It's snowing in November // A spring without you is coming // Soukoku angst // BSD gacha club

I'm sobbing so much
this fanfic was so painful I can't
I was shaking, sobbing, not being able to breath while reading this ehejejjsjdjejejejsidjehejeuebwhseeh
credits to the orginal!! I'm not sure who made it first

[@WiredEvelyn]

*Sinks into the ground as I sob endlessly*

[@0.purrito]

did u sink as deep as 6 ft? 🥰

[@ImNotGayIhaveSocksOn]

@@0.purritoNO STOP

[@0.purrito]

@@ImNotGayIhaveSocksOn 😔

[@Wise_Girl_is_PERFECT]

@@0.purritoJust like Chuuya….
ehe not sorry 😋

[@0.purrito]

@@Wise_Girl_is_PERFECT i dont know if u realised that’s what i meant 😭

[@ImNotGayIhaveSocksOn]

NO STOP STOP IT IT WAS SO PAINFUL TO READ I WAS CRYING ON THE FIRST CHAPTER OML

[@Axinie]

Same 😞😞💔💔

[@sayaloveshotppl]

NO SAME STOP

[@keijinistheworst]

APOLOGY WITH TEARS , GET THE UKELELE OUT.

[@thatoneweirdperson7821]

We need it

[@venv_ss]

Since I see so much angst abt this fanfic I refuse to read it. I WILL NOT let myself cry over a fanfiction.

[@roxannely]

waiting for the moment where everyone starts sending you death threats

[@Axinie]

Ermmm bad for them!!! 🥰🥰

[@Ilikefyodornowngl]

They did this too me😔

[@Axinie]

@@Ilikefyodornowngl HELP I SAW THE COMMENTS IN UR VID HSHSJS

[@rxby_0m3rta]

STOP IT THT FIC MADE ME CRY ALL THROUGH NOVEMBER😭😭

[@Axinie]

This fanfic was so good yet so painful and I was sobbing crying shaking everything at once sjehhaejwhsjwkshhw (I will cry myself to sleep)

[@Covetbe]

Nah I just finished it and came to yt for comfort 😭 THIS MADE IT WORSEEE

[@abdo13otaku]

Where I can read it please and what's the name if it ?!🌟

[@AkoChikanatsu]

Help I didn’t read it but I’m already crying..

[@Axinie]

@@abdo13otaku A spring without you is coming on Wattpad!

[@abdo13otaku]

@@Axinie thanks

[@Chuuyaismine580]

the way I read this fanfic without crying but then looking back at it makes me cry so much

[@Gh0os1]

YOU'RW SUCH A HATER... MAKING ME APMOST CRY.. THAT FANFIC MADE ME CRY SO HARD I LITERALLY ASCENDED, I CANNOT DO THIS TODAY, BRO

[@XIs_aClown]

The way im
SHAKING AND SOBBING ON MY FLOOR BECAUSE I JUST READ IT LIKE 5 MINUTES AGO AND THIS JUST CAME UP

[@rahadulislam950]

This gave me in another life flashbacks 😭😭

[@---Eclipse---]

Bro I Just Read It Finally I Didn't Want To, Because I Knew Something Would Happen, But I Read It, And It Broke My Heart I Was Literally Crying For 2 Hours😭

[@_Jvpiterr._]

I HAVENT EVEN READ IT YET AND IM ALREADY CRYING STOP

[@Lynx_10_1]

STOP.. WHEN I FIRST READ THIS I WAS TRYING NOT TO CRY IN THE CAR😭😭

[@SUNNY_STARZ2]

COUNT YOUR DAYS ISTG I ALREADY SPENT DAYS CRYING OVER THIS FIC WJSJWJJWJSJSJSJS
(love your designs though

[@Kair1xxa]

Bro jm crying already. SUFFERS IN CRYING INSERTLY

[@gildasaitta3421]

Apologize with tears😭😭😭😭

[@GOT_EATEN_BY_A_TEACHER]

NO NO NO I JUST GOT OVER THIS YOU-

[@shsjdidudh]

ah, suddenly i am on the street of a highway. oh no, how terrible! a car is coming!

[@Official.Gacha..Addison]

I CRIED READING THAT FANFIC

[@ur.f4v_gia]

i was sobbing when i first read this ff

[@Lovely-Ghosts]

Went to read the story after watching this, sobbing 😭

[@artandtutorials7296]

STOP I JS READ THE FANFIC AND IMSOBBING RN.

[@talor6906]

This fic broke me fr but the video was so good 😭😭
pls make a video of empire of dirt it's a very cute fanfic 😊

[@Nyx-Nix]

I HAVE NEVER CRIED TO A STORY BEFORE. THIS IS THE ONLY FANFIC.

[@gl1tchb1t_th3_d3m0n]

Nooooo I just stopped crying why?? (Anasing vid btw)

[@user-hp1bu7tg3g]

Screaming, shaking, crying, rolling, going down the hill, throwing my phones in the trash, tearing the pages of my sketchbook and of my books, giving up on watching bsd, getting mentally ill, trying all the ways of suicide on Dazai's book, leastening to caucasian destination, sliding down the wall, getting in to be a Dottore experiment, getting over my Childe and starting to like Navia
NOOOOOOOOO

[@Axinie]

HELPPPPP WHY GENSHIN AT THE END HAHA

[@user-hp1bu7tg3g]

@@Axinie BECAUSEEEEE

[@Rosakat]

My flex was i didnt shed a single tear while i was reading allat!!(i cried on the inside)

[@LIVVY_WAS_HEREE_]

Nooooo whyd you remind me I just saw this video and I started crying (I'm sick and I get more emotional when I'm sick)

[@gummiixx]

I haven’t even finished it and I was crying a bit at the end

[@___Aventurine__]

I'm tempted to make a gacha life mini movie on this fanfic

[@sayaloveshotppl]

I started sobbing and crying after reading that fanfic

[@Axinie]

I was shaking sobbing as well 😞😢😢

[@nobeenery]

how dare you. i was almost free of this fic..... i had almost rid myself of the pain and suffering of soukoku..... (its ok canon does that anyway)

[@nexurss]

Yes the Ff was f*king good but now I am crying apology with tears 😢😭😭😭😭

[@your_.favSt4rgirl]

WH DID YOU DO THIS TO ME? STOP

[@PurpledBee]

I ALREADY SEE THIS ENOUGH ON TIKTOK BUT NOW ON YT?? 😭

[@Ace_Genderflux]

Nooooooooo why must you remind me of thisssss 😢

[@EloiseKana]

How dare you make me remember it

[@Bitchy_.Beasst78..]

Im sobbing

[@vanneesssa]

bye. jumping. BYE.

[@Isawhosthat]

I read this fanfic 4 nights ago don’t make me cry again

[@tanuki.5422]

Congrats on 1k subs 😊

[@Axinie]

THANK YOU!!

[@tanuki.5422]

@@Axinie Congratulations on 1.23K Subs 😊

[@Kazuki_Akiko]

FUCKING HELL I LITERALLY STARTED CRYING WHEN DAZAI REALIZED CHUUYA DIED😭😭😭

[@someone_272]

I was about to read it man. 😭

[@Starrynightcos]

OMG I LOVE ANGST GOTTA GET AO3 OUT

[@Sxmply_Leaf]

PUT THE PHONE DOWN NOW.

[@Xiammii]

The urge to make a fanfic just like this but shin soukoku is rising😭 (This fic destroyed me)

[@Axinie]

The way that aku was most likely close to dying in this fic as well 😭

[@Xiammii]

@@Axinie WATCH MY HEART BURN🔥🔥🔥🔥😭😭😭

[@IN33dSl33pL0l]

NO. NO. I HAVE NOT SEEN THIS FANFIC AT ALL YET AND I WILL NOT ALLOW ANYOJE TO SUBJECT ME INTO READING ANOTHER DEPRESSING FANFIC.

[@Axinie]

It's so sad yet so good you should read it 😼😼

[@IN33dSl33pL0l]

@Axinie ...
is it on ao3 or wattpad?

[@Axinie]

@@IN33dSl33pL0l I've read it on Wattpad but I think it's on AO3 as well even though I couldn't find it!

[@IN33dSl33pL0l]

​@Axinie I read it. And I cried so hard 😭😭😭

[@shujinotdazai]

hey so ☹️‼️

[@basal_l]

😢Idk if I’m happy or sad that I read this😭

[@s1mplysdest1ny]

NOEJHAHWHS SOBBING 😭😭

[@YourLocalMackerel]

i got ptsd from this fanfic istg-

[@meoww12_]

APOLOGY VIDEO WITH A UKULELE AND TEARS😭

[@Axinie]

Nuh-uh 😁😁 (already cried while making this video 😒😒)

[@meoww12_]

@@Axinie SAMEE

[@May_071]

APOLOGIZE. I JUST FINISHED READING IT I WANNA KMS

[@wgf_hi_fnaf5613]

I crying

[@Pukei_]

Now what if I just jumped instead 🙁

[@roxannely]

🚁💥‼️

[@Axinie]

STOP WHAT

[@iiNariah]

NOT THIS FANFIC…

[@ciliekliyogurt_13]

I hate snow now because of this fanfic....

[@E̸than_d̸evil]

hey, I have a challenge for you, don't you have the brains to record the entire "a spring without you is coming"?

[@Axinie]

I'm so dumb that I don't understand what it means!! 😭

[@AKatWhoDoesntLikeCatsMain]

Y'all, what happened in the fic I wanna know 😭

[@Axinie]

There's a fanfic that Chuuya has a disease and he has hallucinations that it's snowing everyday (+ can't sleep), one day in November it was snowing but for Chuuya it was snowing everyday (Dazai knew because he kept lying and answering that it is indeed snowing when it wasn't)
Chuuya dies because of this disease when Dazai was sleeping :(

[@AKatWhoDoesntLikeCatsMain]

@@Axinie
WHAT-
OMG I THOUGHT IT WAS THAT HE WAS A GHOST AND THE GHOST VIEW THING ALWAYS HAS SOME OR SOMETHING
THAT'S SO MUCH SADDER 😭😭

[@DefinitelynotLee]

WHERE CAN I READ??

[@Axinie]

I read it on Wattpad!! I think it's on AO3 as well :3

[@I_am_Nobody_]

Where can I find this fanfic🥲

[@Axinie]

Wattpad or AO3!

[@basal_l]

How’d he die

[@Axinie]

He died because of an illness

[@basal_l]

@@Axinie🫢 opp 😭 thats not fair poor chuu 🥲 thx

[@swapmare]

what’s the name….?

[@Axinie]

A spring without you is coming

[@swapmare]

@@Axinie Thank you…. 😭

[@gcarose7073]

What fanfiction is it????

[@Axinie]

A spring without you is coming

[@gcarose7073]

@@Axinie and where do u read it??

[@Axinie]

@@gcarose7073 Wattpad

[@cloudy3867]

I don't get it-

[@Axinie]

There's a fanfic that Chuuya has a disease and he has hallucinations that it's snowing everyday (+ can't sleep), one day in November it was snowing but for Chuuya it was snowing everyday (Dazai knew because he kept lying and answering that it is indeed snowing when it wasn't)
Chuuya dies because of this disease when Dazai was sleeping :(

[@lauracastillo2759]

Wait I dont understand???

[@Axinie]

Basically it's a fanfic that chuuya has a disease and he has hallucinations that it's always snowing but it actually wasn't

[@lauracastillo2759]

@@Axinie ok ty

[@heelloww8066]

STOP

[@Gachalife-di8gh]

I don't understand.....

[@Axinie]

There's a fanfic that Chuuya has a disease and he has hallucinations that it's snowing everyday, one day in November it was snowing but for Chuuya it was snowing everyday
Chuuya dies because of this disease when Dazai was sleeping

[@Gachalife-di8gh]

@@Axinie ohhh now i understand thank you for explain...btw poor chuuya😞

[@pawzs.]

what is this.. i dont know anything?..

[@Axinie]

It's from a fanfic!

[@pawzs.]

@@Axinie im scared to read it

[@Moon.eveeee]

It's dec not nov plz stop

[@Axinie]

Yeah I could've done it in November 😞😞😢😢

[@McDonaldChuuya]

PLEASE READ EMPIRE OF DIRT ON A03 AND MAKE A VIDEO ABOUT IT, PLEASE

[@Axinie]

I WANTED TO BUT KNOWING ME ILL BE BROKEN FOR WEEKS BC OF THAT FIX

[@McDonaldChuuya]

@@Axinie DO IT.