< introverted > I don't hate you I just need some time alone I'm sorry I can't stay I'd rather be at home I know you feel the same I can see it in your eyes Can't make eye contact But can see the right through their lies Why don't you tell me how you feel? I'm tired of waiting I want this to be real I'm nervous, observing So determined it's concerning I'm a burden and I'm hurting Go easy on me I'm learning Is it ever going to be enough? I know it's not easy But it shouldn't be this tough I don't hate you I just need some time alone I'm sorry I can't stay I'd rather be at home I try to speak but My mind is deep in thought They're calling me back to earth like I'm an astronaut
Agoraphobia I don't wanna get out of bed today I know I should get up, but I'm going to stay I'm alright just lying here To get up and leave is my biggest fear I'm probably not missing out on any much anyway I wake up and wait for the next day To come and leave Am I naive To stay in bed? I'm over tired because I slept for eleven hours Dreaming of murders and fires Twinkle, twinkle dying star I find you quite bizarre I'm probably not missing out on any much anyway I wake up and wait for the next day To come and leave Am I naive To stay in bed? I call it self care, but it's really just isolation Fueled by depression and my frustration
hypochondriac Frequently repeating, avoiding eating Nervously greeting and constantly weeping Obsessively seeking, the attention i'm needing Endlessly sleeping to escape the feeling I'm scared my life Will pass me by Without a chance to Say goodbye The voices in my head Told me I was dying I told them to fuck off And stop lying My therapist told me I'm not trying I told him to fuck off And started crying I'm scared my life Will pass me by Without a chance to Say goodbye How do you want to die? The voices in my head Told me I was dying I told them to fuck off And stop lying My therapist told me I'm not trying I told him to fuck off And started crying
Sober I guess you think I want you back Even after all of what I've been through hell and back But I'd do it for you after all that you put me through You fog up my brain You make me insane I know that you're bad Driving me mad Choking me out 'til I can't catch my breath I think that's just one of the side effects When I'm with you I float on a cloud But you cover my mouth and leave my legs bound I'm scared that I gave you all of the control I can't get up, I've dug myself into a hole Choking me out 'til I can't catch my breath I think that's just one of the side effects Tell me to give in everything is a lie Only thoughts I have are of suicide Even after all of what I've been through hell and back But I'd do it for you after all that you put me through
Algunas personas solo se fijan en su voz, pero realmente no sabe nadie lo que elita siente, a mi me gustan sus canciones por que aveces me identifico con sus canciones y ella habla de lo que quiero
PERVERTED Do you really wanna know what I like? Cross your fingers 'cause you might be my type I'll play nice when I tie you to the chair Show you a trick where I can make you disappear Put on a scary mask and sneak in late Watch me sleep and wake me up, getting late I want you to stab me with your knife Is it too much to ask for you to end my life? You watch the light go in my eyes It feels the same as when you're inside I am perverted, sick and sadistic Covered in your blood, it's ritualistic It's okay if you think that I'm sick I know you like it, but you won't admit it You'll play nice when you tie me to the chair? Tell me that I'm not going anywhere I want you to stab me with your knife Is it too much to ask for you to end my life? You watch the light go in my eyes It feels the same as when you're inside It feels the same as when you're inside
“the voices in my head told me that i was dying, i told them to fuck off and stop lying” w coping mechanism tbh
why is this album so perfect
< introverted >
I don't hate you
I just need some time alone
I'm sorry I can't stay
I'd rather be at home
I know you feel the same
I can see it in your eyes
Can't make eye contact
But can see the right through their lies
Why don't you tell me how you feel?
I'm tired of waiting
I want this to be real
I'm nervous, observing
So determined it's concerning
I'm a burden and I'm hurting
Go easy on me I'm learning
Is it ever going to be enough?
I know it's not easy
But it shouldn't be this tough
I don't hate you
I just need some time alone
I'm sorry I can't stay
I'd rather be at home
I try to speak but
My mind is deep in thought
They're calling me back to earth like I'm an astronaut
finally some music that sings with the voices in my head
Agoraphobia
I don't wanna get out of bed today
I know I should get up, but I'm going to stay
I'm alright just lying here
To get up and leave is my biggest fear
I'm probably not missing out on any much anyway
I wake up and wait for the next day
To come and leave
Am I naive
To stay in bed?
I'm over tired because I slept for eleven hours
Dreaming of murders and fires
Twinkle, twinkle dying star
I find you quite bizarre
I'm probably not missing out on any much anyway
I wake up and wait for the next day
To come and leave
Am I naive
To stay in bed?
I call it self care, but it's really just isolation
Fueled by depression and my frustration
I relate way too much
hypochondriac
Frequently repeating, avoiding eating
Nervously greeting and constantly weeping
Obsessively seeking, the attention i'm needing
Endlessly sleeping to escape the feeling
I'm scared my life
Will pass me by
Without a chance to
Say goodbye
The voices in my head
Told me I was dying
I told them to fuck off
And stop lying
My therapist told me
I'm not trying
I told him to fuck off
And started crying
I'm scared my life
Will pass me by
Without a chance to
Say goodbye
How do you want to die?
The voices in my head
Told me I was dying
I told them to fuck off
And stop lying
My therapist told me
I'm not trying
I told him to fuck off
And started crying
This song sounds like a person in a depressive state not believing the things she needs to do
Sober
I guess you think I want you back
Even after all of what I've been through hell and back
But I'd do it for you after all that you put me through
You fog up my brain
You make me insane
I know that you're bad
Driving me mad
Choking me out 'til I can't catch my breath
I think that's just one of the side effects
When I'm with you I float on a cloud
But you cover my mouth and leave my legs bound
I'm scared that I gave you all of the control
I can't get up, I've dug myself into a hole
Choking me out 'til I can't catch my breath
I think that's just one of the side effects
Tell me to give in everything is a lie
Only thoughts I have are of suicide
Even after all of what I've been through hell and back
But I'd do it for you after all that you put me through
I love the beats and just everything so relaxing love listening to this on really rainy cloudy days
Algunas personas solo se fijan en su voz, pero realmente no sabe nadie lo que elita siente, a mi me gustan sus canciones por que aveces me identifico con sus canciones y ella habla de lo que quiero
I love her music because of it too
I dont even know how I got here, but I'd like to stay for a little while if that's ok with you... I'll just lay over the sofa rollin some tobacco
Oh my god this is good. I can't believe how much I can relate to and love these lyrics. Ugh❤
Ella es fabulosa , el día que escuche su música , descubrí algo grandioso. ❤️
The whole album is a banger
The fact I love this, I'm starting to worried if I really need therapy or true love 😞💦✨
PERVERTED
Do you really wanna know what I like?
Cross your fingers 'cause you might be my type
I'll play nice when I tie you to the chair
Show you a trick where I can make you disappear
Put on a scary mask and sneak in late
Watch me sleep and wake me up, getting late
I want you to stab me with your knife
Is it too much to ask for you to end my life?
You watch the light go in my eyes
It feels the same as when you're inside
I am perverted, sick and sadistic
Covered in your blood, it's ritualistic
It's okay if you think that I'm sick
I know you like it, but you won't admit it
You'll play nice when you tie me to the chair?
Tell me that I'm not going anywhere
I want you to stab me with your knife
Is it too much to ask for you to end my life?
You watch the light go in my eyes
It feels the same as when you're inside
It feels the same as when you're inside
Song is so me
i love this
Beautiful!
In love
Damn guys my psychologist wants me to go to a therapist I'm done with this
different!!
I love her so much
Ep*
Nothing like listening to Elita after my mom yelled at me.
Another melanie martinez copycat
Be so fr. . .
theyre literally friends and her style is entirely different from mels are you being fr rn
Yeah but she’s def inspired by Melanie she seems to be following sort of the fairy kind of style now too
shes literally melanies friend. She played Angelita in the K-12 movie lmao
No girl, she's not, she has her own style and taste to be dying in such a pervert way, she's sexy dangerous while melanie is cute