No name I'm sorry. It has always worked for me. If you listen to this and cry and but don't feel better, then watch a few positive vent amv's. If that doesn't work... Then talk to someone about it. Letting all the emotions out is a good way to feel better.
dead poets society Nope. I still stay up every night waiting for morning, knowing I won't get any sleep, then trudge through the day only to return home, work, and repeat the cycle. But at least this is playing in the background to accompany my ling and lonely nights
Does anyone else have this on in the background while trying to fall asleep. I love this song so much because I can relate to it. I sleep with it in the background cause it calms me down
This is honestly my favorite song, and i have no issues or struggles at home, or "depression." You really don't need any of that to listen to this song. But i'm sorry to those of you who do struggle and i hope you get better soon in life, no matter what it is! :>
Please read. So, I was listening to this and I was laying down on my room floor instead of my bed because I just made my bed and I didn't want to mess it up and, I closed my eyes. When I closed my eyes I was in a field of sunflowers. Sunflowers are my favorite flowers so I was happy. I looked up and it was a beautiful day. I looked to my side and saw my great great grandmother... she passed away years ago.. She was the root of the family. I miss her with all my heart. I told my mom, little sister, and stepdad. I am still shocked and confused but I am happy she visited me❤ (This happened a couple minutes ago and is real I promise) Edit: OMG YOU LIKED MY COMMENT!!!!!❤❤❤ I'M DYING!!!!!
thats good. seeing faces of the ones you love that were gone. i never saw my dad's face clearly. he died in a car crash. this song got me out of it. i was a year old when he died. i learned about his death when i was 8. i'm still sad now, but things get better now. i never had a grandfather nor great grandparent at my birth. 🌺 always appreciate the people with you now 🌺 :)
Stay for this. My parents are divorced. But it’s not the typical “I don’t love you anymore” It’s more as “abusing is a part of this relationship now” Type of divorce. This song has helped me through all of those hard times. Coming back to it makes me happy Yet it brings back so many bad memories. Trauma, Depression, Anxiety, Eating disorder, And the main, Abuse. My mom hid for 30 years before she took my brother and I with her to a shelter. If you read this all the way down, I’d like to thank you for listening. Go hug your moms and dads and tell them you love them. Because you’re lucky to have a loving family that treats each other right. 🌻
actaully... my dad held a gun to my mom's head and torchered us for years.. I am only 10.. but I will always love my family... abusive or not... Im lucky to have parents.. *I'm Lucky.*
chicktea I can’t my mom and dad are getting a divorce and my mom hates me and i hate that my family is fucked up it’s like everyone is against everyone
Madison Blevins I’m sorry to hear that, but just because you have parents doesn’t mean you’re lucky.. You’re allowed to hate them especially for that. Please, whenever you have the chance call someone to get yourself and mom out of that situation.
"Hey, Ava!" *3 years ago* "Hey galaxy, why wont Ava respond?" *"...She's dead, skitty. She killed herself and blamed it on you."* "..." This song helps me escape the fact that she hates me and always will. It helps me figure out the good things in life. Family. My boyfriend. My dog. ..Thank you for making this version. And thank you cavetown for helping me get through the biggest burden in my life.
I think you can try binder+medical corset ! Apparently it's fine to have both, but you should do your research and talk to professional ! I hope you'll be fine 💚💙💚
Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear When I'm ready I will fly us out of here I'll cut my hair To make you stare I'll hide my chest And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place Has too many colours enough to drive all of us insane Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet My eyes went dark I don't know where My pupils are But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Get a load of this monster He doesn't know how to communicate His mind is in a different place Will everybody please give him a little bit of space Get a load of this trainwreck His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet But little do we know, the stars Welcome him with open arms Time is Slowly Tracing his face But strangely he feels at home in this place
I was on my bed crying while the song was playing telling myself: Im fine... I was listening while I was crying and I i closed my eyes and saw roses on the floor and ice cream,blankets,TV show on,a beautiful night,the stars shining bright..I felt happier,and I still cried,I felt amazing..and I saw all the people I loved and missed...Ms.Wood,My Nana and papa,my grandmother and my little cousin, and then I saw my crush Jayden..I smiled big...but when I came to hug everyone I came back into my life...sad,depressed,crushing so badly...have a good day💙
It really sucks when my parantes tell me im lazy and they know i have alot of problems and they dont understand how much just one day can take out of me and i cant sleep at night so it makes it worse and im just so tierd rn and this makes me feel so much better
I developed really bad sleep habits in my deepest depression too, and it might help you to know that your naps during the day are likely the cause of your lack of sleep in the evening. Think about it; how tired would you be at bedtime without the nap? I know it's hard, I had trouble keeping my eyes open during the day while I was recovering. The best thing to do is set an appropriate bedtime for yourself and adhere to it as efficiently as you can. Sometimes you'll fail to stay awake, and sometimes you'll jolt awake after drifting for 20 minutes, but you have to fight it. Because you can do it and you're worth it. Good luck.
H E L L O W O R L D I know how you feel! Every day I put up with so much crap and I have to fight back every single day and protect my friends because heaven knows people will leave them alone...and they haven't been threw what I have. They don't know how to fight back. And coming home and all i want is a brake but then people tell me to do more stuff. And I would be so lucky if I got at least 3 hours of sleep at night. And I keep doing so much crap for other people and no one dose anything for me. All I get are my friends taken away from me. Everything taken away from me. And no one either notices or case enufe to help.
H E L L O W O R L D hang in there I'm depressed and when I'm on a verge of kms I think about all the stuff me and my nephew moment's...... He passed due to cancer and now I have nothing to think of when I'm depressed and about to kms..... I don't know how longer I can go on hopefully this helps u as it did me I'm very sry........ I might not make it to the end of the week life sucks😟😟😟😟
Problems, Issues, Crying and using up your tissues, whenever your sad, annoyed, tired, feeling like you want to end it all, Just remember, there are many people in this world that are feeling the same thing as you are love yourself, ignore the person that annoyed you, try to cheer up in anyway possible. always restart your day when it goes wrong. get out there and enjoy life, talk with your friends about your problems, and be yourself. :) I hope this was the motivational message you were looking for. Have a great day, being depressed is unhealthy, but being happy will keep you away from the stuff the you’ve dealt with.💗
I can't ignore my family, I still need to help them while they don't help me. cause I'm just a Mistake while my sister gets all the attention while I'm left alone because my other sister who cared for me died but I have to help my family so I'm sorry i can't do what you ask for
Lyrics: Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear When I'm ready I will fly us out of here I'll cut my hair To make you stare I'll hide my chest And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place Has too many colours enough to drive all of us insane Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet My eyes went dark I don't know where My pupils are But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Get a load of this monster He doesn't know how to communicate His mind is in a different place Will everybody please give him a little bit of space Get a load of this trainwreck His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet But little do we know, the stars Welcome him with open arms Time is Slowly Tracing his face But strangely he feels at home in this place
I love this song .. I relate to it so much . I have aspergers and I feel like nobody will love me because I don't know how to communicate as the song says "get a load of this monster , he doesn't know how to communicate, too many colours (sensory overload) , give him some space . But .. "the stars welcome me with open arms.." (:
Elizabeth Comstock I relate to this song for a whole different reason (gender dysphoria) I think it’s awesome that someone can make a song that relates to so many different people in so many different circumstances
SpaceIs Gay I agree :3 songs like this hold so many different meanings and can make you feel less along . My best friend has gender dysphoria. I know how difficult it is for them and I hope everything goes well for you and that you find happiness, you deserve it 💙
beautiful, u feel free when ur listening to this, everything that bothered u goes away but at the same time it gets stronger, the perfect song is here ladies and gentlemen
I dont know why but I feel sometimes sad so sad like cry when im empty.... I have friends I havent lost someone that I loved I just feel it.... Maybe because life isnt fair
Listening to this and crying because I can't see any possible way I'll ever be able to be the boy I want to be. I'll be stuck in this stupid girl's body forever and it hurts so, so badly. I can feel this song so much, I can't tell if it's breaking me or fixing me. And if you bothered to read this, thank you. I hope everything works out for you♡
i never feel like ill be non-binary but i can tell that by the way my friends talk to me, they'll know im nonbinary in their hearts and thats all that matters
Yeah, I can relate to this so much and I can't stop watching it because I know that I'll never be who I want to be. But maybe one day I will be able to be as close and that would be good enough for me.
You are valid ok? I'm gender flux and I kinda know how you feel. Just know that everything will get better :) keep your head up bro! Here king you dropped your crown 👑 stay safe :)
@@crusty.eyelashes2636 Thanks man :) I feel like I should update- this was 9 months ago, and although not much has changed transition wise, I feel like I've made progress and I DEFINITELY feel a lot better about myself (partially thanks to my amazing partner, but that's a different story ;) ) Thanks to everyone who replied- y'all are amazing and I really appreciate it... I hope the best for all of you♡
'hi!' 'yes you!' 'i love you!' 'your amazing!' 'gont give up!' 'everything will be fine!' 'im here for you!' 'even if i had to go through alot..' 'but you will be fine..!' 'remember..' 'that you have me here.. :)' 'and i will be here all the time!..' 'so please dont leave me alone..'
Here I am At 2 am Having a mental breakdown over a song I feel was written for me Nobody cares No one understands This song is the only thing that gets it. Sad I know but way too true. I could benefit from crying Thanks.. edit: starting testosterone soon :)
I care I understand We all have things we wish wd could tell but cant even me who spends all night trying to make people in the comments feel bett r about life and them selves
For the past year I have been haveing trouble sleeping and for the past 2 nights I played this song and fell asleep thank you for posting an hour long version of this song
Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear When I'm ready I will fly us out of here Ooh... I'll cut my hair Ooh... to make you stare Ooh... I'll hide my chest And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place Has too many colours enough to drive all of us insane Are you dead? sometimes I think I'm dead Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet Ooh... my eyes went dark Ooh... I don't know where Ooh... my pupils are But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Get a load of this monster He doesn't know how to communicate His mind is in a different place Will everybody please give him a little bit of space Get a load of this trainwreck His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet But little do we know, the stars Welcome him with open arms Ooh... time is Ooh... slowly Ooh... tracing his face But strangely he feels at home in this place
This song means so much to me. It made me realise what I was missing. Being gender neutral. This song made me feel happy again like I was a year ago. I have two souvenirs from last year that keep me motivated to keep moving on to become who I want to be. I only realised yesterday that I found what my missing piece was. And I’m all happy again thanks to this song. Whenever I sing it it, I come out in happy tears because it made me realise my missing piece. I don’t know how I would be without this song. : )
Sometimes I think something’s wrong with me. I haven’t cried in years, I’ve always been the strong one in the family. When my great grandmother died from cancer and liver failure, right in front of me, I was too numb to really cry. Many of my relatives have passed away from overdoses of drugs I’d rather not mention, and my father lost SO many important people to him from those. He cried so hard those days, no wonder he has ptsd. But I cried last when I was 9...I’m going to be 15 in a little while, that’s how long it’s been. No matter how bad my depression, my own ptsd, anxiety or just being overwhelmed in general, I’ve only rarely gotten misty eyed. That’s it. Is there something wrong with me? Because so many people have bullied me and called my a psycho, I’ve gotten beaten up too many times to count. Sometimes I feel like the only way to feel better is if I go back to cutting, but I flushed the rest of my razors days ago. I try to cry, to finally let it all out, but I can never cry. Maybe this’ll finally make me cry, because then I’ll know there isn’t anything wrong with me. I don’t know...I’ll check back when this ends...thanks for reading. Edit; I finally cried....but it felt good instead.
TweetyBird 2017 I get it. It’s hard. But while sometimes even I’m sad enough to think about making it all stop, what you need to remember is that it is ok. You are awesome, and I bet we could be good friends.
Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you You Are Beautiful. You Are Wanted. You Are Wonderful. Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better. We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary. You're better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light. And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you. Your own unique Mindset always trys to engage in the right ways Now read the first letter of every word You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care.
Don't hurt yourself! Its not the answer. There's many other ways of reliving stress. You can die from cutting. I'm glad this helped. If you need someone to talk to i'm always here :).
But what if i wanna go.. Like Just gone? I tried to feel better everyday. My cousin and the dream team make me better for a.bit but i dont know what to do. im to scared to tell my parents im in a ditch. I cant controll what i feel and i feel like im gonna be lost forever. Just sad. not gonna make it. Just acting happy :) Yes. but whats the next step for me.. Just keep hiding?
Listen, For what ever reason you are • depression • Anxiety • break up • melt downs • parents divorce • family member or friend dying If we stay strong we will make it through the hard times and fight are foes in the process, so stay strong for me. If you think no one cares always remember I do, I want you to be happy and strong, always remember.
Broken heart Being bullied Depression Anxiety Just give out all your can, cry your eyes out, scream your head out into your pillow, I promise you will feel much better :) I promise you, it works everytime!
I know how that feels, i know sometimes it feels like it can never get better, but just know it can, it will, and there is always someone who cares about you, even if it feels like nobody does, even if it feels like you'd be better off dead and no one would care, there is always someone there, maybe from afar, maybe right there next to you, but those people help you get through it, they'll help you live, help you survive, they are like angels, they will always love you no matter what, feel better, and just know it DOES get better :)
@@potatoooooo7546 well, you're ten, so shut up. No, you dont "grow out of" depression. You can learn to live with it, you can take meds, but when you have depression, you have it for life. So yeah, stfu. Oh and, insomnia isnt the same as depression AT ALL.
Parents: **Arguing** Siblings: **Does no care** Me: *Slowly Dies Because Of Pain** Edit as of July 8,2020: to the people who relate, I hope things go better you you :] I, currently don’t have these problems now since my parents realised it would be bad for their kids to experience a life like this. Again, I hope you’re doing well
I forced my brother to take my sharp objects and hide them, he knows why, and monitors me when I use a knife for cooking. if I ask for one of said objects, I am not allowed to have a door closed or unsupervised. these are rule that I made and it is helpful. I did it so I didn't SH and it worked. maybe try this with a family member you trust?
What the fuck kind of scientific fact is this? Obviously your favourite song will relate to you on a metaphoric or concious level as your experiences have shaped you as a human so when you find a song that seems as rhough its based on the same experiences you are naturally gravitated towards it. Its not a scientific fact its just a fact. And a common one at that.
A girls demon A models tears A kids depression A child’s pain A teenagers cut A family’s home lost A sisters cry A brothers death A grandmas sorrows A granddads death A animals weep A abusive dad A mum with nothing left A transgender with no hope left... A colleges stress A girls angel A models fans A kids welcoming smile A child’s laugh A teenagers best friend A family’s meal A sisters love A brothers kindness A grandmas kiss’s A grandads hugs A animals happiness A forgiving dad A mum that has it all A transgender who is welcomed A colleges relief Cherish the ones you love before it’s to late... I except you for who you are! Gay Lesbian bisexual you name it ( I mean unless you hate them ) Just remember this ” but little do we know the stars welcome them with open arms “ if you know someone that’s depressed they can talk to me... I may be a complete stranger to you but I know how to keep a secret..i should know I Grow up with a abusive step-mother....and obviously with out a mum...
That's not how it works... You start hallucinating after a few days of no sleep... And to stay up that long, you'd have to make yourself, so it would be your choice anyways.
I’m finally letting it out, I can’t keep it in anymore.. I love this boy, he’s my neighbor and our parents know each other. We used to be friends when we were very young, sadly I moved to another school. Soon in middle school he moved to my school, he got lots of friends I would never have... im very shy and feel as if I’m an annoyance to anyone I talk too. He got a girlfriend in a few months just when he moved to this school. I didn’t feel anything for him, he was just someone I talked to only when necessary. Soon next year, by that time he broke up with his girlfriend.. the start of the year I saw him, he looked so different... I suddenly couldn’t stop thinking about him for the rest of the day. This was the second time I fell in love, but he was different. My first love lasted a few months, but him... I’ve loved him for a full year and I still do. I know he only sees me as his neighbor, but I feel as if there could be more. I know his friends noticed by now, he once was nice to me. I’m not saying he is a jerk all the time, but deep inside I know his friends are making him change. The only time I can get close enough to talk to him is with his sister. Once she asked him if he liked me, she said he turned a little red, but didn’t answer her. I don’t know if this is a sign, but I can’t stop thinking about him, my mother even noticed the sadness in my eyes... I can’t stop loving him... Whew, that’s half of what I wanted to say. Whoever reads this, thank you...
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter I'm sorry for being a bad friend I'm sorry for being a bad sister I'm sorry for being a bad student I'm sorry for being not strong enough I'm sorry for failing I'm sorry for giving up I'm sorry for not being able to tell you I'm sorry for telling you like this I'm sorry for not seeing another solution I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me I'm sorry for my mind, don't let me sleep for weeks I'm sorry for not being there when you need it I'm sorry for complaining I'm sorry for being weak I'm sorry for being not worth it I'm sorry for being so stupid I'm sorry for thinking I could do it I'm sorry for even trying I'm sorry for being too sad I'm sorry for being too happy I'm sorry for lying I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me I'm sorry for blaming you I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head I'm sorry for saying I love you I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry for my mind I'm sorry for the things I said I'm sorry for wasting your time
Its ok, things will get better for you, I know! sometimes, we have to go over the storm to find a sunshine and a field of flowers :) we love you even though we're strangers, stay strong, don't let your own voices collapse you.
I love this song. Rn I’m listening to it at like 3:45 am, staring up at the stars through the back door window. I feel like this song was written for all of us people who just need a little more light in their life. This is just a song I could cry to all night if I wanted to. As some people say, “Tears help!” Or something like that, lol. Anyways, hugs to everyone reading this. Signing out -Piinto
this song is beautifully sad and good at the same time, this just makes me imagine being in a grass of white and orange flowers next to a cottage, running down the fields without any worrying or being sad about anything with my dog and with a special loved one, it's just...so amazing.
I have lots of mental issues Depression and DID are the hardest hitters surprisingly. (i got lucky with not too bad dysphoria) I just can't function like a person since im 8 in all and i cant remember things it doesn't matter if im in the middle of something ill just forget what im doing then im somewhere else and i just get drained so fast and its hard to describe it all because i can't physically form the words in my head with my mouth and i just want it all to stop so i can get a breather and take a moment to sort out everything uninterrupted. Anxiety fulled panic when it all becomes overwhelming is even more draining. Its hard to tell a 62 year old parent who gave up on trying to be a better person that you cant function because your head is working. If the mind cant work how do you expect the person to function. Your mind is the control center but when the controls are stuck or jam or just DONT WORK how do you expect someone to function without help and if you wont help them how are you still expecting them to function. Im being set up to fall into a grave before im 30 because I need help and i don't have any way to get it and over the phone isnt going to work because my anxiety is so agressive paired with depression that im frozen scared trying to do anything and i feel weak after. My father always whines about me instantly blaming him and me being a hypochondriac but im actually concerned of myself I always knew things werent all right with me and i blamed myself for them because i have Adhd so im always messing up and i dont just stop and i cant do things right so i blame myself because im always finding a way to fuck up. It took until i researched and took my time to go through what memory i have to put peices together because its not just me but its because people in my life never handled them well. I got the belt, i got yelled at, i was always in the wrong place when someone gets pissed and i do something small incorrectly and i get yelled at. I never get comfort and my cousin passed in 6th grade but i wasn't ever taught healthy ways to cope so i just held it all in and just closed off a part of me. I had shitty stuff happen to me at a young age of maybe half a year old to 3 years old while being fostered by cousins till my biological dad won custody and even the an old parent has old methods. I've blamed myself enough but knowing the real truth im actually telling what i can but i get incriminated. I barely sleep or ill pass out at 5 pm and will sleep more, i havent eaten well and haven eaten so little for weeks because my appitte died and i dropped in weight and i know why i know damn well whats doing it and im scared if i try and tell my dad then he'll see the scars and scabs and ill end up in a mental hospital or yelled at. My family in all needs therapists but im the only one whos pushing to get one myself because i know i need help and some i want fixed like Anxiety, Depression, Dysphoria; my Adhd is all thats being worked on and DID is the only saving grace i have and i just want to know how to manage that because id rather never get the full picture of my truama and be 7 others than know it all but suffer alone as one person. I always get the card of "You have a roof over your head and your being fed and you have running water and others don't have any of that" THAT HELPS NOTHING THAT JUST MAKES ME FEEL WORSE AND LIKE I SHOULDN'T HAVE THESE PROBLEMS BECAUSE IM NOT LIVING A BAD LIFE BUT I HAVE THEM AND ITS JUST GETTING WORSE AND NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I ASK FOR HELP NOTHING HAPPENS. im just some stupid 16 year old ranting online and no one probably cares and thats fine its just nice to get it out there and know that maybe someone out there can understand what im going through also and to just let pent up emotions out.
I don't know if I can fully understand what you're going through but what I can do is tell you that this is not your fault, you are not some stupid 16 year old ranting online, people do care, and even though people may not have all the problems you do, there will always be someone going through at least some of the same things you are, and you are never alone. Don't tell yourself that it's your fault or you're doing something wrong, tell yourself that you'll make it through everything, and you have years and years to do that. I really hope that your situation gets better, and that this song/video helped you as well.
I am not trans or anything and I honestly can’t relate to this song but it makes me feel so happy and sad in a depressing way, yet I still love it and it helps me a lot so here I am
This is the song I'm sending to my parents to tell them I'm trans and depressed. They don't know yet, and I'm hoping this will help them. The comments are where I go to know I'm not alone, and that many people are just as broken down as me. Trust me, anyone who reads this comment, you are not alone.
This song makes me feel so proud because my friend hates singing in front of people and always says her singing is terrible. She sung this in front of at least 100 people and looked so nervous but as soon as she got halfway through the song she looked so confident. I'm so glad she finally listened to someone and shared her beautiful voice with people that weren't a close friend. I hope she will eventually share it with more people and maybe even write her own song. ❤️🖤❤️😄
This song is literally the only thing that describes my dysphoria, depression and anxiety all in one.. Dysphoria mostly at “I’ll cut my hair.. to make you stare.. I’ll hide my chest and I’ll figure out a way to get us out of here” seriously this song lives my life
This makes me think of the people and things I’ve lost, my old school friend that moved away, my grandpa has dementia and he isn’t like him self, my grandma, my childhood, my happiness, and other things I can’t remember. My grandmas death hit me like a jet she was my person that always took care of me, she was my shoulder to cry on but...now she’s gone. I’m mad at myself for not being there for her final breaths. My whole world was shattered when she died, I broke I felt so, emotionless...I kept a straight face. I’m crying while typing this. I miss you grandma ❤️
Bullied.. Yelled at.. Get hit.. Depression.. Sadness.. Cant sleep.. Losing a loved one.. Dad losing his leg.. Cutting.. Hating on self.. All of this Is just right Here in this song :)
this song is honestly the only thing that really helps me when im sad, anxious, angry, or just feeling really depressed after a good cry while listening to this song i feel much better💕
Listening to this while having a mental breakdown, while the sun is rising, and I'm sitting on my 4th story balcony, determining whether I should jump off or not, is honestly really calming
This song makes me cry, everyone always believes whenever im smiling im happy, but that's not true I smile to hide my pain I smile to hide my fear I smile to hide the truth
I like laying on the pile of pillows I have on my bed while hugging my body pillow of Hawks Imagining him hugging me back, I relate to this song the most, I listen to it everyday never getting bored of it. I've been diagnosed with depression and Im pansexual but most often I fall in love with girls, I have been single my whole life and only dated a girl for 2 months after she broke my heart I stopped dating because It was stressfull, now Im 19 living alone and I only have 2 friends. (often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it) My parents kicked me out when I was 16 because I was lgbtq and non bionary. (ill cut my hair to make you stare. Ill hide my chest and I'll figure out a way to get us out of here). I sometimes think of dying but Im also afraid too since I'm young Its been 3 years since I've seen my sister's and my parents. ( are you dead, sometimes I think Im dead, cause I can feel ghost and ghouls wrapping my head). I love Hawks a lot yes he's anime character but still, I wish I had someone to hug right now, (When Im ready I will fly us out of here) Ik that probably nobody cares about what I wrote I guess it's fine since pretty much I have nothing to care about either... but Im trying to still stay alive after everything.
It reminds me of how I felt when my dad passed away, how I was feeling, I was depressed, I was so young. But I can still remember. I feel so lost in the world sometimes. I listen to this, and it reminds me there are so many other people with the same problem. None of my friends other than my best friend understand my problem. But she doesn’t understand completely. I don’t have any friends that have the same problem where they lost their parent at a young age. I want to talk to my friends sometimes about this problem but I just can’t. She understands a lot but... just not the part where I don’t remember my dad. I visit his grave once a year but I still hate that I can’t see him whenever I want to. I just lay on the floor, telling myself that my dad would be proud of how far I’ve come. I imagine all I’ve been through with my friends and family. I never knew how sad I’ve been throughout my life until I heard this song. So everyone who is reading this, lay on your floor, bed, couch, or wherever you want to, imagine everything that has happened, every good and bad thing. And just let all your emotions be free, feel proud of yourself for how far you’ve come. ☺️❤️ just remember that you’re not alone and that you’re loved!
Tysm for making This.I feel like this song is the only thing that gets me.Ive just been feeling really bad and depressed lately..but this song just makes me feel a bit better every time I listen to it ):) and I just cried a little..oh god..but thank you 🙂🥺
I’m crying when I hear this song, I don’t know why.. the song just gets me! it really feels like it was written for me... I even listen to it when I go to bed... I just love it.
Let's see.. I love sad songs My mom kinda hates me My dads barely been home for years bc of his job (it's not that big of a deal) I hate friends,i..dont know why The last friend I had bullied me I love being alone in my room in the dark I do everything at night I get extremely nervous when I have long conversations with people The only friend I have is my cousin, We used to be so close as to call eachother sisters but...well...she makes friends much easier then me so she spends time with them all the time but that's fine,it not like i..care..
Don’t worry I feel you. I’ve Been like that with people that were my “friends” But ever one has a friend in them self’s. someone i had a “bff” (I thought she was my bff) that I had a crush on. and it all had to end. Because of some stupid crush. I Probably sound like a bitch talking about my self, But I hope you get Better queen here 👑 keep your head up:>
I've seen a case like this before. My advice is to not bottle up your emotions, And get a stuffed animal. I'm speaking from experience they help, trust me♥
“Often i am upset that I can not fall in love but I guess, this avoids the stress of falling out of it” this feels way too real for me, being ace and aro
I’m not trans, I’m not a girl nor am I a boy, I’m gender-fluid. I feel like a piece of crap right now, because, I thought my friend was mad at me, so I waited, I was crying for an hour and empty, for another hour.. before I apologized, I cried for another half an hour, saying “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” Over and over... and I was still crying, and I was shaking. So I couldn’t type. But she forgave me and she said, “You’re forgiven any time..” and I started sobbing I told her it’s not her fault, and that it’s the “voice’s” fault. And I kept typing and then I finally said, “I’m annoying, aren’t I?” You know what she said? *”You’re not annoying.”* I’m sorry... I’m being annoying, aren’t I? It’s fine, I’ll go now.
Please remember that how much you feel like you're a let-down, or think everybody hates you, there are so many people who care. Don't ever try to tell yourself that you're annoying for expressing your problems! No matter how bad things seem, just remember that you're gonna get through it. One day you're gonna look back at all these bad situations and be proud that you kept going. Just keep pushing through the darkness and soon, you'll see the sunlight. (Seriously tho, you're awesome :>)
"The mirror is my best friend, Because it doesn't laugh when i cry" Charlie Brown "People keep telling me that life hose on but to me, that's the saddest part" "Don't cry because it's over, Smile because it happened" "Life's a blink of an eye, on moment your first opening your eyes and the next your closing them for the last"-Me "Don't ask me if I'm okay cause you already know my answer 'im Fine' but if you really my friend you wouldn't take that as an answer" -Me
I'm not a trans male but I'm non-binary (more masculine than feminine) and like this is literally my theme song sk also it's a good song to chill to sksn
This song really speaks to me. I constantly feel sad and am only really happy around friends and family. When I first heard this song, I cried thinking about everyone I love, scared they would be hurt by me. If you have any tips on feeling better, I would really appreciate it. Just comment, and like if you feel the same. Edit: When I saw that someone liked my comment, I remembered watching this and it made me happy. I then was really paying attention to the lyrics and realized something. "Often I am upset" True "That I cannot fall in love" True #foreverlonely "But I guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it" True "I'll cut my hair" Cut it yesterday "To make you stare" I need change-Going to a new school and going into Grade 7 "I'll hide my chest" Doesn't wear v-neck shirts "And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here" Sometimes feels sad and confused Can anyone relate? Sorry that I made this. I feel like at least one person knows what I mean.
Here are some tips on overcoming sadness, because I once felt like you! 1. Cry it out, 2. Stay with people that are special to you, they will make you feel better, 3. Listen to some relaxing music, and imagine something you enjoy, 4. Think about all the good things in your life! I hope this helps you, stay safe!
this has literally been my emotional comfort song for so long. can't believe its almost 3-4 years since i found it. it just feels like a home that i've never felt. i have *never* felt a real sense of home and this song is almost as close as i can get.
Abused bullied separated I was taken away from my mother a lovey woman she cared so much about me and my brother I was taken away because of my father hitting me and my brother and calling the police saying that my mother was abusing me and my brother my parents weren't together when this happened I was taken away and so was my brother but we were all separated I was scared I was brought to stranger I was 2 years old at the time the stranger was a woman she seemed nice at first but things went horribly wrong she would hit me if I would to the smallest thing wrong or if something wasn't going her way she would hit me I was still 2 I was scared of what she would do if I told anyone so I kept my mouth shut this kept on happening every day for 12 years she got sick as she was getting kinda old almost 60 years old she went to the hospital and I had to live with my stepbrother she died in the hospital the moment I was told by my stepbrother I felt like I could finally breath my heart filled with joy knowing that I won't be abused anymore I cried with tears of joy by then I was suicidal at the time because of her I took sometime off of school now I am 14 I'm going into high school this year and I'm seeing my real mom and brother now and I'm so happy if this as happened to anyone tell someone tell the police tell a family member just know you are not alone and that someone will always be there for you ❤❤
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
Thanks for uploading this :D I hope there’s also the new version of this >v< but this original version is really good! Listening while making homework ^_^
This song seems to fit such a wide variety of occasions for so many. I use it with my old friends 6 feet under, death is a part of life but if we can connect in ways never thought possible we grow. These words glide like butter across a warm stack of cakes, everything fits together like that final piece going into the puzzle. Small steps lead to big finishes!
“I’m fine.” A phrase said way too many times. Depression Anxiety Eating Disorder Anorexia Trauma PTSD Autism Tics If someone says that their fine, ask again until you believe them. Compliment them everyday. Don’t stop until they smile everyday without trying. “Ew who’s the new kid?” No. Never ok. I’ve heard it said about me. I just transferred to a new school and I’m a very introverted person. I have no friends because I don’t talk to anyone. Be nice even if you don’t know a person you don’t know what they’re going through. Be safe
What song should I do next? :^0
A Melanie MArtinez song or maybe 'idontwannabeyouanymore' by BIllie Eilish if you havent already?
hominine
cut my hair 10hr 😂
Basically Basic honey yes that’s one that we all need.
Lemon Boy :D
Best for you by Sophie meiers and tola 1 hour version?
If you are ever really depressed/sad. Then listen to this. Cry your eyes out (like I am doing now), and then I promise you will feel better.
No name I'm sorry. It has always worked for me. If you listen to this and cry and but don't feel better, then watch a few positive vent amv's. If that doesn't work... Then talk to someone about it. Letting all the emotions out is a good way to feel better.
Jupitêr
Thanks for trying........heh....trying........ya know....your one of the last people to try for me.....and I don't even know you....
No name I will always try to make things better if someone is hurting. :)
No name *Hugs* ´^` ur not alone. ´v`
dead poets society Nope. I still stay up every night waiting for morning, knowing I won't get any sleep, then trudge through the day only to return home, work, and repeat the cycle. But at least this is playing in the background to accompany my ling and lonely nights
Does anyone else have this on in the background while trying to fall asleep. I love this song so much because I can relate to it. I sleep with it in the background cause it calms me down
Me srry if I am late
Jayden Roesch sameee😮
Me
It keeps me awake at night yet makes me want to sleep so i just end up laying down staring at the ceiling
I sleep with it because it reminds me of my girlfriend
Society: BE YOURSELF!
Person: *being themselves*
Society: No, not like that
😭 see u get it
This was in r/I'm14andthisisdeep
@@loop5312 wow
lmao this is why i barely listen to society
and why i have no friends...
@@agshiacusic5601 * slams fist on table * IM YOUR FRIEND NOW, DRINK WATER THIS IS A THREAT
This is honestly my favorite song, and i have no issues or struggles at home, or "depression."
You really don't need any of that to listen to this song. But i'm sorry to those of you who do struggle and i hope you get better soon in life, no matter what it is! :>
Please read.
So, I was listening to this and I was laying down on my room floor instead of my bed because I just made my bed and I didn't want to mess it up and, I closed my eyes. When I closed my eyes I was in a field of sunflowers. Sunflowers are my favorite flowers so I was happy. I looked up and it was a beautiful day. I looked to my side and saw my great great grandmother... she passed away years ago.. She was the root of the family. I miss her with all my heart. I told my mom, little sister, and stepdad. I am still shocked and confused but I am happy she visited me❤ (This happened a couple minutes ago and is real I promise)
Edit: OMG YOU LIKED MY COMMENT!!!!!❤❤❤ I'M DYING!!!!!
thats good. seeing faces of the ones you love that were gone.
i never saw my dad's face clearly.
he died in a car crash.
this song got me out of it.
i was a year old when he died.
i learned about his death when i was 8.
i'm still sad now, but things get better now.
i never had a grandfather nor great grandparent at my birth.
🌺 always appreciate the people with you now 🌺
:)
I am so sorry❤ R.I.P🙏
Me: oh wow a field of sunflowers!
**looks at arm** frick. I forgot I’m allergic.
I I saw a girl holding flowers and then the pedals were flying off...and flying
That's adorable ❤
Stay for this.
My parents are divorced.
But it’s not the typical
“I don’t love you anymore”
It’s more as “abusing is a part of this relationship now”
Type of divorce.
This song has helped me through all of those hard times.
Coming back to it makes me happy
Yet it brings back so many bad memories.
Trauma,
Depression,
Anxiety,
Eating disorder,
And the main,
Abuse.
My mom hid for 30 years before she took my brother and I with her to a shelter.
If you read this all the way down, I’d like to thank you for listening.
Go hug your moms and dads and tell them you love them.
Because you’re lucky to have a loving family that treats each other right.
🌻
It's okay. My parents aren't divorced but I cut myself so..
I hope we can stay friends?
@what are you doing please stop reading this I cut myself too, and are you asking if you want to be friends? If so sure or do I know you? :)
actaully... my dad held a gun to my mom's head and torchered us for years.. I am only 10.. but I will always love my family... abusive or not... Im lucky to have parents.. *I'm Lucky.*
chicktea I can’t my mom and dad are getting a divorce and my mom hates me and i hate that my family is fucked up it’s like everyone is against everyone
Madison Blevins I’m sorry to hear that, but just because you have parents doesn’t mean you’re lucky.. You’re allowed to hate them especially for that. Please, whenever you have the chance call someone to get yourself and mom out of that situation.
"Hey, Ava!"
*3 years ago*
"Hey galaxy, why wont Ava respond?"
*"...She's dead, skitty. She killed herself and blamed it on you."*
"..."
This song helps me escape the fact that she hates me and always will. It helps me figure out the good things in life. Family. My boyfriend. My dog.
..Thank you for making this version. And thank you cavetown for helping me get through the biggest burden in my life.
exact thing same im going through
Oh my goodness, is this true?
If it is, I'm so sorry.
its not your fault i'm so sorry about that. I hope things will get better for you
my friend just killed herself..
i feel ashamed now my names Ava, im sorry just know that this Ava doesnt hate you hmu on ig _.thatlesbian._ talk to me on there im really sorry.
i'm non-binary, and i want a binder, but i have scoliosis. it always hurts when i look down at my chest. this song just…gets it, ya know?
I think you can try binder+medical corset !
Apparently it's fine to have both, but you should do your research and talk to professional ! I hope you'll be fine 💚💙💚
Id you can get a a binder, make sure to bind safely!!!!
i have scoliosis too :(
i know it’s later on but i’d love to buy you one. i know we don’t know each other at all but it would be my honor.
Maybe go see a doctor or a trusted person (or an trusted adult) so you can figure something out together
Do you like this song?
No ⬜️
Yes🔲
-you tapped yes ;3-
Yes
Yes
yes i do!
Yes
🔲
Whenever I can't sleep I listen to cavetown, it's like the only thing that I can fall asleep to 😌
And no, I'm not tired of you yet 💛
Aw thx also I love ur profile picture
Same- like rn-
Can you be tho.. i want to leave this world as fast as i can
HINITA
Thank you this is the first time someone has ever said that
Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess
This avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear
When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
I'll cut my hair
To make you stare
I'll hide my chest
And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place
Has too many colours enough to drive all of us insane
Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead
Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head
But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet
My eyes went dark
I don't know where
My pupils are
But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
Get a load of this monster
He doesn't know how to communicate
His mind is in a different place
Will everybody please give him a little bit of space
Get a load of this trainwreck
His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
But little do we know, the stars
Welcome him with open arms
Time is
Slowly
Tracing his face
But strangely he feels at home in this place
Good job
The Imperfect Perfectionist color*
The Imperfect Perfectionist sorry it just bugged me lmao, but great job
Jackery Bacon, she must be Aussie or sum. -_-
noice
I was on my bed crying while the song was playing telling myself: Im fine...
I was listening while I was crying and I i closed my eyes and saw roses on the floor and ice cream,blankets,TV show on,a beautiful night,the stars shining bright..I felt happier,and I still cried,I felt amazing..and I saw all the people I loved and missed...Ms.Wood,My Nana and papa,my grandmother and my little cousin, and then I saw my crush Jayden..I smiled big...but when I came to hug everyone I came back into my life...sad,depressed,crushing so badly...have a good day💙
Delilah Playz wow I have that sometimes too but I make myself see it I think it I make it up
Dang, that must feel amazing to see them like that even if it’s only for a few moments.
それはあなたにとって本当に難しいことでしょう...私は物事が良くなると確信しています。 しかし、私たち全員があなたのためにここにいることを忘れないでください！ ：D
Your a gacha kid, Must be an explanation that your faking depression!
@@ghoonst3r628 wtf is wrong with you!?!? You don't know they/she/he is a "GaChA kiD" and It's very possible for children to have depression!
It really sucks when my parantes tell me im lazy and they know i have alot of problems and they dont understand how much just one day can take out of me and i cant sleep at night so it makes it worse and im just so tierd rn and this makes me feel so much better
I developed really bad sleep habits in my deepest depression too, and it might help you to know that your naps during the day are likely the cause of your lack of sleep in the evening. Think about it; how tired would you be at bedtime without the nap? I know it's hard, I had trouble keeping my eyes open during the day while I was recovering. The best thing to do is set an appropriate bedtime for yourself and adhere to it as efficiently as you can. Sometimes you'll fail to stay awake, and sometimes you'll jolt awake after drifting for 20 minutes, but you have to fight it. Because you can do it and you're worth it. Good luck.
H E L L O W O R L D
I know how you feel!
Every day I put up with so much crap and I have to fight back every single day and protect my friends because heaven knows people will leave them alone...and they haven't been threw what I have. They don't know how to fight back. And coming home and all i want is a brake but then people tell me to do more stuff. And I would be so lucky if I got at least 3 hours of sleep at night. And I keep doing so much crap for other people and no one dose anything for me. All I get are my friends taken away from me. Everything taken away from me. And no one either notices or case enufe to help.
i can relate and I send hugs and love to you guys who are hurting.
H E L L O W O R L D hang in there I'm depressed and when I'm on a verge of kms I think about all the stuff me and my nephew moment's...... He passed due to cancer and now I have nothing to think of when I'm depressed and about to kms..... I don't know how longer I can go on hopefully this helps u as it did me I'm very sry........ I might not make it to the end of the week life sucks😟😟😟😟
Same
Problems,
Issues,
Crying and using up your tissues,
whenever your sad, annoyed, tired, feeling like you want to end it all,
Just remember,
there are many people in this world that are feeling the same thing as you are
love yourself, ignore the person that annoyed you, try to cheer up in anyway possible.
always restart your day when it goes wrong.
get out there and enjoy life,
talk with your friends about your problems,
and be yourself. :)
I hope this was the motivational message you were looking for.
Have a great day, being depressed is unhealthy, but being happy will keep you away from the stuff the you’ve dealt with.💗
Thank u
I can't ignore my family, I still need to help them while they don't help me. cause I'm just a Mistake while my sister gets all the attention while I'm left alone because my other sister who cared for me died but I have to help my family so I'm sorry i can't do what you ask for
thank you :D
His voice is so beautiful and for some reason, it reminds me of Finn's from Adventure Time.
HIS?!?!
oh yea it does lol
So true..But yet...So sad
Hold up it's cavetown voice? I-
I forgot. What is this song about? A girl who wants to look like a guy.
Lyrics:
Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess
This avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear
When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
I'll cut my hair
To make you stare
I'll hide my chest
And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place
Has too many colours enough to drive all of us insane
Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead
Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head
But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet
My eyes went dark
I don't know where
My pupils are
But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
Get a load of this monster
He doesn't know how to communicate
His mind is in a different place
Will everybody please give him a little bit of space
Get a load of this trainwreck
His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
But little do we know, the stars
Welcome him with open arms
Time is
Slowly
Tracing his face
But strangely he feels at home in this place
Okay, but what if I made it
* + D R E A M S M P + *
@@meIIohi it will be cool
“get a load of this monster” hits hard.
I don't need the lyrics i’m a different breed cause i listen to this song on repeat, haha! This is a cry for help
@@cherish.yap01 very cool
The best voice..
Nahh prob 2nd bcuz first is shiloh
Pleh Meh um no lol
gay boy can we be friends?
•Artistic.Libra• lmao
Dark lumber 😂 lol
finally some good fucking music to fall asleep to.
this is so calming,I love this song so much wtf
Cydni N. Jones saame
Agreed!!
Cydni N. Jones the real song is called cut my hair
@@rosesarered7736 no its origionally by cavetown calle this is home the name yoj said is a remix of the original.
Cydni N. Jones ik
I love this song .. I relate to it so much . I have aspergers and I feel like nobody will love me because I don't know how to communicate as the song says "get a load of this monster , he doesn't know how to communicate, too many colours (sensory overload) , give him some space . But .. "the stars welcome me with open arms.." (:
Elizabeth Comstock I relate to this song for a whole different reason (gender dysphoria) I think it’s awesome that someone can make a song that relates to so many different people in so many different circumstances
SpaceIs Gay I agree :3 songs like this hold so many different meanings and can make you feel less along . My best friend has gender dysphoria. I know how difficult it is for them and I hope everything goes well for you and that you find happiness, you deserve it 💙
Thank you I hope the same for you!
I have them too and autism and ADHD
Same girl same. Especially in school.. I get weight-shamed..
beautiful, u feel free when ur listening to this, everything that bothered u goes away but at the same time it gets stronger, the perfect song is here ladies and gentlemen
ayo i think i recognize u from Mr.luckys comment sections ur always there
@@idkhowbuttheyfoundme8857 might be true idk
Why does this song sort of drive my to depression 😅
But the song is really nice to calm me down
xD
I didn't sleep at all tonight and I knew I wouldn't, so I played this while I waited for it to be morning
i may do the same .
Well if you ever need to talk ill give my insta
Same
Same
I'm thinking about my dad
I dont know why but I feel sometimes sad so sad like cry when im empty....
I have friends I havent lost someone that I loved I just feel it....
Maybe because life isnt fair
Listening to this and crying because I can't see any possible way I'll ever be able to be the boy I want to be. I'll be stuck in this stupid girl's body forever and it hurts so, so badly.
I can feel this song so much, I can't tell if it's breaking me or fixing me.
And if you bothered to read this, thank you. I hope everything works out for you♡
ok but why is this also me
i never feel like ill be non-binary but i can tell that by the way my friends talk to me, they'll know im nonbinary in their hearts and thats all that matters
Yeah, I can relate to this so much and I can't stop watching it because I know that I'll never be who I want to be. But maybe one day I will be able to be as close and that would be good enough for me.
You are valid ok? I'm gender flux and I kinda know how you feel. Just know that everything will get better :) keep your head up bro! Here king you dropped your crown 👑 stay safe :)
@@crusty.eyelashes2636 Thanks man :)
I feel like I should update- this was 9 months ago, and although not much has changed transition wise, I feel like I've made progress and I DEFINITELY feel a lot better about myself (partially thanks to my amazing partner, but that's a different story ;) )
Thanks to everyone who replied- y'all are amazing and I really appreciate it... I hope the best for all of you♡
'hi!'
'yes you!'
'i love you!'
'your amazing!'
'gont give up!'
'everything will be fine!'
'im here for you!'
'even if i had to go through alot..'
'but you will be fine..!'
'remember..'
'that you have me here.. :)'
'and i will be here all the time!..'
'so please dont leave me alone..'
Thank you.
Here I am
At 2 am
Having a mental breakdown over a song I feel was written for me
Nobody cares
No one understands
This song is the only thing that gets it.
Sad I know but way too true.
I could benefit from crying
Thanks..
edit: starting testosterone soon :)
I care
I understand
We all have things we wish wd could tell but cant even me who spends all night trying to make people in the comments feel bett r about life and them selves
This is exactly what I felt when I listened to this song.
:Wipes Tear: *Im so sensitive..*
You’re welcome?
I feel like that to, if you ever need someone to cry with I'm here 😟😖
For the past year I have been haveing trouble sleeping and for the past 2 nights I played this song and fell asleep thank you for posting an hour long version of this song
I hope u sleep better now
Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess
This avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear
When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
Ooh... I'll cut my hair
Ooh... to make you stare
Ooh... I'll hide my chest
And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place
Has too many colours enough to drive all of us insane
Are you dead? sometimes I think I'm dead
Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head
But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet
Ooh... my eyes went dark
Ooh... I don't know where
Ooh... my pupils are
But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
Get a load of this monster
He doesn't know how to communicate
His mind is in a different place
Will everybody please give him a little bit of space
Get a load of this trainwreck
His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
But little do we know, the stars
Welcome him with open arms
Ooh... time is
Ooh... slowly
Ooh... tracing his face
But strangely he feels at home in this place
Why do I bother hearing the song while this is a comment
This song means so much to me. It made me realise what I was missing. Being gender neutral. This song made me feel happy again like I was a year ago. I have two souvenirs from last year that keep me motivated to keep moving on to become who I want to be. I only realised yesterday that I found what my missing piece was. And I’m all happy again thanks to this song. Whenever I sing it it, I come out in happy tears because it made me realise my missing piece. I don’t know how I would be without this song. : )
Sometimes I think something’s wrong with me.
I haven’t cried in years, I’ve always been the strong one in the family. When my great grandmother died from cancer and liver failure, right in front of me, I was too numb to really cry. Many of my relatives have passed away from overdoses of drugs I’d rather not mention, and my father lost SO many important people to him from those. He cried so hard those days, no wonder he has ptsd. But I cried last when I was 9...I’m going to be 15 in a little while, that’s how long it’s been. No matter how bad my depression, my own ptsd, anxiety or just being overwhelmed in general, I’ve only rarely gotten misty eyed. That’s it. Is there something wrong with me? Because so many people have bullied me and called my a psycho, I’ve gotten beaten up too many times to count. Sometimes I feel like the only way to feel better is if I go back to cutting, but I flushed the rest of my razors days ago. I try to cry, to finally let it all out, but I can never cry. Maybe this’ll finally make me cry, because then I’ll know there isn’t anything wrong with me. I don’t know...I’ll check back when this ends...thanks for reading.
Edit; I finally cried....but it felt good instead.
Nothing's wrong with you! Everyone is perfect the way they are! I hope you're doing well and if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.
Don’t be sad it’ll be okay :)
TweetyBird 2017 I get it. It’s hard. But while sometimes even I’m sad enough to think about making it all stop, what you need to remember is that it is ok. You are awesome, and I bet we could be good friends.
iam morley sad but i try to stay strong, stay strong dont give up on your family
Rip
Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you
You Are Beautiful.
You Are Wanted.
You Are Wonderful.
Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better.
We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary.
You're better than that.
All stars need to see darkness before the light.
And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you.
Your
own
unique
Mindset
always
trys
to
engage in the
right ways
Now read the first letter of every word
You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care.
AGH, The kindness is making me cryyyyy
its alright buddy
i keep on thinking of trying to hurt myself and this just made me feel mentally strong i don't feel like hurting myself anymore
Don't hurt yourself! Its not the answer. There's many other ways of reliving stress. You can die from cutting. I'm glad this helped. If you need someone to talk to i'm always here :).
But what if i wanna go.. Like Just gone? I tried to feel better everyday. My cousin and the dream team make me better for a.bit but i dont know what to do. im to scared to tell my parents im in a ditch. I cant controll what i feel and i feel like im gonna be lost forever.
Just sad.
not gonna make it.
Just acting happy :) Yes.
but whats the next step for me.. Just keep hiding?
Listen,
For what ever reason you are
• depression
• Anxiety
• break up
• melt downs
• parents divorce
• family member or friend dying
If we stay strong we will make it through the hard times and fight are foes in the process, so stay strong for me. If you think no one cares always remember I do, I want you to be happy and strong, always remember.
Thanks that helps a lot to me just thanks
I'm here cus my parents found out that I self harm again and now am gonna be full with sadness and anger with no where to channel it so........
Thank you that rlly helped
Thank you so much 🥺❤️
yep that is me I am his daughter who gets bullied because of her hight wheight and what I like and if I am not straight so yea.
Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.
By : dr. Seuss
The problem is that I can't
@@gachahoney1919 and nether can I
Wasn't that a quote by Georgenotfound or am I dumb-
Dr seuss also beat his wife and was a chain smoker.
@@tobias1000 are u serious....gogy said that? I might have cured my depressio-
Nope
Still here
Thanks so much for the time you've put in this video!! this vid was the only first 1 hour version of this *angelic* song
Who else listened to the whole 1hour song
I did..
Me
I put it on loop, i fell asleep after about 7 hours :)
SLAY MusicWeekly me💔
me
"Are you tired of me yet?"
Exact reason i "accidentally" sent this to you
ik how u feel....i want to do the same thing to
why would i ever be tired of you
The comments are so sad
*Happiness has left the chat*
*Sadness has joined the chat*
10 years ago???
@@toxicityyt6620 IKR I WAS ABOUT TO SAY.
Its balances if I have to be honest
@@toxicityyt6620 are you okay?its 7 months
oh
I love this so much
I dont know about anyone else but I'll see this song as my dysphoria..
I also see this song at my dysphoria
👌
I definitely see this song as my dysphoria
If you don't mind me asking, what is dysphoria?
Shit... so goddamn relatable.
Broken heart
Being bullied
Depression
Anxiety
Just give out all your can, cry your eyes out, scream your head out into your pillow, I promise you will feel much better :)
I promise you, it works everytime!
All off that is how i am
@Kira McCoy w h a t
Parents are fighting.
Anxiety attacks.
Depression.
This helps :>
Means a lot, thank you!
I'm hoping so much you're okay. Stay safe ❤️❤️❤️
I know how that feels, i know sometimes it feels like it can never get better, but just know it can, it will, and there is always someone who cares about you, even if it feels like nobody does, even if it feels like you'd be better off dead and no one would care, there is always someone there, maybe from afar, maybe right there next to you, but those people help you get through it, they'll help you live, help you survive, they are like angels, they will always love you no matter what, feel better, and just know it DOES get better :)
Oh, hope u feel better.
If u need any help ill be waiting in the comments
8 years later and im still depressed crazy how life works
''You'll grow out of it'' , right ?..
You can grow out of it I have had insomnia since I was six I am ten
@@potatoooooo7546 well, you're ten, so shut up. No, you dont "grow out of" depression. You can learn to live with it, you can take meds, but when you have depression, you have it for life. So yeah, stfu.
Oh and, insomnia isnt the same as depression AT ALL.
So this is how it is now? Being mean to others because of their age ? Honestly just fuck off
@@potatoooooo7546 i can not believe u think u can grow out of depression....
Parents: **Arguing**
Siblings: **Does no care**
Me: *Slowly Dies Because Of Pain**
Edit as of July 8,2020: to the people who relate, I hope things go better you you :] I, currently don’t have these problems now since my parents realised it would be bad for their kids to experience a life like this. Again, I hope you’re doing well
Me in every way....
Same
Same thing with me..
I'm sorry man
Me to i feel like im a ghost
Me: listening
Calm beat about to drop:
Video: Ad 1 of 2.
lol so true
This happened to me as soon as I read this
Ad Blocker.
@@kingresh8433 how
1 of 2 ads that are unskipable
i thought this was called "cut my hair" so this is the un-remixed vershion? it's beautiful
This is the original by cavetown - Cut My Hair is a remix by Mounika :)
LPS Starburst this is the original
LPS Starburst actually, monika kinda copied it and changed it and made it shorter and made it happier but I think cavetown let her use the song
Calliemine Liar yes he did
The original
we all have nights where we just lay down crying over thinking life, telling ourself self harm is not the answer
FR
For me tonight is one of those nights
I forced my brother to take my sharp objects and hide them, he knows why, and monitors me when I use a knife for cooking. if I ask for one of said objects, I am not allowed to have a door closed or unsupervised. these are rule that I made and it is helpful. I did it so I didn't SH and it worked. maybe try this with a family member you trust?
It is scientifically proven that your favourite song relates to you some how.
I can relate..
who can’t?
Mine fav song is this and Older......it's true
What the fuck kind of scientific fact is this? Obviously your favourite song will relate to you on a metaphoric or concious level as your experiences have shaped you as a human so when you find a song that seems as rhough its based on the same experiences you are naturally gravitated towards it. Its not a scientific fact its just a fact. And a common one at that.
@@omelon5476 Ok, ok! No need to get so angry at this person!
Oh... well......
RELATABLE
O Melon r/woooosh
Let the kid have its fun, party pooper :(
A girls demon
A models tears
A kids depression
A child’s pain
A teenagers cut
A family’s home lost
A sisters cry
A brothers death
A grandmas sorrows
A granddads death
A animals weep
A abusive dad
A mum with nothing left
A transgender with no hope left...
A colleges stress
A girls angel
A models fans
A kids welcoming smile
A child’s laugh
A teenagers best friend
A family’s meal
A sisters love
A brothers kindness
A grandmas kiss’s
A grandads hugs
A animals happiness
A forgiving dad
A mum that has it all
A transgender who is welcomed
A colleges relief
Cherish the ones you love before it’s to late...
I except you for who you are! Gay Lesbian bisexual you name it ( I mean unless you hate them )
Just remember this ” but little do we know the stars welcome them with open arms “ if you know someone that’s depressed they can talk to me... I may be a complete stranger to you but I know how to keep a secret..i should know I Grow up with a abusive step-mother....and obviously with out a mum...
the first part with the sad stuff made my eyes tear up but when i saw the happy part i immediately bursted into tears
...
i'm an idiot
I'm gender flux and pansexual and I've been doubting myself lately so thank you :,)
The fact I am a child and I feel all of this at the same time
I haven't slept in a week.
Thank you.
Please don’t cheat on ur wife this time hamilham
Uh bullshit to both of you because you start hallucinating after not sleeping or napping after 50 hours
Me 2day
That's not how it works... You start hallucinating after a few days of no sleep... And to stay up that long, you'd have to make yourself, so it would be your choice anyways.
I was weak I was awake.
I apologize for my Hamilton reference
I’m finally letting it out, I can’t keep it in anymore.. I love this boy, he’s my neighbor and our parents know each other. We used to be friends when we were very young, sadly I moved to another school. Soon in middle school he moved to my school, he got lots of friends I would never have... im very shy and feel as if I’m an annoyance to anyone I talk too. He got a girlfriend in a few months just when he moved to this school. I didn’t feel anything for him, he was just someone I talked to only when necessary. Soon next year, by that time he broke up with his girlfriend.. the start of the year I saw him, he looked so different... I suddenly couldn’t stop thinking about him for the rest of the day. This was the second time I fell in love, but he was different. My first love lasted a few months, but him... I’ve loved him for a full year and I still do. I know he only sees me as his neighbor, but I feel as if there could be more. I know his friends noticed by now, he once was nice to me. I’m not saying he is a jerk all the time, but deep inside I know his friends are making him change. The only time I can get close enough to talk to him is with his sister. Once she asked him if he liked me, she said he turned a little red, but didn’t answer her. I don’t know if this is a sign, but I can’t stop thinking about him, my mother even noticed the sadness in my eyes... I can’t stop loving him...
Whew, that’s half of what I wanted to say. Whoever reads this, thank you...
Mucho texto
Thank you for making this loop it helps me cope with my depression 🙂😌
Hope your doing well with you depression :D
I know im not...
I can agree that this definitely helps with depression 😐😖
When I Read This I Smiled Cause I Knew That I’m Not Only Suffering
Same bro
K
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter
I'm sorry for being a bad friend
I'm sorry for being a bad sister
I'm sorry for being a bad student
I'm sorry for being not strong enough
I'm sorry for failing
I'm sorry for giving up
I'm sorry for not being able to tell you
I'm sorry for telling you like this
I'm sorry for not seeing another solution
I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me
I'm sorry for my mind, don't let me sleep for weeks
I'm sorry for not being there when you need it
I'm sorry for complaining
I'm sorry for being weak
I'm sorry for being not worth it
I'm sorry for being so stupid
I'm sorry for thinking I could do it
I'm sorry for even trying
I'm sorry for being too sad
I'm sorry for being too happy
I'm sorry for lying
I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me
I'm sorry for blaming you
I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head
I'm sorry for saying I love you
I'm sorry for everything
I'm sorry for my mind
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry for wasting your time
You will be ok ✨🌸💖
Its ok, things will get better for you, I know! sometimes, we have to go over the storm to find a sunshine and a field of flowers :)
we love you even though we're strangers, stay strong, don't let your own voices collapse you.
You didn’t waist my time
Don’t apologize for the small things you did wrong. Try to fix them.
I’m not the best at comforting people but I tried.
Don't worry it will be fine...😔😔(。﹏。*)
oof it's ok- u were already forvgiven.
I love this song. Rn I’m listening to it at like 3:45 am, staring up at the stars through the back door window. I feel like this song was written for all of us people who just need a little more light in their life. This is just a song I could cry to all night if I wanted to. As some people say, “Tears help!” Or something like that, lol. Anyways, hugs to everyone reading this.
Signing out
-Piinto
this song is beautifully sad and good at the same time, this just makes me imagine being in a grass of white and orange flowers next to a cottage, running down the fields without any worrying or being sad about anything with my dog and with a special loved one, it's just...so amazing.
I have lots of mental issues Depression and DID are the hardest hitters surprisingly. (i got lucky with not too bad dysphoria) I just can't function like a person since im 8 in all and i cant remember things it doesn't matter if im in the middle of something ill just forget what im doing then im somewhere else and i just get drained so fast and its hard to describe it all because i can't physically form the words in my head with my mouth and i just want it all to stop so i can get a breather and take a moment to sort out everything uninterrupted. Anxiety fulled panic when it all becomes overwhelming is even more draining. Its hard to tell a 62 year old parent who gave up on trying to be a better person that you cant function because your head is working. If the mind cant work how do you expect the person to function. Your mind is the control center but when the controls are stuck or jam or just DONT WORK how do you expect someone to function without help and if you wont help them how are you still expecting them to function. Im being set up to fall into a grave before im 30 because I need help and i don't have any way to get it and over the phone isnt going to work because my anxiety is so agressive paired with depression that im frozen scared trying to do anything and i feel weak after. My father always whines about me instantly blaming him and me being a hypochondriac but im actually concerned of myself I always knew things werent all right with me and i blamed myself for them because i have Adhd so im always messing up and i dont just stop and i cant do things right so i blame myself because im always finding a way to fuck up. It took until i researched and took my time to go through what memory i have to put peices together because its not just me but its because people in my life never handled them well. I got the belt, i got yelled at, i was always in the wrong place when someone gets pissed and i do something small incorrectly and i get yelled at. I never get comfort and my cousin passed in 6th grade but i wasn't ever taught healthy ways to cope so i just held it all in and just closed off a part of me. I had shitty stuff happen to me at a young age of maybe half a year old to 3 years old while being fostered by cousins till my biological dad won custody and even the an old parent has old methods. I've blamed myself enough but knowing the real truth im actually telling what i can but i get incriminated. I barely sleep or ill pass out at 5 pm and will sleep more, i havent eaten well and haven eaten so little for weeks because my appitte died and i dropped in weight and i know why i know damn well whats doing it and im scared if i try and tell my dad then he'll see the scars and scabs and ill end up in a mental hospital or yelled at. My family in all needs therapists but im the only one whos pushing to get one myself because i know i need help and some i want fixed like Anxiety, Depression, Dysphoria; my Adhd is all thats being worked on and DID is the only saving grace i have and i just want to know how to manage that because id rather never get the full picture of my truama and be 7 others than know it all but suffer alone as one person. I always get the card of "You have a roof over your head and your being fed and you have running water and others don't have any of that" THAT HELPS NOTHING THAT JUST MAKES ME FEEL WORSE AND LIKE I SHOULDN'T HAVE THESE PROBLEMS BECAUSE IM NOT LIVING A BAD LIFE BUT I HAVE THEM AND ITS JUST GETTING WORSE AND NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I ASK FOR HELP NOTHING HAPPENS.
im just some stupid 16 year old ranting online and no one probably cares and thats fine its just nice to get it out there and know that maybe someone out there can understand what im going through also and to just let pent up emotions out.
Honey, I read it all. I’m so sorry..
I don't know if I can fully understand what you're going through but what I can do is tell you that this is not your fault, you are not some stupid 16 year old ranting online, people do care, and even though people may not have all the problems you do, there will always be someone going through at least some of the same things you are, and you are never alone. Don't tell yourself that it's your fault or you're doing something wrong, tell yourself that you'll make it through everything, and you have years and years to do that. I really hope that your situation gets better, and that this song/video helped you as well.
Take a breath and know many people care try and find them their out there somewhere
Sometimes I am upset
That I cannot fall asleep but I guess
This avoids the pain of waking up again
in love not asleep
@@dfsddyfsgxgrjyvftjchvsgzzc3912 he knows...
Awwww...Relatable
I starve myself...
Exactly
this helps me cope with the loss of my grandmother since she died of cancer, thanks so much for uploading this :,)
I am not trans or anything and I honestly can’t relate to this song but it makes me feel so happy and sad in a depressing way, yet I still love it and it helps me a lot so here I am
This is the song I'm sending to my parents to tell them I'm trans and depressed. They don't know yet, and I'm hoping this will help them.
The comments are where I go to know I'm not alone, and that many people are just as broken down as me. Trust me, anyone who reads this comment, you are not alone.
How’d it go?
@Adrienne Victor me too
@Adrienne Victor yeah
YOU GET ME!!
THANK GOD OF THE HEAVENS!!
Ima do the same thing when i come out but i’m not sure is i wanna be a male just yet 😊
Gets bullied
Cant sleep
Hates everyone
Loneliness
This is great for me to know some people know what I'm going through
I hope you feel better...but whenever im depressed I listen to this song it actually helps.
sadly same...
Are you okay? I’m always here I know what it’s like...
This song makes me feel so proud because my friend hates singing in front of people and always says her singing is terrible. She sung this in front of at least 100 people and looked so nervous but as soon as she got halfway through the song she looked so confident. I'm so glad she finally listened to someone and shared her beautiful voice with people that weren't a close friend. I hope she will eventually share it with more people and maybe even write her own song. ❤️🖤❤️😄
"I'm fine"
A lie so many have told
Help im scared to come out to anyone
take ur time,
make sure u are safe before coming out,
i'm not quite good with helping others so i'm sorry if i don't help u telling u this :/ i tried
That takes time, kid. You don't need to worry. You have all the time you need.
its ok if they dont support u just to let u know i will..
@Myalinn McCarthy yw
I love you for you, liking someone or being a different gender does not make you a different person :)
This song inspires so much of my artwork...
OmG sAmE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually a mood. Drawing right now and working on an animation.
This song inspired an entire character arc for 2 of my characters so........I agree w u
It inspired me to draw my oc, for the first time ever...
Keep going!
This song is literally the only thing that describes my dysphoria, depression and anxiety all in one..
Dysphoria mostly at “I’ll cut my hair.. to make you stare.. I’ll hide my chest and I’ll figure out a way to get us out of here” seriously this song lives my life
*SAME*
this is me in a nutshell xd
Nice, thanks for making it 1 hour!
This makes me think of the people and things I’ve lost, my old school friend that moved away, my grandpa has dementia and he isn’t like him self, my grandma, my childhood, my happiness, and other things I can’t remember. My grandmas death hit me like a jet she was my person that always took care of me, she was my shoulder to cry on but...now she’s gone. I’m mad at myself for not being there for her final breaths. My whole world was shattered when she died, I broke I felt so, emotionless...I kept a straight face. I’m crying while typing this. I miss you grandma ❤️
It's okay, you aren't alone 😃
I recommend getting a stuffed animal, When you don't have a shoulder to cry on to their nice and cuddle with♥
TYSM FOR MAKING THIS!!!! this is my favorite song atm :)
song: *playing*
youtube: *makes it buffer*
me: WHA-
UA-cam's mean
Such a buff song
U waluigi
# your not the only one
Playing a song:this is home
UA-cam: makes it you cant hear it
Me: huh 🤔 😐 what do I do now =_=
Bullied..
Yelled at..
Get hit..
Depression..
Sadness..
Cant sleep..
Losing a loved one..
Dad losing his leg..
Cutting..
Hating on self..
All of this
Is just right
Here in this song
:)
this song makes me so sad and happy at the same time :(
Play this in 1.5 speed. I think it's really good :)
You don't understand how much this helps me because this song usually causes me to break down but at a faster speed it helps ♥️
@@bea665 listen to cut my hair
Honey Sims no it is an inferior song
is so good
It is but also 0.75x is good As Well
this song is honestly the only thing that really helps me
when im sad, anxious, angry, or just feeling really depressed after a good cry while listening to this song i feel much better💕
Listening to this while having a mental breakdown, while the sun is rising, and I'm sitting on my 4th story balcony, determining whether I should jump off or not, is honestly really calming
Rip kei
Rip Kei
are you alright? i hope you didnt choose to jump.
I really hope you didnt jump..
Tadashi please don't jump, I really hope you didn't
This song and Cough Syrup are my two favorite songs atm. Now I dont have to keep pressing the replay button for this song lol
Olivia Pagan I live cough syrup
Olivia Pagan love*
Yes Cough Syrup is beautiful
you should listen to feelings are fatal by mxmtoon
I love both of those songs❤️❤️
This song makes me cry, everyone always believes whenever im smiling im happy, but that's not true
I smile to hide my pain
I smile to hide my fear
I smile to hide the truth
Me too, the truth hurts and I hate it when I hurt people
V O I D I do it too I'm always wearing a smiling mask when behind it I'm having a mental breakdown
I can heavily relate to that
It’s like we want them to know but we don’t want to express it
So do I but, it’ll soon get better even if it doesn’t seem like it
Cavetown is such an amazing artist, he is so calming and somehow sophisticated sounding.
I like laying on the pile of pillows I have on my bed while hugging my body pillow of Hawks Imagining him hugging me back, I relate to this song the most, I listen to it everyday never getting bored of it. I've been diagnosed with depression and Im pansexual but most often I fall in love with girls, I have been single my whole life and only dated a girl for 2 months after she broke my heart I stopped dating because It was stressfull, now Im 19 living alone and I only have 2 friends. (often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it) My parents kicked me out when I was 16 because I was lgbtq and non bionary. (ill cut my hair to make you stare. Ill hide my chest and I'll figure out a way to get us out of here). I sometimes think of dying but Im also afraid too since I'm young Its been 3 years since I've seen my sister's and my parents. ( are you dead, sometimes I think Im dead, cause I can feel ghost and ghouls wrapping my head). I love Hawks a lot yes he's anime character but still, I wish I had someone to hug right now, (When Im ready I will fly us out of here) Ik that probably nobody cares about what I wrote I guess it's fine since pretty much I have nothing to care about either... but Im trying to still stay alive after everything.
Alisam Puppy hey, i’m so sorry those things happened. stay strong 🥺
I’m so sorry all this happened..but trust me you’ll be okay
It reminds me of how I felt when my dad passed away, how I was feeling, I was depressed, I was so young. But I can still remember. I feel so lost in the world sometimes. I listen to this, and it reminds me there are so many other people with the same problem. None of my friends other than my best friend understand my problem. But she doesn’t understand completely. I don’t have any friends that have the same problem where they lost their parent at a young age. I want to talk to my friends sometimes about this problem but I just can’t. She understands a lot but... just not the part where I don’t remember my dad. I visit his grave once a year but I still hate that I can’t see him whenever I want to. I just lay on the floor, telling myself that my dad would be proud of how far I’ve come. I imagine all I’ve been through with my friends and family. I never knew how sad I’ve been throughout my life until I heard this song. So everyone who is reading this, lay on your floor, bed, couch, or wherever you want to, imagine everything that has happened, every good and bad thing. And just let all your emotions be free, feel proud of yourself for how far you’ve come. ☺️❤️ just remember that you’re not alone and that you’re loved!
Tysm for making This.I feel like this song is the only thing that gets me.Ive just been feeling really bad and depressed lately..but this song just makes me feel a bit better every time I listen to it ):) and I just cried a little..oh god..but thank you 🙂🥺
I’m crying when I hear this song, I don’t know why.. the song just gets me! it really feels like it was written for me...
I even listen to it when I go to bed... I just love it.
Let's see..
I love sad songs
My mom kinda hates me
My dads barely been home for years bc of his job (it's not that big of a deal)
I hate friends,i..dont know why
The last friend I had bullied me
I love being alone in my room in the dark
I do everything at night
I get extremely nervous when I have long conversations with people
The only friend I have is my cousin,
We used to be so close as to call eachother sisters but...well...she makes friends much easier then me so she spends time with them all the time but that's fine,it not like i..care..
Don’t worry I feel you. I’ve Been like that with people that were my “friends” But ever one has a friend in them self’s. someone i had a “bff” (I thought she was my bff) that I had a crush on. and it all had to end. Because of some stupid crush. I Probably sound like a bitch talking about my self, But I hope you get Better queen here 👑 keep your head up:>
I've seen a case like this before. My advice is to not bottle up your emotions, And get a stuffed animal. I'm speaking from experience they help, trust me♥
“Often i am upset that I can not fall in love but I guess, this avoids the stress of falling out of it”
this feels way too real for me, being ace and aro
This song is so beautiful.
I’m not trans, I’m not a girl nor am I a boy, I’m gender-fluid. I feel like a piece of crap right now, because, I thought my friend was mad at me, so I waited, I was crying for an hour and empty, for another hour.. before I apologized, I cried for another half an hour, saying “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” Over and over... and I was still crying, and I was shaking. So I couldn’t type. But she forgave me and she said, “You’re forgiven any time..” and I started sobbing I told her it’s not her fault, and that it’s the “voice’s” fault. And I kept typing and then I finally said, “I’m annoying, aren’t I?” You know what she said? *”You’re not annoying.”*
I’m sorry...
I’m being annoying, aren’t I?
It’s fine, I’ll go now.
Your not annoying, your just not happy , but it’ll get bettter
sometimes I feel like that..
Please remember that how much you feel like you're a let-down, or think everybody hates you, there are so many people who care. Don't ever try to tell yourself that you're annoying for expressing your problems! No matter how bad things seem, just remember that you're gonna get through it. One day you're gonna look back at all these bad situations and be proud that you kept going. Just keep pushing through the darkness and soon, you'll see the sunlight. (Seriously tho, you're awesome :>)
Mood
Your fine m8 :)
"The mirror is my best friend, Because it doesn't laugh when i cry" Charlie Brown
"People keep telling me that life hose on but to me, that's the saddest part"
"Don't cry because it's over, Smile because it happened"
"Life's a blink of an eye, on moment your first opening your eyes and the next your closing them for the last"-Me
"Don't ask me if I'm okay cause you already know my answer 'im Fine' but if you really my friend you wouldn't take that as an answer" -Me
I’ve read a few comments and this song is really powerful
People can just cry their eyes out without feeling guilty. It’s a good cooping mechanism.
Thank you for a song I could be asleep to, its really hard for me to go to sleep at night..And im having major problems lately..
I'm not a trans male but I'm non-binary (more masculine than feminine) and like
this is literally my theme song sk
also it's a good song to chill to sksn
Same though im scared of it though scared of not being understood
Mangofloomf I’m Bisexual
I'm non-binaey to and this helps me calm down and relate
*binary
Im trans (more feminine than masculine)
It’s nice how literal strangers can make me feel better than actual people I’ve know for my whole life...❤️
This song really speaks to me. I constantly feel sad and am only really happy around friends and family. When I first heard this song, I cried thinking about everyone I love, scared they would be hurt by me. If you have any tips on feeling better, I would really appreciate it. Just comment, and like if you feel the same.
Edit: When I saw that someone liked my comment, I remembered watching this and it made me happy. I then was really paying attention to the lyrics and realized something.
"Often I am upset" True
"That I cannot fall in love" True #foreverlonely
"But I guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it" True
"I'll cut my hair" Cut it yesterday
"To make you stare" I need change-Going to a new school and going into Grade 7
"I'll hide my chest" Doesn't wear v-neck shirts
"And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here" Sometimes feels sad and confused
Can anyone relate?
Sorry that I made this. I feel like at least one person knows what I mean.
Here are some tips on overcoming sadness, because I once felt like you! 1. Cry it out, 2. Stay with people that are special to you, they will make you feel better, 3. Listen to some relaxing music, and imagine something you enjoy, 4. Think about all the good things in your life! I hope this helps you, stay safe!
@@kate-sz1ll Thank you so much, I really needed this...
No problem!
Thanks For Making This! I Love This Song So Much And Now I Can Just Listen To It Instead Of Replaying It.
So this is where the Cut My Hair meme came from! I've always thought it didn't have a song, but I finally found it!
Harmony Animationz , this is not a meme😤
this has literally been my emotional comfort song for so long. can't believe its almost 3-4 years since i found it. it just feels like a home that i've never felt. i have *never* felt a real sense of home and this song is almost as close as i can get.
I always listen to this when i draw! Love it so much!
we are all to lazy to hit the replay button but i guess that avoids the stress of falling out of it HAHAHA GET IT?! 1 like 1 bad joke i dont tell
Lol
im sitting here crying this made a it a little better lol
Hahahahah it's kinda funny
@Fendii_brownskin_babii i didnt get it either..
Jae L I get all the sad comments then this 😂😭
Abused bullied separated
I was taken away from my mother a lovey woman she cared so much about me and my brother I was taken away because of my father hitting me and my brother and calling the police saying that my mother was abusing me and my brother my parents weren't together when this happened I was taken away and so was my brother but we were all separated I was scared I was brought to stranger I was 2 years old at the time the stranger was a woman she seemed nice at first but things went horribly wrong she would hit me if I would to the smallest thing wrong or if something wasn't going her way she would hit me I was still 2 I was scared of what she would do if I told anyone so I kept my mouth shut this kept on happening every day for 12 years she got sick as she was getting kinda old almost 60 years old she went to the hospital and I had to live with my stepbrother she died in the hospital the moment I was told by my stepbrother I felt like I could finally breath my heart filled with joy knowing that I won't be abused anymore I cried with tears of joy by then I was suicidal at the time because of her I took sometime off of school now I am 14 I'm going into high school this year and I'm seeing my real mom and brother now and I'm so happy if this as happened to anyone tell someone tell the police tell a family member just know you are not alone and that someone will always be there for you ❤❤
same here well my dad abused me not my mom i couldnt see my dad for 3 years by the law
Lmao
@@browhyy9638 wtf dude
@@browhyy9638 wtf what about that was funny
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
Thank you for this.
@@greygoat5192 No problem x
Thanks for uploading this :D I hope there’s also the new version of this >v< but this original version is really good! Listening while making homework ^_^
Same lel
Same (I'm doing it right bow)
Tbh I don’t think I would be able to do work because I would either be crying or singing along
This song seems to fit such a wide variety of occasions for so many. I use it with my old friends 6 feet under, death is a part of life but if we can connect in ways never thought possible we grow. These words glide like butter across a warm stack of cakes, everything fits together like that final piece going into the puzzle. Small steps lead to big finishes!
This was definitely needed. Thank you so much!
“I’m fine.”
A phrase said way too many times.
Depression
Anxiety
Eating Disorder
Anorexia
Trauma
PTSD
Autism
Tics
If someone says that their fine, ask again until you believe them.
Compliment them everyday.
Don’t stop until they smile everyday without trying.
“Ew who’s the new kid?”
No. Never ok.
I’ve heard it said about me. I just transferred to a new school and I’m a very introverted person. I have no friends because I don’t talk to anyone.
Be nice even if you don’t know a person you don’t know what they’re going through. Be safe
Keep going, warrior.
i will be ur friend :3
I have trauma, ocd, depression, anxiety, social anxiety and adhd (my dyslexia isn’t that bad though)
U got this!!! Even if I don't....
@@inky_tea4186 I believe in you!