років тому +19

      I I saw a girl holding flowers and then the pedals were flying off...and flying

    • @ellen3625
      @ellen3625 5 років тому +16

      That's adorable ❤

  • @slushy711
    @slushy711 5 років тому +423

    "Are you tired of me yet?"
    Exact reason i "accidentally" sent this to you

    • @littlegamer4347
      @littlegamer4347 4 роки тому +9

      ik how u feel....i want to do the same thing to

    • @AvaR5673
      @AvaR5673 3 роки тому +5

      why would i ever be tired of you

  • @BeachDogs_
    @BeachDogs_ 4 роки тому +86

    This is honestly my favorite song, and i have no issues or struggles at home, or "depression."
    You really don't need any of that to listen to this song. But i'm sorry to those of you who do struggle and i hope you get better soon in life, no matter what it is! :>

  • @delilahplayz4572
    @delilahplayz4572 4 роки тому +105

    I was on my bed crying while the song was playing telling myself: Im fine...
    I was listening while I was crying and I i closed my eyes and saw roses on the floor and ice cream,blankets,TV show on,a beautiful night,the stars shining bright..I felt happier,and I still cried,I felt amazing..and I saw all the people I loved and missed...Ms.Wood,My Nana and papa,my grandmother and my little cousin, and then I saw my crush Jayden..I smiled big...but when I came to hug everyone I came back into my life...sad,depressed,crushing so badly...have a good day💙

    • @irelandpartwolf7yrsmhalov40
      @irelandpartwolf7yrsmhalov40 3 роки тому +2

      Delilah Playz wow I have that sometimes too but I make myself see it I think it I make it up

    • @Flame-dc6ln
      @Flame-dc6ln 3 роки тому +3

      Dang, that must feel amazing to see them like that even if it’s only for a few moments.

    • @sonderrs
      @sonderrs 3 роки тому

      それはあなたにとって本当に難しいことでしょう...私は物事が良くなると確信しています。 しかし、私たち全員があなたのためにここにいることを忘れないでください! :D

    • @ghoonst3r628
      @ghoonst3r628 2 роки тому

      Your a gacha kid, Must be an explanation that your faking depression!

    • @creepygrlzurjsmystyle
      @creepygrlzurjsmystyle 2 роки тому

      @@ghoonst3r628 wtf is wrong with you!?!? You don't know they/she/he is a "GaChA kiD" and It's very possible for children to have depression!

  • @teabonk6243
    @teabonk6243 5 років тому +142

    Stay for this.
    My parents are divorced.
    But it’s not the typical
    “I don’t love you anymore”
    It’s more as “abusing is a part of this relationship now”
    Type of divorce.
    This song has helped me through all of those hard times.
    Coming back to it makes me happy
    Yet it brings back so many bad memories.
    Trauma,
    Depression,
    Anxiety,
    Eating disorder,
    And the main,
    Abuse.
    My mom hid for 30 years before she took my brother and I with her to a shelter.
    If you read this all the way down, I’d like to thank you for listening.
    Go hug your moms and dads and tell them you love them.
    Because you’re lucky to have a loving family that treats each other right.
    🌻

    • @poohtanginamo
      @poohtanginamo 5 років тому +2

      It's okay. My parents aren't divorced but I cut myself so..
      I hope we can stay friends?

    • @teabonk6243
      @teabonk6243 5 років тому +4

      @what are you doing please stop reading this I cut myself too, and are you asking if you want to be friends? If so sure or do I know you? :)

    • @madisonblevins5417
      @madisonblevins5417 3 роки тому +9

      actaully... my dad held a gun to my mom's head and torchered us for years.. I am only 10.. but I will always love my family... abusive or not... Im lucky to have parents.. *I'm Lucky.*

    • @extremeline1230
      @extremeline1230 3 роки тому +2

      chicktea I can’t my mom and dad are getting a divorce and my mom hates me and i hate that my family is fucked up it’s like everyone is against everyone

    • @toaster._stroodle
      @toaster._stroodle 3 роки тому +4

      Madison Blevins I’m sorry to hear that, but just because you have parents doesn’t mean you’re lucky.. You’re allowed to hate them especially for that. Please, whenever you have the chance call someone to get yourself and mom out of that situation.

  • @unicornlover1267
    @unicornlover1267 4 роки тому +391

    Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you
    You Are Beautiful.
    You Are Wanted.
    You Are Wonderful.
    Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better.
    We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary.
    You're better than that.
    All stars need to see darkness before the light.
    And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you.
    Your
    own
    unique
    Mindset
    always
    trys
    to
    engage in the
    right ways
    Now read the first letter of every word
    You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care.

    • @crystal3love210
      @crystal3love210 4 роки тому +11

      AGH, The kindness is making me cryyyyy

    • @unicornlover1267
      @unicornlover1267 4 роки тому +5

      its alright buddy

    • @emmalee4987
      @emmalee4987 4 роки тому +9

      i keep on thinking of trying to hurt myself and this just made me feel mentally strong i don't feel like hurting myself anymore

    • @unicornlover1267
      @unicornlover1267 4 роки тому +5

      Don't hurt yourself! Its not the answer. There's many other ways of reliving stress. You can die from cutting. I'm glad this helped. If you need someone to talk to i'm always here :).

    • @emmaispog5357
      @emmaispog5357 3 роки тому +6

      But what if i wanna go.. Like Just gone? I tried to feel better everyday. My cousin and the dream team make me better for a.bit but i dont know what to do. im to scared to tell my parents im in a ditch. I cant controll what i feel and i feel like im gonna be lost forever.
      Just sad.
      not gonna make it.
      Just acting happy :) Yes.
      but whats the next step for me.. Just keep hiding?

  • @lad_y3
    @lad_y3 3 роки тому +146

    8 years later and im still depressed crazy how life works

    • @windcrystal1349
      @windcrystal1349 3 роки тому +10

      ''You'll grow out of it'' , right ?..

    • @potatoooooo7546
      @potatoooooo7546 3 роки тому

      You can grow out of it I have had insomnia since I was six I am ten

    • @windcrystal1349
      @windcrystal1349 3 роки тому +6

      @@potatoooooo7546 well, you're ten, so shut up. No, you dont "grow out of" depression. You can learn to live with it, you can take meds, but when you have depression, you have it for life. So yeah, stfu.
      Oh and, insomnia isnt the same as depression AT ALL.

    • @sou.p8125
      @sou.p8125 2 роки тому +1

      So this is how it is now? Being mean to others because of their age ? Honestly just fuck off

    • @clementine4151
      @clementine4151 2 роки тому +1

      @@potatoooooo7546 i can not believe u think u can grow out of depression....

  • @cydneywinslow
    @cydneywinslow 3 роки тому +51

    we all have nights where we just lay down crying over thinking life, telling ourself self harm is not the answer

    • @-p.e.r.s.o.n-692
      @-p.e.r.s.o.n-692 2 роки тому

      FR

    • @inky_tea4186
      @inky_tea4186 2 роки тому

      For me tonight is one of those nights

    • @mushroom3903
      @mushroom3903 2 роки тому

      I forced my brother to take my sharp objects and hide them, he knows why, and monitors me when I use a knife for cooking. if I ask for one of said objects, I am not allowed to have a door closed or unsupervised. these are rule that I made and it is helpful. I did it so I didn't SH and it worked. maybe try this with a family member you trust?

  • @EmmaIsExistent
    @EmmaIsExistent 5 років тому +761

    His voice is so beautiful and for some reason, it reminds me of Finn's from Adventure Time.

    • @kyrahsmommy10
      @kyrahsmommy10 5 років тому +20

      HIS?!?!

    • @khampun
      @khampun 5 років тому +14

      oh yea it does lol

    • @angelhorn2798
      @angelhorn2798 5 років тому +7

      So true..But yet...So sad

    • @ellen3625
      @ellen3625 5 років тому +8

      Hold up it's cavetown voice? I-

    • @ellen3625
      @ellen3625 5 років тому +17

      I forgot. What is this song about? A girl who wants to look like a guy.

  • @jamiehowe9169
    @jamiehowe9169 5 років тому +1757

    Parents are fighting.
    Anxiety attacks.
    Depression.
    This helps :>

    • @jamiehowe9169
      @jamiehowe9169 5 років тому +13

      Means a lot, thank you!

    • @Gabrielle-vy2vg
      @Gabrielle-vy2vg 5 років тому +17

      I'm hoping so much you're okay. Stay safe ❤️❤️❤️

    • @jaxsonbaird6903
      @jaxsonbaird6903 5 років тому +19

      I know how that feels, i know sometimes it feels like it can never get better, but just know it can, it will, and there is always someone who cares about you, even if it feels like nobody does, even if it feels like you'd be better off dead and no one would care, there is always someone there, maybe from afar, maybe right there next to you, but those people help you get through it, they'll help you live, help you survive, they are like angels, they will always love you no matter what, feel better, and just know it DOES get better :)

    • @angelhorn2798
      @angelhorn2798 5 років тому +3

      Oh, hope u feel better.

    • @angelhorn2798
      @angelhorn2798 5 років тому +3

      If u need any help ill be waiting in the comments

  • @jalaynadeleon2136
    @jalaynadeleon2136 3 роки тому +180

    Lyrics:
    Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess
    This avoids the stress of falling out of it
    Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear
    When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
    I'll cut my hair
    To make you stare
    I'll hide my chest
    And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
    Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place
    Has too many colours enough to drive all of us insane
    Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead
    Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head
    But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet
    My eyes went dark
    I don't know where
    My pupils are
    But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
    Get a load of this monster
    He doesn't know how to communicate
    His mind is in a different place
    Will everybody please give him a little bit of space
    Get a load of this trainwreck
    His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
    But little do we know, the stars
    Welcome him with open arms
    Time is
    Slowly
    Tracing his face
    But strangely he feels at home in this place

    • @meIIohi
      @meIIohi 3 роки тому +3

      Okay, but what if I made it
      * + D R E A M S M P + *

    • @cherish.yap01
      @cherish.yap01 3 роки тому +1

      @@meIIohi it will be cool

    • @c2goldie
      @c2goldie 3 роки тому +1

      “get a load of this monster” hits hard.

    • @vitehalo6925
      @vitehalo6925 3 роки тому +1

      I don't need the lyrics i’m a different breed cause i listen to this song on repeat, haha! This is a cry for help

    • @conroleshockvods7990
      @conroleshockvods7990 3 роки тому +1

      @@cherish.yap01 very cool

  • @thespirit9455
    @thespirit9455 3 роки тому +56

    beautiful, u feel free when ur listening to this, everything that bothered u goes away but at the same time it gets stronger, the perfect song is here ladies and gentlemen

    • @idkhowbuttheyfoundme8857
      @idkhowbuttheyfoundme8857 3 роки тому +1

      ayo i think i recognize u from Mr.luckys comment sections ur always there

    • @thespirit9455
      @thespirit9455 3 роки тому +2

      @@idkhowbuttheyfoundme8857 might be true idk

  • @juls9356
    @juls9356 5 років тому +1801

    Who else listened to the whole 1hour song

  • @jaydenroesch
    @jaydenroesch 5 років тому +662

    Does anyone else have this on in the background while trying to fall asleep. I love this song so much because I can relate to it. I sleep with it in the background cause it calms me down

    • @ifunny8326
      @ifunny8326 5 років тому +3

      Me srry if I am late

    • @Cryuigg
      @Cryuigg 5 років тому +4

      Jayden Roesch sameee😮

    • @momoyayorouzo6137
      @momoyayorouzo6137 5 років тому +3

      Me

    • @inaamani546
      @inaamani546 5 років тому +4

      It keeps me awake at night yet makes me want to sleep so i just end up laying down staring at the ceiling

    • @L00t00wii
      @L00t00wii 5 років тому +3

      I sleep with it because it reminds me of my girlfriend

  • @memes4dayz869
    @memes4dayz869 4 роки тому +130

    This is the song I'm sending to my parents to tell them I'm trans and depressed. They don't know yet, and I'm hoping this will help them.
    The comments are where I go to know I'm not alone, and that many people are just as broken down as me. Trust me, anyone who reads this comment, you are not alone.

    • @amb3987
      @amb3987 3 роки тому +1

      How’d it go?

    • @amb3987
      @amb3987 3 роки тому +1

      @Adrienne Victor me too

    • @amb3987
      @amb3987 3 роки тому +1

      @Adrienne Victor yeah

    • @HaileyLovesSkincare
      @HaileyLovesSkincare 3 роки тому +1

      YOU GET ME!!
      THANK GOD OF THE HEAVENS!!

    • @Dot-Dot-Dot-
      @Dot-Dot-Dot- 3 роки тому

      Ima do the same thing when i come out but i’m not sure is i wanna be a male just yet 😊

  • @charvoxx
    @charvoxx 3 роки тому +14

    I’m finally letting it out, I can’t keep it in anymore.. I love this boy, he’s my neighbor and our parents know each other. We used to be friends when we were very young, sadly I moved to another school. Soon in middle school he moved to my school, he got lots of friends I would never have... im very shy and feel as if I’m an annoyance to anyone I talk too. He got a girlfriend in a few months just when he moved to this school. I didn’t feel anything for him, he was just someone I talked to only when necessary. Soon next year, by that time he broke up with his girlfriend.. the start of the year I saw him, he looked so different... I suddenly couldn’t stop thinking about him for the rest of the day. This was the second time I fell in love, but he was different. My first love lasted a few months, but him... I’ve loved him for a full year and I still do. I know he only sees me as his neighbor, but I feel as if there could be more. I know his friends noticed by now, he once was nice to me. I’m not saying he is a jerk all the time, but deep inside I know his friends are making him change. The only time I can get close enough to talk to him is with his sister. Once she asked him if he liked me, she said he turned a little red, but didn’t answer her. I don’t know if this is a sign, but I can’t stop thinking about him, my mother even noticed the sadness in my eyes... I can’t stop loving him...
    Whew, that’s half of what I wanted to say. Whoever reads this, thank you...

  • @HELLOWORLD-mn3oh
    @HELLOWORLD-mn3oh 6 років тому +850

    It really sucks when my parantes tell me im lazy and they know i have alot of problems and they dont understand how much just one day can take out of me and i cant sleep at night so it makes it worse and im just so tierd rn and this makes me feel so much better

    • @TheFangirlOtaku
      @TheFangirlOtaku 6 років тому +27

      I developed really bad sleep habits in my deepest depression too, and it might help you to know that your naps during the day are likely the cause of your lack of sleep in the evening. Think about it; how tired would you be at bedtime without the nap? I know it's hard, I had trouble keeping my eyes open during the day while I was recovering. The best thing to do is set an appropriate bedtime for yourself and adhere to it as efficiently as you can. Sometimes you'll fail to stay awake, and sometimes you'll jolt awake after drifting for 20 minutes, but you have to fight it. Because you can do it and you're worth it. Good luck.

    • @migi937
      @migi937 6 років тому +18

      H E L L O W O R L D
      I know how you feel!
      Every day I put up with so much crap and I have to fight back every single day and protect my friends because heaven knows people will leave them alone...and they haven't been threw what I have. They don't know how to fight back. And coming home and all i want is a brake but then people tell me to do more stuff. And I would be so lucky if I got at least 3 hours of sleep at night. And I keep doing so much crap for other people and no one dose anything for me. All I get are my friends taken away from me. Everything taken away from me. And no one either notices or case enufe to help.

    • @pike7090
      @pike7090 6 років тому +7

      i can relate and I send hugs and love to you guys who are hurting.

    • @hyperxbadger3242
      @hyperxbadger3242 6 років тому +7

      H E L L O W O R L D hang in there I'm depressed and when I'm on a verge of kms I think about all the stuff me and my nephew moment's...... He passed due to cancer and now I have nothing to think of when I'm depressed and about to kms..... I don't know how longer I can go on hopefully this helps u as it did me I'm very sry........ I might not make it to the end of the week life sucks😟😟😟😟

    • @litmushroom2066
      @litmushroom2066 6 років тому +1

      Same

  • @diorhearxts6303
    @diorhearxts6303 4 роки тому +13

    Nobody loves you
    Nobody cares for u
    Nobody understands u
    Nobody will listen to u
    Nobody will protect u
    Nobody trusts u
    Nice to meet u my name is nobody :)

    • @bea665
      @bea665 4 роки тому

      No ur name is serene_ playz

    • @hiimkillian7143
      @hiimkillian7143 4 роки тому

      @@bea665 That's just a screen name.

    • @bea665
      @bea665 4 роки тому

      Jilli Clinton nö u

    • @easypeasylemonsqueezy7842
      @easypeasylemonsqueezy7842 3 роки тому

      At first i wanted to cry but now.. just thank you that helped me so much

  • @Cat.lvr.0
    @Cat.lvr.0 3 роки тому +33

    Listening to this while having a mental breakdown, while the sun is rising, and I'm sitting on my 4th story balcony, determining whether I should jump off or not, is honestly really calming

  • @veronicaa3842
    @veronicaa3842 3 роки тому +9

    Bullied..
    Yelled at..
    Get hit..
    Depression..
    Sadness..
    Cant sleep..
    Losing a loved one..
    Dad losing his leg..
    Cutting..
    Hating on self..
    All of this
    Is just right
    Here in this song
    :)

  • @theimperfectperfectionist19
    @theimperfectperfectionist19 6 років тому +588

    Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess
    This avoids the stress of falling out of it
    Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear
    When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
    I'll cut my hair
    To make you stare
    I'll hide my chest
    And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
    Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place
    Has too many colours enough to drive all of us insane
    Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead
    Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head
    But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet
    My eyes went dark
    I don't know where
    My pupils are
    But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
    Get a load of this monster
    He doesn't know how to communicate
    His mind is in a different place
    Will everybody please give him a little bit of space
    Get a load of this trainwreck
    His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
    But little do we know, the stars
    Welcome him with open arms
    Time is
    Slowly
    Tracing his face
    But strangely he feels at home in this place

  • @user-xx9oi1jx2e
    @user-xx9oi1jx2e 4 роки тому +484

    Me: listening
    Calm beat about to drop:
    Video: Ad 1 of 2.

  • @sheeeesh1234
    @sheeeesh1234 3 роки тому +20

    When i was younger i though this song is just a normal sad song....
    Now.. i understand this is a TransGender song...
    i support everyone😊✨

    • @Maukiki
      @Maukiki 3 роки тому +2

      Wait its a transgender song??

    • @sheeeesh1234
      @sheeeesh1234 3 роки тому

      @@Maukiki ye-

    • @greygoat5192
      @greygoat5192 3 роки тому +1

      I know the lines in the song your talking about are about being trans and I get that but I also think hiding your chest means hiding your heart and cutting your hair to blend in.

    • @3atingmybrainzzz
      @3atingmybrainzzz 3 роки тому

      Hi I hope you don’t mind me venting but I’ve been questioning my pronouns, I’m a girl but I also like being called they/them and he/him and I really need help right now

    • @ummm8388
      @ummm8388 3 роки тому

      @@3atingmybrainzzz that’s perfectly valid! gender and pronouns arent always the same thing i hope you find what you feel comfortable with :)

  • @villiandeku7142
    @villiandeku7142 3 роки тому +21

    This makes me think of the people and things I’ve lost, my old school friend that moved away, my grandpa has dementia and he isn’t like him self, my grandma, my childhood, my happiness, and other things I can’t remember. My grandmas death hit me like a jet she was my person that always took care of me, she was my shoulder to cry on but...now she’s gone. I’m mad at myself for not being there for her final breaths. My whole world was shattered when she died, I broke I felt so, emotionless...I kept a straight face. I’m crying while typing this. I miss you grandma ❤️

    • @weeb_lyy4960
      @weeb_lyy4960 3 роки тому

      It's okay, you aren't alone 😃

    • @creepygrlzurjsmystyle
      @creepygrlzurjsmystyle 2 роки тому

      I recommend getting a stuffed animal, When you don't have a shoulder to cry on to their nice and cuddle with♥

  • @Cxsmic_Lxve
    @Cxsmic_Lxve 4 роки тому +196

    Listen,
    For what ever reason you are
    • depression
    • Anxiety
    • break up
    • melt downs
    • parents divorce
    • family member or friend dying
    If we stay strong we will make it through the hard times and fight are foes in the process, so stay strong for me. If you think no one cares always remember I do, I want you to be happy and strong, always remember.

    • @zafton-gacha2230
      @zafton-gacha2230 4 роки тому

      Thanks that helps a lot to me just thanks

    • @SiobhanRamsay
      @SiobhanRamsay 4 роки тому +1

      I'm here cus my parents found out that I self harm again and now am gonna be full with sadness and anger with no where to channel it so........

    • @xxryenxxd6383
      @xxryenxxd6383 3 роки тому

      Thank you that rlly helped

    • @handcrusher7986
      @handcrusher7986 3 роки тому

      Thank you so much 🥺❤️

    • @scottdaniel732
      @scottdaniel732 3 роки тому

      yep that is me I am his daughter who gets bullied because of her hight wheight and what I like and if I am not straight so yea.

  • @PeachSconeIRL
    @PeachSconeIRL 6 років тому +221

    finally some good fucking music to fall asleep to.
    this is so calming,I love this song so much wtf

  • @cassparsons1592
    @cassparsons1592 3 роки тому +67

    Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.
    By : dr. Seuss

    • @gachahoney1919
      @gachahoney1919 3 роки тому +6

      The problem is that I can't

    • @cassparsons1592
      @cassparsons1592 3 роки тому +4

      @@gachahoney1919 and nether can I

    • @tobias1000
      @tobias1000 3 роки тому +2

      Wasn't that a quote by Georgenotfound or am I dumb-

    • @madysoncloud1055
      @madysoncloud1055 2 роки тому +1

      Dr seuss also beat his wife and was a chain smoker.

    • @clementine4151
      @clementine4151 2 роки тому +1

      @@tobias1000 are u serious....gogy said that? I might have cured my depressio-
      Nope
      Still here

  • @jqjig820
    @jqjig820 3 роки тому +13

    this song is beautifully sad and good at the same time, this just makes me imagine being in a grass of white and orange flowers next to a cottage, running down the fields without any worrying or being sad about anything with my dog and with a special loved one, it's just...so amazing.

  • @kristq_
    @kristq_ 5 років тому +321

    It is scientifically proven that your favourite song relates to you some how.
    I can relate..
    who can’t?

    • @carissa1911
      @carissa1911 4 роки тому +3

      Mine fav song is this and Older......it's true

    • @omelon5476
      @omelon5476 4 роки тому +1

      What the fuck kind of scientific fact is this? Obviously your favourite song will relate to you on a metaphoric or concious level as your experiences have shaped you as a human so when you find a song that seems as rhough its based on the same experiences you are naturally gravitated towards it. Its not a scientific fact its just a fact. And a common one at that.

    • @kawaiiwolfie1385
      @kawaiiwolfie1385 4 роки тому +5

      @@omelon5476 Ok, ok! No need to get so angry at this person!

    • @zxxxcxno9767
      @zxxxcxno9767 4 роки тому +3

      Oh... well......
      RELATABLE

    • @Alliegator223
      @Alliegator223 4 роки тому +5

      O Melon r/woooosh
      Let the kid have its fun, party pooper :(

  • @jaeco4530
    @jaeco4530 5 років тому +18

    I have lots of mental issues Depression and DID are the hardest hitters surprisingly. (i got lucky with not too bad dysphoria) I just can't function like a person since im 8 in all and i cant remember things it doesn't matter if im in the middle of something ill just forget what im doing then im somewhere else and i just get drained so fast and its hard to describe it all because i can't physically form the words in my head with my mouth and i just want it all to stop so i can get a breather and take a moment to sort out everything uninterrupted. Anxiety fulled panic when it all becomes overwhelming is even more draining. Its hard to tell a 62 year old parent who gave up on trying to be a better person that you cant function because your head is working. If the mind cant work how do you expect the person to function. Your mind is the control center but when the controls are stuck or jam or just DONT WORK how do you expect someone to function without help and if you wont help them how are you still expecting them to function. Im being set up to fall into a grave before im 30 because I need help and i don't have any way to get it and over the phone isnt going to work because my anxiety is so agressive paired with depression that im frozen scared trying to do anything and i feel weak after. My father always whines about me instantly blaming him and me being a hypochondriac but im actually concerned of myself I always knew things werent all right with me and i blamed myself for them because i have Adhd so im always messing up and i dont just stop and i cant do things right so i blame myself because im always finding a way to fuck up. It took until i researched and took my time to go through what memory i have to put peices together because its not just me but its because people in my life never handled them well. I got the belt, i got yelled at, i was always in the wrong place when someone gets pissed and i do something small incorrectly and i get yelled at. I never get comfort and my cousin passed in 6th grade but i wasn't ever taught healthy ways to cope so i just held it all in and just closed off a part of me. I had shitty stuff happen to me at a young age of maybe half a year old to 3 years old while being fostered by cousins till my biological dad won custody and even the an old parent has old methods. I've blamed myself enough but knowing the real truth im actually telling what i can but i get incriminated. I barely sleep or ill pass out at 5 pm and will sleep more, i havent eaten well and haven eaten so little for weeks because my appitte died and i dropped in weight and i know why i know damn well whats doing it and im scared if i try and tell my dad then he'll see the scars and scabs and ill end up in a mental hospital or yelled at. My family in all needs therapists but im the only one whos pushing to get one myself because i know i need help and some i want fixed like Anxiety, Depression, Dysphoria; my Adhd is all thats being worked on and DID is the only saving grace i have and i just want to know how to manage that because id rather never get the full picture of my truama and be 7 others than know it all but suffer alone as one person. I always get the card of "You have a roof over your head and your being fed and you have running water and others don't have any of that" THAT HELPS NOTHING THAT JUST MAKES ME FEEL WORSE AND LIKE I SHOULDN'T HAVE THESE PROBLEMS BECAUSE IM NOT LIVING A BAD LIFE BUT I HAVE THEM AND ITS JUST GETTING WORSE AND NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I ASK FOR HELP NOTHING HAPPENS.
    im just some stupid 16 year old ranting online and no one probably cares and thats fine its just nice to get it out there and know that maybe someone out there can understand what im going through also and to just let pent up emotions out.

    • @blackpinklisa4376
      @blackpinklisa4376 5 років тому

      Honey, I read it all. I’m so sorry..

    • @vivianjade558
      @vivianjade558 5 років тому

      I don't know if I can fully understand what you're going through but what I can do is tell you that this is not your fault, you are not some stupid 16 year old ranting online, people do care, and even though people may not have all the problems you do, there will always be someone going through at least some of the same things you are, and you are never alone. Don't tell yourself that it's your fault or you're doing something wrong, tell yourself that you'll make it through everything, and you have years and years to do that. I really hope that your situation gets better, and that this song/video helped you as well.

    • @sunnyarasmith1359
      @sunnyarasmith1359 5 років тому

      Take a breath and know many people care try and find them their out there somewhere

  • @skullsandbugs
    @skullsandbugs 4 роки тому +32

    This song means so much to me. It made me realise what I was missing. Being gender neutral. This song made me feel happy again like I was a year ago. I have two souvenirs from last year that keep me motivated to keep moving on to become who I want to be. I only realised yesterday that I found what my missing piece was. And I’m all happy again thanks to this song. Whenever I sing it it, I come out in happy tears because it made me realise my missing piece. I don’t know how I would be without this song. : )

  • @missyarak.4737
    @missyarak.4737 3 роки тому +21

    I am not trans or anything and I honestly can’t relate to this song but it makes me feel so happy and sad in a depressing way, yet I still love it and it helps me a lot so here I am

  • @yourturntotazuna1378
    @yourturntotazuna1378 4 роки тому +401

    "Hey, Ava!"
    *3 years ago*
    "Hey galaxy, why wont Ava respond?"
    *"...She's dead, skitty. She killed herself and blamed it on you."*
    "..."
    This song helps me escape the fact that she hates me and always will. It helps me figure out the good things in life. Family. My boyfriend. My dog.
    ..Thank you for making this version. And thank you cavetown for helping me get through the biggest burden in my life.

    • @vikkiadair788
      @vikkiadair788 3 роки тому +7

      exact thing same im going through

    • @frnkieroxo
      @frnkieroxo 3 роки тому +21

      Oh my goodness, is this true?
      If it is, I'm so sorry.

    • @rilynnmiller8766
      @rilynnmiller8766 3 роки тому +5

      its not your fault i'm so sorry about that. I hope things will get better for you

    • @iwatchyouwhileyousleepimun4214
      @iwatchyouwhileyousleepimun4214 3 роки тому +7

      my friend just killed herself..

    • @AvaR5673
      @AvaR5673 3 роки тому +5

      i feel ashamed now my names Ava, im sorry just know that this Ava doesnt hate you hmu on ig _.thatlesbian._ talk to me on there im really sorry.

  • @Max-df2vp
    @Max-df2vp 5 років тому +2633

    Here I am
    At 2 am
    Having a mental breakdown over a song I feel was written for me
    Nobody cares
    No one understands
    This song is the only thing that gets it.
    Sad I know but way too true.
    I could benefit from crying
    Thanks..
    edit: starting testosterone soon :)

    • @momoyayorouzo6137
      @momoyayorouzo6137 5 років тому +98

      I care
      I understand
      We all have things we wish wd could tell but cant even me who spends all night trying to make people in the comments feel bett r about life and them selves

    • @vivianjade558
      @vivianjade558 5 років тому +47

      This is exactly what I felt when I listened to this song.

    • @maizy7479
      @maizy7479 5 років тому +18

      :Wipes Tear: *Im so sensitive..*

    • @olanl
      @olanl 5 років тому +3

      You’re welcome?

    • @milesmacadamia2824
      @milesmacadamia2824 5 років тому +12

      I feel like that to, if you ever need someone to cry with I'm here 😟😖

  • @keigosbabybird861
    @keigosbabybird861 3 роки тому +16

    I like laying on the pile of pillows I have on my bed while hugging my body pillow of Hawks Imagining him hugging me back, I relate to this song the most, I listen to it everyday never getting bored of it. I've been diagnosed with depression and Im pansexual but most often I fall in love with girls, I have been single my whole life and only dated a girl for 2 months after she broke my heart I stopped dating because It was stressfull, now Im 19 living alone and I only have 2 friends. (often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it) My parents kicked me out when I was 16 because I was lgbtq and non bionary. (ill cut my hair to make you stare. Ill hide my chest and I'll figure out a way to get us out of here). I sometimes think of dying but Im also afraid too since I'm young Its been 3 years since I've seen my sister's and my parents. ( are you dead, sometimes I think Im dead, cause I can feel ghost and ghouls wrapping my head). I love Hawks a lot yes he's anime character but still, I wish I had someone to hug right now, (When Im ready I will fly us out of here) Ik that probably nobody cares about what I wrote I guess it's fine since pretty much I have nothing to care about either... but Im trying to still stay alive after everything.

    • @ava4104
      @ava4104 3 роки тому

      Alisam Puppy hey, i’m so sorry those things happened. stay strong 🥺

    • @teatea3811
      @teatea3811 2 роки тому

      I’m so sorry all this happened..but trust me you’ll be okay

  • @melonchaa07
    @melonchaa07 3 роки тому +10

    I know this songs main story isnt being just tired of living, and although im accepted for being pan mostly, its just a comfort song i come to visit every now and then ig

  • @chimpchamp9003
    @chimpchamp9003 5 років тому +193

    Sometimes I think something’s wrong with me.
    I haven’t cried in years, I’ve always been the strong one in the family. When my great grandmother died from cancer and liver failure, right in front of me, I was too numb to really cry. Many of my relatives have passed away from overdoses of drugs I’d rather not mention, and my father lost SO many important people to him from those. He cried so hard those days, no wonder he has ptsd. But I cried last when I was 9...I’m going to be 15 in a little while, that’s how long it’s been. No matter how bad my depression, my own ptsd, anxiety or just being overwhelmed in general, I’ve only rarely gotten misty eyed. That’s it. Is there something wrong with me? Because so many people have bullied me and called my a psycho, I’ve gotten beaten up too many times to count. Sometimes I feel like the only way to feel better is if I go back to cutting, but I flushed the rest of my razors days ago. I try to cry, to finally let it all out, but I can never cry. Maybe this’ll finally make me cry, because then I’ll know there isn’t anything wrong with me. I don’t know...I’ll check back when this ends...thanks for reading.
    Edit; I finally cried....but it felt good instead.

    • @akilover6603
      @akilover6603 4 роки тому +14

      Nothing's wrong with you! Everyone is perfect the way they are! I hope you're doing well and if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

    • @Chris-db7hd
      @Chris-db7hd 3 роки тому +4

      Don’t be sad it’ll be okay :)

    • @lukenelligan7693
      @lukenelligan7693 3 роки тому +2

      TweetyBird 2017 I get it. It’s hard. But while sometimes even I’m sad enough to think about making it all stop, what you need to remember is that it is ok. You are awesome, and I bet we could be good friends.

    • @Blueknight-jy1sz
      @Blueknight-jy1sz 3 роки тому +2

      iam morley sad but i try to stay strong, stay strong dont give up on your family

    • @jay-hj7ic
      @jay-hj7ic 3 роки тому +2

      Rip

  • @hello53356
    @hello53356 4 роки тому +389

    Whenever I can't sleep I listen to cavetown, it's like the only thing that I can fall asleep to 😌
    And no, I'm not tired of you yet 💛

    • @inky_tea4186
      @inky_tea4186 3 роки тому +5

      Aw thx also I love ur profile picture

    • @bloodybunny6502
      @bloodybunny6502 3 роки тому +5

      Same- like rn-

    • @clementine4151
      @clementine4151 3 роки тому +4

      Can you be tho.. i want to leave this world as fast as i can

    • @hollyy4549
      @hollyy4549 3 роки тому +2

      HINITA

    • @vitehalo6925
      @vitehalo6925 3 роки тому +1

      Thank you this is the first time someone has ever said that

  • @raymonhanna6641
    @raymonhanna6641 3 роки тому +12

    Me finally calming down: ..
    The song: ill hide my ch-
    Geico add: LISTEN TO THIS FOR CAR INCERANCE

  • @sacredeyeball2852
    @sacredeyeball2852 2 роки тому +5

    I’m a 15 year old straight boy who’s not depressed or anything like that. I just like good music.

  • @eqxual5558
    @eqxual5558 4 роки тому +175

    Gets bullied
    Cant sleep
    Hates everyone
    Loneliness
    This is great for me to know some people know what I'm going through

    • @MessyChrissy
      @MessyChrissy 4 роки тому +1

      I hope you feel better...but whenever im depressed I listen to this song it actually helps.

    • @CandyBear-gx6en
      @CandyBear-gx6en 4 роки тому

      sadly same...

    • @Valentine-dm8os
      @Valentine-dm8os 3 роки тому

      Are you okay? I’m always here I know what it’s like...

  • @skywolfgaming3654
    @skywolfgaming3654 6 років тому +262

    I didn't sleep at all tonight and I knew I wouldn't, so I played this while I waited for it to be morning

    • @mydee6836
      @mydee6836 5 років тому +6

      i may do the same .

    • @charaerror8299
      @charaerror8299 5 років тому +4

      Well if you ever need to talk ill give my insta

    • @izukumidorya121
      @izukumidorya121 4 роки тому +3

      Same

    • @camcam2235
      @camcam2235 4 роки тому +4

      Same
      I'm thinking about my dad

    • @zxxxcxno9767
      @zxxxcxno9767 4 роки тому +4

      I dont know why but I feel sometimes sad so sad like cry when im empty....
      I have friends I havent lost someone that I loved I just feel it....
      Maybe because life isnt fair

  • @skrunklyhooman
    @skrunklyhooman 3 роки тому +47

    Let's see..
    I love sad songs
    My mom kinda hates me
    My dads barely been home for years bc of his job (it's not that big of a deal)
    I hate friends,i..dont know why
    The last friend I had bullied me
    I love being alone in my room in the dark
    I do everything at night
    I get extremely nervous when I have long conversations with people
    The only friend I have is my cousin,
    We used to be so close as to call eachother sisters but...well...she makes friends much easier then me so she spends time with them all the time but that's fine,it not like i..care..

    • @b0mbi139
      @b0mbi139 3 роки тому +2

      Don’t worry I feel you. I’ve Been like that with people that were my “friends” But ever one has a friend in them self’s. someone i had a “bff” (I thought she was my bff) that I had a crush on. and it all had to end. Because of some stupid crush. I Probably sound like a bitch talking about my self, But I hope you get Better queen here 👑 keep your head up:>

    • @creepygrlzurjsmystyle
      @creepygrlzurjsmystyle 2 роки тому +1

      I've seen a case like this before. My advice is to not bottle up your emotions, And get a stuffed animal. I'm speaking from experience they help, trust me♥

  • @rainyrai9987
    @rainyrai9987 3 роки тому +90

    “I’m fine.”
    A phrase said way too many times.
    Depression
    Anxiety
    Eating Disorder
    Anorexia
    Trauma
    PTSD
    Autism
    Tics
    If someone says that their fine, ask again until you believe them.
    Compliment them everyday.
    Don’t stop until they smile everyday without trying.
    “Ew who’s the new kid?”
    No. Never ok.
    I’ve heard it said about me. I just transferred to a new school and I’m a very introverted person. I have no friends because I don’t talk to anyone.
    Be nice even if you don’t know a person you don’t know what they’re going through. Be safe

    • @es8395
      @es8395 3 роки тому +3

      Keep going, warrior.

    • @my_neighbor_totoro5942
      @my_neighbor_totoro5942 3 роки тому +3

      i will be ur friend :3

    • @ellaturk
      @ellaturk 3 роки тому +3

      I have trauma, ocd, depression, anxiety, social anxiety and adhd (my dyslexia isn’t that bad though)

    • @inky_tea4186
      @inky_tea4186 3 роки тому +3

      U got this!!! Even if I don't....

    • @rainyrai9987
      @rainyrai9987 3 роки тому +3

      @@inky_tea4186 I believe in you!

  • @marciefangs5743
    @marciefangs5743 6 років тому +118

    I love this song .. I relate to it so much . I have aspergers and I feel like nobody will love me because I don't know how to communicate as the song says "get a load of this monster , he doesn't know how to communicate, too many colours (sensory overload) , give him some space . But .. "the stars welcome me with open arms.." (:

    • @kmckacsacjac
      @kmckacsacjac 6 років тому +6

      Elizabeth Comstock I relate to this song for a whole different reason (gender dysphoria) I think it’s awesome that someone can make a song that relates to so many different people in so many different circumstances

    • @marciefangs5743
      @marciefangs5743 6 років тому +4

      SpaceIs Gay I agree :3 songs like this hold so many different meanings and can make you feel less along . My best friend has gender dysphoria. I know how difficult it is for them and I hope everything goes well for you and that you find happiness, you deserve it 💙

    • @kmckacsacjac
      @kmckacsacjac 6 років тому +3

      Thank you I hope the same for you!

    • @L00t00wii
      @L00t00wii 5 років тому +3

      I have them too and autism and ADHD

    • @bts.ker08
      @bts.ker08 5 років тому +3

      Same girl same. Especially in school.. I get weight-shamed..

  • @Max-df2vp
    @Max-df2vp 5 років тому +244

    I haven't slept in a week.
    Thank you.

    • @kaydikelton1732
      @kaydikelton1732 5 років тому +8

      Please don’t cheat on ur wife this time hamilham

    • @halleys.comett
      @halleys.comett 4 роки тому +7

      Uh bullshit to both of you because you start hallucinating after not sleeping or napping after 50 hours

    • @przwontop1534
      @przwontop1534 4 роки тому +2

      Me 2day

    • @rebekah441
      @rebekah441 4 роки тому +4

      That's not how it works... You start hallucinating after a few days of no sleep... And to stay up that long, you'd have to make yourself, so it would be your choice anyways.

    • @HalfBloodPrincess-fb7gd
      @HalfBloodPrincess-fb7gd 4 роки тому +3

      I was weak I was awake.
      I apologize for my Hamilton reference

  • @woofieluna4401
    @woofieluna4401 3 роки тому +6

    It’s nice how literal strangers can make me feel better than actual people I’ve know for my whole life...❤️

  • @Imnoteventrying102
    @Imnoteventrying102 3 роки тому +13

    Fun fact: i secretly feet more comfortable as a boy

  • @moshfroom2067
    @moshfroom2067 5 років тому +244

    Sometimes I am upset
    That I cannot fall asleep but I guess
    This avoids the pain of waking up again

  • @chieko4377
    @chieko4377 5 років тому +15

    this song makes me so sad and happy at the same time :(

  • @aanika.bananika
    @aanika.bananika 3 роки тому +3

    This is very peaceful. It helps with stress/anxiety. ❤️

  • @emmagrayson4118
    @emmagrayson4118 4 роки тому +5

    Anyone else think this song is calming and relaxing, but yet relatable?

  • @sh1nazugawas
    @sh1nazugawas 4 роки тому +427

    Parents: **Arguing**
    Siblings: **Does no care**
    Me: *Slowly Dies Because Of Pain**
    Edit as of July 8,2020: to the people who relate, I hope things go better you you :] I, currently don’t have these problems now since my parents realised it would be bad for their kids to experience a life like this. Again, I hope you’re doing well

  • @bitterrest
    @bitterrest 4 роки тому +716

    Listening to this and crying because I can't see any possible way I'll ever be able to be the boy I want to be. I'll be stuck in this stupid girl's body forever and it hurts so, so badly.
    I can feel this song so much, I can't tell if it's breaking me or fixing me.
    And if you bothered to read this, thank you. I hope everything works out for you♡

    • @tobisalt724
      @tobisalt724 4 роки тому +17

      ok but why is this also me

    • @sanriosaturn6463
      @sanriosaturn6463 4 роки тому +27

      i never feel like ill be non-binary but i can tell that by the way my friends talk to me, they'll know im nonbinary in their hearts and thats all that matters

    • @why1648
      @why1648 4 роки тому +13

      Yeah, I can relate to this so much and I can't stop watching it because I know that I'll never be who I want to be. But maybe one day I will be able to be as close and that would be good enough for me.

    • @crusty.eyelashes2636
      @crusty.eyelashes2636 4 роки тому +15

      You are valid ok? I'm gender flux and I kinda know how you feel. Just know that everything will get better :) keep your head up bro! Here king you dropped your crown 👑 stay safe :)

    • @bitterrest
      @bitterrest 4 роки тому +14

      @@crusty.eyelashes2636 Thanks man :)
      I feel like I should update- this was 9 months ago, and although not much has changed transition wise, I feel like I've made progress and I DEFINITELY feel a lot better about myself (partially thanks to my amazing partner, but that's a different story ;) )
      Thanks to everyone who replied- y'all are amazing and I really appreciate it... I hope the best for all of you♡

  • @mudpie5209
    @mudpie5209 3 роки тому +5

    When I listened to this it really made me think about my life.
    It made me think about how depressed I am.
    How anxious I am.
    How hungry I am because I skip meals.
    How suicidal I am.
    How scared I am.
    How numb I am.
    How dysphoric I am.
    How lonely I am.
    How much I want to die.
    How I feel all these things at the same time.
    There is so much going on, it hurts.
    It hurts so bad.
    I don't see a point in me being here, I'm so done.
    Done with life, done with losing everyone and everything I love, done with myself, done with dysphoria, done with battling depression, done with starving myself, done with my constant battle of whether or not I should just end it all, done with being treated like shit.
    I can't do this anymore.
    Goodbye.

    • @ScoobyDTyree
      @ScoobyDTyree 3 роки тому +2

      Miss/Mister/person, please don't. I struggle a lot too with feeling like that and I'm struggling right now but there's always gonna be big storms before rainbows and sometimes you have to dance in the rain but know this, you can do and be whoever you want. Fear is a feeling it's not all you are and it tries to control you but sometimes you just gotta say fuck it and go do something different. I don't know what has happened to you and I'm not gonna brush you off with it gets better because i don't honestly know if it does or not but you're not alone and i mean you're already so strong just from going through what you do even if you don't feel like it. Life is like a roller coaster and sometimes you get ones that go up a lot and others go down like ours but you can't have suffering without happiness. It's like trying to have shadows without light to cast it. You do have the ability to be happy and feel okay, just gotta find what works for you and what inspires that feeling. However death is never the answer. You're limiting the possibility to see the beauty behind the corruption of life. So it might be selfish of me to ask but don't commit suicide. It's not fun because when you're on that edge when you think you're gonna die its just nothingness. You don't exist anymore you can never see anything new or exciting you can't even breath or think. You're just gone and it might sound appealing with how your feeling but trust me it ain't all that sis. It can be terrifying when you realize all those things all at once. Why don't you give it the possibility for it to be ok? I mean tomorrow is a new day. Something might happen that you thought couldn't and if it turns out to be shitty hey at least you tried and made it through it. Most ppl don't even try. You should never apologize for being yourself though. In a world of cut copy and paste people inspire to be yourself and if you're sad that's ok. If your numb and tired that's ok too. But never reject yourself because that's the one thing people don't have. The only person that can be you is you. If it hurts and overwhelming that's ok too but you can always talk to someone when it hits that point, even if it's just someone on the internet. Stay safe please

  • @elisnightcore1925
    @elisnightcore1925 3 роки тому +11

    "And I will figure out a way to fly us out of here,"
    I need to sing this to mah siblings-

  • @hound6946
    @hound6946 4 роки тому +81

    Problems,
    Issues,
    Crying and using up your tissues,
    whenever your sad, annoyed, tired, feeling like you want to end it all,
    Just remember,
    there are many people in this world that are feeling the same thing as you are
    love yourself, ignore the person that annoyed you, try to cheer up in anyway possible.
    always restart your day when it goes wrong.
    get out there and enjoy life,
    talk with your friends about your problems,
    and be yourself. :)
    I hope this was the motivational message you were looking for.
    Have a great day, being depressed is unhealthy, but being happy will keep you away from the stuff the you’ve dealt with.💗

    • @inky_tea4186
      @inky_tea4186 3 роки тому

      Thank u

    • @KyberLink
      @KyberLink 3 роки тому

      I can't ignore my family, I still need to help them while they don't help me. cause I'm just a Mistake while my sister gets all the attention while I'm left alone because my other sister who cared for me died but I have to help my family so I'm sorry i can't do what you ask for

    • @skelekatz
      @skelekatz Рік тому

      thank you :D

  • @maggley
    @maggley 6 років тому +279

    song: *playing*
    youtube: *makes it buffer*
    me: WHA-

  • @SP.R.T
    @SP.R.T 4 роки тому +9

    Everyone: *Depressed sounding stuff *
    Me: Nice flower.. ;-;
    My friend in the corner: *Crying over a roleplay *

  • @_Dnt_xst-hy4tg
    @_Dnt_xst-hy4tg 2 роки тому +3

    My mom found my drawr with my safety knife and a iphone that a freind gave me and i asked her were my jewlery was and she said in one of your drawrs and i chickened out when i saw she found them, she didnt yell nor mention it but cavetown makes me feel less worried about things like those so thank you, thank you for making this

  • @proak-1263
    @proak-1263 6 років тому +43

    For the past year I have been haveing trouble sleeping and for the past 2 nights I played this song and fell asleep thank you for posting an hour long version of this song

  • @shimayuu6606
    @shimayuu6606 5 років тому +225

    Thank you for making this loop it helps me cope with my depression 🙂😌

    • @zxxxcxno9767
      @zxxxcxno9767 4 роки тому +7

      Hope your doing well with you depression :D
      I know im not...

    • @deadlymasher1024
      @deadlymasher1024 3 роки тому +7

      I can agree that this definitely helps with depression 😐😖

    • @flashyboi1204
      @flashyboi1204 3 роки тому +6

      When I Read This I Smiled Cause I Knew That I’m Not Only Suffering

    • @FloofTheBoi
      @FloofTheBoi 3 роки тому +4

      Same bro

    • @vv-jm2zs
      @vv-jm2zs 3 роки тому +2

      K

  • @Reppohc376
    @Reppohc376 3 роки тому +6

    I Am 10 This calms me down when my parent are fighting. my dad has left I don't know if he is coming back... my birthday is coming and I don't think he is coming... and I am currently depressed but this makes me feel better about my self. I am also trying to eat less. i hope u all are doing well :)

  • @Remremremrema
    @Remremremrema 3 роки тому +75

    " get a load of this train werk he doesent know he who is yet"
    thats besically me :( tryign to figure out if lifes just a stupid dream...

  • @mowothman8274
    @mowothman8274 6 років тому +254

    I love this so much
    I dont know about anyone else but I'll see this song as my dysphoria..

  • @nickname3933
    @nickname3933 5 років тому +39

    A girls demon
    A models tears
    A kids depression
    A child’s pain
    A teenagers cut
    A family’s home lost
    A sisters cry
    A brothers death
    A grandmas sorrows
    A granddads death
    A animals weep
    A abusive dad
    A mum with nothing left
    A transgender with no hope left...
    A colleges stress
    A girls angel
    A models fans
    A kids welcoming smile
    A child’s laugh
    A teenagers best friend
    A family’s meal
    A sisters love
    A brothers kindness
    A grandmas kiss’s
    A grandads hugs
    A animals happiness
    A forgiving dad
    A mum that has it all
    A transgender who is welcomed
    A colleges relief
    Cherish the ones you love before it’s to late...
    I except you for who you are! Gay Lesbian bisexual you name it ( I mean unless you hate them )
    Just remember this ” but little do we know the stars welcome them with open arms “ if you know someone that’s depressed they can talk to me... I may be a complete stranger to you but I know how to keep a secret..i should know I Grow up with a abusive step-mother....and obviously with out a mum...

    • @emmalee4987
      @emmalee4987 4 роки тому

      the first part with the sad stuff made my eyes tear up but when i saw the happy part i immediately bursted into tears

    • @kittycatmeowmeow_png
      @kittycatmeowmeow_png 4 роки тому

      ...

    • @emmalee4987
      @emmalee4987 4 роки тому

      i'm an idiot

    • @crusty.eyelashes2636
      @crusty.eyelashes2636 4 роки тому

      I'm gender flux and pansexual and I've been doubting myself lately so thank you :,)

    • @amandalynch4785
      @amandalynch4785 3 роки тому

      The fact I am a child and I feel all of this at the same time

  • @chilled._.chilli2644
    @chilled._.chilli2644 3 роки тому +7

    Haha, this song brings back so much memories. So much Trauma. But I can't stop listening to it-

  • @stephaniepayne9105
    @stephaniepayne9105 3 роки тому +6

    me when im sad:
    me when i really feel like nothing
    me when im with my friend/gf:
    me everyday:

  • @cosmicoreosramen4844
    @cosmicoreosramen4844 5 років тому +14

    This song is literally the only thing that describes my dysphoria, depression and anxiety all in one..
    Dysphoria mostly at “I’ll cut my hair.. to make you stare.. I’ll hide my chest and I’ll figure out a way to get us out of here” seriously this song lives my life

  • @kawaiikittie2434
    @kawaiikittie2434 4 роки тому +127

    Broken heart
    Being bullied
    Depression
    Anxiety
    Just give out all your can, cry your eyes out, scream your head out into your pillow, I promise you will feel much better :)
    I promise you, it works everytime!

  • @chosoistryinghisbest
    @chosoistryinghisbest 3 роки тому +1

    this has literally been my emotional comfort song for so long. can't believe its almost 3-4 years since i found it. it just feels like a home that i've never felt. i have *never* felt a real sense of home and this song is almost as close as i can get.

  • @RUST_1N_P34CE_
    @RUST_1N_P34CE_ 3 роки тому +3

    “I’ll cut my hair. To make you stare. I’ll hide my chest and I’ll, figure a way to get us outta here.” That really makes me cry.

  • @Fluffyfoof
    @Fluffyfoof 5 років тому +7

    this helps me cope with the loss of my grandmother since she died of cancer, thanks so much for uploading this :,)

  • @novaa4k
    @novaa4k 6 років тому +158

    Why does this song sort of drive my to depression 😅
    But the song is really nice to calm me down

  • @miss.n0body500
    @miss.n0body500 2 роки тому +2

    I dont think the creator understands how much this helped s0 many people.
    We all really appreciate it, and these are comments are what I wish everyone would say on the internet. There is much hate, but dont listen to it! One of my favorite lines is from Ronnie colman.
    "At the end, it all will be ok. If it's not ok, it's not the end."
    Stay safe you all! Reading comments like these make my day.
    Even my sister enjoys th is song and she is 4-
    Stay safe now, byebye :)

  • @aiza.gacha_lol6044
    @aiza.gacha_lol6044 3 роки тому +4

    I rlly love this song i listen to it whenever im feeling down or upset I love it :)
    All these comments r so sad :C
    Happiness has left the chat.
    Sadness has joined the chat.

  • @sh1tf4c39
    @sh1tf4c39 6 років тому +177

    i thought this was called "cut my hair" so this is the un-remixed vershion? it's beautiful

    • @claire6207
      @claire6207 6 років тому +19

      This is the original by cavetown - Cut My Hair is a remix by Mounika :)

    • @thesunflowersisters146
      @thesunflowersisters146 5 років тому +2

      LPS Starburst this is the original

    • @calliemineliar2226
      @calliemineliar2226 5 років тому +13

      LPS Starburst actually, monika kinda copied it and changed it and made it shorter and made it happier but I think cavetown let her use the song

    • @ll_6653
      @ll_6653 5 років тому +2

      Calliemine Liar yes he did

    • @sweewead2761
      @sweewead2761 5 років тому +1

      The original

  • @ahrima
    @ahrima 5 років тому +13

    So this is where the Cut My Hair meme came from! I've always thought it didn't have a song, but I finally found it!

    • @mabellum9375
      @mabellum9375 4 роки тому

      Harmony Animationz , this is not a meme😤

  • @samantharussell1887
    @samantharussell1887 3 роки тому +7

    "The mirror is my best friend, Because it doesn't laugh when i cry" Charlie Brown
    "People keep telling me that life hose on but to me, that's the saddest part"
    "Don't cry because it's over, Smile because it happened"
    "Life's a blink of an eye, on moment your first opening your eyes and the next your closing them for the last"-Me
    "Don't ask me if I'm okay cause you already know my answer 'im Fine' but if you really my friend you wouldn't take that as an answer" -Me

  • @lonelyweeb6281
    @lonelyweeb6281 3 роки тому +1

    No ads for 42 minutes, this is a blessing

  • @nopenope273
    @nopenope273 5 років тому +9

    “Often i am upset that I can not fall in love but I guess, this avoids the stress of falling out of it”
    this feels way too real for me, being ace and aro

  • @hunterjohnson9674
    @hunterjohnson9674 6 років тому +138

    This song inspires so much of my artwork...

    • @penis93
      @penis93 5 років тому +2

      OmG sAmE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @Unknown-ej8vp
      @Unknown-ej8vp 5 років тому +4

      actually a mood. Drawing right now and working on an animation.

    • @lofi_1223
      @lofi_1223 5 років тому +3

      This song inspired an entire character arc for 2 of my characters so........I agree w u

    • @pineappleyee67
      @pineappleyee67 5 років тому +2

      It inspired me to draw my oc, for the first time ever...

    • @blackpinklisa4376
      @blackpinklisa4376 5 років тому +2

      Keep going!

  • @sophiem20099
    @sophiem20099 3 роки тому +2

    i love this song, it makes me feel safe. when im sad, i listen to this. when im frustrated, i listen to this. even when im gaming, it just calms me down and lets my body focus and cool down.

  • @Duggings
    @Duggings 3 роки тому +6

    This song makes me so calm knowing I did all of this that's in the song

  • @cidrocream3519
    @cidrocream3519 5 років тому +10

    I always listen to this when i draw! Love it so much!

  • @Sku11c4ndy
    @Sku11c4ndy 5 років тому +18

    I love this song. Rn I’m listening to it at like 3:45 am, staring up at the stars through the back door window. I feel like this song was written for all of us people who just need a little more light in their life. This is just a song I could cry to all night if I wanted to. As some people say, “Tears help!” Or something like that, lol. Anyways, hugs to everyone reading this.
    Signing out
    -Piinto

  • @angelaortega3766
    @angelaortega3766 4 роки тому +7

    This song literally helped me calm down while I was having a panic attack. It's melody is so soothing.

  • @kerigrayson5358
    @kerigrayson5358 4 роки тому +1

    As I’m scrolling through the comments, I’m seeing how this relates to their lives, while I’m over here thinking, ‘this is so sad!’ And I’m also constantly thinking what the meaning of this song is. I just- I can’t listen to this song without thinking what the meaning is over and over, again and again. I don’t understand the meaning, but I like the music and how comforting his voice is so that’s the main reason why I’m listening to this song.
    Thank you for reading this far- Emma

  • @millychan0907
    @millychan0907 6 років тому +182

    Thanks so much for the time you've put in this video!! this vid was the only first 1 hour version of this *angelic* song

  • @babydaddy2896
    @babydaddy2896 5 років тому +5

    Cavetown is such an amazing artist, he is so calming and somehow sophisticated sounding.

  • @turtlzzz4549
    @turtlzzz4549 3 роки тому +1

    Life has to be compensated with every feeling, sad, happy, angry or depressed, it's just what shapes you as a person. Never take the happy moments in life for granted.